Depression

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#mentalhealth #anxiety #depression Depression... part 1. My past, going through depression and how I reversed depression naturally.
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@Xena1979 2 жыл бұрын

I can’t believe the timing of this story. I am currently in a dark place where I don’t know who I am and what to do. Amazing how God sends you subtle messages and guidance. Thank you for opening up. I love the wisdom.

@jdoe981 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for this video. I have never had any issues until I lost my husband 10 months ago to covid. It was heartbreaking, and unexpected. He passed in 12 days after thinking he was coming home that weekend. He was a fun-loving guy who loved motorcycles and fast cars we were married for 10 years he was my second, and the love of my life. I developed a terrible fright or flight anxiety for about 4 months. I have gradually started to heal, I was worried about my mental health, and so many doctors wanted to give me medication, I said no. I started eating well meditating going for walks and exercising. I would play a game online in the evening when I started feeling lonely. I'm still not there yet, but I have been to hell and back, and I feel I'm healing from the inside out.

@aidasa3791 2 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss. It definitely comes in waves.

@gdselle 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this. I'm going through it myself. Lost my husband in December from cancer. It's the kind of pain I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

@Sarah-xw2ff 2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry to hear it. When I lost people I loved, I found keeping as busy as possible doing quiet activities helped me a lot. Reading, movies, journaling, nature walks and documentaries, lots of good hobbies such as planners and artwork. I lost a good friend suddenly to suicide when he was very young.

@erinm3522 2 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss!

@RetroMaven71 2 жыл бұрын

🙏🏾

@erinm3522 2 жыл бұрын

"Don't make a permanent decision based on temporary painful conditions." Thank you for sharing your story Christine! I'm so sorry you went through that as a child. I have noticed as well that nutrition, exercise and basic self care (showering, getting dressed and just putting on a little bit of makeup on each day) has made a huge difference to my mental health! I still have 'low' days occasionally, and when they come I try not to fight them.. instead I acknowledge the feeling and then really reflect on the past week, and what may be causing me to feel that way.

@stopthephilosophicalzombie9017 2 жыл бұрын

No little girl should have to deal with something so traumatic. I'm sorry that happened to you, but it seems like it made you the resourceful and amazing person that you are. I lost my father when I was 3 and had all kinds of strangers in my life around after that so in a way I feel like I understand what you went through.

@ashleyl.2975 2 жыл бұрын

I love your channel so much. I'm 29 and have just started accepting myself for exactly who I am, after so many years of hating certain things about myself. So many years wasted not loving me for me. People like you whose authenticity and love for yourself shine through in how you care for yourself help others so much, including myself after having watched your channel for years, and I'm very grateful for that.❤

@Seestorofmordor97 2 жыл бұрын

I’m 25 and I feel like I am JUST now starting the journey of radical self acceptance. It’ll be a while, but it’s very sad how much of our youth is completely consumed in trying to fix ourselves. And the only thing that’s broken is our outlook on ourselves. So many years of depression! I’m with ya and glad it’s getting better as we grow older 💛

@JG-di8oi 2 жыл бұрын

I couldn't have said it better myself and I'm 31 just starting to love myself as well. After a tough family life finding independence and self love has been so challenging. Christine is such a light and positive role model of who to be like. video by video you inspire and encourage other to shine too. Thank you Christine! ❤

@PrettyHaunted 2 жыл бұрын

I would have NEVER thought you would have lived the life you did as a child. This video has helped me so much. If you can climb out of depression with all you have been through, then I know I can to. Thank you so much for opening up about something so personal and showing that you understand what this dark place is like.

@KingsMom831 2 жыл бұрын

You are so compassionate & empathetic. I know you’ve talked about this before in other videos but I’d like to express my appreciation to you for sharing this vulnerable aspect of yourself. For me, it makes you much more relatable than most of the other people in social media land. You are an incredible human & im so fortunate to have found your channel when I did. I have a few, severely depressed family members and this video couldn’t be more perfectly timed. Sharing with them.

@jsb9157 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story - it means more than you can imagine - it gives hope.

@michellecarranza8811 2 жыл бұрын

I rarely comment on videos but I really felt appreciative of the courage it took on your part to share with others such personal struggles so transparently to help others . I’ve been watching your channel for some time now . You were still living in Hawaii. I’ve watched you as you’ve immersed yourself in different interest and shared them with us and it’s been so interesting and inspiring . Hearing your journey though tonight I feel like it’s next level. Thank you for giving not only people who struggle with depression encouragement and hope but all of us an understanding of the realities of depression , other peoples struggles and how you overcame through the choices you made to create a better life . In a world that thrives off of feeding a lot of negative it’s refreshing to to hear someone who sees light in spite of circumstances . Thank you 😊

@melissamariea 2 жыл бұрын

After watching this video I had no words. Literally just listened.

@faeriespook4138 2 жыл бұрын

Hi. I have schizophrenia and a depressive mood disorder. I'm only 11 mins into the video and I probably wont watch the rest because its too much. I just wanted to let you know I understand exactly what you are talking about with your mothers illlness because I've lived it. You were far too young to be the one to deal with it. Most adult mental illlness professionals can't even deal with us properly. I'm very sorry about her not wanting to take the meds. I have a very different outcome as meds work very well for me and ive been psychosis free since 2010. They make me physically ill but I still take them, never miss a dose

@SoloSailer 2 жыл бұрын

You should watch the rest. It goes different than you expected

@evelynbecker4916 2 жыл бұрын

I've heard a lot about magic mushrooms, DMT, LSD but can't find a place to get them, I've got terrible depression and anxiety

@freddonovan2978 2 жыл бұрын

I did two grams last time, it was a thrilling experience and I enjoyed it

@joachimlunares4871 2 жыл бұрын

(doctor_spores). jason Got psych's**

@freddonovan2978 2 жыл бұрын

@@joachimlunares4871 where to search? Is it IG ??

@joachimlunares4871 2 жыл бұрын

@@freddonovan2978 Yeah, he's got magic mushrooms, LSD, dmt etc

@evelynbecker4916 2 жыл бұрын

@@joachimlunares4871 alright, I'll reach out to him immediately to get some

@nikkisthinem 2 жыл бұрын

Christine, I just wanted to say I appreciate your transparency for so many reasons…Thank you for your kindness and sharing your love of life-that is what initially got me to subscribe to your channel. I too struggle with depression, only my family member with schizoaffective is my little sister. Self-care is a struggle for me. Thanks for reinforcing the basics; health, nutrition, simplicity, and exercise! Your channel has always made me feel less alone.

@dizzydazl 2 жыл бұрын

Hi Christine - I remember you briefly telling this story in another video a long time ago and it really resonated with me since my mother had the same issue. I just remember you talking about all the jobs and business you'd had and saying how you'd wished you'd realized earlier that there was lots of ways to make money. I came away wishing I had embraced the things that made me happy instead of wasting my youth being sad about a past that I couldn't change. I'm so glad you were able to turn things around. I love watching your videos because I can feel that you have created a life that you truly love and enjoy. You inspire me to try and figure out how to do the same for myself. Thanks for sharing - I look forward to part 2.

@pennyduncan5980 2 жыл бұрын

Christine, you are cherished and a constant blessing to your channel viewers. Thank you for sharing your experience through depression. You are truly a gifted person.

@AntionetteJaleesa 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story, it actually made me reflect on my growth and development over the years, as my childhood was filled with trauma as well. Hearing your story made me realise how much more credit I need to give myself because overcoming hard situations you're born into, takes alot of gut ❤

@joellen6105 2 жыл бұрын

Recall some of this from several years ago and was inspired by how you rose above your circumstances. Now you have blossomed even more and express yourself with such elegance. Thank you so much.

@seliarenzetti5448 2 жыл бұрын

Christine, I am so sorry that you went through what you did. You have come a long way and I am so proud of you. Your story is remarkable and would make a great book! I am so happy that you have turned your life around. Peace, love, and hugs to you!

@MamaTracyAnn 2 жыл бұрын

I've always thought you had the sweetest spirit about you. I hate that you had such a rough start....so many kids grow up in terrible situations. Heartbreaking. So happy you've found healing. God bless ya lady ♡

@veganbyday3771 2 жыл бұрын

Wow, so inspirational. I have the opposite story: I had a nice childhood and early adulthood, but things all went wrong in my adult life. I feel more hope after hearing your story though. Thanks.

@LihsaInHouston 2 жыл бұрын

Christina, I have watched your channel for a very long time and I just love you! You are such a sweet and sensitive person-so empathetic. I am very proud of you and your choices. You are a wonderful example of strength, courage and gumption. You have always impressed me with your intelligence and spirit. I am very grateful for you and love having you in my life. ❤❤❤

@shandigridley8361 2 жыл бұрын

You are amazing. I find it fascinating that you were literally able to pull yourself from the depths of hell and turn your life around to become such a light in the world. I had no idea you went through this. Never would've guessed you weren't from a supportive family the way you live your life today. Thank you for sharing your story. I think it's really important to share these type of stories so others can see its possible. Love your channel.

@fixinfkinsandwiches6183 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for the inspiring video Christine! You were the first person I subscribed to on KZfaq many years ago. I’m so sorry you had such a difficult childhood but you really turned your life around and that’s very wonderful to see!

@bluejay5531 2 жыл бұрын

Dear Christine, thank you for sharing your story, my heart goes out to the little girl you were having to live through what you went through, I am sending her Love and Light. and to the woman you have become today, kind and radiant. 🙏🏻 I have been in a dark place all of my life so far, I so resonate with the “existing not living”…I am older than you and in spite of all I have tried to do to turn my life around, I have been really stuck in the past 20 years and it becomes harder and harder to tap into hope, let alone trust that something better is there for me…it becomes harder and harder to get up and be able to act on it, though I still am. I am very isolated live alone and my mental health condition is constantly denied from those around me (my family) who have a very bad impact on me. I am still trying not giving up but I live with this chronic fatigue, autoimmune condition, deep depression…I am doing my best to care for my body, yet again, hoping that if I access energy and a better mood somehow I will be able to find something to look forward to. I really have lost hope and that kills any dream, I dare not dream any more because of the quicksand I feel I live in. looking forward to your next video, thank you

@dainasworldnumbers88 2 жыл бұрын

I haven’t watched in years, but I always like you. I know why now, you have a big heart. Thank you for your kind words. I needed this today.

@norahjarman6156 2 жыл бұрын

What an amazing story and life Christine. I’ve been watching your channel for years, finding you when we were planning a trip to Maui. YOU did it all yourself and you should be proud of that.

@joeytrtl 2 жыл бұрын

Have been following you from the beginning. Always knew you were an awesome human but never knew how resilient and strong you were. thank you for sharing 💜

@meganginger3791 2 жыл бұрын

This was incredible! Your story, the inspiration, the HOPE in the message!! Cant wait to hear more!! I'm in tears ❤

@zeninme7980 2 жыл бұрын

Hi Christine!! You are always inspiring...every and all topics!! Love your mindset.. always learning always growing...life is not always perfect...you're real..authentic and that is what is truly beautiful about you!! ❤️

@dainahakes5748 2 жыл бұрын

I’ve had depression most of my life but found several things have helped me: being grateful on a daily basis, exercise and sharing with others. I’ve been doing well for the last 10 years and am now 68. There is hope! Thank you so much for sharing your story!!

@kaiyote8291 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for opening up about such a dark time in your life and sharing the light at the end of the tunnel. I wish more KZfaqrs were this real in their videos, it could really inspire people to see opportunity in some of life's darkest times and inspire people to grab life by the balls to ultimately become the best versions of themselves, and how cool would it be to live in a world with more people like that :) Hope you are doing well and living life like the crazy adventure it is!

@spa-dasoaps6436 2 жыл бұрын

This is wonderful for us all to hear you talk so honestly about your life. So inspiring to see you make such a positive change in your life. Sorry that you suffered so much. My favorite video you've ever done.

@kimgordon3695 Жыл бұрын

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@TA-pl1bf Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for this ! Having never been through anything like this but this makes us understand how important health is and it’s all in our hands and we are the ones who must first respect and love our bodies ! ❤ love you !

@lisak7348 2 жыл бұрын

I am just in awe of you! I love that so are so open and you shared your story. It really touched my heart. I can’t even find the right words but all I know is that it really touched me and lifted me up. I thank you and send you love and hugs. Please know that you made such a difference in peoples lives. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@dotbetter2581 2 жыл бұрын

I know that It took you a lot of courage to make this one, so thank you. I deal with depression and still run away whenever I feel like I'll be down that path again. Thank you for sharing.

@audragormley241 2 жыл бұрын

I went and listened to sleep walk as you were talking about it so I got the full effect - that song is so calming :) I could see why it was a comfort to you. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing your story with us ❤️

@demcfadden8295 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your inspirational personal story Christine! What a blessing you have been to so many !

@choctaw5050 2 жыл бұрын

So appreciate your genuine goodness and incite. Totally amazed at how you can research to such depth and then relay your knowledge. Love you, your work and your encouraging words.

@katyasotya7903 2 жыл бұрын

Your story made me cry in the beginning and in the end when you said "there is only one of you and noone can replace you"..you are such a brave and strong and kind person...thank you so much for this video! I ve been watching your videos for many years and i hope you never stop making them ❤

@IZLALE Жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story, Christine. You have many resiliency skills. I work in the mental health field and support others in my community. Knowing we are not alone and having that glimmer of hope, can make a big difference. I support my mom who has a diagnosis of schizophrenia and have been caring for her for over 15 years. This journey hasn’t been easy especially for my siblings but we are stronger and closer because of it. I’m happy we have reached this stage where my mom is stable and is able to accept love and support. I hope you know that by you telling your story, you can help so many find their inner strength to process, heal, grow and flourish. Thank you.

@abigailh7715 Жыл бұрын

You're such a little angel 😇 I'm so sorry for the pain and trauma. So happy you got to a better place and found such a loving precious partner to share your life with💗

@rightonwhatever 2 жыл бұрын

From someone who's childhood mirrors yours in so many ways I just want to say this is the very best video I have seen on depression. I literally had to pause it because as you were flashing back so was I. I loved this so much and I pray everyone who needs this sees it :) So well done from beginning to end and looking fwd to Part 2.

@kimgordon3695 Жыл бұрын

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@jeshmaharish9383 2 жыл бұрын

Hey Christine! You are such a positive, sensitive, loving person. You used all the negative experiences to shape yourself into an amazing human. Much love❤️

@jennifernelson6187 2 жыл бұрын

You've been through a lot. Thank you for sharing your story. It takes a lot of courage.

@belindaramos5299 4 ай бұрын

Christine, I just found you tonight and was binging on your vlogs. You are such a beautiful young lady, watching your channel is like a breath of fresh air. The story you have shared with us is such inspiration for so many. In my family mental illness is prevalent on both sides. Sadly many did succeed in ending their life. Christine you were so very young and had to grow up so fast. I am glad you had such a strong determination to survive and follow your dream. Be proud of yourself…I am very proud of you!

@Kuromichi08 2 жыл бұрын

Hi Christine! Thank you for sharing your story. I’ve been watching you since your Maui days when my succulent obsession was at an all time high (lol) and I was learning a lot from you. I’ve been there ever since and it was nice to get to know more about you. I’m sorry that you had to go through that with your parents, but you really have blossomed into such a beautiful and positive human being 🤗🧡 thank you for being you! 🧡

@Kate42 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being real and sharing such a personal journey. This is such a lovely thing to share with us and I know we will all benefit from your story.

@rachelb399 2 жыл бұрын

Loved this! I’m excited for part 2. Always looking and open to learning more ways to better myself and understand other’s stories.

@CarolsThoughts 2 жыл бұрын

Sending so much love to you, Christine. I’m so glad to hear that you held onto that glimmer of hope to get you through the darkest times.

@liyingjiang4608 Жыл бұрын

Hi Christine, thank you for sharing! I remember you referring to your childhood in passing and briefly talking about anxiety. I've followed you for about 10 years, and your transformation is always so refreshing to see/hear. I love your take on things, and your words of wisdom always come in so timely. Thank you for being you and doing the things that you do. Can't wait to see part 2! Btw, would appreciate if you could share a bit more on inflammatory foods and managing energies!

@HollyL56 2 жыл бұрын

Beautiful! Your story will help so many. You're so strong and I'm so happy you made it through and are here with us today living your best life. Fun story: My friend when I lived out in Hawaii was married to Laird in the early 90's. They had a daughter, this was before Laird started seeing Gabrielle. I use to live out there around that time on the North Shore of Oahu. Hawaii will always have a special place in my heart as well. Thank you for opening up and sharing your story with us Christine! Much love to you!

@laurablessing614 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your story in such an honest & compassionate way. I'm so glad you shared your ideas & suggestions & how you got through & even thrived!

@liseblais3887 2 жыл бұрын

Christine. Very well done. You are definitely helping more people then you know. Your story is inspirational to soooo many. I’m sure.

@flowergirllove21 2 жыл бұрын

It takes A LOT to be vulnerable enough to share your story. It’s not easy to go through all the trauma and still live today to tell your story. Thank you for sharing your truth. Keeping hope is the one thing that keeps us going. And now look at your future. I’m sorry you had to deal with this as a child, but the pain brings so much strength if we allow ourselves to find it. I have my lows, and can definitely tell when I haven’t been eating the best. So, thank you for reminding me of that too. I was sexually assaulted a few times in my life. I never knew I was depressed, until I got into drugs due to an emotional dependency. And coming clean made everything come back full force. It takes time, but all we can do is keep growing. ❤️ plants are definitely my solace, meditation as well too.

@stephanyemert1580 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing! I’ve battled depression most my life and focused on healing. This is very helpful!

@roseannef1755 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you Christine for saying that I am loved and that I matter.

@pandorar1388 Жыл бұрын

How LUCKY your mother was to have a daughter like you watching out for her, even though it was killing you. How LUCKY we all are to have you telling us your story and encouraging and inspiring us to be better, healthier, happier. Thank You so much, there are not enough words of thanks for someone like you.

@colleenreimer3639 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your inspiring message of hope Christine. It hits home for many people.

@ivawood8996 2 жыл бұрын

I really enjoyed listening to your video and your journey of how you overcame deep depression. I am not personally going through depression but I know someone who is. I've forwarded your video to her. I hope it helps. You're an inspiration. Thanks for sharing your story ❤

@rubyat2435 2 жыл бұрын

Christine, what a brilliant video!! You narrated your story wonderfully, and I was totally engrossed in the journey of your life and its up and downs❤️ I agree with all of life’s philosophies that you uncovered as you figured life out.. Thankyou for your vulnerability and honesty..

@OSheaPunk 2 жыл бұрын

It's amazing how you turned out so chill and thoughtful given what you went through as a kid. So sorry for that. But great video, and great advice.

@klimtkahlo 2 жыл бұрын

I saw others commented on the fact of you writhing a book. I just got to the part of the video of you moving to Hawaii and wow!!! How lucky you met good people! And Australia! Those two places were always on my bucket list since I was a teen too but alas, maybe having a privileged upbringing with loving parents makes some of us weak! Very happy for you! You are so very deserving! Very inspirational!!! You are so eloquent and knowledgeable. ❤️🥰👍

@beatricevossebein2757 2 жыл бұрын

What a great story ! Sometimes being really brave and taking big steps into the unknowns pays off and it’s good to hear about it.

@mineolas 2 жыл бұрын

Oh my god Christine 🙌🏻 I started to follow you last year (plant+crystal = ❤️), and been loving your videos on everything. Thank you for sharing your story, there is a lot of information that resonates with me. Once you take this leap of faith: the universe aligns and gives you exactly what you need. I’ve been anxious my whole life and had (I think) 3 “dark night of the soul” moments. everytime: I grew stronger from it. The last one was this last January, I just had lost my dad to cancer and got really ill from the flue, I could not see any light in why living? And one day, I force myself to do a little meditation, cooked a little soup and I played some music. It was enough to put me out of this hole. I started to feel so grateful. The following weeks i went deeper into spirituality, discovered so many news things. Hard times are so hard, now there is so many lessons to learn from them ❤️

@Kathryn_60 Жыл бұрын

Wow. Thank you for sharing that. I had similar circumstances growing up. I’ve been dealing with anxiety and depression. I had some caring professionals that have worked with me. Glad you found your way.

@Zoe.TheBody360 2 жыл бұрын

I've been watching you for a long time, so knew your back story, and if you don't nind I would like to share this as a reference on my Health Academy. It shows that even in the darkest times, looking for the glimmer of hope and making tiny incremental changes in the right direction will so often turn lives around. Great video Christine. x

@alongtheway3840 Жыл бұрын

I just want to say, you are amazing, and so inspiring. Thank you soo much for always being so genuine. So real, uplifting, and inspiring. I appreciate you. Thank you Christine.

@aliputnam203 2 жыл бұрын

What an amazing story! Thank you for sharing. It’s so helpful to be reminded of seemingly simple things we can do to help ourselves.

@pattie2day 2 жыл бұрын

What an amazing story! Someone should write a book or screenplay about your life -- it's so moving and inspirational. I'm feeling inspired to make some changes now!

@Blahlalovely 2 жыл бұрын

You’re fabulous! Thank you for sharing your wonderful story! Been watching you since the beginning on KZfaq!

@christinetaylor5162 2 жыл бұрын

This was an amazing story, thank you so much for sharing! Can’t wait for part two.

@norcallady30 2 жыл бұрын

This was so powerful and divine! I needed to hear this. So moving. Thank you for sharing and I hope you share more inspiration of your life experiences.

@crystalhaiku 2 жыл бұрын

You seem like such a gentle soul. ❤️ I’ve learned so much from your nutrition and healing with food videos. God bless you dear.

@dorothea4614 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing this. So inspiring. Can’t wait for the second part. ❤️

@powleeperez3203 Жыл бұрын

I have been watching you since 2016 I was still in the Philippines and we share the same dream of coming to Australia. now I just couldnt believe that am watching you now and living here in Sydney Australia now. Its true whatever you visualize it atttracts and it happens. I love you and you always bring light and positivity. THank you!!!

@africasun 2 жыл бұрын

Christine, I just love you❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️ You are incredible. Thank you SO much for sharing this with us. It hits home. Looking forward to the second video. I must say I was emotional listening to your story. I wanted to give you a hug while listening so I’m sending you a virtual one! 😘❤️🤗

@arelidelong1188 Жыл бұрын

Christina I'm speechless after watching your video. You are an AMAZING human being. May God continue to bless you!!! 🌹🌹🌹

@trinityking6846 2 жыл бұрын

Such a big thing to talk about thankyou for trusting us with your story xxxxx beautiful lady

@MustafaKulle 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing, Christine. This was inspiring. You're a lot stronger than you think.

@justasoul5198 2 жыл бұрын

And as i see myself in a dark place i see the light thru your video , thank you so much ! I'll start with small changes , first food !!

@pupsplants7660 2 жыл бұрын

It's so crazy how similar our stories are.. my dad went crazy with the same disorders as your mom and my mom is the alcoholic.. my brother, sister and I left me dad and lived with my mom which wasn't any better.. rough childhood but it looks like we both made it to the other side! Now I have so many blessing and love life, glad to see you are doing so well!

@sonyacorona3943 Жыл бұрын

I love your amazing story! Thank you for sharing. Admire your strong spirit! Such a kind & beautiful soul. Love how you mentioned how your environment hadn't changed but you did. Powerful.

@maryloupedreiro8374 Жыл бұрын

Christine, I can sooo relate! I, too, grew up with a paranoid schizophrenic mother. So many of your experiences mirrored mine. Thank you for sharing.

@daviddavidsen907 2 жыл бұрын

U are so incredibly strong and wonderful. I love u so much. The world need more people like u xx

@klimtkahlo 2 жыл бұрын

People with awesome parents still go through stuff because no parent is ever perfect. The fact that you are a good, decent, productive, success, organized human being is an outstanding deed!!! Amazing! I for sure would be in a loony bin if not gone already!

@linsue6737 2 жыл бұрын

Your presentations always have been refreshing and encouraging for me. This video is just the encouragement that I need, now. Thanks for sharing!!🪴🌈

@yoga_blondie 2 жыл бұрын

I‘m so sorry you had to grow up like this. This must be still hard to deal with. Incredible how you still managed to grow into this beautiful, healthy woman! Such a role model for younger people on KZfaq :)

@RoseC1209 5 ай бұрын

Wonderful story Christine. I have been a long time subscriber. Back when you started with makeup totorials... It's so beautiful to see how you took charge of your life. And how nature and healthy food and exercise were your focuses instead of the alternative. Much respect.. as always. Enjoyed your story.

@dawnfiegen3249 2 жыл бұрын

This was amazing!! what an inspiration you are , Christine!

@slporter722 2 жыл бұрын

Best video ever....so many gold nuggets of wisdom.....thank you!

@rhondam883 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story. I pray it helps someone out there, depression is truly real and one is not alone. God bless you

@Janelou42 2 жыл бұрын

I've been just thinking of you. And then I just seen u pop on my startpage: With a topic that is close to me and needed to hear. I was hoping for a plant or home update, since these were very inspirational and help me sort through my "hobbies" - but this one goes deeper and I appreciate hearing your backstory again in todays reflection. Thank you! Would love a cactus and chrystal update - hope you and Michael are doing good.

@mysticshining 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing all this Christine💜It's sort of surreal here too because I've been doing what seems to be my annual re-watching of your de-clutter videos (I need the inspiration! :D ), and I was just thinking how nice it was in Maui, and experiencing it through your eyes... and then I watch this video and you're talking about your whole story and then all about Maui and what it's come to mean to you! So special. I needed to hear this video too. Take care! You look amazing, and it's obvious it comes from the inside. p.s. That Gwen Stefani moment was true magic💖🌙🌟🌎

@melle671 2 жыл бұрын

That's pretty inspiring Christine. A video I didn't know I needed at this time in my life.

@jasminedieu Жыл бұрын

This was uplifting and inspiring. I have been watching you for years but this is new for me to learn this about you. Thank you for your health, fitness and nutrition videos. I have started making my own smoothies twice a day again thanks to you. :)