This was very therapeutic video💗, I agree with you on the topics you discussed. At some point our children, regardless of the love, support and nurturing will choose their own good or bad behavior. Sometimes mental illness is to blame, and I mean once they are adults there isn’t a lot we as parents we can do. We can’t make them go to therapy or take medication etc. And you’re absolutely right you can’t see things clearly when you are in the thick of a situation, once you leave or create space then the truth comes in to focus. Sending you kind thoughts and support 💗

Wow, this is powerful, sending peace and love, I can relate a little. Loved your pictures, I'm glad you were able to walk away and hopefully doing better each day 😊

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. Sharing can be therapeutic. I've also had trauma in my life. The memories never go away. But I'm learning how to deal with it. Unfortunately, I dealt with it by drinking and drugs. Anything to make me forget. I'm ok now after 27 yrs clean and sober. I'm finally feeling good about myself. Your right we have to treat ourselves good. Love to you.

Thank you so much for sharing, the mental and physical abuse shapes our future life. Our children's life

Trauma and grief….. they don’t seem to ever truly disappear do they? Best I’ve been able to do is “not go there”🤷🏻‍♀️…… which isn’t too bad really.

Thank you so much for sharing your videos! It appears that you are in the process of an amazing healing journey. I love your openness and heartfelt honesty. You probably aren't aware of this directly, but you are a beacon of light and hope to many.

In spite of your setbacks - you have a beautiful life and soul ❤️ thank you for sharing! I get so much from your videos that encourage, overcome, create, and inspire me.

I can certainly relate, sometimes we just love others more than ourselves. Some people are just natural caregivers and get their joy from making others happy. We never want to believe that those whom we love would be cruel and when they are, we think its something we have or havent done good enough. If I just love them more, do this better and that more, then they will love me back. We cant figure out where we went wrong, we cant make sense of it. We come to know that their behavior has nothing at all to do with us and we cant fix it for them, thats when we have to let go, we must sink or swim, survive. Closure does not come quick, easy or fast. It is worse than grieving a death actually, death gives a reason for the loss of a loved one, this sort of thing does not. I wish you warmth on your journey to heal, God bless you.

💜 Thank you for sharing 🫂🫂

Bless you y friend xx. Hi from New Zealand and Hi from trauma that I lived myself ❣

I’m so glad to hear you are in a better place now and l understand how hard it was for you. We all deal with things differently because many don’t understand what it is like. Congratulations on 27 years clean that’s amazing and shows how strong you truly are.

It was wonderful to see your family and animals. Sometimes, you just can't change the way someone acts. They have to hit rock bottom and realize how they have been. You have su h a beautiful soul❤❤

Love to you

Sounds like you are on a good path I hope you can continue to get to a better place and thank you for sharing. No one should have to go through that.

Sending you love and positive energy ✨️