Its not fair that they're only with us for such a short time. You don't realize how fast they're gone until its almost that time. RIP Kyoshi, hope your dream of that everlasting squirrel chase with gravy and biscuits. She was such a sweet girl. ❤

I did not loose a dog but I lost a wife of 47.5 years to brain cancer. You have thoroughly flushed my tear ducts again, watching this video!! Getting past the emotion of the loss of someone we love is no easy task!! It is a long and arduous task!!!!

It's beyond me how you managed to go through all this footage, it must have been heartbreaking, but thank you so much for doing that. Love is so powerful, yet so devastating. Kyoshi was such a gentle soul, beautiful and smart. She and her brothers will be forever in our hearts too.

I'm very sad and cried seeing this video....i know how much it hurts when we lose these beautiful creatures...they leave a huge void and a piece of heart dies with them....I'm only comforted by the fact that one day we will be able to embrace them in Heaven. RIP dear Kyoshi and you Anneka be strong. God bless you 🙏🙏❤

This hit home, losing a furry member of the family is heartbreaking, "Gone from our sight, but never our memories. Gone from our touch, but never our hearts"

When my Katey died, my soul died. She was the last of my wolf pack and though I loved them all so much , there is always one that has is just a little more special. Now I have to move on, and being dx-ed myself with an incurable disease, I know a pup is not an option anymore. I would love to welcome an older rescue wolfdog in my life again, just to give back the joy and security to another lost soul. Thank you for posting this video.

i am so sorry for your loss. you made me cry in rememberance over the ones i lost. there's nothing really to say, other than - you loved her well. take care.

We lost our beloved Gabriel on Easter Day of this year. He was a Rough Coated Collie and only five when he was called home due to neurological issue . He was one in a million and loved by many.. Many of us put ourselves through this inevitable loss, but for the love of animals we cannot help ourselves and we will do it again and again.♥♥♥

Could not hold my tears back watching this, we lost one of our precious girls last year, a rhodesian ridgeback called Indi, she was 12 years old and had cancer. I have just my beloved black Labrador now, she means the world to me and we have this extremely close bond. Sometimes I have nightmares of losing her and I can't bare it. She is just 5, but I don't actually know how I'm going to cope without her when that time comes. it's unbearable to think about. I really am so sorry for your loss, what a beautiful and loved life she had

This made me cry just cry …. I had to hug on my dog and just cry. I am so so sorry for the loss of your dog . She was beautiful. And her brothers …. I understand the way you felt and I also can’t imagine doing again …. My boy is 8 and just can’t see how I’d ever live without him …. I love all the artwork

This brought a lot of painful memories. I lost both of my Huskies one year apart. They took a part of me when they left. Thank you for this video. 🙏❤️

My cat passed this morning so this hits hard. The tears are flowing. My best dog ever will be 13 October 21. He had cancer 3 years ago and is doing ok, but his hind legs are very weak. I dread the day. My condolences to you on the loss of Kioshi.

I was crying for the entire episode, I will never have a dog...

God, that was heavy, but most of us have been there before. RIP Kyoshi.

Kyoshi is such a beautiful dog. Those sweet innocent eyes speak a thousand words. Losing a beloved pet is too painful. Heartbreaking 😥😥😥

May she rest in peace. She will forever live in our hearts and memories.

God bless you and your dog darling. I know that pain you are going through. Last dog I had died 4 years ago and I am frightened to get another dog because I don't want to go through the griff if the unthinkable happen again and I loose another dog.

I'm so sorry for your loss i just can't watch this video without crying, i hope you get through it and all my prayers go out to you, may Kyoshi rest in peace

I'm sooo sorry and my condolences to you and the other dogs. I read the title and started crying, then wached and couldn't stop crying. I can't imagine losing my dog but I no it will happen she is 9 and her breeds have health problems. And the hardest thing in life is telling the one who was there through the ups and downs good and bad, helping to heal through it all, good bye.

All my condolences. You gave her a wonderful life.

This precious and lucky girl lived a life of true love with one of the very best of the Magic Giants! I didn't expect to cry today and it's hard for me to cry anymore so I welcome these tears. But I can only imagine sweet Anneka's pain and suffering through all this. I believe that kind of love is the greatest thing that exists on this earth. Nothing else even comes close really. One can be no more alive, than to feel that way for another.

I'm sorry for her loss. To anyone who has dogs with cancer please do not put them through the treatment. I have been on the other end of that as a vet assistant. They aren't comfortable, they cry, are stuck in a cold kennel and it drains their spirit. It just isn't humane imo. We need to do what's best for them and put them first. Let them enjoy their life as much as possible. Medical marijuana and cbd can keep them comfortable I've used it for my babies till I knew it was their time. We need to not be selfish and do everything to keep them. We need to give them everything so they can go peacefully.

I'm so sorry for your loss, ur dog had a good life and now he die happy knowing that u will always love and care for the dogs around the world

I lost my Tia at almost 15 yrs old, it was 18 months ago now and I still struggle with the loss of my little soul mate. She was euthanised in the back of my car in the vet car park, I held her and spoke to her as she slipped away. I never had a daughter, but I had her!

I’m so sorry, I couldn’t watch, The thumbnail had me crying, This is just too sad, I can’t even imagine the day that I will lose ours

Deepest condolences. I've only had one dog in my life. A beautiful Golden Retriever named Chloe. She lived 14 beautiful year's and my heart broke when she left a decade and a half ugo. I have not been able to have another one since. Maybe now after your beautiful video of this gorgeous Angel's life it's time to get another. Sending you infinant Love and healing Light. Namaste'😇🐕

For all our long lives, we'll never live long enough to ever pay them back. I'm so sorry for your loss.

I wish there was a sympathy button because liking this makes me feel terrible.

My condolences for Kyoshi and your mother and brother. Life is beauty and pain at the same time. I hope that you are surrounded by people who are supporting you during this tough time. I love you ❤️

I clicked this because I adore you and your work. I hated it and I cried my heart out. And then I loved it for your honesty and the feeling that you were right, we are not alone in our love and loss of our animals. And we do the best we can by them no matter how much it hurts. Thank you for this. It was simply stunning.

I’m so sorry wow I can’t even think about losing my babies. I’m glad you let her tell you when she was ready they always do. I hope you heal my condolences

I’m so sorry for your loss. She lived a wonderful blessed life. Fill your heart with the wonderful memories the two of you made.

Sorry for your loss. Am in tears. My icelandic sheepdog Lady died in my Arms this summer. Fortunately a female rare breed Mudi Puppy from Hungary came as a rescue to my home some weeks later. The icelandic had a nice burial Ritual in my garden.

Thank you for posting this. I just lost my beloved bloodhound to cancer. He was only four and it was incredibly painful to say goodbye.

I'm so sorry. The moments we have with our furry best friends are and forever will be in our hearts, even when they leave. Sending endless condolences and prayers to you 🐾🖤💙💜 R.I.P. Kyoshi

Animals are family, we build connections with them, at the vet they carry our name and they build memories with us. RIP Kyoshi

Kali, one of my two cats, was hit by a car in 2019 and died instantly. I've never cried so much in my life. Prior to that I was never an overly emotional guy. I miss her every day. I'm sorry for your loss

A lot of people dont realize that they become a part of our family and a large part of our lives. I've lost several dogs and cats in my 63 years and cried like a baby for each one, just as I'm crying for your loss watching this.

I am so sorry for your loss! You had a beautiful ceremony for your fur baby. May she have a wonderful painless joyous after life ! She had an amazing life 💕 Awe her lil puppy vids are so cute ! Those big ears get me every time! Sending tons of love & prayers to you ❣

Thankyou for relating your love and sadness at Kyoshi's passing, and may the happy memories of her life ease the grief you feel now as time passes.

Thank you for sharing this, I had to put my dog down today and this helps to see other people go through the same experience. Rest In Peace Kyoshi and Ryder ❤️

So Sorry for your loss. They still walk by your side even after they've gone.

What a beautiful tribute. It reminds me of how sad I was, when I lost my dog.

Oh my word, I'm so sorry for your loss. I have recently lost a cat to acute kidney disease. He was only five years old and now his brother is showing some of the same symptoms.

So sorry, Annika, for the loss of your fur friend, Kyoshi...What a lovely gurl she was and what a special tribute to the love you two shared.

God bless you. That was the most touching, loving and heartfelt video I have ever seen. Such a tribute to a beautiful pup. Continued prayer to you in this difficult time.

I rescued many cats and went through that feeling 100 times it never gets easy, in fact it becomes harder everytime, sorry this happens she is now is a happy place 💔💔❤️

I am so sorry for your loss! I adopted my very first dog 4 months ago, can’t even imagine to lose him.. I am still crying & he’s licking my tears from my face. sending love to you!

It’s unbelievable I came across this video today. I lost my 6 yr old rescue to hemangiomasarcoma. She went through chemotherapy as well. I came across an email with a video her and god knows I still cry for her 6 years later. So much love to you and kyoshi.

Oh my gosh this made me cry! And I’m not even an emotional person! I watched this as my 22 month old Shepherd chased mice in a field and I don’t even want to think about what life will be like without her. RIP Kyoshi

I lost my jack russell of 18 years around 4 months ago and I am still in great pain. It does get better and I always remind myself that they would never want you to be down and sad. I try my best to remember them with love and happiness rather than sadness and despair.

Easily the most beautiful and touching episode you have done Annika. I definitely had a good cry throughout this one. Almost lost my little guy some six years ago. But he pulled thru and has been doing great ever since. My condolences to you and your dog family.

So hard to put a "like" on a video like this, but it was brave and so very generous of you to share this with us. Love and respect to you.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry for you loss! My sincerest condolences for you. I hope you can recover from this and your dog wants you to be happy and take care of his dog brothers to your care. A big hug from Mexico.

Ugh, you lost Kyoshi a while back - right before i lost my own Sadie, i think. Even now - now and forever - i will feel and understand your pain.

I've lost many dogs over the years - it's a part of being a lifelong dog owner. But I can easily say I have never once regretted having my fur friends no matter how hard it is to say goodbye to them. The pain of losing your closest friend never goes away but as time passes you remember the good times you had much more than the pain of loosing them.

Thank you for this video that made me cry. Your love for KYOSHI is so beautiful and it will last forever. I don’t know you but I bring you all my support. I’ve known those times myself and I always thought I wouldn’t be able to recover from the pain. But trust me, your love for KYOSHI will become an asset, a tool that will help you to face life even stronger than before. You made KYOSHI happy every seconds and your baby was happy. This is all you need to remember, the beautiful times, the memories, the softness of your times. I faced similar situations in the past and since then, I just try to provide happiness in animals life, giving myself 100% for the cause. I wish you all the best and also to feel warmth again in your heart.

Having to let go....I think it's the hardest thing to do in life. Especially when it's your bestest friend.😢 What a Beautiful tribute to Kyoshi. Sending love and hugs. 💝🐾💝🐾💝

Nobody really talks about this part of being a dog owner.. This is pretty good way to opened up and a very fitting tribute by going down memory lane for one last time..

You were with her at the end. May whatever deities you believe in hold yours and their souls in peace and love. They are united again. You were granted something that fate denied me on several occasions in my life. The pain may never leaves us, but it gets easier with tome. Peace be with you and Tuscan’s family.

I'm so sorry for your loss. But thank you for this video. My best friend, my 16 years old dog died just like Kyoshi. And just like you I felted her last heart beat.... it's been a week and it hurt so much, its so hard. But not feeling alone helps. Your channel and your work is beautiful.

I could only watch this about 3 minutes at a time. Very touching, sad, and wonderful at the same time. Thanks for sharing this with us strangers.

I wish that every dog owner would be their dog's Best Friend! Best Wishes and Thoughts!

Watching this made me cry because I was so close to losing my cat. I noticed his bladder was hard and he was Groening trying to pee but he couldn’t I rushed him to the vet ER and he whent under surgery. I thought everything was fine they returned him after a week but the vets screwed up on meds and that prevented him from peeing and drinking water so I took him to another vet 2 days later and I’m so blessed that I did he whent in 5 more surgery’s over the next 2 weeks I couldn’t give up on him. they didn’t know why he wasn’t peeing they thought it was to late that his bladder was destroyed that there was no recovering from that damage but I couldn’t give up on him. I told them to put him on anti inflammatorys (which they would t normally do because his kidney levels were high from the urine backup) but I told them this is the last chance I’m running out of money and I don’t want to give up on him for something that is normally easily fixed by diet so they agreed I aslo asked them can they teach me and my bf how to palpate him so we can take him home and hope all he needed was time to heal and they agreed. They said it’s a risk but like I told them this is our last shot if it doesn’t work I’ll have to put him down. We took him home and over the next month we gave him his meds and palpated him 5 times a day and to the vets and our surprise he started peeing again by himself we still had to assist him over the next 2 weeks but then he completely healed and started going on his own the vet said it was a miracle and that because of our determination and requests they have started implementing The things we did towards other cats that they see. It’s been almost a year since that tragic and stressful month and a half . It was a constant battle of thoughts of “I don’t want to put him down because mommy ran out of money but I’m running out of money what do I do” I’m just so grateful the second vet office listened to me and took a risk they wouldn’t normally do because we all understood we had one more shot at fixing him or I would have had to put him down. I wouldn’t normally spend the money I did for a cat but what he had was caused by me .. I should have seen the symptoms months before the strong urine smell and the stress because that’s what caused it the stress so I knew it could be fixed easily but because the first vet messed up it caused the muscles in his bladder to rip and tare but we didn’t know that until after he started to pee again. I never want to go through that again! But unfortunately my dog is getting up there in age so I know I’m going to be faced with should I put my beloved pet down or fight. It’s a horrible experience and sometimes the stress pays off like it did my cat but other times it doesn’t like your dog and it’s so hard to know when it’s time to let go. I begged for the same thing if you have to take him let it be peacefully in their sleep. But that luxury doesn’t always come. Im so sorry for your dog! But I’m also blessed that she’s no longer in pain and that I know she’s watching you, and that she will send you another puppy to look after you as she did :)

believe me , i know how how much it hurts , i lost 4 dogs last years and it ripped my heart out, right at the begining of lock down in gb, lost georgia ,rip ,lost solo rip lost petra rip , and lost the old girl bella xmass eve, cant even begin to explain what i went through , miss them to bits . rest all in peace guys i loved you all ,

This brought back to the day when i had to go through this with my gsd who had cancer 5 years on it feels like only yesterday i went through this. While watching this i have tears rolling down my face i know what you are going through

This is soo touching,you’re amazing and I’m watching it with tears,I have two beloved dog girls and just can’t imagine how i could go through it.You’re beautiful inside and out and I respect you so much for the love for animals.Your dogs had a wonderful life with you.I’m really really sorry for the loss of your members of family,mum,brother and dogs.Just take care.I love watching your videos ❤️❤️❤️

I can't watch your video but I am so sorry about your fur baby. They always leave their paw prints on your heart.

Lost my choc lab at 4 to cancer , it was horrendous, in time I got a wee border terrier that I had to 9 when he got struck by a car , now it’s wee Tyson the rescue staffie who’s probably 13 now but still an active wee dog , hopefully a while before I do that last journey , they bring so much joy but when that heartbreaking time comes , it’s losing a family member , not just a pet

I have no words other then to say.. I’m so sorry you r hurting as I have also done and what a beautiful passing you gave him and us. Your journey with him isn’t over. He will be with you in mind and heart forever. 💜 USA. Sincerely, Jennifer

That was a most beautiful tribute Anneka. I am sobbing and in tears. Rest in peace beautiful girl. You are truly valued and loved.

I am so sorry for your loss. It is very difficult to loose a loved family member, and your best friend. Kyoshi lived a wonderful life may she Rest In Peace. At least you were able to bring yourself to realize that it was her time, and were there to help her with a peaceful good bye. Kyoshi sounds like a wonderful dog, she will be missed

Dogs feel all of our Pain but the only time we feel there pain is after they die RIP

My tears run over my face. This inspirations we had for 3 years too. Then 1 year later came ghost in our live, he is our soul dog and his lost in the future is so painful.

The grief we feel for these special dogs is commensurate with the love we share with them. The loss of a dog soul mate is absolutely devastating. We cherish the memories, but the grief is terrible. Dearest condolences.

I feel so painful watching this, it is so sad to say goodbye to our loved ones. I really hope we and our loved ones can see each other again in future. 😭

So sorry for your loss. I went through this last October. Going to happen again soon with my 15 year old shiba.

RIP Kyoshi you will forever be missed. What a beautiful video tribute, I cried every minute of it but it was just beautiful. Missing my Shelby girl more then usual now, but that will never go away. The power of love lives on even when they've been gone for so long. The heart and soul never forgets ❣️🙏 bless you

I haven't cried that much in a long time. God gives us these angels for a short time to teach us about unconditional love.

I know how you feel about losing kyoshi because I lost my chihuahua who was special to me 11 years ago. I’ve never been so heartbroken that I lost my companion who was there for the good and worst of times of my life. Anyways it’s not easy losing a family member of your pact

So sorry that you lost your beautiful dog, she looked really special and intelligent.

I felt so sad and depressed I could barely finish the whole video, I went outside to hug my three dogs. It's currently 3am. RIP Kiyoshi. And I extend my condolences to you Anneka.

I don`t mind the circle of life... but i have forgotten i still need to mourn... Thank you, Kyoshi, for helping me mourn all my losses... Thank you Anneka for sharing your angel with us😥💔💗💗💗

it's really an agony to lose our pets.ur indeed blessed to held her on her last breadth.But back in 2019 i hav lost my dog (my jack)being stolen by some stranger for dog meat trade ,was so helpless but to scream n cry holding his only belt n leash left with me😢😢..May kyoshi n her bro RİP

An absolutely beautiful and heartfelt tribute to your sweet and lovely Kyoshi. Never easy to lose someone special. Thank you for sharing.

I beg to differ, you said the dog you would never ever have again. That would be too cruel, I believe that you will have every pet that you ever had, again.

She looks like my companion Holly. I raised her since she was 3 wks old and now she is 8 yrs. I value every single minute and moment with her knowing how much joy she brings me through some tough times. She is GSD/Lab mix and is an amazing girl. I really wouldn't know how to handle losing her and I'm deeply sorry for your loss. RIP Kyoshi🐾❤

Thank you for sharing this, my deepest condolences for going through your pain to show us

Could not watch this without multiple crying breaks. Having followed your channel for years and seeing Kyoshi in many videos as viewer I definitely felt a connection to Kyoshi as with all your beautiful dogs so when you first posted she passed I felt so much sadness for the world and you. R.I.P. Kyoshi. Both my parents grew up with dogs but my mom was absolutely traumatised when her beloved dog Rani passed away in her childhood, as a result my mom absolutely refused to get us any pets thinking that trauma is too much for children eventhough we love dogs. Sigh. I can kind of understand her illogical reasons reasons now having watched this.

Very sorry for your loss Anneka, I know how hard this is to decide and go through...lost my first dog as an adult four and a half years ago, a beautiful 105 pound black lab, German shepherd mix who was my gentile giant. She was only Seven and a half. A Chocolate lab puppy I got a few months before she passed helped me get through it. What a beautiful tribute to your baby... You made this tough old soldier cry a bit...

May Kyoshi rest in peace. She will be forever in your heart and memories. She had such a sweet lovely nature ❤️💜💙

Could not watch this without shedding tears sorry for her loss, RIP Kyoshi.

I'm very sorry for your loss Anneka :(

I adore you and this killed me to watch you go through this. My mom is going through this right now as I am dealing with my mom‘s cancer.

I'm so sorry for your loss, Kyoshi was so special. When I lost my dog I was utterly heart broken, I can imagine how you felt having to make that difficult decision. At least now she is no longer suffering. :''')

My deepest condolences for your loss.

Respect to you for having to deal with this situation. RIP Kyoshi i also had a Husky Lia sadly she passed away last year she was 15 she was suffering from cancer aswell respect to you and all dog owners🕊️