Why Sin Gets Worse After We Find Christ (w/ Fr. Seraphim Aldea)

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Why Sin Gets Worse After We Find Christ (w/ Fr. Seraphim Aldea)
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@jamiebursic
@jamiebursic Ай бұрын
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner.
@dannyhernandez3893
@dannyhernandez3893 28 күн бұрын
Short but powerful prayer
@Mihajlo_Vajda
@Mihajlo_Vajda 19 күн бұрын
i MADE A VIDEO ABOUT IT
@edvenify
@edvenify 4 күн бұрын
I could not understand why my life became catastrophically worse after committing to Orthodoxy. It seemed entirely unfair. Every possible thing that could go wrong, did go wrong. Week after week, just an endless litany of deeply unfortunate, completely unanticipated, totally unmanageable misfortunes. It has helped me greatly to learn how typical this experience is.
@damachinen
@damachinen Күн бұрын
Dang! sorry to hear about that. I would like to hear of your misfortunes and how you traversed such a difficult journey, one day. God be with you.
@TheAncientEmo
@TheAncientEmo Күн бұрын
The hardest thing for me is not condemning myself after I m*sturbate. I confess i sinned but I so often either almost get caught condemning myself or almost condemning myself. Lord Jesus have mercy on me, and help me remember to be strong in these trials. Amen.
@Brotherdirt1
@Brotherdirt1 16 сағат бұрын
The Lord told me to stop in 2017 I failed once after that and balled my eye's out in disgust to God. I have been celibate ever since glory to God. God hates uncleanness. I wish you the best ok. The Lord can help you overcome.
@Truth_SeekR
@Truth_SeekR 22 күн бұрын
I ran cuz demons started attacking me. Most horrifying events in my life. So I ran back to alcoholism and meth for years. Eventually I thought the whole ordeal was a mental health crisis. But I started calling on Jesus again more and more and I finally ended up being baptized after almost dying time after time. I sober now 8 months. The silence almost gives me panic Attacks
@nicholaswilson2155
@nicholaswilson2155 12 күн бұрын
I have a similar story. I know for certain things are better on the sober side. I still wrestle with my past,but now I am not alone. May God bless and protect us.
@OverlordMasterOfMen
@OverlordMasterOfMen 10 күн бұрын
Beloved, believe that JESUS LOVES YOU and HE WILL DELIVER YOU FROM ALL YOUR WOES! It will happen, when you believe it! =) So, surrender your unbelief to Jesus so that He can have His way in your life, so that His will shall be done in you. I have never met you, but I love you, because GOD LOVES YOU! =)
@rickcampanella4254
@rickcampanella4254 7 күн бұрын
The battle is God's and through Jesus we've already won
@mihaiiulianimuresan
@mihaiiulianimuresan 7 күн бұрын
Also don't forget to call onto the holy Mother Of God as she will never hold back her prayers to Jesus when we, the lost sons ask for forgiveness! Impossible!
@ruthannmarie7119
@ruthannmarie7119 7 күн бұрын
Silence is golden, time to learn .GOD BLESS
@Surelyserious1
@Surelyserious1 Ай бұрын
It’s been a few years since becoming orthodox. I started to notice that I was resisting praying. I couldn’t figure out why but I recently met a Baptist pastor and he started to convince me that orthodoxy was crushing how special I am and how I am a godly woman and he flattered me. I felt that familiar pride I used to live on. I missed being special and above others. I knew it was pride and then this video helped me so much to make sense of what has happened and why I have experienced all of this. Thank you so much. This was for me!
@kentwood9821
@kentwood9821 Ай бұрын
That is a very brave insight to have!
@tryingbutfailing
@tryingbutfailing Ай бұрын
I am a Baptist. I don't know anything, so I just try to read the Bible and do the best I can. I don't see how Baptists or Orthodox are unbiblical. They are probably just different regional styles built on the culture around them. We believe in full immersion baptism, don't like dancing, etc. I just don't understand Catholicism. They do a lot of unbiblical things, but at least they follow Jesus. Maybe their religion is a product of regional development as well, as Greco-Roman influence couldn't help but to be a part of it. I think we should all accept Jesus, proclaim Him as God in the flesh who died for our sins and resurrected, repent and confess our sins, and turn from them. This is Biblical. Also, the Great Commission is to spread the gospel. As long as you believe these things, the choice of church is up to you. I always felt like we should take joy in being brothers and sisters in Christ, and while we should, there are some religions here in the US who are partaking in evil doctrines that are unbiblical. Sorry about your Baptist minister. You are probably good looking and he was being inappropriate. Sounds like it. Anyway, just want you to know that Baptists are to hold the word of God above all authority. I feel like we are the same in this, with regional styles that are only different but not heretical. God bless and keep you.
@gogislav2012
@gogislav2012 Ай бұрын
Catholics and Orthodox are the most discouraging churches existing, they will just left linger to your problems and sins. Evangelical churches at least really want to give you encouragement to go to church, never felt that from RC friends. Yes, maybe is not genuine beliefs as someone would tell for evangelism, but anyhow not all are have time to go into vigorously and deep studies of RC and Orthodox, some believers just wanna have a bit of good Christian family.
@brentlunger9738
@brentlunger9738 Ай бұрын
This is a wonderful insight. Thank you. A Protestant song dovetails perfectly with your beautiful message: Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in His wonderful face. And the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.
@guybuddyman838
@guybuddyman838 28 күн бұрын
neat
@_Pia12
@_Pia12 Ай бұрын
“… we live like mushrooms in the darkness of the world… as soon as the light of Christ shines upon us all the sin, all the stains, all the dirt that is staining our souls becomes increasingly visible.” ~ Fr Seraphim 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@mungos1234
@mungos1234 Күн бұрын
I have been orthodox my whole life, but haven't really been religious and didnt accept Jesus as my saviour. A year ago I started looking into orthodox christianity, but was still reserved until I had nightmare where I was slowly dying and my last thought before losing consiousness was "I wish I had come to Jesus Christ when I had time". When I woke up I was drenched in sweat and was heavily breathing but felt relieved I was still alive. From that moment for a month I was the happiest man on the planet and was feeling so full of Holy Spirit. I didnt have problems with pornography for that whole month. God's grace was all over me. After that i was falling in sin like a madman. I guess God wanted to show me what it feels like when im in His grace and then told me that my whole life will be fight from now on. I will never forget those moments of grace and they will remind me of how much God loves me :)
@nicolasfliedl1009
@nicolasfliedl1009 Ай бұрын
I'm joining the orthodox church near me after letting Jesus into my heart 1 year ago, and starting to go all in since this year. I hope to get baptised soon. Pray for me please to not loose my faith. God is great and prayer works, he helped me out of my Pornographie addiction and has teached me so many things, and I have still a lot to learn. Blessed be all of you.
@finnofaman4557
@finnofaman4557 3 күн бұрын
This comment could have been written by me. It comes so close to my own situation. I found Christ around a year or two ago and I struggle with the same thing. I also joined Orthodox church that is near me. Almost in my backyard. I pray for you my friend, only Christ can help us
@nicolasfliedl1009
@nicolasfliedl1009 3 күн бұрын
@@finnofaman4557 we are in this all together brother
@chrisfrombeyond4240
@chrisfrombeyond4240 Күн бұрын
I feel utterly devoid of joy and purpose. I keep falling into sin and temptation and it's eviscerating my spirit. I am nearly dead.
@rickcampanella4254
@rickcampanella4254 7 күн бұрын
His burden is light and His yoke is easy
@waterdragon2012
@waterdragon2012 4 күн бұрын
Thanks for this comment. To be completely honest, something feels evil about the notion that dedication to Christ would make life worse. “Ye shall know them by their fruits”. Bad fruit never comes from a good tree. Maybe I’m not understanding but I refuse to believe Jesus would make my life worse.
@onlyjoshing
@onlyjoshing Күн бұрын
It's simply the demons trying to scare you away from the Church. They will all bow down when Christ returns, and those that fought them will join in Christs eternal kingdom.
@savvassavva7935
@savvassavva7935 4 күн бұрын
i have never been so "spiritually smacked" in my life as a christian orthodox Thank you Fr.Seraphim may you be blessed to humble us like this and i sincerely believe that every christian should listen to these wise words and teachings...!! i cannot thank you enough....!!
@lexyls4777
@lexyls4777 15 сағат бұрын
I thank God for giving me strength to overcome anxiety, anger, smoking, drinking gambling, sexual immorality etc. I loathe myself and actively resist the devil, the Word says he will flee from you if you resist. I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. My walk is Not perfect but hallelujah!!! He saved me from my destructive ways and changed me to a new creation. i love ehat God loves I hate what God hates. I pray and deny myself everyday. of not, it would be a downward spiral again. I don’t want to disobey God anymore. ive already hit rock bottom. the Lord saved my life. thank you Lord please help me and guide me. Let me follow you all the days of my life . I have hidden your word in my heart so that I might not sin against you.
@againstalladsgames
@againstalladsgames Ай бұрын
Jesus promised eternal life not a bed of roses. He knows it’s not in you. Only through Him can we persevere. Life is a character building exam. You on your own will never pass. Only through the grace of Jesus are we given a passing score.
@Thyalwaysseek
@Thyalwaysseek 11 күн бұрын
I suggest you start praising your Creator instead of idolizing his son the created.
@kevinkamara1953
@kevinkamara1953 7 күн бұрын
@@ThyalwaysseekJesus is God.
@Thyalwaysseek
@Thyalwaysseek 7 күн бұрын
@@kevinkamara1953 No Jesus is not God, Jesus is the son of God, go read your Bible and listen to Jesus.
@ZaidIsm007
@ZaidIsm007 Күн бұрын
​@@Thyalwaysseek Christ is Lord.
@Thyalwaysseek
@Thyalwaysseek 23 сағат бұрын
@@ZaidIsm007 Jesus is a human and the son of God.
@siddislikesgoogle
@siddislikesgoogle Күн бұрын
Thank you father, may your words reach many and may God bless you
@user-ty6lj2dv7x
@user-ty6lj2dv7x 19 күн бұрын
I experienced a very powerful and joyous moment a few weeks ago during praying in solitude. I was brought to tears of pure happiness. Since then, I have been attacked by strongholds. I put all my trust in Christ Jesus and ask for His strength, guidance and grace.
@KingJonathanThe1st
@KingJonathanThe1st 9 күн бұрын
Keep giving your battles to God. Keep going in the name of Jesus. Godbless
@cathylozano9404
@cathylozano9404 Ай бұрын
Lord Jesus Christ son of the Living God Have Mercy on Me a Sinner!
@1Corinthians1514
@1Corinthians1514 Ай бұрын
Amen
@maxguita12
@maxguita12 Ай бұрын
I’m still a catechumrn, and already going through all of this insanity.
@francescoantonio2355
@francescoantonio2355 Ай бұрын
Me too my friend, my prayers are with you ☦️
@docrofo2573
@docrofo2573 Ай бұрын
Same here. Me, my wife, and three kids are there with you. God bless you and be with you. ☦️
@HerogateEXE86
@HerogateEXE86 Ай бұрын
I am as well being attacked by The evil one as catahuman Please pray for us ☦️🙏
@HerogateEXE86
@HerogateEXE86 Ай бұрын
And God Be with all of You ☦️
@shaunperez3781
@shaunperez3781 Ай бұрын
Same same brother
@paballomolingoane2009
@paballomolingoane2009 7 күн бұрын
Thank you so much. I've been feeling like I'm believing in God the right way. That's it's not enough. That I'm too sinful and unrepentant. And all these feelings started steadily rising in me the closer and more time I spent with Him. I feel dirty. What you're saying reminds of St Paul's letters. Each time he describes himself as the lesser.
@causeXeffect23
@causeXeffect23 4 күн бұрын
Thank you Fr. Seraphim
@BelladonnaRiso
@BelladonnaRiso 2 күн бұрын
What a beautiful and difficult talk to listen to. It's so convicting.
@louisejball7800
@louisejball7800 7 күн бұрын
With love I try, with failure I hope, with joy I give thanks.
@Stellarheim
@Stellarheim Ай бұрын
A lot of people seek magical pill, which true christian faith is not and never was.
@IAMFISH92
@IAMFISH92 29 күн бұрын
No, it’s not a magical pill, but it certainly is powerful and has the ability to accomplish what scripture says it did. Our sins have been nailed to the cross. We have been baptized into His death and raised to new life. These are not just nice sounding words, but reality. If we truly understood the power of His death and resurrection and our participation in that then we would have way more ability and courage to overcome our sin.
@toejay
@toejay 9 күн бұрын
Protestants
@BeeelllDaaa
@BeeelllDaaa 5 күн бұрын
I started to learn about Jesus during covid and I believe in his ways I believe in who he is and I still struggle with sin I am at his mercy and I'm hoping he will save me right now I don't deserve anything I deserve to be punished I don't know why it's so hard to do it right
@Constantineopulos
@Constantineopulos 2 күн бұрын
We are all sinners. Do not despair, just keep trying.
@BullMarketBandit
@BullMarketBandit 8 күн бұрын
This is making more sense as to why I feel the way I have...Thank you
@joannehecht3974
@joannehecht3974 3 күн бұрын
Thank you. Thank the Lord.🙏❤️
@s.d.berquist6866
@s.d.berquist6866 Ай бұрын
A hard word. Necessary. I thank God.
@ieshjust16
@ieshjust16 6 күн бұрын
It's definitely hard to listen to, but very much needed.
@jeromeredido172
@jeromeredido172 2 күн бұрын
May the peace of the Lord Jesus be with you all.
@2.decayed
@2.decayed Ай бұрын
i'm an artist. it's astonishing how accurately he described my experience. He's spot on
@Flow_Runner
@Flow_Runner 3 күн бұрын
Χαιρετισμούς από Ελλάδα αδερφέ μου. Ο θεός να σε έχει καλά. Προσευχηθείτε για εμάς εδώ στην Ελλάδα, το έχουμε ανάγκη. :) ✝
@zheanp4783
@zheanp4783 Ай бұрын
Thank you so much Fr. Seraphim Aldea. God bless you and the Ancient Faith Ministries. Christos anesti, alithos anesti!
@JosephAquino1430
@JosephAquino1430 Күн бұрын
Friar Aldea, thank you for you explanation. After 6 months or so that honeymoon phase you described is ending. And as of late its become insanely painful. The only joy I find is when I’m studying the Word or praying. My past haunts me and moving forward with Christ seems to keep it away. I don’t want to give a whole testimony. I simply wanted to tell you thank you.
@jlynn5680
@jlynn5680 12 күн бұрын
Bless Father. Thank you for your teachings. ☦️
@user-bm6pf8ql9b
@user-bm6pf8ql9b Ай бұрын
Thank you father.ΧΡΙΣΤΌΣ ΑΝΕΣΤΗ.ΑΛΗΘΩΣ ΑΝΕΣΤΗ Ο ΚΥΡΙΟΣ. Greetings from Greece.
@Christopher.444
@Christopher.444 21 күн бұрын
For the last few month I learned a lot of truth in Christ, and the more I learn the more I got demonized, especially when I talked about Christ to others their demons follow me to torment me and I know God understands my struggles. This is real, so we have to know and be strong. God always wins
@jacklyons6502
@jacklyons6502 28 күн бұрын
Please pray for me brothers. I was very vain and misguided in my fast and have over indulged since Easter and have turned away from him. I don’t know if it was exhaustion, but I chose to sin even after all the temporal graces were being dumped on me. I went to confession recently and fell again. I thought I was done with this. I’m very sad and afraid.
@BlakebyDesign
@BlakebyDesign 28 күн бұрын
Dear Brother or Sister, it isthe demons knocking you down and then laughing and mocking you as they’ve caused you to focus on your failures, sadness, and fears -pulling your attention away from Christ. The Lord loves you. Get back up dear beloved. His Divine Grace is nothing the demons understand. We cannot fully understand such Grace either. Just as the prodigal son came home to his father’s embrace after years of sin. So too will you find the Lord’s embrace again should you turn and repent and cast your cares on Him, for He cares for you. Our sin is ever before us. Let it not drive us away from Christ but drive us ever nearer. In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen.🙏
@0i0l0o
@0i0l0o 27 күн бұрын
When you say that you were very vain and misguided in your fast, what do you mean? Regarding reaction of over-indulgence since Easter, it is expected. I've seen that many times. But it gets better in time, little by little, if we persevere.
@goodbonezz1289
@goodbonezz1289 23 күн бұрын
As long as we are in these fleshly bodies, we will never be perfect. Every minute of every day is a literal battle. Keep fighting. Learn what the armor of God is. Ephesians 6..the shoes of the gospel of peace. The belt of truth. The breast plate of righteousness. The shield of faith…keep that shield up! This will protect you from the fiery darts of the enemy. The helmet of salvation, and lastly the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. DONT GIVE UP. these demons do a great job at keeping us down. Keeping us from the word. Nothing can edify us like the word can. It tells us everything we need to know. I get down on myself for failing time and again too. But we can not give in. Sharpen your discernment. Read. Pray. Keep learning the truth. Lean on it. It will always be there. Everything else is lies. It’s never going to be easy for us here. We may not win every battle but we can’t stop fighting. Raise that shield and keep your sword sharp. We are the body of the church, the bride of Christ. We owe it to ourselves to stay as strong as we can…somebody may need you help them in their fight some day soon. Be prepared.
@exposed7329
@exposed7329 3 күн бұрын
Give it all to Lord Jesus🙌✝️
@Staggababe
@Staggababe Ай бұрын
I have never heard this, my life makes so much more sense now.
@rickcampanella4254
@rickcampanella4254 7 күн бұрын
Your life is not yours but the Father's that gave it
@esoteric.breadcrumbs.
@esoteric.breadcrumbs. Ай бұрын
😭well this message found me in Gods perfect timing. Thank you
@ptt3975
@ptt3975 Ай бұрын
He is basically preaching Romans 66 and Galatians 614. These are two verses, that the protestants and evangelicals either don’t understand or because they don’t agree with their prosperity messages. There is so much immaturity out there. Thank you for teaching the truth.
@IAMFISH92
@IAMFISH92 29 күн бұрын
I’m confused. What does Romans 6:6 and Gal. 6:14 have to do with the “prosperity” gospel? Also, it’s kind of unfair to lump all Protestants and evangelicals into the category of prosperity. That’s patently absurd.
@ptt3975
@ptt3975 29 күн бұрын
@@IAMFISH92 so you don’t see how those two verses could expose some sort of disunity with worldliness?
@IAMFISH92
@IAMFISH92 29 күн бұрын
@@ptt3975 I’m not sure I understand. Are you sure you’re referencing the right passages? Romans 6:6 is “We know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body of sin might be destroyed, so we might no longer be enslaved to sin.” ‭ and Galatians 6:14 is “May I never boast of anything except the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by which the world has been crucified to me and I to the world.” ‭‭ Sure, it says we die to the world, but the Emphasis is on the death of the old man through Christ. This is good news. Romans in particular seems to be making the case AGAINST what Fr. Seraphim has said in this video.
@ptt3975
@ptt3975 29 күн бұрын
@@IAMFISH92 it’s the old man which is an agreement with worldliness and is motivated by it to achieve success and pleasures. Anyone who has been through this death process realizes that God put to death that which is in him which loves the world. Then he may in vain look around for the energies that brought him success before. These are real and actual changes in our nature that affects our daily lives and career. But you are correct. It is good regarding spiritual life but But earthly success for a godly person would now only come through narrow God ordained paths much more difficult to find.
@ptt3975
@ptt3975 8 күн бұрын
There are earthly benefits to the death of the old man, of course. Such as being encompassed with favor, as with a shield where God goes before you to resolve conflicts in your favor. and trust, where we surrender a problem to God and exhale and moments later an outside event intervenes to resolve it. And other events of protection of your person and possessions. there is no inner peace to those driven by fleshly angst to achieve notoriety, or prove a point.
@user-qs2vs6ji4b
@user-qs2vs6ji4b Ай бұрын
Disappointed in yourself is hard to bare
@noiedward8847
@noiedward8847 Ай бұрын
Judge yourself as a man promised heaven, and not a man on earth, and those precious metrics you used to judge yourself will fall away.
@taylorcrawford6156
@taylorcrawford6156 9 күн бұрын
Don’t be too hard on yourself ether + shame and guilt is not of God. Keep going you’re not alone❤️
@frankwilliams4445
@frankwilliams4445 Күн бұрын
​Judging myself by that metric makes me feel even more damned than before... What do you mean? Because im the least deserving person of heaven i know. ​@noiedward8847
@elroussa
@elroussa Ай бұрын
Πατέρα Σεραφείμ, Χριστός Ανέστη! Σας ευχαριστώ πολύ για την υπέροχη κατήχηση. Ειμαι και εγώ εκείνη η χριστιανη που κρυφά, ανεπαισθητα, πριν προλάβω να το καταπνίξω, αισθάνομαι καλύτερη από εκείνους που δεν ειναι Ορθόδοξοι, που δεν πάνε στην εκκλησία, που δεν κοινωνουν, που αμαρτάνουν συνέχεια, που ειναι εγωιστές....και άλλα πολλά. Και πιανω τον εαυτό μου να νιωθει ακριβώς όπως περιγράψατε. Εγώ η αμαρτωλή με μικρές και μεγάλες αμαρτίες καθημερινα. Την υπερηφάνια. Ω με πόσους τρόπους είναι γατζωμένος ο εγωισμός στις καρδιες μας! Και κλάιω με ντροπή και ζητώ από τον Κύριο έλεος γιατί δεν ξέρω πώς θα σταθώ μπροστά Του όταν έρθει η ώρα. Ελπίζω μόνο στο απέραντο Του έλεος.
@eleonorarugby7699
@eleonorarugby7699 Ай бұрын
God bless Fr Seraphim for these edifying words, so nurturing for my soul! Hristos a inviat!
@soapmaker_actual
@soapmaker_actual 17 сағат бұрын
I have moments and days of pure bliss, followed by weeks of discontent. I know that I’m the problem and I don’t understand why this happens.
@malletandchisel5154
@malletandchisel5154 25 күн бұрын
Merit is the antidote to grace. Success is the antidote to surrender. Work is the antidote to rest. Seek grace,seek to surrender, seek to rest. Seek all things in Christ.
@adacrespin3005
@adacrespin3005 22 күн бұрын
Thank you!!!
@DystopianApocalypse
@DystopianApocalypse 12 күн бұрын
Amen. 🙏
@rickcampanella4254
@rickcampanella4254 7 күн бұрын
Seek first the kingdom
@northstar92
@northstar92 Ай бұрын
this was the most important video I've seen in a while. thanks for sharing
@kiraflash4596
@kiraflash4596 26 күн бұрын
The best thing that ever happened to me was being attacked by a demon. I prayed to our beloved Lord Jesus Christ and the demon backed off in fear. At that moment I knew that Jesus is God and only he can save us. Before that my faith was weak and I was full of doubts, but now I know the truth! I belong to Jesus Christ of Nazareth forever! 🙏✝️
@A3GSPD
@A3GSPD Ай бұрын
Beautifully put. Christ is Risen!☦️
@raywest7222
@raywest7222 Ай бұрын
Amen indeed he is truly risen
@lykakinchen7601
@lykakinchen7601 Ай бұрын
That blew my mind. I experienced all this after baptism but I was baptised as it was my mother's choice and thank God it was. I don't even have any idea who I was before then. Yet when it happened I felt I lost my identity, so lost and just wanted to go back to Heaven. I knew I was doing something serious, but what ensued was the most painful repentance that I felt I could never make up for what I'd done, I was in a terrible state yet I felt like I was surrounded by Heaven. It was really uncomfortable to change so drastically but I am so grateful and was so grateful. I just cared so much. I was in so much pain at others suffering yet I thought there was something wrong with me and braced myself to not do what I was impelled to do. I remember hearing a homeless person crying, wailing, I hid in a doorway close by listening and crying and my heart ached and I think I was praying but with my heart. I wanted to go up to them but living in London it's so not done. I remember again asking, why do I at my most spiritual feel the suffering of people and animals all around me, like I can hear it almost. Thank God I've come across this video, I was always told I was a failure. I never had any worldy ambition. I am so glad to have this guidance. Because I just want to get back to the purity that I felt before instead of trying to standardise myself. Now when I have the impulse to go and embrace any stranger in pain and defend those who are crying and comfort those who are angry I can trust that it is the right thing to do. Thank you God and forgive me for my sins. I want to go in the right direction. Also remembering to use discernment.
@evrgrnevrgrn7469
@evrgrnevrgrn7469 29 күн бұрын
Baptism DOES NOT save you, repentance and a relationship with God, and being born again is the ONLY way.
@lykakinchen7601
@lykakinchen7601 29 күн бұрын
100% agree.
@lykakinchen7601
@lykakinchen7601 29 күн бұрын
What I mean is I agree that Baptism doesn't guarantee Salvation however it may lead to it. It is really up to God. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast.
@PETERJOHN101
@PETERJOHN101 29 күн бұрын
​@@lykakinchen7601 Paul was not referring to baptism in this passage but to JEWISH law due to Jewish converts and their practice of the Halakah. Jesus says in Mark 16:16 that both believing and baptism are required for salvation, it is one of his commandments. A person on his death bed who comes to faith in his final moments can receive a merciful exception to this but that is very, very rare.
@evrgrnevrgrn7469
@evrgrnevrgrn7469 29 күн бұрын
@@lykakinchen7601 ... TRUE!! Baptism is a outward symbol of Faith, but you are correct God will save those HE deems worthy based on there level of Faith and dedication to show themselves approved in His eyes. We are not saved by works only through Faith and studying the word of God.
@jackieann5494
@jackieann5494 26 күн бұрын
Lord Jesus Christ. Son of God Have Mercy on me a sinner
@trevorwright2
@trevorwright2 8 күн бұрын
I was thinking of this yesterday hold on to your love for liturgy. Some converts might fall into new sins after chismation. His yoke is light. Keep breaking through the strongholds.
@kaylakincannon3458
@kaylakincannon3458 Ай бұрын
Christ is risen! Truly He is risen! Thank Fr. I needed to hear this.
@mdpadillajr1
@mdpadillajr1 Ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this it makes so much sense and has clarified to me why I am the way I am separated from everyone and the world feeling completely worthless, and like a failure and unholy begging for forgiveness every day and asking for help from what I can't do on my own 😔 love you all remember repent people Yeshua is coming soon
@emmap1159
@emmap1159 Ай бұрын
I needed to hear this. God always provides doesn't He? Father, thank you for the encouragement. I pray God knows I'm sorry.
@DCWoodWorking
@DCWoodWorking 18 күн бұрын
Glory be to God for all things
@Thyalwaysseek
@Thyalwaysseek 11 күн бұрын
Yes Glory be to God the Father for all things.
@JesusisTheWay70x7
@JesusisTheWay70x7 Ай бұрын
It says 15:15 on my clock when this is ended and I picked up phone to switch videos. I thought “click like button” to show appreciation as I did truly get a lot from this…..immediately after I did I then I saw under the video it said: “uploaded 15 hours ago” 😂 God is always working. Even in silly ways like this
@Music-Visually
@Music-Visually Ай бұрын
Thank so you much Father 🙏 This has helped me so much - I am learning, praying my way to becoming Orthodox - with God's grace. Slowly His light is entering my soul in this world. May the Lord bless everyone tonight 🙏🙏 🙏
@TakeTheRide
@TakeTheRide Ай бұрын
It only feels like it gets worse because you haven't changed yet. If you truly become a believer in scriptures, in the commandments, that will change you and you will stop the sin that you know is wrong. May YHWH change your heart.
@IAMFISH92
@IAMFISH92 29 күн бұрын
Amen.
@user-lt7mv2ui2p
@user-lt7mv2ui2p 20 күн бұрын
You know that sounds nice when life is going good, so easy to sit on your high horse and say stuff like this when life ain't besting you down and you pray you don't wake up tomorrow. If it was this easy everyone would get into the kingdom. Don't get drunk on your own self righteousness, only Jesus was sinless, you're capable of sinning too so stay humble.
@IAMFISH92
@IAMFISH92 20 күн бұрын
@@user-lt7mv2ui2p He’s not saying that life gets easier or that difficult situations don’t arise if one becomes a true believer. He’s just saying what the scriptures say. Of course sin will still occur for true believers, but not to the extent and the frequency with which Fr. Seraphim is talking about. To say sin “gets worse” after we find Christ is a complete confusion of Jesus for the law of Moses. It’s the discovery and revealing of the law that makes our sin worse and more difficult to deal with, whereas Christ is the revelation that frees us from that slavery to sin as revealed by the law. See Romans 6 and 7. Will LIFE become more difficult when one commits to Christ? Maybe. Probably, actually. But that’s not because sin increases. It typically gets harder when one becomes a Christian because once real transformation occurs in the believer then those around the believer who have yet to submit to Christ are left exposed in their own unrighteousness by virtue of the Godly life lived by the believer. This creates tension and animosity between the believer and unbeliever, and the unbeliever is likely to be aggressive towards the believer. Likewise, God gives opportunity for growth in the believer by putting temptations and obstacles in the way of the believer. This is the way in which life can become more situationally difficult for the believer. But you know what? For the true believer all of these things are experienced with joy and peace. Bottom line: Sin does not increase after transformation occurs.
@TakeTheRide
@TakeTheRide 20 күн бұрын
@@user-lt7mv2ui2p I was referring to sin, things like adultery and stealing etcetera, I wasn't referring to your financial state or your physical health state.... but feel free to assume.
@adamg7937
@adamg7937 13 күн бұрын
Have your meat self be less and your renewed spirit self be more so that you can feel God's joy and peace. We do not ask for forgiveness since we were already forgiven. We confess so that truth can deliver us. Renew your mind.
@Sudden-Death
@Sudden-Death 2 күн бұрын
This has been very helpful, and well articulated! 🙏
@Bavubuka
@Bavubuka 12 күн бұрын
Wow. How did I get so lucky to have found you? 🙏
@rebekah7635
@rebekah7635 22 күн бұрын
This is such a hard insight to accept. Because I do miss being successful in worldly terms. It’s hard to give that up and straight up serve others.
@Carmen.2001
@Carmen.2001 28 күн бұрын
I often look at many states of this world, as well as seeing how sinful many people are. And I just, my heart hurts that that is such a heart piercing reality. That people are living gleefully, with such a lack of humility, compassion, kindness, and humanity. I pray to the Lord to have mercy on us all
@taylorcrawford6156
@taylorcrawford6156 9 күн бұрын
I’ve been questing this and wondering why I was doing so good and not doing anything bad before getting closer to Christ. I started getting videos on my fyp about how getting closer to God results in that and it made me feel less bad, less alone and heard. By forgetting this yet still questioning it and asking God for answers this shows up on my fyp, thank you for being obedient to God and making this video❤
@cfowler9789
@cfowler9789 Ай бұрын
I know that Orthodox Christians are taught to mistrust visions and I have a history as an artist so I'm aware of my often overactive imagination but I'd like an Orthodox response to this experience. A few months ago when I had the flu, I felt so unwell that I imagined death itself creeping across my body and It was as though I could be overwhelmed and lose my life. Weeks later I imagined that the world was suffering in a similar way. In this despair, I became aware that death and oblivion must have an opposite. Suddenly I felt as though I could perceive, as though through an opening and at a great distance, the source of all creation and life itself. I'm a skeptic and I've always struggled to believe but for a moment I knew, and I felt that this understanding would last forever. However, the moment I turned away, it was like a dream that I can now only remember as a metaphor, a raging inferno like the sun that could consume me in its love.
@Demetra719
@Demetra719 Ай бұрын
I can’t speak for all of Orthodoxy, but as an Orthodox Christian, my understanding is that yes, both of these states of existence exist and not just as opposites but also on a spectrum. The closer and more connected we are to God, the more things will feel like the beautiful indescribable loving side you described…and the farther away or more disconnected we are from God, the more our existence will feel like that sad, more deathly side of things that you described. And we can move between the two many times throughout life, depending on where we are at in relation to our connection to God (or, the true source of life and all creation). We believe that Christ “conquered death” for us, so that through Him we may no longer need to experience death in that terrible way, but instead, become United with God through what Christ taught, and mystically, through Christ himself as God incarnate.
@cfowler9789
@cfowler9789 Ай бұрын
@@Demetra719 Thank you for your thoughful response. Do you know how you came to this understanding? I'm wondering if there is something that I can read.
@kyledawson4535
@kyledawson4535 Ай бұрын
​@@cfowler9789you would highly suggest seeking out a priest and talking to him. But in the mean time read somethings from the late Metropolitan Kallitos Ware, he has some great introductions to orthodoxy. Ancient faith radio has some great stuff. Try praying the Jesus pray: Lord Jesus Christ has mercy on me. I also suggest you to the Virgin Mary and St.Jospeh ask them to guide you to the truth.
@Demetra719
@Demetra719 Ай бұрын
@@cfowler9789 I don’t know that there’s just one or two things you can read to really come to know this fully, because it is a deep concept and after 9 years being Orthodox I think I am only beginning to understand! But as Orthodoxy also teaches, while books definitely help - you learn these things in their depth, mystically, by participating in the life of the church, prayer, having a good spiritual father you can ask questions to who can guide you in order to avoid incorrect understanding, etc. Under that sort of protective covering and in a participatory way, you will have more experiences that help to expound upon these things in a mystical and spiritual way. Here are a few recommendations though book wise that definitely may help in terms of understanding the beginnings of some of these concepts (though I really recommend going in to talk to an Orthodox priest (I like speaking with the Greek Orthodox ones who are more familiar with the deeper meanings behind the Greek language as it pertains to these things) about what the Orthodox believe about “heaven & hell”, and how close or connected you are to God impacts how he will feel to you, whether in a body or not). The ancient church Fathers and the Saints talk a lot about this, but I would again ask a priest for a good recommendation for you personally! If you want to read more about the Orthodox Church, and kind of how it sees things to help build some foundational understanding - these books really helped me!: “Thinking Orthodox” by Dr. Jeannie Constantinou “The Orthodox Way” by Kallistos Ware And also, “The Religion of the Apostles” There’s also a KZfaq podcast called “Lord of Spirits” with some specific episodes on Heaven & Hell that might be helpful. Remember that in Orthodoxy, the thinking is not black & white, not really meant to be intellectualized, and it’s always best to try to find a good priest who you can talk to about your own personal experiences & situation! :)
@Demetra719
@Demetra719 Ай бұрын
@@cfowler9789 It’s really best to find an Orthodox priest to talk to about these things, initially. They can speak more to you and your experiences individually and advise in more detail and refer you to the right books that may help! These things really are so deep that it’s always best to have the help of someone like a parish priest (who has more experience and understanding) to provide the kind of nuanced conversational guidance that you can interact with and ask questions to, to at least begin to answer your questions in a way that is in line with what we’ve been taught over the past 2000+ years. ☺️
@cattheman6491
@cattheman6491 Ай бұрын
Profound words - and necessary for Christians to have an awareness of. John Bunyan was another man of God who experienced this phenomenon in a profound way, thinking himself the "Chief of Sinners".
@RaymondFelixFrancis
@RaymondFelixFrancis 18 күн бұрын
We are called to purify our heart, that means to fully realise how contaminated, unclean and evil it is... Only the serious about salvation can do this struggle and only the power of Christ can give us victory 🙏☦️♥️
@Elias-Herragoodwin
@Elias-Herragoodwin 9 күн бұрын
Certainly a Life altering moment this video has been, a beautiful conversation giving the utmost importance of lending the hand to the brothers and sisters around us. How much wisdom you have. Truly He is risen.
@promenemaya2286
@promenemaya2286 14 күн бұрын
Thank you from the bottom of my broken heart and crushed spirit for this video that was recommended at the darkest time of my whole sinner life.
@tomkrunes7289
@tomkrunes7289 27 күн бұрын
thank you for your beautiful wisdom brother .. much Love
@verocimil
@verocimil 9 күн бұрын
Thank you for this message!
@Bavubuka
@Bavubuka 12 күн бұрын
Lead all souls to heaven, especially those in most need of thy mercy.
@user-ne8vl2uh8g
@user-ne8vl2uh8g Ай бұрын
The Enemy attacks especially then.
@annamo6927
@annamo6927 4 күн бұрын
He could have said it more succinctly in this: our salvation is wholly of grace. Therefore no one can boast nor take down another follower of Jesus.
@Meowwolfwarrior
@Meowwolfwarrior Ай бұрын
I love your accent bro how you say Christ 😂❤❤❤❤love it . ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@user-ne8vl2uh8g
@user-ne8vl2uh8g Ай бұрын
Yes
@davidsthoughts60
@davidsthoughts60 21 күн бұрын
This gives me a lot to think and pray about.
@WilliamPotting
@WilliamPotting Ай бұрын
Truly edifying.
@kierenwuest8457
@kierenwuest8457 Ай бұрын
This is so good
@blasted2691
@blasted2691 Ай бұрын
God bless you, Father Seraphim.
@blu9371
@blu9371 Ай бұрын
This is exactly what I am going through right now. Been an Orthodox Christian for almost 2 years now and it's almost been my worst years sin and temptation-wise. He's been so silent everytime I asked Him, every time I cried out for His help, He stayed silent. He just watched. And knowing that, having 3 final exams on their way on July 1st, 2nd and 4th, I said if I don't pass them with a score that can get me to the only option of university I can go to, I'm going to walk away. But until then, I'm still going to pray to Him and keep being obedient. But it's getting on my nerves. I've been having my patience tested for 2 years now... The only thing that has helped me was meditating, which is breathing deeply, like tibetan monks. If I can't be an Orthodox Christian without applying *principles* , not practises of other religions like Buddhism into my Christian life, I really don't know what I'd choose. What's so bad about trying to control my breathing and to be aware of the present moment? That makes me grateful to Christ for nature. You don't know how God can work. The devil can work like this but He can work like this too, because He is better than the devil.
@GMGMGMGMGMGMGMGMGMGM
@GMGMGMGMGMGMGMGMGMGM Ай бұрын
How does The Jesus Prayer compare to meditation for you?
@kyledawson4535
@kyledawson4535 Ай бұрын
First off I want to say I am truly sorry you are in this position. I also want to say the Christ loves you and I love you. The church will never go away even if you go from her, she is your mother. Please pray and seek guidance from wise people specifically a spiritual father. Please speak to your priest. Have you looked into the desert fathers or any monastic practices?
@DesertRat.45
@DesertRat.45 Ай бұрын
Its simply because you are aware of it. Look back at when you were not.
@jojososomusugogo856
@jojososomusugogo856 Ай бұрын
take a look at the book of job brother
@AnastasiaTheConvert
@AnastasiaTheConvert Ай бұрын
True, because we are more cognizant of our sins and therefore feel unworthy.
@observer1242
@observer1242 Күн бұрын
Certainly a departure from feel good Christianity that American protestant preachers, en large mega churches have to offer.
@adriennelatimer2491
@adriennelatimer2491 Ай бұрын
Thank you
@Sharon-hn9wn
@Sharon-hn9wn Ай бұрын
Amen 🙏. Thank you, Father for your teachings. May God bless you. 🙏
@NewYorkMets978
@NewYorkMets978 Ай бұрын
This video hit different. May Jesus Bless all of us Brother! Amen!
@misterias3
@misterias3 4 күн бұрын
love you bro. Amazing video.
@koskara1314
@koskara1314 Ай бұрын
Beautiful words. ❤☦️ Ευχαριστώ
@TheManWithoutAName1120
@TheManWithoutAName1120 21 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your wisdom
@donhaddix3770
@donhaddix3770 Ай бұрын
the cross is death,the resurrection is life. he is surrounded by death and idols.
@angelachiorean5151
@angelachiorean5151 Ай бұрын
❤ We pray for Mercy!
@anniebroman8914
@anniebroman8914 Ай бұрын
Excellent teaching, thank you so much, this is so true and I needed to hear this
@diegodurso4394
@diegodurso4394 Ай бұрын
Thank you father for your contribute. I've been struggling for weeks and you just mentioned all my douts and all my fears about this sensation of uncomfortableness. God bless you for your precious work
@serenajackowski5891
@serenajackowski5891 5 күн бұрын
This hit so close to home. Thank you. I haven't wept like in years.
@ieshjust16
@ieshjust16 6 күн бұрын
This message convicted me so much.
@_angl_
@_angl_ Ай бұрын
This is very relevant for me right now. Empowering to hear it portrayed this way.
@marycrockett350
@marycrockett350 Ай бұрын
Nice to see again father ❤
@bryansears6470
@bryansears6470 27 күн бұрын
My heart goes out to this brother.
@lisapagan9458
@lisapagan9458 Ай бұрын
I really a this message!
@brianjames9946
@brianjames9946 Ай бұрын
Thank You Father.
@7.62x63mm
@7.62x63mm 26 күн бұрын
Thank you, Father.
@artmaibach7509
@artmaibach7509 27 күн бұрын
My given Soul says YES AMEN !!! Love !!!
@KingZeb8
@KingZeb8 2 күн бұрын
damn!!!! this has happened to me of recent I found christ, maybe not to the degree that's needed but then the sins start hitting hard
@davidscalais
@davidscalais 29 күн бұрын
Can relate to this completely I believe it because the image is so difficult to live up to that level of perfection
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