okay okay okay here’s the recipe i promised, in my boyfriend’s words 😭 Hi, Brandon here - Roisin has been badgering me for the below lmao Hope you enjoy! Prep all of the below so it’s all to hand and accessible 400g of ur finest pasta (we used rigatoni) 2 tbsp of whatever oil you have (we used olive oil) 2 tins of chopped tomatoes 1 large red onion Sea salt and fresh cracked black Pep(per) 1 tsp oregano 1 tsp thyme 1 tsp basil 3 cloves of garlic - micro-planed or finely chopped 2 tbsp tomato purée 120ml double cream Ball of Mozzarella Cheddar cheese (enough to cover the dish you are using) Aight so boom Start by preheating your oven to 200c Pasta: Boil a large pot of water, add salt to the boiling water and stir Cook pasta per the instructions on the packet but for 2 minutes less While your pasta is cooking, start on the sauce This is to allow for carry over cooking and baking When pasta is ready, drain the water but retain around 300ml of the pasta water Sauce: - please taste this while it is cooking, add and adjust seasonings as you see fit, this is important Set your heat to a medium low Add 2 tbsp of oil to your sauté pan (if you don’t have one, a big high walled frying pan or deep saucepan works also) Once the oil can spread quickly and is shimmering, add your onion When the onion is starting to sweat and turn translucent (google “sweating an onion” if you need to, doesn’t sound real lmao) Add the garlic, fry off until fragrant Add the tomato purée and oregano, thyme, basil Ensure the tomato purée is incorporated with your onion and seasoning Fry off the tomato purée until it caramelises but does not burn, this should take around 2-3 minutes Add the tins of chopped tomato and mix well, and then add the heavy cream Add in your pasta water to emulsify the sauce, Bring this to a nice bubble, and keep stirring to incorporate Take your time to reduce the sauce to your desired consistency - it should ideally stick to the back of a spoon Combining into your casserole dish: Add the full mix to the dish, top with your mozarella, cheddar cheese and basil/parsley breadcrumbs are optional, we typically don’t with this recipe Bake in oven until golden on top - around 20-25 minutes Remove from oven, allow to stand for a few minutes Plate up, serve and enjoy!

this girl is so comforting to watch, I just came back to college after being two months with family so you’re really helping me to stay accountable

youre a living reminder to me that life does get better even when youre struggling. i love to compare my feelings to weather and remind myself that the guilt will pass like a storm and soon the sun will shine, but you’ll never be able to appreciate it if all you can see is the time when the storm was raging. tysm for being you ro and we love u sooooo much

Ro getting distracted by the birds made me so proud because it showed how relaxed she was about the food, girl seeing you just keep eating without having to be focused on it makes me so happy for you!

Your channel brings a refreshing maturity to a topic which is often clouded by diet culture/ those who are still disordered. It has been genuinely wonderful to watch you grow on KZfaq from a quiet, scared girl who was consumed by anorexia, to the intelligent and insightful young woman you are today. I don’t know you but I am so so proud. Keep going! You’re doing great 💛💞

my boyfriends pasta recipe is pending lmao but i will pin it here !!!

I have struggled with eating disorder most of my life I'm 56 there was no treatment when I was in my teens. I started restricting food recently due to things that were going on in my life I couldn't control so I went back to controlling food your videos have been life saving for me. I never got treatment but watching you has been like therapy. I have now started eating more again and I feel so much better, I do feel guilt when eating but your content helps me deal with this I don't want to go back to the gell that is anorexia again. I love watching you get stronger and healthier.

It is absolutely amazing to see how far you've come. I've been here since the beginning and you have seemingly conquered all of your fear foods. I am so proud of you! What amazing work you have done and continue to do.

Oh, my dear. I came to this video right after watching one of yours from a year previously, when you were still so painfully thin and every bite was an enormous struggle. To see you here, looking healthy and radiant and enjoying your delicious food without reservation, is such a joy. Please know that so many people are so proud of you. ❤

sometimes my brain triggers me like "u will feel worse, it wont worth it just give up." I feel so ashamed and uncomfy with myself and my body. But then im looking u Ro, looking the things u have done and just in the end, u look more beautiful and happier than the past. Its motivating me a lot. Thank you for always being there for us

Your uploads always cheer me up, thanks Ro! All the best x☺️

You are The most beautiful soul i have ever seen. I am so glad that you were there for me through my recovery. I am finally at the stage where i can say i have recovered because i accept my body and fuel it without guilt and hesitation. Lately i have started exercising again as well but this time because i enjoy it and see it as a connection between by soul and body. Love you Ro 🥰

Thank you for giving me comfort and relatable content in my toughest times in recovery.

Im so proud of you, you have made it so far and look so much more healthy stay stronger

i look forward to these vids every week !! u have such a comforting energy, and u help keep me accountable :) thank u thank u thank u

wow - I found your videos yesterday, (got the tiktok reaction recomended) and I watched some of your old videos! You are amazing! I am almost recovered myself, and I love to see what you do, it is so inspiring! Im looking forward to follow what you get up to next!

your videos are always so healing, thank you so much for doing this ro! ily and im so proud of you!!! 😭💗💫

Your videos are so comforting

i love the new channel photo it’s so cute and represents you well!💜

I watched your first few vids and was so inspired, recently rediscovered your channel and Instagram and honestly BEAMED at the progress of confidence and recovery. You are freaking amazing. Simply put you are an amazing person.

This is so relaxing and youre glowing with happiness

You’re killing it Ro! I love you so much xx

love this sm❤️i recently decided to go all in for my recovery too, and your videos have been bringing me so much comfort, thank you

you're literally glowing!! i'm so proud of, you're beautiful inside and out

you could not post at a better time, you are so comforting thank you so much

Bravo girl! I remember seeing your videos last year and I can say you look much happier now!

Honestly it’s amazing how far u have come. It’s been an eye opening experience to watch and I wish u all the luck 🍀 u have an amazing support system it really shines through u

I used to watch you like a year ago, and just found this vid, so proud of how far you’ve come!! ❤️❤️

I just came from your breaking rules video from 2021 and wow you have come so so far! I was amazed by your personality and strength and this video has just increased my amazement even more! you should be so incredibly proud of who you are and how far you have come!! congrats and I want to wish you so so much strength and success in the future!!

You are so amazing and such an inspiration. You helped me through a really hard June and I wish I could express how thankful I am for finding you.

Bless you! I just got you in my recommended and what a refreshing, genuine, kind person and content I found! Subbed!

I am so happy for you and for the great change and determination within you. I am the biggest supporter of you and everyone trying to change. I love you so much keep it up

Thank you so much. I just stumbled upon a really old video of yours for the first time and now I am watching this. You have helped me so much today. When I’m struggling to feel I deserve to eat I’ll eat while watching your videos sometimes :)) I really appreciate the love and grace you share with us💖💓

Can I just say thank you so so much for posting these vids and for all the posts you do of what you eat on insta - I’m struggling so much right now but when I’m having one of my moments I go to your feed and scroll through pics and videos and you help me see I can eat foods like oils and bread with pasta, and have snacks when I’m hungry! Xxx

These types of videos have been so helpful for my own recovery, tysm for posting

Thanks for sharing your little part of the world with us!! You are such a beacon of light to many and I'm so grateful I found your KZfaq channel! ❤️

I’m obsessed w your hair i love it so much

You are my comfort every time I'm feeling unwell and you ALWAYS make it better

You're such an angel. Congrats on every step you make everyday,we're all proud of you.

I’m obsessed with your new tattoo!! It’s beautiful!!😍🫶🏻

Girl, just saw a video from you, about a year ago...what a difference!!! So good to ser how healthy and happy you are, and really enjoying to eat and live. Congrats!

Ro your videos feel like a warm loving hug. They make me look forward to recovery and I genuinely love to see how you're able to love and nurture your body. Thank you thank you thank you for your content, I've literally never felt more safe and secure watching a youtube video

The tattoo is amazing!!!!!

you look so pretty and i really like the way you talk and think. you are such a young girl but you have a behaviour and manners of an experienced person. i'm happy for you and i'm actually on my way to being happy myself, as i'm in recovery right now and your videos are helping me a lot. sometimes they even make me cry for the realization of what i'm doing with my life. such a calm atmosphere and your sincere smile motivate me to recover much more than the ED-stories on YT. thanks a lot for your work and please don't quit!!!

I am so happy you have done so well. Mind, body and spirit!

I came across your video last year then come to see this video. You look so much more healthy, happy and vital now. Happy for you!!

I am so proud of you wow you are such a beautiful woman. I‘ve just seen one of the Videos from last year, and you challanged yourself to break your food rules. I never thought of my little „habits“ that way and just wondered ehy i started sweating or even fighting with my family to just get out of the situation and leave. I am trying to recover myself and seeing you is just such a huge inspiration. Thank you for posting these videos

I just watched your first recovery video and this. So happy to see you so much happier and healthier. ❤️

this is actually a very cool concept for a video it's nice to see you eat and live in the everyday life of the world aside from every body You are not like anyone and this is what makes you a special and exceptional person. I wish you a happy life and to everyone who reads my comment ❤️🥰💖😍😘💖🥰🍓

Thank you so much for your Videos honestly, you help me so much to feel more understood and less alone. I'm still more or less at the beginning of my recovery but its so empowering for me to watch you get this far. Eventhough I'm still really scared and get the guilt (sadly) and also sometimes feel like I will never fully recover since I often feel so lost bc I dont really have 'guide lines' for Orientation. Still trying to better myself in that aspect and your Videos are so supporting:)

your hair looks soo good and healthy!!😍

You are literally the biggest inspiration.. its so amazing to see you glow up this much... I remember watching your videos from month ago, at this time i was also very deep in my ED and it feels like we are fighting our ways back into life kind of together? If that makes sens.. Im so thankful for that

Monday's are my weigh days so this is always the best sort of pre weigh in therapy I can receive xxx thank you 💜

so so proud of you ro. to manage eating enough and eating foods you love while having to work through a really difficult therapy, and still posting amazing content for us is just literally incredible. you are deserving of the happiest anf fullest life and im so proud to see how far you've come on your journey. love you

I’m so proud of you. You look amazing

Just a few minutes ago I was struggling with guilt, but I saw that you had uploaded and decided to challenge myself instead! You are such an inspiration and endlessly comforting to watch🌼 Spending lots of love💞

ro i literally love you, im currently spending a week at my grandparents without my parents (who are the only people who knows about my ed and tries to help me), and breakfast was really really hard today, this video was so comforting oml. I had TWO major fear foods and i honestly feel kinda proud, even though the guilt is horribleeee. Thank u for helping so many people fr

Wow! I was watching one of your videos from 2021 and you doing so well! I hope you feel so proud of yourself

You are such an inspiration and someone i really admire! I am currently still mentally recovering from an ED and everytime you post its a reminder for me that it will get better❤️Thank you so much

I love you, i just love you and am so thankful that i met you on yt

Your new profile image is just perfect and I'm so happy you changed that. You're amazing ❤

I just saw a video from a year ago where you were in full recovery and seeing how much you have changed especially mentally made my heart smile. I didn't think I could be so proud of a person I don't even know but yeah, I'm proud of you honey❤️💜you're very strong! (I apologize if there are grammatical errors but I am Italian and I am using google translator)

you keep me good company and i feel so calm and relaxed while watching your video. thank you for giving me peace and joy, i wish you the best

just wanted to say that I am beyond grateful for your videos. Right now i am really struggling with anorexia a lot and I made it a habit to watch and rewatch your videos whenever I feel guilty or panicked. It really helps a lot seeing so many people in this comment section alone who are thriving after making their peace with food. I want to reach that point as well. And I am willing to go through it all.

You are not just so strong, you give so much strength to your audience! Thank you so much ❤️

Love you Ro! You are doing such an incredible job and are a huge inspiration for me as I pursue my own ED recovery channel. Wishing you the best ❤️

You look great in this video! Well done on conquering your fears!

Your beauty inside and out takes my breath away .As a young woman being in complete ED recovery for 3 years your videos are so positively motivating. Keep healing, you got this 💖

This was so nice to watch, love your vids sm❤️

currently watching this with my morning snack, i just want to say, Ro, you are so comforting to watch, you make me feel like i am not alone. i have just started recovery i knew it would be hard, and i am struggling so hard with actually wanting to recover and feeling like i deserve it, its causing a lot of anxiety and panic attacks, but when i watch your videos, for that brief time, i feel a little bit better, so thank you :)

I am extremely proud of you and who you have become. I watched your videos last year non-stop, then I kind of broke the cycle and today I stumbled upon your channel again. Look at you! You look so healthy, happy and calm. Well done! I'm very happy for you.

omg, omg, OMG!😆 Ro, I’m tremendously happy for you. You’ve come such a long way, I’m ao proud of you! You look beautiful :)

KZfaq suggested a video from a year ago, and I immediately had to come here and see how you've progressed. I am so so happy to see how healthy you've become, and that you're thriving now. Keep up the good work and may life give you all you could ever hope for 🥰

The fact that Brandon is fully supporting and loving you makes the vids even more comforting. Thanks to both of u!

Your eyes sparkle in this video! Keep it up girlie xoxo

Ily sm. Your doing so so well and your an inspiration to me! I love you so much. Your amazing!! 🥹🥹💗💗

Your amazing! I'm so happy your in a better place,Im 13 and suffered from anorexia when I was 12. After I was hospitalized I started my recovery and I'm so happy and thankful I'm recovered 😊

You're looking great 👍 Well done on the recovery, it must be very difficult! Well done, you're so strong 💪

I needed this rn, tysm 💜

Aww I remember you being so scared to try your mum's sourdough bread and had it in some of your challenge videos. So lovely to hear you say how much love it now ❤️

Aww you changed your profile picture😭❤️ I'm so happyyyy, Ro you're amazing and you come so far!! You picked a nice pfp too you look so pretty and happy

OMG i love your hair!! You look stunning 💚💚

You look so comfortable and confident now, congratulations!

Wow so happy for you!! You r making an epic progress !~ 👏

You are my biggest inspiration ! Love you ❤️❤️

this is the second video from u that im watchin n just now i watched the one where ur recovering from anorexia last year, im glad uve made it :) im omw too…

I love your videos love♥️ keep on slaying

Your videos r so comforting love u my idol

Your hair looks so good!

Girlll i am soo genuinely happy for you.You are a great inspiration and one of the strongest people I know❤

so proud of you ro! you're helping so many people and it's so inspiring to see how far you have come xx

yesterday i celebrated 2 weeks in recovery, ur content has helped me sm in rebuilding my relationship with food and my body & was one of the things that motivated me most to start recovery 💞💞💞💞

I come to your videos for calm listening and eating help. I've gained so much from listening and I hope you upload comfortably and when you feel okay :) I enjoy your content and hope everyone has a good day and can find a healthy and safe life

GIRL YOURE LITERALLY GLOWING

this is so helpful to watch :) thank you sm ro 🫶

so proud of you and thankful for your videos!xx

omg. you look so stunning in this video!!! ❤

Honestly there is smth about her channel that's just really relaxing and inspiring

Your videos are my safe space when im struggling, you've helped me a lot in recovery, loveu

Yaaay Ro! Always calming to watch