To those who insist I should be tripping outside: I hear you, but I also have to let you know that I live in the rainiest part of Canada. Thank you and have a nice day

Psilocybin mushrooms have definitely had a positive impact on my mental health. They've been really helpful for me in dealing with anxiety and depression.

Psilocybin are just an amazing discovery. It's quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress disorders. Saved my life

I took 4 grams for my first trip yesterday and cried for half of the trip I felt all the sadness in my consciousness pouring out I've been depressed for a while but today I feel amazing Psilocybin is great for therapy

I’ve heard many good things about psychedelics like LSD or psilocybin mushrooms and their health benefits, I also heard it helps one get through addiction and depression. I’m just wondering where I can get my hands on them cause I’ll love to give it a try. I’m passing through a state of terrible depression lately.

Tried my 2 grams. I laughed. I cried. But I feel so present. 💜 I heard “everything is going to be fine.”

Crying is amazing on mushrooms. They really helped me break a 4 year habit of emotional suppression.

"The world is run by traumatised people and power is a currency used by some to hedge against the risk of rejection." Oh my god. My trips gave me this insight too, but I've not ever heard it articulated to succinctly. This is one of my new favourite quotes. Haven't watched past this yet as I wanted to note it down to not forget it. We don't know each other, but you have my love, and I wish you the absolute best in your journey, whatever path you take. You're gonna be just fine. ❤️

Thanks for the honest and authentic feedback on these trips. It’s insightful to see the contrast you’ve been having between dosages. Really interesting!

Thank you for your honesty, authenticity, and conscientiousness with putting these vids together 🙏🏼

I did a heroic dose of psilocybin yesterday (5+g but apparently it was really strong and very blue). It was the best and worst experience of my life. It started off super hallucinogenic with loads of dynamic visuals and I could see how the stuff would be awesome at a party or festival. I then started feeling quite sensual. Then I could literally feel my brain fill with happiness. This grew and grew until I was weeping from pure unfettered happiness and gratitude. I had a sense that I could die that way and be entirely fulfilled. I then lifted up and was no longer in my body. I had a sense I could go further up and 'travel'. My partner was outside and I wanted connection with him, and it felt better and easier to get to him by going up and travel to his 'energy' than to get up and find him physically. At one point he did come to sit next to me. We got into a laughing fit. I remember saying 'this is so weird, I don't know what's real anymore.' I kept wanting to go back into the 'dream' and couldn't 'wake up'. Like coming out of an anesthetic. At one point I said 'I 'm struggling to come back'. He maybe should have left me to carry on as I had been, but he came to get me and made me go outside. At this point I thought I was supposed to be 'back'. So instead of enjoying it I was trying to 'wake up' but was so disoriented and kept spinning off into 'dreams'. But then I'd 'wake up' and find I was still sitting up in an almost catatonic way. And then I didn't know what was real anymore. I got into a loop where I could see the world around me, but kept waking up over and over. Each time I woke up I thought 'Ok this is real, I'm back' and then I'd spin off again. I started to get a little scared. My mind took hold and I started feeling locked in. I was convinced I was in a psychotic break (maybe I was??) And didn't know if I'd ever come back. It was like I was stuck inside myself and couldn't perceive reality. I became paranoid and was trying to anchor myself, but I couldn't believe or trust anything. At one point our trip sitter said I was fine and could relax and that we still had at least an hour to go. This gave me a bit of relief, but then I didn't believe him and thought he was trying to trick me. I eventually got myself to my bed. After just standing in my bedroom not knowing what was going on. At this point I was in a repeating loop of stuck ness. I saw our balcony and clearly thought 'oh this is why people jump' I could imagine wanting or needing to do that if I was stuck in that loop forever. But I got into my bed and tried to go to sleep, hoping that I'd wake up ok. But the stuck loop just carried on, and on and on. I was terrified the rest of my family would come home because I just didn't know how to be me anymore or to relate to anyone. After about 2 hours in bed my partner came up and put his hand on my shoulder. I looked him in the eye and said 'HI' and for the first time felt like that was real and I was actually HERE. I was still woozy and struggled to speak but was so grateful to be back!!! I don't know what happened there but I literally thought I'd lost my mind and was never coming back... It was damn scary and I'm not sure what to make of it yet....

Another happy "coincidence". I just happen to stumble upon your channel after I was contemplating on trying out a 2G dose. I am very happy to have found your channel and by seeing your videos, I feel a very sincere and loving connection from you to your viewers.

This was both delightful and informative. Good job. You're a modern guru with a good heart.

Extremely well done video that intuitively addresses what other KZfaqrs (on this subject) seem to miss. Thank you!

I tried 2 grams and experienced ego death followed by a feeling of so much love and I cried and cried (tears of joy). Beautiful trip. Feeling great afterwards as if my brain got rewired in the best possible way. 🎉

You are my hero at this point. To have someone brave enough to share their experieces is seriously a huge thing.

One time while tripping I was petting a cat and she was so cute that I cried 😂

Did my 2 grams today; I've been watching you ever since I've began my research into magic mushrooms! You have been so amazingly helpful!! I can't even begin to share the amount of things psilocybin has helped me with. Thank you, genuinely. I'm so happy my outlook on psychedelics has changed. I've also cried MANY tears lol but so so worth it and so therapeutic. edit: I deal with cPTSD, anxiety, and depression. the tears that I shed today are unlike the ones I would've cried on another basis. they felt suppressed. these mushrooms really give you the chance to let you FEEL! I felt wrong crying at first, but I realized I had shunned myself for so long in my old self just for feeling teary-eyed. it's pretty crazy how the emotions will just begin to flow, but it is a beautiful thing. everything becomes so much more clear. I feel healed & at peace. I hope whoever is reading this is too ✌☮💕

This is wonderful, I have been on a similar mission as far as taking a slow and thoughtful approach to dose, my 2g was so similar in how I received information and awareness of my emotional vulnerability and reservations. Thank you for sharing 😊

Thank you for this, I'm learning a lot from you and your channel!

I love how you make the most of every dose and experience. I'm going to try some of your techniques when I MD again

You impacted my view of psilocybin therapy in a similar way wim hof did for me with cold showers.

Shrooms helped me stop my alcohol addiction. Love your videos. You are amazing :)

Thank you for another great video! I have mostly been microdosing but you reminded me that I could use a real trip. I also trip alone. I have immense respect for the mushroom.

Really appreciate you sharing the process and your honesty and gentleness. In 97 I discovered this shroom thing on line. I looked everywhere that was suggested that they pop up for two winters in a row. One day outside a hospital in a bark garden bed I saw a handful of them. Maybe 1 gram dry. I packed my tent after work Friday and set of to a secluded forest 1 hour outside Melbourne Oz. It was dark when I got there, and as I rode my motorcycle to my fave camp spot, right there where I was going to set up the tent was a shit load of shrooms. Blue meanies we called them cubensus. I set camp and sat with 5 big shrooms and an orange to wash them down. As a 20 year old I had some shroom tea with friends and marveled at the beauty of the world and laughed a lot. As a 30 year old that night, as you say reality was ripped away. After an initial awe of, all is one, and the trees whispering to me under a Van Gogh style starry sky, it shifted and I I had a death experience. I stopped breathing and fear took over... somehow I crawled into my tent and felt that I was deflating and sinking into the soil... a little bird flew in sat on my ribs and churped, you’re fucked now’ ... the next day I woke depressed and felt like I’d been beaten up. The following day I felt great and looking back I integrated the experience into my life and thus felt grateful to be alive and appreciate family friends. A lot more went on, that I’ve left out coz I could write a small book. But, it changed me permanently. I felt a glow and reset. I’ve tripped roughly every 5 years to reset. Thanks again for your balanced mindful approach. It’s better indoors as beginner trippers but nothing compares to laying under a starry sky away from the city.

Thank you for this 👏👏 I have dabbled into micro dosing and this kind of therapeutic trip sounds like just what I need!

Julianne, tenx 4 diving in. You’re an intelligent and light and thorough and respectful and open being. Most human beings have all those qualities + many more but those same most humans are covered in conditioned ego - dust. So. Thanks for being you. Love Julian

Just came across your channel, love your content, very real and you convey your ideas brilliantly and so eloquently. Suffered depression my entire life and looking for some kinda of solution. Watch your vids around microdosing gives me hope, something this state offers little of. Keep up the good work. :-)

You’re an amazing human being. Thank you for these videos.

I'm a bit of an old triptonaught for way back... just recently I've been engaging in mushroom therapy for my depression and anxiety... I've had the most wonderful realisations and awakenings... I've finally come to realise that everything, including ourselves is the physical manifestation of the light of this universe. This is the connection I've been searching for my entire life.. The whole universe and everything in it moves at the speed of light.... we are a real physical part of the light... The light is pure love... And so are we when we ... The kingdom of light is all around you...if only you choose to see it... you see it with your heart.. ❤️

I'm always inspired by your blogs ... open, honest, helpful, articulate. Thank you

Lmao, I just recently experienced magig mushrooms. 1st trip I was with friends watching a movie. It was a small dose, and it was a fun awesome time. Then the 2nd time, 2 days ago, I took an even bigger dose, and man. It was even more amazing. I did it by myself, and I was in my own world. I played games. Watched a show. Then, got in my thoughts, and ended up crying. But bro, that felt soooo good. I felt like it's something that I've really needed in such a long time. I'm empathetic. So it was nice feeling something. I then wrote in my journal, and wrote my thoughts down. I can't wait for the next trip. I plan on microdosing daily soon.

1.6 g and it was light. Cried, laugh, but then the calmness and peace arrived. It was like a welcoming. Each cell of my body celebrated I was there. ❤

I highly recommend a trip sitter for 5g. It is the dose after you completely lose any connection to this reality what may cause a physical harm. You just cannot be prepared for this.

Great video. I had my 5th Ketamine session this evening and so much of what you said resonated with me in my current frame of mind.

Just started my journey for medical reasons. Vancouver is my setting. Thank you for the template of doses. It will be very helpful. Cheers and thanks again 🍄

Done 5g. Make sure to do a little ritual and use it in a spiritual way. I've put my drink on the sun and asked it for the best trip ever. So it was. If done in safe area with good set and setting it can really show you things you've long forgot existed. Sometimes even forever. Nice report!

Great video Julleanne! I appreciate the report. I’m hoping to do that this week.

Quite interesting and exactly the information I was looking for...... perhaps it's time. But I think I'll watch more of your vids first. Thank you for sharing your insights!

I love your aproach to it!

Congratulations on your growth! 📿

Also note if you haven’t that it depends largely on if you have an empty stomach... for example if you have 1g on a completely fasted stomach where you haven’t eaten in 12+ hours it’s going to be a lot stronger than if you recently ate lunch a few hours prior, also note that each batch of mushrooms can be much more potent so if it’s a new batch/strain maybe start off with 1 gram again

I love everything you’re doing and appreciate you sharing.

Great video, can't wait to hear your 3g trip report. I haven't made it there yet myself, but I'd also like to do the 5g trip someday.

Let me tell you. The second time I tried was with 7 grams. It was insane. 5 hours of vivid hallucinations and 3 hours of laying down with extreme self evaluation sessions. Very interesting and very informative.

Thank you J for sharing. And thank you for getting back to me via email. Sorry for not responding though. It's a bit difficult for me to ask for help due to my tough guy attitude. Again, thank you for sharing your time and thoughts. Please be safe.

Just found your channel. Sooooo good. You're one of us.

I just recently found your channel and I absolutely love how you think and how you are lovingly vulnerable here ❤

Soak your grinded up mushrooms in lemon, ( lemon tek) The potency nearly doubles, instead of a 6 hour trip its more of a 4 hour trip. But more intense. Make bang for your buck, amazing experiences

I had my first trip during lockdown in 2020; I had 3.5 grams and that was intense. I laughed; I cried uncontrollably, I had a lot of realization. I told myself that I would never take that much again because I thought it was a bad trip (I know otherwise now) but last year end up taking a few capsules which clearly was just as strong and lost my fears after that. I’ve been taking 1-2g every few days now and I feel I can finally stop smoking so much THC outside of my trip.

Easy to see that you are a beautiful human, thanks for your authenticity & thanks for sharing.🙏🏼

Awesome channel! If you're still macrodosing I recommend looking into lemon tekking. It basically intensifies (doubles?) the trip effects while mitigating any upset stomach symptoms. Tried 5g dried the regular way and 3g with lemon tek was definitely an even deeper experience.

I've been watching your videos to educate myself before embarking on my own journey to combat depression. I've used mushrooms and acid for recreational purpose years ago. I fully get where you're coming from. I sourced some psilocybin from a company in Holland and unfortunately my journey was stopped short by UK customs and I was left £38 out of pocket. Shame but I remain positive. Just a warning to people in the UK.

it's like every time I trip I learn something from it magic mushrooms is the best medicine they should be available for every country in the world :p

What a lovely and well spoken woman. Nicely explained.

Great videos, thanks for posting! 💯

I had my first bad trip a few days ago on 2.5 g. It was horrible! I was riddled with anxiety and fear but I think it was because it was the first trip using mushrooms that’s I’d picked myself. I was 99% sure it was fine, but the 1% of doubt proved very tricky! Once I’d peaked and realised I wasn’t going to die, I was over come with love for my wife and my 3 boys. The lesson I was taught was the importance of being present and ‘in the moment’ while my kids are young. It was terrifying to start with, and took a few days to get over, but I’m already seeing it as positive. Next time will be better knowing that I did pick the right thing!

Could we potentially see.a how to meditate video in the future? thank you. thanks for providing so much permanent knowledge on all the subjects you've presented thus far

Thanks for sharing your trip report!

"For love", "out of love". Mind blown! Thank you sister 💙🙏

You're a warrior. Thanks for sharing your truth. #inspired

Do you do 1 to 1's? Your the most eloquent, well-spoken person I've seen on youtube on this topic. Thanks

right on! This is actually hella responsible and cautious. Good Shit!

Hi Julianne, I want to thank you for your videos. I started two days ago with my first micro dose month. I knew about the healing properties of the mushrooms but I was a bit afraid of taking them and have a bad trip but you gave me confidence. Thank you BFF or sharing your experiences, it worths gold 💗

I really enjoyed my 2g trips. I felt more connected with everything. My surroundings, nature, my friends and myself. It was a beautiful experience.

I can't wait to be completely off my meds to finally do a 2g dose!!

im definitely on the same path as you , its important to not rush these things and the mushrooms are aware of that i wish you the best on your spiritual journey.

3gm golden teacher. Felt like I’d been poisoned - felt like vomiting and fever, I laid down,. Body melted I didn’t need to breathe, wave of peace came over the ill feeling, then lost consciousness. First half waking up needing oxygen, repeated 4 times, taking extreme deep breaths when waking 3 hrs in. Second half in out of consciousness waking up with water saturated very thin gel like eyelids flooded with kept rubbing squeezing the water out. Then getting up illness walking like a drunken, mixed with drugs 8hrs. This message persisted throughout to spread the word “don’t do it.”

I’ve taken mushrooms more times than I can remember and I’ve had experiences up & down the spectrum. I’ve definitely had what they’d call a challenging experience where it was a struggle and I’ve had experiences of running around Madison Square Garden at a Dead show feeling like I was the happiest I’ve ever been. Mushrooms are INTENSE. Not something to be taken lightly. I do feel like mushrooms are more of an introspective experience vs LSD which (for me) is always a more social and easygoing experience. Obviously this is not the same for everyone and results will vary. For me, LSD was just always easier. Mushrooms often felt like a lot of work. If there are parts of your head you know are pushed to the background and not something you want brought to the forefront, don’t take mushrooms. Set & setting is always the best advice one could give for a psychedelic adventure. That and bring a friend!

The part about you rekindling within an old friend is big. The mushroom is wise.

Girl that was NOURISHMENT. Thank you for your insights. Using these compounds as tools for spiritual and personal development (talking about mindfulness not hyper productivity) has been one of my greatest blessings. I’m so glad this medicine resonates with you in these ways.

this channel is such a gem

One can't actually document what the magic mushroom's intent with one's self. I do foster the possibility that it has a mind of its own, and brings its own intentions to us, no matter what the "amount used". Each event is unique, and non- repeatability of these events seems to undermine the idea of analyzing trips by the measure of mushrooms consumed. Even excellent trips can come from small doses, is all I'm saying.

I weigh 215lbs and worked my way up pretty high, and one night I ended up eating 12 grams over the course of the night and I could see a fourth dimension in the smoke of the incense I had, and at one point things were kind of moving in snapshots. Also even on normal doses I sometimes get hues of soft purple and green on things

I really like hearing your insights

3gm golden teacher. Felt like I’d been poisoned - felt like vomiting and fever, I laid down,. Body melted I didn’t need to breathe, wave of peace came over the ill feeling, then lost consciousness. First half waking up needing oxygen, taking very deep breaths felt good. 3 hrs in out of consciousness waking up with water saturated very thin gel like eyelids flooded with water kept rubbing squeezing the water out. When getting up after gaining consciousness, ill, walking like a drunken, mixed with drugs 8hrs. This message persisted throughout to spread the word “don’t do it.”

6g was the best trip I've ever had on psilocybine, the music was so good and the clouds so fluff

serious question: have you ever had 'challenging experiences' during a trip, or also known as a bad trip? i have, and that's when i learned the most. without darkness there is no light.

A shrooms trip is like a healing process like a therapie ☀️✨

i LOVE your videos great content and knowledge in your videos.. with love i have one Huge Suggestion with video editing, when making your cuts/scenes don't change the aspect ratio (size of the frame shot) it messes with others attention and makes it see as if the information your are giving your unsure of. Thank you again for making such awesome content and sharing your experiences- Mush Love ;)

Hooray for Trip Reports! What strain of Psylocybe Cubensis?

Thank you! I needed this. I’m about to buy my first gram this week and I’m kind of scared. Everyone says it’s good but I have Autism so when I feel feelings.. I feel feelings. Also I don’t know if this is because of my autism or not but, my highs (on flower) make me feel so ridiculously weird after the high. All my other friends are happy and energetic but even talking for me afterwards, is drainy and weird

Great job! Thank you for sharing!

I would be honored to share with you Julianne my tea recipe/process. It enables a more precise tuning of the dose, sometimes surprisingly minute amounts can have grand effect. Not to mention that the tea can be of many different flavors and scents that have a sensual impact of its own. Thank you for your videos, and would love to correspond. Much Love!

I appreciate the vulnerability in your experience. During Quarantine, I wanted to do some self-discovery and wanted to have the mushroom experience. I have been doing a lot of research before trying it, but after watching your experience and others, I feel like I am ready. I also have been really interested in cults and Ideologies, and why people believe, certain things and have been watching a TON of documentaries. keep them coming :)

Depending on the strain and the mushrooms in general, 1 gram vs 3 grams can vary in potency due to the way psilocybin is spread throughout the mushrooms. Ive taken 1 gram that was equal to 3.5 grams before. And they were psilocybin cubensis "penis envys" ive also taken 8 grams that wasnt even as potent as 3.5 trip before. So it can vary widely. we are all adolescents as a human species. I love how more people are expanding their consciousness to learn and transcend. Espcecially using psychedelics. They are a sacred tool. Much love and light🕉💚))))

Lovely! I’m very curious about using psilocybin and your video made me feel very comfortable with trying it out. Thank you!

So beautifully and carefully said very lovey thank you for taking the time to share. I also find that along with meditation looking at your dreams - especially the ones that repeat the same concept - means to me that it should be something that I should try And figure out. It’s hard and takes time but once you have it in the forefront of your brain you are starting work on it. Eventually it makes sense And eventually one starts to change that narrative . It’s a very freeing and powerful feeling once you can stop those repeating dreams at least for me. Hope this helps someone as well ☮️ ❤️

I really want to try DMT or magic mushrooms but i don't know where or how to get them, I can't find a source any recommendations??

I did my first mushroom ceremony two weeks ago. (note: I have had issues with severe panic disorder and agoraphobia). For the whole 6 hours, I was in a state of panic. I saw the options to calm myself but couldn't. I had a 2.7-gram dose. I really want to do micro-dosing but want to know if there is a dose that won't last as long and cause me to panic? I really wanted to experience the bliss everyone talks about experiencing.

I have only 3 words to say here: YOU ARE AWESOME!!!

As a climate change wonk i was fascinated by your closing remarks on capitalism. My Indigenous colleagues raise the notion of "Indigenized" economies that are not shackled to competition. This is a very attractive doorway to reimagining economic paradigms (beyond the capitalism/communism dichotomy you mentioned). Which we must do, frankly. Thank you for your videos.

2grams is my the amount i use for microdosing (truffles)

Just a suggestion to any of those who feel a constant tremble or need to stretch amongst other quite uncomfortable feelings while on a small dose. Try a minimum 5g dried dose. I cant even micro dose, it's all in or no go for me. I'm sure I'm not the only one. Experiment with yourself, never have I regretted a trip good or bad.

100% 2 grams can invoke those intense emtions of love, one of my favourite doses to do. Appreciation of all, you got it

Nice work Juli! Came across your channel and you found your niche, very interesting to say the least.

anyone else prefer the term "psilocybin" vs "magic mushrooms" ?

Julianne I'm not sure how to put this, you're clearly intelligent, but as a seventy one year old, with more than a hundred LSD, and mushroom trips, I would like to suggest that you use caution in dealing with these chemicals, and that is what they are. I know I'm no one to talk, but I was just a stupid kid, my generation really had no idea what we were doing. We experimented on ourselves, just as you're doing, and there are no gaurantees. I can't say be careful, because the mind isn't well enough known, too be able to be controlled. You are going to places that you may not be able to return from. There, in my humble opinion are better ways to achieve your goals. Have you tried Rebirthing, It's a form of deep breathing, that brings you to a catatonic state, that has the potential to do what I think your trying to achieve. As I watch my friends develop Alzhimers, and Dementia, I began to appreciate just how delicate our minds are. I've spent my early years searching, gone to India, only to find you already have that which you search for, don't waist it. With much Aloha I bid you the peace and Love you search for. Aloha

last time i tripped i went on a hike with my brother. found some old abandoned buildings deep in the woods and i was so fascinated. later on we found a train track and there was actually a train coming. we waited for the train and as it passed by the conductor blew the horn and hung out the window to wave hi to us! i was so happy i started crying

Thank you, super helpful to this curious newbie.