During a bad trip I learned a very important lesson in life. I was extremely terrified. I was scared. I was having the worst trip in my life. And the trip had just started. I couldn't handle it anymore. I was having a very bad time and felt I was dying and/or already dead and there was nothing I could do about it. There was no way to avoid the trip, there were a few hours left and I already started to reach my mental breaking point. The ego starts to crumble, as without ego, there is no fear. I surrendered my ego. I was just aware. I realized I can choose to fear, or not fear. It's in my hands. I changed my beliefs mid-trip to "I love this experience. I'm going to enjoy the rest of this trip exploring my consciousness. I'm going to have fun". Suddenly, a giant wave of pure bliss and ecstasy started overflowing my body. The bad trip was over. I never felt so happy in my life. I felt awakened. I felt enlightened. I simply decided that I was going to love every sensation and every experience, no matter what it may be. That's what we need in life. No matter what happens, accept it, love it, and enjoy it. It's a miracle to even be alive, I'm grateful for life.

I really love this quote: we are the universe experiencing itself.

My ego death experience felt like I was losing my god damn mind while understanding everything at the same time.

Im convinced that my ego death experience is what actually happens after we die. I was seeing Thousands of images and thoughts happening so fast yet somehow I understood everything. It all made sense. The loss of reality was scary and I thought I was dying but as soon as I gave in it was an amazing experience. Definitely confirmed the afterlife and us all being connected to some sort of energy and the universe.

Don’t take life too seriously, whatever happens it wont last forever, we are not in control and that’s okay, spread love, peace, and positivity. Live a simple life and always keep your ego in check

"Ego is our friend, it helps us navigate through this existence"- This line helped me the second i heard it

*Mindset is Everything*

the illusionary self is the ego. all identity is ego. all. no identity means no ego. no ego means pure unconditiona love. the ego is finite, awareness is infinite. losing the ego, you become just awareness. this is christ consciousness. personality is a construct of fears giving the illusion of self through consecutive responses based on the previous. these responses are patterns of learned behaviour.

I was just pure consciousness, without a sense of 'i'. I was the only observer of reality but at the same time I was everything and everything was me. Us humans can only appreciate and marvel at this because we're constrained to this 'vessel'. I now see death as the portal to something limitless.

My ego death was a realization that I was being too modest about my intelligence and abilities. My ego was really living in a victim mind state which was trying to protect me.

I remember coming down from my first trip and by this time I had realized what ego truly was. My friends recommended we play Mario kart, and in my head I could tell that I was coming down and would begin to fall back into my ego. I played but I wasn't into the game like I was before, I was more concerned because the competitive nature that was beginning to come over me was something that I could tell was part of my ego. I often get angry, use foul language, ect when competing with others. I could literally feel the enlightenment fighting to hold back my ego that was slowly returning to my subconscious and I hated the way it made me act in competitive situations. Even in something as simple as Mario Kart. I remember telling my friends who were very experienced trippers and they agreed that the comedown is your ego slowly re-entering your subconscious. If you want to change it or any other negative aspects of yourself or your life, all you have to do is recognize whatever you want to change and make a conscious effort to not let that be a part of you anymore.

I did 1G of shrooms last week, it was my first time and I felt like I learned so much in a few hours. Really turned humble and I'm trying to be more helpful to people and family.

Found myself finishing the sentences of someone I did not know that existed, on a subject that I know nothing about. Weird and amazing!

Surrender is the key

11:30 has been a lingering issue with me ever since my ego death. I was never one to give in to the façade of societal norms even before my spiritual awakening, back then I would have considered myself aware and always seeing both sides of the coin in any given situation. During my “death” I realized there was a lot more than two sides of the coin. This realization that every choice I had ever made up to that point in my life was made without that full scope of awareness I was so sure I had, made me question everything about my place. You go through this period of extreme panic and disgust at this realization. Up until you’re left with no choice but to just let go and give in to the fact that you aren’t in control of it all and that there’s so much you don’t know. That’s followed by this indescribable moment where it feels like a some greater outside energy can sense that you’ve truly given in and once it does, it rips open your horizons and you’re overcome with this overwhelming amount of awareness that you’d lacked your whole life. My blessing/curse effect of carrying this new awareness into the “real” world is being able to very strongly sense (whether I’m trying to or not) when another person has not gone through this moment of realization. Then I realize they are ALSO living life through this ignorant haze that isn’t visible with only two eyes (just like I was living in the past). It’s troubling when you discover people like close family members, your S/O, law makers, parents, politicians, police, your previously perceived “enemies” are living in that haze that they aren’t able to see. With time I realized how much conflict (seemingly all conflict tbh) stems from that lack of awareness. You see people beating themselves and others up over nothing and you wish you could just snap your fingers in their face and they would just snap out of it and realize whatever tf I realized that got me to where I am now, but you can’t. It takes their own journey. That’s where I’m stuck right now. Although I know that if I continue to look within for the answers (a method which has yet to fail me), I will eventually find ease with this situation.

I have this constant feelings that nothing is real. When something happens, I feel like it was a dream (for exemple dinner tonight feels like a dream). I don't really know how to explain it but it just feel like I'm in a dream but I'm not

i always end up in the fetal position

It feels like dying, like you’re never going to come out of it, and the only thing you can do to be sane is to let go and accept it.

After having an ego death experience I believe my life reset and literally took a new path, I slowly saw, felt and thought things in a way I had never before. After screaming at the top of my lungs and yelling out a random yet no so random set of different words I thought I was a superhuman and thought I could be anywhere I wanted to be in an instant. I wasn't in my body, it was just as you would say "awareness". That trip has shaped the way I am today, from first not being able to understand it, and wanting to completely forget about that night, ive accepted that it did more good than bad. I threw myself in the deep end and have been working my way to the calming balance ever since. 👍

My ego-death felt like I was in between two realities. Like I was observing the person I thought I was from the outside. Felt like I was stuck in purgatory.

Spot on. Had the same on Ayahuasca couldnt cling on to any memory or any part of "myself" and once I realised I couldnt "think" of anything to identify with and gave up I was completely blown away by what came next and it has helped me tremendously. Just as you put it....the insight I received was so simple...but nowhere near easy

Dakota communicates the most accurate words that explain what I can’t. I adore this human.

"Don't hide your wounds if you want to heal" - OSHO wounds=ego healing=not getting distracted by other's judgements to identify (egolize) ourselves.

I always feel out of place and not in line with the dimension I'm in

You just explained this book called “the power of now” but without any psychedelics it’s so weird how accurate it sounded

Ego death is when your consciousness forgets your human identity and remembers that it is a fraction of "God" or "Everything and Nothing". It often makes me feel like I like figured out the game, and thus have ruined the illusion. There is sometimes a secondary sort of level of death anxiety here too because it feels like I'll never be normal again and I might as well stop the simulation or die. It eventually becomes beautiful though, because I start remembering everything/everyone I love in life and how lucky I am to be swimming in this sea of potential. This has become somewhat reoccurring on heavier doses. I have a hunch that if one is predisposed to depersonalization or does a lot of heavy doses too close together, these pathways / pathologies / filters of thoughts and perception can have more longevity. The brain is dynamic though, it will "snip" useless synapses, so I bet it can be therapied especially if it's triggered by a mood disorder. If you feel this way from weed it's probably a dosage thing, you can definitely get ego death from small amounts of weed when you first start and everyone is different. If you have long term (lasting days) changes in perception or other negative effects from weed or any like hardcore delusions / psychosis while stoned DON'T SMOKE IT AND DON'T TRY PSYCADELICS!

“Be wary of any man who claims, because deep down he clings on to the need for power. The reality he is a coward, ultimately he is scared to die, and sometimes so am I. But when I’m in tune with the most high, I realize, the fear lies in my lack of awareness of the other side” - J.Cole.

Years ago I took shrooms and had an ego death and only recently realised that's what it was. At the time I saw it as just a bit of a bad trip. I guess at the time I wasn't ready to let go of the ego as it had taken over my life and suddenly it was shattered. Now I realise how beautiful that is to just be a blank canvas. No past and no future to define you. The present is the only real thing and your sense of self can hold you back and make you unhappy if you let it take over. Feel like I need an other trip now.

I felt like the whole time my first trip I was trying to figure out something . Then trying to figure out what I’m trying to figure out. Eventually feeling as though life is just us trying to figure out things as we go.. if that makes since . Like realizing that there is no point in trying to figure shit out because there is so much more to everything than my problems

I don't like to call it ego death I like to think of it as experiencing your soul while still alive. The physical "you" gets set aside while the real you, the energy being you takes fully over and that in itself can be scary. Mush luv Dakota and friends!💓💓💓💜🍄🍄🍄🌻💫🧘🏾‍♀️

I experienced ego death a few days ago while meditating on cannabis. I was laying in bed focusing on my breathing and after a few minutes I felt like I'm floating in space, but I still knew that I'm in my bed and I could still think about everything I wanted. I experience that state quite often on normal meditation. But after 2 or 3 minutes in this trance-like state I started to feel like I'm leaving my body and all of a sudden I was flying through this strange black tunnel with colored noise (like the white noise on tv, but mostly black with tiny colored fractals) that was turning into itself in a way that I can't describe. After a few seconds I felt like reality and all that exists is being sucked out of my mind or that I'm being sucked out of reality. The next millisecond was the scariest part and I can't believe it happened that fast: I saw how reality is ceasing to exist in a "hyperlapse tunnel" with a white light at the end of it and suddenly I saw some sort of a weird round white door with a black cross stretching from top to bottom and left to right and a lot of weird ornaments around it. Maybe it wasn't a door, maybe it was some sort of a symbol. I knew if I go further I'll be dead, so I started resisting because I wasn't ready to die and it was so overwhelming. But I couldn't even decide if I want to go further or not. That's when I felt like I wasn't me anymore and the panic hit me hard. I had no body, no memories, nothing. The next thing that happened was experiencing just existence in its pure form. I just existed and there was nothing else than existence. There were no emotions, no thoughts, no space, no time, no matter, nothing... And then I got so scared of this loneliness and this "just existing" that i stood up and popped right back into reality. For the next few minutes I couldn't even think straight. I just wanted to remember what the different stages like the black tunnel or the door looked like, because they were so abstract and impossible to describe with words. But the more I thought about all those things, the blurier they became. I can't even remember what it all looked like now after a few days, but for the sake of explaning my experience I'm describing memories of memories of what it looked like. I kept asking myself how is it possible that I experienced all this in a millisecond, that reality was erased, that I died, that I experienced ultimate nothingness and that I came back, all in a millisecond. Now ask myself: Was it only the first step? Because some people say they experience ego death and than they travel to different places and dimensions and meet beings and aliens or God. Or did I experience the time before the big bang or before creation? Was I God before he created the Universe? Or was it hell? Maybe hell is observing nothingness forever. I don't think I'll ever want to go that deep again, because it's maybe the scariest thing I ever experienced. But maybe it was scary because I didn't fully let go, so...

i just found this video after having a very impactful trip about 2 weeks ago. i’m only 5 minutes in, but everything you’ve said up to this point is literally my exact experience lol

Ive time traveled, ive watched all the seasons change withing 10 minutes, i attended my own funeral.. That was my firsy trip. It was the most amazing.

After my first mushroom ride last week, I took the time to understand this profound experience. I have heard many many relate the journey before I entered it, but none was as close to the simple way as you put it, indeed even the words were almost identical in the same sequence. Amazing. I think the same consciousness / spirit that spoke through you in this video was also present through me. Thank you, I feel like I'm not alone.

My ego death was pretty scary... I thought I was going INSANE and also thought I was possessed by some bad shit lol my hands were shaking, my chest and head were burning and felt some crazy energy going on inside me, like something was dancing inside me but i ignored it till next day and at afternoon finally realised that it was actually my EGO trying to become my scariest fear in order to get away from my Spiritual Beliefs and my Higher Self. Since then, I don’t have any worries and fears anymore... I just live in the here and now, I love anything and everyone and feel part of the whole universe. Yes, I’m finally in the 5th dimension ❤️

Bad trips are just trips showing you how to experience life in a positive way, through seemingly negative time frames within the trip. They’re good character building experiences. It’s good to get your ego smacked down a few times in life. Its like cleaning your hard drive. It’s like a reboot from all the virus’ we’ve had to endure in this matrix.

This might sounds stupid but I experienced my first ego death during a bad weed high

aside from the video: you literally have the coolest merch I've ever seen. like some merch is really simple and not much is put into it but yours is so cool like each piece is truly art, idk if you designed them all yourself but I just had to let you know I'm so impressed aaaand having a hard time deciding which to get, it's all too beautiful! :)

do you think aliens view our species and think "awww look how how clumsy and how unintelligent they are, they're so cute"

Just did my 3rd one last night. I really needed it. It brings me back to baseline and even though I laughed and cried, it's a very serious matter facing one self and inner demons. I put myself in an ego death trip like once every 10 years it seems. Very cleansing afterwards!! Ego death is not for the weak of mind or for everyone. Anyone that's wants to experience it, I usually eat around 6-10 grams dry homegrown mushrooms and then I put on an Om chant at 432hz. Since there's no words, no outside influences, your thoughts start to focus inward and on yourself, since time is distorted it seems like it lasts forever. One of the most memorable moments in my long time psilocybin use. Nice vid btw!! The way you describe a "bad trip" as not bad. I agree completely. My wife wondered why I had such a wonderful trip and although I cried at times. I lost my dad and 3 fingers in the last 4 years so I needed to come to terms, and that it did. I still feel great and feel more clear minded. Great vid. I was on medicinal mushrooms when I watched your vid and watching it now, you explain the ego death really well. Right on brother. For someone with a lot of demons, your ego can show itself in a very terrifying way. You just have to take the journey and go with it, before you know it. you go from terrified to absolute enlightenment accompanied by euphoria. Hard to explain an ego death experience. I use it as a spiritual tool, I believe it taps into our Pineal gland(no proof, just a thought) somehow and allows us to experience a higher level of consciousness. I believe some are more attuned than others. My trips always turn spiritual, its just not a social/party element to me. Even when the wife and I do it we just chill next to each other and lose ourselves in our heads, she's very spiritual too. I was always a solo tripper anyways so it works for us both.

When you take shrooms that’s just you entering third person in the game called life.

i had an outer body experience whilst sleeping and i cant explain it completely.... its like we are all God that's just the best way to put it. the most blissful experience i have ever felt, its the stripping away of what you think you are... also i truly believe after having an OBE that an OBE is what happens after physically dying. i truly believe this... it might be subjective to my reality but so many others have experienced the same exact thing just like yourself.

"God = Man - Ego" - Sai Baba

I feel like I’ve been at the edge of a “ego death” several times but was absolutely terrified that I was actually going to die or be stuck in this void. This video provided clarity that it’s okay to surrender. Thank you

You couldn't have explained it any better. Thank you, I feel like I can relate to so many of your points. Keep making good content!

I’ve been trying to find this man for too long now. Popped up on my feed and subscribed immediately, you wise asf G. Send you my respect.

Your 4 Levels of Ego Death video is probably my facorite video of all time

I had an extremely intense ego death and have felt so lost for a while because my brain has had the trouble of even remembering the whole thing. This video has helped me feel calm and in a state of Curiosity over fear on the subject, thank you appreciate this.

Thanks for bringing your uniqueness to this world of chaos brother

You are describing a very similar trip I had about two weeks ago where i took about 5 grams. Didn’t know who I was and was convinced that I was gonna be a crazy person on the streets for the rest of my life and I kept touching myself and trying to think of who I am. These substances are very powerful and it’s not about having a good time. It’s about having a reflective, perspective changing one.

It’s so hard to explain the “bad trips” cause everything you see, you don’t even really see you just somehow know. I wish We could just connect a tail like in avatar and show each other our experiences 😂😂😂😂❤️

When I experienced this phenomenon where I later learned is call ego death. I saw something deeply evil and dark about my soul. Though, when I finally gave up and accepted I may die. I experienced a deepest acceptance of this entity “me”. Good and bad are all just part of me, it was like ever so clearly seeing this “me” as who I was, but not feeling any emotions at all.

I would love to have a friend like you.

I’ve had a couple ego deaths (all on weed) it’s weird cause my first time was out of control, felt like I was dying and going insane and lasted for a good 3 hours, second time was different, you always get that specific bodily feeling every time you enter an ego death but that time I went into it I had already experienced the feeling before and this time I knew how to turn the trip into a good experience and my god learning how to ride an ego death is one of the greatest feelings it’s pure happiness yet at the exact same intensity I still felt like I was going insane and its still had to control but those 2 experiences have taught me a lot and have opened my eyes

U spoke to me on a lvl like no other when u talked abt facing ur demons; I was afraid at first then I learned to embrace them, although with a constant sense of worry and resent. Then I realized how insignificant my fear was and how important letting go was, only to become Everything within my realm of thought

For me I just let everything happen as it happened. I think my tabs were stronger than the guy said. I went into my ego death and went into the awareness, but in a bad setting. The sense of awareness in the area made me feel confined, that life going forward was only a trap, and the idea of infinity scared the shit out of me.

you are an amazing human being. I've been struggling with a lot, but the talks you've made have been so great. thank you dakota

one morning i just woke up and felt a smothering feeling in my chest like i was having a heart attack. i went for a walk and then it all just hit me at once and before i knew it, i felt the same stoney feeling that i feel when i smoke (except i hadnt smoked). everything changed and i viewed the world more positively. i was in a state of bliss and happiness and i just wanted to love everything and everyone. i believe i had an ego death. unfortunately i met a girl a couple of weeks after who took me from space and brought me back to earth and i lost that state of bliss. i miss that feeling...when i described it to family and friends, i was mocked and made to feel crazy. now i feel that i won't be able to get back to that level and i'll be stuck in a state of negativity and fear (as if i ascended and this has become my new reality). woe is me -_- lol

I had an ego death today Around the 6-7 hour mark on this trip this happened and it's something fucking else biggest release of my life I saw a human figure looked straight out of an alex grey painting, you could see all the inner workings of his body like all the veins, the muscles, organs, etc this dude's floating upwards past all the mad visuals, all the infinitely expanding fractals up to a big white light As I'm seeing this I'm faintly aware of the fact that my body has just gone into a super relaxed state, can feel that my face is in awe but I see that I'm moving away from my body complete breakdown of the human experience I came out the other side and I experienced what felt like religious figures were congratulating me "you did so well, you made it" It made me feel all the feels Acid takes you through the journey of life and death through the eyes of a child and by the end of it it's like you experience being born. It's like it works backwards in how time would normally function, and you come out crying your eyes out as a newborn would. Then all of a sudden you're in the real world again edit: I then was hit with revelation after revelation after revelation like I was being rewarded with knowledge, but it's difficult to bring all that knowledge back with you. I feel like it'll make itself known somewhere later down the line

I noticed shrooms tend to slow my perception of time, I noticed this when I was playing melee with some friends I was able to perceive almost every frame of the game making it super intense.

A true "ego death" in my opinion, is one that happens when you're not high, one that can take years to figure out and understand, accepting your flaws, and then rebuilding your identity from there, to become the person you want to be. Iv been heavy into recreational drugs, which absolutely opens your mind. But still does not compare to a "sober ego death" and actually re-wiring your train of thought over a period of years. Just my 2 cants.

I'm buying that hat. Your movement is so pure and true.

I'm so glad I listened to you despite judging your appearance. The more I immerse myself in parts of life I would not have, the more I am genuinely surprised

From infinite nothingness comes infinite everything

Honestly, thank you for this video. Every ego death video you make helps me navigate my own experience. Eventually I want to come back to psychs from a whole new perspective and really grow from now on.

my ego death was crazy. happened first time I did acid. it was next level and I thought I was gunna lose my mind and sense of reality. but, I found out I was real mature at this moment, I coached myself sane in a way and talked myself outta the deepest parts of my brain and subconscious. it's a trip. I've also "crossed over" to the spirit world with a home girl trippen acid at the park. roughly 70 people came out the lake, men and women, and the men in all black women in all white. they were chasing each other yelling and laughing all crazy. no neighbors ever heard or called the cops. it lasted probably an hour and after words they went running back into the lake. no joke. craziest trip ever. acid's sick. shrooms are overrated imo

the way you explain things is so beautiful

last night i almost experienced ego death but i wanted to be in control and have fun because i was in a large group of people including one trip sitter. it ended with me and my boyfriend laying on the couch and me throwing up telling myself over and over i did a drug it’ll be over ..and i held onto reality by checking my phone even though my phone was losing its meaning, something in me just knew it was a key part of my life, and i watched my favorite movie.. although i’m upset i didn’t surrender, i successfully got myself out of panic and enjoyed the rest of my trip just fine, i’ll just know what to expect for the next time

I had my first ego death this weekend. I was not prepared and I panicked. I got stuck in this loop where I kept hearing myself sobbing, "help me" and my boyfriend responding ,"you're okay" with no variation in sound at all. Over and over. I kept reaching out to grab my boyfriend's arms so I could hold onto him to keep from being sucked out of my body into the astral plane. All I could see was a bright blue almost matrix light. I really didnt want to let go of this reality, but I felt like parts of me were shooting out in every direction all over the universe and I had no control or way of stopping it. I thought I had died and kept hearing the loop of the last words before I died. I completely left my body and couldnt see, feel, or hear actual reality and time was nonexistent. I felt so lonely and completely out of control. I was crying uncontrollably. The next thing I remember was running my hands under the water in the bathroom saying, "my body! I can feel my body!" This week I feel a lot less attached to this reality at all. I keep having this deja vu feeling that I can't shake.

Hi Dakota and everyone! I want to share my thought: 1)When we are not attached with our ego we can use it as a tool to growth. This isn't easy and for most of the time we are attached and this is happening because we do not know our inner world very well so the only world that we know is the outer world where Ego be in charge. And this because Ego is our response to the outer world. 2) In order to dissolve this attachment, we have three tools: a)Meditation, b)Psychotherapy, c)Psychedelic Experience. a)In Meditation we are alone to work with our inner world, we need to practice more and more in order to achieve this. We are the teacher therefore this is the hardest option. (A result of practice is the Ego death) b) In Psychotherapy we try to change our perception to the outer world and our response. In this option we have a teacher who is another human who has developed the tools for change. Because the teachers are also humans with their problems with their Ego, takes time to find the best solution for us. But when we are able to do this properly the achievement is the Ego death again. c) And finally some people has the courage to try psychedelic experience in which the Ego death is real. Here the teacher is the nature. It is an immediate experience in which if we do properly we can dissolve this illusion of attachment. There is one significant "problem" with this experience. Someone who tries this option takes too little. Therefore he has the ability to resist to the Ego death and then begins the real "bad" experience (for me is another lesson and not bad). When you try too much you are able to surrender and then you have the most profound experience. Someone have to take the responsibility to find the best option for him. The way is known.

This is important to talk about, and you do a really good job at describing it. When I felt this I was with one of my best friends, known him for years, but did not reconize him. Like he was an unknown person chilling in my sofa. Remember going to a football field 20 minutes from my home after telling him to leave, and let it happen. I grew so much that night. Had an alcohol problem, still do, but thanks to that experience I drink alot less. My psycologist also also say I suddently got an ability to let shit go, and for me that was like inventing fire. Since that's was my main problem before. Be yourself and fuck everything else, this will make you a more happy person. Great vid Dakota!!

yes!! i went through the same thing with ego death. i couldn’t handle trying to control it and i just laid in bed and took it all. i’m glad my ex boyfriend was there, because he helped me not kill myself. i wanted to get my hands on anything that could kill me. jesus. insane for sure!

Im so glad i came across this. I had a Horrible trip on Molly that caused me to have Ego death. Really makes you re-evaluate Life itself

“You aren’t the drama, you’re the Rama.” Lol ❤️

Listening to you talk and tell your stories brings me so much joy and a little bit of tears to my eyes for some reason haha thank you for omitting such light and positivity

i didn't loose sense of body while experiencing my first ego death, i did however loose all my senses, i even lost my sense of direction. It was as if the walls of reality were being folded off everytime i closed my eyes. I could handle all of it until something extremely strange happened. i was me and i knew that, but my family did not feel like they were my family, i can't really explain how i felt that but it sparked the worst most intense trip of my life, until i gave up and let it take over, i have no memory from what happened from there, i just remeber a breakthrough similar to dmt. This was on 5 grams of shrooms. There is obviously alot more than what i have said but 1, it would take way too much time to write, and 2 i feel like words are not the right way to describe a trip. This is due to there being no creation in words, all words are already there. I can explain an alien concept but you will still perceive it from a "Normal" person perspective.

Always happy to see a new video of yours!

When I had ego death I felt as if I was living in the now that I could understand my prosseses how life worked how humans lived and interacted with each other I was very uncomfortable sadly but it didn't stop me from restructuring my world view absolutely beautiful no way else to describe it.

i love the way you speak it's light,fluid,intelligent,easy to connect to. thank you for this video!!!

I had ego death on shrooms. I went to this realm where literally anything I could imagine would be the experience I was having, I even fell off a mountain and turned inside out and died a bunch of times. I can share more of the experience if anyone wants to hear about it

I had that ego death moment but it wasnt with psychedelics. I had a very bad work accident with a power saw and had to go to the hospital. I was going into shock very bad and I couldn't move very several minutes on the way to an urgent care center. I never lost consciousness but I was at that moment where I was absolutely afraid of dying and realized I was afraid. I told myself "if I'm gonna die, its not gonna be in fear. Accept it". I told my brother, who was driving me to the urgent care at 120 miles an hour, "tell everyone I love them" and I accepted my fate. After that I lost any sense of self. It was like melting into the world around me. Anyways, I survived with a couple gnarly scars and a interest in what is really going on in our heads.

boom just as I go on my work break ~~~~~ what I neeeed right now

I don’t know who you are but your video really resonated and I experienced literally the same thing but with different realizations of my own of course. I fully enjoyed this. Stay woke my friend. Much love

At first i honestly felt like my life had no meaning, and everything was all for nothing, and then i felt like i was the only "real" "person" on earth but at the same time i felt nonehuman, like i was a feeling of some sort planted in a human body, and that life had no end for me, like when i die in this human body i will live on somewhere else, but not in a god sense, and all of that might sound bad, but i acually learned a lot from it.

i love the swift feeling of clarity in your mind it last just a couple seconds but it feels just right

This is exactly what I went through literally everything you said holy shit. And yeah it was a bad trip but I’ll never be the same

I'm glad to hear that you trip by yourself, I do as well. I believe it's the most beneficial because you're focused on yourself, not too much about other people.

I like losing my mind I fall in love every single time

You’re honestly just the best. Beautiful In every way

yaaaas dude I love your videos

Many people think its really bad to ego death, but it's a blessing, love experience it ! Does happen not often, but if it does its the most beautiful thing to feel connected with everything and dont have any thoughts or opinion to anything

My ego death was pretty scary... I didnt knew who I was, where I was, what time was, what reality was... I was trapped in repeating thought loops and felt like going crazy. It felt like i was in an infinite space without any units like time and distance, with overwhelming visuals.

Dear mom and dad I took to much acid and went schizophrenic. I'm never coming down. BTW I'm telepathic, everytimeI smoked weed for a year or so after that trip, I would go back on the trip to various degrees. This trip was a big lesson. Let go. Of everything, all the time, flow into novel experience.

i want to marry you to be completely honest

I just came back myself. You summed it up very well! I love this.

I had a God experience my ego death was definitely intense... He showed me everything i wanted to know all at once in my mind like movie real....Moving warp speed it was to much fory mind to handle... Felt like my mind was gonna explode then he stop it and said see you dont want to know everything.... He was right i was about to have a heart attack but my heart went from tarring out of my chest to calm and normal he saved me in that moment and guess what i dont remember anything i say but it was truly inspiring he also brought up how i was a selfish person so on and so forth but it made me truly want to become the best version of myself....

I had a scary trip a few minutes ago, and I listerally wanted to die while it was happening, I hated how it made me feel numb but I also could feel my self going crazy, I thought "this is how insanity exists and I'll stay here in this insanity forever" and then voices started and a God like being personally told me that "everything belonged to him and I only exist as a joke" it was terrifying

Does anyone feel like they lose fears after shroom trips ? Like say you fear bugs, spiders or paranormal stuff whatever but after tripping it doesn't phase you anymore ??

Very good video ! Explaining the unexplainable. Awesome

The universe is a big non-dualistic paradox