Ramblings of a Recovering Depressed Alcoholic

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@rashpalsingh5173 3 жыл бұрын

hey i really hope this blows your mind but you touched a 26 year old kid from singapore today with this video. i can relate to much of what you've talked about, especially about how music and games are keeping you alive. umm i just really wanna send my love to you, i hope reading this comment makes you smile a little and yeah know that you have a fan from singapore who wants to see you succeed in life :) hang tough bud i've got a feeling things will start to look up for you real soon

@MrGamingGuitarist 3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for your support! It means a lot.

@IFoundMyUsername 4 ай бұрын

3 years later you still here and strong

@adzinsnsek3en887 Жыл бұрын

But working a real job puts you in opportunities where you can connect with more people, making you feel less depressed. You can always do KZfaq alongside it

@DecKnows Ай бұрын

I love you man I know this video is old but this still touched me and i have deep empathy for you, i wish you the best

@atharris8 Ай бұрын

Sending love to you brother. Im in the same boat. Your doing important work.

@jorelpri 4 ай бұрын

enjoy your videos dude! can definitely relate! seems like you are doing better based off your latest videos! wish you all the best man!

@jorelpri 4 ай бұрын

enjoy is the wrong word!sorry if i offended you man! i definitely feel what you were going through ....

@jorelpri 4 ай бұрын

i find your videos insightful!

@brandonbritt956 Жыл бұрын

Bro not gonna lie I feel ur pain I was doing a little bit of the stuff u did and it affected me big time the people I cared most about were turning on me and they shut me out I hung around a lot of stupid people i even dated a girl who never cared about me and honestly it still haunts me to this day knowing how stupid I was back then

@nadahamdy5258 3 ай бұрын

i cracked up about keeping the family drama

@Hey_Trey29 3 ай бұрын

I was born in 1969….and the 70’s and 80’s were amazing. You were truthful in your statement

@angelaclarke5567 3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong x

@MrGamingGuitarist 3 жыл бұрын

I'll try

@doctorbarber1 Ай бұрын

Depression and substance abuse is truly a horrific, self-reinforcing cycle. I've been there bro.

@crisp7575 4 ай бұрын

I would try different jobs. I can definitely relate because I had a couple of jobs that made me suicidal but not all are like that. Some can be fun

@athianocommunity2938 4 ай бұрын

I believe to know the reason for your depression, you set your dreams above God, you need to prioritise God first, which made life so that everything can flow in God's ways, because his thoughts and ways are higher then ours, submit your ways to the lord and he will make your paths straight. Isaiah 55:8-9 I recommend reading the bibel snd seeking a pastor in local church. This will bring you peace. Much love from a fellow brother❤

@codmw_0752 6 ай бұрын

Dont keep a streak, just keeep not drinking or bkt overdrinking instead of woreying about the days. They will feel longer if u keep a streak. Just keep doing good.

@adzinsnsek3en887 Жыл бұрын

Maybe the main thing behind it is the trauma of losing your parents. Have you ever tried talking to a professional to figure out the psychology behind your thoughts?

@michaelcooke8665 Жыл бұрын

I wish I was born in 1975 i would have gotten rich in the 1990s oh well

@victim246 7 ай бұрын

Dude, you sold your video games and instruments to buy booze? Man, if I lost those things to booze I would be so disappointed in myself 😢

@OutrageousGamingNes 3 жыл бұрын

Heya, this is Kris from back in the 4GTV days. If you wouldn't mind, I'd love to talk to you over discord.

@MrGamingGuitarist 3 жыл бұрын

Sure. Send me a DM on Twitter @GamingGuitarist and I'll send you my Discord information.

@OutrageousGamingNes 3 жыл бұрын

@@MrGamingGuitarist it says you can't be messaged.

@OutrageousGamingNes 3 жыл бұрын

my account is suspended it seems, even though i dont follow anyone, nor have i made a single tweet in my life, great. i think i have your discord details somewhere, ill add you if i find them. my name is kris on there too.

@MrGamingGuitarist 3 жыл бұрын

@@OutrageousGamingNes That's odd. I'll try to DM you on Twitter instead. What's your user name there?

@OutrageousGamingNes 3 жыл бұрын

@@MrGamingGuitarist "@ThisIsKris7"

@collinsa8909 8 ай бұрын

You are always losing your train of thoughts and forgetting what you wanted to say. That's a staple in your videos

@MrGamingGuitarist 8 ай бұрын

It only became a staple after the trauma of seeing my mother having a stroke, lose her ability to walk and speak, and then calling APS for help only to have them take permanent guardianship of her, take ownership of her house and have me and my aunt evicted from the home we lived in for 15 years and becoming homeless for four months and being diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Major Depressive Disorder.

@trevorherbertson7281 7 ай бұрын

@MrGamingGuitarist I know this is an older video, but just been really curious.. why did they take the house from yall? Are they selling it or something? And if so do yall not get any of the money? Just curious and obviously you don't have to answer if you don't want.. just hate to see it its a really messed up situation it's insane to me that they can or would do that to yall.. I'm really sorry man