Neurofeedback has really helped me with fibromyalgia.

I wish you happiness and an ease of your pain in your remaining years. I hope you strive to find things to live for and it's great you have family that love you. Good luck. You must have done many things right for you to be loved this much.

You're still young - is there nothing that can be done for your conditions? I think there is for the fibromyalgia.

Your family loves you. If you leave them, they will spend the rest of their life wondering what they could have done to stop it. Please don’t do that to them. Please ask for help. It may be exhausting but somewhere out there is help. 🙏❤️

Monalyn, you are a full of BS troll and you know it.

Love to you, Bella.

@@nclmbin8 thank you so very much

I was mad at my father for giving up , but now as I get older I realize he had a much harder life and must have been in incredible pain , God bless

@@scooterdogg7580 God bless you too scooter

@Patricia Crowell thank you so very much

Sounds like BS.

That is soooooo beautiful and true.

Very true

Guess you need to pay closer attention.

@@paintingwithrosev741 sounds like you don’t get it.

Amen. I thank God every day that I found my way out. ❤️

That is so amazingly and beautifully said. Im happy your turning 60 happy belated birthday

Happy to be 67 last week. Now I get to see how the world ends on a bad note. Famine, war , plagues, lawlessness civil insurrection. Massive societal, unrest around the world. I still feel lucky , to be a spectator watching it all go to shit.

I feel that, but I’ve just turned 30.. Still trying to work on that whole, “healing it” part..

@@JohnSmith-cx7zt Your nut.s This world is getting so wonderfully amazing , with Elon Musks Neurlink and the breakthroughs in medical technology's. Humans are about to live to be 200 years old.....also I've seen a live Monkey play a video game with its mind!!!! Also Quantum Computing and were sending a probe to another STAR SYSTEM. T We are already 3D printing actual FOOD! YOUR gonna miss the most exiting and happy time in history....and we may become immortal some day according to hard science breakthroughs

100%

Well said ⏰

I feel alone a lot,,, its really scary for me at times,, I wouldn't wish that for any one

@@bellaevans3043 yes I know what you are saying

I’m alone, but at least I know who I am

I am sorry for ur pain, it's ugly and real, I can relate.

An abundance of love is what stops a parent from doing that to their children. You Get rid of the pain and sense of love. Some parents just don't have enough attachment to their children to stay here for them. She did not deserve such a lovely child as you.

I am very sorry for the loss of your beloved mother . I lost my mother who was also my best friend at a early age as well ( it was not suicide) however I was very young trying my best to bring her back with CPR . Unfortunately it did not work. My life as I knew it was over . I am 52 now it still haunts me, I still feel guilty, I still feel like I failed my mom. However she had heart failure and it sucks. I miss her every single day . I feel very bad for you John Indo I’m glad you have a degree in Psych Mental Health Nursing . I am also a mother myself . I do not know the circumstances of your situation. However I can not imagine a mother willingly leaving their children ( by suicide) unless the had a serious mental illness or a very unhealthy relationship making their life extremely unbearable. To the point your mom may have been very worried for her children . She may have thought you all would have been better off without her . It’s hard to hypothesize without knowing the dynamics of the situation. I do know that most mothers have very strong bond with there children . I also know mental illness it a horrible health condition that Carries a horrible stigma with it especially and that day and time. It’s unfortunate that even in todays day it still Carries that horrible stigma ( still to this very day ) I fear for what you’re mother Mary Jo may have been put through back then . I’m not saying she was mental Ill. I’m just saying back in that era things were so very different and you were so very young . Things may have happened you don’t or can’t remember. Moms usually will make sacrifices for their children to keep them safe even if it’s the ultimate sacrifice. Sometimes things are exactly what they seem . And other times we find out later in life … we were told wrong because people thought it would be in the best interest of the children at the time. Just go with your heart . I was so impressed and happy that you called and addresses your mother as you beloved mother Mary Jo . Congratulations on your degree I hope that has helped you throughout your life coping with the loss of your mother . I’m sorry if I said anything out of line . I was just so very touched by your “ life” thank you for sharing . God bless you and your family .

I am sorry for your loss

@@paintingwithrosev741 It’s not abundance of love that’s lacking that causes people to commit suicide that is wrong it is an emotional deep pain and psychological chemical balance issue it has nothing to do with lack of love

You legit just called him? Wow

That's wild 😂

They either canonize us or else demonize us instead. We can't just be people wit flaws.

Well he’s a hero for his work not for being an addict. Also during those times even now a man is suppose to be strong and not show weakness. Most people judge others with mental health issues instead of understanding them. That’s why most people with mental health issues and addictions stay silent because are ashamed and struggle with communicating their issues. Women have an easier time expressing themselves but most men have a really hard time and struggle in silence. I think In recent years that has began to change though as we learn more about mental health and sit down to understand instead of judging and jumping to conclusions.

@@josec1538 idk, the hunter thompson drug binges are pretty legendary…disagree

Because drug addicts tortured Souls whatever you want to call it are interesting people... more interesting than Joe Schmo who lives a miserable life working in a cubicle in a shity marriage to the day he dies

@@josec1538 Agree. I have had grief related depression for years & in the UK there is still some stigma around that. As a result I put an incredible front on & most people I meet would be shocked that life is a struggle without anti depressants. .

It’s better to burn out, than to fade away ‘cause rust never sleeps

@@conzmoleman but turds do float to the top lol

@@conzmoleman If a person's life style was really so great that exploding in to space was the essence of the high. Then was the high really so very good.Or just a drug induced illusion which would it self fade away some hours later. So why even consider 'burning out (exploding in to space)?

@@conzmoleman I love that song !!!!

What year was that? I also studied at College of Marin in Kentfield CA, when I lived in Corte Madera.

@@lisashrestha5023 1978

Damn. (!)

@@julieann4616 wonderful? Did you watch the video? 🙄

Just too funny. Your description of the event is excellent.

That was the book that I enjoyed the most. Long time back, years before the internet we know of today. It was borrowed from my town library that closed and begin turning into a Ukrainian church during the current age of internet. I really should stop there on a Sunday just to experience if I feel nostalgic or get a chance to see a different culture.

Its funny they hated him and had to be bribed with booze,money and drugs to keep from killing him

No peace in hell

So did u ever write anything worthy??

Well said my friend

@Kevin of Parker You're absolutely correct 👍🙂😉

@@jeffhair3552 Ditto. 🙂

Most all the greats end up that way.

²2²⅔3

How disgusting this is. I do not mean this old man with his feeble and weakened body, no, I mean this girl who worked for him. It´s such an abuse of trust not to keep silence about his true condition but to use it for 5 minutes of fame. So dishonourable...

Wow josh treasure that Tee! Hunter didn't want to be old it didn't suit his ideals ,who he was as a character, its why he ended it the way he did, on his terms.

There was nothing honorable about Thompson

I hope you framed that t-shirt!

@@TheJpep2424 Agreed.

Yes my friend blew off his chin nose a lil and had to live w the pain of what he did 40 years later

@@kellietaylor9913 what's a chin nose?!

@@teaspoonsofpeanutbutter6425 HAHA JUST GONNA OFF MY CHIN HERE

Good point!

@@teaspoonsofpeanutbutter6425 is the craze and will be on every children's Christmas list

I wholly 💯 Completely agree 👍🙏 🙏🙏 Amen to that 🙂

This kind of thinking comes from the shame of taking pain medications. We have all types of pain, not just physical and people need various medications but they are often judged by society. I say medicate and live your best life. Just my 2 cents.

ALLAN WHEELER. Honestly, that was beautifully and poetically put💎

That is we’ll point but to think of it some people push the metal around the worn out eraser so in retrospect he’s the whole pencil that has been worn out to nothing but still continues to write

OMG, you should be a writer! That was the most brilliant way to explain him I have heard!!!!!

@@catherinehazur7336 lol yeah very good imitation of his writing

.....Metal end, all right. He injected that metal into his brain at high velocity leaving what was left of that corrupted matter splattered on the wall behind his desk for his children and grandchildren to find and clean up. What a legacy. Hunter making outlaw memories that will outlive his output in the long range scheme of things...... So impressive and worthy of emulation by fools

I have the same and it’s not fun I know.

Oh man, I am 63 and at age 48, I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid, and Osteoarthritis, along with degenerative bone disease. I had no idea what other ailments these diseases could cause. I have several pinched nerves due to no cartilage between my joints. The one in my neck is absolutely horrific!! I'm having vision problems now as well. Pain is, well, like its own separate entity!! It will break you!! It is such a part of my life, I have to take everything into consideration before I go anywhere or do anything. Going out to eat, hmmm, what are the chairs like, will they kill my back, or will I be able to stand them for a couple of hours. No more going to the movies, those seats are killer!! If any amount of walking is involved, forget it, my knees are almost bone on bone! Who would ever think 2 bones rubbing together could hurt so bad?? I guess its the nerves involved. I am a relatively new grandma and it is my reason for living. My sweet little granddaughter always has a pillow ready for my back when I visit. She is aware I have something wrong with me, but like so many others, since she can't see it, its hard for her to understand. I get pain meds, but they do about as much good as an M&M would. It hurts me to push her on the swing but I do it anyway. I can't play chase with her and its very difficult to play hide and seek, but I try. We mostly color, have tea party's or play with her dolls. And i am very thankful I can do that. Before she came along, I thought about suicide. But i planned on driving myself out in the woods so not to make a mess or have a loved one find me. I would call the police and tell them what I'm about to do and where to find me. My oldest son tells me to keep holding on, maybe a cure is coming soon. It would be wonderful if he is right.

My grandma had horrible arthritis, her fingers deformed and many other parts of her body. The time I spent at her house growing up were the best memories I’ve ever had. Don’t worry about your grand daughters they will love you and appreciate everything.

@James MacAlister ketamine or fentanyl. 🤯

Me too at 54.

Don't give up I'm 60 I know the pain your taking about. Try health healing meditation helps use Shea Butter for aches and pain. Drink turmeric tea it helps with pain. Eat raw garlic. Detox your body. Think happy thoughts ask God to heal you and to take away the pain. You are so important to many people. God 🙏 bless you be safe smile

I've been in chronic debilitating pain since I was in my early 30s and it's only since I got cancer and got strong opiod painkillers that I'm beginning to live my life again fully at 56. Ironic isn't it.

@@lizcosgrove8199, I wish you well and hope you can overcome your diagnosis.

@@divadeb1907, thank you for the kind words.

big bucks for the shrink to keep you on drugs for life !

But there’s one more thing to added after he wrote the book hells and angels he gotten beaten almost to death

You are right...before you go under any circumstances----- self reflect and repent of self absorption

Anybody gonna say something about him hunting humans.

@@scottstokes822 for real?

plutoplatters because we worship money above all else

No lie..$ makes one "appear" different than one without....crazy...

Eccentric isn't exactly or synonymous interchangeable with crazy. For example, I've never heard anyone call Tom Cruise "eccentric". We call him crazy. I agree though, I have never heard a poor person called eccentric.

Asked myself that exact question 10 years ago- still asking!!! CRAZY IS CRAZY TO ME- whatever it's called !!!!!

So being an adrenochrome abuser and Satanist is eccentric?

Sorry for your loss

I completely get it. I'm a American cancer patient and I've chosen to live the rest of e like, my way. I have a wonderful kid that agreed my body my choice.

You're brave bro, I'm happy it worked out ofr you though. Sure you had many good times

Keep going the light and the darkness the yin and the yang when you get far enough down the rabbit hole you'll see the darkness

Pfft, we called people like you wannabes,pretending to do things the rest of us did. Suuuuuuuurrrreeee u did.

@@williamwhitlow2491 Who’s “we”, William? I sense a lonely man, with a boring life. Peace

ABSOLUTELY!! 54 and right there with you mate. FEAR is the mind killer... everything else are tools and toys.

Amen, its completely hell, to live with pain everyday!!!

Absolutely 💯 it is hell having chronic pain every second of every minute of every hour of every day, year after year. I've lived this for 22 years, multiple surgeries trying to fix my spine has only exasperated the symptoms and chaos that has left me riddled with unrelenting pain.

But real question is " how," miserable? We absolutely have control over the amount of misery, and length of time we are " miserable." So you were initially correct. Pain is inevitable, suffering is an option.

Yes. I have a condition that causes horrendous chronic pain when it flares up. I strongly believe that people with CP should be given every possible medical option. It's inhumane otherwise.

Yes, it is tragic to lose someone.

@Don Stanley, yes, who can say what level the pain (mental, emotional, & physical) is at for somebody else? ive always appreciated & respected if people had the wherewithall to do it without making family have to find or clean up the mess. if they couldn't go away to do it i guess they were desperate, (or intentionally wanted to make a show?) but i feel sadness for my Aunt, who was like my big sister, she lived with us & looked after me as a kid, she must have felt so alone when she drove out to the Nevada desert to end her life, but i know that it wasn't a whim, she was done & i respect her right & i don't believe it should be judged by anyone, it's between them & their god.

I NEVER hated my mother for dying by suicide. I have ALWAYS loved , cherished and admired her!!! And she died in 1962, several months before Marilyn Monroe’s death!!!

@@mindsigh4 Thank You.

I'm so glad you now get it and respect what he did. Fact is that he loved his family and if he had that awful talk your family wouldn't be able to understand or take it.🙏

Neither is character

@Sam Myers you can call it character .. doesnt mean it is ..

Like he said "Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!"

Maybe Hunter bought into the delusional stereotypes of "old age".....hope he has no cause to regret his impulsive lifestyle choices where he is now.....maybe he should have realized that when a loudmouthed and violently narcissistic rebellion devoid of wisdom collide with old age, it's no longer looked upon as edgy and cool, but appears as an ADVANCED STAGE OF DEMENTIA

It's hard to do..

Depends on your presence of mind. Physical pain and depression etc combined with a firearm made it quite easy for some friends of mine. The method is a huge factor. Not everyone is a coward not everyone is a warrior either. Why we need to look at things this nuanced so simply might tell us more about cowardice.

@@BeRightBack131 It took alot of courage and love for your little girl to not go thru with it..

@@BrianSmith-kk2wi thanks. I'm doing much better now, and so is my daughter. It was an extremely tough time in our lives back then, but we're on the brighter side of life these days. I look back and think what a stupid thing I almost did. I'm so glad I thought of her and decided not to follow through. Especially because I was all she had. And that would have been a terrible thing to do to her.

Thanks for that. A couple things needed to here. I'll be around for awhile

suicide is a selfish act

Hooah brother and RIP Hunter

Depp spent 3million on a cannon and shot hunters ashes out of it after his creamation and paid for every thing i cant remember what else but thats what hunter wanted .

Thompson's? Can you elaborate please

@@roslynagaltsova6358 watch the documentary

Thanks for your service brother

I love your comment! Such a great picture, the veil! Lovely!

Rubbish. Losing your father at 14 pierces everything you’ve got.

Good point

That's what i was thinking the whole time, that he was a narcissist.

that gives me 45 happy years ... cheers !

Yeah! It does. Sadly got him.

AquaEscapeArtist You absolutely hit the nail squarely on its head! 👍

@@rickyelvis3215 🤣🤣🤘🤙

Robust means nothing .. sometimes ..

Canada has medically assisted suicide

Are you still here? What are you supposed to learn from what you are going through and what have you learned so far?

Where are you?

AZTEC GOLD 😲 MADALION OMFG!😵

Lol

I agree completely!

Yes, that was my first thought, that he sounds like a total narcissist for doing that. Not unusual in talented artistic people, i suppose, but he must have been a very difficult person to be around.

The world setup so u can leave when ever u want. Would je a nightmare of not

@@sadhu7191 Yes. However, the last resort is not suicide. You didn't make your body, it's a gift. You got this body as a gift to have an adventure with and you are too great to be so weak. When you reach a point where you feel suicide is the only outlet, extend your arm out to the great I Am and ask permission out loud to let you go. This is because one life is greater then the entire planet. That's how big we are. If you could process our greatness, the act of suicide would seem ridiculous and laughable. Please consider, you are never alone because every life is precious. This planet has become a bit of a mess because of the lost ones. Don't become on of them. Reach out.

Like Naomi Judd we cant judge the pain of another..not a choice Id make either

I just wanna say koodos on your sobriety it's not easy I know

coopers is my beer ... cheers !

Rebecca Rayburn Cooper. For you to stop alcohol it was "totally worth it" to care about yourself. I don't understand. This sounds like caring about yourself is the "price" you paid for stopping.

Im really Glad for you , because its not easy to do , you are Loved !!! Thank you !

Does it feel good to be partially responsible for the degredation of American life? Who am I kidding, you don't care. None of you did.

Agree...totally

But you must realize he was a narcissist they really don't care who they hurt its all about them. Yes I know he had a painful past but who hasn't? If he did kill children for snuff films no amount of pain in the past you have no excuse for killing anyone period, God have mercy on his soul!

@@susanparker9873 he was assassinated. theres way to many inconsistencies around his death.

@@nickhowatson4745 I did hear that years ago and forgot ... I guess I'll have to look into that unless you want to explain a few things to us ...?

Pathological narcissist. He's got to have an audience.

I'm a mother of 3 and grandmother of 8. I think about suicide almost daily. Not wanting to damage them is what stops me. Naomi Judd suicide has been a trigger as I'm 73. I understand her and Robin Williams suicide 100%

Absolutely

Your a silly poopie head😀 oh wait I just proved your point lol

Makes sense when I think about quite a few of people I know.

Arrested Development

I agree wholeheartedly!!

This is so true !!!

Johnny knew his friend

@@cynthiafrasheski6603 Johnny *was* his friend

Fun fact Johnny Depp starred in fear and loathing in Los Angeles a film released in 1998

Johnny was his friend in real life. You didn’t know that. But he was his friend and didn’t just play him, but he knew him in real life.

Johnny knew his friend Hunter well. You thought he just played him in the 1998 film. But they were friends in real life. You didn’t know that, but now you know.

I think he was a sensitive boy who still needed his father to learn how be a man. But his father was gone. So like alot of young males with no father, he learned had learned it from the world. How many know that comes with a price!

yep, absolutely. currently going through the worst withdrawals and would rather be dead tbh. Such a vicious, ridiculous cycle

@@shelby8364 Use cannabis and kratom it helps also get over the counter Imodium AD (loperamide) It will help with withdrawals

If a person is in pain, and there is a quick fix, like booze or drugs, of course they self medicate, or they find a Doctor to do the medicating. Quiting his addiction would not have save him. The end might have come sooner.

The name is Eckhart Tolle by the way.

I’ve thought about it a lot sometimes the pain is just too much financial struggle too much I’m still working at 70 I know that when I can’t take care of myself my kids are going to stick me in some home I don’t want to be a burden to them so what are you do when you just can’t take care of yourself anymore I’m not there quite yet but it’s coming. 😪

@@susanmorgan7125 damn 70 and still working, I hope your children understand and find it in their heart to take care of you and make your last 30 years heaven on earth.

@@SupremeOracle thank you for your kind words

Robert Queen you are right on the money, I live with chronic pain and limited on walking, I can only go so far and the nerve damage not only causes pain but limits my legs from working. I am on heavy narcotics that allow me some relief and life but also restrict some life. Part of the loneliness is caused by the fact that you can not do a lot of the things that your friends and loved ones can do so you are left out of the picture, some of my choice as to not be selfish and ruin their fun and some of it obviously just not asked, which is fine and completely understandable but nonetheless lonely, and at some point some people decide that the quality of life just isn't there anymore or enough and choose to end it. That is not where I am at but it does leave me with more understanding than most.

@@warriorwk I deal with chronic pain as well- I had 12 surgeries in 2 1/2 yrs and also deal with severe RA. I was a pain pill addict after all my surgeries. I never wanted to get “high” but couldn’t function without them. Thankfully now the only thing I take is Kratom and ibuprofen. But I do frequently have to listen to my body and rest when I’m having a flare up. It does get lonely sometimes- ❤️

@@lorabetht9206 I'm intrested in Kratom for pain relief as narcotics are no longer working for my pain. I've suffered from severe, unresolved chronic pain due to OA, DDD, DJD, & nerve root compression of several spinal nerves all in my spine. Also bilateral DJD of my hips. Need I go on? Lol Also I'm allergic to morphine. Yay for me, huh. Any info u can give me would be greatly appreciated. Thx.

@@warriorwk u just described my life! I hate that I can never plan to be therefor family events bc pain rules every day of my life. It's a sad way to exist.

@@joannbowden6220 yes ma'am it is. Also I at times get tired of explaining the issues with people so they end up judging you

Johnny Depp was a good friend to a man hardly anyone could understand. JD was that true genuine sidekick Hunter adored.

@@nicholenoel349 That guy did so much to ruin Johnny Depp’s life imagine if he hadn’t been glorifying drugs

That's why they have crime/ suicide clean up crews any respectable police would leave the family with the card's.

@@lauriefrohlich9901 I have talked to a few people that cleaned their families pieces up themselves. One in particular told me about how she didnt like her dad then he shot himself and they cleaned pieces off the brick in a room off the house and how mad it made her to have to do that.

@@Mybeforenafters hey...drugs were glorified and a lot of fun and even a path to enlightenment...it is alcohol that is so bad...ruins lives and families.

Wash your shorts now, Mister.

Poolside, drinking Singapore-slings.

@@pimplepickerton the floors covered in snakes MAN!

The most famous line. I was first introgued by the saying becsuse its nuts. Looking back I feel like there is something to it. Like their could be big flying organisms in some places like the desert maybe. Idk. And another thing; I find it interesting that "Hunter" used a 45...

Good

He wS qonderfull and stupid at tbe same time

New Ken in the house, that was my home jail growing up.

Damn Dana. What you do?

What did you do or didn't do ?

That version of the story isn't worth nearly as much.

X = 45

If you believe Hunter married a woman that did not take drugs, especially psychedelics, you are very naive. This is a propaganda piece, not the real truth. Hunter was into Satanism/Crowleyism, but you wil never hear this from any mainstream media, such as this "documentary". I wouldnt be surprised if this entire series is sponsored and funded by CIA or FBI in some form. They never tell the real truth about the "stars" they present.

@@FookU2b I get a funny feeling because he died from a 45. I always wanted to join the special forces so I could carry 1 insteand of a 9.

@@FookU2b Even if he was into satanism, so what? Who cares? And why exactly would the CIA or the FBI want to sponsor a series about celebrities' final days? Sounds to me like you're the one who has done too many drugs.

And we deny it until we're there

Agreed. Let children have their childhood. Why not do his suicide when he was alone? Did he need an audience?

@@stormy8427 exactly!

There's a rumour the CIA killed him and a lot of the evidence suggests they did

Shows what a narcissist the prick was

I’m pretty sure the child, and the effect on him, isn’t our business. And if it was my kid, you’d never know what happened to him that day.

It’s a rag

So funny, I read Fear and Loathing on an overnight Grayhound bus trip. I was busting up all night, I couldnt help it, from the back of the bus. People kept looking at me crazy!

@@diannelaurier2248 I read it in the car and got motion sickness

It’s not a monkey that’s my son (something like that) I lost it, one of two books that actually made me 😂

I was in a hospital waiting room and I couldn't hold the laughter in either. I had to close the book when they turned up at the police drugs convention.

The ji m Morrison actor wasn't like him,they should have foned Harry Hamlin.

I'm non American so I never knew of Thompson until Rogan mentioned him on his podcast. Never realised that's who Depp is playing. Thank you.

Yeah that but the opposite. They ALWAYS suck!!

​@@ehlerhog val kilmer and Jim Morrison, Johnny Depp and Hunter S, Joaquin Phoenix and Johnny Cash...

This is my last one! Love these :)

lolol..me too

Kiss me black girl

I thought the same thing and from what i can tell this channel is a lie. they leave out a bunch of important info in all of there videos.

I like these too! A little morbid, but who cares?!

🤣🤣🤣🤣

😂😂😂😂😂😂

There was,no Juan quit like him, he was Juan of a kind

Nobody ever mentions his brother two

🤣🤣🤣🤣

Right on! Keep thriving, Dawna. :)

You feel me 😩

Yeah furniture m w

Captain Obvious

Exactly. Only One of the differences between the rich/famous...and the middle class/poor.

The smartest people in the world always run a high risk of falling for drugs and alcohol to numb the pain of living in a world dictated by selfish retards. Who of course don't know they're selfish retards but rather just walk around feeling fearful all the time, and acting upon that fear, the no 1 hallmark of the selfish retard.

Thank you

There's always shit to go through. And we're all in this together. Humans think too much of them selves. This is why we're the problem makers on the planet.

AMEN 🙏

That's what you get when you live a Godless ego driven sick life...... The body can only take so much abuse

You realize, of course, that he's burning in hell now. I bet he wishes that he was back here.

@@lauriewinstead Wow what a cold hearted person you are Laurie! You don't know that for sure! NO ONE does, no religion, except Tibetan Buddhism, yes they do have comprehensively detailed of the death Bardo. Read "The Tibetan Book of the Dead". Which doesn't talk about burning because of committing suicide or anything! Regardless, it is very cruel and disrespectful behavior of you to be making that nasty hateful comment! Shameful! You clearly haven't known anyone close to you who has committed suicide? Or you would not be making a cold hearted comment like that. Hopefully you never have to experience that kind of devastating loss or be so lost enough, that you consider taking your own life. ✌💞🙏

@@tamzenkarma I'd honestly rather live my life like him over worshiping a fake god my entire life

Maybe remorse. He did lots of bad stuff. Also as he was probably narcissistic, he didn't like the image he was projecting anymore...

I dont think he was scared of that..otherwise he wouldnt of fried his own brain with all of the drugs. I think he was just sad that he couldnt party like he use to

@Kristinkreuks STOLENFART If he had the guts to go all the way, he wouldn't have killed himself

His mind was lost years ago.

@@ladylyrichere9373 he qas a cheating guy . They never go all the way . .. but bless him he was brave enough to pull the trigger

I love you view.

Exactly.

Can you imagine living with this guy? For 15 years?

I think anger opens the door..... at least, it was so in my life. After stopping the drugs and alcohol, I found all these feelings underneath, which were ridiculous angers over things that were no longer even important, but I had been holding on to since teen years. Once I found AA and learned how to think better, and stopped using, I have never been happier in my life! My family I am sure like being around me much more now too! I am still not perfect, but, much happier!

@@AhJodie Good for you! Seriously glad you are happier!

@@brysun1234 I didnt want to change...something stronger than me happened... Long story... But it was a wonderful blessing...thank you.

@@AhJodie You are welcome!

The drugs were his " treatment" of demons. The alcohol and drugs didn't bring the demons.

Have a living will…I sure wouldn’t want to live in a bed with no idea who the hell I am…no thanks. Give me a dose of fentanyl and a chaser , I’m good. Long Island ice tea might bring back some good ol memories. Play my favorite songs and if my dog is still alive …I’d like him to be next to me. 👍🏻✌️

You are so right!

@@tinawindham6958 Clara Blandick was a Hollywood star who committed suicide by taking an overdose of sleeping pills in 1962. She was 81 years of age and played Aunti ‘Em in the 1939 movie,”The Wizard of Oz”. She died by suicide and was constantly full of pain from osteoarthritis and was going blind. She took an overdose of sleeping pills. I do not blame her , and admire her resolve and courage! As a nurse for 45 years, I abhor needless suffering.!!!!

@@tinawindham6958 that sounds like a lovely way to go💜

He didn't have the courage himself, drugs and alcohol both tore his body and brain down, and then walked him to the door. There are other ways to do things , including living that allow for the magic to shine.

This is what Sean Penn has called the desire to be around celebrities as the reason for Trumps rise.

I agree he was a selfish assole who put his family through the trauma of finding his dead body cause his life wasn't a party anymore.

@Kristinkreuks STOLENFART im edgey

He was an addict alcoholic who sat with his guns around him like a lunatic and mistreated his family. Basically he was a real tool.

@@JosannaMonik nailed it

a good moral compass and intelligence are two different things

@@ok2593 I am well aware of that. Thank you.

Evil geniuses are everywhere

Pffff

He wasn't a genius. He was eccentric. He also was an adrenochrome junkie.

Nothing like idolizing a piece of s***!

He would be going along with the lies! If you were alive today he'd be even more evil than he already was

A lot of people are shitty writers. Sorry, psychedelics/LSD don’t actually “make” someone who’s not a compelling writer a great one. On the other hand, one of the members of Velvet Underground did a one-man tour before he was clean from opiates and the whole show was dogshit! He was just babbling a lot like an incoherent homeless junkie. Some drugs can help untap some of what lies dormant, but not every recreational drug is like the “limitless” pill.

Yea I really hate he did that 😔

Yeah. He should have waited until they left.

Agreed

Even shittier that he terrorized his wife the night before this a shotgun.

Yes me too and I exercised everyday ate right and had a very active job but am suffering with osteoporosis osteoarthritis multiple back issues and bad knees it really is overwhelming when you can’t do the things you love.

And the idiots who are nuts about his writing are conceited.

lol I bought his cd's of tapes pretty interesting

I loved the fear and loathing in Las Vegas. But had no clue who hunter s Thompson was

I loved Fear and Loathing but didn't really "get" his later stuff. There was something about a scuba accident where he got the bends and I think he suffered some brain damage. Maybe it was just the drugs.

@@mbr1122 drug's can cause some to have real serious brain damage. That's possibly a major contributer. The bends also very tough on the body

It’s to create atmosphere :P

Karen

Chata

Yes..I'm having a hard time listening...

@@kirstylee7107 ur name is Kristy not Karen sry ur confused😹😂

Ppppp

Drugs bore boomer

A selfish narcissist that did not give a rat's arse about anyone else!

THANK YOU!!