Song: *The Search* 😉

Ya last year I had a breakdown thoughts telling me I’m lost getting to load had to see therapist then found out something funny going on up In my house you now pack my car take a new route clean up my yard get the noose out hang up my heart let air out

I've been searchin' "What does that mean, Nate?" I've been learning Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect Lookin' at the view like, this concerns me Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry And things might hurt me It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey It's worth it, though

​@CFC7452 Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code Pretty vivid, I admit it, I'm in classic mode Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? Been makin' a whole lot of changes Wrote a song about that, you should play it I get scared when I walk on these stages I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah That's when I start to get anxious That's when my thoughts can be dangerous That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred Forget what I'm saying, and Where'd the beat go? Oh, ain't that somethin'? Drums came in, you ain't see that comin' Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin' Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach Throw it back up like I don't want it Wipe my face, clean up my vomit OCD, tryna push my buttons I said don't touch it, now y'all done it I can be critical, never typical Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal Intimate, but never political, pretty visual Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (videos, videos, videos) Yeah the sales can rise Doesn't mean much though when your health declines See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies Try to hold it underwater but it always survives Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay? Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great You'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hate Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (woo!) I am developin', take a look at the benefits Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence Pretty evident, dependable can never be tentative I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (ah) It's that time again Better grab your balloons and invite your friends Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big On a road right now that I can't predict Tell me, "Tone that down, " but I can't resist Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh

ahhh the fact that i can rap this entire song😂❤

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ay thats nfs fans tho 😂

(Thinking instrumental)Tony L Original Silent nights with the stars in my sights. Reminds me of you , had the stars in your eyes. Standing on heights if I jump will I fly? Looking at the view ,am I dead or alive? Feels like I am from the wounds, I survived. Your love saved my life, then I left it to die. You never left my side, it was me disconnected. It’s hard to love right , whole life been rejected. Finally found it, gave it up for protection. Blood on my hands no need for a weapon. 25 to life with the bars of depression. You can say I’m defected, ever since an adolescent. Hurt people, hurt people that’s the moral of the lesson. Memories haunted, bed side talking, walks in the park in your thoughts I get lost in. Only place I see you, in my dreams I do often. Its the bed that I made, as I lay in my coffin. Time grew wings never knew it would fly. If time had hands, in my hands you were mine. Strip away the bark as I redirect the light. Skin leathered up, guess I lost another fight. As I shoot for the moon, going lunar tonight. Trapped in disguise, pain trapped in my mind. Hardly dead , but I’m barely.. alive. (Second verse) Lies on my breath,come and lye on my bed. A shoulder to cry, with a knife in the rib. Mask on my face I’m a man I can’t face. Degenerate. Lacking evident. Seen dark days, why you always such a pessimist. Nights hit low when your caged like a elephant. Sick till the end take these pills to the head again . Sleep if you want, guess I will when I’m dead again. Echos into dust, hide your voice in my mental. Never been enough, oh you thought I was special. What’s a queen to a peasant in a broke instrumental. Ignored all the signs, in a world I must let go. Chasing your ghost can’t help that your gone now. Living in the past with the shadows on my walls now. Digging through the trash for the life that I threw out. Never had a chance , but believe me I tried. Hardly dead, but I’m barley…. Alive (Third verse) Feeling in my gut, that I’ll never be enough. Just eats me alive when I look into your eyes. You use to find love when looking into mine. Proves love isn’t blind it’s just hard to define. Edge of the ledge if I jump will I fly? Crazy just maybe I’m bad at goodbyes. A burden for certain im closing the blinds. Memories haunted, egg with the noggin, lights in the park in your thoughts I get lost in. Only place I see you, in my dreams I do often Stepping out the dark off the heels of exhaustion . Falling in reverse, gravity is not an option. Exhausted, noxious in and out of conscious. Been through hell and the flames of gauntlet Laying on the ground , I think I died on the carpet. I live in the wreckage where oceans/planets collide Im hardly dead but I’m barely alive Aches in my bones hear your voice on the phone. I live in the wreckage that buried my soul. And I’m letting it go when ocean collide. Hardly dead but barely alive

That guy a real fan ngl 👌🏻😌💯

Nathan kinda laughed a little though 😂 it was light chuckle, easy to miss

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😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 omg I’m glad someone else noticed it I mean like the tone in that guy’s voices

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Buhu 🙂

Yo youre lying, that’s one of the hardest songs on the album and he did THATT!! I can’t wait to see him!

🧍🏻‍♀️me: no after credits? Jk

yesss he did that at mine too and it scared the living crap outta me

I've been to both the Hope and Clouds tours and he does it everytime it's pretty funny

​@@joshuauntch I went to the Clouds tour in St. Louis in '21. I want to go to this one so, so bad, but I can't afford it right now 🥺🙄

You missed the point

"I hate when they debate if we're underrated. We're so overlooked that they're looking over our numbers Nathan." NF - Leave Me Alone

except some of us paid a lot of money to see him. i paid for a show from 8-11 and he only played 830-10. i will forever be an NF fan but holy shit i paid a lot to see that. and he didn’t even play anything from the hope album on the fucking HOPE TOUR. do better nf, please, don’t be a sell out

People were trying to get autographs from Em while he was taking a 💩and you think people are capable of being respectful of boundaries and time with their family? 😂🙄 Isn't one of the girls dealing with a stalker right now? I forget who the short was about now… umm, she was with Drew Barrymore when they tried to get up on stage.

The fact that this still needs to be said is kinda sad tbh

How about Eminem buddy??? for inspiring this dude!

much love to my mentor till eternity

Wow lol

You couldn’t torture that information out of me

Oh that moment was incredible!