this video wasn’t for sympathy. So many women struggle with abuse wether it’s drugs or alcohol, i shared my story so that women don’t feel alone in their battles, look at everyone in these comments thinking they know me off of one fucking video, ignorance at its finest. But i knew what I was doing, I know how harsh the internet is, full of people who think they know it all & live perfectly & condemn everyone for their mistakes. Truthfully, you & everyone else who has talked shit to me lack the capability of acknowledging that i am taking accountability in this video, you all lack compassion, & you all certainly are sooo closed minded to even trying to understand another persons tribulations. None of you are GOD, your judgment is empty, being that you don’t whole heartedly know me. Shame on you & everyone else who constantly has something negative to say behind a computer screen. If you think that talking shit to someone who has walked a path YOU HAVE NEVER WALKED makes you better than them, well then quite frankly, your more dumb than I was when I was on drugs. Good day.

Since apparently most of u r speaking from experience n saying she ain’t clean. I don’t remember ever being able to shed a tear while high, that’s all I gotta say.

Your so strong for sharing this. It’s truly admiring✨💜 I wish you the best tbh.

She's being open and honest and yall are still doggin her. Cut it out and let her be great finally. Those type of comments can make a person revert possibly so just leave her alone.

I have no idea how I stumbled upon your video but I just want to say that you are not alone and I thank you for making yourself vulnerable to the whole world despite what any buddy thinks or says about you you're exactly where you need to be in whatever season you are going through right now in life! We overcome the enemy by the blood of the Lamb and the word of Our Testimony and when you exposed things they start to lose their power so keep doing what you're doing Sweets! And God bless you and don't others that are being judgy get you down or make you get down on their level their level.

There's something off about her. I speak from personal experience, I remember I fooled a lot of people after everyone thought I was clean for over 2 years... I wasnt, I wasn't doing the all nights, or going out anywhere like that anymore, and since I had gained weight from when I first did initially stop, I didn't lose much after I started up, so it was I guess even more of "proof" for everyone around me. She gives me that same vibe, and no I'm not purposely being a hater, I'm just calling things like I see, and once again, also from personal experience saying/faking this whole being sober lie.

I admire the fact that you were strong enough to tell your story and admit your mistakes. Glad to hear your doing well. 💜

Girl... Same. 15 months sober. I still have hella cravings but I need to Stay strong. You're doing amazing sweetie.

You’re a warrior! It takes a lot of guts to get on here and be completely honest. Addiction is real! None of us are perfect and we all make mistakes. Thank you for you honesty and for putting your personal life out there, just to try to help someone else! You’re amazing and a kick ass mom too 😉

I'm an addict, so I understand your struggle. I'm so proud of you for having the strength to quit. You're doing amazing. Stay strong. If you ever feel like there is no solution and you're so down you don't see any other solution: don't be ashamed, remember you're not alone, talk to someone and if that's not enough remember that you're not alone, you can go in the hospital for a bit, ask someone close to take your kids for a bit, it's for the better. I know you can stay strong, you've been so strong all this time already. Congratulations on a *YEAR AND A HALF*, it's amazing the progress you've made. :)

I’ve seen plenty of meth addicts cry and have emotions. Something is off the way she talks about it. I’ve never heard a recovering addict talk about drugs as if they were cool.

5 months sobberr from meth 👌🙌🗣 And I will never smoke ts ever again. I'm way to pretty for ts & have so much going for myself.. Sometimes when I think back of me smoking shit -- it's cringy asf, sometimes I get emotional cause I jist think that. Wowww Angelica.. U really did that shit.. You really smoked that shit. The way I was smoking ...i woulda BEEN dead if I didn't stop smoking . I'm so glad I'm off ts

Yes girl.... I had that exact same reality check.. me and my fiance now were sitting across the room from my son busting lines down of coke and crystal, and I looked at him just all happy and not even knowing what's going on being a normal 2 year old and I just bawled.. I had to quit, and I had to be the mother I needed to be. Relapsed 3 times, but now me and my fiance are almost a year clean. Yes I smoke weed, I have a card for my anxiety. But it helps. We love being a family, and I'm so happy sober. Thank you for sharing your story, i can relate 100.

Well, you hit rock bottom and bounced back in a heart beat. Most people would most likely take years to finally stop you definitely saved yourself and family a lot of time and heartache By doing what's right. Much respect for that I'm sure you will if not have already inspired plenty of others to straighten up there act. ✌health✌wealth✌love & happiness.

Randomly came across this but i have to say you're very strong, my mother almost her whole life did ice and she finally overcame it and is doing amazing. I wish my mom would had realized what she put me and my siblings through while we were little. Stay strong alwaysss keep it going girll!

You’ve come a long way 💞 Keep ya head up and don’t stop trying Never look back that shit will eat you and your family alive. I’m so sorry you had to go through this. One amazing thing about hitting rock bottom; there’s no where left to go but up!

I just recently turned 10 months clean and iv never been happier in my 20 years of living. Thank you so much for sharing your story i cant imagine saying that to thousands of ppl..you are so strong and beautiful dont let noone tell you different!

What you spoke on was 100.... The worest feeling is knowing your babies see what you doing and wanting to change at the moment but the addiction dont work that way and you have to go thru more addiction to overcome...... Keep doing you and being that mom you promised you self... Lifes a struggle but what isnt...

Trying to leave opiates at this time.. For my kids.. It's guard but I know I can! Thank you Amy

Thank you for being brave enough to tell your story. I commend you for your strength and for putting your children first. Hang in there momma you’re doing great. 💜

This video made me tear up a lil... So glad your clean for your baby girls. Hope to see more vids😜

I came across your video and your really strong❤️ Proud of you girl for making a better change for your children and yourself . Both of my parents where addicted to it and abandoned all 5 of my siblings to a foster system I was 1yr old never got to experience growing up with my parents.

I’m struggling with alcohol addiction and it’s very difficult. I’m also a mom and I’ve done some pretty horrible things. You’re strong and wiser because of your experiences. Thank you for sharing. This video may help someone out there! God bless

So glad I found your video again... I watched this when I was in the middle of my addiction to meth. We’re about the same age! I am so glad to see a beautiful girl like you getting out of that lifestyle! 💕💕

Idk how I came across this video .. but girl I haven’t done any kind of drug , I’m even scared to take Tylenol for headaches 😭😂 anyways, putting your self out there and your story I’m sure wasn’t easy. So props for doing that to share with everyone else. Wishing you the best

How did her kids not get taken away??

when i watched this i was shoked u even made a video like this. to have the courage to talk about this especially on the internet and pretty much own up to you failing as a parent at that moment in time is very brave and encouraging. your not in denial you know what you did was wrong. everyone makes mistakes and though it’s never right shit happens in people’s lives and they kope with it in different ways. theres always a reaktion to an aktion. good for u to realize your relationships were no good and bravo for getting yourself together for u and ur daughter! u are strong! believe that when u hear it! not only does it take a lot to stop an addiktion but to also walk away from a relationship and start all over. ur luky u got out in time some people dnt live to see another day when they’re kaught up, god bless u and goodluck on ur sobriety. thanks for sharing. you make other mothers not feel so bad. no parent is perfect there’s no manuals to this shit. and there’s plenty of moms and dads who do drugs infront of their kids or other fukedup shit but they’ll never admit it so kootoes to u! it’s very hard to change your ways just because u get pregnant and have a baby people think all of a sudden your a mom your not your age anymore as if having a baby is gna reset u to this whole new person. obviously an addikt isn’t an ideal mother but again nobody’s perfekt. are struggles and flaws make us who we are today! and remember if you didn’t go through all that krazy shit u wouldn’t be who u are today, everything happens for a reason even though we all have a choice . stay strong girl xo

Came across your page. I have a brother that’s addicted to heroine and coke. He had 3 beautiful babies with his baby momma that was also doing drugs. My poor babies suffered so much when they were born and they were taken in full custody by my mom. Keep in mind my mom is in her late 50s so for her it’s so much work now. It’s so sad seeing parents that are drug addicted and them not taking care of them because of the drugs. It seriously stops them from loving them and giving them full attention. I haven’t seen my brother in 4 years and so has my nephews. They don’t see both of their parents because it’s just not healthy for them to be around that. I know they are hurting as they grow up by not having their parents around. I think you are so strong for stopping now and sobering up for you and you’re girls. This is your future and life and you need to be there for your daughters and yourself. I’m weirdly saying that I’m proud that you shared your story and you shouldn’t let these negative comments get to you because at the end of the day you should be proud of yourself. Keep being strong 💕

Everyone saying shes not clean needs to do their research!! If someone has been smoking ice for a long period of time the side effects become long term. Even when you are sober even 20 years later you can still have side effects. Thats how stong ice is. It changes your whole life.

still in denial I think

The fact u pulled urself out really shows how amaxing you are...proud of you

I can respect you for sharing that story with you in the room with your kid. That was a strong thing to admit. I can relate to you almost to a T .Now my boys and wife are life. Congrats and stay up. On my momma you and I know it’s harder to do the right things then the wrong. Fuck the haters. Keep shining with your princess. God bless.

Wow! You are very strong! Weed is all I will ever need! Glad you’re focused on what’s important.

Out of all the thing's ive lost,im glad i havent lost my mind👍🏾.thanks for sharing your story your brave keep doin the most good

Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm struggling to get off of some shit I'm not proud of and hearing this helps me know it's possible and that life isnt always going to be awful. Im so proud of you for making that decision to get clean and for keeping the promise you made yourself and your daughter. I hope life continues to bless you❤

So many hateful comments but just understand there’s a lot of people behind you supporting you, believing in you and sticking up for you! You’ve helped a good handful of folks. The rest of the mess doesn’t even make sense or even matter at this point. You’re still one of the strongest women I can tell just by not feeding into these trolls and keeping the video posted. Love you always Amy! You’re a rockin mom with a great personality .. keep going strong

god damn thank you for sharing this.. I know this is like 2 years too late, but I hope you're staying strong and doing welll in life. You are a beautiful person, you are so strong and admirable for acknowledging your mistakes and making real effort to change your life. sending you some good vibes girl, hope all is well with you and your family

I'm happy for you that you got clean. I went thru the same shit but heroin and xanax. But I got my kids taken by dcfs last year (even tho I had already gotten clean at that point) Aug 24 2017 was the day they were taken and I'm still fighting my ass off to get them back. I have done every thing they requested me to do. Please pray for me I have court in 8 days and was told yesterday I failed a drug test a month ago (how convenient now that I'm supposed to be getting them back) I DID NOT RELAPSE, but because she told me a month later my sample was destroyed so I couldn't request them to retest my sample. This whole entire time I haven't failed not 1 drug test, I've done ALL this work to get them back, why would I be stupid enough to relapse just 1 time a month b4 they are supposed to come home. But since I can't afford a paid attorney I have a pd who doesn't do shit for me and now I'm really scared they are going to terminate my rights for something I didn't even do. I have 4 kids 1,2,4,&7 who cry every week i have my visit and they have to go home. So please stay strong you got this girl. Thank you for sharing! ❤❤❤

Let me just start off with giving u props 💯❣️ i was 12 when i started using and was on it for about 2 years and its hard to stop trust i been clean for 3 years now and its been the best thing ever i had a really fucked up experience i was taking sum laced shit and it fucked up my family and my mental stability and my relationship but its hard asf to stop but its sum thing we used to coppe with but at the end of the day it takes balls to admit your addictions and yes it will be hard to give up or not have cravings but boo u can stay clean u got this ❣️👌🏻 im proud of you that u put your daughter first ❣️

“He did his coke & I did my cryst” Bitch whatttttttt‼️😳😭😂😂

❤ When you cried, I cried. And this is just the first video. I'm so excited to see how far you get with this :) Keep going guuurrrrl. No one is perfect, keep staying strong, you're a good mom :)

Stay strong. I was addicted to pain pills. And I'm clean 5 years September. And my daughter just turned 4. Focus on yourself and your children. I am single with my own place. I am struggling but I'm happy it's me and my daughter. You don't need a man to help you.

THANK YOU for your honesty and bravery.. I'm sure it's not easy exposing that information but even though I don't know you, I just want you to know I'm proud of you!!

So much respect for you girl ! You’re a strong momma ! And to anyone battling through this war

You are a strong woman, God bless you and your family!

Don't think she is clean.

Girl, I admire your strength in tellin your story. There will always be people to judge you on your past. Im in recovery also. Just becuse you have a past doesnt mean your a shitty person. People deserve second chances, and are always capable of changing. Keep movin forward. only you know who you really are, and what went on in your life.

This hits home so hard. I went thru this but after 6 years of using heroin and meth together. Been clean 4 years now and still think about it everyday. The thoughts do get better but they never leave, you just got to be strong.

Nobody is a perfect parent all we can do is try our hardest and simply learn with our mistakes. You're an amazing mother and you're your daughters hero! Love seeing you on snap/ig from the start and see how far you've come!

Whyd you call em "Choady" lmao his name Cody but he gotta choad?😷😷

Honestly good for you cause I know how hard it is to get off shit like that! And the most devastating thing was the support was hard to find cause I felt like I was so deep into a whole that I couldn't get out of it. But 2 years ago today I've been clean and I am so proud of myself and really don't care if others aren't cause I know I did what I did and I'm done with it! Your very strong cause not many people can get off that shit and don't let all these idiots in the comments say your still on it and shit because it's obvious you aren't I can tell! You look super healthy and ya a little tired but everyone looks tired! But don't hate yourself over the shit you have done either you forgive but just never forget! Because look at what you have become now clean and a great mother obviously!! Congrats honestly! 😊😊

You're so strong. I'm so proud of you. You are a great mother just for making those hard decisions. Congratulations to you and I wish you the best.

But her name is Icy Amy??

Omggggg girl I've missed you since u left the gram so excited to be on this journey with Ya❤😍❤😍

Good for you girl! Addiction is one of the hardest things anyone could overcome.. wishing you and your daughters the best:)

Very proud of you for getting clean! Super brave of you to share your story.

Me & Art couldn't stop laughing at the name "Chodie"! 😂😂 Your one strong woman, looking foward to more videos! 😙💟

lmao ur name has ice in it u r addicted bro

It was so brave of you to share your story. Thanks for being open and honest and showing people it’s ok to be vulnerable and share your truth and maybe get help if they need it too.

You are a very strong beautiful person. I’m so happy for you overcoming so much. It means a lot for you to be brave enough to share your story.

Good Info, but I keep getting distracted by how fkn fine she is after getting spun...

Proud of you ! Continue raising your 2 beautiful girls !

I’m very happy that you were able to catch yourself and get out of that. Good for you bb. Keep being a good person and mother 💜💜

daaaang ayme. I neevver knew. I remember in 12th grade we both had Mr Mccarthy class I remember u had got married that year. I respect you for having the strength to not let the struggle take over u. salute to your journey. keep your head up

So happy for you girl ❤️! Your personality is amazing. I can't wait for more videos!!! I don't even know how I started following you on social media but I had you in instagram & then I added you on Snapchat & then twitter but I'm glad I can be part your of new journey here on YT. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’m still on that shit and trying new shit whenever I can.. I’ll be sober one day, I’m happy you got out the life

I am so glad for you, you are a good mom now, not sure what you faith is but I know God Loves you and the reason why your strong is because of his love for you. I too was a meth addicted for a long time , I lost my wife, friends, jobs, everything, as a result of it I became a quadriplegic because of a infection in my throat that ate through my spinal cord causing a tumor which left me paralyzed in my arms and legs, now after 6 terrible hard years I am able to walk again, it’s truly a miracle because every doctor cannot believe I can walk , they too believe it’s a true miracle, I know a god Saved me from true death because I was headed that way for sure if I didn’t stop doing meth, like you I didn’t smoke it but rather snorted it. Jus wanted to share God’s love for us and he will see us through all hardships. Again I am so happy for you and your are a special mom, keep up the hard work because I know it’s not easy. Peace and God Bless

You are awesome! Thank you for telling your story. While you did miss out on some time with your oldest daughter, you have to remember that there are people that never break the cycle of addiction and miss their child’s entire life. I know you could never get that time back, but you should be really proud of yourself for where you are now.

Alcohol is definitely a drug too! I and if you're an addict to begin with alcohol is a gateway drug!!!!

Congratulations on your sobriety and thank you for your honesty. Just some advice from a fellow addict(not crystal) but I don't know if anyone else will be as blunt, so I want to say it, Jesus loves you and your girls more than you could ever know(Romans 5:8, John 10:10, John 3:16)and wants to give you lasting freedom, but he won't force you. So with that I want to beg you please, please, please, build your life on Jesus because from my life and almost everyone I know who is an addict, no one is sober for the long haul if they don't know Jesus personally, I just prayed over your family and am hoping for the best. God bless.

Wow Ayme this was so deep and raw I appreciate your transparency so so so much and have alot of respect for you to speak your truth. My first sons father was and is addicted to meth. Unfortunately he never gave it up and isn't in his son's life now or ever, I have loved 3 people who were heavily addicted to drugs it is the hardest thing to watch someone go through. So glad you got clean you are strong AF not many can do that on their own. Much love girl❤

Dammm cousin. You touched my heart.... I'm happy you're doing great!!! God may always be with you

OH MAH GOD!!! Girl you are so real! Can't wait to see what's coming up, love you ayme !!!!❤️❤️

At the end of the day, nobody will Never know how she feels,. Regardless.. publicly she just taking some weight off her shoulders for her sake.. kudos for you.. give your life to the Lord as the devil thinks he still has you.. 👏👏

Your strong❤️ I went threw my own problems too but I also just hit a year clean! Just keep grinding

Thank you for being so vulnerable, I wish you and your family the best :)

Hell nah she ain't clean... You can tell she still on it

What in the CPS is this

Damn I loved your video. I been through the same shit. Addicted to meth and i lost my kid to cps. Woke up 1 day and just never did it again. Im sober almost 5 years now and im married and have a daughter. Meth fucked up my life but I bounced back. I went from living on the streets and addicted to drugs to living a good a sober life. God bless I love hearing success story's. It's so rare that you see ppl who get clean off of meth. It's such a hard addiction to beat

All these comments are saying she’s not clean but They don’t know shit ab this girl besides everything she’s said in this video.. u guys ain’t in her life rn? Who are you to judge

You are a strong as woman girl I salute you. From seeing what you were doing and to stop yourself is a brave thing. You hella made me tear up girl stay strong can't wait to see more videos. ❤️❤️❤️

I don’t feel bad for you, i feel bad for your family. My best friend got addicted to meth, and it ripped my heart out. It put me into depression. Seeing her in that state, seeing it basically fry her brain. Seeing the person that was my sister, that had lived with me, that knew ALL my secrets. That i spent almost every hour with, day with change, basically die. Changed me. NO ONE should have to witness it. I do not feel sorry for people who do drugs, y’all know wtf y’all doin period. It’s a selfish act. Get through your fucking problems like the rest of us. Idc what anyone has to say to my comment. The way that she can talk about this topic, and LAUGH in the video is beyond me. Get right for your kids girl. I can tell you’re still on it. Hopefully ur clean by now since this video has been made

God bless you, I hope you find deliverance for the rest of your life. You found a second chance and I love that you’re running w. It.

Girl you're so beautiful, you are such a strong person for getting past this fr. You will be a great mentor for your babies as they get older 💛

I follow you on snap and we have small talked before and watching this video literally touched my heart. You are a STRONG human being and from the bottom of my heart I am proud of you! Your daughters love you so much and you are absolutely an awesome mom to them❤️ I love you and you are an inspiration to me💕

Glad you are recover I beeen following you for a long time we loveee youu!

Not a lot of people can be this honest, salute 💕💯

So proud of you mamas keep being strong💚

The iceman is gonna come get you

She had a narcissistic vibe. She always smiles and tries to stay serious when she is trying to act sad like I see you

I feel you, respect. Im 21year old male and you kinda made me almost tear up. Keep doing you. I’m going to rehab in a few days to try to get where your at now. Don’t reset yourself. Keep leveling up. We’ve messed with the same drugs except different ways of ingestion so I felt what you were saying. Keep that Goodshit going.

Girrll im new to your channel but just wanted to say dang props to you and as a woman I admire your strenght real talk.

Addiction's suck. It's awesome for you and thanks for sharing your story

Lmao I'm "clean"

Thanks for your honesty and story. My mom is on this stuff and this helps me see her more clearly thank you

I just found your page on IG and had to watch your channel and fell in love with you.. not in a creepy stalker way just love your vibe, your honesty, and your strength. absolutely amazing.

Our stories are so similar....💚

Its always the prettiest girls too, you remind of some of the home girls.. prayers for your continued recovery

Powerful testimony. Keep helping others. Nobody knows what you went through, but everybody has some type of problem.