Does anyone else watch these because it’s the only thing that makes them feel less along and actually seen and understood?…

4:12 As the leader of the ''Praise and Spread our Saviour and Lord Hifumi'' we will never forgive you

I HATE THE RANDOM MUSIC THAT IS NORMALY IN THESE COMPS!! ITS SO ANNOYINGG.

I'm sorry to vent here but, this video seriously touched my feelings so I want to share my experiences My whole life I've never ever gotten any therapy or proper counceling for my crude behaviour towards myself and others, sometimes I felt invalidated by others just because I prefered to be alone and just draw by myself, in the end I'm just touch starved, I want someone to talk with, someone to hug me with proper feelings, until this one same classmate girl with glasses decided to be close to me and have a nice chat during lunch break, before we never meet again, she told me that I shouldn't be too hard on myself and put too much efford on others just to be validated, told me that I should treat myself better because not everyone is nice in this school, I still remember the things she told me and the things we talked about with each other, but too bad good things had to end, we've graduated together, just never meet again. I miss the good memories and I'll cherish her advice for life (Oh by the way I'm also a girl, with glasses. Just like her too, but our glasses were different) None of my classmates were this close with me. Boys, girls, anyone of any gender, they just don't. Except her. I miss my friend a lot, and I wish her to have a good life and future, I can't thank enough. She saved me from self harming situation that could lead me deeper down. Not even my mom and dad would give me this advice. I had so much to vent for but I think this one just resonates in my memory a lot more. Thank you good friend, I appreciate you. <3

I hate the fact that that if past me met me now, she’d absolutely hate me. I also hate the fact that I wouldn’t blame her.

For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair or lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows or lack of I love your eyelashes or lack of I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth or lack of I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you for eating breakfast I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything I'm so proud of you I’m proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water. I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. You're not alone I Love You 1% I Love You 2% I Love You 3% I Love You 4% I Love You 5% I Love You 6% I Love You 7% I Love You 8% I Love You 9% I Love You 10% I Love You 11% I Love You 12% I Love You 13% I Love You 14% I Love You 15% I Love You 16% I Love You 17% I Love You 18% I Love You 19% I Love You 20% I Love You 21% I Love You 22% I Love You 23% I Love You 24% I Love You 25% I Love You 26% I Love You 27% I Love You 28% I Love You 29% I Love You 30% I Love You 31% I Love You 32% I Love You 33% I Love You 34% I Love You 35% I Love You 36% I Love You 37% I Love You 38% I Love You 39% I Love You 40% I Love You 41% I Love You 42% I Love You 43% I Love You 44% I Love You 45% I Love You 46% I Love You 47% I Love You 48% I Love You 49% I Love You 50% I Love You 51% I Love You 52% I Love You 53% I Love You 54% I Love You 55% I Love You 56% I Love You 57% I Love You 58% I Love You 59% I Love You 60% I Love You 61% I Love You 62% I Love You 63% I Love You 64% I Love You 65% I Love You 66% I Love You 67% I Love You 68% I Love You 69% I Love You 70% I Love You 71% I Love You 72% I Love You 73% I Love You 74% I Love You 75% I Love You 76% I Love You 77% I Love You 78% I Love You 79% I Love You 80% I Love You 81% I Love You 82% I Love You 83% I Love You 84% I Love You 85% I Love You 86% I Love You 87% I Love You 88% I Love You 89% I Love You 90% I Love You 91% I Love You 92% I Love You 93% I Love You 94% I Love You 95% I Love You 96% I Love You 97% I Love You 98% I Love You 99% I Love You 100% I'm proud of you and I love you so much,remember you will always be *my* first choice

I see these comments where they say stuff like “love yourself!” Or “you’re loved” I know it makes some people better and stuff. But Im sure there are people out there like me where words mean nothing. If you love me so much why don’t you care about me? If you love me so much why aren’t you there when I needed you? If you loved me so much why don’t you look supportive of my way of life? Love is not words it’s their actions I can tell when you’re putting effort but no one puts effort not even family they don’t know me. they asume things about me! Why would they do that huh? I honestly don’t know! But it’s ok I just smile and everything is fine right? So if you loved me so much you would be able to see I’m not interested or don’t want to talk a certain subject. I wish I could say this to the multiple people I want to tell this to but what ever Anywho you just can’t say people care about someone when your not them you don’t see from their point of view. Just saying “you’re loved”works for some. But I happen to know a lot of things about mental health. But then again say what you want to say if saying nice things makes you feel better for yourself go nuts. (No hate to those positive comment whatsoever just wanted to rant a little)

13:43 gives vi and powder vibes

2:11 i do/have all of these 😭😭💀💀

“ womp womp “ if someone ever said that to me, they should be happy im gonna be dead tomorrow .

I genuinely have no idea what is hell is wrong with me. Why does no one like me. I'm always told I'm nice. I smile at people. I'm not racist or homophobic. I'm kind to new people. So why does everyone hate me. And yes everyone, I hate myself too. I haven't been clean, just hiding the cuts with bracelets claiming "it's for fashion" no it's because it's too fucking hot outside to wear a hoodie.

There’s random music in this video

I hate why people are always like, "only guys can do that so technically girls cant R@pe you." Its bullshit. Girls can do it too, and the fact people get looked over and ignored for it because they think girls cant do it is bullshit. Its not a good thing and it never will be.

0:59 i'm 74 days clean. not because i *want* to be clean right now, but because everytime i have urges again and say i'm gonna, i end up being too tired to go through with it and sleep instead 😭 or i've just been distracted

Fav parts: 0:00 3:40 3:59

POV: you remember Claritin exists

Why is this so true 1:06 like im always going left and right making sure if everyone in my life feels loved even if i don't do the same for myself 💔

I feel like these compilations are like the one place you can go to get comfort from people who actually get you

35:48 and 39:00 is the thing I relate to the most rn. My friends make fun of everything I do and they treat it as a joke. They make fun of my height my weight my hair my face and they call me dumb. Like what the hell am I supposed to do. They don't take me seriously because I guess I'm the so called "crackhead", so whenever I make a mistake they call me stupid and dumb autistic dead in the brain, and they laugh at that! Whenever I make a joke that I think might hurt them I apologize but they never think to do that! I want to stop being friends with them but if I do they'll hate me and I have no other friends to go to. I'm so desperate for friends that'll actually understand me, anyone relate?

What’s the audio called in the first video?

the fact i was laughing abt how much of this i relate to honestly can be kinda scary, i don't want a panic attack but i don't wanna lie. what do i do?

Bro water is my best friend.

There was this one time in school. I was this close to trying… and I swear this girl saw right through me and just hugged me. I didn’t ask… but she patted my back and said, “you know it’s not good to hold in tears…” and right after that I just sobbed-

(Vent )Tw!: SH When im nervous i pick at my lips or ears until they bleed, i've been trying to stop doing it because I WANT to stop and its dangerous for me to do...

11:44 this dosen’t feel like a vent it feels like a oc maker

Daily reminder. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it Your body isn't a book so don't judge it Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it Finally Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it. Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself. Love you!! <3 (Hope this make everyone feel better <3)

I love my grandma. I don't know if she looks at me the same way. Not based on how she threatens to tell my secrets to other people, tell private things to distant family, yelling and cursing at me, or bodyshaming me. I feel bad because she's my grandma and she basically gives me things (clothes, books, etc.), it looks like I'm exaggerating to myself.

Daily reminder. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it Your body isn't a book so don't judge it Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it Finally Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it. Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself. Love you!! <3 (Hope this make everyone feel better <3)

Daily reminder. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it Your body isn't a book so don't judge it Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it Finally Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it. Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself. Love you!! <3 (Hope this make everyone feel better <3)

1:19 IS CRAZZZY

2:32 me too bestie☺️

Hi! How are you guys? I like to reply to others who vent here so don’t worry, I do my best to get to others so they don’t feel isolated from society because everyone needs someone to talk to. I don’t judge you.

Hi! How are you guys? I like to reply to others who vent here so don’t worry, I do my best to get to others so they don’t feel isolated from society because everyone needs someone to talk to. I don’t judge you.

Hi! How are you guys? I like to reply to others who vent here so don’t worry, I do my best to get to others so they don’t feel isolated from society because everyone needs someone to talk to. I don’t judge you.

Hi! How are you guys? I like to reply to others who vent here so don’t worry, I do my best to get to others so they don’t feel isolated from society because everyone needs someone to talk to. I don’t judge you.

9:10 there was random music lol

im going to vent. no one needs to listen, dont bother giving any comfort. dont mind my replies on other comments. apathy does that and I have no excuses for the horrible comforting I try to give to others tw: swearing. it’s going to get really personal to myself. also rlly long. I love studying things I enjoy, sometimes I even like studying maths because it CAN be interesting in some ways. I learned two other methods to multiply other than the trad way in 30 mins, more than I’ve ever learnt about multiplying in my ENTIRE lifetime. But then my fucking mother comes up. I CAN LEARN, STUDY AND REVISE BY MYSELF BECAUSE IM CONFIDENT IN MY ABILITIES AND CONTRARY TO MANY, MANY OPINIONS, I ACTUALLY AM SMART AND DO INTEND TO HAVE A FUTURE WITH A GOOD SALARY AND A PLAN. BUT ITS JUST MY MOTHER, MY BURMESE TEACHER, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY PAST TUTORS OR TEACHERS OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL MAKE MY BLOOD FUCKING BOIL WHENEVER I SEE A SINGLE STUDY BOOK. THEY MAKE ME DESPISE LEARNING, AND YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I VALUE KNOWLEDGE AND HAVING A POSITION OF POWER, BEING RESPECTED AND HAVING A VOICE, AN OPINION BUT I SWEAR TO SHITTING ON EVERYONE I HATE, THEY SUCK ALL THE JOY OUT OF IT. THE REASON? MY MOTHER, FORCING ME INTO STUDYING INSTEAD OF TRYING TO ENCOURAGE ME. YOU CANT JUST FUCKING HIT ME ACROSS THE FUCKING FACE EVERY TIME I DISLIKE SOMETHING IN STUDYING AND EXPECT ME TO NOT TO ASSOCIATE IT WITH STUDYING ITSELF? I WAS YOUNG, DO YOU NOT EXPECT ABUSE TO HAVE AN EFFECT ON ME? DO YOU NOT FIND IT IN YOUR SHITSTAINED, PREJUDICED AND JUDGEMENTAL BRAIN THAT ABUSE HAS MENTAL EFFECTS? AND THE CONSTANT COMPARING ME TO OTHER KIDS, NOT AS IN “OH, _______ DID SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU!” IT WAS ALWAYS “OH YOU GOT A HIGH SCORE? HOW DID ______ SCORE?” OR “HOW DID YOUR FRIENDS SCORE?” IT TICKS ME OFF TO NO END, NO END AT ALL. IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS SIMPLY A FUCKING PUPPET, A BEAUTY PAGENT BABY MADE AND DESIGNED TO BE BETTER, TO SIMPLY OUT DO EVERYONE ELSE. GUESS WHAT? I ALSO DESPISE BEING CALLED DUMB WHEN I BELIEVE I DESERVED SOMETHING OR TO BE TOLD I DONT DESERVE IT, I SLAVED MY FUCKING ASS OFF WHEN I WAS YOUNG TO BE GOOD IN SCHOOL, TO STUDY HARD, TO MAKE PEOPLE PROUD. I DIDNT SLAVE OFF BY DOING ANY ACTUAL WORK, BUT BY APPLYING NEGATIVE THOUGHTS TO MY OWN MIND FELT LIKE A PICK YOUR POISON CHOICE, BE GREAT OR BE SHIT, A LITERALLY STONE, NO SENTIMENTAL VALUE. I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY AND HIDE IN A CORNER FOR NO ONE TO SEE BUT AT THE SAME TIME, IM AN ATTENTION SEEKING MOTHERFUCKER WHO CRAVES ATTENTION AND VALIDATION? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? I HATE MY MIND YET IT WOULD HORRIFY ME NOT TO THINK. THE THOUGHTS THAT SCREAM AT ME COMFORT ME BECAUSE THE LOGICAL THOUGHTS MAKE EVERYTHING SO MUCH BETTER. THE LOGIC INSIDE MY MIND TELLS ME TO DO EVERYTHING RIGHT, CONTROL MY FEELINGS, BE KIND WHEN I NEED TO, BE MEAN WHEN I NEED TO, BE A DOLL WHEN I NEED TO, WHEN MY LOGICAL THOUGHTS ARE IN CONTROL IM SMART, I KNOW EVERYTHING, I COULD EASILY BE MANIPULATIVE. I COULD EASILY BE EVIL, YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I COULD BE WITH THEM. BUT FUCK, GUESS WHAT? I HAVE FEELINGS. AS FAKING DEPRESSION AND EMOTIONLESS AHH 12 YEAR OLD KID AS IT FUCKING SOUNDS, EVERY SINGLE POSITIVE EMOTION IS IMMEDIATELY SHUT DOWN COMPLETELY. I CANT FUCKING THINK, I CANT FUCKING DO ANYTHING AT ALL. ANOTHER THING, I DONT WANT TO BE ME, BUT I VALUE MYSELF. I DONT WANT TO BE HUMAN, I DONT WANT TO BE ALIVE BUT THE VERY CONCEPT OF DEATH TERRIFIES ME TO MY CORE SO MUCH SO THAT ITS BEEN HAUNTING ME FOR AS LONG AS I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO THINK. I USED TO GO UP TO MY PARENTS ROOM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BAWLING, DID I EVER GET ANY COMFORT? I ALSO HATE BEING HYPERSEXUAL, I FEEL SO FUCKING DISGUSTING ALL THE TIME, I CANT STOP THESE THOUGHTS. EVEN MORE THINGS I HATE, WOWEE WHAT A SHITTY SURPRISE! I HATE BEING INVALIDATED FOR ACADEMIC WORK. MY FRIEND EVERY SINGLE TIME I GET TO DO ANYTHING ACADEMICALLY OR IM CHOSEN TO DO PARTICIPATE IN A COMPETITION, LIKE RECENTLY, THEY CALLED ME FUCKING DUMB. THEY INVALIDATED SOMETHING THAT I EARNED. THEY SAID THEY WERE BEING HONEST AND THAT IM NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH, I FUCKING AM. I FUCKING HATE THEM SO MUCH. I FUCKING HATE THEM SO MUCH FOR THAT, IT STILL MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT. THEY SAID THEY WERE BEING HONEST TO ME, THEY’RE JUST BEING DOWNRIGHT BRUTAL. NO FUCKING OFFENCE BUT THATS JUST STRAIGHT UP INSULTING ME. I GOT HIGHEST IN MY CLASS IN SCIENCE HENCE ME BEING PUT IN THE COMPETITION. I FEEL LIKE EVERY SINGLE DAY I DOWN GRADE MYSELF MORE AND MORE. IM SMART, I HAVE GOOD GRADES, I HAVE FLAWS AND I ACCEPT THEM, I AM RECOGNISED BY MY TEACHERS, THEY SING MY PRAISES. NOT TO GET TOO COCKY BUT I DESERVE VALIDATION WHICH I GET, BUT THAT HURT. IT JUST HURT. NO WORDS, NO NOTHING, NO FEELINGS, JUST HURT. HURT TURNS INTO ANGER, HURT TURNS INTO SADNESS, HURT TURNS INTO IRRITATION AND I HATE HURT. I TRIED SHOWING MY FRIEND THIS RANT WHEN IT WAS AT THE THIRD PARAGRAPH, SAME FRIEND, AND THEY FELL ASLEEP AND COULDN’T REPLY IMMEDIATELY, I DONT BLAME THEM FOR THAT BUT THEY COMPLETELY IGNORED MY MESSAGES WHEN THEY WOKE UP. DID I GIVE THEM A CHOICE? YES, I DID AND CALL ME CONTRADICTORY BUT EVERY TIME THEY ASK ME TO VENT OR JUST TO TELL ME ABOUT ANYTHING TRAUMATIC I LISTEN. NO QUESTIONS ASKED. THEY HAVE PROBLEMS I UNDERSTAND, BUT ONE OF THEM IS NOT BEING ON THE SAME LEVEL OF EFFORT OR HOWEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. I JUST FEEL SO FUCKING WORTHLESS, THEY’RE AN AMAZING PERSON, FUNNY, HONESTLY KINDA PRETTY (PLATONICALLY) THEY’RE GOOD AT ART, AT NETBALL, I LOVE BEING AROUND THEM BUT SOMETIMES THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO, SO IGNORED. SO UNHEARD. I FEEL LIKE MY PROBLEMS ARENT EVEN PROBLEMS, I MAKE JOKES ABOUT THEM WHEN I DONT WANT TO. THEY DO ASK ME IF IM ALRIGHT, LOADS OF TIMES, ITS JUST THOSE SMALL TIMES WHEN THEY’RE IN A BAD MOOD THAT THEY COMPLETELY IGNORE HOW I FEEL. I HATE MY OWN ANGER AND RAGE. ANGER IS UGLY, I SHOULDNT FEEL ANGER. might add some more whenever I feel down. if yall take the time out of ur day to read this, ily and if you dont, I also ly. <3

Hello,, everyone! I hope you're all having a wonderful day today. If necessary,, feel free to vent here! I will try my best to support you all💗 Remember to take care of yourself! I'm proud of you.

first moment (3 mins ago)

4:46 is absolutely disgusting

“The reason why you act this way is because you don’t have a mother!” why can’t you get!? Can’t you get it!? UNDERSTAND!! they’re gonna execute the mother to elevate the man!!

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3:20 I swear I’ve been looking for the same audio all day and I still don’t know the words from someone please respond. I don’t know where this is from. Someone tell me!

Bro there is random music in there💀💀💀

32:58 ima lost child aren’t i

26:07 same

16:53 same

My dad looked at me and told me that if I came back he would send me back home to moms and never talk to me again........I love my dad sm<333333

If you’re getting better it’s A GOOD THING seriously you don’t have to keep yourself bad for ANY REASON there is no reason to get worse it will NOT HELP even with community or validation the happy you will find all that AND MORE the best things are yet to come it doesn’t matter what’s going on with OTHER PEOPLES journeys if you’re trying to get worse just have a self-awareness talk and think what’s going to happen and that is NOTHING HELPFUL