To clarify, I got married in 2007 :-) I forgot to add that little detail lol! I had my first child in 2010. That's really when it all started changing.

“I’m not here to please people, I’m here to please him.” That hit hard

What a great story. My family were sleeping and the house was on fire. Jesus woke up my 4 year old and told her to wake me up. This was at 12.20am, I found the strength to get all my family out safely. Praise jesus, he loves us so much.

I pray my kids have a different path to Jesus than I did, and that they don't end up at many house parties... But if they do, I pray there is always a Mike there that can't be shut up.

"Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled" (Matthew 5:6)

No church should ever tell you not to ask questions.

"Quite literally the oldest lie in the book"...that we can be like God. Thank you, Melissa.

Your story is exactly like mine in that I was diagnosed with OCD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, and depression. I was suicidal. I gave myself to Jesus and asked Him to have mercy on me and heal me. He did! I went to sleep and woke up the next morning EXACTLY like you. It was a peace I had never had, Joy I didn’t know existed... I just woke up and the whole world was made of light and warmth and I love Jesus. I just LOVE Jesus and can’t get enough of Him. Thank you for sharing your story, I’m so glad to hear of Jesus doing the same for us all 💜

Hi, I am 62. Became a christian in 1969. Always loved God and His Word. Became involved in Christian Reiki in 2011. Really deep. Reason was that I had a deep hunger to lay hands on the sick, pray for them and help them to receive healing. Got in quite deep. Lady who was my mentor was in church. I thought Christian Reiki was fine, but John 10:10 is true. I became deeply depressed in 2012. Tried to commit suicide 3 times. Believed the lie that if you were in Reiki, you can not get rid of your so called masters. Jesus Christ saved me, placed my feet solidly on His Truth. I am free. Psalm 23 was the the scripture with which Jesus took me out of the slimy pit. Can't even remember the Reiki teachings any more. That in itself is a miracle. The deception is real, false prophets abound and the truth must get out. Jesus Christ is the Way, the Truth and the Light and He is the only way to God the Father. Since then the Bible is my main source. Thank you for sharing and thank you that I could also share my story. Blessings and Shalom.

The feeling you had about going to the party... I had that feeling in joining the Navy, when my entire life before I always thought “NO way would I ever join something that will brain wash me and get me killed”. That led me to my first deployment when 9/11 happened which was the catalyst into my Christianity. I worked for months out at sea alone in a room on a ship with little to do and a Bible to read... God works in AMAZING ways.

In my case, GOD used the Jehovah's Witnesses to get me to read my Bible. I was raised Catholic, and was always taught that they were wrong in their beliefs, but I had no way of knowing why they were wrong. So I started reading and studying the Bible to prove them wrong, and in the course of reading through the Gospels, I discovered how wrong I was in my beliefs. I praise Jesus that He brought the right people into my life that I could hear His call on my life through His Precious Word. I've been walking with the LORD my Savior for about 30 years now. And still hungry to know Him deeper! May Our Lord continue to Bless your ministry.

I get it I proudly practiced Reiki for 20+ years; until I clearly heard JESUS say stop its only me and the blood as healer and redeemer

I grew up in NM . I was raised Catholic. I questioned things like the divinity of Mary and If Jesus had brothers. I was asked to sit in the hall .. for punishment … I also had new age experiences like wanting to become a Shaman. Jesus always led me back to him.. I am still learning. Thank you for your Testimony. A lot of us aren’t alone in this.

The act of being born again in itself is a miracle. Praises be given to the Lord 🙏🏾🙏🏼🙏🏽. God bless you!

When you talk about your mindset as a teenager, you remind me of my daughter. She’s given up faith in God and needs much prayer. I’m praying that God send the right people in her path to lead her to himself. Thanks for this encouragement sis!

Wow ! I was near ending my life months ago. My sister called and usually when I’m depressed I don’t answer calls but I answered for some reason. My sister could tell I was upset and also, surprisingly, I told her what was wrong. She said Jesus is there for you. Automatically I felt this rush of peace and love flood over me. It was the best thing ever. I had been a backsliding Christian several times in my life but this time was different. Some things fell off immediately; lust and depression. It’s the best thing ever ! I’m so very happy God called me to him.

I have always wanted to share this story with someone but didn't know anyone that would believe it. I am a Spirit filled Christian and was married to a powerful evangelist that was a mighty vessel of the Lord. We went to what was called a "camp meeting" to hear a pastor that he knew. Everything started out fine with singing & praise. When people began to testify though, I became extremely uncomfortable. The common theme was "I am God". I couldn't believe it. And when he preached, that's what he preached. My late husband & I were in his office speaking with him before we left, and I was casually looking at his books on the shelf. So many pertained to UFOs and extraterrestrials and what I would call nonsense. I was made to feel as if I just hadn't reached their spiritual level and they would kind of smile & dismiss me. I felt like it was almost mass hypnotism. The preacher at one point during one of the services even called on one of his members, a lady, to come to the front of the church and dance. Now I have seen people dance in the Spirit before, but this was sensual. And the pastor did not take his eyes off of her the entire time. I asked my husband after it was over, if he did not find it all very strange, but he had known the man for years, and had great confidence in him as a man of God. I had heard him preach before & never found it strange, but this time he was in his own church on "home turf", and I'm sure felt able to be more free. I have never gotten over this, especially people proclaiming "I am God". Looking for other's thoughts.

In my experience, growing up in church, STILL having so many questions, I was made to feel uncomfortable. The more I read the Bible, the more aggravated leaders became. I believe many Christian leaders do not know HOW to answer questions, so they see it as an attack, they take it personal, and become combative. I wasn't being a skeptic, I was thirsty for his word.

I always believed in Jesus and was raised Catholic. But... I was big time into new age. Wayne Dyer, Oprah, Hicks etc... I was a Rosicrusion for years. Got rid of all that crap and only follow Jesus now and am reading my bible almost every day. I am 3/4 the way through. I enjoy your videos, please continue!

I relate to you a lot. Grew up in a very conservative church. I had a lot of questions because I am a thinker. My childhood pastor told me that I was committing the sin of unbelief. I went into a tailspin in my teens thinking I didn't have enough faith to please God. I did a lot of researching and I am glad now because my faith is stronger. I agree that we definitely need to be teaching apologetics in churches, not just saying "believe this or you're a bad person"! I really love teaching Answers in Genesis curriculum in my Sunday school class and I am glad my daughter gets to learn apologetics in youth church.

I didn’t realize your depression and suicidal thoughts were this intense. Thank God you were delivered from all this. Your testimony and your work here on KZfaq and Insta has saved so many depressed lost people. People like me! 🙏❤️💜

You are such an encouragement to me. Because of you, Doreen, Steven and countless others I am now bringing these issues to my church and all who will have ears to hear. I’ve prayed a lot about this and I know God is opening doors. I have been a Christian for years and had never read my Bible from cover to cover.....until last year that is. I thank you and Doreen for always dropping that seed. I actually finished it in November and I’ve started again. I can’t get enough. May God continue to bless you and your ministry.

I am understanding to this. I spent both my stimulus checks on the tv evangelist people. Donated all the money I got fro my father. All of it I spread out between them all. Even music. Even diet stuff. It didn’t fix my life nor my daughter to let me see my grandchildren. I don’t even get to see my father. I don’t have hope but I do have faith. I have a hard time sleeping. But at night I listen you, The MISTERS: Baucham, Winger, Peters, Cusik. And of course the Ladies: who actually opened my eyes. Doreen, Alisa, and you Melissa, your humor is cute. But this is how I try to stop my tears in order fall asleep. You have great courage🥰 May Grace keep you all safe, and keep you all intelligent

❤️ it’s incredible how Jesus turns our mistakes into insight to relate to others in that place to guide them to Himself, God is awesome! Beautiful testimony of His grace 🙏

I'm 40 years old and nothing makes me cry except death and God. I'm sitting here listening to you on one side of my screen and backing up my steam games on the other side. You're testimony brought tears to my eyes. I just got baptized this past year and I never understood what it feels like to feel God in my life. It brings tears to my eyes when I hear about someone else experiencing the same peace and love from God. Glad you shared. Edit: You mention at the end that you might be the person that helps guide others to God. That's an awesome goal. Something that baffles me to this day is that even though I was just baptized this year, I actually attended bible school as a kid. My grandparents used to take me and my sister with them. Strangest thing though is that all of the years I went to a baptist church and no one ever once asked me if I wanted to be baptized or if I had already been baptized. That's bonkers to think about now. Point being that, yes, you could definitely make a difference in peoples lives to help them find God. Even with just a simple question like "Have you been baptized?".

When you said the Holy Spirit warned you, I've had that feeling too, not realised it for what it was, thank you! Thanks for your share. From Aussie x

I appreciate you so very much in encouraging me to keep praying. My daughter has gone off into who knows what and has enrolled my grandchildren in Pagan school. Anyone who reads this, please pray for her to come back to Jesus (her father was a preacher) and to bring my son-in-law to Jesus (who is Buddhist). God is ABLE. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

This was brutally honest and vulnerable to share. What a transformation the Lord has done in you and through you! Thank you for giving us this glimpse into your internal world. ❤

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony, sister. Former New Old Age witch redeemed by Jesus here. Praise God for our awakening to the truth, love, mercy, and justice that he is! The New Age deception is old as time. Since the serpent deceived Eve. I had an insatiable appetite for the truth since I was little. I feel I've suffered demonic oppression and possession as well. I was almost swallowed by the darkness when Jesus awakened and redeemed me. We wrestle not in flesh, yet this fleshly body is affected by the spiritual battle we face every day on this earth. This battle is also old as time; and we must endure it in our faith in Christ Jesus while waiting his return to make everything new and paradise eternally....as intended. I believe these "End Times" are the beginning of his return. The revival of the body of Christ. This is the age of deception for some. It's also the great awakening to the way, the truth, and the life to those who humble themselves and seek him. God bless the great mystery in Christ will be revealed to all soon enough. Stay humble and fearless!

Okay, I just have to say this.... Every time I watch your videos, I keep hearing the word 'beautiful' in my head.... This means for the last some odd years I continuously hear that word. You are not only outwardly SO BEAUTIFUL, you also radiate of beauty so much!! The words virtuous and honorable and unique come to mind as well. You are deeply loved by God. I just wanted to say that. You are truly beautiful.

Thank you for doing this again. It never gets old to remind us what is out there. God bless dear Melissa.

Thank you for your testimony. I was very uplifting and truthful about our society today. I once heard that some Christians think they are automatically saved because they were born into Christianity (living on their parents faith). Throughout my life, I've had many eye opening situations. I'm 61 and for the past seven years I feel like I'm just walking a path without a purpose. We lost our daughter seven years ago to maternal sepsis. She was newly married and had just turned 21. It feels like seven years of darkness. I know that through this time, I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have God in my life. Prayer and many tears of to God has gotten me through the grief. Thank you again for sharing your life and touching my life.

You are an inspiration and tribute to other Christians. His works are evident in you. Thank you for being the vessel that carries him so well and thank you for pouring him out on everyone. God bless you

I must admit that looking at people's testimonies speak to me more than the finest preachers sermons. You know what i mean? It's sincere and from the heart. Giving thanks to the Good Shepherd gathering His sheep.

"I didn't want to have an accidental faith, I wanted to have an evidential faith." Love that

OMG, este es mi testimonio. Ay bastantes cosas de las que mencionaste que viví, pero sobre todo la parte de estar perdida, deprimida, con pensamientos suicidas, odiándome a mí misma y, luego de escuchar una palabra impactante acerca de él, sencillamente despertar, sentir una paz tan profunda y saber que ÉL LO HIZO. Gloria a Dios porque sigue obrando en la vida de las personas que menos lo merecen pero más lo necesitan 💛✨

I’m so grateful for your ministry and other content creators who teach the gospel in actuality. I’m in the process of leaving the LDS church and I have you and others and obviously Jesus to thank for that. ❤ Thank you.

WOW! Your story is SO closely related to my personal story. My mother and heritage was Lutheran, but she subscribed to New Age stuff. I had the Bible and grew up in church as well. I had rough teenage years, always knew God and Jesus, but took control of all my decisions instead of submitting to Jesus. I too needed to have affirmation from boyfriends and people. I too was fascinated by spiritual events and experiences. My mother and I had "supernatural" things happen to us as well. Because of that I ran down the New Age road and abandoned the Lord. I am so thankful the Lord didn't give up on me my WHOLE adult life. Occasionally I drifted back to the Lord but never fully surrendered. I was actually involved in MINISTRY through out my life. Then LOVE BROKE THROUGH: About 5 years ago I FINALLY rededicated and submitted to Jesus completely through the power of the Holy Spirit. Today I am 100% sold out to Jesus, I am redeemed, renewed in Him and His disciple. Thank you for your ministry. Keep up the Good News.

Thanks for re-airing your testimony. I am a new follower. Many people will tell theirs too. Sorry for the long comment. In 2005 I had the glorious radical change and told everyone who I saw that I had been lost and how Jesus saved me, just like you did. However, I got my hands on all the best Christian author's books and read one after another. This answered my questions and made my faith grow. Now 17 years later I am still on fire for Jesus/God. A past Baptist church had Beth Moore Bible studies that I refused to participate in. And now a new preacher at Calvary Chapel church has the Right Now Media (new age) for all their kids, teens, adult classes. I found out when they offered for me to watch at home after class. I did some research and I refused to return to the ladies class, but told the pastor and his wife why. I think his heart is all for God, his sermons are all the Bible, but all these churches are being sold a bill of goods. For a monthly fee the church staff and members in your church can access all these thousands of videos. The pastor said the videos were a little suspicious. The asst pastor is supposed to be approving this video material for all ages. They play one bazaar video before the service begins too. They are false prophets running this 'Right Now Media' organization. The women in the class praised the woman in the video and they praised books that years ago I was cautioned to never read. They are all being deceived. There is a class for new people coming up soon. The asst pastor is going to give this "What's Next" class. What do I do next? This is now waking me at night and I have given this false prophets video company to God so I can sleep. I feel like a solo Christian... I also want advice from true believers like you.

Melissa, thank you for sharing. When became a Christian my mind awoke and I learned that God answered my honest questions. He answered in a way that was always sufficient (not necessarily exhaustive) and I love him for bringing me to life ... including my mind. Amazing God!

Thank you for sharing your testimony - this is so encouraging !! I’m just starting to explore how my new age beliefs/subscription to the law of attraction (as a believer in Jesus Christ as my Lord & Savior) have given the devil a foothold in my past - and I’m binge watching your channel ! Its so true that a VERY little percentage of believers in church even know what new age beliefs are !! But people like you are making a difference for the kingdom. God is so gracious and good !! Keep doing what you’re doing !

So many relatable moments! Absolutely love your honesty. Isn't it amazing the way God reaches out for us?? He pulled us out of a self-proclaimed NAR church that was very abusive. Know what did it? The movie "American Gospel." Now I've found some solid teachers to learn truth from. Thank you Melissa!!!

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony! I have recently (July) started to return to Jesus. I'll try to summarize my journey... I was raised in an agnostic/atheist home. Gave my life to Christ in 1999 as a freshman in HS at a non-denominational charismatic church. Went to college and lost my path. Then I ended up becoming LDS since they were the only people I could find at my school who were living what they believed. I was a devout Mormon for about 5 years when I started to wake up from that. That's a whole story you may find pretty interesting. When I left LDS, I read God is Not Great and The God Delusion and left all religions for about 10 years. In that time I followed Ester Hicks, and many of the Hay House authors. Which brings me to now. As a renewed Christian, I have realized how hard it is to tell which churches are truly Christ centered and biblical. I so appreciate your content and can't agree more that we have to be steeped in the Bible to know. So many 'good, well-meaning people' are teaching things that are completely contrary to Jesus's teachings. It would be really interesting to talk with you one day. : )

Melissa, I am just discovering your channel and just want to thank you so much for your ministry. You are doing something that I have only discovered in the past six months is so incredibly needed in the church. Thank you for your faithfulness to this cause. I am with you in it.

That feeling of relief and peace that comes with being met by Jesus, being saved, or born again is unequaled. I too went through a similar experience, the feeling of a new identity that even if you are misguided or not guided at all, you know you are different and things will never be the same. The hunger for the word of God had me reading through the bible from A trough Z for the first 3 years. Not much internet access either, and I think it was better that way because it helped me stay away from the bad influence I would probably not know about, like I do now.

Your testimony proves the value of always preaching the gospel.

And look what God has done with what He did for you! Just goes to show you that nothing He does for us is just about us. Every gift we get from God is meant to be shared with the body and build it up. Melissa, thank you for using your gifts in just such a way. Your videos have continued to encourage me in my faith (and evangelism).

I'm over here crying and weeping with the overwhelm of how good God is! Oh He loves us so much! My experiences years ago with horrible depression, suicide, and anxiety are very similar! What a blessing to listen to your testimony and feel God's love and protection throughout my whole life all over again. ❤🙌🙏 God Bless you girl!

When I was a teenager I thought that if you watch movies about demon possession demons will try to posses you. I watched the Exorcist of Emily Rose with my dad. That night when I went to bed I couldn't sleep because I was terrified. In the middle of the night my bed shook and hit the wall it was up against hard! I cried myself to sleep in complete horror. That morning my mom was watching the news and it was talking about a small earth quake that happened in our area last night. 😂😂

Thank you for sharing. I've had some similar experiences & now I'm 65 yrs old & am on the journey to finding the truths. I have made some bad choices, I was naive about my fellow Christians. I've had some eye opening experiences & I too know His grace is sufficient, I added some unnecessary things to it & carried burdens that I made. I'm thankful I came across your videos today.

Also, thank you for giving a perspective of a person with an inquisitive mind. Growing up I had a lot of questions that the Christian elders around me failed to answer. Literally they told me that they just didnt know. So it was very difficult for me to "stick" with Christianity. Also I grew up around a lot of lukewarm Christian's who did not act out what they believed. I totally resonate with your struggle because its exactly what I struggled with. I ended up in this weird state of mysticism until God drew me back and I became willing to put some real work into researching, reading the Bible, and just praying to God more honestly than ever before. ❤ Thanks for sharing.

Hey girl, I love your channel. I can really relate to your story. We have a very similar story❤️ Of course wanted to do the right thing when I was a teenager too and also had an addiction for attention as well, but I became a cutter at 14, being super depressed as well. I became aimless and I was so lost. I also got into the new age movement and almost fell for it until God pulled me out of my self-pity and doubt cycles (for the most part). I’m still struggling but it has gotten easier. I’ve dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts for years. I actually tried to take a whole bottle of pills (I was prescribed prozac at 14) so I feel you about that mental torture you talked about. The devil still tries to destroy me with making me think it’s me talking to myself but it’s really him trying to destroy me again. I just hope God can forgive me for everything that I’ve done; which everyone keeps telling me that God will forgive anyone if they just come to Him, I just don’t feel like I deserve it. That’s really what I’ve been struggling with lately. As well as starting to have seizures again for the first time since I was 3 months old. I think it’s probably just where I’ve treated my body like crap for so long but who knows. I just hope I can be a better mom, wife, and woman of God. I know what you mean about the hunger for knowledge too! I love that kind of thing as well and always want more evidence. I really wish you the best girl!! Everything has been so confusing but it has gotten better especially with the birth of my son as well. Well and 10x harder lol. I love listening to your thoughts. Finding your channel and a couple others has changed my life so much for the good, so thank you for that 😊❤️✝️

You have helped me open my eyes to being a real Christian. Someone who follows Jesus. Not just puts a stamp of “Christian” on every thing they do and call it good. You are helping me see truth in such a brilliant way, a way where I’m not repelled by it. I’ve been repelled by truth before, because of how it was presented. Your presentation and story is awesome!

Me too I believed in Jesus Christ when I was little with out being taught or taken to church I have loved god all my life ....stay blessed

Thank you so much for sharing your story. The early years of being a new born-again Christian are incredibly turbulent. I think the Devil tries to trip up new born-again Christians because he is so angry at losing their souls and he wants to prevent them from achieving the plans that God has for them. For me at age 12, I was under the misconception that one would be completely unable to sin after being saved by Jesus. So, when I did sin, I felt like the salvation did not “take.” That I would continuously need to repent or I would go to Hell if I die. It tripped me up for so many years and led to my first Major Depressive episode. It really helps to hear about other Christian’s stories.

it’s so crazy because the peace you describe, i have now. my hope is in Christ alone and the joy of his salvation gets me through every day. but i can’t point to a single day where i woke up and “felt” born again. all i know is i was suicidal and had very little will to live in middle school and early high school, and now i know Jesus and love his word and believe he is coming back soon. but i can’t for the life of me remember where that switch flipped. it’s almost like he’s been saving me all along, every single day.

Hi Melissa! "Well done!" Is all that matters! Thanks for your testimony & for the reminder to keep my eyes on Jesus & His Word!

Wow I have watched a lot of your videos but never seen your testimony until now. This gave me chills. Your channel is one of the few that helped open my eyes and see that there are other Christians out there who don't have all the answers but want to know more. When I was growing up it was almost looked at as shameful to ask questions. I remember being afraid to ask my pastor because I didn't want to seem rebellious. As an adult I'm surrounded by people walking away from Jesus because of these questions they've kept suppressed for years. I pray they also find people like you!

GIRRLLLL! Your testimony has blessed me! I just recorded my new age testimony yesterday and it is not nearly as well put together as yours is (isn’t was strangely really hard for me to mentally put the entire story together) but it’s very similar to yours! I’ll still be putting it up soon but I just wanted to say THANK YOU for shedding light on the “New Age Christians.” Many are being deceived and so many don’t know they can’t be both New Age and Christian! I’ve really just begun studying my bible and my mind is BLOWN on how “spiritual” and amazing it REALLY IS! I have a heart to dig more into this area and eventually do what you are doing! I’m excited to watch all your videos! THANK YOU!

I have a very similar conversion story. Saved as a teenager because I realized that I was forgiven. I became hungry for the word. I searched and searched for a church. After I got married and had my first child, I stayed at home from work. I started to become obsessed with the end-times. I would listen to hours and hours of sermons about eschatology. I couldn't seem to decide whether to be post, pre, mid-trib. I was easily swayed by both sides. I loved to listen to debates about this topic. And every time I visited a church I just wished the speaker would preach about getting prepared for the end-times. I prayed that I would find a church that taught this and then one day some JW ladies knocked at my door. I was interested but skeptical. I realized that they were missing the most important thing, THE GOSPEL! So I became filled with a new appreciation and a new desire for apologetics and the Gospel. I also have learned so much about the JWs and their false teachings, their history, etc. Unfortunately, two of my sisters became Jehovah's Witnesses a few years ago. When I tried to show them what I learned they cut me off. They have labeled me "bad association" and they shun me completely. It's extremely painful but my children and I pray for them to come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ and his gospel. Thank you for this channel. I learn so much!

This came right on time. I've been raised in the Christian traditional church (Similar to Church Of God). And the misinterpretation of the Bible misuse of scripture, and incompetent leaders was indirectly pushing me towards what God saved you from. I was even looking to going to Bethel School Of Super Natural Ministry, but not anymore thanks to you! I'm not heading down that path, the good Lord sent you right on time. It opened my eyes about how even traditional Christians push the Lord's sheep in that direction sometimes.... All because we don't study scripture... Thank you for your videos!

Wow!! What a wonderful testimony. God bless you Melissa and thank you for spreading the TRUTH about who Jesus is!

I too was depressed, lost, felt an absolute lack of direction and purpose. I grew up in a Christian household but it was corrupted with dysfunction and a lack of love. There was a point that I didn't know what to believe, because everything I knew about Christianity up to that point had failed me. I started to feel a sense of dread, even though in my mind I didn't know who Jesus really was, I knew that if I died at that moment, I would be in hell. I was terrified. So I desperately started searching for the truth. Almost immediately, I found out that salvation is so much simpler than what I was brought up on. The only way to salvation, is the perfect blood sacrifice of Jesus Christ, and to believe in that. I couldn't believe how all my life that the Christian upbringing that I had, failed to really make that point very clear. I thanked God for revealing himself to me and fell to my knees alone in my room and finally found peace. And now I can't stop seeking more of the truth.

Thank you for sharing Melissa. I grew up Baptist. I had thought I knew God and I didn't. I truly didn't have a relationship with God. I studied the bible with Jehovah Witnesses too. There were some things biblically they didn't add up so I stopped studying with them. I was truly searching. When I turned 13 and found a church that actually studied the bible with me. I studied his word, accepted Christ and was baptized. I felt free I was born again of water and spirt. I have been the Lord now for 33 years.

I was drawn to listen to you and now I know why. Our stories are almost exact except I am much older which makes me kinda sad that I spent more time in the world. Thanks for sharing. I’ll be watching you. God bless you.

God bless you, my precious sister in Christ. May He use you mightily in continuing to expose error in the church.

When I was in my youth, mom didn't want me to get saved. When I was 29 yrs old, I got saved & mom didn't know what was different abt me, however loved the new me (In Jesus).

I have so many questions about God that has led me away from him and back to him and I know it is no coincidence that I found you. Jesus put another inquisitive thinking person in my path who has seeked the answers to his truth. Im so excited to learn about apologetics. My biggest desire has been to learn the real truth so that I can defend my faith and learn to witness. I've had so many doubts and bumps and backsliding on my journey and recommited my life to Jesus 2 months ago. Im not gonna lie, its been discouraging and a blessing since then. So many preachera teaching different versions of who God is and how to obtain salvation, losing salvation vs being sealed unto Jesus etc. Etc. Its left me with alot of fear, alot of questions and alot of anxiety. Ive been reading my word and I backed off of KZfaq alot because there was so many conflicting KZfaqrs. Then I found you on Instagram and feel God is helping me by answering so many questions I couldn't ever find answers to which made me doubt my faith and not want to witness due to not being able to answer any questions or criticism they have either. Thank you

What a blessing you are and an encouragement. You really challenged me with your statement at the end about caring only about what Jesus thinks about you. I love your motivation to help others and your desire to do it in a loving way.

I think it's great you have a heart for JW's and Mormons. A few years ago I studied with a JW for 4 months and they were positive I was a fellow JW, they couldn't believe I wasn't. For some reason I've had a heart for the LDS.

Thank you for this testimony. I too grew up in the church but with Christian parents and they didn't really answer my questions when I started to get older. I turned to New Age around college but I re dedicated myself to Christ in 2018 after a psych hospitalization. I am with a non believer (staunch Atheist) and I know the Holy Spirit is stirring in me. I pray I can make decisions that are based in the Word.

MELISSA I FREAKING 100% AGREE WITH YOU!!! I'm 18 yrs old and after reading 12 Rules for Life by Dr. Peterson, I inmmedietely started examining my own Protestantism(My fave Christian author is Tolkien). I am currently following R.C Sproul and McArthur about the diffrenences between Roman Catholic and Protestant concept of justification, and im loving it. I am also currently reading a blog called Beggars All, where I am examining Lutheran mariology and other things Luther and Calvin defended. Thank you so much for your effort and time invested into these videos.

A lot of what you said was part of my testimony. Thanks for sharing your testimony praise the Lord 🌺

I Think you are just the loveliest sweetest girl around, I really love how you and Doreen compliment one another with different beginings and yet have stepped into good solid theological grounding through the word , or should I say you digging deep into it's pool of wisdom/doctrine … I love both you girls and sooo pray that GOD blesses you to the full … keep fighting the good fight you have many you hav never met that love you dearly ...GOD's speed !!!

I was blessed by hearing your testimony. As someone else who once pursued other gods and other things before God grabbed my life and helped me see his truth. I pray that God continue each day to reveal himself to you and to draw you closer and closer to His love.

Listening to your testimony Melissa has been a breathe of fresh air. Like you I always had a knowledge and love of God and being raised a catholic felt I needed to earn his love through works. I experienced trauma in my childhood and self esteem was always very low. I went through life as a victim partly feeling that God owed me and as long as I was ‘good’ I would be blessed. I believed in Jesus but never had a personal relationship with him. I also believed in universalism and throughout my life have had an enormous attraction to new age practices. My roots just weren’t deep enough and like the house built on sand my world started to fall apart 5 years ago. I drifted from church and embraced self actualisation. I became addicted to divination practices even though I knew they were a barrier to God. First my spiritual self died, I became plagued by anxiety and panic attacks and ultimately felt like committing suicide. My 20 year marriage fell apart as I pursued a younger man that was entirely driven by lust. Thank God so many blocks were put in my way and doors to ultimate destruction remained shut. I had a Christian friend who prayed for me throughout this time. She had given me a Christian devotional which initially I was really cross about. In December 2019 at my most broken, when I had been separated from my husband and children for 3 months I picked up the devotional and just wept. I was overcome with a repentant heart and I experienced Jesus reach into that pit to pull me out. For the first time in my life I understood how undeserving I was of God’s grace and love yet experienced overwhelming forgiveness and healing. The last 18 months have been a journey of recovery and unquenchable thirst to be emerged in God’s word. I have embraced apologetics and the study of scripture and my marriage has been restored. I now realise that I was engaged in spiritual warfare. I’m still on a journey and remain excited about the Lord’s plan for my life. Thank you xx

This is my first time hearing your story and for me it's definitely a reminder of God grace and mercy that covers and keeps us even through what we don't know, especially when we don't do the work at first. To God be the glory for all He has done. Much Love sis.

I’ve always wondered why some people have life changing experiences like this and others don’t... and continue to stay depressed and never seem to feel truly on fire or experience anything profound 🤷‍♀️

Alleluia! Your faith journey is a gift to the world. Your intellectual honesty and integrity is a testament of the working of the Holy Spirit and it reminds me of great preachers like Scott Hahn and the likes who won't be satisfied until they find Truth. Thank you for your Story.

Powerful testimony! Thank you for encouraging all of us!

hi Melissa. Thank you for sharing such a personal journey with God. Your story and videos had blessed me. I stumbled across the American Gospel on Netflix. on the show the names of Steven Furtick, Andrew Wommack popped out because I listen to them for some time. That started me to dig deeper and found your video reviewing Physics on heavens. It is quite alarming personally because I started to look for more spirituality after I received the holy spirit too. I totally resonate with your experience that newborn Christians ask many questions and needed the church to feed them bible knowledge with much patience, love, and wisdom. I started my bible knowledge with David pawson's teaching. I found that systematic approach to the teaching of the bible lay a good foundation. Building on that, debunking the heresy like you do is like using the word of god to fight the lies that satan uses to deceive many. Keep on the good work.

Can I just say thank you for your testimony. Thank you also for all the work that you do in researching and the videos.

Melissa, I am a new subscriber of yours and a sister in Christ. Your testimony is amazing! I can see how God drew you to himself and continues to do so. Your knowledge about the New Age Church has been very enlightening. What frightens me the most is that there are so many pastors that are ignoring all of the false doctrine being brought into the church for fear of driving people away. It also scares me that people are allowed to teach others when they are not grounded in the word. They are bringing in all this false teaching and spreading it to others. All I can think to do is to fall on our knees and cry out to the Lord! Thank you for sharing your testimony. Keep serving Jesus! 😀I also love the silly side of your personality! 🤪

I was raise Methodist and at the age of 26 started to a Apostolic church and been in it for 42 years. God is great.

I wish I could give this 1,000 thumbs up! Your testimony is so similar to mine. Thank you so much for telling us your testimony. 🙏❤️

Praise God, I love hearing testimonies that are so close to my own. Love you sister, glad to know you are out there

Thank u for sharing your story. I was raised Catholic. I no longer am and haven't been for a long time. I didn't go to church or pray for years. I got caught up in a lot of negative things. Even at my worst I always believed in God but choose the wrong road. One day I finally realized I couldn't beat my demons without Jesus. Today at times, I still struggle with sin. However, I realize I'll never be perfect. I do the best I can live to live right and be a decent man who has a personal relationship with God. I appreciate your testimony. It was very powerful and inspiring. God bless u and thank you. 🙏

Thank you Melissa for helping fill the gap for the lack of true Discipleship that is missing in the modern Church today! Keep it up sister!! Hallelujah! Well done sis!

You are so beautiful, well spoken, smart, effective, and 100 % genuine ❤ Thanks for your work

Astonishingly clear thinking here, and exposition, explanations.

Thank you Melissa, this is the second video of yours that I have watched - your satire on the 1st Century Christian with the 21st century "christian" was awesome, so I had to watch your personal witness. I was rescued by Our Lord after 40 years of living a life filled to the brim with immorality and active paganism. When St Paul writes in Galatians about the things NOT to do (such as idolatry, witchcraft, sexual immorality etc), I did them all. But when I cried out in the full realisation of my darkness to the Lord for help, He came to me, and held me, and I have been His ever since. He got me straight down to the nearest Catholic Church (no way was I ever going near an Anglican one lol) and I have felt at home ever since. Now, what you say about New Age/New Thought sort of coincides with some concerns of mine about the Church in general, all denominations, at the moment, and that is the current rush to elevate the planet to some form of diety. Whatever your beliefs about Climate Change, "Climate Catastrophe" etc - and yes there is something definitely going on with the planet at the moment - it is a concern that everything is now being touted in religious, in fact idolatrous, ways. Calling the planet Sister Earth, or Mother Earth, is not just flowery language, it is elevating a creature (ie a created thing) to a level akin to diety. More worryingly, there are certain sections of the Church (again all denominations but from the Catholic side it's the Columbans) calling for a theology that elevates care of Creation to be equal with that of Redemption. Which leads us down the path of making humans into Redeemers. The only Redemption - and thus the only theology - that Christians should be seeking is the one we already have in Jesus, because as we are redeemed so is creation redeemed along with us, through Jesus, not BY us. To say that the current situation with the climate is caused by us, is a very clever lead in to saying that we can solve the problem, which thus makes us into Gods who can alter and change Creation, which is ultimately only something that God can do. Thus it is Idolatry, if not worse. Yes indeed, in Genesis God gives Mankind dominion over the earth, ie to act as his agents (image bearers) in bringing order out of chaos as directed by Him - but that is very different to the sort of harmony that a lot of new age, pseudo-pagan christians now say we should be living in with the planet. As an aside, getting everyone to focus on a huge, top-level issue like climate change and carbon emissions, means that no one is now thinking about local issues such as local water source pollution, local habitat loss etc, even about something as basic as litter. Anyway, this is (has) turned into a long, rambling rant and I apologise. TLDR, how to talk to Christians about the dangers of using language like "Mother Earth, Sister Earth, Creation Theology" and get them to focus on Jesus and the salvation of the Universe which is through Him alone, before we walk into church one day and there is a globe of the planet where the Cross used to be over the altar?

Great testimonial that hammers home the point of how important it is to have good sound Biblical based teaching as a new Christian. It is invaluable, as there is a lot of "the world" out there in many Christian churches and the Christian community at large. After my born-again experience, I spent the next year and a half on my own studying the Bible. I joined the Navy at that time and had the privilege of receiving some free tapes from a group called "Firefighters for Christ." In those tapes, I was introduced to the late Dr. Chuck Missler. This brilliant man armed me with the knowledge required to really understand what I was reading in the Bible. Without the proper learning techniques and without understanding certain principles, much of scripture remains hidden. For the diligent student, there is much more in the Biblical text than is available for the average person. Dr Missler tackled many difficult and controversial topics that most preachers would not dare touch. He was a Bible teacher....he was never a preacher/pastor. For decades, I have adamantly stated the Christian church needs more teachers....and less preachers. The church has failed to arm Christians with proper Biblical knowledge. It is sad to hear testimonials like your in which there is no guidance for people new to the faith.

I've noticed that you look to the side when you're in deep thought... it's cute & part of who you are. Thank you for all the research & hard work... I love yr vids

I just want to say thank you for being a vessel of the lord, I am completely possessed by the new age thing but I refused to practice it at all and I keep being tortured all day and night and as I was looking for the truth and pretty much anyone’s teachings entering my heart wrestling with these things but when I heard your testimony, the first video about new age practices in the church it came directly into my heart

Truth! You're so inspiring! You just 'happened' to pop up on my feed. So glad to have found you here. Looking forward to seeing you more often.

I am so thankful and grateful I came across your channel. I know it’s God’s timing. I can so relate to you. I am at a crossroads and All I know God has a huge calling and the more I listen to you the more I feel the tug to reach others. Thank you for your ministry, it has and is answering so many questions I have. And I don’t feel so weird anymore. Sometimes I feel like I don’t fit anywhere because of my visions and the messages God gives me. I am now determined more than every to study my bible more and ask for wisdom. Please keep me in your prayers.

Added to my favorites so I can sit down and have a listen later tonight.

Thank you for sharing your beautiful story. It’s so important for us to encourage each other with our testimonies about the goodness of God. Jesus Christ is the only God who actually reaches out to His flock and gives Himself fully. He is the only one who said: It is done. Such a relief. God bless you.

I'm so grateful to your videos because I'm dealing with doubt - not in my faith as you say I know God exists, I know Jesus is my LORD and savior, but I lack whether or not I'm following in the right way. I'm so grateful for finding your videos. Seriously. Thank you Father for answering my prayers 🙏

I'll never forget when I first got saved the JW came knocking at my door. They had their Bible out and were really convincing. My husband told me to not to answer the door for them that they were evil. I was so confused!! I prayed to the Lord to please give me wisdom and show me the truth. I opened my Bible and it opened to John 3 16. The word is alive and God is so good.