Imagine having it before people knew what it was.

Its a living hell

@@neinei454 I just hope you make it somehow work in your daily life. I feel so grateful for not having it. I imagind it is like having an headache inducing frustration of not having the world EXACTLY how you want it to be/look. It must be like a battle against reality. I am very sympathetic to people with your condition.

GLaDOS thank you so much. I am getting the help i need, so i’m fighting everyday

@@neinei454 ik im some random on the internet, but thats good! Keep on fighting! I am doing the same with my OCD.

What abt Nocolas cage's movie "manchstic man"?

Leonardo works so well on portraying people with mental issues, like ocd and autism (what’s eating Gilbert grape)

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me most days...

Leo himself has OCD. So not only did he do an amazing job, but it must have been hell for him as well, since OCD does not care if the compulsions are acted or not, the damn thing *will* latch onto it.

I have ADD and hate it when people use the term lightly yet I catch myself using OCD lightly :(

Having full-blown OCD and having compulsions are both drastically different issues. OCD is rampant in this film, and I would imagine that it showcases it very well. Compulsions, on the other hand, can be defined by certain idiosyncrasies such as having things in a certain order. I have compulsions about some things depending on what they may be. Certain things have to be put in a way that doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. If I am doing something where I know that I will feel a compulsion, I will always do that activity the same every single time. The job I have is fantastic for my compulsions since it's repetitive and dull. I don't really have much of a boss, so I am free to do what I want, when I want to do it, as long as the job is done at the end of the day or in a timely fashion if an order is made and needs to be shipped quickly. I can lay out my tools, my parts to what I produce, and I can assure you that if you see me do it today that way, I'll be doing it the exact same way 6 months from now. I have figured out how I like to do things, and I feel uneasy if that process is hindered. What I have are compulsions, and they are nowhere near the extremes that actual OCD can present itself as. Thank you, Supergangsterish1 for pointing that out. It aggravates me that it has become "cute" for someone to claim they have OCD. I have learned to deal with my compulsions, but I sure would be a whole lot happier if I didn't give a damn, or feel a sense of general unease about how things are at times.

​@fellini fendi Good luck with your therapy, my friend. I hope that it does you some good. I am in therapy myself and it does me a world of good to be able to talk to a professional about the things that I have a difficult time dealing with in my life. If I can give you one shred of advice that my therapist assured me of it would be this: If you go in and they immediately want to put you on medication, get the hell out of there ASAP. You need time to find out if they are right for you, and they need to find out if they can help you. If on your first visit they already have a 'solution' for you and it's medication, they're definitely not the right folks for you. Again, good luck!

I wonder if I have a much more subtle variant of it. When I socialize, every perceived mistake will be replayed to me later that day, and the only way to snap out of it, is to say a mantra like, "stay focused", "control", "control yourself", etc. I can only sleep if I visualize a shield around my property, as if it's going to block the negative thoughts. It's not even a fraction as destructive as Howard's issues, but it is disruptive and annoying. I shouldn't need mantras to function, but the universe is indifferent to what we want.

I suffer from the same thing as Howard did. It has put strains on my relationships. It definitely had a hand in ruining my last one. The current girl I am with had great hygiene. Not to my impossible standard, though. I have come so far. I did this by convincing myself that germs will not always be harmful. Some bacteria is good. It will strengthening my cell DNA, so I have a better immune response to it. That, and I know I need to live in a world with people with poor hygiene. It is unavoidable. I wipe down my area with disinfecting wipes and spend time there. My girlfriend will come flop down her dirty phone in my area and it bugs me so much. She through some paper work she wanted me to see on my keyboard once and I felt pretty disrespected. I just took the time to think of it from her point of view. She does not hold the same standard as me. She will never understand my illness and all these discomforts will lead to growth. There was one time I got so bad that it made me physically ill from stress. I never want to go back there. I told myself it is time to stop this shit. I am ten times better now. My life is so much better. OCD will own you, if you let it. A lot of thought and studying of genealogy helped me get passed this. My desk is my one clean place now. I have comfort clothes set aside to not contaminate it with the outside world. The funny thing about this all, is that I am kind of an extrovert. I am a goofy disorganized person. My MBTI personality is ENTP.

Leo never does. Going back to What's Eating Gilbert Grape and The Basketball Diaries, he nails every role he plays.

Yep apparently he’s making next movie with Marty Scorsese about hh holmes Americas first serial killer. Can you imagine a serial killer Di Caprio? Gonna be insane

Yes.

Wait do I have ocd? Because this is ME

@@ellarose423 See a psychiatrist, ask for a test, complete the test to the best of your abilities and see the results.

Exactly, that scene was so true in my case. I have to say or repeat something a number of times, and people just think I"m crazy. I've experienced going to the shops and every single time I have to get something from the shelf, I need to take the 3rd item. If something goes wrong, I rearrange all the items back on the shelf and go again to take the 3rd one out.

i don't know if this is how people who aren't familiar would view it, but i can SEE the moment his brain tells him he needs to say it again and his hesitation and internal calculation of how to hide it. and once he's fully submersed in the compulsion and he can no longer do anything to mask it he just starts walking away panicked, still doing the compulsion but needing desperately to get away from the social situation.

I've seen bloody fights start over just that. you don't put your hands in another mans plate unless you intend for it to come to blows.

I need it's gif to post many places to let people know it's not cool with me :(

just watching it made me as mad as he was in the movie

I had a coworker take a boneless wing from my plate once without asking, i looked him in the face and said, "don't ever touch my f**king food again" and mostly everyone else on the table took his side, unbelievable

@@rammbostein They be sheep and don't know the codes for interaction. Burn their phone numbers and never speak to them again. For your own piece of mind.

Half of it is still about planes because it's his life's works. OCD is the other half basically, the one people never knew.

You're right, that's one of the first things they taught me when I was hospitalized. It's very hard and something I still struggle with.

Does it get bettee with time? Am doing the same for a month noe

Thankyou

Very true, this is what I do, and I’ve just learned to accept myself and not let it consume me

Thank you so much for telling me this!! I believe o have ocd I have recurring thoughts that won’t leave my head but what I’ve done is trained myself to welcome it and say bring it on and let it do it’s job and just relax with it.

It kinda is, but i'm not THIS bad

its pretty bad

Haha it is, but there’s always a way to get through things. In reality this doesn’t compare.

Thanks for understanding

Phantom Worral 😂 haha thx for sympathising

I agree on a level. I have pretty bad OCD driven by anxiety and I know that OCD can be all different “flavors” for everyone . And it most certainly can develop from perfectionism into a larger issue. So some people who are perfectionists are that way because of OCD but obviously not all but I get what you’re saying. It definitely comes in different severity’s for different people as well.

Similar feeling bro I feel like punching straight in thr face..

IKR! My aunt has ocd she literally can’t go in public and takes meds

I think that's being too sensitive. People make all sorts of exaggerations. When people call themselves punctuality fascists, they are not actually professing themselves to be disciples of Benito Mussolini. Language has become too much of a minefield (and by saying that I don't mean to insult people who have lost limbs to landmines...).

I worked with someone once who was hyper organized, drove me nuts!

Where did Nicholson portray OCD? I wanna watch the movie where he did.

@@bgschannel9357 "As good as it gets" It's a famous movie. He won an Oscar for it too

@@chiara8561 ohh...I thought he was plainly being very untrustful of trying out a new life...but now I see it. Thanks!

The only thing I find inaccurate about this scene is how he puts the soap container on the sink. I would think he would keep it in his pocket since the sink is probably dirty.

@@redengine6382LOLLL I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING

Back then there was no help

Black Sun Sirius 777 Yeah, he was never even diagnosed with it :(

@Adarsh M G drugs

There was virtually no mental health services, he was also surrounded by a bunch of "yes" men and was an extreme germaphobe. His legacy lives on though.

@Greg Hubbard Doctors used to prescribe a variety of medications for illnesses they didn't know a lot about. Same thing can "kind of" be said about today. However, they'd hand out amphetamines and tranquilizers like they were going out of style.

Show me all the blueprints Belson!

............... ... ... ... ..show me all the blueprints

John Larue no you show me the blue prints

Scary whats happening in his mind though like a computer malfunctioning

@@suma4m *Gavin not Belson

Somebody come in with the milk

Like the fact that the channel is called Professor Ross and the actor in the blueprint scene's last name is Ross.

@@yourwelcome9336 Now there's a conspiracy staring us RIGHT in the face. Shall we pick up the glove - or leave it rotting on the floor?

show him ALL the blueprints

@@Handhandme shohimallthebluprints shohimallthebluprints shohimallthebluprints shohimallthebluprints shohimallthebluprints

I can imagine the suffering. I have a tic disorder (which I think is about as annoying) and it really drives me crazy sometimes

How could anyone get accurately diagnosed with OCDat the age of 3

The same way you diagnose somebody that's 20. Children often show signs of obsessive compulsive behaviors but that differs from a disorder in the severity of the symptoms. It is true that children may grow out of these tendencies so I understand your confusion. I wish I would have grown out of mine.

@@stevensullivan9363 so you could'nt/ didn't ?

@@Dunnowhattonem What are you talking about?

Oscars are Not the Most prestigious Film Awards btw

He didn't deserve the Oscar for any of his previous roles except Gilbert Grape. And at that time he was probably too unknown for serious consideration. Every other time he's been snubbed, there's been a clear forerunner. Revanant was mostly an apology award. He's a good actor, but not at the level of the greats.

He probably has

@@holden6104 youre blind af to what the greats are then lmao

Sadly he's been shafted on all he deserves.

I always use a paper towel to cover my hand from the door knob in public bathrooms

@@wattsnottaken1 same. In that scene he had just used them all and that's why I totally knew right away how he felt

@@islandboy4445 I’m just like that. It’s funny because I’m only very germaphobic when it comes to things that I know are dirty. I’m like very OCD when it’s comes to public restrooms door handles, toilet seats, garbages etc. I don’t really have a problem touching things that I know other people touch like atm machines and such. Once I’m like out of a restroom I’m fine. It’s only things that I know are dirty like toilet seats and stall doors and faucets etc. I’ll have to use a paper towel to turn the faucet off and open the door when I leave. At work I have to take out garbages and I often get garbage on my hands so when I’m done I’ll have to immediately go to the bathroom and wash my hands and wrists before I touch anything else. I’m just like how Leo is during this scene when someone walks in on me or comes out of the stall, especially if it’s someone I know and I’ll like quickly rinse off all the soap and try to act normal because I don’t want people to think I’m weird.

John Kelleher 100% agree

yall think so ? He was like 30 here

It's because he's so thin he looks that young. The suits don't fit him right because that was the style at the time, it definitely makes him look way younger, but hughes did wear suits like that. He was rich, so he had them well tailored, but not always. That "boxy" look makes it seem like he's ill fitted to the suits, but that's how it was at the time. It was a bad decade for suit design. In this it just makes him look out of place and even younger. I think the issue is more that Hughes had a lot of grizzliness to him, which they didn't add to Leonardo. They needed to work on the face makeup to take away some of that rosiness and replace it with some lines. Instead he constantly looks freshly showered, which doesn't make sense, and his hairstyle is wrong too.

But he wasnt. During this time howard was only in his mid to late 20s he just looked older

I think he was around 30 when he got the role.

He was also around for Spanish flu.

Not really. I never watched the movie. This clip poped out in my recommendations for some reason. You know, OCD is not about circumstances or to wash Your hands really good. It is about things You make up in Your mind which force You to do that. He may be triggered by uneven potato on a plate and ignore covid19. This shit is crazy.

P D Nah, you should watch this movie. He was a young boy when the Spanish Flu hit. His mother drove it into him to keep clean and in isolation.

Why would he go crazy, it would not affect his OCD symptoms one bit. Seeing people around him washing their hands more and keeping their distance would make him feel a tad better if anything.

@@korpienmahtijullit7508 that is true

There is nothing quirky or light about it. It _is_ hell. One of the few aspects of my life that has not been taken over by the illness is in fact video games, so hearing someone else's account of it having such a profoundly hurtful impact on them is disheartening. I know it's not my fault, but I am sorry that that was your reality; I truly do feel for you. On a lighter note, I hope that things have either improved or that you have the opportunity to improve them. Knowing that myself as well as others suffer with things like this frustrates and saddens me.

@@Ascertivus Thank you for your kind words, and encouragement! Thankfully my OCD has lessen over the years, and I can play video games without it affecting me, it’s still here but I guess you can say I’ve learned to live with it

Thank you for sharing this. Numbers are my Achilles Heel in the real world and, in video games, I've caught myself combing entire virtual worlds for *anything* hidden. I literally had to find every little secret, turning the game into a chore, rather than entertainment. If I didn't do it, I was convinced that I wasn't enjoying the game or playing it properly and it would be a disservice to the developers who had worked on it. It became an oxymoron. It was a disgusting feeling and a waste of time. I'm so happy that you're doing better these days.

@@TraustiGeir Thank you for sharing, I hope things are easier for you now. It is a very disgusting feeling, you are so frustrated with yourself for putting yourself through this, you begin to heat up and sweat and you just want to leave your head as your torturing yourself with whatever habit you have, I know that feeling well. Knowing there are others who go through the same pain as me just reminds me that we need to stick by each other. Sending love your way

I’m so sorry that’s so hard, I’ve either had germophobia or ocd this video really calls me out and just reminds me of how sad it was lol to be having at the time I hear you

Bro his name is Leonardo DiCaprio

It’s honestly made me realize I might have a minor case of OCD I feel terrible for the people who go through it hugely tho

Fr it was scary how many things I do when I saw this movie it was devastating to watch

OCD

You're just an OCD Dumbo like me!

Same!! I mean, I have OCD and I tend to repeat things until it feels just right, but I didn't know other people with the same diagnosis did it too!! I actually feel way better now, even though I've realised how silly it must look for others.

@@zurirost2514 you should become a machinist. If you scrap the part you start over. Lots of metal chips to trip out over

I have OCD too. Just want to let you know you're not alone, friend.

@@m_r2215 Thank you. You're not alone either.

Im a person who had anxiety and i want to tell you Guys just don’t give it attention, i know it’s hard but just let those feelings be there. The Brain is so powerful but you can control it, just one day at a time

I am also not alone ..I hate my self because of OCD😔

As someone who does not have OCD but currently studying about it, Call me a loon but to be honest with you guys I feel like I need OCD in me because I’m always forgetting to do things. When someone tells me something to do I listen to them but at the same time I don’t. For example, my mom tells me to find something and when I can’t because I quickly forgot what she said, she is going to get angry because I can’t find that certain thing, or before she goes to work she tells me the most basic thing to remember but as hours go by I forgot to do that specific thing, so when she comes home she gets angry and says something like “didn’t I tell you to do this before I left to work”. And when that happens I feel angry about myself because of my memory loss. Basically what I’m trying to say is, that if I had OCD it probably help a little but I sound stupid when I say that because who would be crazy enough to ask for a disorder. Absolutely no one. At least with you people who have OCD you guys check and check and check things multiple times just to make sure, while I’m the guy that thinks oh yeah I did that, (when I actually didn’t) or when someone tells me to do something, I should repeat it in my head like I have OCD or something just to make sure I remember 100% in my head I get it right. Or who knows, maybe I just need my ears checked.

@@milesdoyle shut up

also, people should do ERP therapy (exposure and response prevention), it can have amazing effects

@@saullandiof5768 Yes, but sometimes you are too far gone to even attempt that, so medication can help. I used to be so against medication until 2020 and my friend totally told me to just try it because she was so worried about me...she told me of her elderly neighbour who takes zoloft for her ocd, and it changed my life. I am against over perscribing medication, anti-depressants have nothing to do with ocd...so people getting prozac and whatever else, thats way too heavy of a drug imo. but i couldnt function, i was holding in pee all day, not getting out of my bed at all...all because of ocd. i couldnt even type or go online and click things. lol. it was absolutely insane. but exposure response is a good way to nip it in the bud, i did that for most of my life until i couldnt anymore. something bad triggered me. i burnt my finger and the hospital journey got me all anxious and i got scared it would be infected or i'd die...and i think it really brought the grief of losing my mother to the surface and a friend i knew was dying...so my ocd just totally took over my life in 2019. funnily enough covid didnt worry me at all lol. people think its all about fear of disease and germs but its totally internal...your brain in endless cycles. they call it magical thinking.

How. The. Fuck. Is repeating yourself OCD???

I actually enjoy this movie every time I watch it.

*dough. Not OCD, just....it bothered me.

How did you get out of it?

​@@anthonyperez6173 By making a fake comment.

Sort of. OCD can be practical or completely impractical, depending on the person, situation, stage of recovery, etc. Notice how there are used tissues and towels everywhere. Some are probably legitimately unsanitary and dangerous, while many are likely completely wasted.

Howard’s type causes worst problems like today oh let’s not get any germs shut down everything no one work no one shop no one go anywhere stay inside then we kill all germs meanwhile the inside dwellings of mold and stag net air make way for more viruses to the weak immune system and the money value melts away in value because everyone’s brain went numb to start with

Its better to die a normal person than survive being a recluse.

I hope that you have learned from him and you are therefore saving your urine in bottles!

Is a ridiculous soundbite

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This gives me hope

I have suffered from OCD my whole life. It got the worst when I was going through puberty, around 14 and 15. It got so out of hand that I had to quit all sports and leave school for a while and seek therapy. After a couple years, I could control it. I am 23 now and I remember having all the same urges displayed in this movie, but I don't feel them anymore. I don't know if I have conquered OCD or temporarily blocked it out, but I struggle with a fraction of the thoughts I had in my teens. I hope this never comes back like this again. I remember being trapped in rooms because I couldn't open the door, washing my hands until they bled, and checking to make sure I shut off the lights or locked the doors multiples of times. I cannot say how these urges went away, but eventually they did. I hope that gives hope to others with this disorder because it can be absolutely terrifying.

@R1ZZ3N - You are extremely fortunate. If you were able to conquer your OCD without any meds and/or something like cognitive behavior therapy, I would say your serotonin deficit seems to have naturally resolved itself. That is a blessing. For me, started as a young boy, was bad until high school, when it seemed to be less severe. After high school while in college it got bad again, and it's been that ever since (about 25 years since college).

@Shannonm75 - I did not know that about Leo and his post filming OCD. That neuroplasticity you referenced is the key factor in the failure or success of cognitive behavior therapy (CBT), which is probably the most common non-medication treatment sought by folks battling OCD.

Shannonm75 He had OCD when he was a kid

I used to have mild tourettes where i'd clear my throat constantly, it sounded exactly like Leo does in the movie. I still do it sometimes. But I forced myself to supress it or stop it a while ago. Now im dealing with the thoughts behind it like you. I know the struggle, but i'm working it. it'll get better :)

Revenant is still an amazing movie though.

In revenant he got it just for the sake of the meme, he had much, much better roles before that

@@TheOnlyMMshow agreed. He's deserved it for almost every role he's done though

@@marklott2282 I cant watch that movie it hits to fucking close to home (women in my family have a bit of a weight problem)

just thought his acting was overlooked in this movie

i just pick my skin and have never ending disturbing thoughts

Seriously? It made you want to cry? LOL I hope you're joking.

Sexy Love-----HA, -- THAT WAS NOTHING;---DON'T YOU REMEMBER THE SENATOR DELIBERATELY PLACING THE FINGERPRINT ON HUGHES's WATER GLASS????????????????

@@KAHHHH8548 Hahahaha. Isn't it funny to judge how people feel? Shouldn't we tell them what to do? You're a pretty strong person behind that mobile phone or computer, congratulations.

@@katiem8025 you're making fun of them for that? LOL I hope you're joking.

fuck that guy

I think in Hughes case its more that hes literally going insane, his mind is almost rejecting itself

Obsessive - Compulsive: meaning you can have obsessions (thoughts) or compulsions (actions to quell the thoughts).

GreedAndSelfishness Same man, I have POCD (I think it’s POCD, my therapist just diagnosed me with regular OCD and ADD but I have a feeling it’s POCD) and it’s the worst thing ever.

Same here,just don't give a damn to it,let it pass,it will be alright

Sounds like you have the same thing, but just in a much less extremer form

That's because you're just a pussycat....MEOW!

Maybe people with OCD want to be connected and not feel alone.

I have Messiah complex... I can walk on water and damn good at carpenting.

Me, i used to be a fuckin slob but im getting better

I dont😂

yes me i dont think i know baby. . .

….

I can't count how many times he recorded that.

You must hold the milk at a 45% angle so no dust will fall on the rim of the bottle...

@SKRIMEO Oh thats mine. Just came up with it off the top of my head. My unique sarcastic sense of humor lol.

You did not capitalize or use punctuation. The entire process must be repeated from the beginning.

@@Christrulesall2 ° not % Now, you must repeat the entire process from the beginning. Repeat it from the beginning. Repeat it from the beginning. You must repeat it from the beginning.

Im sorry i have ocd too

Same!

HOW ABOUT YOU STOP

That dumbahh took it all and away from the fuckin society!!!!!

It makes you genuinely feel insane at times, not knowing what it is makes it all the worse

Elizabeth Munoz irrational brain with rational brain put in together