Also same color as mine as well lol but yes she is definitely that person I know that cause I am too ♥️😁

@Reagan Herring ?????????????????

Fuck you people are stupid

Me too. And it was not judgemental.

Trauma, post tramatic child hood trama, will often block tramatic stress, she can't remember because her mind protects itself, & her sanity.

Yea, she’s very interesting to watch

Presence?? Are you serious? she is a street thug.

@@picho5553 Regardless of someones journey, it really doesn't change inherent ways of presenting oneself etc. Who are you/we to judge her anyway? Would you like if a stranger reduced you to a stereotype based on your survival methods or how you presented on camera?? I don't think her choices are admirable....I felt she has charisma of a certain kind. I might suggest changing the lenses you see through because there seems to be something wrong with them. ✌️

@@20yearsago I like. Very nice. How much ?

@@ItsFreshItsAnne. I completely misread your comment, before, so I deleted my reply. I’ve been sick, lately, and really sleep deprived. I have an infection, and I think it’s past time to go in and see if they will treat it, even though I really don’t. I fever-posted that, pretty much, in my sleep. It’s a dental abscess, and I have told the dentist for 3 years that it needs a root canal. I asked to pay to replace the crown, at that time, and many times, and they’re so busy, they weren’t even interested in the money. The tooth next to it, he took X-rays and told me it didn’t need a root canal for 2.5 years, so he wouldn’t refer me to a specialist, to have it checked out, even. I lost half of that tooth & they told me the tooth next to it couldn’t hurt, too. That’s the one that’s still infected now. I was on antibiotics, as I don’t want to end up back in the hyperbaric oxygen chamber, for jaw infection, and now doctors won’t prescribe antibiotics because they think I waited that long to go in, irresponsibly (yes, I explain). I’ve always been good for it. I can’t get another dentist, because no one is taking new Medicaid patients. My last two dentists were worse. One messed up my bite so bad, all the teeth on one side are broken, now. They looked perfect before then, because I always care for them. Anyone who thinks Medicaid recipients get everything handed to them should try it, in 2024, with complex medical issues. It’s really not worth it to get assistance, if you have a hustle you make money from, so a lot of street people don’t apply, or accept aid. Before I had a disability holding me back, I didn’t either. I know lots of people on the streets, who don’t. There are a lot of reasons people end up hustling, and it’s not just because of drug addiction. People who do dates might want to be around gangsters, for protection. I don’t know this interviewee or her family, but my sister would have been overjoyed, if I’d had children she could adopt. In the indigenous community I’m a part of, grandparents raise grandchildren traditionally. I get that some children are abandoned, but mine wouldn’t have been, even if I couldn’t be their primary caregiver. When people are suffering from a substance use disorder and don’t have family who will care for their children, that’s not something bad they did. If you’re too sick to care for children, that doesn’t mean you don’t love them. I agree with you! People should not be so quick to judge.

Not all of us get it that's the thing so take it up with the parents

@@cosmiccrush22 I agree. But, someone has to break the chain or each generation will continue to blame the one before. The buck can stop with you.

Not according to Black Lives Matter. They hate you the nuclear family.

Yep, If this were to happen more many of these interviews with all of these hurt people wouldn't exist.

I agree ,we all deserve it,all. Ages!!!

Damn

Sure... absolve this women of all responsibility. Typical, if it was a man talking about how he had 6 kids and wasn't in any of their lives all you tards would be calling him what he is, a deadbeat. But since it is a women saying it you absolve her of any wrong doing and feel bad for her like she had no control.

@@jacobus57 I agree. People like this are a virus and now her sickness has spread to so many other people. All of this will come to an end once we can't create money out of thin air.

@@jacobus57 exactly the lack of responsibility with these broads

That was her choice. She continued the cycle of neglect not just once but 6 times. She doesnt deserve sympathy, those poor children do.

Be careful tho. Because it will open new wounds of stuff that is sitting Biden quietly “ in a corner “. Do only if you have a good support system, friends, therapist, a partner that cares about you.

She’s hurt the children she brought into the world and abandoned to her family. Then she became upset that the daughter she abandoned might take the name of the person who cares and nurtures her. Someone please explain this to me.

There is no excuse to become like this this is the trashiest race traiting hooker I’ve ever seen . Nasty 🤮

Stop deleting comments Mark . What’s the irony Mark lol

Half of us grew up with rough childhoods lol, grow up

Assuming that every male-female interaction is transactional is not an emotionally mature person. If a guy had said, "Every guy is paying for pussy" He would be called an incel and rightfully so.

I think it's because she takes responsibility for her actions, she understands her trauma. Truly takes the lesson to heart and for that knows what she has to handle to keep her happy... just a thought though

@@jacobjohnson2714 her worldview and perspective on relationships didn't seem normal and balanced, I meant in relation to her just spending a couple of decades as a prostitute, heavy drug user, and gang associate. You have to factor in that her life experience was far from normal. That's also true for some guy who mostly works online and has barely left a keyboard for 20 years, but being a crackhead and working as a prostitute is different.

@@blaze3fire within limits, probably. If her statements are true she's off drugs, which is a good step. She seems to have not reestablished normal relationships with her children and sister who raises them, so it's hard to tell how far along that work in progress is. Maybe it would be surprising how clear half of the people interviewed here could be after three months off drugs.

@@johnb7337 it's true, too bad it's such a rough disease that just wanting to quit and taking action towards that isn't enough for most of these people Mark has interviewed. Especially with the things like alcohol or I think it's been said meth (?) that one's body thinks is food after so much use, the body and mental pain of kicking whatever habit. It's sad but I'm glad Mark is here to let them tell their story. Also she did say her sister couldn't get pregnant after trying 15 years, but I feel like there's something I may have missed? It would be nice if she could build w her sister & kids though.

Cock makes the world go round. Unfortunately

Yes it is❤

Yes! “She needs to love her child more than her need to ‘honor’ Chuck and give that child the gift…” This is love in action, not just saying it.

@@Catalinaobregon women don't love selflessly.

So true c

@Kelly M I like. Very nice. How much ?

This is why I kept the last name of my ex- my child’s father- even now that I am remarried. I never wanted my child to feel bad...

Inspiring?

We have poetry and inspiration to keep us going in spite of the real raw truth

@@thecrownoffusion8420 Theyre being sarcastic

@@rollercoaster24 I hope so

😳🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😂i love it

Same here but i find it hard to not judge this one tbh

Absolutely.👍

@@Krulle37 what makes this one easier to judge? Just curious after watching it.

Definitely

She's been in South Central.

@@viralbuthow000 it didn't seem racist but people who know her, that aren't close to her may feel some type of way

@@Monzta timestamp..

@@thecrownoffusion8420 15:40

She speaks ebonics, staying classy.

Yep you and how many thousands of us that sub therefore support him. But ultimately it's all about his need to express himself. I am trying to remember if I've ever seen him thank anyone who watches, either in a comment or let alone a thankyou video by him! A typical artist, and though so obviously a good one, very self absorbed, very focused on his drive to produce something great, memorable and satisfying to his 'soul'. The fact that a chosen few are offered help and support is, it seems at the whim of the creator and the popularity meter or the viewers. The ' ART ' is superb at times. Maybe in the future, an organisation can be established where each and every one of these people get the sincere and serious offer of life changing support. If they then choose to turn their back on help, so be it. I really believe half of these people won't even allow themeselves to believe help offered is really REAL. They have to be taken , shown there is another way to live. A place where abuse doesn't happen. Oh DAMN what was I thinking? No such place exists in the se people's world?!?

Not necessarily, but the same goes for men, and not necessarily.

@@thematriarchy2075 yes, necessarily. Other people don’t fill the void, you need to fill it by yourself for yourself, otherwise you give your power away, your own life away, your own gifts away.

@@vacheriedevacherie1959 There are people who are capable of showing you love, and not be on a power trip. Love is taught, not made by ourselves, so it is possible to grow from others.

@@thematriarchy2075 very few people can actually love, most people want to use you, oh they won’t admit it of course, but beside family for me love is very rare to find. Wanting the best for the other person and not only for oneself is not something men in general are not able to do in my experience.

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yeah, that's where my compassion for folks like this ends. Birth control is easy as fuck to get. I was on birth control all my teens and twenties and it works.

Birth control people. Why don't people use it? I'm not sure why.

​@@MsFlamingFlameragreed

Agreed- also, for her to say ‘what 10 year old thinks about their last name being different’ really struck me. A lot of 10 year olds would feel some sort of way about their last name being different than the rest of their family, like they don’t belong or they’re somehow an outsider- I’ve literally heard it from kids and adults in that situation when studying/interning to be a therapist. I feel like it’s pretty selfish of her to not see that side of it.

She's clearly made a man who had nothing to do with the kid more important than the child. The same thing she's done with all her other kids - put random men above them.

I wish that statement was true for every single human being that's trying to do good and work their ass off

@@thecrownoffusion8420 me too!

She is just going to grow old and bitter... selling your soul and giving away your children is shit that you never make peace with. She seems smart and I wish her the best.

😉👍❤️

Admired for what? Having a bunch of kids with gang members, creating shitty lives for them? You can learn from her without admiring her.

@@sebastianbate7835 admired for being able to share her story, there is wisdom in that. If you don't understand, then...

So in general when women call themselves that and call women that means they don't love themselves?

@@thecrownoffusion8420 it's a sexist term but alot of women use it without this meaning. She clearly uses it with meaning. She literally uses it in a sexist context.

@@thecrownoffusion8420 but yes, women that always call other women bitches, basically belittling us in our existence, do not love themselves as women either.

@@thecrownoffusion8420 If you call another woman basically a female dog, it shows you where they put themselves as well. Beneath a human.

@@rm-zw8fx that's odd for some it's like the thought of a woman can be sexist never occurred to me because that's backwards

I got that vibe too

Same here, she totally rubs me the wrong way.

No one cares if you like her or not. She’s not here for you, and no one is here for you. How you feel about her says more about you than her.

@@ObiAmajoyiSrMD no one cares if you like my comment or not. I am not here for you. How you feel about me says more about you than me.

@@SisterSunshineTV i bet you’ll think twice before leaving another one. In fact I recommend you do. Or else. Carry on.

This is one thing you have to be careful of. The Rollercoaster of emotions. The push pull dynamic. It is a dysfunction, but it's something that can get people addicted to them. You may also feel sorry for them and want to help, but those are the ones that end up burning you in the end and very badly. They use their stories to get u to invest in some form or fashion. The more u invest even emotionally, the more u stick with them and they pull u under with them. It's hard not to bc u have a good heart and just want to help, and they look for people like that. The up and down emotions affect the person because they're subconsciously addicted to the chaos. They may have come from a dysfunctional home themselves but played the role of the peace keeper, the people pleaser. Just do what they want so they don't yell and argue, break things etc. This makes good people want to help them. They're addicted to trying to get THEM to see what YOU see in them. Butntheyll never see it bc they don't feel about themselves they way you want them to. So u stay longer trying and trying and it never happens. In the end you get emotionally shattered bc u became TRAUMA BONDED to them.

Thank you

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@@sharonpfitzner7619 Since when was it cool?

Pretty sure she was joking/using dark humor when she said that.

Nope

I expect he has cried silently. After 15 years of hearing these horrific stories I bet it is hard to shock him. He is ripe for burnout and yet somehow he isn’t. I know he works out 365 days a year, but I don’t know how he processes the pain. I wonder too how he can endure the glamour cocktail parties of the “Beautiful People”’in LA. Most humans could not do this.

Marque is ok. don't worry about him.

It's the culture. You'd never understand

What do you expect from a prostitute? 🤦

@@mirabella2154 Do you know her?? Or you know prostitutes in general?? Give us some knowledge on these prostitutes....🤔🤔

Yup, lots of women support their families, nobody is paying nothing for their « pu$$y » because it’s not for sale.

No, she knows her own. It’s all truth. We live in a society where women think they’re talented because they get half naked on social media and put their CashApps in their bios

Perfect observation.

@@kamaddox it is his observation an unfortunately he is right.

Except the value of life increases while the fetus in the womb. I think vulnerable children and working parents are a pedophiles dream. But of course churchies will tell you all human life is sacrosanct but pedophiles are in churches daycares and families so yeah money or flesh makes the world turn. US is no different

Many of us grew up in f up situations. Spare me the tears lol. We don't go around making bad choices

@@DaBeezKneez Litrally bro this bitch is lame I don’t believe shit she saying

That should work out great for the people of California ! 🤦

Said perfectly 👍🙂

😔 sadly true statement

Stop sitting around crying about your past 🙄

@@thecrownoffusion8420 23rd

She admitted she never had a traumatic childhood. Supposedly some older guy at Church came at her one time. Thus woman is just a lying,Sociopathic P.O.S!

@Muhammad Facts the past was painful Mr. Muhammad Facts sir. Have some compassion in dem bones of yers.

Good that you have come to that conclusion. It can be heartbreaking to not understand why someone can't love you back. Good for you for being so kind.

Basically none of them have anything to show for it especially if they are handing it over to their scummy pimp boyfriends.

What's bad is there's Always someone to run straight to the comments to tell That person's story when they don't know them at all.....like how do you judge a person's Life story from a 15-20 minute clip?? 🤔🤔😳🙄🙄

@@SB-uw3fe They still don't even when no pimp is involved.

Well....fyi, as an ex sex worker I can prove you wrong! I don't think I'll even bother telling you why. Get your facts right before making such comments

@@pambeforethestorm9784 yep. And here’s the “one”. There’s always a “one”. Judgement is so easy to hand out. But not ever wanted to be taken. I’m like- listen to her, feel what you feel for her, hope when it’s your turn ( to be judged) someone is kind to you. Not too likely though right?! Thanks for this truth here.

The point is even tho he hit her it doesn’t make him a bad person

@@johndoe-wt4ui Yes. I get that, and he may very well Be a good person, but hitting is Never, Ever going to be okay or an excuse....just from personal experience. He still needs help for that so as not to repeat it in the future

Unfortunately it is necessary at times. Humans need to be disciplined when they are out of order.

Do you think possibly there was more to it than he just punched her? She’s not exactly in a profession that makes her credible and listen to how she talks about her dad. I don’t believe all women..😎😎

@@bmd1825 I think even if she provoked it, he shouldn't have hit her. There's plenty of other ways he could have communicated his displeasure with whatever the situation was, and we only see a 15-20 minute clip so Idk....who knows???

the same excuses lies and manipulations they feed the people commenting under these videos usually.

@@Biden666 Oh, I bet the excuses and lies to family is much worse than we witness here. Of course, I’m speculating but I bet I’m not far off.

Not at all

Sometimes letting someone else take care of the children is the best decision.

Should she still have custody you fucking dumbass?

Boys too. And not all people who experienced abuse have a messed up head.

Now you're talking. This, makes sense and it's very true. I lived among these women on the street as a hardcore drug addict. They were beautiful people most of them and were treated horribly. I hope they are all living the best way they can today, I think of them often.

@@incantationsbykaryn Damn. I hope you're finding or in recovery. Just surviving is valid too though! Anyway, I have to agree with you. Some of the best of us are on the street, it sucks. I hope you have a roof over your head. Stay safe out there. 💖❤💖

@@nullusanxietas2379 I wonder why people have children if they're going to be awful to them

@@thecrownoffusion8420 Having children in most societies is seem as a badge of life progression. Being ABLE to have children doesn't mean it's a good thing to. Just like someone with violent tendencies being able to pull a trigger doesn't mean they should have a gun. See what I mean?

Karyn F glad you doing better

It's true. You don't even know how badly you're shorting yourself.

Sending you positive vibes, in friendship. Regards from Oz.

Once you love yourself you’ll see the way you love others becomes way healthier.

That's probably more like lust, codependancy etc, rather than love.

Women respect men with power.

@@momoneyindabank4 according to you. I respect honest and kind-hearted people. Power is nothing if you use it wrongly.

It's about living a life trying to get the approval and love you never got from your abusive parent. Trying to change your history. 😢💔😢💔

@@momoneyindabank4 Totally agree, it is reality

@@momoneyindabank4 power, sure. but that's a big umbrella term. personally I don't like the type of power that beats the fuck out of me. that has to do with trauma, not being female.

Me too. I feel like it's so normal and typical for a 16 yr old girl to freak out and wanna leave, it definitely speaks more about her own adolescence and those lasting effects from having this biological mother than the caregiver aunt and family.

Good thing the fathers are there to raise their children.

@@seltzermint5 I was worried something happened to the daughter. Of all the stories of run aways they all seem to being running away from some kind of abuse.💔

@@marylougeorge9890 I'm so confused.... Why aren't you offended and virtue signaling with your friend 'the Matriarchy' over here on this comment? Where's the outrage? The moral grandstanding?

@@marylougeorge9890 kids don’t just run away due to abuse.

I thought same thing. Agreed

I disagree. High end escorts can be soft and demure. The clientele they meet are way more background checked. It's really on the street where they gotta be hard

The term "who hurt you" is related to tricks and pimps

She sees a relationship as a business..you have to understand she thinking like a prostitute.

You are from the square world. Her former pimp instilled some good ism on this one

Well said.

How are you doing now? I've gotten addicted to drugs aswell but I'm finally sober now

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