My Mental Illnesses | Panic Attacks, Sleep paralysis, Hallucinations and Smoking Weed Pt. 2

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My Mental Illnesses | Panic Attacks, Sleep paralysis, Hallucinations and Smoking Weed Pt. 2

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I've been dealing with hallucinations at night every since I was a child and as I've gotten older I've been dealing a lot with sleep paralysis, after smoking weed it only made my anxiety worse and started having sleep paralysis at night and panic attacks throughout the day. this is mainly about panic attacks and nighttime attacks but the first part is mainly about my social anxiety. this is the second part of the 2 part series of my mental illness.
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@khayairaka3077 6 жыл бұрын

Bro sleep paralysis is the worst I tried to call for my mom for help but I couldn’t move it’s scary

@1sava 6 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story! It's fascinating to hear your experience. I personally made the decision to never drink and smoke when I was 15 because I don't ever wanna feel like I'm not in control of my body. It's nice to see other people who are sober as well.

@jasejackson8101 6 жыл бұрын

I’m proud of you. Just continue to be positive. Happiness is temporal but joy is everlasting.

@ChristiMorganOfficial 6 жыл бұрын

Dangggg😨 you’re strong man, but I understand how you feel with the anxiety, panic attacks and depression! And man that weed and alcohol ain’t nothing to mess with, that’s why I stopped, I felt like I was about to die

@PrettyBoyFloyd 6 жыл бұрын

Yeah that shit fucks you up fr

@kennethyoung9560 4 жыл бұрын

Sleep paralysis is the creepiest.

@wtfguapo 6 жыл бұрын

If ur dehydrated u can feel like ur about to die if ur smoking or if if u feel like ur panicking just tell your self its just the weed and u can go to sleep to wear it off also

@kellyfiorella2458 5 жыл бұрын

Bro yes. Thought I️ was alone. Everytime I️ tried to explain how I️ felt to my friends they didn’t understand.

@sahilsahita2915 3 жыл бұрын

Wtf same happening to me I know it will pass away

@taylor123lolz 6 жыл бұрын

Lol you strong for trying it 5 times 😂 after my first trip i had to go to two mental hospitals and i had multiple panic attacks. It was frustrating it was like everything i was thinking i started doing, as if my mind was out of sync with my body. So yeah i stay away from weed and alcohol too because it makes me nervous. I never knew this happened to you too! I’m glad I’m subscribed because i felt alone. I still have sleep paralysis till this day. It’s back to back.

@PrettyBoyFloyd 6 жыл бұрын

Same everything I started thinking I was doing too when I️ was high

@taylor123lolz 6 жыл бұрын

PrettyBoyFloyd it’s scary but obviously you handled better than i did. I had to drop out of school because my brain was fucked up. I wouldn’t wish that in my worst enemies.

@PretendingToCare 5 жыл бұрын

Taylor Harris I got a high where I thought I was dying and now I have anxiety and panic attacks can’t sleep not hungry at all and my life is nothing like it was I’m always scared..did you get out of it ?

@Furkan-dq1pf 4 жыл бұрын

Everyone on KZfaq is an expert did you get out of it i have the same symptoms!!!

@slightreflections2921 3 жыл бұрын

Ever since I smoked weed I’ve never been the same

@Nghilifa 6 жыл бұрын

I smoked hashish a couple of times, got high, but I didn't like the nauseating side-effect, then i tried weed, and pretty much had the same experience as you did (minus the panic attacks etc), and I wowed never to try that shit again. Recreational drugs just aren't for me.

@PrettyBoyFloyd 6 жыл бұрын

Yeah I️ didn’t think it would do all that to me. It surprised the fuck out of me 😂

@jNice991 6 жыл бұрын

these are all symptoms of a spiritual awakening. you’re just waking up! this is a good thing

@Haitheregorgeous 3 жыл бұрын

Everything that you have described I have experienced and it is really scary. Weed definitely does not help at all with all of it. I’ve been smoking for way too many years now. It’s hard to quit but it’s making me feel crazier

@denverwilliams3423 4 жыл бұрын

Iv had panic attacks in my sleep paralysis, shiz is scary and a lil traumatizing, I can't even talk about it without crying. It's natural to be scared of dieing, that means life means something to you. Our contiousness in of itself is a physical manifestation. That inner monologue is just neurons fireing and chemical synapses. Can't fully wrap my head around it. Don't let mental illnesses define you, bc reality is beyond what we see bc we don't see the bigger picture. Also none of what I just said made sence

@kidwolfman 5 жыл бұрын

sleep paralysis and hallucinations are symptoms of narcolepsy. doctors miss it all the time, so do your own research.

@CommentKid3000 6 жыл бұрын

Shiiit, I hear and see shit sober, I probably need some damn weed 😂

@devinthadude7420 6 жыл бұрын

Respect bro

@mangeshchalan8786 3 жыл бұрын

I have crazy levels of sleep paralysis so many Times

@Sebibo31 5 жыл бұрын

Loving your style x

@peso8462 6 жыл бұрын

Omg that weed thing happened to me few weeks ago

@PrettyBoyFloyd 6 жыл бұрын

Yeah it happens to a lot of people

@Furkan-dq1pf 4 жыл бұрын

Im having the same symptoms for 3 months now i dont know how to get rid of it its so scary it feels like it will never go away

@johniewok 6 жыл бұрын

Seem thing bro that’s why I stopped never smoking again 🙅🏽‍♂️

@johniewok 6 жыл бұрын

This the same way I was thinking like I needed help and I was thinking about diein and I couldn’t even sleep

@melenasnider6307 3 жыл бұрын

I had been smoking weed for a while and it just made me sleepy and like I acted “high” but then after cold turkey my lexapro and concerta I smoked keif . And I had a panic attakes and hallucinations. I fell asleep and then woke up not knowing where I was at and my chest was numb and I couldn’t breathe and everywhere I looked the room was like wavy and it felt like the worst thing ever, I was so scared. I smoked before and this never happened? Is this because of too much keif or what?

@oblivion5801 4 жыл бұрын

I had a sleep paralysis for the first time today. I haven't seen any demons but it was quite... Interesting.

@aono8581 6 жыл бұрын

I’ve been having sleep paralysis every night for almost a year now.

@aleahdiane 6 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing I can relate with you on somethings

@jonn8911 4 жыл бұрын

It’s called dpdr bro

@casualalt7869 3 жыл бұрын

I like how this dude had FAQ 1: I am not gay. In his description 😂😂😂😂

@pjj5327 6 жыл бұрын

You're not like every other guy, and I'll leave it at that.

@rahmarwilliams2520 6 жыл бұрын

Hey what are your beliefs ? because the things about the death theories sounds a lot like me when I was going through my depression and anxiety and just wanting to be ready for it so I wouldn’t be scared.

@PrettyBoyFloyd 6 жыл бұрын

Even if you did study it would be a waste of time nobody knows exactly. Your aware of what’s going on around you and you perceive and feel life in your own way that’s a blessing you gotta see how beautiful that is to just be able to be conscious of it all. Studying death will only draw your focus on that and make you think about the end and keep you from seeing how beautiful this world is. The living world has a lot more unanswered questions about living then those about death

@voodoobeatz537 6 жыл бұрын

I can’t smoke weed, everytime I do it makes me paranoid

@lostconnections6265 4 жыл бұрын

damn, I relate to all the things in this video, shits crazy

@beaconofhope3403 3 жыл бұрын

Call on Jesus

@TopFloorSnipa 6 жыл бұрын

That's crazy bro

@Tbaggrrr 4 жыл бұрын

It's different for everyone bro, I never tripped off weed, and been smoking it since 13, and now 24, the first time I got really stoned I was just laughing for hours and eating, was kinda freaking out, but I think that was my first time, because every time after that to this day, It only ever makes me feel good

@Tbaggrrr 4 жыл бұрын

But yes, I used to get sleep paralysis so bad as a child now I don't now I don't get it all. I honestly believe Its because I use marijuana every night before bed. But also if u over work your body and mind it brings it on, we all have different thresholds and levels. So that's all it is bro

@quamuncho864 6 жыл бұрын

Do u bleach ur skin bruh

@GULLAHTV33 5 жыл бұрын

Wtf .yall are stupid as fuck 😆

@FreshMadeRugs 6 жыл бұрын

My first time smoking weed just made my eyes red and I got super hungry, and I just became chill. What kind of weed we're you guys smoking?😂

@PrettyBoyFloyd 6 жыл бұрын

I’m suspicious too lol I️ thought the first time it was laced but after the other times I️ knew it was just weed

@GrindsMyGearsTom 6 жыл бұрын

Wait yo nails painted ?

@PrettyBoyFloyd 6 жыл бұрын

Yeah white

@GrindsMyGearsTom 6 жыл бұрын

PrettyBoyFloyd starting trends 2018 💯 i fw it

@ChannelYasirOfficial 6 жыл бұрын

this guy got nail polish then claims he aint gay. wtf.

@Prolificc 6 жыл бұрын

Yasir does it matter?

@jasejackson8101 6 жыл бұрын

You like it don’t you? Admit it, it’s kinda cool how his white nails contrast with the black sweater. And, it all matches the room. It’s dope huh?

@ChannelYasirOfficial 6 жыл бұрын

tf did i honestly just read

@jasejackson8101 6 жыл бұрын

Do you struggle with reading comprehension? I believe it was pretty clear.

@jasejackson8101 6 жыл бұрын

As such, mate. Guys who claim they are straight don’t start shit with guys they think are gay. If you want me to beat your ass up just message me. Take that however you like.