EDIT MAY 2023 : Want to listen more lofi beats? lowfi.fanlink.tv/Lowfi I am making new rotation of this soothing lofi aesthetic playlist, so follow it to not miss the next rotation More sad lofi compilation the loneliest feeling in the world → kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bad4eqdirtzXo40.html the awfulest feeling in the world → kzfaq.info/get/bejne/m86jrdOgp7C4aI0.html the saddest feeling in the world → kzfaq.info/get/bejne/ndWijbGqqKm3aWw.html the darkest feeling in the world → kzfaq.info/get/bejne/etGApJNkyKuZmpc.html the painfullest feeling in the world → kzfaq.info/get/bejne/iK-HjLunzJ7Pg58.html the loneliest feeling in the world (again) → kzfaq.info/get/bejne/jsWeg9t6t7-bYIE.html Exclusive bonus for the ones reading this: the sad lofi mixes will come back very soon :)

Trapped inside your house, headset on, dreaming of a place you can call home... To whoever reading this, one day you will make it through

Does anybody else listen to this and feel like u aren’t ok and everybody around u is lying to you about how they feel about you and when you go home you just sit in your room and think I am not liked by anybody?

anyone else just sitting in the dark corner of their room, in complete solitude, where everything is silent, while everybody in the house is being loud and you're just tryna calm down bc you've been feeling a bit too dreadful lately? bc me too.

It's so painful being around people and still being alone in my mind...

That feeling you get when you want to tell someone you love them but there's no one there

One day, we will grow up and see EVERYONE loves us! But nobody likes us. *That is the loneliest feeling in the world...*

thank you so much for featuring my music

Stop. yes you reading this comment. Stop what you're doing and go look in the mirror. You see those eyes? those are eyes that have seen pain, but do you know what else they've seen? hope. See that mouth? that is a mouth that has spoken kindness when it only received insult. See your shoulders? those are shoulders that carry a heavey burden. See those hands? those are hands that are willing to carry even more. You are the type of person who takes more than they can handle to see those around themselves be happy. Be proud young warrior, for you suck the darkness in yourself so that others around you can be brighter...

i remember the first version and i listened to it for days almost every night and to be honest i thought it would make me sad, since i listened to it during some sad boi hours but in fact it got me through couple of months by myself and now i’m back just reminiscing on me being sad and listening to this now, only 11 hours after being posted is like... feels like a sign ya know? maybe i’m just venting because i’m goin though it but my guess is you are to. have a good night stranger, we’ll all get through this one day or the next. love yall

Ay I see someone that’s important, loving, forgiving, fun, full of light, and amazing. By “someone” I mean you. You are important! So don’t ever get down or feel lost in the dark.

Being called boring, being called quiet... it hurts, too much

I didn’t know feelings could be lonely but you learn something new everyday

You ever feel like never wanting to let go but deep down in your heart you know you have to let it go

Thank you very much for making this, i love this channel soo much the lofi and vibes of this are great

This is the best lofi music I have ever heard in my whole life!

When I see comments like these and here music like this. I hear sounds that recognize the pain I feel and voices that share the pain of this life, and I realize that not one of us is truly alone. We are all neck deep in this sht together my soul kin. Take each day one at a time and look at each person as a fellow sufferer. You know what they feel and you know what they need, because you do too...

Bro, thank you so much. The first one is my favorite lofi mix to date. This second one is so good too. You're awesome man.

Thanks for the mix man!

I can only thank you for having these mixes up. You truly are the best.

Everything's so confused I just need some rest.

Yeah , i need it now 🖤

Whoever is reading this, when you wake up tomorrow it’s a brand new day for you to move on in life, you are loved by many sleep tight ❤

Thank you. Great work!!!

I’ve just subbed to this channel, this channel has awoken feelings within me I never knew existed. God bless you for making these compilations 🙏❤️

Thanks🖤

Maybe one day, we all wil feel happy.

I feel truly lonely when I am around people. This feeling torments me~and~ this music numbs the pain. Thank you ~

This beat is🖤😭

I recently broke up with my girlfriend that I was with for 4 years and life just went to shit to be honest. I feel empty inside with no purpose and nobody close to talk to I don't want to do anything with my life everything is just so confusing. Don't know if anybody will see this but I guess this is kind of a way to let your feelings out. Thank you if you accually read this though have a beautiful day.

Love the songs you make!!!! Helps me through my depression.

i love ur username AND ur pfp like wow!! i love it

The 4 dislikes just don't understand our pain

love this channel..I write and think to it often ..such a great channel for relaxing meditative states, bravo

Amm...Hello. Nice man your Lofi mixes are good I have your lofi mix from one year and I listen it now

This just makes me feel ok and I like that

NICE!

so gorgeous, i love it so much 💖

🖤 vibessss

looooove feeling the basssssss

Ayyye i love the first one

Doesn't it make you sad and scared that the world we're living in could all end by an astroid or tsunami in 1 sweep or how an earthquake so strong, break the earth so that nothing is left . No home ,no planet , no nothing . All our accomplishments struggles and family gone ...........

The only time I can feel

Being lonely sucks. It sucks when your only friend is yourself 😪

2nd Comment, time to sleep with this lofi

Listening at 2x speed is amazing.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m actually happy or if I am just distracting myself

Nothing feels right anymore

Oh my my that track at 4:50 is killer

Proud to be 100th comment

it's lonely time once again

My like turned it from 999 to 1K. For just a second, ironically i felt like i wasnt alone.

I'll just stay here till everything's fine :

I play this song when I am alone

I searched on what are the effects of depression and they match perfectly with my daily routine.

A lot of people will never understand what it’s like to feel alone...🥀🌑

ah a feeling i haven't had in a very long time.

🙏❤️

Things don’t squeeze out the happy juice like they used to.

I know most of you don't care and you have no reason to, but ima express what's been going on in my mind while I'm listening to this music, maybe it will make me feel a little better to talk about it. I'm friends with this girl who is very closed off but has occasionally opened up to me, and I think it goes without saying that I started to catch some kind of feelings for her because well, she's smart, beautiful, nice, and kinda similar to me in other ways which makes me feel like I could understand her easily you know? I'm not totally in love cuz i don't necessarily know her all that well, but the fact she's kind of strange is very attractive to me, apart from the fact i enjoy talking and being with her. The thing is because of the pandemic I haven't seen her in person in a long time, i recently saw her at a new years eve party at a friends house and she seemed very weird around me, even though we are supposed to be pretty close friends, shes relied on me on occasion and so have I. Not very long ago i tried to get together with her on some sort of date but it was supposed to be more platonic than anything, it was to see if she was able to be chill with just me around. I asked her if she was available someday soon and she seemed ok about it, i had asked her before if she would be ok with me inviting her to hang out and she said she had no issues (i asked beforehand because I'm a chronic overthinker hehe) , so she told me that she would let me know if she could. Well, the day we were supposed to hang out arrives and she still hasn't said anything, so I, trying to plan out my day ask if our plans were still on. She said she had a birthday and she couldn't, i said it was cool and if she wanted to hang out some other day or if she didn't that was also cool, and once again she said and i quote "I'll let u know!" and that was the end of that. She never did let me know, what bothers me is that i still don't know if she genuinely forgot (shes mentioned she forgets stuff and that if she doesn't reply or something that i don't take it personally, though i still wonder cuz who knows right?) or she's just ignoring me. I'm not sure what to do now, part of me says i should just give up, but another part is still holding on to that shred of hope that she might at least give me a chance, the last thing i want is to be annoying. As i write this i contemplate my next move. If you read this you are a lovely person and i wish you the best. :) Thank you

I'm stuck between worlds.. I want to sleep to get rid of everything and get away.. But in my dream world.. You're still there, reminding my of my failure. Reminding me of how useless I am. I try to wake up.. But then I'm back in reality.. Maybe I should just die..

Hi! Was wondering where I could submit some music.

(My opinion even though no one asked) the loneliest feeling is that of when you turn around and realize you cant tell anyone your deepest feelings because you feel you'll be frowned upon or thought of as weird. And then you realize it's a feeling there to stay. Will there ever be peace of mind and heart? Or am I doomed to be alone?

I can't explain but I am terrified on what happens on the other side that's what scars me in life challenges I just want true happiness...

I don't fill sad because I want to get away from that by the filling and the sounds of the music, looked at in a way of focus and understanding, I don't need to try so hard for eveones approval. just be me and fill the sounds flow through my fisical and astronomical being to give my self guidance to better days

If your reading this your not alone I LOVE YOU

I was thinking of putting something nice and to cheer people up in this sea of comments but honestly I have been doing that for so long and I just feel like I should stop being nice I once liked this girl and I would always make her laugh and was a good guy best friend and I lover her ya know and then she just gave up on me and left me in the back and she did not say she liked me back and I was broken I did not feel good and I just thought what if she was not the right one and I just became sad and lonely and I don’t have friends I mean im a guy who just sits in his room plays video games and watches anime I’m not useful to anyone idk I decided I would say this and just hope someone see this and can give me advice

this makes my depression worse

An adventure Time lofi vid would be nice dont ya think???

I kinda wish that the songs were marked in the description with when they start and which song is which, like in the first Loneliest Feeling video. Just having the song names in the description and the whole Wave 1, 2, 3 thing doesn't really tell me much.

I've been cryin about my girl that left me

see you in space, cowboy

We say we want to die, but we just want to start living.

I Didn't Even Realized I was way to Lonely. I want to talk to my friends In a Chat but im way too scared. Ive been lonely for years. And since this pandemic I have no friends to hang out with or even talk to them..

i feel estranged to by best friends. but feel like im best friends with the strangers in these comment sections.

deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

48:39 where does that beat come from?

It was never meant to be.........^_^

What anime is in the bqckround

He changed his yt name?

KZfaq recommend, soo

I'm alive but I'm dead. - XXXTentacion

remember guys its your time and you need it now! call jp morgan today!

In Session 1, Laughing Bull foretells of Spike's death being brought on by a woman. Laughing Bull: Swimming bird will meet a woman. The bird will be hunted by this woman. And then death. Spike: One more time. Laughing Bull: What's that? Spike: I was killed once before by a woman. Spike is speaking of Julia. Losing her love was so painful as to be considered a form of death. He was left in a detached dream-like purgatory from that day on. In Session 26, Julia is shot in front of Spike. White doves fly by in slow motion. Horror, shock, and agony are expressed in Spike's left eye. He screams her name, drops his weapon, and runs to her. He takes her in his arms. Hears her last words, which are inaudible to the audience. Spike looks down at his lost love and then up to the sky. The camera is now focused on Spike's right eye, which is shaking in a disturbing manner. The camera zooms into Spike's pupil and everything fades to black. The next scene is of Laughing Bull predicting Spike's imminent death. Holding Julia's coat, Vicious speaks of Spike. Vicious: A beast that has lost his place. He has nowhere to return to now. He will come. Vicious is both right and wrong. Spike will come, but he does have somewhere to return to one last time. Two rose petals are shown blowing away in the wind. Spike returns to the Bebop and tells Jet a story. An allegory about his life which he uses to explain why he will never return. Spike: There once was a tiger striped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives, and he was owned by various people who he didn't really care for. The cat wasn't afraid to die. Then one day the cat became a stray cat, which meant he was free. He met a white female cat, and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years passed, and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger striped cat cried a million times, and then he died too. Except this time, he didn't come back to life. Jet is keenly aware that Spike's death looms in the horizon. He is wary of the tale's implications. When Spike gets up to leave, Jet asks him one last question. Jet: Is it for the girl? Spike: [beat] She's dead. There's nothing I can do for her now. This is true. Julia is dead. There is nothing Spike can do for her. This does not lessen the impact she has on the events that are about to unfold. Jet understands this. Upon hearing of Julia's death, he has a resigned if devastated reaction. He knows exactly what this means for Spike. Faye confronts Spike while holding him at gunpoint. She knows that he is marching towards his death. Faye: Where are you going? Why, are you going? You told me once, to forget the past, ‘cause it doesn’t matter, but you’re the one still tied to the past, Spike! Spike does not deny this. Instead, he explains the truth about his eyes. The camera spans from his left eye to his right eye. Spike: Look at my eyes, Faye. One of them is a fake because I lost it in an accident. Since then, I've been seeing the past in one eye and the present in the other. So, I thought I could only see patches of reality, never the whole picture. Faye: Don’t tell me things like that; you’ve never told me anything about yourself, so don’t tell me now! Spike: I felt like I was watching a dream I could never wake up from. Before I knew it, the dream was all over. This is not the first time Spike has expressed this sentiment. One of his most revelatory quotes was said in the teaser for Ballad of Fallen Angels. Spike: The music box is broken, or is it? It starts to play, and a haunting tune fills the air. I wake suddenly from my dream. There is no music box! And yet there it is. A tiny one nestled in my hand. And I awaken from my dream again. As if I were peeling an onion. It’s a dream no matter how far I go. I can never reach reality. Trapped in an endless nightmare. Spike is so affected by the loss of the woman he loves that even an item she once possessed haunts him. It is her death that has finally woken him from his detached dream-like state. Faye shares with Spike that her memory has returned. She explains that there was nowhere for her to go back to. She pleads with him to stay. Spike ignores her please and instead leaves her with these parting words. Spike: I’m not going there to die; I’m going to find out if I’m really alive. I have to do it, Faye. Faye is not comforted by this statement. The audience should not be comforted either. Spike's words eerily echo what Jet said to him in session 25. Jet: Men only think about the past right before their death, as if they were searching frantically for proof that they were alive. Faye cries and shoots off her gun. An act reminiscent of the 21-gun salute that is used in the military to honor the fallen. Spike walks away from Faye without looking back. He is never shown thinking about anyone from the Bebop again. The song "See You Space Cowboy" plays as Spike leaves the Bebop. "Everything is already over", You say with closed ears The words only flow Towards a tomorrow without peace "There's nothing that won't change" Even if my life ends This love will not disappear It's something that will live forever Even if dreams are hidden in darkness I got a rainbow Rainbow in your hands... The camera zooms in on Spike's left eye. The eye that sees Spike's past. The lyrics begin as Spike is recalling romantic memories of Julia. He thinks of the first time he saw Julia and was captivated by her beauty. He thinks of a time when he made love to Julia and she cradled him in her arms. Given that Spike confided to Jet just the previous session that Julia was a part of him, the image shows a moment in Spike's life when he felt whole. Spike: She was a piece of me I had lost. She is my other half that I had longed for. The song continues to play as Spike attacks the syndicate. It is a ballad of undying love alluding to lovers being reunited in the afterlife. When Spike faces off against his hated rival, Vicious makes a proclamation. Vicious: So, you're finally awake. I told you before, Spike. I'm the only one who can kill you and set you free. Spike does not deny this. But makes a proclamation of his own. Spike: Those words apply to you as well, Vicious. During their fight, there comes a moment where the two disarm each other by swapping weapons. Vicious getting Spike's gun and Spike getting Vicious's katana. It is at this moment that Spike makes a statement of great significance to both men. Spike: Julia passed away. Let's end it all. Vicious: If that's your wish. The rivals return their weapons. Spike shoots Vicious but gets sliced across the abdomen. Vicious's death comes quickly, while Spike lingers as was foreshadowed. Vicious: Don't forget, a snake's venom poisons slowly after the bite. Spike watches Vicious's body fall to the ground, spends but a few of seconds looking at him, then looks up to the night's sky. The camera is focused on Spike's right eye. Now calm. Spike sees Julia. This is the first time in the entire series that Spike is shown seeing Julia with his right eye. In session 13, during an auditory flashback, Spike and Julia discuss his eyes. Spike: My left eye sees the past. Julia: What about your right eye? We do not hear his response. In the penultimate scene of the series, we are specifically shown what Spike sees with his eye that sees his present. He sees her. In Spike's vision, Julia is cast in a white light. She says her last words to Spike, this time they are audible to the audience. Spike is shown reflected back in Julia's eye. He glumly concurs with her. Spike is then completely engulfed by a blinding white light. The scene fades to white. This light is reminiscent of the divine light that is cast upon a soul that is ready to ascend to heaven. Julia: It's all a dream. Spike: Yeah. Just a bad dream. From white we transition to the final scene of the series. It is now day. A white light is now cast over the entire syndicate. Spike smiles, points a finger gun at the remaining syndicate goons and says "bang". This is a callback to Wen from session 6. As Wen was dying he asked Spike if he understood the relief that came with one's own death. In response, Spike threw Wen's harmonica up in the air, pretended to shoot it while saying "bang", but then said "as if". When Spike says "bang" this time he is acknowledging that he now understands that relief. Spike falls to the ground. He is never shown moving again. White doves are shown flying over Spike's body. White doves also flew by Julia when she died. The camera follows an ascension into the heavens, while the song "Blue" plays. The song's lyrics allude to a soul ascending to heaven. Free Wanna be free Gonna be free And move among the stars You know, they really aren't so far Feels so free Gotta know free Please Don't wake me from the dream It's really everything it seems I'm so free No black and white in the blue Everything is clearer now Life is just a dream, you know That's never-ending I'm ascending At the end of the credits a star goes out but never falls. In session 13, Laughing Bull informs the audience to what a falling star truly is. Laughing Bull: The tear of a warrior. A lost soul who has finished his battle. A pitiful soul who could not find his way to the lofty realm. Where the great spirit awaits us all. Given that the star we are shown does not fall, it is reasonable to infer that the soul the star belonged to did make its way to the great spirit that awaits us all. That soul has broken away from the cycle of death and rebirth and is never coming back. As was foreshadowed to happen to Spike in the fable of the tiger striped cat, who followed his love into death and never returned.

I just wanted to cease to exist...

Well i got rejected ... I don't know that im being creepy to her. I feel like an idiot right now.

Sometimes i have that feeling i wanna punch a chicken out of a birds nest because i know it doesnt belong there like i dont belong to this earth -Unknown

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It’s not cool to be the funny kid

Why does he have that furry stick into his mouth?