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Hey eleanor!

Hi!!

hi Eleanor ❤

I know right! I almost cried and it's 3am ;-;

Fr..

Oh it's too much 😭😭😭

I cried my heart out at this part...

Made me absolutely ball my eyes out

Absolutely heartbreaking 😭

Poor Alex

@@taglaterritruthtella9818 I know 😭

After she said about the receipt being used as a plaster I had to take a break. That is just the saddest thing 😢

I agree and I'm so pissed off at the mongrel who murdered Rachel and tore this wonderful family apart.

ikr! poor baby had to witness something no one ever should

There are laws, they just didn’t pay attention to that.

I wouldnt call a parent a soul mate because that sounds kind of like emotional incest, but the fact he had to witness something so brutal is horrific.

@@maisymayhem soul mates arnt always sexual. A lot of the time they are best friends, siblings, or parents.

@@ginmarie7674 Depends on if both parties feel the same. Personally I still think it sounds like emotional incest.

@oxy I know it's weird to say it like that, but soulmate doesn't always mean romantic. Sometimes it just means that someone has like another human that just gets them, like a best friend or mother.

@Anaya Warren joke at the wrong time bestie

Broke my heart. That poor, sweet baby!!

Heartbreaking

@Anaya Warren ah it's okay

@@okidgaf7643 i- bestie

very true, i remember the right before of my csa and the rest is completely not there, I was 3 at the time im 19 now and i STILL remember no more of it than i did after the incident.

not to mention he wasn't even 3 so he shouldn't even be able to remember anything yet

@@-myharlequinnsapphicarch- did you mean “night” instead of “right” lol

@@ComptonCurated does it matter?

@@ComptonCurated i meant i remember the moment right before so "the right before"

Thank you!! I’ve been so confused!

Godbless you and your family. Stay safe too ❤️💕

She really should have stated that! 😬

Thank you!!!

I love people like you, thank you

Wait did he?

@@alezmartinez8488 I dunno

Oh my god I had to pause for a while seeing the headlines and hearing what the journalists were doing just to rage silently . It's honestly disgusting. How can those people care so much more about their jobs and money than this toddler's life?!? It's sickening and I doubt they felt any guilt at all.

@@ellakahl3098 me too! I found myself thinking I am almost angrier at them and their disgusting unfeeling behaviour than I was at the perpetrator which is of course ridiculous but I think it’s because we’d already had the shock of hearing what that poor boy went through and couldn’t imagine anyone reacting and behaving the way those journalists did towards him in those moments. So awful.

i lost it at him putting his mother's things back in her pockets for her

Seriously

Same here

yeah

BRO SAME STOP I CRIED ONCE I READ UR COMMENT. like how is it so sad and beautiful at the same time.. like its just beautiful how he has so much love for his son, took him into consideration, enough to ASK his son how he felt about living and just hearing his son express that HE DOES want to live despite the sorrow they were going through gave him hope and strength. omg, he did it for his son. i cant🥺

I hope so 😔

@@melanie1784 me too… no one should have to witness what he witnessed.

That’s what I was thinking too

@@melanie1784 Yemen 💐💐💐🇾🇪

@Lotte i think that his mind is blocking out what really happened and when he gets triggered or reminded of the event his body reenacts what he saw. its really common. they dont think of it or remembers what happens but their body does. its a form of ptsd

I totally agree with you! Rachel would want them to go on living!

Sorry for your loss ❤

Sorry for your loss, memory loss is a trauma response and completely normal, and with circumstances, it’s probably your brain trying to save you❤ if it’s something you wanted to remember then you can go to therapy and have hypnotherapy to remember. Remember, your brains blocked it out for a reason though 🧡 hope you’re doing okay, look after yourself 💛

sorry for your loss ❤❤

If I'd been the dying mother that would have been my one and only last prayer. To protect his young soul as much as possible 😣

not to mention he wasn't even 3 so he can't or at least shouldn't even be able t remember anything at all yet

@@cosmicjessica3201 Yeah, he is merely a child. A lot of people think that if they experience something so tramautic they will remember even if they were young. However, even though it is not 100% proven. I took psychology and as a task I was told to research how trauma affect memory. I read many articles but one that was done by a university explain it well. They found the brain release chemicals when someone experience something traumatic. Which I would describe them as arousal. Too much of this arousal will affect memorization. They found that people who experienced something really traumatic they couldn't recall it. While this still needs some research on how exactly trauma affect someone's ability to recall it. But in hence, too much trauma will affect someone's ability to recall the traumatic event. Or are not able to remember it all. Which would be called dissociative amnesia. Where the brain will block out information of a certain event that is associated with stressful and/or traumatic event. So the person may remember to the trauma but may not recall important detail of the trauma. I don't doubt that having your mother killed and assaulted in front you is traumatic in general. But it is even more traumatic when you are child. It is more stressful and more traumatic. I don't doubt that Alex's brain must have decided to block important information that Alex wouldn't be able to recall to share with investigators. No one really forgets trauma. Traumatic memories would be really hard to erase. But someone still remember the trauma itself and be affected by it. Which we hear the Alex couldn't tell investigators important details of his mother's murder. But he held a pencil in a way someone will hold a knife and jabbing it repeatedly and quickly. And eventually give details of the suspect. Even if it was vague. So, he forgot details of the trauma but was still affected by it.

Well the thing is in his description he says he was pushed to the ground and then he got up from the ground. If he had blocked it out, he would have been pushed to the ground and then ended up in a different place, not knowing what had happened inbetween. What would be more likely is he was young so just doesn't remember.

@@rosa3299 I had a traumatic childhood, I tried to get help when I was 11 from the school counselor, I always remembered going to her and giving her all the details I had and her never doing anything to help, after that(at this point I was out of the situation but needed therapy) I blocked out all of my childhood up until I went to her, at 16 I started getting flash backs, in my early 20s I had a flash back of what I think was my first attack from a man, I remember every detail, smell and feeling, I was 2 years old, so we block it until our brain deems it safe to process.

HOLY HOLY!!! I can proudly say that I have the two HOTTEST women on this planet as MY GIRLFRIENDS! I am the unprettiest KZfaqr ever, but they love me for what's inside! Thanks for listening tei

Mollie westbrooke also covered it. She's great you should check her out.

@@WakeyWakeyEggsandBakey maybe that's who I was thinking of when I was thinking Elenore already did it!

@@AxxLAfriku lay off the drugs..😳😳😳😳😳

@@WakeyWakeyEggsandBakey omg I always say "Wakey, wakey..." to people should I need to wake them up. Lol. LOVE IT!

that shit broke me

Man this case made me cry for 30 minutes and my neighbor saw😬

@@Sleepyllamamama same

i literally swear after hearing it... and my mom's eyes became as big as saucers... she didnt know what i was listening coz i had headset on.

That hurt me so much, My first thought was omg that's Heartbreaking, but my second thought was Qiqi -.-

The comma is unnecessary

@@brainfluidZ ur comment is unnecessary

@@molly5376 I agree with you.

@@brainfluidZ Your comment is rude and petty🤨

@@brainfluidZ The majority of commenters are illiterate. It’s the “hashtag” generation. They have no interest in improvement, because they all just wannadowattheywant. Don’t cast your pearls before swine, darling.

Ok...but he was also 2 years old and probably couldn't comprehend what his dad was asking him

I know, and the fact that he saved both his and his father’s lives without knowing literally has me holding back tears...

@@CoRLex-jh5vx ok...?

@@Koleman27 I'm just saying, I doubt a two year old has the capacity to imagine every horrible scenario and decide that no matter what, he'd want to wake up. He probably just thought "well I get coco puffs every morning when I wake up, so I would want to wake up for that" and that was it. Not complex.

Yeah haha

spoiler

Thanks d***

@@grc3211 it literally says solved on the title

@@chaoswitch1974 he didn't say who did it or what did it, he just said he's glad it was solved.. which it says on the thumbnail 😐

are you that person that someone takes to the movies that doesnt tell them you saw the movie and in the middle you say this is my favorite part blah blah and ruiin the ending? I bet you are.. lol... and oddly you didnt pay for the ticket either..

This is why I haven't bought a newspaper in about ten years.

So awful. The person that did is truly evil and inhumane

Exactly. I have a daughter of 1 1/2 years and to imagine the fear of her being hurt by the same monster, that did this to me and me not being able to protect her... There is no words! Also, it takes a special kind of fucked up individual to do this in front of a mothers child! There is a special place in hell for these psychos.

It doesn’t bare thinking about 😖 how utterly tragic.

Not a peaceful death knowing you can’t protect your child...

i like to think shes always watching him and knows hes okay😭

Yemen 💐💐

I hope so too! I

@@PrincessMononoke2907 Were are you from 🌹🌹

Hi blink

@@chaeratonic omg hi stay

I definitely love the multi part stories.. but I would honestly be okay with watching a 3 hour video about cases. I’m pretty sure she did a 3 hour video about John Wayne Gacie, so maybe it’s just the multiple parts and not it all in one video that people get busier about? But yea whether way I love her content so I’ll never complain, but I do understand other peoples reasons tho

Insults by mushu *chef's kiss*

And she’s right😌 the media doesn’t care about the people involved in the story, they only care about the story. It’s a CHILD. TWO YEAR OLD CHILD

as she should

Haha lol dishonor on you dishonor on your cow! Love that movie OG Mulan

As she should bc they are shameful

Same my wee boi is 2 I jst imagined tht for him, absolutely heartbreaking tht poor wee boi God bless him❤️🙏

This is literally one of my worst fears.. My boys are 4 and 1 and are total mamas boys. I dread to think of something like this happening💔

im a mum of a 3 year old a nearly 2 year old and a 4 month old and it breaks my heart im here in tears over this like wow i couldnt imagine this it hurts to much

Heres a idea..🤔...dont think about it being you being stabbed.... hhhh.mmmm

@@Butter-go7ih yeah because that's how anxiety works... 🙄🙄

I'm surprised that none of them got any backlash for this.

Everyone knows the media are vultures they feed off the tragic things that happen to people

The media are always despicable people. Vile people!!!🤬

theyre always disgusting virmin.

This case has so many twists and turns; I can definitely see how it would be a multiple-parter.

I like your osana pfp

Yea im kinda mad I saw this today and not after all three were already done!!!

You know it.

@@honeyflower2782 thank you !

and him trying to stop her bleeding with a receipt :( so sad

This was so evil what that man done 💔

I cried ;(

STOPP I THOUGHT THE SAME TOO 😫

BRUH I WAS LITERALLY THINKING THE SAME😭😭

@@lydiabell8536 hahahahaha I’m so glad I wasn’t the only one

AMSJSJ PLS SAME

UR NOT THE ONLY ONE EVERYONE IS A SUSPECT 😭

Honestly imo I don’t think he would have killed the kid regardless. Maybe he thinks he would but he was in pretty heavy grief of the time.

I don't think he would actually do anything to his son. He probably thought he could, but its just for a crazy moment. He was shocked too

Its disgusting the father even considered taking his innocent childs life, also how unbelievable to put that in his little boys hands. Wrong on so many levels.

@@kikiu1062 crazy things run through your head when going through that much grief, you have no idea what he was going through and the thoughts that run through ones head.

@@kikiu1062 the father of Alex isn’t the killer of Rachel tho

Exactly. And even if he wasn't concussed, being thrown down like he was might have stunned him for a few minutes. He might have also been unable to distinguish a sexual assault from the rest of the killing.

Man thank god 😭 I hope these internal demons don’t affect him as much anymore

That’s actually a good theory and sorta makes sense since she did go there often. I also think that the attacker might have to know their way around the park to know what trails there our and where the lake was located so he could cleanse himself.

it feels very very personal, and possibly they could’ve just been a rando cause there wasn’t many people out, right? like easier to get someone. but you don’t exactly know who’s gonna be coming or who’s far behind, with rachel/a stalker situation i think they would’ve known. do you think they followed her in and thats when they chose her? or did she go down that path often? it seems like it could be some demented fucker just taking the perfect opportunity to get their sick way, or a stalker. im only 30 minutes in so,, dont mind this if something doesn’t hold up, many many questions. just from this episode it feels straight forward so i’m sure a lot awaits

@@nuggets5283 but would they have just waited and hoped she took that trail? or did they see and follow her into it? would no one notice anything? not the dog or alex or rachel? she might also have no reason to worry. idfk. minds racing

that's what i thought too... she's a beautiful woman... and our world has spawned all kind of evil people... so sad both for the son and the father. :(

The attacker must of knew her to inflict that type of frenzied attack. That’s personal it takes a lot of strength and anger for 40+ stab wounds

Yemen 💐💐💐

honestly I think I would've thought about it and asked my kid too... I can't imagine losing my bf like that even worse, having my child watch him die in such an atrocious way omg

Sounds super hot 😍😍

@@penelopephelange Please get help

I don’t think Andre let on you his son that he was thinking that.

@@penelopephelange you need to see a psychiatrist, as soon as possible

@Ada Oraloglu that’s not even funny

@Ada Oraloglu not funny

Bailey... I really like the smiley

@@Noname-dg3pm thanks?

@Ada Oraloglu Just don't

I know this will sound invasive, but please let me know if you’d like me to help you find resources. There are programs in some places that help disabled adults with stuff like this free of charge. It wouldn’t be anticipating your death so much as setting up a support system for him if something does happen.

I wish your family well 💕💕

@@micaylamae3283 can you help me find resources please

I'm sure he will become an amazing person

I understand you our son is 8 and non verbal autistic x

YESS

Sameeeee

How about true Crime watchers? We know and have never seen that show. She must have been talking to people who stumbled on her video while searching for Wimbledon matches from 1992 and had never watched a true crime video or show….

I mean, I haven't seen the part yet, but I'm pretty sure even wild animals have more respect.

this and the paparazzi.

Laws should be implemented ffs... It's literally aggravated harassment!

Fueled by money that these papers make off of individuals BUYING them! Remember that too. If folks would only stop spending money on this CRAP.

@@scharf74 the people buying them are just as shitty as those taking the pics. why cant people jus mind their own business tbh

Same !!

Me

Most definitely!!!

Yep ‼️

Makes 2 of us

The british tabloids in particular, are trash!

The press is the enemy of the people. Always has been and always will be. This is a fact for every western nation. Not just Britain. Too easily corrupted and, in modern times, very easily controlled by corporations. “Journalists” are also high up on the list of desired professions of sociopaths.

It's unfortunately a result of the British public who loves to read about this kind of stuff in their tabloids. If people were against this kind of reporting, reporters wouldn't behave like this.

Its so heartbreaking 💔

@Kerstin Mueller yeah it sure is sad.

Also he was so incredibly young. I don’t remember anything before the age of like 5 and he remembers so much despite being 2. I feel as if even if he did witness it the likelyhood of him remembering (or in the case of sexual assault) even understanding what he was seeing enough for his brain to make a note of it would be very slim. All he knew was mummy was being attacked but he’s a child, how is he to know there’s more than one way to be attacked/assaulted.

That’s hilarious 😂

@@penelopephelange uhmm no?

@@6I6l6. Yes ❤️

Yemen 💐💐🇾🇪🌷

I'm so sorry. I hope you're alright

I’m not a DV abuse survivor. This case isn’t even about that, but as a Mom of 2 kids who seem like they were 2 YESTERDAY, I hope they send this killer to TEXAS where we believe in the Death Penalty, rarely reverse convictions of guilty people and carry out the execution within 10yrs usually.

@@claudiamayordominguez7322 yes, I am. Thank you. I got out, luckily. With the help of my parents. I realized my kids were more important and needed me more than that relationship did.

@@scharf74 were are you from

Thank you for this

I was wondering where the other parts were. Thanks!

Thank you! That was so unclear x

Bless you.

Thank you!!

I’m allergic to coconut astrology. Thank you so much. I almost ordered

True, FOB is known for well being overpriced shit that is no different. Even the claims about hair growth and stuff are lies from experiments with rats, its just bs overpriced stuff plus many have commented about lack of transparency with ingredients inc silicone and allergies

such an important comment thank you so much for this

@@kyleighwhite1409 You're welcome. I'm sure you're finding as well that the coconut oil craze has resulted in a lot of beauty products now containing coconut. It never used to be much of a problem until it became it became the new "magic" ingredient. I'm glad that I was able to help 🙂

@@amemelia So true. By law in a lot of countries they're required to declare the ingredients. Here in the UK there's an additional law that means that there's a list of common allergens that have to put in bold in the ingredient list. But nowhere on their website do they have a list of all the ingredients. They have an option to choose a silicon free version of their products now, but only after criticism. It's like they're not declaring the ingredients because they're trying to hide something. So many people have allergies and many die from allergic reactions every year. It's almost inevitable that Function of Beauty's failure to provide a full ingredient list will result in fatal allergic reactions, if people haven't already lost their lives because of this. I doubt they'll change and declare the ingredients though.

So sorry you had to endure this. No child should endure this. Hoping you are in therapy to help deal with this. Sending you love and light ✨✨💕

I’m so glad that your dad is where he belongs and you are both thriving. What a sweet, sweet child you were and are.

Sorry ❤️

I’m so glad you’re both safe now ❤️

❤❤

Yemen 💐💐💐

I was holding it together UNTIL that part! That poor baby!

@@patriciascott-donofrio2033 I can’t even imagine how much it still effects him 😔🥺

that part brought actual tears to my eyes :(

@@bethcarmichael9748 Yemen 💋💋💋

@@user-hb7tr6oj3n what? why are u doin this under ppls comments man? time and place