After listening to almost every song that Ren has released and even the unreleased songs, I can confidently say that I have never encountered a musical artist with such an incredibly broad spectrum of genius level talent. Ren is a once in a lifetime musical prodigy.

I'm not entirely sure this world deserves this extraordinary man but it certainly needs him.

RIP Melanie. It's a beautiful sample Ren. Thank you

I have NEVER in my 49 yrs. , Loved every single song of any artist except REN!!!

This Ren rabbit hole is crazy. This song completely destroyed me. I've suffered from depression for 36 years now, not knowing how I've been able to survive. Two months of hearing this guy's music and damn near every song touches my soul. This one was tears from the beginning. It's good to know someone out there truly understands and can actually put the feelings I feel every day to words in a way I never could. Thank you Ren.

I have never had an artist make me feel more understood than anyone I've ever met. I cry not only for our shared pain, but also because I know I am not alone. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, Ren ❤️

I dont care how old Ren is, he deserves a Lifetime achievement award right now!

How the hell did I miss this guy everything he touches is pure gold!

Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 1: Ren] Dear future self, I hope you're in good health I'm writing 'cause I'm frightened, I've been fighting with myself I wake up in the morning Rain is poring but I don't mean outside I mean a storm is roaring in the corners deep in my mind And I've been funding my friends for advice to break the ice How would you? [Verse 2: Ren] Yeah I'm nice Actually, I'm fucking sore inside I'm border lined to a side But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine The film "Life of Brian", I watched it 50 times Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off But 'til then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha [Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 3: Ren] Dear future self, why am I unwell? Will I ever find a way to climb right out of this hell? Will I ever find a way to leave my demons? Find a breath that keeps me breathing? Find a hope to keep believing? Find the way out? Huh [Verse 4: Ren] 'Cause something funny happens when you're always sick When you wake up every day praying that day might be it That you might turn a corner into life or into death 'Cause you hate that state of limbo 'Cause you hate that state of stress [Verse 5: Ren] And many lessons I have learned Being burned by the fires of depression as they scorch up my earth I have learned that I'm stronger than I ever thought I was 'Cause I'm still here and breathin', my heart's beating blood But I'm a paradox, I feel so alone Yet I isolate myself, it's no ones fault [Verse 6: Ren] But my own heart is broken 'cause of the friends that I've had to have died Heart is broken 'cause I've been sick for a third of my life Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive My broken heart, it breaks every time I feel the breaks on my brain when it aches [Verse 7: Ren] Bringing the bruises back to faith, feeding my demons while they wait Ask my angels why for sake have faith Take away this pain in my brain And bring the rain, rain on my soul Future self, could you put me out this hole, ha? [Chorus: Melanie Safka, Ren] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my, my, my, my mind

Ren fills my heart. These old songs give me goose bumps everytime. My 18 month son loves the sound of Rens voice and his guitar playing. He will stop whatever he's doing to listen to his music💙

'' I'm not entirely sure this world deserves this extraordinary man but it certainly needs him.''

"Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive" Hits home so hard every time, it's rare to find people that share this sentiment. Brings tears to my eyes but, in a good way because it's both empowering and relieving to hear someone else say it. As always, thank you Ren.

I’m 61 and owner of 25,000 records from all music style but this artist got a very special place in my brain cause there’s more in one of his songs then in all the top forty’s of the last 50 years.

7 years into the Ren rabbit hole and I'm beginning to think he's not real. Every song speaks to me and feels like I've been listening to it my entire time.

Ren, your future self got the message and he's working hard for you.

Melanie Safka, who is sampled on this track, passed away yesterday aged 76. RIP Melanie.

So this hits home... crying on the toilet at 5 am.... i fought my battle and sort of won. 42 years old now. Pure poetry

Every time I listen to a new song I think it’s my favourite. Then I listen to the next one and boom he blows your mind all over again. DO YOU BELIEVE is pure poetry.

I just posted this to my FB and Instagram with this message.... I am struggling to find the words. Tears are streaming down my face. Ren was just awarded BEST ALBUM in the UK without ever having a record deal! He has been described as Eminem, Beethoven and Shakespeare packaged into one very talented soul. He is the voice of all those who have dealt with long term, chronic illness whether it be mental, physical, or both. He tackles difficult subjects in his music. He allows those who haven't been able to find the words to use his. He has left his handprint on my soul. Yes, he uses foul language in some of his songs and shocking images in his videos at times, but I believe he has had the courage to voice what many think and is helping create a world where we will no longer turn a blind eye to things we have been previously unwilling to address.

From Michelle: I believe you are literally Heaven sent. I'm a Brit in Calif. living with Lyme's for most of my life. If it wasn't for the Love of God and the music here on Earth, I'd be gone...the pain, depression and insomnia...I Love You REN. You're a brilliant and beautiful artist. Don't let the Industry take your amazing soul. It's a stunning soul and heart! We need you to stay you sweet Angel! Nothing will ever top 'Hi Ren' or this.

Dear Ren's past self... the future is here, and it's triumphant ❤ You got a number one album and the whole world is discovering your genius.

Fukkin GENIUS!!!! And then the wutang beat!!!

I'm 57 and I have never become so enamoured of a musician after a random view.Everything has been quality and full of talent and honest emotive storytelling.He is a wizard.and his collabs.

I've developed a REN addiction

Having nearly died in such a gruesome way, I’m struggling with terrifying memories. This song hits so perfect.

I've literally NEVER felt more stable than I have for the past 3 months, since I found Ren. The struggle doesn't seem quite as harrowing, knowing that I'm not walking this path alone. Things that would have had me saying, "No, not something else. I can't take anymore!" now initiates more of a, "I've survived worse. It's not that big a deal anyway." type response instead. He's just what we all needed, right when we needed it. I think we'd all gotten uncalibrated & Ren tapped "tare." 💪🏼❤️✌🏼

This much talent in one man is staggering. The story surrounding Ren is truly poetic, his struggle has played its part in his music and elevated it to some truly mind-blowing heights. I'm in awe of Ren.

When Ren beats this shit i would love to hear a letter to his past self a response of sorts a thank you for being so strong and fighting so hard.

Im glad i decided to live long enough to hear this....❤

I knew in a second I was hearing Melanie's voice. REN and Melanie Safka... perfect sound - gorgeous collaboration. This is just breathtaking. I don't cry like I used to. REN's music opens a place in my heart and the tears begin to fall. Thank you REN and Melanie. True perfection.

I've listened to this five times in a row, and I now hear it as a prayer. Ren, thank you for having the courage to use your pain both mental and physical to bless those who hear and SEE you. You have a beautiful soul. You are going through the fire and coming out finest silver.

A fan for life when Cobain and Cornell passed I honestly didn't think I would care for any musician the way I loved them..... you ren are the only one to break through that barrier for me. Keep yourself true to yourself always my brother

The world is made of two sorts of people; People who relate to Ren, and people who haven't heard him yet.

Daaaang 😱. I keep discovering more songs and I keep being blown away! 🤯 So many good songs! Excited to discover more of them 😁🙌🏼.

I have auto immune diseases, double heart transplant, numerous surgeries,ex addict, dealt with depression, isolation, lost all my family to illness and then I find REN and I’m sobbing while I’m connecting with this unmatched talent. I’m 45 and I never heard such a talented person! His song HI Ren opened up the flood gates of his talent and made want to hold on during a night I was very sick with my disease.

I've been downloading all of this all day listening to the stories he has to tell and relating to my own. I fell in love with this man. He is amazing. That's an understatement. He's the dogs barking at me in the morning. The country roads I take. The dirt in my feet. The cold air blowing and the birds flying through my neighborhood. The moon is bright above me and I see everything around me and love my family. I'm a little broken. My hands are cold. But I enjoy the rain and sunshine

Here for my daily listen 💜

I know everybody keeps saying this... But I'll add another. You have given so many a voice, a friend in pain, you forced the world to shine light on the the dark corners they try to ignore because it's too uncomfortable. Just not being the only one, feeling understand. You're not just making incredible music. You are saving lives. I hope you know that.

SEVEN years ago he created such a masterpeice, and its just heartbreaking that the pain and agony continued after this. The lyrics in this gives a real insight into the tough life he had and ... yeah - its a powerful portrait of someone in pain looking forward in life and at the same time thinking about just ending it...

Lyrics Do You Believe Lyrics [Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 1: Ren] Dear future self, I hope you're in good health I'm writing 'cause I'm frightened, I've been fighting with myself I wake up in the morning Rain is poring but I don't mean outside I mean a storm is roaring in the corners deep in my mind And I've been phoning my friends for advice to break the ice How are you? [Verse 2: Ren] Yeah I'm nice Actually, I'm fucking sore inside I'm borderline suicide But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine The film "Life of Brian", I watched it 50 times Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off But 'til then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha [Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 3: Ren] Dear future self, why am I unwell? Will I ever find a way to climb right out of this hell? Will I ever find a way to leave my demons? Find a breath that keeps me breathing? Find a hope to keep believing? Find the way out? Huh [Verse 4: Ren] 'Cause something funny happens when you're always sick When you wake up every day praying that day might be it That you might turn a corner into life or into death 'Cause you hate that state of limbo 'Cause you hate that state of stress [Verse 5: Ren] And many lessons I have learned Being burned by the fires of depression as they scorch up my earth I have learned that I'm stronger than I ever thought I was 'Cause I'm still here and breathin', my heart's beating blood But I'm a paradox, I feel so alone Yet I isolate myself, it's no ones fault [Verse 6: Ren] But my own heart is broken 'cause of the friends that I've had to have died Heart is broken 'cause I've been sick for a third of my life Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive My broken heart, it breaks every time I feel the brakes on my brain when it aches [Verse 7: Ren] Bringing the bruises back to faith, feeding my demons while they wait Ask my angels why forsake? Have faith Take away this pain in my brain And bring the rain, reign on my soul Future self, could you put me out this hole, ha? [Chorus: Melanie Safka, Ren] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my, my, my, my mind ‌ Written By Ren Release Date January 7, 2016

I just discovered you, Ren. The first video I watched was Violet's tale, and it blew me away. This song in particular resonates with my chronic illness. You are amazing, Ren Never give up. You are needed in this world.

This really deserves some sort of official release, it's so beautiful. It's brought a tear to my eye on more than one occasion. Great music and real words always feel personal. As well as deserving it; it would also save me the hassle of opening youtube 53 times a week to hear it ha.

I have been depressed for years, but through Ren and spirituality I am great. I wish this for everyone. Happy New Year

Oh gosh - the sample of Melanie on this has brought memories flooding back. My Dad (who is now 80 and very frail) used to play music all the time and had such eclectic tastes, but I definitely remember Do You Believe. My Dad doesn't play music any more, since he had a stroke - not sure if it's because there are so many memories attached to each song and he doesn't want to be reminded...But thanks Ren for reminding me of this song...

I've been listening to this song nonstop since I found it it resonates so much with how I've been feeling for years now idk how but this man explains my feelings I cannot put into words. Thank you ren.

Don’t know why it has taken me so long to listen to this one. It’s simply beautiful and heart breaking at the same time. Your future self has come so far, and has so much love and support.❤

I'm so sad! I looked up the chorus singer bc I love discovering new artists. It's Melanie Rafka. And she just recently passed away! 😢 I'm so sorry, Ren and for all of her loved ones and fans 🤗.

Keep on making magic. You are a genius artist.

Bloody hell Ren...your lyrics never fail 🤯

I was studying with youtube songs running in the background, it recommended me this song and suddenly from the half of the song i start crying, idk why i was crying, but then i finally noticed the song, while i was not paying attention to the song, some part of my brain registered it and became emotional, i listened to it again and now i know the reasons for these tears, the constant boring loop of life, entrapped in a bubble which you can't break away from, unintentionally hurting others, choosing isolation but regretting it, want to open up but can't, want to stop but forced on going, want to break the loop but these chains strengthen. My future self if you ever decide to check your comments and find this, i hope your doing ok, i hope your in your dream position and respect your family and friends, i hope you had the opportunity to open up and i hope that you cry to this song no longer because you can relate but laugh to your miserable past self who's writing this to you and finally thank you ren i wish i had found you sooner

just when I thought I had heard all of Ren's music, this one pops up. absolutely love it. There isn't one song of yours that isn't great. The Big Push. you and Sam. all of it. please get better and keep making great music.

By 16 I thought I had lived through the biggest era defining artists I would ever experience, Eminem, Oasis,....here I am at 38 and listening to Ren is like watching Lionel Messi, if Lionel Messi was playing for a 10th tier Club and you just wanted to tell the world where to find him. Never been a 'follower' but I'm a sucker for an underdog, feeling like driving 200 miles to Brighton every weekend to be able to say I've seen him. Rens music pierces the soul and binds us all together. There is now, never has been and might never be anyone like Ren. God bless this talent

Ren is a true genius, love him

Loooovvvvvveeee this song....fellow lymie! Your music speaks to my soul.

Love this. I don't listen to radio anymore. I don't even listen to music anymore. But finding your songs have touched alot of people. This is real life that you go through. And that has connect me to your music. Thanks Ren

Its actually heart warming reading some of these comments. Isnt it just amazing how music can sooth, heal, and warm someones soul. Its like pure magic when a talented artist like ren comes along ❤❤❤❤

Seriously, I couldn't listen right through to the end the first time. this made me so choked up. Absolutely haunting

I first heard of Ren about a week ago from a random reaction video. I have sense gone down the Ren rabbit hole and OMG it's the most spectacular experience. Pure Brilliance. I've been sharing the videos constantly. The world needs to hear all of these songs.

I have to listen to Ren every day or I can't settle as his music is in my head 24/7.... Sending much ❤ your way Dude.

Can be the best song ever written. Thank you Ren. My you be blessed. Like you blessed me. And beyond.

Well. I went down that rabbit hole Ren, and it lead me here. Jesus Christ. I am sitting here crying. This is so powerful! By the end of the song, I felt seen! I am chronically ill with Lupus. I was bedridden for months. In pain. Struggling with the anxiety and depression that comes with it. This song stripped my soul bare, and then pieced it back together. Better. Being understood by someone so eloquently, so painfully honest...is a gift. Every one of us here feel seen! I needed this today. So glad to have found your art. Thank you. Many blessings.

Why did it take me this long to find you... Ren you are a genius

Absolutely love this song. Can't believe it's 7 years old and I only heard it today for the first time. Only discovered Ren recently as I saw so many reactors doing Hi Ren.

Fuck sakes. That pre-recorded " do you believe it's morning, wellI'm alive, but that's the last thing on my mind". Fuck me that's fire 🔥

Im in a clinic at the moment and found this song, it gives me much strength, especially in the mornings here. But also the rest of the day, I listen to this on repeat. I feel so seen and understood in this, thank you so much for this, ren.

I lack the ability to convey the emotional experience you endure listening to any of Ren's songs.... In love with this music; any song all are amazing

ive never resonated so much with any song until now. this song feels almost like a step forward for me. This is what it sounds like when pain turns to gold.

REN masterpiece. Thank you sir

Ren! You sir is what makes🇬🇧 the musical inspirationin and innovation are little island is known for

This song is a banger. Perfect Ren

Wow Ren, this just came on after another song of yours and it looks like your future self you are addressing in this song is coming through! What a journey you have been on! What a future awaits!

Wow. Just Wow.

I've never known an artist like Ren.

I can't let myself forget this song. It's one of my favourite songs of all time

Can’t believe this is 7 years old. Has withstood the test of time. Love it

I relate to you so much Ren. I have fibromyalgia and a yet to be diagnosed muscle disease. I lost my best friend of my entire 41 years and I am so so broken. I wake up every day in pain, anxious, depressed and lonely. My house is my prison alongside my mind. You make me feel less alone through your words, your perspective and perseverance. I am so so happy you’re in Canda getting the treatment you need and deserve so much. You are a true inspiration and wish you every success and happiness in everything you do. You dear Ren are a legend and I thank you ❤

58 year old MH sufferer, in tears listening to yet another amazingly touching track, Ren you sir are a tonic x

This guy is a diamond in the mud!!!, his music is words of poetry, it shows that if ur feeling shite, psycho, schyzo or lonely, there's a voice 2 relate to ur feeling.

He is otherwordly..he so amazingly talented

"I'm alive, that's the last thing on my mind." Fkn luv that line!

Love this track!

I feel like finally, someone can actually articulate how I feel. Every song you have.

The more I explore Ren's discography the more amazed I am. We have needed Ren's music for a LONG time now. I am sorry it took so long for us to find him. I feel so horrible that he was misdiagnosed for so long, but I fear if he did not go through his trials, he would not be the musical genius that he is. Much love to you, Ren Erin Gill. Thank you for finding a way to express your pain and struggles in a way that allows us to access our own.

This tune rips thru me like a lightning bolt!!! So fire and dank:::::

And here is your future self seven yrs later - taken you to a place to help you heal. ……….. he was always going to be there for you 🌟

Can't believe this is already 6 years old... Keep on rockin' it Ren. Stay strong, we love you.

Man, I really love this song. You continue to impress me bro.

Always bringing the treasure.

This song hits so hard. 😢

I just cant get enough of your songs and only found you yesterday and you have blown my mind just how you connect and make me feel emotions I cant explain with each new track I hear . Stay strong and stay safe and thanks for your amazing work ❤

This song really speaks to me. I was ill for 6 years of my life, with my illness gradually getting worse. I know what it's like to push for a diagnosis for years just to be sneered at by some ignorant doctor who is unwilling to use resources to try and help you out. I know what it's like to be falsely diagnosed for years and put on all sort of treatments that aren't actually effective. It makes everything feel hopeless eventually and you even start to doubt yourself and start to believe that maybe you're over reacting and that it's all normal. I missed years of school and had to put my boxing career on hold (since I was young it was always my dream to be a great boxer. I spent hours a day training) for 4 years. Luckily now I am stronger than ever and happier than ever and I see what happened as an opportunity to become more resilient. I can't count how many times a doctor has blankly told me that I am wrong or tried to assure me that their explanation of my illness was wrong, or even look at me as if I was lying. I think in Ren's case you can see that no matter how hard a period of your life is, it always has a silver lining. For Ren it seems to have conditioned and guided his love for music and made him lust for a career in it. If you are reading this then know that you can make it through anything and be stronger and better because of it. Know that no great person ever came from a life without adversity and struggle. Try and view it as an opportunity and strive to be better each day because of it. If you can do that then you can truly be proud of yourself :)

I knew this beat before and never knew Ren used it. When I heard the beat I cannot believe my ears! Ren & Melanie together on a song 🤩🥹. Great lyrics you future-self must be proud. Now make a song Ren called : "Dear old-self" speaking about all you went throught and that you've made it. A song about resilience, courage and never given up. Sending love ❤️‍🩹

geez that woman singing the chorus way is beyond cool...makes this song something extra special.

This is a masterpiece. Your music is absolutely amazing. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏🙏😎😎😎👍👍👍

I absolutely love you Ren!! Iv never been able to relate to someone’s music so much 🙌🫶

I have never heard an artist say so much for me.. I'm so connected. Thank you sir for all of your deepest words and most beautiful music. You might be the rarest jewel.. Diamond in the rough.

Honestly I feel like you're singing from my soul & mind in this song 🥺 thankyou you give me hope & strength knowing I'm not alone through this healing/growing journey 🙏🙌

I’ve made it so far. Some close calls but life found me every time. Some mornings are harder than others yep. Adore this little clip of art. It’s perfect.

Wow ren i found you on KZfaq 2 days ago and i can't stop listening to your music 🎶. You are a real Artist with so many faces. Love it🤜🤛

I'm questioning everything I ever thought about music, and life. Ren, you are a singular genius.