idk how to be a person honestly idek how to js simply exist at this point

I used to watch these kinds of videos every day, they always comforted me and told me that i'm not alone during these hard times.

"Stab them then fuck the wound" got me laughing, my humor is broken sos But overall, this shit is actually really relatable. I'm an only child too, so I have nobody other than my nonunderstanding parents who try and fail to help (I love them a lot, they are super supportive but they have trouble understanding)

A kid/teen/person would say no to you if they weren’t afraid of you Kids/teens never talk because they’re afraid of you (this is for toxic,abusive,strict adults/parents) We know respect,responsibility,etc We don’t talk back because we are afraid OF YOU And it not good parenting to yell at your children(s) multiple times a week brutally Strict parenting is bad to due to yelling,no privacy,no life… (These is a kid with strict parents) Write your opinion on these if you agree :) or disagree YOU ARE LOVED AND CARED FOR…don’t forget it please I’m proud of you all For just being you :)

0:30 this one made me crack up so much. This is so accurate. Lmao😂😂

You're all doing amazing, be proud of yourselves

Anyone else just hurt yourself physically for fun because it feels so fuqking good

4:19 I NEED THIS AUDIO DESPERATELY

Whenever I feel I had it good for too long I put these on to "remind my self how much liveing sucks💅✨😭"

can’t believe I started self harming myself when I was 10. when I hated my body I was 9 years old I wish I had a normal childhood instead wasting it on wearing hoodies and long sleeves in the summer and not wearing unicorn shirts and galaxy leggings and being a normal child I wish I can restart everything

I’ve seen so many vent arts and I could ever relate to any of them which I thought was weird but now I’m realizing I’ve repressed so many of my feelings that I’m physically incapable of crying. I will be having the most shitty day and just not do anything and be happy because I’ve physically trained myself to only feel happiness which is PROBABLY not very healthy

Sometimes I have to force myself to act like a normal person

1:45 why i hide my skin condition and scars😅 i hate triggering people and making them upset

Nobody gonna say how messed up and sad 16:26 is

i cant do this anymore. im so close to my breaking point and nobody cares and nothing is helping and i dont want to be sent away either but i know i need to leave, one way or another.

I basically just stopped trying because whenever I try I always fail. No matter how hard I try it always ends up in me getting abused and manipulated, so I just stopped trying in life

2:42 Is the most relatable shit ever, Like HONSTLY

I used to relate to this stuff so much, and then I just stopped acting like a “normal” person so I’m literally known as the weirdo in school i still relate to this stuff besides opening up about it, I never did never will most likely

There's this kid in my school who is/was super popular, I thought so too, but I recently realized he is a toxic, manipulative jerk and also he was in my friend group, and they also realized the same thing, so we tried to talk to him about it and he ran away and flipped us off so we of course were mad at him so he started spreading rumors that we were bullying him and we got in trouble, the stuff he did to me were, not inviting me to anything, keeping secrets from me but not the rest of the friend group, not telling me when he did stuff with the whole friend group and not me, spreading rumors about me, telling me I didn't have trauma even though he knew I did but I didn't know I did, just being mean in general, trying to kick me out of the friend group for no reason, talking about me behind my back, and more, I'll keep you updated

why is it that 20 nearly 30 minutes in, at least three separate vents have been put in the video at most three different times? and then like a few minutes after that the rest of the video is layered on music? i see so many different creators do that third thing with content similar to this and i hope you have a reason for it edit: there is no need to strive for perfection. i'm just saying everything i found with that out of the way, music that overlays all the tiktoks and just makes the video (IMO, i am not a monolith) absolutely UNWATCHABLE (AGAIN. IMO. IF YOU LIKE IT THAT'S YOU!) *for me* starts at like 20:59 which is LESS THAN HALFWAY THROUGH THE VIDEO?? and then also first instance of that one pronouns one 0:35 first instance of the lying about trauma one 0:43 first instance of one of the "it's important to me, that's the point" ones 0:48 first instance of the "my dad trying to guilt trip me" one 3:59 first instance of the "why am i so silly?" one 4:14 first instance of the stanley parable narrator one 4:19 first instance of "i know i should be doing some homework too" 4:34 first instance of the one using mitsuki's "me and my husband" *twice in a row* 4:47 first instance of "when did you actually snap though" 5:15 first instance of "i see you as a girl" 5:25 first instance of "do i walk like a boy" 5:31 first instance of the ninjago audio one 5:44 second instance of the "my dad trying to guilt trip me" one 5:59 first instance of the "don't cry" one 8:19 second instance of "when did you actually snap though" 8:59 second instance of "i see you as a girl" 9:10 first instance of "before i die i'd like to something nice" 9:16 second instance of the lying about trauma one 13:46 second instance of the "it's important to me, that's the point" ones 13:52 second instance of that one pronouns one 14:16 first instance of "cara mia" 14:52 second instance of the "why am i so silly?" one 15:03 second instance of the stanley parable narrator one 15:08 second instance of "i know i should be doing some homework too" 15:23 second instance of the one using mitsuki's "me and my husband" *twice in a row* 15:37 second instance of "before i die i'd like to something nice" 16:35 third instance of the "it's important to me, that's the point" ones 17:01 second instance of "do i walk like a boy" 17:25 second instance of the ninjago audio one 17:37 first instance of "why do you need to be told what to do?" 17:53 third instance of the "my dad trying to guilt trip me" one 18:17 second instance of "cara mia" 19:24 fourth instance of the "it's important to me, that's the point" ones 20:07 third instance of "do i walk like a boy" 20:31 third instance of the ninjago audio one 20:43 and finally for me, second instance of "why do you need to be told what to do?" 20:58 missing one or two because i'm tired-- why am i so upset over this? it is 10pm and i'm dedicated apparently..

i'm really afraid that i might be naturally a bad person. im 13 and neurodivergent. i try to be a good person, i really do. i try to be kind and understanding, i try to be mature, i try to understand how to not hurt people. but every time, even when i feel like: "it's all going well! maybe i can be a good person!" i catch myself being toxic again. the truth is that i know i'm selfish and immature. i don't want that though, i want to make others happy and i want to prioritize others over myself. i try to do that as much as i can, i really do. i'm starting to lose hope that i can be a good person if i try.

People comfort me a lot after I vent but all I can do is like it or give it a thank you

I use to watch these for years as an escape from reality but I got better and stopped watching these they were gone from my fyp But don’t worry I’m back c:

I really do hate it when i hate someone in a movie or anime is a lot like me.Eg:Scar"I'm surrounded by idiots"Then i realize I've been saying that to myself about others and eventually got what i deserved

I don't even know who i am anymore i changed myself entirely when i switched schools just to fit in and it's now breaking me i do self harm to release my emotions without crying and if my mom knew or saw my scars she would letrur me about her childhood mean while i bearly had one because i was to busy hiding my true self to keep others happy starving,over working,not sleeping just so i could meet everyones expections because when i hear someone else is doing better then me i over work myself to be better again.i have these thoughts that i was in school and i was called down to the office and there was a call from the police for me it was to tell me that my family died in a house fire and i broke down crying and o whent back to class with a straight face not saying anything thw rest of the day

I feel like I’m going crazy. I just want to make people happy but it always ends up going wrong. Nobody ever has anything good to say. I’ll show someone a drawing, they just insult it. “Why does the nose look like that?” “Weird..” people always hurt my feelings. When I open up to someone, they act like it’s nothing. People ignore me. I always try my best to be so nice to everyone, just to be bullied. Shoved into lockers, touched in the hallways, people walk by me and scream in my ears… people yell insults at me… I don’t like anything about me. I hate who I am as a person. I am who I am because of other people. My interests aren’t even my own. I don’t even know what my favorite color is… I just want people to like me. I’m always the dumb one. Nobody takes me seriously. “It’s because you’re dumb, of course you don’t get it.” I want to feel wanted. I feel like a burden to everyone because people yell at me. They lash out at me all the time. I always listen when people open up to me. I never interrupt. But when it’s my turn, no one has time. Nobody has time for me, to listen to my problems. I’m always so lonely because I don’t live by any of my friends, so I signed up for a club… but… I just sit alone the whole time, waiting to be told what to do… I can’t make my own decisions because I’ve always been told I’m wrong, that I’m doing something wrong… that it’s me. That I’m wrong. That I’m not good and I never will be. My friends call me annoying… dumb, obnoxious. The worst part is that I’m trying to be myself. Now I know that who I am isn’t right. The people who I thought accepted me didn’t. I feel I just don’t belong…

Keeping myself awake until I get the motivation to do the huge pile of homework because I should’ve already done it last week.

1:45 i felt horrible for realizing that every time i saw my friends c*ts that it would trigger a relapse. it was a couple times in a summer but it was bad. it wasn’t her fault at all. she was just healing… but i was anxious and a mess. so i made mistakes that made my parents find out about them at my first cross country meet …

TW!! I just imagined myself cutting my neck… I got scared because I knew if I cut too deep I wouldn’t call for help.

I’ve had death thoughts but I think of my friends and how others would react so I keep Myself alive..

0:21 is the most accurate thing ever. Impulsive and intrusive thoughts are different

2:02 just me..this is the first time I see a vent that is relatable to me

;-; sometimes I just want to exist in a good with all the things I like. No responsibilities. Not needing to worry or care about anything. and just have a break from everything

7:13 got the same exact past as me!!

Ngl wenn I see ppl comfort other it makes me cry at night 🥲

The 2nd one is wild bro...

A classmate of mine reached out to me today and sent this long message about how much he enjoyed spending class time with me and how he was sorry, then he said he was on a bridge, I had to call the cops to get him down (I was in class at that time **he hadn’t been there all day)

trauma isnt something to compare with others, making your problems 'greater than theirs' or any more important than what they are going through. in reality, you will never truly know the extent of what they are going through. just because their problems seem 'lesser' to yours doesn't mean they actually are. people have different experiences and deal with trauma differently. period. suicide isnt something to joke about or say you are going to commit to a significant other just bc you want attention. its a real problem and it is extremely disrespectful to people that truly have these thoughts. it makes them feel invalid and un-cared for. period. commenting on someone else's body isn't your job. you weren't put on this earth to judge people with your own opinions. people are allowed to eat what they want. its not your choice what they eat or don't eat. these comments can seriously affect someone's mental health. it isn't okay. it isn't quirky or funny, its rude and disgusting. you don't know what they are going through. just because you think your better than everyone else doesn't mean you are. you stand above absolutely nobody. PERIOD.

1:18 my parent would be opposite haha

Relatable fr 😘😊🤭😱👍

4:33-4:47 I have never seen something that I relate to so much. I’m literally failing 2 of my classes that I could easily pass if I just did the work and turned it in.

iv'e seen people comment under videos stuff like "it be like fr bruh" it's not just "like that"!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like people who say those things are usually people who's biggest let down is their middle school crush from 15 years ago as someone who struggles from s/h to see people say those things is disheartening

Its so painful to live

Sometimes im not sure if my body is my own.

I have a friend who texts me every time they're about to sh, their uncle sa'd them, the they have a possibly terminal cancer, they're addicted the alcohol, there parents are abusive, not to mention other small stuff. And the thing is, I don't believe them. They've started lying about so much I don't know what to believe anymore. Every time they text me they don't ask for help. They do it just to let me know, and I hate it. I don't mind talking to go about something but don't tell me stuff just to make me scared

I have a close relation ship with my mother but she has been sick for my entire life and I would watch her suffer and all I hear everyday is that she suffers and so all I say back is ok because I’m so used to her saying it. Then we moved because someone falsely accused my mother of abuse and so the police came and we ran to my grandparents. My grandmother has dementia so she is mean and yells and it’s terrible. That’s when my mom’s brother blackmailed her and are who,e life fell apart. My mother would vent to me everyday but when I tried to talk to her she said I’m fine and that I ain’t like her but I would always forgive her because she’s my mother. Well one day I cut myself and would have thought of killing myself and I told my mom, she said that I shouldn’t do that so I lied and said I wouldn’t do it again, then I started hearing my own family complain about me, so all I could do was cry by myself.

I’m drained hbu?.

Today, the last day of school before break, i was sitting in math beside this girl, lets call her susan. My guy-friend that i met earlier this year in science (who is severely misjudged) walked over and asked me to play a certain board game with him. As i thought as an answer and how to politely reject the offer, susan spoke up and said "shut up, she doesnt want to play the game with you." this man stayed dead silent and walked away. WHAT THE FU€K IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE? ive heard him get SO MANY mean comments and he just stays silent. Its fu€king disgusting how people can act. After break, im apologizing to him about it.

i just found out that someone i trusted was gr00m1ng me and my friends for two years, i dont even know what to think of it. at the age of 6 i had to learn how to hide away and survive- i finally started trusting adults again and this is where its lead me, im so done ahha

Someone please teach me how to draw like that

0:20 lol fr

My parents just found about my SH... Naw im dead 💀💀💀

1:12 YALS MOM CRIED?? MINE SAID COOL AND STOLE ALL MY STUFF THATS SHARP AND GROUNDED ME WTF

I’m trying so goddamn hard to stay clean from sh, but every day I want to more and more. I’m becoming depressed me again and it’s scary. I was happy for about two weeks, but now look. I’m watching this stuff again. I’m so pathetic.

Is it normal I feel like this everyday but I am just 9?..

24:35 Konestly i was just laughing , the lady is the ideal gf tbh

God I Wish my life Was Different There's barely ever any food in the house I never get to go anywhere Being a therian Was already difficult as it was With telling my parents and all But now I have to reveal to them that I'm trans Everything just feels like I'm Getting pushed around and shoved like I don't even exist to the point where I worry Think about maybe it's not worth Maybe I should just...be...gone

Did i ever snap? Im not sure. [May 2022]

At 14:19 what song is that it sounds cool

Its sad im fcking in childhood And i was 5 when i had my trauma started Everyday i would watch the internet and ignore the real life but when i did. I would get a scolding "WHY THE FUCK DID U DO THAT?!!? OH OFC YR ALWAYS ASSUMING! CANT U USE UR FUCKING BRAIN FOR ONCE" Thats what my mom said always to 5 yr me when i accidentally did something and when i asked to play outside she would say no always *she was always home and sleeping because of work* And only person who made me smile had to leave aka my cousin and she doesnt even know my life or that shes everyones favorite I was thinking abt sh at 6 yrs and i always watched memes to be happy but when i had my tablet taken i would just cry silently and not sleep. My mom even argues with my sisyers even today And No one knows i even had trauma. Not my cousin, sisters, MOM, bestfriends, friends, no one. Only place i vent to is the internet, the only place i can feel myself. Sure its toxic but aslong as no one knows ur irl identity ur fine But still those things still happen but less common know and less hurtful now... But each time my mom or sister raises her voice, i still cry silently alone and i still have depression i do sh but i do it because it distracts myself from my mental health. I also write in my sketchbooks abt vents thats why i never show my sketchbook too. Thats all. Theres more but its fucked up i was 5 when it began and its only been 6 years since that. Who knows theres prob more bad things arriving more than the good things

Guys I’m finally one day clean 😟😟

I lie about my trama so it sounds better then what it actually is 😐

13:09

everything makes me feel invalid. like all these are worse than what i’ve experienced so is it wrong? … my parents always tell me that i never help them when i do. i’ll never ever be fucking good enough. i got a b+. a *b+.* and they made me work my ass off to have straight a’s. it was a *goddamn b+.* is that not good enough? am *i* not good enough? should i *not* be here? should i disappear? *am* i in the wrong? do i need to work *harder?* are my feelings invalid? it probably would feel so good to sh but my parents think i’m their perfect ass little girl. if they found a cut on me. “oh (deadname) what’s that from?” “uh.. idk i woke up with it.” “weird.” “yeah..” thy are *ALWAYS* questioning SOMETHING. i will NEVER be good enough. NEVER.

Can somebody tell me why seeing people with fresh cuts triggers a relapse? Like how does that help anything?

0:02 what is this song

How is everyone ???

what is life anymore

Cute pfp.

What’s 04:31 audio?

16:27 did the mom force them to drink alchohol?

Did anyone else see the genshin one?

When I was younger I went to a therapist for the first time and on the first day I was already oversharing because my 11 year old ahh was a traumatized fluff boll of emotions that were always held in because I had learned how to automatically stop my emotions in actually appropriate times and broke and inappropriate times. So I was smiling with this woman I had just met, tellinlg her how I had absolutely f'ed up trauma and crap and she brings out the "are you sure you're not just misremembering that event or that it was one of the dreams you mentioned"- GIRL THAT HAD HAPPENED TWO MONTHS AGOO 😤🤌🤌