I had a friend who committed suicide from this. he was in severe pain. may he rest in peace.

thanks so much for this video! i’ve been diagnosed with this a few years ago and i felt so alone, i was bullied and a bunch of rumors spread around about me bc the students at my old school believed i was faking for attention even after my diagnosis. the pain was so severe i had to walk around with a cane! luckily it’s not so bad anymore, but now i get terrible headaches and have difficulty walking down the stairs still. I’m so glad there are other people out there with this too, it’s difficult to diagnose and risky, so i hope you all in the comments that were once misdiagnosed with this get compensation. after watching this, i don’t feel so alone anymore, thank u so much.

my mother was diagnosed with this because she had pain that no one could figure out, and she was labeled as "drug seeking" and was constantly in severe pain. One day she just didn't wake up. She was only 49. At her autopsy it was found she had a spinal malformation that was pressing on nerves and causing the pain she reported for 25 years. I think a lot of shit doctors use this dx to hoist their ineptitude as physicians on their patients.

And what happens if the physical symptoms are "unexplained" because the doctor hasn't bothered to examine them properly? Multiple sclerosis, for example, can cause incredibly varied symptoms that typically change over time, including pain. Cognitive stress can be caused by the doctor misdiagnosing them as psychological.

I’ve had this for 4 years now. Yes, I do think about death a lot. The pain justs get to much to cope with. I see a physiologist weekly. I have to be protected from things that might make me worry or stress about . My response to stress = pain and plenty of it. If I leave the house it increases my pain and normally takes 2 to 3 days to settle down.

I have this phenomenon crop up sometimes, my symptoms are always severe fatigue, muscle weakness, muscle cramps and exhaustion. I recognize when it's happening and I am recently going through a bout of this, usually spurred on by a very stressful trigger. I recently did work for a customer and it went very south and I was wracked with overwhelming fear and worry, few days later and now I am feeling the effects physically, it usually passes after a few days or so but when it happens it's terrifying, I almost feel immobilized by the weakness, fearing its some sort of horrible illness or infection, thousands of thoughts go through my head and then it clicks, I realize I am having another psychosomatic episode, I struggle with anxiety and depression in general and this is just how it manifests sometimes when my mind can't take the stress anymore. I have had this chronically in the past before and even went to the hospital for it and that's when they determined it was pyschosomatic, its scary to think your own mind can make you think you are very ill

I’m watching this after Joy from Red Velvet was diagnosed with this, hope she’s ok :((

I've had somatization disorder now for 12 years being diagnosed only 6 years ago. After hundreds of doctors appointments and multiple tests like m.r.i.s, ct scans, ultrasounds over that 12 year span, nothing has been found from these symptoms that I go through. I've tried meds, cognitive behavior therapy, acupuncture and almost everything in the book these past 6 years yet I still suffer from this debilitating disease. I applied for social security disability and got it right away as have just been crippled by this disease. Scary thing is that you don't know what's real and what's not. I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer last year even though I felt no symptoms for that one particular thing. It was found as I had an m.r.i. for swelling under my jaw. My shrink said to stay away from doctors while my doctor said if i'm dealing with real symptoms, i must follow up with a doctor. I feel real painful and destressing symptoms....what do I do? Any advice would be appreciated?

My GP tried to ''help'' me for years by sending me to psychiatrists for my physical complaints. 1 year ago I refused and wanted a brain mri. She told me that its most likely gonna show nothing, I told her that ''nothing'' would atleast give me a peace of mind. She told me that I would look for other possible causes of my symptoms (trying to give me a lesson in fear of disease). Eventually she referred me to a neurologist who let me get a brain MRI and the radiologist found a constriction around my brainstem which was likely the cause my symptoms. Somatic symptom disorder is a word to replace: ''I dont know''. Trust a doctor who is willing to say I dont know rather than ''somatic symptom disorder''. Doctors might act like they care about your problems, but often they make jokes about patients with ''somatic symptom disorder'' with each other. Somatic symptom disorder is an easy way to get rid of ''difficult'' patients.

I am diagnosed with this. I am autistic and this is one of the diagnosis I got when attempting to get an adult autism diagnosis. I'm not crazy and neither are you.

I'm here after I heard Joy was diagnosed of Somatic disorder : ((

I am suffering from this right now and finally found the cause. Benign tumors in my rib cage tissue are pushing into my breath plexus in my diaphragm. What does this mean? My blood tests are good, no infections, no cancer. I wake up in the mornings full of energy ready to tackle the day but as the body's normal circadian rhthym kicks and I try to go into auto-pilot I can feel those tumors pushing in and it triggers my anxiety which then snowballs into a full-blown physiological response.

I have this and for almost two years I had hospital visits after hospital visits and yet nothing could be found on scans. I was almost too embarrassed to even go anymore because I thought I was crazy. It wasent till they started asking questions about my life that it got figured out

Watching and hearing about this makes me anxious... 😔

I had somatic disorder, which is what I suspect most cases of panic disorder are. That misdiagnosis has lead millions of people barking up the wrong tree trying to reduce anxiety by taking something or find some deep dark hidden emotional problem or chemical imbalance that is causing it. I needed to work on my self talk and my faulty beliefs about my symptoms. Wanting it to go away only perpetuated it.

Thank you so much for making these videos. The brief yet descriptive sketch of the disorder helps me a lot with exams. I will try my best to promote this channel as much as possible.

I've had this for 7 yrs and still do, the pain is so bad I lay on ice packs all day, my freezer is full so I can constantly change them, I can not eat because it hurts so bad, so I struggle with my weight,, and its every day and extreme pain can last up to 2 weeks non stop! We need to make ppl aware of how horrible this is!

I have somatic symptom disorder from 3 years. I say things to people I don't mean. My mind rotates every second with anxiety everyday. I hope everyone gets well. It's very very painful

so basically when people cant find out the source of the pain, you get this really vague diagnosis right here

These symptoms are also very similar to endometriosis, which commonly has prolonged diagnosis of an average of 10 yrs

I have this but I also have fibromyalgia, and a few mental disorders as well. so its hard to know what's what sometimes

I’m constantly having chest pains and weird tingly feelings by my lungs and the doctors tested everything and there is nothing wrong with me... it really blows because I feel like I am dying and panic attacks and anxiety make it a lot worse.

Think about 100 years ago and the types of problems that could not be diagnosed or were simply not known? There are millions of people walking around in real pain, but our scientific knowledge is so primitive that we do not understand what the real cause is.

I really hope that more research goes into this, been struggling with for over 4 years now. I've had all the bones in my feet broken at once before but the pain from my disorder (usually affects my knees and shoulders) is worse than that tenfold.

Since I had some sort of partial success and unfortunately a relapse, I am trying to tell my story in short, because it is long, and as one other commenter wrote, it is like stuck in a prison in hell with pain, basically this disorder is capable of "simulating" all serious symptoms of known physical illnesses. It is a sneaky thing. People may benefit from my story. It probably started 10 years ago (I was 18 at that time) after a serious viral infection in my guts, 3 months later, I had my first panic attack in my stomach, which resulted in trembling. (I was hospitalized, got better then at home it came back again) After 1.5 years I thought I managed to defeat that, as the symptoms were gone. How did I do that? Basically I realized it had something to do with acid (As I had GERD related symptoms as well which turned out to be psychological after endoscopia), and definitely I had some "control" over it. I also got to know what depression is like at this time. So basically when the panic attack came, I started to fight it mentally and relaxed myself, basically not thinking of that pain. I was kind of fine for 10 years. When I was 27, I started to feel weird things and new symptons, which probably resulted in the state (I had my first seizure - Started from the back of my brain) I am currently in right now: Later I have been diagnosed with this (Somatoform/conversion disorder/psychosomatic illness/depression/anxiety/panic disorder), after basically going through lots of checks. Blood tests, MRI (Brain + angio), EMG, ENG (Not the video one), reumatology, cardiology etc, dentist etc. Nobody found larger issues. I assume I belong to the severe category as I have developed like 6-7 kind of symptoms. The most severe ones are the aforementioned seizures (These are the pseudoseizures most likely) occuring at the back of my neck or brain (Not 100% sure kind of cerebrum). It is not epilepsy, but if the seizure is left to "come out", then I tremble heavily , basically it is like an inside electricity generator, lightning kind of pain, panic as well. I have also started to have heart attack like symptoms. Tingling, numbness, very weak muscles. And of course the stomach thing came back, but now this was different and like an "advanced form". At first I tried fighting it mentally, believe me I tried. Relaxation etc. However, it became so severe I couldn't defeat it this time (Also tried running, push ups etc) and due to the danger of losing my job - I started taking 0.25 mg xanax, convulex (Antiepileptic), Paroxat(SSRI, Antidepressant) -I felt xanax helped a lot out of these, however it was still a ride in hell. I tried making major lifestyle changes (It wasn't the best transition, and that is the biggest mistake one can do), and also tried / experiment things which trigger or ease the symptoms. (At this kind of severe pain, and especially seizures, you have nothing to lose). Basically keeping the medication, and walking regularly actually made let's say the most severe symptoms to disappear for 1.5 years. Being in the air reduced the seizure like feeling (Lack of oxygen is what we suspect) I felt kind of normal again I managed to cut down to 2 xanax (Morning and night, and also cut down the amount of other medicines), but I was an idiot not to think it can come back, now I know at least. in May 2021, it came back, and it was a sudden condition change. We believe it has correlation with lifestyle, weather changes (As the starts occured in spring/summer). Now what I am doing is eliminating all sorts of bad habits, I am exercising often, and try to work less (IT job). The relapse doesn't seem to be as hard as the 2019 one but it is still difficult, feels like 2 myselfs fighting each other sometimes. It is a familiar thing 2 years ago. We also believe it has something to do with being a workaholic (working hard on this one to defeat it), and we also believe the disease is episodic in my case, (Autumn and Winter will be better). What I would suggest anyone facing this or something similar - If medication is needed and helps, take it. Don't hesitate if you can't defeat it in other means. I couldn't find other means fast enough unfortunately. Luckily for me xanax is still controlling the seizure part. (I know it is not good taking these long term.). Experiment what makes these symptoms better and what triggers it. (If you fail no problem, you know more and have more experience about your own illness, the pain sucks, but you will know what to do, and what to avoid) Use process of elimination, to basically eliminate anything which is a physical issue. I had problems with my teeth, these are resolved (It doesn't seem to be related to it), I still have left-left-side scoliosis, which has to be ruled out and resolved. Do the same for the daily routine. The biggest mistake I think I have done, is that I didn't exercise when I got better. (Even if it comes back, I have more experience and basically slowly cutting down the causes till genetics that doesn't mean I will stop the physical activity from now on, the 2nd relapse made me commit to many things) This illness is sneaky, is definitely pyschological (Some sort of brain/vegetative system related issue for sure) but is also motivator. If I feel better I don't feel the need to exercise, but If I feel bad, then I do. It is crazy indeed. I am also dealing with insomnia, so sleeping problems so anything which goes along with this kind of disease. Ask your family / friends / girlfriend about any bad habits you may have. Believe me, they aren't noticed. Attempt for changes, doing nothing = worst. Addictions also are to be considered. I think when I start working again (I am currently on holiday), if I feel better, I know it has relation to it. Indeed I also thought about dying/suiciding in 2019, but fortunately since I know the "good period" is achievable (Suddenly I felt better, which looked to be a typical thing with conversion disorder), I am saying that now "I will give you" everything I have got and give it a fight and don't let it consume me (If needed, medications are there). At some point, I could fight off a seizure which occured at a time I don't take xanax. I know it is hard, for me every day and night may be a trip a visit in hell. There are many things I haven't tried yet: Yoga, Meditation etc. Another mistake I have done is to rush with the changes. These are potentially life-long considerations (They are for me). Make these changes slowly and not everything at once. I know I may be overthinking the illness, but so far that kind of approach helped me. Writing a diary is also a good idea. Since the first seizure in 2019, I have already given up lot of things, the illness kind of forced me to do that. Apologies for the long comment, if any questions, you can let me know in comment here. In short, Don't lose hope, and fight it.

I'm 16 and have had this pretty much my whole life... I only found out what it was last year all they told me it was my anxiety until I went to a children's hospital and a team if doctors finally figured it out.

I have this. It’s terrible to have, because my pain is often undermined, even by my family. I’m not taken seriously, and I’m told to “just relax” and “it’s all in your head”. My symptoms include 24/7 nausea, and abdominal cramps and bloating. I’m underweight because I cannot eat a full meal without feeling like I’m going to throw up. It’s a real thing, and it causes serious issues.

This is very useful video

I’ve had this since I was seven and only in late 2019 did any doctor take me seriously. I feel so alone and I lost my dream job because of it.

I learned the disorders in an easy way. Thank you to this channel! :)

My brother has it I suspect. My brother throws up every time he eats food ,he was almost 50kg but due to having dirohea every day he is now 35 kg ,he is just 14 . We have already seen him in all the hospital in the country for his stomach problem ,done all test but all came negative. Nowadays he cry every day ,he talks suicidal ,he is so negative about everything, he left doing what he loved to do , he don't like being talked to . My mom and dad cry's seeing him like this ,I close my door and can't help it . Tomorrow he has his first appointment to psychic if it doesn't work we will be taking him abroad . I hope my brother gets fine soon I can't see him like this. I have my finals next week and I can't even study seeing him like this.

finally i've seen your face for years I thought your voice was from a computer auto-reading program !!! :) thank you very much

When I was diagnosed I cried a lot because I knew it's nothing physical, it was really hard to handle the panic that came from the diagnosis

Joy from RED VELVET diagnosed with this0

Studying for step 2 CK and I seem to mix this condition with Illness Anxiety Disorder. I think this helped. Thanks!

AKA a doctor's way to cop out and shift the blame when they run out of ways to treat you. I am diagnosed with enough physical conditions to explain all of my physical complaints which makes a diagnosis of SSD completely illogical (just watch the first 18 seconds of the video)... but I was diagnosed with SSD anyway just because the medications they gave me were not effective... Instead of finding another way to treat what they already KNOW I have, they suddenly shift it to "oh, it must be in your head because this treatment works for everyone else.." BTW, this is not to say that SSD isn't a real issue that many people suffer with. I believe it is, but I also believe it is more often a misdiagnosis than an accurate representation of the root cause of the patients' physical issues.

This must be it. I go through extreamly severe episodes of extream anxiety where I physically shake for days lose appitite believe I'm going to die cant sleep and cant do anything I cry and obsess over every sensation in my body and I'm going through it right now and I've become very suicidal. I've been to the doctor and emergency room just for them to say nothing is wrong

I was diagnosed with Lyme disease, which bred other issues. I have been in severe pain for 4 years now, from nerve pain to physical pain. Lyme disease is extremely well known to breed many, MANY problems within the body. I was treated for it twice, and after only Lyme antibodies were found. But the Lyme reeked havoc on my body, which I think my body is still healing from. But doctors said my “Lyme” (yes they used finger quotes every time), was not the cause of anything going on. And my primary doctor thought this (somatic symptom disorder) is what I have. I have been to the ER for stomach bleeds, several cases of kidney stones, and others. Each time I was just drug seeking, according to the doctors. I was furious when I read up on what this was. I’ve almost ended my life several times because of this burning, life hindering pain. I feel like you can learn more about yourself and your diagnoses better than doctors can these days. Every doctor I have has had very old school thinking; and it’s almost cost me my life.

Mine manifests itself in horrible horrible nausea and vomiting. I really really hope it gets better soon, its been over 2 years but is at least improving

we are with you all the way, your channel's helpful as always

I have this. I haven’t actually been diagnosed but while going to doctors because of my rabies fear they said im ok and that im worrying about unnecessary things. So im very convinced i have it.

My father in law committed suicide due to this disorder. My husband had it too and it destroyed his life and our marriage. My sons are starting to show signs and I’m very worried.

It’s very frustrating to see different euphemisms for female hysteria. Please read the book Doing Harm by Maya Dusenbery.

I've been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, myofascial pain syndrome, chronic prostatitis/chronic pelvic pain syndrome, ADHD, OCD, C-PTSD, GAD, and MDD. I'm always worried I'm developing multiple forms of cancer etc. Maybe I have this?!?!?!

I have a rare somatic illness. My eyes literally roll up and I cant just pull them down when they go up. Doctors dont know the cause of all this but I was diagnosed with psychosis some months ago. The struggle is real, almost all tense situation make my eyes to go up and I cant pull them down.

I hope joy is ok😭😭

Your videos are very informative yet simple to understand.

This channel is super duper for medical students

This is very helpful. Thank you!

Describes most symptoms of fibromyalgia and Hashimoto's Disease. Took me 12 years to get diagnosed with both those conditions and a lot of medical gaslighting.

sound a lot like when doctors used to diagnose ppl specially women with histeria instead of actually treating them. just bc we don't know the cause doesn't mean ppl's pain isn't real

Thanks for your clear discussions about the disorders in dsm. I really hope I can pass my licensure exam. 💜

Has anyone ever heard of this disorder causing transit inherent attacks or strokes?

Thanks for the work...anaemia please

Can you make a video on Conversion disorder and perhaps the comparison of the conversion disorder and SSD? i feel there has been an incorrect diagnosis for me and just want it simplified a little better the difference. thank you. ☺️

Hmm I read a lot of comments here and no one comes to the severity of the pain Im in. I was just diagnosed today from my GI doctor after having sever right side abdominal pain, upper back pain and weird bowel movements because of spasms and severe pains almost daily. It was a buildup of long term stress that brought this disease on, I will snap out of this someday but I know I need the right people and environment. My pains exceed 10/30! Im in severe pains at the hospital twice a week average, pains make me cry non stop, it got so bad at least a dozen times that I wished that I would just die. Painkillers work like 40% for the pain but never entirely help.

I had to look into this because when I was a lot younger I would curl up in pain somewhere above my stomach but below my chest, and it would hurt for 5 minutes. After i'd be happy as a bee. I had this happen multiple times over a couple years but there was absolutely nothing wrong with me lol

Its where the drs cant find the cuz so they gave up, and they say its not us it u. Its in ur head.

too much stress? hyper sensitivity? go to a rheumatologist and then get a hormone profile- get cortisol testosterone thyroid etc- the body doesn’t just change due to the mind/ u can’t think your arm on fire - u can’t think a broken leg

I was diagnosed with this but I’m quite confused because i don’t experience physical symptoms. Ive been very depressed for some time and even been suicidal but never experienced anything physical. I was not told this diagnosis but only saw it written down on a medical document. I’m so confused. I don’t see how one could get to the conclusion that this is what i have.

Omg I'm so confuse I was just told by my doctor today that I have this disorder, I got hurt at work, I was told that the hit to my neck trigger it making my pain worse, since I was diagnosed in the pass with anxiety, depression ect. I'm 57 sorry I just need to learn more so I can understand why I'm always in so much pain everyday and night

On 2019 I had Nausea and chest pressure that did not let me eat nothing. I would only eat When it went away. Mom took me to doctor and they diagnosed me with Gastritis or GERD. They gave me omeprazole and did not cure me. A week later when I got nauseous I would excessively yawn. It was until September when nausea and fatigue went away. I still got it but less. All these happened because of anxiety. I got treated with hypnosis therapy in 2022 and I don’t get those symptoms no more.

thanks , your videos help me to recognize many disease ,I'm forward to your new videos

Guys, u better not just start crowding up the comments with Joy this and that. This is a real problem people face.

Here to find out more about what’s happening with our Joy 💚💔

Is it not true that this diagnosis ONLY is possible if we believe that the medical field knows everything about everything and have nothing more to learn? Personally I have been sick for 16 years, treated with cbt but only getting worse, and just recently got a real diagnosis. Giving someone this diagnosis can make them stop looking for the real issue which can be dangerous. I've also had a specialist telling me that he doesn't know but that we might in the future. That must be ok for doctors to say. We must think it's ok and THEY need to be humble and see that they are not all-knowing. peace and love

amazing work ...but please can you tell me references to learn more about that disease??

Can you make a video on the menstrual cycle please? I learn a lot from your videos. Thanks in advance!

amazing work , keep it going

I have severe pain in back Neck and some time headache alo I am alo taking medicine of ssd but when the medicine finished , pain become severe plzz suggest me some solutions😢😢

My doctor said that i have this, but not explain much about this. Sometimes i feel like he just brush me off and call me hypocondriac (i also have another medical condition)

so awesome guys! Thanks ohh please a video on UTI s

Hi. I am 41. I'm reading my high school emotional evaluation papers n iep. It has 'somatic complaints ' as an issue over n over again. Like every person that evaluated me. I've never read these papers until today as they were hidden away in my parent's safe for the last 25 years. I still have them only now it's coupled with a really damaging disease called sarcoidosis. Several surgeries under my belt to remove granulomas from eyes, lungs, spine. I had no idea this thing was real. Somatic I mean. I thought I am broken. Well I'm am broken, but i feel alittle less crazy for feeling these symptoms all of my life. So how now do I tell the difference between somatic pain and disease pain since ive always had pain? Can I heal at this age?

Thankyou sooooooo muchhhhh sir ....aapki video bht jyada useful thi mere liye ... thankyou thankyou thankyou sir

Im experiencing this for 6 years now. Chronic headache and fatigue and still not resolved.

i have a friend with conversion disorder and he is suicidal. i want to help him as much as i can :'(

This also may be referred to as LPD or “lazy provider disorder”

guillain-barre please. thanks

Superb video very knowledgeable Thanxx a lots

I was wonder what happened on me in past half of years until Joy diagnosed. Once I thought I have deppression or anxiety... People telling me that I think too much... I mean, I suffer everyday now because of the corona virus. I have chest pain and anxiety for now :(

I collapsed playing football 2 years ago. Couldn’t stand up and a couldn’t catch my breathe. 2 years later I’ve been labelled with this when I have a clicking pulsating upper abdomen! This term diagnosis has more than likely sent people to the verge of suicide. RIP the NHS.

Hi, I always see your videos they help me a lot thanks . Please can you explain in details the hypo and hyperparathyrodism

Unfortunately I'm suffering from this but I'm trying to go ahead in a positive way I have been diagnosed with a thinking disturbance and including I asked for a ct scan and nothing was found however, is this what I'm going through finally I found an explanation thanks 😊 🙏

I have this. I'm waiting to see a psychiatrist

is it possible for one to have this disorder but with no pain present and no shift in symptoms?

you are doing great job in educating people. Good content .

When i was five i woke up one random morning and couldn’t walk. I spent weeks in the hospital getting all sorts of tests done every single day, to absolutely no conclusion. I then did physiotherapy for months and eventually could walk absolutely fine. The doctors along with my parents kind of assumed it must have been some sort of physical manifestation. Now since the last six years (i’m 19 now) i get physical illnesses usually to do with indigestion or respiratory ailments that occur right before i have something stressful happening or something nerve recking like a performance. I do music and theatre so i perform many times a year. Because of this i’ve never performed completely healthy and usually have a croaky/lost voice when i have to sing. I’ve always assumed it’s my immune system shutting down due to stress so i’m more susceptible to catching cold and such. Although now after really thinking about it and putting all the pieces together im starting to think it might be deeper than that. It happens multiple times a year so it just doesn’t feel like a coincidence anymore. Is it possible this could be psychosomatic disorder? Should i visit a doctor/therapist about this? Or is it just stress/anxiety or a coincidence?

would you like to give a brief description of conversion disorder?

Just want to disagree regarding treatment: CBT is only effective with a percentage (less than half, in my opinion) of patients/clients. To those it is not effective with, it can be extremely invalidating.

According to the DSM V: somatic symptoms without an evident medical explanation are not sufficient to make the diagnosis. The individual's suffering is authentic, whether or not is medically explained.

1st time to see the face behind those voices thanks man

Very very nice n informative channel 👍

For more than year I feel constant cramping in my heart, even though my blood pressure and arteries are all normal I had all the medical tests and they were all fine I wish I could live alone away from evil humanity.

So is this central sentization it's very confusing and myofacial pain syndrome

I have this I am 21 and it started a year ago with gastrointestinal problems and now I am having neurological symptoms I have done mri EEG and lots of other tests none of them shows any abnormalities. I am so stressed out by these symptoms that I can't focus on anything else I keep thinking about my health all the time like what is happing with me. Suffering from more than one year is not a joke. I literally cried every morning evening and at any chance I got. I cannot enjoy eating,hanging out,playing, studying, anything at all. With this disease I don't know when all this will end like it stretches forever. I am so lost.

Make more videos its very helpful for specially psychology students and General public

So about 5 months ago, my mom fell from a flight of stairs. She ended up fracturing her hand and bruised her knee. She has gone to the doctor for her knee and the doctor has cleared her from any breaks/fractures etc.. so before and after that visit, she been strolling herself around in a wheel chair claiming that her knee really hurts and can’t put much weight on it even after her results! that doctor visit was about almost two months ago. she’s gotten a little better with her walk but she still uses her wheelchair! DOES SHE HAVE SSD?!?!?!

Thank you

U have incredible voice Very nice .all the best broo Frm india

I'm always feeling suicidal because of emetophobia. I suffer from generalized anxiety disorder and agorafobia (which is really debilitating for me). The anxiety and the nausea are constant, 24/7 and I have several digestive issues such as IBS, gastritis and GERD. My life is hell, I'm only 23 years old and I feel like I'll never be able to be happy. Everytime the nausea gets really bad, I panic so much to the point where my entire body gets paralyzed, I can't even move my hands, my fingers, my legs. And once I get through it (with a lot of different medication bc I never vomit) I spend weeks in a state of trauma and the only thing I can think about is how much I wish I never had to go through that again. It's getting unbearable and I really wish I could just go. Forever.