This is where you do you. Remember that if you like the content that you are uploading...that's all that matters. I am a lot older than you and still struggle with some of the things that you are. Try not to feel like you need to explain why you are doing something or not doing something, people who like you and who you are won't have any issues with eclectic or weird or whatever. Make yourself happy! Have a great day/night!

*HUGS* You do you and let us fall where we may. Don't worry about us. You're a good person!

You are amazing !!!

First and foremost, put out any type of content that you want. This is your channel. The only person that you have to answer to for the rest of your life is the one staring back at you in the makeup mirror! (Not meaning to imply that you need makeup. I personally like that pretty face of yours regardless of makeup). Bottom line is you do you. Some will leave. Others like me are interested to see what you create and share and will continue on this journey with you. I am curious to see where this will lead and look forward to the journey. Lastly, I've missed you, you daft knob!!!! Can't wait to see what you publish next! Till the next time, Cheers, Natalie!!!

Just be you, darling. You’re wonderful just the way you are👍

First thing, I wanted to post a link on your reaction to sound of silence by disturbed but comments were disabled. It's mainly just for reference and comparison, so you can fully appreciate how much of a change of direction that performance was for the band. Your totally right in your expectations about them being more of a heavy rock band based off their name. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/d918q8pe3typnZc.html Disturbed - Voices ^^^ This has always been one of my favourites by them. You can really hear the way he sings on alot of their songs, with the weird but distinctive "saaaw' and "no no!" that features in the intro being quite a common style of vocal delivery by him. He has a very distinctive voice that suits their music very well but he has had some formal vocal coaching as a youth from what I've read, I think he sang as part of something like a choir or some small barbershop quartet kinda thing. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/Zp98h7dh3d3Ilqs.html Disturbed - Down With The Sickness ^^^ This one is pretty hardcore, I'll warn you up front. Alot of explicit language and the bridge is very shocking if you aren't prepared for it or used to hearing this style of music. Lyrically it's quite dark, but this is may be their most extream in terms of hard, aggressive, angry, heavy distortion rock/metal so the comparison to TSOS will shock you, its hard to believe it's the same band.

KZfaq has been falling into a trap where content creators are bending to the whims of the people who watch them. I think it's so great that you're starting to do what you love, and I'm so glad you're choosing a route that's better for you and your interests. Do what you enjoy and don't forget that your health is more important then anything else. I haven't been watching for long but I'm glad I hopped on board and hope I can be apart of something that you aren't afraid to open up to if you need it!

Would you consider, doing a reaction to your original PTX little drummer boy reaction? I think it was one of your first and certainly your first PTX reaction. You have become a much more confident KZfaqr., you could go back to see how far you have come.

Oh my goodness, someone like me. Minnesota here, I am a photo hound. Mostly wildlife, scenery, and macro. I would love to talk to you about your photo shoots. Be Love, and love will find you.. Minnesota ...

be you we will like what we like . i've left many reactors just because their thing wasn't me. but that didn't mean they were bad people or nutty , just not my thing . like music we all have different taste . take care of you first sweetie . you are the most important person period. much love.

Can't wait to see the clothing haul vids.

hugs from NY.

I’m here for you no matter what you upload. Your personality and your openness with mental health always lifts me and makes me feel like I’m not alone with what I go through. I loved your reactions and you’re vlogs and even tuned in for a brief bit when you did your let’s play a while back (though I think I was a tad late in seeing it cause I don’t think I caught it live if it was). I admire photography and the ability to capture a feeling in a still frame. If you want to share your photography I would be thrilled to see it and anything else that you’re willing to share. You have a fan here of anything you do. I don’t know why I haven’t added you on the other social media platforms you have listed at the end of your videos but I will now to show you that you have my support in anything you do.

2 things: Breathe. That means taking care of you. No decent person would want to watch you fall apart. 2. We are all insane. Sanity is just the mean average of the people around us, and therefore just an illusion lol. On the side, I used to write a lot. Anyone brave enough to share their art with the whole world has brass balls. Hope you have tons more good days than bad!

Take care of you! That's the important thing. I was bopping around KZfaq tonight and it occurred to me that I hadn't seen anything from you for a while, and knowing the health issues you'd been dealing with a while back, I was a bit worried, so I checked to see if you'd posted something that I'd just missed, and saw this one. I was relieved to see you, and to get the update. It's interesting that you may be doing more photography-related posts, as my primary hobby since retirement has been photography, so that would definitely be of interest to me. I'd figured you were into photography, as in some your video reactions you often commented on the cinematography and lighting. :) Hang in there, kiddo! Do what feels right for you.

I have missed you, hope all is well

Photography has a very special place in my heart, it opened up a whole new world of possibilities for me, it helped lead me to where I am as an artist today. I’d honestly be interested in anything creative you decide to talk about on this channel. This video made so much sense to me, I could definitely relate in terms of self doubt (wondering if you’re arts good enough) and when you talked about feeling deeply--I wonder if that’s a feeling that a lot of artists share, I know I can be deeply emotional at times. Take care of you first and post whatever kind of videos makes you happy.

M'dear, I'll just add to all the other comments - this is your space, you don't owe any of us a single thing, and we're here because you're a pretty cool person and we like to hang out with you, out here in Rando Internet Land, enjoying the time you share with us, whatever you happen to find interesting or worthwhile or ridiculous on a given day :) Chronic illness (mental or physical!)...sucks. As you know, you never get 'over' them - you just get better at smoothing out the spikes and learning how to recognize when you're about to fall off the edge of the cliff for a while. The worst part of being a dad, for me anyway, is watching my kids, bio and otherwise, dealing with the kinds of crises you're talking about here, and knowing that I Can't Fix Things. I can be there for 'em, I can support them, I can offer my life-experience for them to pick thru and see if anything makes sense to them - but I can't pick them up, hug them, put a bandaid and a kiss on it, and make it Better. It's heartbreaking. The only saving grace is when they tell me that the small things I *can* do, is helpful to them. I'm a burned-out old internet rando 14 timezones away - but you're here for us, and we're here for you, and we're all in this mess together. Produce whatever content gives you joy, whenever you have enough spoons to do so - we'll be here, cheering you on :)

I saw your reaction video to The Sound of Silence by Disturbed and I wanted you wanted you to watch their new video A Reason to Fight. You don't have to make a reaction video I just want you to see this video. It has a powerful message. Let me know what you think about it.

Well don't worry I will watch no matter what you put on your channel.

Who is that girl behind those brown eyes? J. Psst. You're beautiful.