I feel like fanart can also be very meaningful to oneself. Fanart is not always just for numbers. Sometimes you just connect to a character's story a lot and it personally inspires you.

I skipped college. At least in my country, if you are an artist, college is more of a burden, instead of being useful. That means that since I am 18, I am totally alone vs the adult world. My family is kinda supportuve, luckily, but still, its hard. This video is really helpful

Thank you for not saying "just quit social media and detox lol", for a lot people this is where our friendships and sources of information come from. Being on it is not the problem, it's what we're using it for. During my worst times I'm using it to escape, during my best times it's how I'm connected to the world.

"real life is the best food for an artist" this is so real, I remember earlier last year i decided to start doing art after an almost 6-7 yr art block. I was in the lobby at work just sketching a clown and another artist came up to compliment me and said it reminded him of a clown he did hisself and he showed me. :) it was a very eye-opening experience and helped me gain a bit more confidence in my art leading me to continue in my goal of re-starting art again.

This was genuinely incredible to watch. You have touched upon one of the biggest problems for creative minds, and your advice couldn't be more helpful. Thank you!🐥💛

a super important point: dont make art for people to like it, or to please an idea. but do it for yourself! your first intention will carry all the way to the end. so if you do it in order to make people like you, or to get money, then you will not be inspired by the experience you manifest into art, but by the voices and doubts and wants of other people. this means your artistic heart cant speak! so if you want it to speak, listen to it!

"Don't try to finish projects, focus on getting into flow instead" is one of the best pieces of advice I've received, period. Thank you!

I'm not an artist. I'm 45, struggling with midlife crisis, I feel less than the sum of my parts. Still, I feel it is so critical for anyone to balance create vs. consume. Thank you for sharing yourself, inspiring me, and helping me get out of bed today.

Thank you so much, I guess you saved my creative self. I haven't drawn in WEEKS and I started to lose interest just because I spent hours and hours mindlessly scrolling KZfaq and Reddit instead of creating stuff. Again, thank you very much

You captured the feelings I've been struggling with for the past couple years really well-- the anxiety and burnout in regard to art have made my identity crisis that much more confusing,,, When you said "drawing should feel better than all of that", it felt like my eyes had been opened again. If art feels like a chore or is painful, then I'm simply putting pencil to paper for the sake of feeling like I'm DOING something, and not having the right mindset/headspace to create things I actually care about. I definitely need to implement your advice into my own process. Thank you for making this video! One thing I'd like to share: from my own experience, using the "watch later" function is a blessing and a curse. I can bookmark stuff I want to see at a later time, but there isn't a limit on how MANY videos I save. The number of random topics that ended up in my watch later far exceeded the stuff I actually ended up watching haha,,, Another consequence of procrastinating said list meant that the longer they sat there, the less I felt the need/desire to watch it. Kinda like when I lose the desire to buy something after keeping it in my cart for long enough😅 To anyone else who also struggles with procrastinating, I recommend keeping your "watch later" list clear. My personal limits/criteria are whether or not I'm going to watch the video within the next 30 minutes or so, and if the video itself is just satisfying my curiosity or actually informative/helpful.

Achieve flow... Huh. I really like that. It's much better than "oh man I need to finish an art piece," etc. But instead, shifting the goal to get into a flow state, rather than finishing something, it brings me better feelings. I'm sharing this with all of my classmates at the sjsu animation program! We're all incredibly burnt out and lost in trying to find our own creative identity. Thank you so much for you insightful thoughts~

This is exactly what i needed to hear. Ive been struggling with keeping motivation for my art for YEARS. The last time i truly experienced flow was when i was 13. Im 24 now. I want to badly to figure out what i enjoy drawing again and rekindle my love for the process of drawing instead of constantly being impatient and frustrated with myself. Sincerely, thank you so much

This is a Godsend for me. I’m a 40-year-old woman stalled on a novel that is almost done. After the existential crisis of the “panny,” I realized I could feel satisfied with the life I’ve lived and been given, except for one thing. I need to finish that book. Between normal job and life commitments and some chronic health stuff, being distracted on social media basically eats the time and energy I need to write. It gets my brain and emotions all jacked up in various ways, so I “fast” from it periodically. But it also enables me to learn, connect, and enjoy good people, ideas, and art around the world. Your incredible thumbnail art and title snapped me to attention, and I’m grateful for the time, work, care, and intuition you put into this video. I’ve subscribed and am excited to see the art and ideas you share next 😊

I've been going through this exactly. And it's even worse being aware of it and just feeling like I'm incapable of breaking free. I love art, passionately. I have characters I genuinely adore and stories I want to tell, but when I go to express them I stop short. It's so much easier to give in to the fear of inadequacy, to see the beautiful things other people make and feel like there's no room for me in the world. Thank you for your video, it's good to know I'm not alone. I hope we all can find a way to move forward 🩵

You know, art that the artist actually cares about, art that's authentic is always the most touching for me. This is the kind of art that has power

I find it useful to have two separate channels on KZfaq for the same account. One follows the news, sports and think pieces that I lose myself into, while the other follows artists and tutorials and such. It's like a switch that you can flip when you want to be productive.

I'm really glad I stumbled across this on my KZfaq Home page because I think this is exactly what I needed. It was so comforting to hear someone verbalize all of the experiences I've gone through in the past few years. For a while now I've wanted to get back into drawing but it was always so much easier and so much more rewarding just playing video games and consuming other people's content. Thank you for making this video, truly. It's really comforting to know that I'm not alone.

After years of not drawing, because nothing felt like fun anymore, I actually wanted to officially give up yesterday, after diving into the artist community one last time. Now this video popped up. It's not even 24 hours old, I guess the timing of me feeding my algorithm with art realated content one last time, after ignoring it for years, was spot on. Maybe I change my mind, at least this video is a new perspective.

I think this is so important for anyone who participates in fandom. It’s easy to lose your identity in the things you like, but at some point it will hit you that all you’re doing is consuming what other people have made. Which isn’t inherently wrong, but if you have a desire to create it can be frustrating and disappointing to realize that. This past year was when I had that realization personally. I still love fandom, but I’ve been really pushing myself to work on original stuff, for my own sanity. I don’t want my life to be solely defined by the games/shows I like…

As I sit in a hospital room watching my 6 year old falling in and out of sleep while wincing in pain...I needed this video. I thought "oh ill have plenty of time to draw while she recovers from surgery" but I haven't drawn a single thing despite pulling out my sketch book about 9 times a day the last few days. Prior to this situation, everything you spoke of directly related to my half ass art and effort. And right now, while I truly need some inspiration and motivation, I'm really letting all of that sink in. So whether I create while I'm here or not, I'll have this video in my head for good. A video I never would have watched had i not been sitting in a hospital room contemplating hell on earth. Thank you.

Thank you for this. I’ve been struggling with my mindless usage of social media for a long time. I’ve even tried to set a goal named “Focus on creating, not consuming” on a productivity app, but I just keep reverting to old habits.

i've been in a sort of art block/haze for the past 1.5 years or so where, even though i think about creating art and new ideas every single day, i just don't have the mental energy to actually pick up a pencil and do it. maybe it's the social media addiction (mainly shorts) that has rotted my brain and left me with minimal motivation to do anything, or the fact that i pushed myself too hard and focused too much on learning the fundamentals and theory surrounding art which made me burn out and lose sight of why i even started drawing in the first place. of course it's still up to me to actually implement what you've said in this video but it is quite reassuring to see someone that was in a similar position actually pulling themselves out of it. so thank you, i really appreciate you making this video.

I'm not an artist for a living, but art has been my hobby for as long as I have been able to pick up a pencil, and it just happens that I stumbled on this video. Recently I have been dabbling in fandoms of content creators where the creators themselves engage a lot in fanart (and if you're a lucky enough artist, they will contact you and work with you in official capacities). There are certain are styles that are popular and/or commonly employed there and as more and more of my friends get employed by my favourite creator, I started feeling very depressed and lost sight of who I make art for (myself and my own self-expression), just because I think that I can't seem to ever appease said creator's tastes in art. This appearing on my feed was somehow perfect timing as I was very close to giving up on drawing and it really inspired me to go make the personal art I want to see in the world instead of being hung up on the successes of others or chase the approval of someone much more famous. Thank you so much!

I'm 23 and have been feeling this way so badly since graduating 2 years ago and working full time as a graphic designer for a year. This video was a little oasis. Genuinely, thank you.

Oof this really hits home. I'm still searching for the kind of art I actually enjoy making. Surely there must be something with an overlap of something that is enjoyable and personal to make, that resonates with others too. Thank you for making this video!

I went through the same thing, drawing for engagement and fanart. It ended when I talked to an artist who was actually successful and who explained to me "yeah people will dislike the stuff you'll make but you should make it for yourself first and foremost and if people like it, cool, if they don't, whatever." His lackadaisical response to community criticism was both worrying and also awe-inspiring. Since, I stopped posting to social media and only to other artists I'm friends with and I draw a lot of nonsense but I enjoy it so much more.

I'm happy you still included fanart in the pieces you selected as the ones you valued! You touch on it here, and there is some truth to it in the right context, but it's so often presented that doing fanart isn't doing Real Art. If you want to be a professional, you should branch out, absolutely, no arguments at all there. But I LOVE fanart, so this kind of advice often leaves a sour taste in my mouth. I'm professional artist, I've done a wide variety of original and client work, but most of my free time, I draw fanart. It just makes me happy! I love these characters, I love exploring them, noticing little details in their designs, finding the perfect poses for them, telling extra stories with them, etc etc. Sometimes I just have a blast throwing my new fave in a cute dress she'd like. The entire reason I went into selling art at local conventions is because I was already drawing so much fanart already, and I wasn't even posting it online until a couple years ago. These pieces were fun for me, and I still love looking back on them, even if they aren't deep, original portrayals of my inner self. On the flip side, many other people I meet at conventions tell me they don't like drawing fanart, but feel pressured to for engagement/sales. And that's where the problem really is, I think-- when you aren't having fun doing fanart, but you feel like you have to, or you're so used to it you feel like you MUST. At that point you're basically choosing to work a second job, and that's no fun at all! Get out there and pump out some original works, draw what you want! So, really, I do agree with you! It just made me happy to see that you didn't outright dismiss the fanart you did, since I know there's quite a few others who would. For the people who feel pressured into it and don't come at it with a passion, I'm sure it really does feel like Lesser Art, but I think as long as you love what you're making, you're on the right track.

This kind of profound understanding of your self is something some artists take years, even decades to achieve. Deeply impressed and thrilled that other content creators are having honest, open conversations about the war of art. -Matthew

This is so helpful!! I’m struggling with doomscrolling a lot, I literally can’t quit KZfaq, because if I do I feel anxious and bored instantly. I graduated my regular uni, but I always wanted to become a full-time artist, create beautiful art and stories. And of course I can’t help feeling anxious: what if I don’t really have talent for art (because I haven’t achieved anything even if have been drawing "seriously" since middle school), if I don’t try hard enough I won’t find a job and die (or worse, will have to do something I hate for the rest of my life living in misery), if I don’t draw fan art I won’t get followers and eventually die, even if I draw fan art it doesn’t get any likes so somehow I’m not good enough, oh how could I stand out, my art is so trite, I lack creativity etc. Of course I don’t want to go through it so I keep scrolling. But I know: I love art, I love my drawings, I love my characters, somehow it will work out.

Honestly, I'm relieved that this video was recommended to me because you've described exactly how I've been and how I still am with my art-making. I'm a graduate of 2023 with a bachelor's degree in Digital Art - I'm working two jobs to pay rent and pay off my student debt - right in the middle of that is my desire to create art for myself, I want to make my own narratives, characters and world-build. But finding my own path and my own connection with my creativity has been very difficult. The bombardment I receive from social media gets in the way of my main focus and I end up getting held back every time I start to move forward. It's comforting to see that other creatives go through these exact experiences.

For the past few years I've been drawing to please the internet. It led me to burnout, questioning my identity as an artist, without me even registering the problem. This video feels like a slap to the face. Thank you so much

You singlehandedly saved my art future. I really found so much to do on social media that art seemed boring to me. But I had enough of being dragged by all that there is to see. I did what you suggested and it simply works, no more distractions and mindless scrolling. Thank you Lexin!

I love the art piece you did to represent this. You definitely captured the shift well. At some point my youtube feed swapped from art accounts to random memes and games. I wasn't scrolling through artists I subscribed to, I was endlessly scrolling the explore page. I used to draw my own things so often but once I got to school, I would draw all day and then just scroll with my left over energy. So much got put into class that I didn't have anything left for anything else.

Over consumption has been a pretty big problem for me as a creative too. We consume instead of create. Thank you for reminding creatives to not over-consume and for giving advice on how to deal with it. This was a lovely surprise coming from my home page!

As an artist this video genuinely helped me so much. Hearing you say that we need to make art to process the world lit a lightbulb in my head and i feel like i understand so much more. You have captured what i've been feeling lately and seeing you express that makes me feel so much better. Thank you for making this video!!!

'The goal is to enter into flow' . Love it. Thank you! What an amazing reflection bringing up so many thoughts and feelings that so many of us can relate to.

thank you so much for this... I graduated uni 2 and a half months ago and struggling to just draw line for myself. As a person always seeked high scores during uni, I felt like a fish out of the sea when my degree was finished.

“Early to mid twenty who discovered they can not be longer defined with academic success” OMGGG THAT’S SO TRUE I am an artist, now I am watching this video and recently I discovered that most of my life I was painting/drawings only for studies and work but not as something I really enjoy creating( My university life now is surprisingly not only about grinding grades and question “who am I” was this week discussion with my psychotherapeutic. It's crazy how this video feels on time, thanks for creating it ❤

This is something I’m really struggling with right now, so this really hit home for me. Media consumption was a huge coping mechanism of mine for years and now that I’m starting to heal, it’s been a huge struggle to take a step back from it and put my energy into making my life into what I want it to be. I’ll really be taking your advice to heart - especially as a creative who wants to pursue art full time

I have never before heard “getting rid of social media is moving away from something, but it doesn’t mean you’ll better know what to move toward” As someone who’s been very confused about social media addiction with so many years of online advice that’s made me ultimately repellant towards it, this whole point has finally spoken to my confusions. Social media has in no small way been part of my escape from the insecurity of not knowing what to do next, and I’ve felt a heavy pressure a few times to force my brain to just come up with the next step, even sometimes multitasking thinking in my morning routines and such to make use of the time when activity isn’t so easily available. I like the idea you made of using previous history and ‘successes’ in the form of art that I genuinely valued somehow, whether it be fanart or original art, it puts an anchor of reality to this vague idea of wanting to produce art we personally value.

Like most of the others have said this video randomly showed up, but it was perfect timing. I recently deleted social media aside of KZfaq and Pinterest because I’ve been comparing myself a lot more than usual and questioning myself. I want to make art again after years away from it and really identify with my work so this video was helpful and so relatable. Thanks for sharing and encouraging ❤ a fellow artists.

I never comment but I just wanted to say that I found this video randomly and didn't realize who you were until you showed a timeline of your art and I realized I've literally got three of your posters on my wall. This video was really insightful and extremely relevant to where I am as an artist right now. Thank you for making this and for being an inspiration! :)

As someone in their mid 30s I still feel like this. Always giving so much of myself to the machine of life and never creating the space for myself let alone creating anything I can be proud of. Thank you for your kind words. and thank you to the YT algorithm for sending me here too!

So true and agreed! Before college, back in elementary thru high school, I would study, play games, read manga, watch anime, and hang out with friends. During college, I wanted to work in either the Video Game or Entertainment field, so I studied and still did everything before getting my degree. After college, it's work and de-stress/relaxing time (video games, manga, anime, social media, and occasionally hangout with friends/co-workers), no more inspiration or lack of drive/goals... careful not to get into this rut... it's a quicksand trap if you get too comfy! Make sure to keep setting yearly goals and a 1, 3, and/or 5 year plan. Otherwise, you'll get complacent and wonder what you did with your life?!

It's interesting. For me, it takes *a LOT* to commit to drawing. So once I finally commit to sit down, it's always a piece I'm in love with. I have to fight with my brain to see it through to the end, and only the ideas I love can make it through that. For me, Id actually like for it to be easier to draw more, which also includes fighting against distractions.

I now see and realise that the art community needed someone to express this. Thank you so much for this video. It's definitely one of my constant struggles.

i've been really fixated on the idea of curating apps for quality so i'm glad you emphasized that! i hear so much about deleting or deactivating on these apps but not training the algorithms to actually give us what we want! it's really important to have power over the content we're consuming

I just graduated art school, and it’s been rough to say the least. I moved back home and I haven’t made anything for myself since. I’ve made money doing commissions but rn I just don’t feel like I have anything important to say with my paintings. It’s been really tough but this has helped a lot.

I needed this. I just cried because this hit me in the feels. It makes me so happy to see you succeed!! You’ve inspired me since art class in high school and you inspire me now. Thank you

This was... really awesome. I'm 36, went through art school. Art school is where my art died. I just lost it. I kept drawing because I can't stop but... nothing was great. Still isn't. You made me realize what was wrong and I just wanted to thank you

This came to my suggestion at a right time, I had just deleted my tiktok account yesterday on a whim, 76k followers just gone like that. It used to be self indulgent, now everytime i post I feel bitter and just uninspired, it’s so hard for me to get bored because from experience when I’m bored my mind roams free and I’ll explore new concepts and do something new. I decided to start anew, deactivating is not enough, I deleted everything now I’m starting over with a new perspective and reevaluate what content I want to make, I plan to make more longform content, consuming shortform content caused my attention to shortened and I hoping to change that, and I hope that my future content actually generate more meaningful discussion and more community driven, thank you for this video, as a creator, an artist and as a person. I feel seen with this video

holy shit??? i think this video will change my life so much. thank you so much for making this. I'm currently a high school senior pursuing a career in art, and everything you talked about here felt like a barrage of truth bombs that I've needed to hear for a while now. You put into words thoughts, feelings, and experiences that have been floating around in my subconscious for a while that I've mostly tried to ignore. It scares me a little that when I look back at everything I've made the past few years, almost none of them were the kind of art pieces I actually wanted to make. What an eloquent, well structured, honest, and infinitely helpful video that I'll most certainly come back to in the future.

I've watched so many videos like this about how to deal with burnout and the social media dopamine machine and this is the first one that wasn't a waste of time or a bunch of self help buzzwords, but instead actually hit on the specific problem and gave some sound meaningful advice. Thank you!

I just wanna say the thumbail for this video keeps reinspiring me to get off my phone & get back to learning how to draw. Thank you for sharing : )

I just mentioned this in another channel. I use to draw, craft and do creative writing, but it all stopped when the computer/ the Atari came into the home back in 1982, it took my focus away and my imagination, i was 12. I would doodle through the years, but I would just throw it away. I'm 53 now and I started a art class last year ( I'm in my second term). I'm enjoying getting back into it and learning and building my confidence, and especially refocusing from gaming and putting it into my art.

Interesting… This helped me to realize: I don’t know when I last felt really good about my art. I’ve liked some of the things that I’ve created, but from more of a place of technique and color, or skill with a medium. I’ve been trying to improve as an artist, and feeling the pressure around that, for so long that I can’t remember what really resonates with me. I think the pieces that were meaningful to me involved growth with my skills. Or stories that meant something to me. Characters that meant something to me. I used to love manga, and read so much. I had friends who enjoyed it, too, and encouraged my art in that area. Art class critiques were also great fuel, too, because we’d share ideas and point out what we love about each other’s art. Maybe I need to write a story, and start illustrating. Or even start with some fan art of something that has inspired me…hmm. Good video!

I love how you've expressed both sides so realistically. That need to fulfill your passion and create what is personal to you, but as well as balancing things like fanart, trends, and rewiring our brains for healthier social media use rather than cutting it out completely. I think this will reach a lot of people.

Man, i really really needed this. Ive been stuck in a fanart cycle for years, and always checking social media to see if anyone is noticing me (they arent.) making me feel like i just need to make more popular stuff to get noticed, and eventually that just became the norm and now i cant make anything original. Its so frustrating. I dont even know who i am anymore.

i hate it when a good movie is over and you realize your life will never be that exciting.

I'm 35 and has been struggling with internet addiction since i was your age. Thank you for making this!

I don't know how this found my feed at such a perfect time, but it did. This is such a profoundly relatable experience at this point in my life. I'm graduating art school this year, and that prospect is terrifying, because somewhere along the way, I forgot how to want. There are goals of course, but a majority of my time is sucked away by mindless distractions because I can't bare the weight of considering what it is I want. Just this last week I decided to take a break from social media to try and gain some clarity. Thank you so much for putting this out there. I'm sure countless others feel the same way.

Im only a few minutes in but thanks for making this video -- Im a filmmaker and run a channel called tall skeleton, and last year after finishing 3 of my biggest most proud works I took a break, and then I think I lost myself and this year has been a slow process re-learning how to enjoy time with myself again and making things. I think even consuming content got to be unfulfilling so even just remembering how to enjoy that has been a whole thing. but now my originals artform and love drawing has been making me feel so inspired again and Im really excited to get back to filmmaking and video making, and ive made more talking about life videos like this one this year as a hobby and its been nice. your thumbnail drawing is really great

This is amazing. You are amazing. I didnt know how much I needed to hear this

Only a minute in but I can tell this was made with so much heart, I want to see more from you as a fellow artist

Never knew how overwhelmed I was until 1:30 into this. I feel like I lost the ability to make stuff for myself. Like I got so use to making stuff for others that I lost my creativity when it comes to making stuff for myself. Like I don’t know what I want to make for myself that makes me happy.

I've been feeling this for a couple years now but I didn't know how to put it into words. Seriously thank you for this

Omg you just defined in words every struggle I been having increasingly since a few years ago. Thanks so much!! Loved the way you put that you better find a direction for the stuff we consume instead of limiting ourselves with no specific end goal.

It is so cool to see the artist behind the art I've been admiring share their story! This is so comforting, reassuring, and inspiring all at once. Thank you for rising above the noise to make this and help others do the same🙏

This advice helps so much. I've been having the same problem and was searching for solutions, but most videos turn into "doom scrolling." Almost everyone addressing these problems stirs the audience, then leave without offering a solution. I'm not an artist, but thank you for sharing your story! You're awesome for that

Love the idea of reflecting on past artwork. My mind always goes back to certain time period where I was really in the process and enjoying it - but more on like oh, I remember, rather then unpacking the whole time period and trying to grab inspiration into the present. Wonderful idea - ty for this video, much appreciated!

This video is one of the best on this platform - super helpful. Thank you so much.

thank you so so much. I have been making art that I don't care for and don't like for so long, and I just realized that's something fixable. I am definitely going to take this advice to heart (especially the second portion). Hopefully, I will start making more honest art that feels like me again :) am definitely inspired now

You can't even imagine how important this video is for me...for the past two weeks I've been constantly thinking I spend too much time on social media.. Sometimes it could get so bad I wasn't able to look at something else but my phone only. I've noticed that art has become something lazy to do for me, even though it was my highest priority my whole life. Staying creative and finding what you really want to create is my goal as well now. (Also practicing and studying for future job ehhh, phone usually distracts me from this kind of activity as well :(( ) Btw, your words about the "flow" were so accurate!! Sometimes I also find myself just drawing in a silence and think "wow, I can do that?" Anyway, thank you so much for this video. It really touches my soul and inner thoughts❤ keep up with art and may this path be only a pleasure for you✨

yeah I've been so consumed by the internet lately and it's absolutely been crushing my creative energy, this video came at a good time

I keep coming back to this video over and over, especially the first part of the video. Thank you so much!

It's funny. It's the best time to be an artist right now, yet the tools at our disposal are also the things that stifle our creativity. I needed this video, so glad it came to me.

24 seconds in and the pain sinks in. I know whole heartedly where this is going to go and I feel like everyone in the world is being consumed. Stay strong Kings and Queens

I’m not really even that into drawing but I find your videos so inspiring. Always something to take away and apply to my own life, so thanks for making these!

I’m so grateful for your insight. I was struggling with exactly the problems you pointed in the intro… probably also adhd, so seeing an artist that inspires me demonstrate that my struggle is not that unique is so comforting. Not only that, you also shared lots of useful tips to dodge those problems. Really, just thank you❤

Thank you so much, you articulated what I've been feeling since pandemic, these tips will really help a lot.💜

I’ve been reading the book The Artist’s Way and what you said reminds me a lot of what I’ve been reading in it. I’m a singer but this is all still really relevant. I like the idea of looking at old stuff to see what really resonates!

Thank you! Can’t believe that your video popped up just as I started spiralling again into reels scrolling and I never followed you before. Really helped me to remind myself of the goals and to see that other artist struggle at same things as I. Keep up the good work!😊

I just started my journey and it takes so much focus and self reflection to be yourself. Especially when you are still finding your path, learning to balance all these new tasks (making videos, posting etc) and I believe the things we love are heavily connected to our childhood. I think there is way too much noise nowadays online and we should not add to the noise but create something special that comes from our hearts. I could write a lot about this topic :D

I feel like we all know we shouldn't constantly consume but we all get lost in it anyway. I'm a game developer and artist and i have to say its been tough to be keep working on the game and not feel a little out of touch with whats going on online. This video is a nice reminder to focus on what we love to do. After all one of the most satisfying things is to look at a finished project (or a part of it) and being proud of ourselves c:

This video made me start full on sobbing. I havent been able to enjoy art as of late cause im trying hard to get a good portfolio ready for college. Im like a juggler ttying to juggle school, art, extracurricular’s and so much more, but it’s so hard to handle this type of responsibility. Every time i tried to draw this summer, i had a half panic attack about college. Theres so much to do, so little time and literally so many things i should have done. This video just makes me greive. I want to enjoy the proccess so bad, i want to like making art again. But its like ym anxiety has a chokehold on me, to the point where when im just doodling i feel like i should be designing grandious peices for my portfolio.

this is exactly what i’ve been needing to hear. truly thank you for your words and inspiration!

thank you, i really needed this ❤ I hope anyone whose in this position will get the motivation they need to create something beautiful.

This is such an incredible video, because I feel like it would be useful for people who don’t draw and do arts too. The problem of being washed away by social media and not doing something yourself has became more relevant to pretty much everyone regardless of what they do. Social media is intentionally making their stuff more and more addicting so it’s hard to get off it. This video is useful to everyone even if it’s dedicated towards artists. Thank you for making this video 🙏.

This is an important video to watch. I am of a generation that was well into adulthood before there were computers, phones that were not just an instrument to talk to others, actually computers themselves. I remember when my youngest son showed me how one could watch movies on one’s phone! This was 6years ago. I am also an artist and had already had a lifetime of having art be my go to for dopamine and feelings of living a rich life. But even a little exposure to KZfaq etc. caused me to read fewer books, do less art, not seek out friends IN PERSON. So I can only imagine (in fact I witness this in person with my two sons who I had in my 40s who are now in their late 20s)how difficult it is to put that phone down. A more serious consequence, though off topic for this conversation, is social media used as a political propaganda megaphone thus dividing us as a society in a way that could bring this country down.

I think I manifested this video OMG! I'm stuck and haven't been productive for a month. All I was doing is watching YT and movies even though I quit social medias like twitter or ig. Thanks girl. I really need this

Oh my God, this was a God-send. I feel so blessed to know there’s some one out there in the same struggle, granted you are much younger than me and more advanced (you go girl!) Thank you for making this. It’s been so uplifting and helpful

This video was really enjoyable and calming, seeing this process and tips really calms my mind and gives me passion for art, thank you so much

I’m only in high school, and I’m at the point where I’m really trying to figure out what I want to do as a career. There’s nothing I love more than art class, drawing, and art. Honestly, I couldn’t live without it. It pulled me out of deep dark corners going through cancer treatment. I got pulled into social media, I started playing video games, and now I’m telling myself I should draw more but I’m not. I like getting comfy on the couch, and watching some crunchyroll or KZfaq while I draw, but I always end up scrolling KZfaq or tik tok or Instagram for hours just looking for something to watch in the background. I never even considered media to be the problem until now. I want to be an artist more than anything, but I know I need to dedicate my everything into art if I want to do that. I’m genuinely sure that I can, but can I resist distraction? I’m going to draw as soon as I’m done typing this. I’m going to sit at a desk, not a couch. I’m going not going to look for hours on end for a KZfaq video or inspiration. Im just going to let my mind out onto a page, something I’ve needed to do for a while. Thank you

This is exactly the thing that I've been struggling with for so long, down to the last detail. Thank you so much for this video! It's encouraging and realistic.

I LOVE to hear that you have like 5 pieces over the same amount of years that you're proud of/ really like. While all your art looks great to me - it's so relatable and such a relief to only have a few pieces that really vibe with you. Glad to hear even a great and prolific artist like you feel the same way - makes me feel a lot less discouraged ^^

i just found you channel like 30 minutes ago and i already love it, it have some really relatable content and help full content

wow... this is just how I have felt in the past few years, always getting distracted and feeling kinda shitty about my artwork. Some of the things you mentioned that you did in this video in order to be more productive (things like cutting off lots of social media) did sting a little because I knew that was something that I should have done a while ago but just have been in denial for so long. Thank you so much for the advice and have a blessed day.

Holy shit, that hit home 😳 I couldn't have put it better myself! From defining myself by my academic success and trying to find a new purpose, using fictional worlds as a distraction and not an inspiration and forgetting about the fact that art was a coping mechanism and a way to process everything. Your words might have shown me a way out of my current art block. Thank you so, so much!

The timing of finding your incredible video is unbelievable, thank you so much for sharing everything in this I truely needed this in my journey of creating art this video hit me real hard and has inspired me to make changes for the better much respect

My biggest problem is the AI stuff... i fell like dying every time.