What I've been going through

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Black Gryph0n

Black Gryph0n

Күн бұрын

This video was very difficult for me to make... It's hard for me to be vulnerable on my KZfaq channel and I still have my doubts about posting this video, but I also sincerely believe it's important to be honest about how you're feeling and, if nothing else, hopefully, this video can help encourage someone who might be bottling up their emotions to share them and see that they're not alone. Time heals all wounds, and even though it might feel hopeless now, we can take heart in knowing that it won't always be this way.
Thanks for everything, I love you all.
#dearMoon #SpaceX #Astronaut

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@BlackGryph0n
@BlackGryph0n 2 жыл бұрын
There is a lot more that I'd love to share, but I am not allowed to talk about the astronaut selection process. I'm sorry I can't give any more details yet... If you have any questions though, please message me on Twitter twitter.com/BlackGryph0n I'll answer anything I can.
@hatsune_miku158
@hatsune_miku158 2 жыл бұрын
I know you are ok your the best anyway
@CinematicInsanity
@CinematicInsanity 2 жыл бұрын
Brother, You are already a shooting star.
@shork9979
@shork9979 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for everything. We don't deserve someone like you, who would dedicate so much of their own life to the lives of others. We love you, Gabe. ❤️❤️❤️
@hengchenghee8916
@hengchenghee8916 2 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up Gabe, you’ll get through this. We all believe in you.
@claygray303
@claygray303 2 жыл бұрын
Don't be ashamed of having autism you are perfect and your autism makes you unique
@TenSecondSongs
@TenSecondSongs 2 жыл бұрын
It doesn’t end here. “The impediment to action advances action. What stands in the way becomes the way.” - Marcus Aurelius You got this Gabe, your heart is in the right place.
@TheBuz3000
@TheBuz3000 2 жыл бұрын
@Anthony Vincent, Yo Man, your channel freakin rocks big fan! Oh also I’m gonna start doing impression videos as well so maybe I can join the circle of rock stars🤙😉
@TheBuz3000
@TheBuz3000 2 жыл бұрын
And yes wise words
@zustuf
@zustuf 2 жыл бұрын
@@TheBuz3000 hey stop stealing from roomie. 😂
@TheBuz3000
@TheBuz3000 2 жыл бұрын
It's hard not to! We're "Livin For It" 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@TheBuz3000
@TheBuz3000 2 жыл бұрын
Both great creators love them both!
@Viva_Reverie
@Viva_Reverie 2 жыл бұрын
Whatever happens next, I really wish the best!! ❤️
@cycl0ps746
@cycl0ps746 2 жыл бұрын
Watchu doing here
@cycl0ps746
@cycl0ps746 2 жыл бұрын
Lol
@edenandbriarmoore1394
@edenandbriarmoore1394 2 жыл бұрын
I wish him the best
@PlasmaChannel
@PlasmaChannel 2 жыл бұрын
Nothing but respect for you!
@DoiInthanon1897
@DoiInthanon1897 2 жыл бұрын
Couldn’t have said it better. Truly an admirable character is Gabriel Brown!
@BlackGryph0n
@BlackGryph0n 2 жыл бұрын
Likewise!! Thank you for your support! Love your content!
@rodrigopadilla2144
@rodrigopadilla2144 2 жыл бұрын
@@BlackGryph0n hello
@Tomandergol
@Tomandergol 2 жыл бұрын
@@BlackGryph0n me, too
@Fifth313ment
@Fifth313ment 2 жыл бұрын
@@BlackGryph0n amazing man, love the content for years. You are a white, straight male and sadly today that's like being black in 1960s Mississippi. You have an amazing love for life and God has blessed you with so many skills. You deserve to go to space as you're an amazing, talented, hard working person. You are probably the hardest working KZfaqr I've ever seen. Thank you for your service and God Bless you brother. I'll be praying for you and your dream, stay safe!
@cassidys5467
@cassidys5467 2 жыл бұрын
Stay strong, Gabe. It’s gonna get better. “Even when the lights burn out, there’s a lining in the clouds.”
@ethanburkhammer8598
@ethanburkhammer8598 2 жыл бұрын
@Holl ywood I know you are a bot and this og comment was encouraging a man who has been broken-hearted by his dream. If you lack the empathy to set a bot on a video like this, you don't deserve that mic or any fame.
@ethanburkhammer8598
@ethanburkhammer8598 2 жыл бұрын
To reply to the og comment, I completely agree! An amazing song and message indeed!
@GingyReacts
@GingyReacts 2 жыл бұрын
Keep shooting for the stars brother, no matter what you’re gonna keep making people laugh and writing amazing songs that will be enjoyed by millions. You’ll get the chance one day, and when you do it’ll be the greatest experience of your life. Keep pushing on man, you got this
@Grahambhatt
@Grahambhatt 2 жыл бұрын
Bad choice of words
@youtubeviolatedme7123
@youtubeviolatedme7123 2 жыл бұрын
@Holl ywood tell me you're desperately lying without telling me you're desperately lying
@Aeoneth007
@Aeoneth007 2 жыл бұрын
"I'm not okay right now, but I will be." That's the key: "I will be." I know you might not feel it right now, and that's 100% understandable and okay. It's so hard having something that important taken away in the final stage. But you have people who care and support you, and you'll get there in time. Until then, take care of yourself!
@EAS1
@EAS1 2 жыл бұрын
I have the deepest respect for someone who comes out and says "I'm not ok right now." And I absolutely love that you say "right now"... that you aren't giving up, that you will work towards happiness again and continue to pursue your dream. You are an inspiration Gabe.
@IronGalaxy_Gamer
@IronGalaxy_Gamer 2 жыл бұрын
I was diagnosed with asperger's syndrome (high functioning autism) when I was 8 years old and you have been an inspiration for myself to follow my dream of being an archeologist. I hope the best for you. I don't normally cry for videos, but damn.
@llll-lk2mm
@llll-lk2mm 2 жыл бұрын
All the best my dude, I love ya
@wherearetherats6769
@wherearetherats6769 2 жыл бұрын
Please research why the term asperger's is bad, and why function labels aren't used. (this is 100% lighthearted, I don't mean this in a rude way)
@Squishy2531
@Squishy2531 2 жыл бұрын
Just as a heads up. Functioning labels and Aspergers are no longer used with in the autistic community. Reasons: Functioning labels are often used as a way for "professionals" to refuse support for "high functioning" individuals and disregard their everyday struggles. It basically is just an awful way of saying "you can mask your symptoms so we aren't gonna help you" it also means a lot of Non-verbal and Non-speaking individuals are treated like they are completely incompetent their whole lives when I reality they can actually be extremely intelligent they just dont communicate by speaking. Or in simple terms they basically mean "How well can you act and pretend to be Neurotypical so we dont have to deal with you?" Aspergers was a Nazi scientist who "experimented" (tortured) autistic boys. We don't like him and refuse to be named after him. We are autistic and that's that. I know I didnt need to do this but not everyone is gonna take the time to research and I'd rather people know then be ignorant for the rest of their lives and claim the community refused to teach them.
@wherearetherats6769
@wherearetherats6769 2 жыл бұрын
@@Squishy2531 thank you so much for explaining this 💖
@lorraineq169
@lorraineq169 2 жыл бұрын
The DSM 5 criteria doesn't use the word Aspergers, it uses functioning levels 1-3, for social, and for repetitive behavior. DSM 5 is used in the US and other countries. ICD10 still uses "Aspergers" it's used in the UK
@marykatezehr1074
@marykatezehr1074 2 жыл бұрын
It's all good, Gabe!!!! We're here for you, man and praying for you
@InvertedBread
@InvertedBread 2 жыл бұрын
Yup
@QuietStorm44777
@QuietStorm44777 2 жыл бұрын
Definitely!
@almondthecockatiel
@almondthecockatiel 2 жыл бұрын
Rest, recover, and come back stronger. I understand that this has been hard for you but your passion is admirable. Your cause is admirable. Your vision is admirable. You are admirable and inspiring. This comment is just a drop in the ocean of outpouring support and appreciation. We all believe in you and appreciate all that you do. Thank you for being a raw and inspirational figure. May life proceed to treat you kind
@chxrryblxsum1413
@chxrryblxsum1413 2 жыл бұрын
I saw the pain in his eyes at the pause… I swear I shed a tear or two throughout this entire video because I love space and Black Gryph0n is my idol… it would have been so, SO amazing…I’m so sorry this happened to you.. I hope everything gets better soon.
@soumyajitroy5239
@soumyajitroy5239 2 жыл бұрын
Man take care, take your time we support you with all our heart
@Drummershy
@Drummershy 2 жыл бұрын
You have been such a great person. Even if we crossed paths in over 6 years. Love ya man!!!!
@InvertedBread
@InvertedBread 2 жыл бұрын
Im crying
@Bala056
@Bala056 2 жыл бұрын
Sabuuuu
@InvertedBread
@InvertedBread 2 жыл бұрын
@Holl ywood shushhhhh... 🤫
@SpaceOink
@SpaceOink 2 жыл бұрын
Hey, buddy! Read this, and read it carefully... Your dream... IS NOT DEAD! It's still there, you still can get a chance to do what you wish most. You have a goal, you have a mindset, you just need to find that again and work for it, because you still got time to fulfill your dream. Keep chasing it, because I believe that if you where that close. Next time you WILL manage it. Because I honest believe that there will be more opportunities for this. I believe in ya, and you need to do that to!
@DoiInthanon1897
@DoiInthanon1897 2 жыл бұрын
Couldn’t have said it better, mate! He has support from his subscribers! I’m glad to see that. Gabe is a very admirable dude, he CAN succeed!
@silkypaws420
@silkypaws420 2 жыл бұрын
On god! ❤
@gemgwilliam
@gemgwilliam 2 жыл бұрын
I'm autistic, and I wanted to be a vet since I was 12. I did years of preparation, including work experience, and got 3 interviews at vet schools, with offers from 2. I went to uni, and managed to complete 2 years before my physical disabilities, neurodivergences, and chronic illnesses meant I had to leave. I was so lost, I didn't know what to do, I had been focused on reaching my goal for almost half my life at that point, and now it was obvious that it could never happen now. 2 years later, and I'm still trying to work out where I want to be now that one of my only certainties in life has gone
@SimplyCheryl
@SimplyCheryl 2 жыл бұрын
Hang in there!!! You’ll find something to be passionate about.
@Medalea
@Medalea Жыл бұрын
Ifeel you, only did one year and it still hurts me but in the end it wasn’t a good fit. I’m still in uni, hasn’t been going so well with my autism but what I’m studying now fits me better. Just wanted to let you know it’s ok if that childhood dream of a career doesn’t end up happening, there are more paths to take.
@Medalea
@Medalea Жыл бұрын
Ps: my dream career was also becoming a vet, childhood dream, everyone told me they saw me becoming a vet. I’m now studying to become an art conservator.
@kathypayne6148
@kathypayne6148 Жыл бұрын
I wanted to be a vet too, but I’m allergic to all the animals, ended up becoming a hairdresser, and now I’m a psychotherapist.
@blindspider2522
@blindspider2522 2 жыл бұрын
I watched Black Griff0ns videos years ago and now coming back to seeing this guy sad is terrible.. I still stayed subscribed to this guy for his channel to stay popular..
@DoiInthanon1897
@DoiInthanon1897 2 жыл бұрын
Gabe, I know you’re familiar with the Owl City song “Shooting Star”. You truly are that shooting star. I know it sounds cheesy, but it is so true. I can’t fathom the amount of effort it took to get so close to your goal, or the pain you felt after you heard you weren’t chosen. But I can fathom your honesty. Your character is admirable in every sense of the word, and you should feel proud for everything you have accomplished in life. You can pull through, Gabe, I know you can! You will succeed!
@_rac.hel_
@_rac.hel_ 2 жыл бұрын
you said it yourself, "it's gonna get better". you never know what's around the corner. never stop reaching for you dreams. stay strong. ly gabe 🥰
@Ace_Ang
@Ace_Ang 2 жыл бұрын
I said this early on but GET THIS MAN TO THE MOOOOON. No matter what happens Gabe we support you and your goals!
@zekethegeek1279
@zekethegeek1279 2 жыл бұрын
No problem man, we will keep supporting you no matter what
@azaleacolburn
@azaleacolburn 2 жыл бұрын
Watching this, i feel your pain. You're beautiful, talented and intelligent! Keep striving for your goals! We are with you!
@muditahlawat
@muditahlawat 2 жыл бұрын
As Dumbledore said, "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if one only remembers to the turn on the lights." It might be very tough to find that light right now, but I am certain you'll be able to stay strong through all of this. We are all going to be here for you.
@DoiInthanon1897
@DoiInthanon1897 2 жыл бұрын
Well said. I hope Gabe sees this.
@RealDonaldPlays
@RealDonaldPlays 2 жыл бұрын
"Did you put your name in the goblet of fire?" Dumbledore asked calmly
@RealDonaldPlays
@RealDonaldPlays 2 жыл бұрын
Just tryna add some positivity
@DoiInthanon1897
@DoiInthanon1897 2 жыл бұрын
@@RealDonaldPlays [At which Harry steadfastly refuses]
@DoiInthanon1897
@DoiInthanon1897 2 жыл бұрын
@@RealDonaldPlays Yeah, that’s what I try to do as well. Add some positivity to the situation when I can.
@ruatipao1298
@ruatipao1298 2 жыл бұрын
The Bible says “Hope deferred makes the heart sick”. We feel your pain, your heartache, and your loss through all of this, brother. But like you said, you only fail when you give up! Thank you so much for opening yourself up to the world; and sharing so candidly, about what you have been, and are, going through. By allowing yourself to be vulnerable, you showed how strong you really are! You do not need to go to space to make a difference; or to inspire people. You do that with every single one of your videos. I love your work! I think you have such talent, and skill. You have shown your heart and character; and that inspires me, and every single one of us who follow you; to dream big; and to make a difference. Your videos do that! YOU… do that! Don’t ever doubt that! Thinking of and praying for you, brother! You’re awesome! Love you, man! Never give up on the dream!
@djstarkiller4684
@djstarkiller4684 2 жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏🙏
@ThatColin
@ThatColin 2 жыл бұрын
@@djstarkiller4684 that’s a high five emoji 😂
@ColeEclipse
@ColeEclipse 2 жыл бұрын
Amen
@katiebell1873
@katiebell1873 2 жыл бұрын
I love the Scripture reference!
@soccerruben1
@soccerruben1 2 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@thejudeway5369
@thejudeway5369 2 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry to hear man. I’m sure you will get another chance! 👊❤️
@kristoperjames9139
@kristoperjames9139 2 жыл бұрын
We love u bro stay safe creator and everybody u made my child hood!!!!
@Leo__-so7dr
@Leo__-so7dr 2 жыл бұрын
The fact that you're able to show this vulnerability just shows how strong and brave you are. I hope you receive nothing but support and love during this time, and know that you are an incredible person.
@Madison-pr7hx
@Madison-pr7hx 2 жыл бұрын
Your tenacity is incredible, and you're completely entitled to grief, sadness, whatever you're feeling, regardless of how it "seems" in comparison to others. I'm moved by your honesty and willingness to keep moving forward, even when that dream can feel impossible to reach...Looking forward to your future work! #landamongthestars
@hengchenghee8916
@hengchenghee8916 2 жыл бұрын
It must hurt getting cut at the final stage of selection. But keep your head up Gabriel!
@rendingoni4369
@rendingoni4369 2 жыл бұрын
The fact that you got so far in the process is impressive It's fine to feel down now Rest recuperate take your time After taking a break you can take a look at life and move forward
@Droggarth
@Droggarth 2 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain Gabriel. I'm someone with high-functioning Aspergers and I've been dying to get to a space-faring futuristic life for about 15 years now (I'm almost 30 now). Not a single day goes by without feeling depressed and out of place and because of it I won't be alive here much longer. I need my advanced high-tech space-faring space exploration thriving life and the absence of it is killing me each year. I already struggle to go on from day to day life as I don't have much motivation left
@LadyLucifer
@LadyLucifer 2 жыл бұрын
As someone who has in the past eight months alone had their father died, being evicted from a home that I've lived in since I was 11 years old, have become homeless and still am, and having a whole bunch of "friends" stab me in the back and turn on me in my time of need just because they didn't want to "deal" with my pain, I can understand going through a whole bunch of pain and wanting to reach out and talk to people.... I am now drawing and doing projects just to help with the pain of everything, and I can tell you this THERE IS LIGHT IN SMALL PLACES!!! Keep looking.... Life hurt.... There is pain.... Fight. You can fight and YOU WILL MAKE IT! DO NOT let the hurt in life win. Look for the joys. It's hard. REALLY hard. But it can be done. Good luck in life. You got close to your dream, and it hurts right now, but there always is light out there.
@CalebPearce03
@CalebPearce03 2 жыл бұрын
Nothing can stop who you are, everyone here will back you up with everything you strive for and or do, we will always support you, lots of love 💕💕
@blueberrybubble5391
@blueberrybubble5391 2 жыл бұрын
This man is incredible! I’m dyslexic and have crippling anxiety and have Undiagnosed ADHD. I struggle with self-worth and trusting people. I love your music and also saw you as a godly person who I could never reach but I see that your human and it makes you seem so relatable and comforting. I’m 16 and terrified of growing up and losing everything and then eventually my own death. But seeing you I feel better knowing that there’s people like me. If I could I would take you to space. So thank you and “hello it’s nice to meet you”
@ahilor
@ahilor 2 жыл бұрын
We will keep supporting you, you are an inspiration for me Gabe. Thank you for opening up and as someone who also went through a hard time these previous months it feels very good to emphasize with someone who has been my inspiration as an artist to open up to his fans thank you ❤️
@laurahirsch9459
@laurahirsch9459 2 жыл бұрын
Lots of hugs and positive Energy Gabe. ❤️ Even If you don't fly to the moon to compose music, you still inspire people (me for example.) And you still make wonderful, beautiful music and have incredible Talent
@debm6414
@debm6414 2 жыл бұрын
Your gifts remain, amazing gifts!! The picture is bigger than your disappointment, though it has a place it is just one dash on the amazing canvas of your life!! You do inspire. Thank you for your disclosure. Because of your intense focus the blow is greater, but give yourself time.
@stevethecat915
@stevethecat915 2 жыл бұрын
I have aspergers too and the amount of empathy I'm feeling for you right now is immense. I just want to give you a hug man :'( It's totally ok to feel your feelings and they are valid! Your music has helped me a lot. You're a beautiful person and it will be ok. Maybe not today, but someday. 💖 You will achieve your dream!
@ItzzzBeamo
@ItzzzBeamo 2 жыл бұрын
Sending love to you Gabe. World never works the way exactly how any of us plan, and we in fact don’t know the Big plan. We never will. There isn’t any obligation for you to not feel sadness now. Its a life test. By your track record, you’ll bounce back from this. That I have no doubt. Stay strong & stay determined throughout your missions you set yourself out for, because thats something that has gotten you as far as you’ve already been, and remember that your achievements so far are damned impressive. Is anyone exempt from falling on their face?
@evilkittehofdoom
@evilkittehofdoom 2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been following you since my brony days, your music is so incredible and inspiring, and has helped me through some tough times. I know you will reach your goals someday! We believe in you!
@fantasygeek13
@fantasygeek13 2 жыл бұрын
We all love and care about you, your friends, and family. Please take your time, we'll be waiting for you 💕 I know we all appreciate you being vulnerable with us because this is loss. Coping is an odd thing, but as long you cope in a healthy way take as long as you need. It's okay to not be okay. You talking about this is taking a step to normalizing being vulnerable to people. Please don't apologize for being upset, YOU are valid, this pain your feeling is valid. We love you man we want you to be okay no matter how long it takes. This video has inspired me to keep trying as well
@Guus
@Guus 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Gabe. You keep on being my biggest example to follow in life. Although it probably doesn’t seem that way when you feel down. Your accomplishments won’t change that. It’s your mindset, your determination and the way you deal with life coming your way. Stay Gabe!
@lizyaizawa1265
@lizyaizawa1265 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video. I know it is just you sharing your experience but I helps me gain retrospect on my own situation. You inspire me to be better and learn to be happier. Most importantly, you have shown me that it is okay to not be okay. Thank you, so so much.
@AcelJean
@AcelJean 2 жыл бұрын
I've been having a rough time deciding my path in life for the last 5 years... I know the feeling of being lost but thanks to some inspiration from your music (especially the album you did with your family, Space Available) I've managed to hang on. I just wanted you to know that we appreciate you, gabe. You're an inspiration to a lot of your fans.
@Nebulax_
@Nebulax_ 2 жыл бұрын
We love you , I'm autistic as well so high five ✋ take your time give you head time to wrap around everything you are probably going through grief . We love you ❤️ I feel you alot , thanks for all your videos
@mylittleluna3609
@mylittleluna3609 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for the pain you’re feeling Gabe. Hang in there, we send our love to you!
@deborahsorgi8515
@deborahsorgi8515 2 жыл бұрын
Your heartfelt outpouring, gives hope to all of us, who love you and your channel. Thank you for your words and your channel. Thank you, Gabriel.
@irisschultz5731
@irisschultz5731 2 жыл бұрын
You have a God- given gift, and I love how you have shared that with all of us! Keep doing what you do, & never stop dreaming! I love your voice, and you're spirit. Let your light shine!!!
@alexchannon
@alexchannon 2 жыл бұрын
Honestly so proud of you for being so open about all of this. I got an initial diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder Level 1 yesterday, along with a mild diagnosis of ADHD, and I found it hard to understand yesterday because I now see myself as a completely different person to who I was pre diagnosis, but I know that's who I have always been and am working through the diagnosis with my psychologist to come to a complete conclusion. I'm still working through the emotions and I know I will be for a while, but I will get there in the end. Stay strong x
@hannahschnuerer5511
@hannahschnuerer5511 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Gabe, I know the feeling of finally seeing what you were made for, and then as your just about to grab it, it is pulled away from you. It’s heartbreaking, numbing, and frustrating as heck. But, you are doing the best thing you can possibly do in this situation: you are allowing your feelings to be felt, and then acknowledging that this is not the end. Your dream is not dead but just not yet. I had to turn away from a dream I had just found in one year at college, and then that summer both my parents lost there jobs and needed help. I stuffed down my feelings to be there for my family (I’m the oldest in my family too). It took me almost two year later to allow myself to grieve, but then move forward in knowing the truth you have just spoken on this video. Since that time I have been seeing life through a different lens and I know that I can still eventually do what I’m meant to do. Some days are harder than others but I would rather know what I’m meant for and have to wait a little longer, than live my whole life never knowing who I’m meant to be. Thank you Gabe! Your content os awesome and I’m grateful to be apart of your subscriber family!
@johnowen3768
@johnowen3768 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for being transparent. Love this channel
@pmmac2382
@pmmac2382 2 жыл бұрын
You ARE amazing! I have faith your dream will happen….timing will be different than you originally thought but it will be so much better than you are now imagining. Blessings 🙏
@silverblaze4445
@silverblaze4445 2 жыл бұрын
I know how hard it's been on you but I also know you're incredibly strong. I know for a fact that if you want to keep chasing this dream, you'll eventually catch it. And we will all be here following you when it happens. So don't give up Gabe, stay strong
@ethanpodmore
@ethanpodmore 2 жыл бұрын
I have autism and I understand the fear about telling people about it, but I'm happy you did open up as it helps other people with autism to be inspired to make a difference. You have shown us that, no matter what, you can achieve anything you put your mind to, thank you for being you and making the world better with your talent and funny personality
@angelofmusic1026
@angelofmusic1026 Жыл бұрын
Not sure how I missed this video - I’ve been subscribed for so long 😔 Thank you for being real and being open to all of us. You are incredible and you are helping so many people with who you are and all you offer with your channel/videos and music. Thank you for sharing your passion with us and even though your grief is great, you are still speaking to many hearts through the heartache. You are incredible!
@sparkchaser1973
@sparkchaser1973 2 жыл бұрын
Man you are an insanely talented person. Continue to use your amazing gifts and continue making the world a brighter place.
@espressohasntpayedhisrent
@espressohasntpayedhisrent 2 жыл бұрын
We’re here for you. Remember, you inspire so many people, including me! 💖
@NoraMermaid
@NoraMermaid 2 жыл бұрын
This is the first time in forever that one of your videos has made me cry. Gabe I believe in you so much and you putting yourself out there is already doing so much for autistic people like you and me. Thank you for everything. I love you so much and be kind to yourself.
@raven-mi2yv
@raven-mi2yv 2 жыл бұрын
and i hope u realize u have given me, someone who’s nurodivergent, more hope. and your confidence seriously gives me life
@christopherhamlin6044
@christopherhamlin6044 2 жыл бұрын
You are an amazing person who has had the privilege of experiencing things most of us still have on our bucket lists. Keep your chin up. I'm sure your next awesome opportunity is waiting just ahead.
@canvisart1251
@canvisart1251 2 жыл бұрын
Love you the most Gabe
@LarkinKillian
@LarkinKillian 2 жыл бұрын
Once upon a time, we talked frequently on social media (I went by a different name back then). While I haven't had the blessing of meeting you in person yet, I have had the absolute joy of knowing you and following your journey. You have always been an inspiration in my life and I couldn't be more grateful for having come along for the ride. I know everything seems devastating now, but I promise you it will get better, and everything happens for a reason. Just wait. That beautiful dream of yours will come true. And though it may not mean much, I am so incredibly proud of you and I cannot wait to see your next steps. We all love and support you 💕
@brendawillis4940
@brendawillis4940 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you. Thank you for opening up to us. Your tenacity to not give up inspires me, and I send good wishes. Take all the time you need to get over this. I'll be here.
@basicallyyes1630
@basicallyyes1630 2 жыл бұрын
I wish you nothing but the best! I sincerely hope that you one day get to fulfill your dream of writing and singing a song in space! And even if you don't, you make amazing music and content, and it's always a pleasure and a joy to see your videos.
@78notified28
@78notified28 2 жыл бұрын
It's all good man. Just know we are all here for you and know that there is always a positive way to think. I can relate to half of what ur going through and I know how it feels so it will b one of those things that will gradually pass by. U will always have my support cuz ur a gr8 creator and YT. Stay strong man
@aleezahali5460
@aleezahali5460 2 жыл бұрын
Hi Gabe, we are all always here to support you! It's horrible to hear you got cut right at the end of the process and it may take a long time to recover. But know that you will get through it and after sometime I hope you will continue to pursue your dream!
@katelynfrancis
@katelynfrancis 7 ай бұрын
Hi Gabriel 👋🏻 i just wanted to say thank you for making this video, iv been going thru something similar for a few years, today was a rough day for me with this problem of mine and I just happened to stumble on this video after watching you on AGT, I'm also neurodivergent in a lot of ways and in very rare ways, i was also afraid telling ppl abt it actually. Not many ppl understand the problems I have, and it was really refreshing and comforting to hear another person speak abt something specific to me, and to be understood, im really happy to know im not alone with these unique types of problems that to other ppl are not a big deal, but messes with my whole life, i can't tell you how much I feel relieved hearing you talk abt something that's so hard to explain to other ppl, anyway, this made my day a bit better than it was💕
@FallenStainedGlass
@FallenStainedGlass 2 жыл бұрын
I just hope you know that you inspire me every day. Keep moving forward and one day you’ll reach the stars!
@sasscass92
@sasscass92 2 жыл бұрын
Goddamn man....I'm so sorry to hear that Gabe. I have my own dreams and aspirations and can't fathom feeling your entire world shatter (would be nice if I never did.) But you are definately a go getter and with time you will find something beyond your reach and you WILL get it. I have no doubt. Keep reaching for the stars, you're well on your way~🌟💖
@thehauntedhive
@thehauntedhive 2 жыл бұрын
Gabe, I want to tell you how much you & the candid honesty in this video are appreciated and valued. Expressing such a raw level of vulnerability to your followers & share your pain & daily struggles after going through what you've been going through takes a _lot_ of courage & strength. You have absolutely nothing to apologize for. Please don't compare your traumas to others'; we each have our own & they are not matters to weigh against each other; one person's doesn't make another's invalid. Others' actions towards us does not define one's value as a person, nor does it diminish one's purpose. You will fulfill your purpose Gabe. You already are, and this is only the beginning 💚
@liacameron4257
@liacameron4257 2 жыл бұрын
You’re so strong and we’re all so proud of you 💜 I can’t imagine how devastated you are but look at how close you got!! Keep up the determination and you’ll get there but try to stay positive, we’re all here for you.
@Arti605
@Arti605 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. I know how hard it is to put yourself out there. It takes a lot of courage and strength to that. Keep going strong. You are amazing
@minxmoonshadow288
@minxmoonshadow288 2 жыл бұрын
You have already inspired so many people. Always shoot for the stars, you may miss sometimes but it doesn't mean you've failed yourself or anyone else. Everything you do is more than worthy to go to space. Everyone is special no matter who they are, what they look like or what conditions or other unique abilities we're all human at the end of the day. We're all here for you.
@roderickbawcutt
@roderickbawcutt 2 жыл бұрын
Even though you were cut from this specific project, that doesn't mean you have to stop making stuff altogether. You are still an amazing singer and you have made some amazing music over your lifetime. That shouldn't be forgotten. Even if you aren't able to make a song on the moon, you are still able to do it here and impact the lives of people just like me who love your music. Life isn't all about one single goal and not all of them are going to work out. So take what you have and make the best of it ♥️
@markplace5908
@markplace5908 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing! People who share stuff that personal, have a lot of courage. I respect you for that!
@malinliljevinge5639
@malinliljevinge5639 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for such an honest and authentic video. You have a huge heart and please know - being vulnerable is human and we can all unite and make a difference by showing the world who we really are.
@deanadolph1922
@deanadolph1922 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you got cut! It may still happen for you don't give up hope, and your dream is worthwhile and you're talented and smart, they would be lucky to have you, remember that, it's their loss! but build some new dreams, other things you can look forward to! And thank God that you are healthy and can do all these amazing things! We love you and are here for you!
@matthewgallagher3964
@matthewgallagher3964 2 жыл бұрын
Gabe as a person who's parents were diagnosed with cancer I know what it tells like to have everything in your world shatter but YOU helped me your song better and I few others especially your videos helped me to plant my feet on the ground and look f or the lining in the clouds because soon enough it was gonna get better
@codypausch1412
@codypausch1412 2 жыл бұрын
You are the only KZfaq where I will drop everything and watch your videos. You make my days a lot brighter
@esaech7088
@esaech7088 2 жыл бұрын
Your ,,sad" video actually made me feel better about my sad times, about what I'm going through
@healerofthewaters6508
@healerofthewaters6508 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry, man. Keep shooting for the stars. You will reach them even if it's not now. Someone as wonderful as you definitely deserves it. We all love you and the kindnesses you do us. I hope everything else you have going on in life goes well for you. Until then just keep looking. You'll find something astoundingly beautiful for you soon. I can feel it. Oh, and thank you for all your service to America. I hope your Veteran's Day was full of people you love and happiness.
@vwv7220
@vwv7220 2 жыл бұрын
don't worry about what you 'sound' like, its great that you're telling us, and it makes you a stronger man
@hbups1123
@hbups1123 2 жыл бұрын
I had so much to take from this video. Thank you for taking your time to share your experiences and feelings with us. Thank you for trusting us ;)
@TheDoctor4390_
@TheDoctor4390_ 2 жыл бұрын
I want to give you a hug so bad! I love your personality and energy and to see it dampened by something you love makes me feel so bad for you. I love your channel and I hope you continue to stay positive and awesome like you are. Good luck Gabriel!
@sunbaeniminsan
@sunbaeniminsan 2 жыл бұрын
Hi.. Hope things get better...and your dreams will come true ....never give up! Luv ya!!
@redjulius33
@redjulius33 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that you didn't make it. I can imagine how that feels, especially since I, too, fall on the autism spectrum. But never give up. Collect yourself in your time and keep on being you, cause you rock 🎸
@thebarefootcountrychick5536
@thebarefootcountrychick5536 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry, I love your attitude through this situation. I love that your not giving up. We love you.
@joniespi9056
@joniespi9056 2 жыл бұрын
You are the best, man. Love you and your work. Hope you are having good days. Keep up the good work.
@ScarletFury
@ScarletFury 2 жыл бұрын
Wow... I had some idea what was happening, since I follow you on Twitter, but I didn't know it was this impactful for you, in both amazing and trying ways... You've been an inspiration for me since I've joined the Brony community back in 2016 when I saw you live for the first time at the very last Midwest Bronyfest convention, and to be here for your when you're at your most vulnerable makes me even more proud and eager to see where you'll go next! This isn't the end of the journey or your dreams Gabe, but a mere beginning into a vast world of possibilities!! I cried at this video, it hit me hard.... 😭I've felt like this before as well, in fact, fairly recently after the very last BronyCon when my life was also turned upsidedown with a neurodivergent diagnosis... Though not on the autism spectrum, but a mood disorder... It is so brave and so powerful that you're willing to share your struggles and passions and life story as you go through everything these past few months! It's content creators like you that keep me going when I feel like throwing in the towel and I too want to connect with my fans and subscribers and followers and be more personal with each of them. I've hesitated myself to make a video as open and honest and hard as this, but seeing what you've been through, I'm going to do it as soon as I can, because if our stories can save but one life from the depths and pain, then it was all worth it! You rock Gabe!!! I love you and can't wait to see where you go next, and I'll be there to support you the entire way!!! Let's stay strong, keep at it, and show the world what we can do despite mental struggles and rejection or not!! Praying for you, your friends and family! Brohoof! /) ❤️🥲😁 _hugs_ PS. I'm definitely buying your new album ASAP when it comes out, CAN'T WAIT!!!
@muufle
@muufle 2 жыл бұрын
You being the first person to record and write on the moon would be so cool. Sad it didn't get through, there's always more chances, here's to hoping you can do something greater.
@D.ONeill
@D.ONeill 2 жыл бұрын
It's really amazing for you to share something like this. It's hard. That takes a lot of guts! And, as cliche as it is, it's OK not to be OK...and to say it. You have done and will do more great things! Love to you.
@sharkfish1231
@sharkfish1231 2 жыл бұрын
Dude praying for you, you are a amazing person and never give up. heck this video made my day to help me through the stuff I have been going through thank you man
@GrumpCatMara
@GrumpCatMara 2 жыл бұрын
I truly hope that you can make your dream a reality. I look forward to hearing your first star song. ❤️💜❤️💜
@GrumpCatMara
@GrumpCatMara 2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been trying to live on my own for the first time in my own house. I’ve been struggling with my own autism, depression, and other mental or physical issues. I’ve been having a hard time pushing forward and not giving up when things don’t work out. I won’t give up. Not with the friendships I have supporting me. And I’m not giving up because neither are you! We will get through this. We will make our dreams real.
@InvertedBread
@InvertedBread 2 жыл бұрын
Hope ur feeling better
@goldxiong6900
@goldxiong6900 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so inspired by this video!! You are such a gift to this world Gabriel!! Just remember, when one door closes, another one opens. There will be a better opportunity waiting for you. I know it!!! 💪😄💕
@lexitdn
@lexitdn 2 жыл бұрын
You inspired so many people including me so please keep doing what you are doing because you are good enough for all of us. Never give up!
@dua_junaid
@dua_junaid 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for being honest with us Gabe ❤️
@deus9298
@deus9298 2 жыл бұрын
My guy I ll always support you keep on going!!
@woodywolfstone9228
@woodywolfstone9228 2 жыл бұрын
Your words are inspirational to so many people in this world, your followers and more, and I wish you good luck to getting your chance again
@theveggnkitchen6050
@theveggnkitchen6050 2 жыл бұрын
You are valid in your feelings. I am so sorry you are going through this hurt. You are such a beautiful soul. My daughter and I love watching your videos. Take your time. Feel what you need to feel. I hope you can find peace with your disappointment soon. Hang in there. We will all be here for you. You are the best!
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