I'm a recovering burn survivor. I can relate. I wasn't supposed to live. While they were prepping me for surgery I went into cardiac arrest. That was when I was above myself watching and listening to everything going on around me. My left breast had suffered 4th degree burns and they were afraid to use that machine that gets your heart beating so one of the surgeons started CPR Manually saying you are not going to die if I have anything to do with this. He was a Christian. I heard him muttering s prayer and then next thing I know I saw the Lord standing beside me and He placed his hands on the surgeon's hand and whispered to me " It is not your time I need you to live" I remember saying but Lord look at me how can I serve you like this ? Why Lord?? He just said trust me I will never leave you. You are one of my children and I need you here. Then the next thing I remember 6 weeks later I was in intensive care burn unit. So my first conversation was with that surgeon and he said to me " you have to fight to stay alive God has a plan for you," He said a prayer for me because I could barely talk. My throat was really sore from the tube they had in me for several weeks. I don't know what God's plan is except to share with them God's love, his grace and his mercy and his forgiveness. It's been quite a journey. I never got angry I found true love and forgiveness. I was given the opportunity to speak to my attacker and he came to know the Lord because I was able to forgive Him. I am a survivor of a hate crime. By God's grace and mercy I still wake up each new day dawning thanking God for still being here. So each day I pray that I become the woman God created me to be. I ask him to create in me a clean heart and if needs my assistance use me. 52% of my body suffered 3rd, 4th and one 5th degree burn. It was my Left butt cheek and my left SI JOINT was burnt to the bone. God and I have fun in prayer because he smiles and tells me yes you are my pain in the ass yet you belong to me and I will never leave you. That was 27 years ago. I'm still here and God has taken care of me. I've always had a safe roof over my head. I have never gone hungry. Except for my injuries I am as healthy as can be. God is amazing and he keeps his promises.

I've been an atheist for 20 years. After watching dozens on NDEs, I believe in God now. No question we are spiritual beings.

Please pray for my brother Darel that has been diagnosed with cancer. Thank you

I am always surprised by Christian people when I don't feel the genuine energy I expect. I think, Oh!, they haven't found Him yet. In my life,God is constantly soothing me and guiding me. Protecting me . I sincerely pray everyone finds this sense of peace

I had a similar experience. I was so excited to tell my friends and family, many of them religious. They didn't believe me and called it blasphemy. All I felt was energy and love on the other side and wanted to share it. I was so disheartened that the so called Christians treated me so badly. I am so glad she shared her story, you can feel the light flowing from her.

I’ve studied NDE’s for 12+ years now, having watched/read/listened to literally hundreds of accounts, and this was one of the most logical, touching accounts I’ve come across. I watched it three times and will likely watch it again.

Loved how she described meeting God, "there was a rumbling and you knew something powerful was about to happen" and HE said, "I AM" and in her humanness she responds "Yeah, you are!" ❤💜🙏😊

I have been asking my partner of 8 yrs to take me to the local gym, I don't drive. I gained 20 pnds and I have been thinking in my head I can just stay.home one more day. Nobody treats me right, etc....This has been good for me to see bc I used to be out there helping others and loving it and them....I have almost given up recently but I keep thinking....I'll just WALK to the gym since he doesn't take me. (It is my responsibility to get there, anyway.) I will get there tomorrow. Ty for this video. Oh, and an ad for the gym came on DURING this video.

When my son was very young around 3 years old or so....he told me he remembered being in heaven and he was shown a bunch of people and he was told to pick his parents and that he chose me... and what a blessing he has been and still is to my life.

I lost my mother in January and all these NDE stories really helps me cope with the loss. She still exists somewhere and is perfectly fine, back home as they say.

God used you to send me a message today, and that is “watch out your thoughts and learn to forgive the people who hurt you”. Thank you for sharing🙏🏽

I lost my older brother recently, he was only 54 years old, and shortly after that, my mother passed away, this lady's story tells me that they both are doing fine.

About the energy of the thought - that’s why we need to pray for each other. For your family, friends and even enemies. So we attach only goodness to them, the good energy. We all need to pray for each other. May God bless you all that read this message! Spread the Love ❤️❤️❤️

Although I’m not the type of person that’s hard to forgive others, forgiveness makes so much more sense now. This video has changed my life forever.

This sounds like a near-death intervention to me directly from the big guy upstairs! God bless you and God bless anybody who's reading this comment. Love, kindness and forgiveness is the most important in life. I know it's hard. I have never had an NDE but I am so sure God exists. I see him in my son I see him in my husband I see him in the kind things that people do for one another when nobody's watching. God knows our hearts and souls.

I feel like the fact that energy cannot be created nor destroyed, kind of proves that we come from something bigger and will return there once this life is over.

Amazing testimony !The biggest thing I came away with is that I need to forgive and I cannot allow myself to have negative thoughts about another. That right there is a life changer. Second thing I learned is I cannot be sedentary. I need to get busy helping humanity in which ever way I can. Thank you God for sending her back to deliver your messages !

Christians are saving God for when they die or are sick. They don't realise he's a living active loving father who wants to be part of our lives. God bless you for sharing your story, absolutely wonderful ❤

Let me just say that 2 years after this video was posted, I’m seeing it for the first time and it is precisely what I needed to see. I praise and thank God for this and thank you for sharing this.

I am at work and cashing up at EOD whilst watching this video in the background and listening to the content when I burst crying twice in certain phases of her interview. The power of some of her experiences relates to me so much that it triggered a feeling that I had to immediately address. I suddenly understood my father's abuse of my childhood more, and now, minutes later, as I write this, I think that I am ready to forgive. Also, by writing this here or wherever it also leaves a footprint and acts as a reflective therapy... thank you for this 🙏

I just want to let you know that I'm crying right now. Your testimony just changed my life. I wanted you to know that. This is confirmation that I have been begging for. I stumbled across this video randomly this morning. I just woke up 5 minutes ago. From the bottom of my heart thank you...

This makes we want to be a better person and be kinder to people. Thanks for sharing this.

12:00 is where Penny explains what God told her about controlling her thoughts about people. The negative thoughts you think about a person attaches to that person and contributes to them being a jerk. When you forgive that person the negative energy you put in 'their field' comes off. That neg energy also would have attached to YOU and energy attracts the same energy so you'd be drawing more of that negative energy to yourself. Yikes.

“Good” is ((forward motion)) no matter how awful it feels. Your spirit is here to grow, keep showing up for ALL of it. ❤❤❤❤

I met Jesus. In a dream and it wasn't just a dream. I floated above an endless field of golden wheat, the feeling of the most comfortable summer day. I came to a humongous hill. I climbed up the hill and there was one huge tree that shaded the top. A man walked to me...I began to feel small, childlike the closer he got. I don't remember his face. He had on a robe, laced with gold. He never said a word. He put his arms around me and embraced me. I began to cry. His embrace sent through me the message of unconditional love and forgiveness. I woke up and was crying uncontrollably. I sat up in bed and couldn't stop crying for a couple minutes. It was real. Believe it.

This lovely lady’s NDE story has helped me more than any other I’ve listened to. Please thank her for me. You have no idea… 🙏🏼

As she began to speak of the rumbling that happened before she speaks of God you can see that she begins to glow brighter!! ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!!

As a Christian I feel so so blessed by this and more love and peace. I always freaked out about meeting God. Hopefully I can feel better now. Thank you so much for sharing this and sorry for how others have reacted. You're very lovely, I think those who visited the other side come back with this extra beauty, and it really helps the rest of us, thank you for coming back xxx

This woman is a master at communication. It was like I could feel everything she was saying. This was awesome. God bless you.

Cracked me up that she was in a religious hospital and they considered her to be crazy 🤪. This is one of the best NDE stories I've heard. Amazing. Helpful. Hopeful.

The same thing happened to me 26 years ago. I was in the void also. I didn't see anyone but it was the blackest black I have ever seen in my life. I was not scared but I begged and pleaded to God to let me go back because I didn't want my mom to find me dead in my bedroom and I jetted back into my body and started screaming, my parents came in the room and couldn't handle me so they called the police. I ended up going to the hospital in an ambulance. I was out of it for months!!! I'm so glad I came across this video.

SPREAD GOD'S LOVE TO EVERYONE WHO BREATHES UPON THE FACE OF THE EARTH ❤

It’s crazy how this just pop up on my feed and it’s weird how in sync it is with this I’m going through right now... I broke out in tears because I needed to here this simultaneously I think God placed me at this exact moment to hear this so I know what I need to do.. thank you for sharing your experience

I cannot express how much this has helped to comfort me. My only sister and I were both diagnosed with cancer at the same time. We started our journey together but she didn’t make it. She wanted to stay, I didn’t. But she didn’t know that. For me, losing my younger sibling has been harder than losing our parents- you don’t think about possibly losing a sibling. My best friend. There was no celebrating the fact that I made it bc she didn’t. So I listen to these for comfort about where she’s at, but this has helped me every aspect that she mentioned- especially in regards to religious people, . But- this made me realize I need to fix my thoughts about them and stop isolating (2yrs now) … the anger, thoughts- everything I still wonder what I’m here for Thank you for sharing

This brought me so much comfort after losing my husband in December 2023. The confirmation that God resides within us made my heart swell….

I needed to see and hear this tonight. 47 years ago I too had a "near Death" experience which changed my life forever. I needed reminding just now, at this moment, of all that I learned that night, because of decisions I'm making right now at age 80, for my future. Thank you for bringing me back to remembering my hour with God, and reminding me of my purpose here on earth. :) And for other's who might watch and doubt your story, I say, "She is describing God as I too saw Him." He really does talk like that. And oh my! the unconditional love emminating from Him to me was so strong there are no words in the English language that can adequately describe how wonderful His uncondtional love toward me was. I too covered my eyes at first because His brightness was like the sun. But even with my eyes closed I could still see Him. Quickly I realized that His Bright light did not hurt m y eyes at all and then as I looked I could see Him in that Light. I'll never forget thos loving and laughing eyes and that big smile. I too have often been surprised at how non-interested, Christians seem to be when ever I start to share parts of that "very real" life experience. I don't understand how they cannot believe and how they aren't interested in hearing more details of the lessons I learned and all about the things He showed me. So I'm very happy to hear details of your own adventure on the other side and I'm so glad that other folks are being ministered to when hearing it. :) ... I understand. ...... God bless you Sister! ....................... joyce

God: "I AM." Penny: "Yeah you are." I laughed until my stomach hurt, then played it again!

I love how God just says “I am.” I adore her response as well! How beautiful is this?

Having had a NDE, I can verify this account to be accurate since many of her experiences echo mine. God is real. You can deny all you want in this life, but as soon as you take your last breath, you WILL encounter Him. Her definition of the void is spot on. I was in the void until I realized it wasn't about faith practices (prayers or scripture) rather it was my love for Jesus in my heart that allowed me to escape the darkness. Great book to read about a NDE: "Rejected by God" Thank you for posting this testimony.

Put on the full armor of God so the enemy cannot touch you in Jesus name.

My daughter was born with a syndrome. She actually the only one in my maternal family that was born this way. She loves everyone and is loved by many. Now I can say why she's here.

11 minutes in - "The ripple effect of kindness" - this part brings tears to my eyes, it's so beautiful. Thank you.

When you meditate, you feel God and you know it's God because you feel happy, joy and peace God is us, and we are huuuuugggggeeeee! ❤

This is the most truthful NDE I’ve ever heard. I had 3 NDEs throughout my life and these are the same lessons that I learned also. We are living by our individual plan, that we chose, to learn the lessons we wanted to learn. It is about love and learning!

When you hear something so true; your own soul feels it.

Despite my spiritual beliefs, I have had so many paralyzing fears of death for so long. I have wasted so much time and energy on those fears. The message this woman was given to share has taken so much of that weight from my soul that I've carried for so long. This is the single most powerful message I have ever received. Thank you from the bottom of my heart❤️

I believe you. I had a conversation with God when I was very young. He present is all love. I told the nun at my school. They didn't believe either. And of all people you would think they would. I have no religion, I have a relationship with my Lord.

I forgive my sister brother in law and cousin No more hateful thoughts I release it ALL to God I’m not the only person dealing with unforgiving narcissistic people Please humble them Christ Jesus I repent for my hatred

One of the most , if not thee best NDE story ive heard. Shes so real, so beautiful.. her soul speaks volumes. Thank you for your story. ❤

Thank you for this. My brother committed suicide 9 months ago. I needed to hear this story. I am speechless and touched beyond measure. Thank you ❤️

Her testimony is AMAZING ! She makes everything fall into place for us. God spoke to her and then showed her that her Soul within her is part of Him.

Fascinating insight. This planet is the school. The other side is where we live. In order to be on the other side we must be here to learn. This is a fascinating NDE. There is a female and male God. You saw one side...it's a shame you didn't see the other. It is very hard to come back. You never want to. But when you do..the world you knew is over...the real life is to come. Beautiful story.

This was a good story. My mom just passed away. She wasn’t such a good mother to any of us. However, all of us committed to being amazing parents to our own children. All of our children are amazing. I think it’s helpful to help me hear that story about your son.

This is the best NDE I’ve ever listened to. Thank you for sharing this. I feel closer to God through listening to this than any church could have ever made me feel. God bless you ❤️

Thank you as a ER Nurse, your experience is one like mine. EMS was able to fluid resuscitate me from my home. Penicillin anaphylaxis 😱. The almighty Father God told me about forgiveness for all . Yes including my ex husband. He is an awesome God. He chose us to tell the world as you are. God bless your testimony ❤

I love hearing your testimony. I have been fortunate to have an angel visit me when I was in my early twenties. I understand completely when you describe that feeling of peace and warmth. It's hard to put into words. The light that surrounded this angel was immense and comforting and her voice was so soothing. I was battling depression at the time, more severe than what I had experienced my entire life. She told me 3 words...He loves you and I had been crying buy when I heard those words I couldn't stop smiling. The crying immediately stopped and I felt so comforted I fell asleep in such a peaceful state of mind. I too feel and imagine God as an energy-related being and have always felt it to be a masculine energy.

I couldn't stop crying either, I had no idea that our negative thoughts could effect others. I never want to hurt anyone in my life and now I'm beginning to understand how it has. I've had a lot of trauma in my life but I'm trying so hard to put those bad feeling behind me once and for good. Thank you for sharing your story with us sister. Very moving and powerful, I can imagine anybody that listens to this story would feel the same. Bless you and your family 🙏

"I Am" is God's name💜 Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience .

So very true. People will never understand you want to stay there. They don't understand that you know everything is going to be okay. If I would have stayed, I know it all would be fine. So much love, so much light. If you die before you die, then you don't really die when you die.

Your thoughts don't make me who I am. I am forgiven because God said I am!

I had a very short but amazing meeting with God. The feeling of unimaginable, euphoric joy and love was so beautiful. Nobody should ever fear death. Its just how you go back to our beautiful home.

Nearly every point she makes I have known since I was very young. I remember being in heaven before coming to Earth. I remember the feelings of utter joy and unequivocal love. I brought those two feelings with me when I was born. I have always known we are all here on this Earth to learn, to teach, to grow spiritually and above all, we are here to love ❤️ 😍 💖 😀

God is Love!

I am a Christian and her story is perfectly explained. Our thoughts are not Gods thoughts. God works in way that is not meant for our understanding.

when I was very young, before I could speak, I could understand before making words, but I used to have this 'memory' that I chose my parents. Thank you, lady, this has given me some peace, and guidance.

NDEs are my medicine. I've listened to hundreds. I love them all. But... this one. God Bless! Told and experienced so powerfully and perfectly

Your presentation was so beautiful… I had a NDE giving birth to my 1st born son…. God is SOOOOO good. Many blessings to you sweet survivor…. You are a Warrior for Christ ❤

I speak to God every day. I talk to him like I talk to anyone else. He's very nurturing, loving, brilliant and informative. If I have a scientific question, he answers.

I’m a believer and never thought about the power of forgiveness the way she explained it! What a powerful video! Thanks so much for sharing!! 🙏🙏🙏

😭 oh dear Lord I needed this this morning. I’m overwhelmed with hope in this moment which I haven’t felt in a long time. Thank you Jesus

I can relate as I have life-threatening allergic reactions. I have asthma and have almost died several times - really scary! Most people have no clue how frightening this can be. Fortunately God has shown me how to stop my asthma when this happens - He's REAL and has literally saved my life!❤️✝️🙏

I'm SGI Buddhist and this really was very impacted about reincarnation and karma...thank you for eloquently articulating your experience and sharing it!

Don't let myself just sit back in the recliner. That's the part that reached out to me. After the conflicts of 2020, I withdrew from human discourse and took to my recliner. The joy dissipated until I simply longed for the end. Now I see I cannot live in the eternity I have designed. Thank you for sharing this experience. It spoke clearly to me about returning to the fold, forgiving, loving, sharing talents, and letting God shine out of my eyelashes!

What God said about energy makes sense, putting negative energy into anything can have negative effects, crystals, plant life, people and such. I often release negative energy into music and poetry and leave it there as a positive outlet. No matter how negative or hurt we feel we can change that energy into something more positive and less damaging. Best wishes to everyone.

Every Sunday morning I come to the NDE sites. I’m going home one day. I’m not afraid. I’m just waiting and hoping to see my mom and grandparents

I believe every word she said. And I just Love her humble sweet spirit. That is so awesome! This lifted up my spirit. Thank you for sharing.

God meets us in the "Secret Place" - I'm a Christain, and I believe her.

I have trouble forgiving people and hold grudges against them for years! This is exactly what I needed to hear cuz I seem to run into the same kind of people who treat me badly over and over again. It's because I've never learned to forgive others so the same lessons kept coming until i learned how to forgive.

I'm glad you helped the lady at the grocery store. The NDE I had 10 years ago, God showed me when my sister asked me for help, and I said I really don't have it right now, when I woke up in the hospital room I wept for 45 minutes, hoping that no nurse or anybody would walk in and see me like that. I wouldn't have known what to have told them. But you better believe I made it up to my little sister, and I told her what God put on my heart. That's the only ugly thing that God showed me about myself.

I am a Christian and I love this story! God cannot be put in a box!

I can relate so much to cutting yourself off and isolating. I have been stuck in that stage for years after a humiliating breakup. Thank you so much for this, it encourages me to know I’m supposed to go back out there and live life no matter how many mistakes I’ve made.

I too have been there. Not in a hospital bed, but in a bunk in my barracks while in boot camp at the age of 18. My story is quite different, but much of it was quite similar. The reason for the difference is because God treats us as individuals and has no desire to follow a cookie cutter protocol because of that reason. After all, no two people live the exact same life, so he approaches each of us accordingly. Having not yet developed a relationship with him, he dealt with me much differently, but not in a way that was of condemnation by any means, but that of solemness and gently guiding me into understanding who he was without having to directly reveal his identity. As time passed, I began to read the Bible, and I discovered that I had an experience with a story from the Old Testament that shook me to my core. Someone else had been approached in almost the exact same way I was in my experience. And during my time there I stood before the throne, and was shown the new Earth, which I hadn't yet even known about, and I was shown Hell, and all that were spending eternity having to endure it, which I had no comprehension of its actual existence. Before then, I believed that it was a figurative, mythological existence. I will not elaborate much more on the experience here, but I will say that since that chapter of my life, I have come to appreciate life as most people never will, and in the 40+ years since then, I have lived more, and experienced more than most people could in two or three lifetimes. He let me know that I have a purpose, and that is to serve him even before I was able to fully comprehend exactly who he is, and what my role would be. Now as a dad of 8 children and my 7th grandchild is soon to be born, I am waiting for the word from him that it is time for me to take on the role he assigned to me all those years ago. Sometimes I feel so insignificant and unworthy, but if he believes I've got it handled, who am I to question?

I needed this badly. I’ve always loved God. But life is tough. We all need God. Please believe. For you.

That Rumble... I knew who was coming because I've felt it. Brings me to tears just thinking about him like that

I’m overwhelmed by this story. I believe her without hesitation. So beautiful and really gave me perspective on how I need to keep pushing forward. I chose this life and it’s time to make an impact!

I love that she says God says he is inside of everyone, and you're not getting Him out! Amazing experience and many lessons learned and Aha moments for me...

She's so articulate and really made so much sense about her understanding of NDE at the end... amazing!

What a beautiful story. Glad your still here with us❤

I have very similar near death experience to her. I was admitted to ER with blast crisis AML, secondary TB infection, pneumonia and sepsis. I watched myself being resuscitated and pronounced dead after 3 epinephrine shots. then I was in this space where velvet black from every direction, going forward in every direction from what seems an eternity and finally, I looked on my chest where there is a small light, then it pops out and grew into a light shape of a bird. that bird guided me to where god is, where I was shown all my past action and the effects of those actions. god shown what must be done when I return back and an affirmation form him of those action that i will be making. but, I can choose to not return and go home or go back to my body live again. in the end I choose to return back to live again. as an ex-atheist I did not believe in god until after my near death experience. there is a piece of god inside all of us and freewill is his gift for everyone.

I’ve listened to many NDE stories and this one resonates with me the most. Without going into a long story about where I am in life, what she shared is what I needed to hear, more than one knows. There are no accidents and my listening to this now, proves it true for me. God or the Source had me listen to this story because He knew that I needed it at this time in my life. For this, I am very thankful:)

this is so powerful....a strong believer and Catholic and I believe every word. You are now a messanger! I have interviewed others who have these amazing stories. God Bless and carry on changing the world one person at a time. My goal too...we can bring love.

Gods voice came to me as rolling thunder and he definitely was an authoritative male. Also Jesus appeared to my mother in the hospital and I couldn't wait to tell my Christian sister in law and she basically treated it as a dream and dismissed it. I was amazed. Thanks for this testimony! 12:00

I just wanted to say that I'm literally in tears as I'm talking this into my phone, to message this lady and say that she described her experience so well, that I've never heard anything like it. And I will always take numerous things that she said with me throughout my life and so many more things make sense now To me. I recently had a near-death experience in a car crash and throughout my lifetime I've been touched by Spirits three times, held by whatever energy was there with me at that moment, protecting me, assuring me that everything is going to be okay. I've never felt anything like that since in my lifetime, my body was undulating as the invisible surrounding forces held me, and in my wreck I was held by 4 sets of hands and thrown back into our realm instead of dying and lemme tell you it's an experience that you cant really describe to a non believer or believer. Its magical and beautiful and I'm so grateful that God let you tell your story because you are one of the greatest story tellers on earth and you really broke it down to make total sense. Thank you so much. ❤✌💫

"What you think about is what you talk about is what you end up doing." Very powerful 🙏

Aww...this testimony made me cry, so Beautiful 😍 ❤😊 God Bless

You gave some powerful insight that only few can appreciate. Thank you a million times over

I enjoyed listening to her experience. Side note... Religion is in a box and God can't be confined to a box.

The last couple, three years has been tremendously difficult. I lost my brother, and 49 days later I lost my mother. About 11 - 12 months later I lost my uncle, who I loved like my dad. I’ve not been the same since, nothing seems important to me anymore. I’m not angry at God, I don’t think. Im old enough to accept that we all die...I’m just having a difficult time seeing the point of anything, or the importance of things. So, I’m gonna save this video and rewatch when I’m feeling not so fine. Hopefully, my mind will begin to change... thank you for sharing your sweet, sweet story!

Thank you so much for allowing this to be a "shared experience" rather than an interview.

Great interview! Thank you to everyone involved. Yay extras.