S hit didn't cute my depression it fueled it

"she always runs away into the bathroom" i wonder why.

to whoever needs to hear this, i love you. you’re a beautiful human and deserve so much more. keep being your wonderful self bc the world needs ppl like you

It’s been almost 3 years since I attempted. I gets easier, promise.

Im 67 years old and in my generation you wouldn’t hear anyone talk about mental health, I suffered depression from early on my life I come from an abusive house hold, I ran away at 14 crashing into friends sofas I got raped and abused for almost 5 years and then tried to commit suicide multiple times but then my parents died and I needed to take care on my little brother I wouldn’t let him live what I lived so I got back on my feet and fought. 43 years later and now I’m happily married and recently became an aunt! To everyone out there who is suffering from the same things I had please know that there is a way out of that dark hole keep fighting darling!

The comment section: *everyone's venting* Me: *cracks knuckles* Time to give out some love and positivity.

I want to give everyone in this compilation a hug, for anyone who's going through a rough time, promise that things will be okay and that you are valid and lovely and i am always here for you. even though it's hard, remember to be kind to yourself as well as everyone else. it's a hard lesson to learn, especially for me, but it's really hard to make other's days brighter when you can't make your own. It's tough right now, but drink some water, get cozy and love yourself, because i assure you, you are amazing and beautiful!

Hello I just wanted to say, you are valid!! And I love you all so much so put down the blades and go get a snack. Drink some water curl up in a blanket of hoodie and get some rest. I've said this but ima say it again you are so valid and I am always here for you 💓 I know you are going through things I could probably never understand but don't let that stop you from venting. I'm here and listening💕 love you and please keep going on living💗

I don't have depression but I know what it's like to have no friends or not good at socializing. I feel like I've been like this as long as I remember. The earliest memory of me being scared to socialize back in kindergarten. I was so scared to go with everyone else that I was crying clinging on to my mom and she said "mommy I have to go to work now ok?" "The teacher will take care of you" and just like that she left to classroom and I was just hiding behind the wall. Then when I looked out from behind the wall as the kids just stared at me and my eyes filled with tears and everything was blurry because of the tears. Eventually I came out since the teacher was comforting me and I got comfortable with everything. I have autism so it might be the autism or something else.

Vent I guess- I suffer from extreme social anxiety and trust issues (I think I have depression, not sure I can't be talking about stuff I don't know I probably do have it I'm not sure) which makes me uncomfortable around people and anxious most of the time, I've always trusted people especially my mom but I've been betrayed alot and I mean ALOT, I've tried to talk about my anxiety with my mom and she didn't care, she just thought I was making it up for attention which made me cry all night thinking about it 24/7 and being quiet around people when they want to small talk (like introduce ourselves, it also made me feel really insecure about my sexuality now and I don't think I will come out sooner or later). I have deep thoughts that make me cry most of the time and I cry randomly, my emotions are out of control so I can't really tell my brain when to stop or start doing something, it's kinda weird when I tell people it but they get what I mean sometimes. In class I start crying and I think to myself "Do people think I'm a crybaby?" "What do they think of me" and have these intense thoughts in my head. I deal with alot of stress so I have 3 teachers that work with kids with this type of mental illness but the only person I actually can talk to about my problems is myself so I mumble every word I say and just can't say what in my head, it's like stuck in there. I've tried making online friends that are actually pretty nice, my online life is great and I feel like they are better than real life people. I just don't know at this point. My mixed emotions and different personalities make me feel "fake" about myself, for example online I'm happy and fun to play with but irl I'm kind of lonely and sarcastic so people don't usually hang out with me but I do have some friends -- 3 - 8 and 2 best friends that help me with this kind of stuff, making friends is nice but I still feel lonely because I don't really know if they are my real friends yet I have this thing of predicting peoples thoughts like I think what they think of me, do you get what I'm saying? probably not but ok. I'm also black and in England/Portugal where most people are white and my friends (also white) are so pretty which makes me feel uneasy about myself and I also think I'm fat or not good enough and I have low self esteem now, great! I guess you know alot now. Goodbye stranger I've decided to share my feelings with. Edit: I was crying while typing this

Me, seeing this in my reccommended: don't click it. you'll just sprial don't do it dude The super well drawn hand in the thumbnail: . . .what if you did, though? just. . .cause

This makes me feel more normal because I do not sh but I do want to die I do feel depressed but I act happy .,. I was in a positivity club only to keep lying to my self so thank you Violet I feel … better(kinda) now

I just got rejected today, for the 16th time and this isn't a vent just a lil sad thing that happened

TW: Vent sh suside etc I won't reveal names I've got my fair share of problems but this year something finally hit me harder than my own shit. I'd had a friend who struggled with anxiety and sh but I had too and we'd known each other so long we would never be apart. The two of us might run in different circles at school but we're always there to catch each other. I'd been suicidal most of my life and had a lot of childhood trauma, the root being my mother and grandmother fighting constantly until I moved, and they still fight on holidays and the phone... I'd been rejected my crushes and I accidentally outed myself twice. I've been bullied and been a bully in a thirst to not be at the bottom of the food chain any longer. back to being bullied when I tried to repent. But I'm recovering and steady now, so much that I made a new friend for the first time since 2nd grade. I'd had a lot of friends but I had a feeling he might stick around. In every conversation talking about dating/popularity/drama he calls himself ugly. I always say "No you're not" I have very much **aggressively gifts you things** vibes, and I don't let up on correcting him. He sometimes makes comments on others bodies, only to immediately catch himself and feel guilty about it for the rest of the day. He calls himself fat as a bad thing and I say "So what? All bodies are beautiful and unique stfu" He's way too nice and just lets other people use him, which I hate to see, because I used to be nice too. He used to get bullied, but not anymore because I'm guarding him. But he knows he puts himself down more than he should, so one day he asked me, "Why do you think I hate myself so much?" I say, "Your mom" He says "What?" And it really is on her. She calls him fat a LOT, and puts the family pressure on him since hes the oldest of 3. She also says things like "YOUR child" when talking to his father, basically disowning him anytime he does anything wrong. My friend is twice as fucked up as me, his parents are shittier, and he's still so pure of heart. He didn't even know what spongebob was because he only got netflix THIS YEAR. I might have had a rough childhood, I might have gone through hell, but he's still in the fire. And it breaks my fucking heart because none of his friends can talk to him until school in september because his parents don't let him online, (because he got a C- in math) so he's isolated the entire summer with that WITCH. It doesn't help that his sister is a brat and the golden child. I just want to kidnap him but my mom wouldn't let him stay and my apartment is to small to hide him, plus it's a shithole in the bad part of town. What I'm really dreading Is when I move away for highschool. His only other friends are going to school across town... I've got one year til then, and even more people to say goodbye to. All I need is to get a job and rent a tiny basement apartment in the suburbs at 14 years old and I'll be able to live with no problems. But I don't know if my parents will let me get emancipated or not... everything I care about is resting not on my shoulders, but the shoulders of the person who I hate more than anything and has hurt me more than anyone. All I can do Is wait and see

2:48, If anyone is feeling bad and is hurting themselves, that is the worst possible thing to say.

Just a random question: … also kind of a vent Is it bad to like having people who have it worse than you? because right now im glad I don’t have a worse life than other people in the world but at the same time I hate myself for crying about virtually nothing… I’ll never understand why I cry but just the slightest little bad thing that happens makes me cry… My parents always say it’s because I go on my iPad too much but I see people who use their phones and stuff all the time and they never cry, ive always just blamed it on my dumb 15 yr old child brain.

I feel really bad for these people, what ever you are going through, I hope it gets better for you soon.

vent my old friends are all transgender, either ftm or mtf, two of them are nb, yet when they see me in the halls, they call me my deadname, and call my a tr@nny. it just hurts, y'know?

Can I vent I’m in the closet ftm and wanted to easy my parents into it so I said I was non binary but for the most part they ignored it and for years I begged to get my hair cut one day I did it myself and my mom yelled at me and compared it to her khs my parents got separated not long after and I thought it was best if I grew it out for now when I came out to my friends they said I was wasting my body (I have big you know) they said that I looked better before I cut my hair and that I would never pass. And they were right until I can get top surgery and on t I will never pass so I went back in the closet sometimes I get mad when I see people that are trying cause I could at least try but I’ve convinced myself that it’s a waste and it’s better for everyone this way

If you guys having dep or any mental illness,just remember.. YOU ARE LOVED,YOU ARE THE MOST LUCKIEST PERSON YOU ARE THE BEST,YOU ARE THE BEAUTIFUL PERSON YOU ARE THE HANDSOME PERSON,YOU ARE ENOUGH! You are enough,yes you are,stop hurting yourself,look up at the sky,just remembred happy memories.. Keep going!! From:A person who has defeat dep

There are so many factors that form depression, i have had it for 7 years although it's shrunk, i never harmed myself, nor ever attempted so can't speak about the severity of their situation, but i know the feeling of shrinking your world to feel safe and comfortable but it later turning into a claustrophobic experience, you can't keep up with people or change, and time doesn't wait for you, it's suffocating and scary. I really hope that you can find hope, love, care, peace, safety, and comfort in your circle wether online or in life.

Tw: Gender dysphoria? I've always been called by "she/her" I'm like, uncomfortable with this goddamn pronouns, it's looking like I've finally changed into another person, IM NON-BINARY AND I DO WHAT I WANT! I USE THEY/THEM NO MATTER WHAT IT IS, I'M WHATEVER I WANT. (for my mom, and others reading this.)

0:57 I relate to this so much. This summer, lot of childhood friends share a YT account where they post about them hanging out together. Without me. I’m not really allowed to be out without an adult, and I don’t have a Discord (I only have messenger) so I can’t really play/talk with them. And even if they use Messenger, I’m usually left out when they talk about all the things they do. It makes me so alone that I’m not sure if I’m even friends with them.

The "if you ever hurt yourself again ill kms" always gets me bc then they want us to tell them things...?

Vent.... So one time at my friend’s house (we were having a sleepover) all of my other friends were being really loud, so I went downstairs to the little library room they had. (I love reading, and my friend was really well off) So I picked up a book and started reading. Sooner or later one of my friends comes down to check on me, see what I was up to and if I was feeling alright. So we started talking. She asked me why I hated/ was afraid of something I’m too embarrassed to mention even now, and I started spiraling and remembering nightmares from when I was little I had about it. I started laughing hysterically, and I couldn’t breathe. My friend, probably thinking this was a joke, started acting scared (maybe she was) and ran back up the stairs as I continued screaming and laughing. I broke down in the middle of my friend’s room (we were all in her room as one of my friends was blasting music and screaming the lyrics.) crying and laughing, like something inside me was flipping a switch. One of my friends in the room couldn’t take me doing that, so she banished me to the bathroom adjacent to the bedroom we were all in as my friend from downstairs gave the others a panicked description of what I did. I kept screaming and banging on the door to “please let me out, I won’t cause trouble, I’m scared, it’ll come get me in here...” They ignored it. They ignored *me*. I wouldn’t stop crying and laughing and banging my head against the door and screaming “please! It’s coming to get me!” like a terrified toddler. Every time I got out of the bathroom, my friends would shove me back in, not wanting to deal with me. About 40 minutes later as I was sobbing and screaming in the bathtub, the friend who put me in the bathroom earlier came in with her phone and a bottle of water. “You’re probably dehydrated.” she told me. I ended up spilling some of the water, like a klutz, but something about that moment brought me back. The music she was playing, Washing Machine Heart by Mitsiki is now my comfort song, and I play and/or sing and hum it whenever I’m panicking.

Can I vent also? I'm clingy. VERY clingy. It's hard for me to make friends. I just lost another really close friend because of it.. I feel awful for pushing them away.. they didn't deserve it.. I can't keep normal friendships. I'm either too close or too distant. "It's okay. I don't mind clingy ppl!" They don't know how 'clingy' it gets. The things I'm willing to do for that person to not leave. It drives them away to the point of snapping.. Sorry I just needed to let that out.. thanks for reading. Remember. You're loved, ok? Now go drink water.

i hope it's okay if i vent around 2016 my dad was arrested and my mom got cancer, and although she survived, she has chronic health issues and i wish there was a way i could help her and i wish i could go back in time and change it all.. and i feel like that's way too much trauma dropped on a 10 year old. i know this sounds really cruel but sometimes i wish my dad had gotten cancer instead, my mom is such a lovely and sweet and supportive person, and i'm much closer to her than i was to my dad, and we both share a love for horror movies and pretty sunset pictures, and we have a similar taste in fashion, and when i came out to her as bisexual she told me that she was as well, and even knitted me a bi flag scarf my mom is my best friend in a way that nobody else will ever me, and i wish i could go back in time and change the beginning of everything's that happened, even if it means never meeting my friends. i know that sounds harsh as well, but if i could fix my life and return it to normal, i definitely would i miss when all five of us were together, when my mom would pick me and my brother up from school and play katy perry and neon trees in the car. i miss when we would go out to eat, with all of us together and happy. i miss when life was normal i fear my mom's cancer coming back and she ending up passing away one day, and although my sister who is a legal adult could take care of financial stuff for us until i'm able to get a job, i dont we would be in sound states of mind to be able to take care of ourselves properly my mom deserves the world, and i wish she had never gotten cancer

my dumbass is so interested to watch even tho it’s hurting me 💀

As a person that has not experienced anything like this before and probably doesn’t have the right to even touch on this, I hope y’all are doing better. I would say “I understand” but I most likely never will understand what you guys go through.

I needed this, thank you so much! 🥲

Hey guys, I just wanna say you all deserve a happy life and be happy. I also go through shit rn and trying to deal myself but I'm trying to get better. You all are perfect, don't listen to anyone who wanna hurt you. Please take care of yourself, talk with people you deeply trust, do something you like for example: bake a cake, going for a walk, doing something with your family or friends, going to a amusement park or anything. Eat well, sleep well, and most importanly: YOU AND YOUR HEALTH COMES FIRST. You are important. I know we are strangers, but I care about you, I wish for everyone to have a happy and enjoying life, you can do it, don't give up, I believe in you.

thanks dude! your tutorial is best :)This is a good program

To anyone reading this who is having a tough time. Know that someone will always care for you no matter what and believe in you. You matter no matter what. I am here for you to listen to your troubles and I would help you with everything if I could. Always take care of yourself, make sure you eat 3 meals a day and drink lots of water. Know that a healthy body helps a healthy mind! Get st least 7 hours of sleep and always take time in your day to do something you like! Relax, or have some fun. If you're going through something really bad, talk to someone you trust. Telling someone doesn't make you weak. It makes you stronger! You can also always contact a therapist or doctor. Love yourself cause someone out there loves you. Stay safe and have the best day ever! ❤️‍🔥😘

I like to watch these to see people who have experienced things that I have but I never end up fixing my self asking for help and I make it worse and every time I try it seems impossible

The one about making friends and how its hard to do is relatable, I feel the same as that tiktok

from my experiences, hear some of my vent quotes. you love them, like a normal and good friend you are. We just can’t read their thoughts about you. Wished we did. “Friends are first” friends are the first to unfriend indeed. being too pretty is a dream. Being too pretty is a nightmare for me.

Knowing people can feel the same way I do makes me feel so much better about myself

Little vent (maybe positive vent) [Trigger warning! harsh words]] Sometimes I feel like Im being a dick to people I love. Sometimes my parents compare me to other kids because "I don't behave like other children, I have a bad posture, Im lazy, and sometimes have a childish behaver, and I dont socialize with other kids. But I dont blame them because its true, but sometimes Its always best to keep it for themselves, sometimes the truth hurts more than it should. Another problem is I dont think I look out for my friends that much, I have lost a few friends in my life that had cared for me, Im glad I still have loyal friends but sometimes I just want to go back in time and just try to not be a screw up as I was before, I have a feeling I can help them in there darkest times, but I dont have the guts to do it, Im afraid im just going to screw their entire lives and make me feel bad about it. But in the bright side, Im happy that I am with this life, although theres some bad sides, its good that I dont have the worst one, I always think inside that theres always people in life that experience the same thing as me, and thats fine. I might not be as good as a person I am right now, but I hope I can change that no matter what danger had pulled me into. Every now and then I feel more proud of myself, so if you are reading this, dont quit in life, remember that theres still hope to change a future, its not too late to go out there and make your life back on track.

1:57 is EXACTLY who i am and how i feel. i relate to this on a high level. 😭😭😭

Me when I tell my little brother he is annoying then remembering all the times my family members had said that to me I still live with the guilt

*QUICK VENT CW: SH* I was recently told by a relative: “ if you hate yourself so much than cut yourself “ and the room went silent. Everyone was staring at me. It was horrible. -7 months- 5 hours clean

Vent: Before the pandemic, I had 2 friends. One who was in 8th grade(I was in 6th), and one in 6th grade. From the 6 months we were stuck at home, I never saw Leo (the 8th grader) ever again... In 7th grade, I found Faith(the 6th grader) then I never saw her again.. I miss them sm

3:00 that was amazing….

If there are truly 5 stages of grief, my dumb ass is still on the 1st stage 💀

I’m glad I’m not the only one in the world that feels this….

I wasn’t expecting that first one

2:45 I remember when I told my friend that I trust very much that I did sh and she said well don’t ever do it again and if you do then I’ll do it to myself too some people think that’s just your friend being there for you no it’s not it’s actually very toxic

I realised that vents trigger me but I can't stop watching them soo I keep having mental breakdowns

I WANT TO GIVE EVERYONE A VIRTUAL HUG!!!!!

That one that said " they leave me like everyone else" really matches me.

I feel like ending it all sometimes to the point where I try to hide it.

So I’m happy that I’m not alone, and these people relate, but I’m also mad that so many people have it like this

I hope all these people are doing OK, I send my prayers

oh boy self reflecting time! :D

THE FIRST ONE MADE ME CRY😭

I’ve never experienced this, or experienced this happening towards anyone around me, but to those experiencing this, you’re going to be okay, think of the positive things, if you feel that nothing good has happened to you recently. Think about the positive things of the environment around you, as an example: the sound of laughter, sunsets, seeing a beautiful view of your favourite colour, your favourite series/show/movie, friends. Just think of anything that is gorgeous or makes you happy, depression is hard, try calming yourself down by communicating with friends or others online, I’m always here for all of you and feel free to use the replies of this comment to vent, let me know if you’d like to talk about anything. Ily all, I’ll comment this on any videos mentioning this subject, feel free to copy this comment, I’ll also use it on any alternative accounts I have.

I was really sad a couple years ago but it got way better and it will for you too I promise

Uh, is it ok for me to kinda vent?..- (I’ll delete if I find out I shouldn’t vent here) So, I have a bit of trauma. The major problem with this trauma I personally have had to come to terms with is the fact these things were not ok, like for instance my mom has always made comments about anything I would eat and my weight in general (even though I’m what is considered ‘normal’ weight). It has gotten to the point where I eat about half the amount I should be, and now it’s to the point where I am forced to eat due to comments from my brother and I’s therapist who stated I need to eat way more then I do. I also have been bullied from a rlly young age, starting way back in kindergarten, (which means its been 7 yrs) I have always been bullied by other children for being ugly, fat, ect. I knew I was different from the other kids in the sense I would have what I have now realized are panic attacks, whenever I would feel too many people looking at me and laughing after a rude comment, or felt I was in trouble (I have really strict parents) I would break down crying and couldn’t stop even if I wanted too. Teachers were no help in the matter as their way of ‘dealing with it’ was telling me to go cry in the corner. Now that I’m older, it has only gotten worse, it isn’t even the same school. At this one its worse, I have tried to socialize with my peers, tried to make friends, the response I got was getting things thrown at me, cruel comments, being questioned if I even had any friends when I tried to socialize, getting physically hit with objects, ect. I honestly am mostly upset with the fact that the adults around me who I’ve told, or have witnessed it firsthand have done NOTHING to help. I had to come to terms with the fact people were being mean to me in a bad way in about 5th grade, (I’m going into 7th soon.) when some friends (who I have lost due to them being toxic) told me about the fact that these were not ok, I feel terrible abt the fact I am doubting if these are worthy things for me to be down over, and one of the friends I stopped talking too and had to block due to them spamming’s words still affect me, especially the ones about me being overdramatic, even in things I thought were worthy to cry over (like my cat’s death to which she told me people had it way worse and I needed to stop crying) she would also use my trauma to win arguments she got into knowing it would shut the other mutual friend up, or transition their remarks towards me and away from her, I am sorry for ranting, but I really feel like I don’t have many people irl who I can talk too, as I have some trouble relating this stuff aloud a lot of the time

U know its going bad when your mom starts to forcefully make you eat

1:19 I relate to this I’m glad I’m not alone man, I hate myself and my younger self for so many reasons bro I’m not alone

To those who need it. Read it. I'm so proud of you, im so proud of your accomplishments and how long you've lived. Im so, so proud.. Im so proud to those who have come out, im so proud to those who are proud to have lasted this long.. Im so proud of all of you.. im proud of those who suffer with being compared to others, Im proud of those who try so hard yet "fail so bad".. im proud of you. Yes. You. I love you so much, and I'll always be proud of you 💕

The summer one about telling them to take off the jacket is very true/ relatable to me

2:13 why does this have to be so relatable :(

“You hate me?” “Of course i do” IM SORRY BUT I BURSTED OUT LAUGHING 😭

somebody i considered my best friend faked their death to me for 7 months. they had all my socials, but they blamed it on “i was locked out” when i know well they werent. if you dont like someone just tell them, dont put them through months of mental pain.

1:57 that shit made me cry lmao hits way too close to home

"my family is way better off without me, I'm just aa burden." my friend told me this while laughing but I knew he wasn't okay...

2:46 this hit hard. someone i used to be friends with told me he would kill himself if i didn’t pick up his calls.

Just wanting to say that there is a place for you, there are people who will understand you and care for you. It’s not always going to be immediately, but there are people who wish only the best for you. You are valid, loved, and cared for. Ily

1:57 this is me. literally pinpointed my social life

TW: DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, ED, HALLUCINATIONS, DYSPHORIA I've gotten to a point where I don't care. My emotions are numb and I can't feel them. I suppress my feelings and they build up until I inevitably lash out and go into a depression. I'm so scared that that's gonna happen because last time I was really depressed I almost didn't survive. My mom doesn't care. She doesn't notice that I'm trying my best and that I'm hanging on for dear life. She only notices that my grades dropped and I got in trouble at school. She neglected me when I was younger and just has never been a good person. She's a neglecting, emotionally abusive, narcissistic, manipulative drug addict with a victim complex and I am so sick of her. I'm sick of everything. I'm sick of myself and the way I look and my body and my personality. Last year, in 7th grade, I starved myself and cut myself because I didn't believe that I deserved to be alive. I hurt myself because I had no other way to cope. Fortunately, I'm trying to get better with my ED and I haven't self harmed in 3 months. But I'm going through some shit and I'm scared that I'm going to repeat the cycle of last year:try as hard as possible, lose motivation, have no one to motivate me, fall into a depression that no one notices, and eventually just give up. The only reason I'm still here is because of my best friends. But they're going through their own stuff and I feel too bad to talk about this with them so here I am on a KZfaq video instead. I guess that shows how desperate I am. At least I'm trying to get better though. That's something, right? 8th grade starts soon, and I'm really scared. I remember how stressed I was last year and I remember how quickly I stopped caring. I don't want to do that again but like I said my friends won't be in my classes and they're my only source of motivation at this point. On top of that, I have really bad gender dysphoria. I'm afab and I'm pretty sure I'm either gender fluid or agender. I'm not sure. But I absolutely hate my chest and my stomach and my thighs. I just wish I was a different person. On top of THAT I'm starting to get hallucinations, which is nice. There's a shadow man in my corner that stares at me during my daily mental breakdown. I've decided to name him Bartholomew. Oh and on top of everything else I'm in love w my best friend but she has a boyfriend. But she says she had a crush on me and flirts with me nonplatonically so I'm really confused. Her boyfriend is great and I know I would never be a good partner so I'm just sitting back in agony watching him have the girl of my dreams. So in conclusion, my life is totally messed up and I have no idea what to do. Thanks for reading this (if anyone has) and know that you're loved and I'm glad you're here.

Makes me feel bad for those people even myself

Ur the reason i dont wanna die.❤

First one hit hard..

God dam the first vent tiktok is so true

*Me crying in the middle of the night watch vid cry’s more*

well i couldnt make friends, also got emotionally bullied by several people in school etc. school closed for covid. i didnt like it. as months passed in quarantine and i almost never got out of my house, i started crying at random times. then i thought that... if i am lonely irl, cant i have online friends? for months; i tried to make friends, got betrayed, cried, failed making friends, got left out, in online. but i was gonna feel worse if i didnt try friending. but it really worked at the end. now i have 2 online friends i chat for hours everyday, each of our lives have problems and theirs are worse than mine. we fight sometimes, we cry, but we promised to never leave eachother. i always listen to their problems and try to help them. they are not the best at helping me but i feel good when i help them and thats okay. thats enough for me. i love them with my life. All of you, just keep trying. One day you will find happiness in a small thing.

that younger self one. felt

Every one gets triggered to certain thing and some don't, just because I'm watching something depressing doesn't me I'll do something like that, sometimes it makes me feel that my feelings and emotions are real

1:43 That sh- caught me off gaurd.

Some people cope by watching videos like this, if that doesn’t apply to you maybe just click off the video and find something else to calm you down? They help me when I’m feeling overwhelmed but no one ever said it works the same for everyone

vent:everyone wants me to be perfect they always abuse me and expect me to get good grades all the time. i dont talk much and i get bullied all the time in school and im tired. lol :/

3:59 this happens to me WAY too much

the temptation to give up

ive been feeling a lot like i cant be sad and that im selfish. my mom has been really great lately and my dad is still great. i have exciting things coming up. i have a friend that cares about me. i guess i just feel like i have it too good to be sad or to be dissatisfied with life or to not like one of my friends. i wish i had it worse so i could feel sad but i wish i had it better so i never have to feel bored.

I related the most with 1:58. I've had bad relationships with friends in the past or my friends end up forgetting me so, I tend to push them away first before they try to push away me

This video shown up on my recommended after I watched the “when you go to the bathroom after eating Taco Bell” meme

I need to vent rn, please don’t judge. So.. context: I was always bad at handwriting and spelling and I’d get told off for not trying hard enough (pretty f*cked up thing to say to a 6 year old but whatever). It got to the point where I hated how I couldn’t do anything about it. I would have mental breakdowns because I couldn’t read something or spell a word. I’ve failed assessments because my handwriting was to bad. So late one night I was walking with my mum, I think we were going to get ice cream and she just turns time and says: “by the way I’m pretty sure you have dyslexia.” Like… that wasn’t an important to know myself. And what she meant by pretty sure is “ by the way you probably have dyslexia but I never bothered to see someone about it because that would be to much of a pain.” THIS ISN’T A STAND ALONE EVENT!! IT WASN’T IMPORTANT FOR ME TO KNOW THAT MY GRANDMOTHER HAS BIPOLAR DISORDER AND IT WASN’T IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO TAKE YOU TO A PHYCOLIGIST WHEN YOU PHYSICALLY CANNOT SLEEP. NOPE! ONLY EMPTY PROMISES FOR ME!! AND WHENEVER ANYTHING GOES WRONG IT ALWAYS MY FAULT!!,! And apparently my parents are GREAT parents! Great parents always ignor their kids! Greate parents tell there kids that a possible meantal disorder causing you to suffer isn’t important enough!

1:57 I feel so bad for them 😭💕 I've been busy doing my own things for a while so I haven't been talking to my friends for a while and literally one of them said "If you don't respond in the next 5 minutes I'm deleting your number from my contact list" which basically meant we couldn't talk to eachother so basically we wouldn't be friends. I believed it but it's been over 5 minutes because I didn't notice it in time. *but she still didn't do it so hah*

Man this made me even more depressed

Me: dosent have that much depression This video: Do you want depression?

1:50 "you could say that she's the girl of their dreams" Edit: this is a comment on the actual tiktok video

This makes me think, why do I relate so much to the “I wanna die wanna die but don’t really wanna die” part of the song Shinitai-Chan?

heyyy ive been awake for 27 hours now :) not for any reason but i just wanted to tw: talk of injury also have u ever heard of having ur hand “de-gloved”? it’s where ur skin gets ripped off in one motion leaving the flesh open :/

I can't deal with my problems . . Emotions , my mental health issues or my life anymore i just wanna be . . . . ALONE . . . .

1:57 this hits close to home… :,)

a vent here i have a lot of mental illnesses, and sometimes i think that i'm just overreacting. i feel bad whenever my mom/dad spends a lot of money on me i keep thinking about it. my mind is spinning and i cannot control what i'm thinking about. there are always voices insulting people and reminding me of gore and other shit. anyways too tired to vent more

Im so sorry for all the people that go through this! But just know you are valid! Theres no right or wrong in life, only what affects you is you. Get some food, dump the blades and curl up in a blanket to get some rest! :) Please don't do it on purpose. It is very bad for you're health. Eat something, get water, and curl up in a blanket AND SLEEP. It might be hard but we know you can get through it. Plesae take care of yourself :)

I do feel bad for these people and wish that I could do something for them but I can’t cause I don’t know them it’s horrible that people treat other people bad and disorders are hard to

2:00 hit painfully close to home