“If you’re forcing yourself to see beautiful things- they become less beautiful…”. Brilliant!

Allison, my friend!! You are literally on a journey. You went from flying around the world and a podcast, to van life and KZfaq. I think that life,driving solo, would eventually take its toll on anyone. And you're obviously smart enough to recognize that a change was needed. You always seem to have an interesting "next step". I'm sure your subscribers will be rooting for you, whatever you decide! Above all, just be happy! You certainly deserve it!

Love your realness and honesty. I have a strong feeling that you're saying what a lot of van lifers are really feeling but try so desperately to hide. Best wishes to you!😊

I love watching nomadic lifestyle videos and tiny home. I know I could never live like this. I'm afraid of nuts breaking in. I'm afraid of my car breaking down. I like my big house. I like my kitchen gadgets. I like having friends and family over. But, I love that other people have adventures and I can watch and enjoy them. Thanks for that.

Finally a true analysis of how unglamorous it is to live in a car or van. It's really not fun or convenient after awhile. That room you are living in is a heckuva lot better than living in your vehicle.Well Said by you!

It has also seemed like the hassle of trying to find a place to park to sleep was 95 percent of these videos.

I lived in my car for 3 months during the winter. People don’t realize how isolating lonely, and cramped it gets. I will never do it for a long period of time again. Always have a home base you can go to. You made the right choice for you. Also your room is super cute 🥰

Nothing wrong with having a home base and go out in your van and travel when you're inspired (in-spirit). Glad you listened to your intuition and identified the signs of what you personally needed and were called to do.

A good friend of mine did van life for a year in '18 I think, and the issues with isolation and loneliness was a big issue for him. He is a very independent nomadic person but it was actually better for him to do the van for a limited time and then settle down in a city in a base for at least a year and then move on. So I think it's wise of you to listen to yourself and not push this lifestyle past its benefit to you.

I think this channel is interesting because of your perspective, Allison! Doesn't matter whether you're living in a van, car, hotel, apartment, whatever. I really like the videos where you are exploring restaurants, local landmarks, places to go for a walk, etc. I'm sure you would find plenty of adventures worth sharing in any location! Glad you're following your heart 💜

Part-time vanlife is still vanlife (which is what I'm doing)... but also, I think people follow you for YOU! Enjoy Vegas!

My experience has been completely opposite. I had to stay in a house for 2 months this winter and it completely knocked me off my routine. I gained weight, quit working out and hated it overall. Glad you found something that made you happy.😊

I think your honesty is refreshing and I’m glad your informing us about the realities of Vanlife because I feel like we tend to just see the positive aspects of it and not the realization that it can totally suck after a while. I’ve been on the fence about vanlife, not sure if it would be something that I’d enjoy or not, but I think having a sense of “home” is so important and so, so, so valuable to human nature. Thank you and I’ll keep watching!

Thanks for your transparency. I am going through the samething. Feeling lonely with no real purpose since living in my car. Driving is exhausting. I did more traveling when I lived in my apartment. I’m not having all the fun and adventure I thought I would have.

When it starts to affect your mental health, you have to do what's best for you. It's your journey. What I do appreciate is your transparency and honesty of how you were feeling. I think some channels have a tendency to share the adventures but not really share this side of van life, the not so good times and desiring to be in one place. Life comes with seasons. Seasons change. It is totally fine to switch it up. You look so happy, like really happy and that is important. Praying for your continued peace of mind and joy! 🙏 ❤️ 🙏

I’m all in!!! 😆 I’m not here for the van life or even the snacks 😉 but here because of YOU! You are my sister in Christ and that’s our bond. Live your life and whatever that looks like and know I support and pray for you daily 💕

At first I subscribed just because I was fascinated with VanLife. Then you get to know more about a person(to a degree) and then it becomes more than just VanLife, it’s like making a new friend. Was I sad at first? Yes, I was. It’s kind of an odd feeling that you’ve felt like a staple in my life. It’s the oddest feeling. By the end of your video I realized that it’s not just about the van. This is about YOU. Wherever YOU go, I will watch your new content. Besides, we can have snacks anywhere 😅

As a "switching to van life person" and also a person who just loves experiencing life, I applaud you taking care of yourself and walking your own path. Yes, I came to your channel for Van Life vicarious living and learnings as I started my path to being a nomad, but I "hope" that most folks stick around on channels because they find a kindred spirit in those that they enjoy content from. Share your life and path, wherever it leads and as long as you want to, and I for one will stick around for your wisdom and journey.

There does seem to be a loneliness epidemic in this country right now. I know I am feeling it myself. I have wanted to do van life for years but it’s appeal has mostly worn off for the very reason of loneliness and isolation. I think we need to be around others more than ever these days.

I’m IN girl! I watch because I simply like you as a person. I’m looking forward to seeing what you’re up to in living your real life before us. Much love from Canada 🇨🇦

I appreciate all your videos, and all the realities, as a single female truly aspiring to do van life. There are certain major decisions that would be set in motion that would have a permanent effect regardless of whether I do van life for 1 year or 10+ years, so I'm taking my time with all the pieces. Enjoy your best life wherever that takes you!

I'm so happy for you. You spoke to us with such sincerity and profound emotional words, feelings and emotions that it touched my soul. After you left the condo there was a different vibe in your videos. I kept thinking, "she's lost emotionally, missing the condo and its comforts. I am happy your settled. I am an older woman than you and in 2015 came with my family to start a new life on an island only one mile long between NYC and Westchester Cty. So in this small, isolated place my family came. (Nothing here but boats and i can't even swim). First month, i was diagnosed with stomach cancer, my daughter had a heart transplant, my hubby a stroke and then cancer. My older son a cop, shot in the face died, and all the while NOT ONE FRIENDLY NEIGHBOR. We were outsiders but dealing with medical stuff 24/7. Our two big dogs died. I spent 7 months a year in the hospital. Then in 2021 my hubby and i both with cancer got covid and my loving hubby of 50 years died next to me in ICU. Now, we are broke, lost, lonely. I can't work bald, etc and my daughter has endless appts with her new heart. So my youngest son, a professor in quantum physics in MIT was divorced and came to live with me to help. Then he became ill like my daughter and couldn't get a heart. He was brilliant, a great father, getting married again and at 6'6" and built, he was tall, dark, utterly handsome and a presence when he walked into a room. So he thought he was a burden. I adored him. I noticed his crew of friends and his fiancee were not around for a week. I asked him and he said, I think everyone is busy this week???? That evening i called him up in his room in our small cottage to ask him if he wanted to watch a movie with me. He said he loved me but was tired. That was 12:30 pm and at 5 am i found him hanging, dead and it was the end of me. He was my soul my son my life. He was so accomplished and loved by all his friends. NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE THAT ROB who was so loving and yet intimidating like hell would take his life. He would always bring home his friends who had no place to live. He was a fierce protector of anyone who was hurt by bullying, racism etc. So it is just me and my daughter, isolated, lonely, only interaction we have is with doctors. My boys were in their early 40's. I feel like you expressed...i cry alot, we are isolated and don't have the mindset to figure out how to move and find a place we can afford that's safe and we can afford. But tonight, your moving forward, your story gave me hope and i thank you for giving me hope. You did it and maybe i can do it too cause i feel all the things you felt. I believe God sends us people even thru you-tube to help us and you will be blessed all the days of your life. Be happy and enjoy everything in life. Of course, i will always be your fan. You are my hero. 😊😊❤❤

LIFE is a Travel journey! Your channel name still applies IMO. I’m so glad you are taking care of yourself and listening to what you need. Your friend sounds lovely! Will we be seeing more of her? How does she feel about you “filming” is her place? God bless you Alison, everything will work out and be OK! 🙏😊

I’m so happy for you. This year it has seemed difficult for me to make decisions on my future as well. It can really be overwhelming. I’m looking forward to any content you are wanting to share on your channel

I totally understand how you feel. My husband and I were caught up in the rental crisis here in Australia last year and we lived in our car for 6 months, I thought it would be a bit of an adventure but it did get hard. My husband and I had each other thank God. The hardest part was finding sleeping places at night and also winter was cold and summer can get hot. All the very best to you.

You gotta do what you gotta do, for you!💚 I just got a ceiling fan for my van. I'm in Florida. Right now it is amazing. At night I even have to cover up because it gets cold. Hope it has that same effect in July and August😂😂😂😂😂. Anywho, proud of you!

I ❤️ You Allison … I’m not going anywhere! Thank you for all the roadlife content. I’m excited to see and share your journeys. Thank you for not discontinuing your KZfaq 🎉

I give props to all those who live in a Van full time. While I love traveling in mine, it is just that, traveling. I cannot even imagine living each day not knowing where I will sleep every night. I follow of few who have gone off the road. It seems to be the toughest for those who have been able to make their living with travel videos and vlogs etc as going off the road means also changing jobs. Two big life changes to face at once. I look forward to watching your always well done video's and hope that you find whatever it is you are needing in order to make a living. Lots of jobs in Vegas.

So glad you found a place that's makes you happy. I lived in Las Vegas for 14 years and it is awesome. There are so many things to do and see and eat in Vegas that have nothing to do with the strip, or gambling or partying. It has something for everyone. I'm really looking forward to your Vegas adventures. Enjoy exploring your new home town. God bless

Congrats on finding a bit of peace! It’s not easy to make big changes especially on KZfaq! I’m still in! I can’t wait to see more of Vegas through a non-party lenses! Still sending mad love from the Pacific Northwest 🌲❤️🌲

Honey I think everyone who has enjoyed watching you all these years we love you. Please be healthy and blessed. Take care of yourself. We will be here and you are in my prayers 🙏💗

I think we've learned a lot from you - and that's incredibly valuable - being a teacher 👍👍👍

Allison, I’m SO happy for you 😅 I could see you were stressed and I am so glad you found a place to stay comfortable and try something new. I’m looking forward to seeing your new content 🥰 God bless you 🙏💜

Just transform your channel into an “Alison words of wisdom” one. You always have deep lessons to tell us, and that’s all most of your viewers care about anyway.

Wishing you so much happiness and enjoyment in your new adventures. I look forward to seeing all things Vegas and surrounding area, and anything else you wish to post. I watch at least 3 other former nomads who are now (at least for the time being) stationary, and I still love watching whatever they post. I have faith that whatever you post will be interesting, informative and entertaining. We all love seeing new adventures, whether on the road or not! ❤

Allison you have to do what makes you happy. I tune into to see what your getting into, not just because your living in a van. Its awesome that Iyana is there for you, she's a real one! I always say " step out of your box, it will be there if you want to jump back in!" Your van will be there after the summer, right now you take care of yourself and live your best life!! Best, Anita

You said what I’m sure a lot of full time van dwellers are thinking. Subscribed!

Allison, it was great to get an update. I was thinking about you yesterday. Wondering if you were OK. Glad to know that you are resetting reevaluating recalabrating. Prayer is our greatest friend in this process. You can’t go wrong asking God to lead you. You’ve been a very joyful KZfaq channel for me personally as i went through a very difficult year. I am looking forward to seeing what’s next. It would be interesting to see another side of Vegas, none of us know about. I never go there because of similar reasons. So it would be fun to visit and see other parts of it if you care to show everyone. Keep posting updates, would love to keep track of you.

I'm am sticking around for sure! Congratulations! Your channel (to me) has always been about your personality and not so much of living the van life. I look forward to your new content. Enjoy your new home!

I’m so happy for you! I know this was not an easy decision, and I know that God is going to bless you, and the rest will be wonderful for you! God bless you, Alison!

This is so exciting to me. My dream was to retire and get an RV and spend winters in Vegas. I would love to hear about your experiences while you are there. This is awesome!!

There ain’t nothing wrong with change if it’s feasible to you. Van lifers come in a variety pack everyone is different and seasons have a tendency to change in one’s personal life. Cheers Alison! Btw, I still notice your van so your still connected to the van 🚐 life club. Blowing blessings your way.

Allison I found you're channel and have been watching you for awhile now. I'll still be watching and looking forward to seeing where God leads you.

You're doing the right thing. This lifestyle is harrowing and hard and no one, NO ONE, could possibly maintain it and one's physical and mental health. Rest. Heal. Keep on praying. God bless you.

Awesome news Alison!!! I’m so happy for you! You are one of the first KZfaq creators that I’ve been following. As of right now I’m still getting my van ready for my travels. You have lots of experience and common sense knowledge that many people still need to learn. I’m sure you will be sharing your experience with others. I look forward to hearing more about your “new” experiences. 😁😁❤️❤️

I knew this was coming. Congratulations Allison on new beginings. 🎉❤

Whew, I am so happy for you taking this break! Between car issues, and health issues, I was really feeling for you. I will for sure keep watching, I love how you share your journey with us, whether its about travel, or other stuff you keep it real. God bless you girl!

I am soooo happy to have you here with me! And I can’t wait to see what God has planned for you 😊😊😊

Oh Allison, I'm sticking around!! I would miss you if I didnt!! You are a beautiful person inside and out with a great sense of humor. I'm so glad that you are doing what you really want. This is your journey and I will support it. Just be happy and enjoy!!! I will see you in another video. With love hugs!!! ❤😊

I think this is still van life worthy because you showed some people that you may get burned out and need a plan b. I could see it in some of your latest videos ( that you wanted a break) I'm glad your being true to you :)

Allison, you are so interesting and engaging. I’ve always watched reality shows and that’s kind of how I view your videos. I don’t know you personally but I know enough that I would like you. I’ve followed you and two others for awhile and you are the second to take a step back and I think the third will soon do likewise. That’s ok because it is real life. This life is so short but ever changing. Go where God leads you. He holds and knows our tomorrow. I appreciate you allowing me to follow your journey and admire you for sharing your faith in God. “I’ll see you when I see you”❣️

How great! I can't wait to see more of your fantastic new adventures in Vegas.

Allison, THAT IS TOTALLY OK. Way to have the wisdom and understand yourself and what you need. Yes. REST. Ivanna took that yoke off your shoulders. And heck of a move to (location redacted so people watch)! Most importantly: Be you as you need to be. GOD HAS YOU and has something special for you, and will be all over this "next" for you.

Hi Allison, great video and although I havnt been following your channel for long, I am so pleased you have found happiness, and are now doing something you want to do, looking forward already to the next chapter in your life, all the very best to you, from Nick in the UK x

Follow your dreams Allison you're a beautiful woman inside and out may God watch over you and continue to bless you❤

So very happy for you!!💕💕 You know that it’s going to take more than a relocation to get rid me as a friend! You go girl!💕

This is what happens when people turn KZfaq videos into a career -It's not fun anymore. You have to drag yourself up and film a new video to make sure that paycheck comes in... And too many people don't think about that when they get started. They see ridiculous amounts of money coming their way for basically taking videos of something they were going to be doing anyway - and they get a little crazy. Then they decide they might like to actually take a hike without the camera but they can't, they've got a van payment to make and they've got to get that paycheck. They wake up one morning sick as a dog and just need to stay in bed for a day or two and get well but they can't-got to make sure the viewers are there to get that paycheck! While you obviously need some kind of income in order to make van life possible, as you said, there has to be a balance. When you left on this adventure you obviously either had money in the bank or a plan for making money so go back to the original plan. You're not the only van life video on KZfaq and you're not that special - that was really mean and I didn't mean it that way 😅. But sometimes that's the pep talk you have to give yourself. If people are watching your channel because they want to see van life, there are probably a couple thousand van life channels they can be watching. If they truly watch because they adore you - then sweetheart, they're going to watch if all you're doing is scrubbing the bathroom floor... They don't care where you're living or what you do during the day, they're here because they want to spend a few minutes with you. You have to take care of yourself, you can't pour from an empty bucket, blah blah blah - you've heard all the little sayings. Do what makes you happy, do what keeps you healthy, and your channel will survive, I promise. Please make more videos like this so that people just starting out can see and hear the truth - It's not all unicorns and rainbows, it's hard work and it's not always fun. *** And for heaven's sake- do not jump into a van with a new camera and just assume that you're going to start a KZfaq channel and end up a millionaire by Christmas, make sure you have money in the bank before you ever leave the driveway! If you do end up with a successful KZfaq channel then that's a bonus - but that shouldn't be the plan.

Allison, You've had a terrific journey. You have shared so much and I enjoy your channel. I am glad you are off the road through the summer. I can't wait to see your new content. Best wishes and God bless you.

Allison, You are the one of the best most honest and most importantly Jesus loving person on KZfaq! You are my friend! I always look forward to seeing your adventures, advice, sharing your heart, sweet boys, and your wonderful parents. Sharing our Lord is most important, no excuses, straight up that’s you! I love that about you Allison. I will follow you at your friend’s home, in a van, in a car, in a sticks & bricks or just doing anything! You got a friend in Oklahoma forever!

It's not about the place.... It's about the people.

I’m proud of you for realizing that getting off the road is better for you. Good friends are hard to find. Be thankful. I watch your channel to hear about you not what camping spot you stopped at. Enjoy and relax!

Allison, I could see this coming, so I'm not surprised. I still hope to see you soon. I am still praying for you. I hope your ribs are healed and you are sleeping pain free. I have a camper minivan that the totally removable camper part was built by someone in southern California. I have loved traveling in it with my two cats, but I also enjoy being in my house and so do my cats. Sooo, I will be looking forward to your adventures from a larger home. I am so glad you prayed and listened to God. I have come to love you like the sister that you are since we are both God's children. Allison, you are loved! And you are an inspiration! Keep us updated from time to time.

I’m here because you were a van life but now that I’ve gotten to know you I’ll stick around because i find we do have a great deal of things in common. You are real-life, not fluff! You had my heart the video when you colored your hair ❤ Can’t wait to see what life in Vegas is like!!!

I’m so happy for you! 🎉🎉 I’m sticking around…. I hope you’ll still do lives, there fun.❤❤

PROUD OF YOU for keeping it REAL and following the Holy Spirit's leading! Yay! Take your time and heal in His arms and don't put any pressure on yourself! Looking forward to your new videos....you're a blessing!

You do what makes you smile, laugh have joy. I like your video's and i see quality in those videos. Its normal to want other things, whatever you bring for us to view hopefully will give you joy.

I’m happy you are comfortable . I’m happy you know when to stop and give yourself time to recover..

There are plenty of people living on the road and I follow some of those people but not all. I will follow you for you Allison the same as I do for the others I like. Always do what you feel is best for you. This is just part of your journey. I plan to start my own travel journey. Hoping within a year. Right now I'm going through a different circumstance but really needed to hear this video today. So thank you!

I am soooooo happy for you!!! I’m sure God has you right where He wants you🥰🙏🙏🙏🙏

I started watching your channel because you seemed authentic and fun to me, and I think you still are, it will be interesting to see you in this new stage. good luck friend.🤗🙋🏾‍♀️

I’m staying no worries! Looking forward to whatever you post!🤗🥰🌷💗

I love your channel and I've been watching you since the end of your car journey and start of the van build. (Under a different KZfaq name) I plan on sticking around and seeing what you do next with this channel. I love you for being you and you should never feel pressured to do anything. This is your channel and your life and we are just the humble friends/followers that want to enjoy your journey and adventures with you. Much love and cheers to new beginnings again. ❤🥂

Down for the variety 🙋‍♀️ I remember thinking you seemed sad after leaving the month in Myrtle Beach. Wishing you well!

Listening to yourself is the most important thing! Good for you. Big hugs ❤

I can relate I live in a box truck with my husband. He hasn't been here for a couple of weeks off and on. It does get lonely. There were many problems, and delays with our build so we were arguing a lot over the past few years. Things recently have been getting better but it's still difficult with mechanical issues, build issues, work issues, etc. Just do what you need to do. I want to buy land, and so we will keep working toward our goal, and this is the best way. We aren't travelog we live in the city, and both have jobs. We are doing that until we can start our business hopeful this year. Do what you need to do for yourself, and happiness. Good luck sweetheart! ❤

I always remember Janis Joplin's line "freedoms just another word for nothing less to lose". That line has always meant to me that there can be too many choices and it doesn't make you feel free. Glad you are feeling more grounded.

I think we often see ourselves as "one" thing when in reality the human spirit is several things at the same time. Once you embrace that concept life becomes easier because everyday is a chance for each of those several things to present themselves. I'm looking forward to seeing which YOU shows up from time to time. Enjoy!!

From watching many van dwellers, it seems you are not alone in your decision, it seems like the burnout rate is 3 to 5 years, especially in the states, it must be in our country you cannot get away from the heat, summers are getting hotter, I noticed the Canadian van lifers I watch are still going strong. I have learned a lot from you, I know now I rather be a part-time van/car life traveler, I live in Florida so I would love to get out of the heat in the summer. I am going to keep watching your videos, I like your sense of humor, positivity and honesty. So glad you found a place to settle.

Also--I have stayed around for you--no matter the content, you make your channel interesting! I am looking forward to the Further Adventures of Allison😊.

Whew! It was painful to watch you struggle. Glad you landed in a good place and will look forward to the next chapter in your life. Best of luck!

I KNEW IT! I'm so happy for you! Exciting and new! This is wonderful! You all ready look happier! Yeah, you needed a change and you're not too far from your family members!!! Oh. Yes....this is good. I started watching you for van life perspectives. I'm good. You drew me in and your stuck with me now. Nancy

I'll still b here watching🎉. Congratulations on whatever u do

not going anywhere. Came for the travel, stayed for the snacks. :) But seriously... you have your priorities right dear girl. Thank you for the hours of work and all that you do to produce fun and entertaining content. It's a nice break from my day to day.

I was here cause you are a breath of fresh air here on the KZfaq’s so I’m sticking around for your next adventures! Glad you are doing what makes you happy!

We look forward to new adventures in Las Vegas and beyond.

I have a nomad friend who transition to renting a room. The room she says feels so much larger than the van and she is very happy!

God Loves you and he never fails. He has a plan!

I love my home...it might be a lot of work. Yard work, repair work, house work...but seeing the results from all the work is way worth it! Life on the road is more difficult than life is supposed to be

For anyone who loves (or just appreciates) the desert southwest, Vegas is a fantastic hub for many and varied adventures. A major metropolitan city with access to all the handy services, opportunities, resources and cultural things you might want or need, yet with the wide open spaces literally only minutes away! So, so many fantastic adventure opportunities surround you, and even if you are not choosing to technically "full time" in a van, you still have the ability to use it for travel forays into the many wonderful places within an hour or three of the city. Topography! Different habitats and climates! Practically the nexus of 4 states! All within reach. You are wise to make the adjustments you need to be happy and healthy, and doing so doesn't mean you are giving up your adventuring. In the service of being faithful to the "van life" philosophy, I think something that gets under-represented is the ability to camp and explore with the van, quite apart from an unbroken full time life in one. I suspect that for many people, seeing that you can do recreational travel comfortably, efficiently and economically without an expensive RV is valuable by itself. The van life lessons make you an expert at this.

I love your transparency. I am always very skeptical about what people post because I'm a realist and often wondered about these people who are constantly moving on the road. I'm an avid traveler and love an adventure but everything in large doses gets old. I hope you find what works for you you seem like a beautiful soul and I want you to be healthy and happy.

The title of your channel is "Travel Snacks"...no "van life" in there so no pressure from me. I would love to see anything about Vegas besides the strip...I hear Red Rocks is beautiful and that's not too far. I hope you will still include some travel-type videos if you go somewhere fun. Also, congrats on giving yourself a much-needed break. I try to let God lead me in my life as well.

Hi Allison I don't care where you make the videos as long as you continue to make them we are following you and your journey 😊

I'm so happy for you!! I'm sticking around! I can't wait to see what life has in store for you! Get it girl! God bless

Thank goodness you realized you needed a change, you needed your friend, and you needed happiness! I have to say that I had a sister that did the traveling in her car, seeing lots of tourist's sites, posting about them and what adventures she was having, but she too was lonely, she didn't have someone to enjoy those times with and it got to her. I'm sad to say she took her life while visiting Death Valley. So, it makes my heart happy to know that you have found your purpose for now, your happiness and I will continue to watch as life treats you well!

I love what ever you decide to do I'll be watching you regardless 🎉.

First time viewer this evening...so so glad you spoke up to your friend and accepted her offer. The 10th of May was my husband and my worst day as we lost our daughter (29) to the "invisible" horror of depression. She had taken on a Weight-on-her-shoulders, as well and could only conclude one desperate way to remove it. I was SO relieved to hear you describe the dropping/throwing-off of your burden. I loved your realization that, Forcing yourself to seek-out/see The Beautiful dims its beauty. You probably already know that there is a Beauty surrounding you wherever you are, but maybe it's a bit more "hidden" than, say, Hoover Dam. Stay well and keep the Faith!

I love the new direction you are taking! Yay Enjoy and God Bless!

Continued blessings to you on your journey. ❤ May God continue to lead you in all you do! Thanks for sharing. Those that are meant to stay will stay ❤️

I'm sticking around and looking forward to watching this part of your journey. Sending peace, love and blessings.

Glad you are taking care of yourself. Stay strong!