She's awful feisty for a girl shooting heroin, haha. Doesn't that stuff chill you out?

Thankyou for this!! People need to recognize that this is a raw channel! no one is perfect...judgment shouldn’t even be a thought when seeing this video

I was sympathetic until she mentioned having kids knowing she had such problems. I couldn't imagine anyone delivering three babies into this kind of a mess. If that doesn't deserve judgment, then I suppose nothing does in this amoral, postmodern dumpster fire of a society we live in.

Agreed!!! This would take so much courage to do... nothing but respect!

Exactly! Thank you. The harsh comments are proof of why skid row exists.

She's traumatising

She is TRAUMATIZED

Needs to quit meth would be a start it intensifies the trauma

That sounds fairly accurate...we all have a false self that we portray to the world.

You totally touched my heart...I would really like to talk to you.please reach back out...one thing some don't understand is if you can relate..real recognize s real

yeah i see that, she isn't happy with or proud of her reality at all.

That’s called being Mexican

@@teenagecaveman881 huh?

Very true

woa there Coratian Don Juan! you're saying it is their fault that they get abused in relationships? if you get in a relationship with a gil like her and you abuse her it is your fault . you should look at your own luggage instead of dating vulerable women to feel better yourself and justify your own twisted relationship dynamics. Don Juan

@@genuineletter nothing is ever entirely one persons fault. So, often times, the victim is partially to blame for their abuse. By putting themselves in the same situations, time and time again.

@@davidwavidshmavider I wasn't saying it is his fault entirely. But he puts the blame on her psych issues. Somebody puts themselves in the same situations, thats on them- or their compulsion to repeat. But if the other part goes in and does not reflect their part that's even worse because they can always say it is the other person, they bring these issues up.. yea, but you dont have to follow. that's what i am saying

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Addiction changes everything. It destroys not only the addict but everyone around them.

true

Are you saying that addiction wasn't he fault? Yikes dog

Yes, when she said her son was with her parents...I was like WTF!

It's a damn shame.

It's as if she had kids just to have someone to act out on just like her parents. I felt some empathy for her until she said she had kids. It seems like it would be the bare minimum of responsibility to not have kids in her situation--but I guess I'm just a square.

Best comment. Her mother ruined her. Hope she can get better.

100%

I have the same issue My husband says it’s always fight or flight mode with u And nope I don’t smoke weed and I don’t take medication only because the medication they give me makes me go crazy and I’m not a lab rat. I don’t smoke weed cuz it makes me paranoid. I’m over two years sober from drinking and almost 5 years from herion ans crack is 4 years clean.. life sucks sometimes but yeah unfortunately I have all the disorders

So being scared is a symptom? Wow Interesting.i know a person that's always fidgety ,this person definitely has issues...thank you

To accept that love, she will need to trust. It will take an extraordinary man to gain that trust.

lol her parents aren’t abusive they treat her son like a fucking god he gets anything and everything he wants trust me. and her daughters are happy and healthy. Heather is my cousin, and I see regular updates of her kids on facebook and see them quite frequently so don’t be so quick so assume.

Not everyone has a choice...

@madisonmorris9331 Just going off what she says obviously. Good for you for knowing it all. Obviously they aren’t that great or she wouldn’t be where or how she is now but ok 🙃

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​@@ingridvienings8999she had a choice. Its called birth control

A lot of people seem to do that. It's the most selfish thing I can think of, but really seems alarmingly common.

My mother was toxic and I let her babysit and all,, not as extreme as what some people have going on but you have to put into perspective, is foster care SAFER? I was sexually abused in foster care, I wish we all had family that we could be surely proud of but until the foster care system, apparently her mother IS a foster parent- does that make enough sense?

@@birdyw3324 is she toxic to your kids? It’s sad that we have to make sacrifices but although, I love my parents, I don’t even ask them to babysit unless it’s an emergency. My children are “safe” there physically but not emotionally. I inherently understand that my kids aren’t wanted over there just like I didn’t feel wanted as a kid and I will not put them in a place where they feel that. Being treated that way led me to make many mistakes in my life.

@@birdyw3324 It makes perfect sense. I'm sorry that crap happened to you in foster care. At least you know your family, for better or worse. Strangers... you don't stand a chance. I was raised by my grandparents in the same violent household that my mother was raised in. As bad as it was, I am glad it wasn't FC. If it's people you know, as long as they aren't sexually abusive, you can figure out how to maneuver around some things. Anyway... That's my two cents. Hearts and hugs to you.

It’s a cycle...same thing happened to me. Someone’s got a break the cycle eventually.

I understood her perfectly. Yeah, she's probably high, but she's an addict. Most people he interviews are high. I think she is a force to be reckoned with, if she could get her act together.

She made perfect sense

She said she was taking her families problems into her own hands at 3 years old. What a dipshit liar. Lmao

@@jaggirl you must be on drugs also if you understood her

@Rich Riascos Watch out, we got a badass over here! Fuck man, I share yor perspective on Heather, but you look like an absolute mong calling a woman a "white knight" that acts "cucky".

Hey from rural vic 😜🇦🇺

@@Grave_Hunter_of_Aus Where abouts in Vic are you? I’m in Colac. Half way between Geelong and Warrnambool. X

@Joanne Mates , cheers from Perth Western Australia

@@joannemates6367 out past Drouin

Totally agree

The most accurate observation!

She reminds me of a “pretty” Monsters Ball case in the waiting. Although, that woman could have been fixed up🤔in that movie-Charlize Theron played her-I can’t recall the real woman’s name. She had a hatred for men as well.

How many men are not sadist fks?

Ty! I don't think its an "act" more like a persona created from a traumatizing place.

Nothing like stating the obvious

As the saying goes I dont think were in Kansas anymore

Any one fault someone hates in her, is something they hate in themselves.

There's mostly two types of viewers on this channel: those that can't use their brain treat it as entertainment, and those that actually use their brain and use it as education

I'm trying to explain her to myself. Not judging her.

I love Heather, would that I had the power to heal her broken heart and battered spirit ❤

She’s her own problem so she’s gotta be her own solution.

They would rather give their kids to family then foster care. Maybe the her mother has changed, hope so.

You'd think she'd stay close enough to make sure he's OK, try getting him back maybe. Not take off too l.a. to walk skid row.

Exactly moral compass where? I agree with you this is such a sad interview and it's so delusional

@@monicdavis6150 remember she said she used to pray CPS come to rescue her from her own family but yet she takes her children there willingly instead of taking them to CPS

Families like that often treat their boys verrry different from their girls. I'm in no way saying that's where he should be, but I think he's safer than his mom was growing up.

10:59 I'm like, huh? What? We're talking about weight again ...or..

I’m at 32:54 and I still have no idea what this was about 😂😂

She's a meth addict, does the lack of coherence really surprise you

@@LilithsCosmicLounge there's more than addiction here. There's clearly a personality disorder here with some psychosis

I UNDERSTOOD EVERYTHING she was ABUSED as a child. Her mother drank alcohol when she was pregnant with her resulting in her being a PREMATURE baby. She then suffered emotional and physical abuse. People don't want to understand it because they're stuck on the fact that she spoke about her diagnosis. People want to focus on her diagnosis instead of the trauma that caused it. I was abused as a child so I get it. It's not rocket science. People just don't care to get it.

My thoughts exactly 😜 she makes it hard to even breathe in between the contradictory things she talks about. Mark has WAYYYY more patients than me 🤔😜🤫🤔

She reminded me so much of a friend who was a compulsive liar, but not in a manipulative way but as a coping mechanism.

@@scarrysherry67 You guys are missing the whole purpose of this chanel. Of course everyone on here is going to have some serious problems. Please take it into consideration that these things you guys are pointing out are what got them here. When this woman reads these comments do you really think she needs to hear negativity? Is that going to help?

@@denverunderground8046 thank you for saying that, you don’t have to like the lying but have compassion for the liar

Agreed! She is lying through her teeth

That does sound like Borderline-

@@katherinechase3674 All due respect,it’s what you call meth😢Sad but true

You're right....🤔

Yeah but usually multiples come out in alters not like this.

It's sad because once she said that nobody cared to hear about the abuse she endured as a child by her mother. I was abused as a child. Just because someone has a mental disorder it doesn't change their truth or abuse. It's crazy how people focus on labels more than the abuse.

Fuck off entitled idiot.

She's dealing with several spirits in other words

@@rival3822 the only thing ive learnt is that i should stay away from meth

@@kimhornhem5399 amen🙏🏻❣️

I got the feeling she is lying a lot too

Yep!!

She a case yo. Oblivious to reality. It's a shame. However, I understand she is a victim of circumstances.

Optics how it’s all her mother’s fault? She has a lot of growing up to do before she gains any insight. She’s externalizes all the blame and projects it onto others

@@5thdimension625 you're spot on. I bet if we talked to her mother she would tell us she had a normal childhood and is just a hypochondriac and an uncontrollable liar. You can't help someone if they don't want to admit their own problems and help themselves

I think it's interesting that most of you people see through her act. My mother was exactly like this person. What happened to my mother was she was molested by her brother and I think her father is well and her mother was aware. What happens in that situation is my mother just like this woman ends up holding her abuse against her mother because her mother didn't protect her. This is actually correct children aren't stupid they know what's going on and this woman's mother did not protect her. She was abused and she expected her mother to be there for her and her mother wasn't.

@@truescotsman4103 exactly! I’m a retired therapist and I would say you have incredible insight. This woman cannot get to the pain of her mother abandoning her. Instead, by staying angry (defended) she never has to access that pain. She’s trying to play it safe but all she’s doing is re- traumatizing herself and her children

@@5thdimension625 and I also noticed she talks about having seizures and some sort of muscle wasting disease. That's all stress and malnutrition. Her nervous system is damaged brain damage she has a lot of serious real issues but she thinks it's just life. She's giving all credit to God she is so delusional and so contradicting. My mother was 10 times as fucked up as this woman I know her better than she knows herself

just pray for her soul.

I was thinking the same thing. How were you spoiled as hell growing up with abusive parents that from her own words barely had a dollar for a loaf of bread ?

@@dellisianicole i agree. She talked about Her fathers abuse and neglect but also called him a respectable man. She's in denial

@@AaronG72901 exactly ... she contradicted herself (or better yet lied) a lot !

"I've never been disrespected, BUT when I was disrespected...". Baby girl, talking tough doesn't fix what's broken inside.

She had to do and doesn’t want it

I do - #selfmedication :/

That's the saddest part of this story. The cycle keeps on going.

Because she’s narcissistic. She admitted to having borderline / antisocial personality disorder and they exhibits some of the same characteristics as narcissism

She's a moron and a nutjob. That's how.

What 'comments'? I see more supportive or at least neutral ones. Stop the shaming it only makes you feel superior. ;-)

By the way, there is close to zero proven accounts of Mental disease! Dis-ease is more often the case. Disease is a scientific term for an illness that can be tested and detected on an MRI or microscope and possibly can be infectious. The mental health industry used disease and still try to use disease/illness to cause alarm and instill fear in hopes to draw in vulnerable clients. In my opinion it’s a direct power play and stigmatizing disservice to say illness or disease. It’s all for marketing, patient maintenance, authoritative control, insurance coverage but most importantly for profit. Insecurity, abuse, day to day fear, and youthful vulnerability activates the amygdala-the emotional trauma center in order to store trauma within the limbic system for survival. This aids the child in coping day to day, in order to block out ones trauma and avoid further abuse, they adapt into the please, fight or flight modes of operation. That results from abuse, trauma, fear and pent up anger for which can create space for escapism and dependency on alcohol and drugs in order for one to cope through the arduous process of healing alone whilst suffering within volatile environments. Talk therapy and family therapy should be listening, understanding and helpful planning for safety not labeling for insurance and an easy toxicity-release pill that taps into ones feel good receptors reserves for a temporary euphoric fix; mostly to then maintain client base through medications, control, income and pharmaceutical profits. Awareness brings about change! People need acceptance and compassionate understanding as well as support by listening. Judging is not true to understanding human and family dynamics. Once we place ourselves in their shoes and have endured what they endured and became who they are due to their abusive controlling environment, then our point and feelings will matter. Sharing knowledge with actual relatable life experiences is helpful; and, making a plan for healing is helpful. Getting to her heart on her level of understanding is elevating. Giving her a hand up, her space with loving compassionate acceptance, time and patience; offering her sound solutions, talk therapy and devoted attention and loving support is life transforming. ETA🌹

Your comment is just virtue signalling to make you feel like you're morally superior to others anyway :)

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Her ride is over she just doesn’t know it yet 😯

@@chrisvig123 as she said in 1st sentence: "RIDE IT TIL YOU DIE' but she's doing it in the literal sense.

@@chrisvig123 boom

VERY!

She's been abused. My God, where's your humanity

😂I'm sure people are trying to get away from her after a few minutes of listening to her bull

I lost the plot after hearing she's as weak as a 98 year old woman, but has never lost in a fight with any man.

@@kaiserpuppydog7174 lol

@@jdawg3629 💯

This is the one!🤣🤣🤣

It just dont add up

I live in LA, sadly most of those girls down on Figueroa are right where they want to be, lots of pervs driving around down there, for them its like taking candy from a baby....then straight to get drugs.

@@tonyawright2739 but most wouldn’t be there if they weren’t addicts

She also said her “mom disrespected the He** out of her everyday”.

She's definitely not all there mentally

Well she did say she's HIGHLY INTELLIGENT.

I like most of your post.Theres nothing wrong with articulating how you see her but then you spoil it by presuming because she says on sentence " moral compass" that that means there's hope she can turn her life around.A huge leap of faith on your part with nothing to indicate that,nothing.I beg to differ on what you think of as high intellect and what I do.Just because she speaks relatively normally does not make her of high intellect and het life choices show poor judgement to swy the least.Many suffer abuse ,neglect but don't because junkies ,alcoholic or prostitutes.

@@keepitreal665 She most likely will never turn around and will end up another statistic.

Well put!!!

She knows her story. She can't keep up with her brain. Probably the fact that she is sharing her story publically. It's her body trying to self regulate.

@@danakeith9612 Obviously meth must’ve fried her brain and she probably has mental health issues besides addiction, but probably not most of the shit she said in this video since some of what she said weren’t even actual disorders. Her mind is probably trying to convince herself of a lot of things about her life to the point of being delusional in an attempt to protect herself.

Someone who is abused as a child and then diagnosed with a mental disorder because of the childhood abuse and isn't getting proper help isn't going to be able to keep up. I really blame her mother. I was abused as a child by my own mother, so I don't think it's funny.

Thank you

Totally agree about the BS…she’s full of it

Leaving her child with her mom ..and she calls her self smart ...I think thats pathetic

Lol, right

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exactly. Men 3-4 times her size? All the laffs.

Lmao

Meth heads 😂😂

Right, cause the ingredients are totally made for human consumption! Wow!

Ya, that was pretty ironic

😂😂 I screamed

It was at this point in the conversation that I expected Cheech and Chong to join the interview.

Rat poison and battery acid is much better than Zoloft

It’s such a hard series to binge and such a dark rabbit hole but at the same time it’s such a deep look into the world most ppl don’t see, or do see but just ignore and have noooo idea what these ppl have gone through.

They are the ones doing it

The trouble is that the world leaders don’t give a single shit or thought about the people of the world, just about keeping themselves in their own bubble.

@@bradscott1092 couldn’t agree kore IMO it’s up to us the people that make up society. It is our responsibility to help one another and not hurt each other. We have become so detached from this idea that’s village raises a child and a village should be turned to in a time of need

I caught that too

As a survivor of being abused as a child, child abuse is not something that is made up. 3 and 4 year olds don't come here as drug users or prostitutes. If she is doing drugs now, doesn't mean she did drugs when she was abused by her mother and lied on and beaten. Children are not as dumb as people think. Every child grows up and remembers what happens to them. They don't forget their abuse. I was abused so I know. People think that a person takes drugs and all of a sudden begins to tell lies about abuse and that's not always the case. I have an Uncle who did crack and never made up any abuse.

Yes cause I dont shes just putting on a front she came from somewhere everyone knew her and here no one does nor will anyone care about her stories or tough way she portrays I worry about her

What kind of business are you in, Crunchy Farts Inc?

i think she's lying to her self, but there's probably more truth in it then most people here would believe

Hey there, Heather is my cousin and just figured you’d like a little update. last i heard, she was incarcerated again. I’m not sure in which state, i’ll have to call her mom to get more details, but i know that she hasn’t been sober in a long time. her kids are doing great though!

Same😩been clean for almost 4 years now

@@michaelmorris2623 by Webster’s Dictionary terms, she’s stupid. Your ignorant.

What do you mean by that, her tough talk?

@@abie4230 delusional

Omg me too. Alcohol waste worst. I've done drugs years and years ago but I kept replaying my trauma and pretending to be multiple ppl, depending on who i was around (slapping self in face)

She remembers having panic attacks at 3 in response to the mother's abuse of her. My understanding would be that she developed survival skils because she perceived herself as being in danger. If you are raised by a very abusive parent, typically your empathy for them is stunted and other feelings take their place.

You're both correct

Yeah, who can blame her.

Your trauma is no excuse to hurt your children. People who mistreat their children always play the victim. Evil people in general always play the victim. If this woman grew up with that of course she has stunted empathy towards the woman.

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😂😂😂 Mark's been doing this for a minute! He sees beyond their minds, and head games. Just like this lady, they game themselves...

Bro, meth is at the top of her food pyramid.

She tries to sound smart, and tries to brag 🙄but makes herself look more dumb

I NEVER do that.... except once!!! Over and over she says this!!

I thought the same.... bunch of crap she spews!!

My thoughts are doing laps trying to keep up!

😂😂

She sounds like every meth addict I've met.

That's most meth heads for ya. Rambling on, until they crash for a couple days

I'm dealing with this now and I'm so drained constantly. I don't even know what to think or feel anymore.

Or any of us here, apparently😆

@@carynmartin6053 yeah, not that any of us are trained professionals or anything but I feel like after watching this channel, and seeing so many different people speak, you can kinda quickly sort through who’s new and naive and those who are just honest and upfront because they realize there’s no point. When I heard she has only been here for a few days, everything made sense. Sadly, if he doesn’t a follow up with her in 6 months to a year I guarantee her opinion will have changed by then. She is not going to accomplish anything by continuing to be the same person that got her down here.

yes i try to but takes time and theres so many

Haha goood call!!

And her answer “oh that doesn’t affect me” ... of course it doesn’t, meth doesn’t affect bad ass hard core females 🤦🏻‍♀️

you are pathetic

Right?? I could hardly keep up with the contradictions...

Heather is not on Skid Row.

@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly good to know!

She's in The Devils Playground now. Those slides have a razor at the bottom

@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly Mark your vid description says she's on Fig. Is part of Fig not skid row or something?

@@patthecat1800 no but it is close by

Or it's meth...

@@miapdx503 deff the meth.

She's high on meth and rambling about her sordid life

Yes, hpe her mouth dosent get her in2 to much trouble!!!

I have Bipolar 1 Disorder and the mania and grandiosity fits but, still, that’s addicted people or street people all day (Because I’ve been those too, but I’ve also known people who aren’t bipolar at all who sound similar). Stimulants definitely do that, too. She will have to go to like a dual diagnosis treatment and then see if the behavior persists when the drugs are gone and then, still, wait another year or so to see if it’s just a coping mechanism, before finalizing a diagnosis. Luckily, they did try me on lithium before then (Second week of treatment upon seeing me up and around at all hours talking everybody we’re trying to wake them up and talk to them).

I think there’s some truth mixed up with many, many lies

90% of these interviewee stories are sketchy.

M Ok

Yeah she was the top dealer in 2 outta 3 counties & racked up “so many felonies” but “has never been caught”. I’ll just stop there...takes too much time to list the rest of her contradictory bs.

Super proud

Real shit tho like u said u sold drugs u ain't have a business u hurt people making money ur so rite