Maybe I’m Not Okay

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Jordan A Dudek

Jordan A Dudek

Жыл бұрын

In honor of Mental Health Awareness Month, I wanted to share a short film that briefly covers the surface of a mental health battle I’ve struggled with.
The inspiration for this film comes from the daily interactions I believe we all have. Nearly every, “Hey, how are ya?” is met with a, “I’m doing fine. And you?” All the while, a fair amount of us are not doing fine.
For my own mental health, I largely ignored it for the vast majority of my life. It wasn’t an intentional decision, just more of something I picked up being around others. I saw other people smiling and waving, so I thought that was the thing to do. I never thought to ignore the emotions that were deeper, simply because not many people even acknowledged that deeper emotions existed.
I don’t think we are intentionally hiding from people or our emotions, we just might not be allowing ourselves the time to analyze them. Not everyone you run into needs to know your every thought, nor should every person be trusted with that intimate knowledge.
But I do think you owe it to yourself for you to know your own emotions. Awareness of where you are emotionally is definitely not some magic cure, but I think it’s the first step in the right direction.
Talk with your people, your family, your community. You are cared for. You are loved. ✌🏻
Also, if this message resonated with you, and you don’t have people to reach out to, I am available and willing to listen.
Big shoutout to my support system, which is far too large to name everyone. I truly don’t know where I would be without all of you.
Shot on Fuji X-H2s in 6k Open Gate H.265 360mbps FLOG2
Graded with Dehancer and Phantom Luts
Track is "Always Remember" by Bytheway-May
Licensed through Musicbed: MB01N6G8PSOPHYN
#shortfilm #short #film #fuji #fujifilm #youngfilmmakers #cinematic #tokina #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #thanksforwatching #dehancer #lookslikefilm

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@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
A brief breakdown on how I approached filming myself 🙃 kzfaq.info/get/bejne/rb6nfcRkudCagWQ.html
@faisalalkaram
@faisalalkaram Жыл бұрын
So inspiring, beautiful message and beautiful cinematography. Well done Jordan!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching and for the kind words! Really glad to hear the message reached you!
@devindee6767
@devindee6767 7 ай бұрын
This was very touching, I can 100% relate. Thank you for reminding me. Ps. Great video work. I was here just for the XH2S footage but got a lot more.
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 7 ай бұрын
Super glad you watched! There's definitely waves of emotion we all go through, but I hope you're doing well.
@Jailbird830
@Jailbird830 Жыл бұрын
Storytelling, visuals, and sound design are all on point! You're going places man
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Man, thank you so much David! Glad you enjoyed it 🥲
@talesofjustin
@talesofjustin Жыл бұрын
Loved this Jordan. Great storytelling and a message that resonates with me. We're all growing up with the idea that we always have to be doing well for ourselves. But we don't always feel okay, and that's fine. Great quality and look forward to see more of your work in the future!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your comment Justin! I totally agree as well. There's definitely a temptation to keep up appearances, not just for others but for ourselves too. Glad this message reached you!
@MsBrittanyDudek
@MsBrittanyDudek Жыл бұрын
Inspiring. Many will resonate with this and need to hear this. Not to mention the quality is 🔥
@TrentErwin
@TrentErwin Жыл бұрын
A message we all need 🔥
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Not the message we deserved, but the message we needed 🦇
@ianthrash
@ianthrash Жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful man and a needed message, every frame is on point. Genuinely gave me chills, so inspiring, great job!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching brother! I love how we have a similar approach to filmmaking 😂
@ianthrash
@ianthrash Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek For real! That’s such a compliment tho man, I love your style of film - that’s goals for me. There’s some videos or filmmakers that just make me wanna get up and create some content and your vids consistently do that for me - can’t wait for more brother!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
@@ianthrash Your stuff inspires me man. It's really easy for me to get caught up in the image, specs, and all the details of filmmaking. But it really comes down to the story and the ability to tell it. You definitely have that ability man. Looking forward to seeing what you keep creating!
@ianthrash
@ianthrash Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek ​ Appreciate it man! I feel you - I can be very perfectionistic when it comes to film, but at the end of the day, storytelling and depth of the message is what matters most. can’t wait for the breakdown man!
@juanzapata9087
@juanzapata9087 11 ай бұрын
This is just beautiful
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 11 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for watching! 🥲
@tyccombs
@tyccombs Жыл бұрын
Love it man. Such a beautiful message, and execution!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching man! Glad you enjoyed it! 😎
@utahtanner
@utahtanner Жыл бұрын
really enjoying the work you put out my friend. Many things to learn from the way you tell your stories. Excellent.
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching man! I have a lot to share as well haha. We all have important stories to share, would love to be a part of making that happen for others!
@JMKProduktion
@JMKProduktion Жыл бұрын
Beautiful shots man. Great job!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🙌
@sam_sharpe
@sam_sharpe Жыл бұрын
I'm so glad the algorithm recommended your videos to me, sensational work!!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Ahh I’m glad the algorithm worked it’s magic and connected us! Thank you so much for watching and for your kind comment 🥲
@demurfarhan
@demurfarhan 10 ай бұрын
amazing
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 10 ай бұрын
Thank you! Glad this message reached you, and I hope it helped!
@henryascension8702
@henryascension8702 Жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching Henry! 🙏
@tinfilms50
@tinfilms50 Жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful!!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you my friend! Always love hearing your feedback
@Jallowdesu
@Jallowdesu Жыл бұрын
Dude this is amazing ❤
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching and for your comment! 🙌
@_FilmFuse
@_FilmFuse Жыл бұрын
dude... so good
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching man!
@BenjahMedia
@BenjahMedia 6 ай бұрын
Phenomenal piece!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 5 ай бұрын
Thank you much for watching! Glad this video reached you
@rubenduartepires
@rubenduartepires Жыл бұрын
Woow incredible, thank you🙏🏾
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
And thank you for watching!!
@alienwisconsin
@alienwisconsin Жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful look
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you! Dehancer can work some wonders!
@aramatkinson
@aramatkinson Жыл бұрын
Really really lovely images and story. Reminds me of something a friend says to me. When you ask someone 'how are you' and they're like 'yeah i'm fine', he always follows up with, 'and how are you really?' - funny how much a simple thing like that can hit home. Excited to have found your channel so early on in its days!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! I’m glad you have a similar experience with this topic. It’s true that it’s easy to not tell others how we are really doing, not because we are intentionally hiding anything, but because opening up is not something we normally do. Glad you watched!!
@aramatkinson
@aramatkinson Жыл бұрын
Excited to see what's next!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
We’re shooting a running commercial right now. Hoping to have some BTS 🙃
@hellotmrw
@hellotmrw Жыл бұрын
Um this was stunning
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching man, and really appreciate the comment!
@_samsafi
@_samsafi Жыл бұрын
This is really good, I love the message 🔥🔥
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching!! Glad the message resonated with you
@foggymossstudio
@foggymossstudio 11 ай бұрын
Amazing video! Keep up the great work!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 10 ай бұрын
Thank you 🥲
@khoovisuals
@khoovisuals Жыл бұрын
beautifully shot man, well done :)
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching brother! Hope the message resonated with you
@orionam7
@orionam7 Жыл бұрын
Inspiring brother. It is okay to not be okay we as humans are perfectly imperfect.
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching man! Definitely agree with you. I fail daily 😆
@0LucasP
@0LucasP Жыл бұрын
beautiful my friend.
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Lucas! Glad you watched it!
@adamparay
@adamparay Жыл бұрын
This is a vital topic. Thank you for creating this beautiful piece 👏
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! I agree about how important this topic is. I actually just had some pretty tragic life events recently, and being honest about the situation has been the most important part for me.
@adamparay
@adamparay Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek Awareness is key. This too shall pass. Keep up the inspiring work!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the encouragement Adam. I know good will come from our pain
@adamparay
@adamparay Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek Of course Jordan. I agree, difficult times help build resilience.
@DennisBrion-
@DennisBrion- Жыл бұрын
Amazing vid
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching 🙏🏻
@JQmadeit
@JQmadeit Жыл бұрын
This looks stunning😍 I recently just also made a short with the xh2s in 6k. I gotta know your glass setup! Looking for some more glass options to push this cam with. I also use dehancer! Really beautiful message and really beautiful shots. Looking forward to the breakdown
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you Jasmine! I will go check out your short now! I've found that vintage glass on the Fuji sensor does really well to take the edge off the "sharpness". I've been using older Nikon glass as well as a Tokina 28-70. I should be having a brief breakdown uploaded next week, as well as a more in depth coming too! Thank you again for watching and sharing your thoughts!
@lucasmelo7106
@lucasmelo7106 Жыл бұрын
Amazing work!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! 🙌🏻
@austinwilson3
@austinwilson3 Жыл бұрын
So good bro!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you man!
@ajpautomotive
@ajpautomotive 9 ай бұрын
beautiful mate! its okay to not be okay. amazing work but first and foremost make sure you take care!!☺✌✌
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 9 ай бұрын
Thank you again man. You take care as well! 💪🏻
@Marxives
@Marxives Жыл бұрын
This is good
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@tarunjeetsinghsalh
@tarunjeetsinghsalh 8 ай бұрын
Inspiring. M not into video, but this made me all fired up to create a cinematic video like this. ❤‍🔥
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 7 ай бұрын
You absolutely can make something like this! I'm glad this inspired you!!
@Adrilevy27
@Adrilevy27 Жыл бұрын
Hey man ! Great work, breakdown and beautoful images ! Thanks for sharing thoses tips. Would you consider making a video on your nikkor lenses ? I find it quite hard to find videos about theses lenses as a kit !
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! Ya, I didn't find much at all about these lenses either. I might have to set up a test of sorts to show what they are capable of. I'm still not sure if I will personally be keeping my set. Is there anything in particular you're looking for?
@smackdaddy9802
@smackdaddy9802 Жыл бұрын
Lenses? Filters? Lights? This is such a powerful film for MHAM! Bless you!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching and for your kind words! I will be breaking this down in a video for next week, but it was all shot on vintage glass on various shots with no filters! Lights were pretty minimal on this one too and were only for control purposes. Mainly a Nanlite 720b and the older 30c tubes
@redaizo
@redaizo Жыл бұрын
Sunset and sunrise are your friend, Jordan is curshed eveyr uploads here props man!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
@@redaizo You're absolutely right! Filming during the right time of day is critical, at least in my work. And thank you for the kind works 🥲
@leyabou
@leyabou Жыл бұрын
Would be so useful to know which lenses you used 🙏
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
@@leyabou I mainly used older Nikon lenses, like the Nikkor-S 55mm 1.2, Nikkor-H 85mm 1.8, and Nikkor-o 35mm 2.0
@fractalfxproductions
@fractalfxproductions Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this! An important aspect that is critical to discuss and be shared by content creators. Mental health is also the realization that we need to incorporate it into out journey and no leave it on the side of the road only to get back to it in moments of crisis and trauma. Lets make it a part of our daily well being! Again thank you. I'll post our little video re mental health here too (release on Wednesday)
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this reminder! You're absolutely right about the constant "waves" of emotion that hit. That's why I find it's very important to have a community surrounding each of us!
@fractalfxproductions
@fractalfxproductions Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek kzfaq.info/get/bejne/jcVpbLia19imfIk.html
@nguyenbui90
@nguyenbui90 Жыл бұрын
the color and lighting is really great Thanks for sharing it
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! Dehancer can really do some magic in post
@nguyenbui90
@nguyenbui90 Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek Nice info. Thanks for sharing. But still those magics need an artist's hand to be waved ;))
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
@@nguyenbui90 hahah well I can’t dodge that one 😂. I did just film a short tutorial on how to film shots like this. I do believe it’s really quite simple!
@nguyenbui90
@nguyenbui90 Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek I just finished watching it! :D looking forward to a video in davinci. The xh2 fuji color is really amazing btw
@stangatsonjr
@stangatsonjr Жыл бұрын
Just subscribed. Absolutely brilliant work. Cheers.
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for being here man! You have some absolutely stunning footage on your channel! Just subbed 💪🏻
@stangatsonjr
@stangatsonjr Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek I appreciate you, truly! Excited to see your work moving forward!
@realnimrod1586
@realnimrod1586 10 ай бұрын
Crazy how much u can do just with static shots
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 10 ай бұрын
Shots on a tripod have become my favorite recently. Thank you for watching!!
@boaztepper7871
@boaztepper7871 Жыл бұрын
AMAZING color grading!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching! And glad you enjoyed the grade
@boaztepper7871
@boaztepper7871 Жыл бұрын
Awesome detail at 00:14 btw - those walking squirrels!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
The squirrels were also my favorite part hahah. Glad someone finally noticed!!
@MrIndow
@MrIndow Жыл бұрын
0:13 are the squirrels paid actors?? Beautiful piece.
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Hahaha I’m glad you noticed! It took me a few watches to notice honestly. It’s now my favorite part of the whole film 😂
@JackAmeen
@JackAmeen 7 ай бұрын
thanks .. you just influenced me to get this camera ..
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 7 ай бұрын
That's awesome! It's an insanely good camera. The image alone is significantly better than almost every full-frame mirrorless camera
@emoryjaymz
@emoryjaymz Жыл бұрын
Keep going!
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching man!!
@emoryjaymz
@emoryjaymz Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek Thanks for commenting back!
@tish12345
@tish12345 Жыл бұрын
This is so inspiring and I love the message. Do you have any advice for achieving such beautiful cinematography?
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your kind comment!! I will give a bit more advice in the coming breakdown video, but it all comes from finding inspiration from other art. Nearly every shot in this piece had a shot from another film as an inspiration.
@mustafasolmaz9454
@mustafasolmaz9454 Жыл бұрын
Great work..! I just want to ask this. Do you have a chance to publish a short tutorial video about the light scheme and coloring you have installed in the bathroom? :)
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the comment! Maybe this should be a breakdown video soon. I mainly used a tube-light directly at my side to give a harshness and subtle fall off towards my nose. I had an inspiration shot I'll need to dig up
@maccym000
@maccym000 3 ай бұрын
Beautiful ! Wisg lenses did you use ? Light ? Stabilisator ? tanks
@DimitriLegrand
@DimitriLegrand Жыл бұрын
beautiful images! Phantom for Slog 3 works on FLOG2 ?
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your kind words! I have a friendship with Joel, who creates the Phantom luts, and he gave me an early copy for the FLOG2 lut!
@girishkhakurel2673
@girishkhakurel2673 Жыл бұрын
Amazing fucking work. No meanignless shot, everything was a treat to my eyes. Really shows that the xh2s, in the right hands is capable of more than just being a flashy 'hybrid cam'. I just had one question my friend, are what type of memory card are you using?
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching and for the kind words 😅. The Fuji really is a wonderful camera with a beautiful image. I'm currently using Lexar sd's! www.amazon.com/Lexar-Professional-1667x-UHS-II-LSD256CBNA1667/dp/B07NLYT72D/ref=sr_1_4?crid=2CAUB6SOX7G5I&keywords=lexar+v90&qid=1684157546&s=electronics&sprefix=lexar+v90%2Celectronics%2C104&sr=1-4&ufe=app_do%3Aamzn1.fos.006c50ae-5d4c-4777-9bc0-4513d670b6bc
@girishkhakurel2673
@girishkhakurel2673 Жыл бұрын
@@jordanadudek Thanks Jordan. I was also wondering, when you press record does the display slightly change. Whenever I press record, the image slightly changes in terms of the colour. Wondering if this as a serious issue or if other xh2s users are experiencing this.
@zakidaoudi7679
@zakidaoudi7679 Жыл бұрын
great work . the lenses did you used ??
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! I used some vintage glass, a mixture of a Tokina 28-70, and Nikkor 24mm, 35mm, 55mm, and 85mm
@issam1398
@issam1398 11 ай бұрын
Great video, How did you manage to do this slow zoom in 0:16 ?
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 10 ай бұрын
Hey man! I just do it in post, with a slow crop in.
@coltzdemon
@coltzdemon Жыл бұрын
What aspect ratio is this?
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek Жыл бұрын
This was shot in Open Gate, which is a 6k mode in a 3:2 aspect ratio. Hope that helps!
@datAero
@datAero 11 ай бұрын
did you use a diffusion filter ?
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 11 ай бұрын
No diffusion filter on this! Just used older Nikkor glass and added some halation and bloom in post!
@FreezeTheXIndustrial
@FreezeTheXIndustrial 5 ай бұрын
You’re insane
@jordanadudek
@jordanadudek 5 ай бұрын
Haha. The good kind, right? 🥲
@FreezeTheXIndustrial
@FreezeTheXIndustrial 5 ай бұрын
@@jordanadudek lol!! Yes!
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