The entire time she is really trying to convince herself that everything is alright and it’s sad

I hope she watches this and has a life changing epiphany.

Quote of the year goes to: Madison - “It’s a cold world, but I’m a polar bear.”

As a recovering addict i can safely say when we tell people we can stop if we want, we can't

When you're casually huffing computer cleaner in public, you might be in a spot of bother.

Mark, I greatly appreciate your videos and the insight they give. I’m a new medic living in LA, and yesterday I had my first patient that had a hard, traumatic, drug filled life. Watching these videos has made it much easier for me to ask the right questions and really engage with my patient in regards to his addiction and etc. Keep up the work you do! Truly inspirational.

My roommate in rehab was there for this. She got out and hit it one more time and instantly had a heart attack and died all alone behind home depot. Rest easy Angie ❤

'i don't even drink' * Huffs literal poison*

That duster is dusting them brain cells with no f's given.

She said she wants kids. Please don’t have kids please.

i went to high school with her around the time she was maybe 15 or 16. she is the most sweetest person her heart is so big. she sees the world a different way. i cried watching this because i never knew what had happened to her.

I was addicted to duster for years on and off. I would kill a can within 20mins. It made me stopped breathing multiple times but it never stopped me. The hallucinations are real, the numbing is real. I've been clean for 8 months now off duster and meth. I can tell you now, my brain still feels fried some days. Hopefully it doesn't kill her. Much love

So many of Mark's interviewees seem so desperate to speak and be heard.

What she is inhaling will coat the inside of her lungs and give her the affect of being high, however it keeps the lungs from getting oxygen into the blood stream... Oxygen is needed in the blood. This isn't going to end well.

I love how she said its healthier for you. And that she could quit at any time, that she doesn't over use it. She literally can't get through a 20 minute interview on camera without it.

She’s not to far gone yet. She has a lot of potential to be a great woman. She just needs to right people and guidance in her life. I’m praying for you sis 🤞🏽

Dang. I remember doing cc when I was in the 7th grade. She's a grown woman still stuck in that mindset.

She is in denial. Which stands for - don't even know I am lying

The step-mom seems to have started this. However, now, this girl needs to quit it and get it together. 22 is young enough to turn it around.

Huffing is extremely dangerous and does permanent brain damage very early on, you don’t need to be huffing for even 3 months before severe permanent brain damage. Her cognitive abilities either have already or will start significantly interfering in her life. This is so self destruction. I am a therapist & specialize in addiction so these are not my opinions, Facts. My heart literally is broken for her. She is so Young, this so sad!

I noticed that as time went by she was hitting the duster more and more frequently. That was hard to watch. That stuff destroys your brain worse than the regular street drugs. Whenever a person has to tell people they're smart....they aren't smart. Poor girl. I hope she gets her life together.

Girl... You're yawning because your blood is starving for oxygen!!!

Lord, she huffing? I haven’t seen anyone huff like that in ages. I’d always see homeless people huffing or sniffing glue from a paper bag when I lived downtown Toronto. So sad!

A family member just lost their fiance to huffing just like this. He was a young man in his early 20's. I hope she gets education on how deadly this is.

she looks a lot older than 22 - she definitely needs help. the fact that she says "right?" or "you know" after almost every sentence is a key sign that she is search of validation and doesn't know how else to find it. praying for her

I'm shocked, that stuff will kill her. And I know street drugs can be laced with allsorts, but that stuff is specifically for cleaning computers.

Madison, I can tell you are a really cool person without all that extra stuff. You deserve everything good in the world.

I feel so bad for her, she finds comfort in that can and its literally keeping her down, ive been there with other things and i hope she makes it out

Another delusional woman who thinks once she has a kid her life will change. Please do not bring kids into this mess! You will not automatically become a different/better person because you had a baby.

She has so much potential and is so bright, such a shame she's damaging herself with doing that stuff.

Shit killed my sister. Watching this makes me absolutely sick to my stomach. She’s full of shit, she thinks she has it all together and so did my sister. Constantly lying.

Sweetheart, you ARE changing already the world with this interview. It may be a small thing but it matters and someone who watches it will feel changed. I did. I wish you all the best, you are so young and so damn smart. I hope you find your path. xoxoxo Love from Ohio

"I don't overuse" bottle: *whoooooshhh*

There was a girl on " Intervention" who was addicted to Duster and it fked her up, causes brain damage.

This was one of the milder interviews, Mark, but it was, at the same time, extremely disturbing. I can’t imagine the mind frame of someone who can’t get through an interview without sucking electronic duster. It’s very bizarre and it’s very sad.

She's smart, but obviously seeks validation. She looks for approval even in her answers.

what a start

I hope you interview Madison again down the road. She is a very interesting and intelligent young woman. Wish the best for her.

Watching these, I'm always reminded how truly fortunate I am, despite my shit. Your voice is phenomenal, Mark.

Surprised at how proud she seems about huffing a duster can! My friend and I tried it once when we were teenagers, his dad sold office supplies and had literally dozens of boxes of them! After the 3-4 times I hit it I passed out and had a dream my family was standing over my dead body crying, never did that again!

“I’m really Smart” as she’s shoving duster in her mouth. I hope this girl gets the help she needs!🙏

I’m actually kinda surprised of how well spoken she was while doing duster. Her answers may have been delayed a couple of times but she answered it so intelligently.

I love her. She's really really smart. Good euphemisms. Good chat all around. This is definitely a very bad situation, however, I feel like this girl can make it up and out. Idk why, but I do. I hope to hear/see her on top of this world! Good luck Madison!!

I’m glad that she did this. I got addicted to cc. I was in my early 20’s and I had a kid and I completed my masters. I was a new military wife and I had felt so alone, depressed, overwhelmed and I ended up trying this in a company server room bc I was in tech. It took my 4 rehab trips, lost 2 jobs, totaled 3 cars, and was a mess. In 2014 I got clean. But then relapsed two more times between then and 2019. This stuff doesn’t get recognition but you have to get tired of it. The addiction, the sick feeling when you wake, the urinating on yourself, the throwing up of stomach fluid bc you don’t eat bc nothing tastes right. I stole from Walmart at one point. I almost hit a car. I did a lot of stupid shit when this was around and it’s easily available and short trip to Walmart and you have it… I’m so glad I’m off of it

She’s yawning bc her lungs need air they need to stretch after all of that spraying lol I’ve never seen anyone use duster though, that’s wild. She’s young I hope she makes it out soon 🤍

"It's an endorsement." Perfectly timed comic relief in an otherwise sad video. Thanks Mark.

This was so sad, but her spraying the duster randomly throughout the interview was making me laugh 😂

Rarely are people who say “I’m really smart.” really smart.

Intervention needed immediately!

I watched another girl addicted to duster and her brain was COMPLETELY GONE!!!

I wonder how many times Mark has to go behind the scenes to have a good cry 🥺

I grew up back in the day with a homie who did this..by senior year he was gone mentally

“Its a cold world but I’m a polar bear”, this girl is so smart with so much potential. It’s shameful that parents do not offer their kids enough support to thrive in life, she didn’t have anyone to help her achieve wha she was capable of. I really hope she can find a way to change the world like she says.

When you’re huffing duster you seriously need to re-evaluate your life. This is fucked.

She seems like such a sweet person. She reminds me of a girl I went to school with, luckily that girl straightened out after high school but she could have ended up like this. Such a bubbly personality and I believe her when she says she’s gonna change the world someday. You go girl.

One of my favorite interviews on here. Much love to you Madison!❤️

My jaw was dropped the entire interview. She's so intelligent and it's just so weird how some things are just normalised when u live this way. I really wish her the best.

I knew someone that did paint cans. brains completely fried!

16:22 "You still choose your teachers everyday" - great statement to be intentional daily with whom we seek guidance/mentorship/discipleship

She actually had a lot of great liners tbh

It's a cold world and I'm a polar bear. Salute!

I think she is an extremely smart girl numbing herself down by using that stuff. Sad.

It shows you can have MANY childhood achievements academically, recreationally & more. It shows no one is free from the chance of addiction .. like they said shopping, eating, sex, drugs, gambling ect.. EVERYONE KNOWS AN ADDICT. Im never disappointed with your videos @softwhiteunderbelly ❤

This One Is going to go Far. Change the World One Day baby! You got this. My heart is with you all the way from Missouri.🙏💕🎀💕🙏 Heavenly Father, I ask that you put your healing hands around this young lady and you help her get out this life and into a new and bright one that you know she will make and bless her with your love Father, let her know she IS some body, she is smart, loving, and kind. Help her change the World and spread your love and grace throughout. In your name we pray, Amen!

“to be consciously aware of what you’re doing” i mean... a lot of the times being sober HELPS with that... js

That stuff is going to fry her brain, if it hasn’t already. 😱😱😱

Tears you up and brings you down. Ain't never lied. Very compelling to listen people struggling have a convo. This woman can do better if she wants to but likes the lawlessness and edge of doing things she shouldnt.

This should be shown in psychology or sociology classes at every university.

Using Duster is not the same as Whipets.... my god I hope this girl can help herself one day.

She seriously needs help right now she cannot keep on going the way she is . Extremely sad

The 1 liners had me 😂😂😂 She's a team player. She's Switzerland. It's a cold world and she's a polar bear

this is heartbreaking, I normally don't read comments because they change how I view things. This girl reminds me of my little sister, who's funny and looks at the world in a practical way. I really think she has so much potential it's really soul wrenching to see someone so pure need to do these humiliating acts in order to sustain their living!

She looks like a beautiful Rubens painting. It’s so hard to see her harm herself. I hope she gets some help. People do recover from inhalant abuse, if they stop. I know she’s got it in her, if she can get the right help.

She looks like one of those thick women they used to put in Renaissance paintings

"Imma change the world one day" 🙏🏾 yes you will. Stay up.. Please stop hitting that shit so hard

She’s a smart girl with a lot of demons, she makes up her own rules in order to fool herself into being proud of where life has taken her.

Under all her words and walls.. I just see a young girl who has been hurt by her family and life and she uses that duster stuff as a security blanket... Something to hold onto, cause she feels to manny things that are too overwhelming and upsetting for her. Like people needing to always have a cigarette in they're hand.

It's like I'm walkin on sunshine.

"Life is addicting" that phrase really hit me. Currently using substances just to get through the day.

Such an amazing girl! hope she founds the right path so she can accomplish her dreams. She looks so strong and capable. You´re still in time, girl!!!

If she only spent her time in positive things what she could be.

Hopefully we get an update about her in the future. If she continues this lifestyle, things are going to change drastically for the worse. Get some help girl so we can all see you change the world ❤

It's sad that if she had a black eye or a busted lip she would get more compassion in the comment section. She looks like she's functioning better than some of the people on here but you can tell she's been through some stuff. My heart goes out to this girl❤

One of the most real people that have been interviewed. She isn’t fronting or trying to fool/convince herself. She is one I could see chilling with. I bet she has a really good sense of humor in another situation.

That computer duster stuff can freeze your brain with one inhale that is insane

Its sad to see women going through crap like this....very sad

This is the first one of these that has made me cry

Can't help but like you Madison, you are one straight talking, brutally honest breath of fresh air. Anybody out there in the scary world you live in who has you as a friend should consider themselves very lucky. Stay safe , go change this stupid world, it needs it. All the best :)

At first I didn't like her, but by the end I changed my mind. I like when people are brave enough to be honest, even if there wrong.

There’s a gas station by my house that has a whole glass display of those things for sale and I used to think that was so weird

I'm a recovering heroin and cocaine addict - and man, huffing was always way off limits for me. Permanent brain damage in a can.

She really seems like a sweet , intelligent girl I hope she sticks to her word and changes the world one day and doesn't let the streets claim her that would be a terrible waste.

“Life is addicting” ... how true

that computer cleaner is way more dangerous than whippets, cancer brain damage and such :(

A dear friend of mine died huffing!! This is so sad.. he had litterally had lunch with his mom went upstairs and 35mins later she found him unresponsive... I pray she finds the help she needs to get off that shit

"I'm gonna be a good parent, ya know?" Every person that I've ever met who huffed over a long period of time had completely destroyed their brain.

This is so sad.....this world truly is rotting more and more in it's fallen state...God help us all indeed

she seems really sweet and genuine it’s unfortunate what she and others like her have to go through. best of luck to her

The computer cleaner took me back to middle school from like 2005-2008. I went to school in the East LA area and computer cleaner was the number 1 way for people to get "high".