I would give anything to have almost 200k subs on one channel and 1.8 on another. Don’t let your channels die girl. Even if you feel like crap just vlog it.

May i say your so pretty i think shopping is a healither addiction lol

Truly felt that about tharepy getting all that yuck out of u diffently

I would never wanna do drugs but I bet this reminds every body how good being sober feels how u felt better sober

i have 11 tattoos, and one of them is a broken jeart

Your brother doing that quote was the water boy Adam sandler the silly thing he said

Beemed

Wow, it's not my world! She is recovering but what about her father? Will he get over it? Is he scarred for life?

Your fresh face and natural hair are gorgeous. I can tell it makes you uncomfortable. I hope someday you can be comfortable in your skin because you truly are beautiful without all of it. Shining from within ❤

Im recovering from anorexia after 10+ years and when I see your videos I can relate so much with many symptoms and experiences even my addiction not being substance-related. Love your videos and tips about this theme. Stay safe 🫂

Suboxone always gave me precipitated withdraw even if I waited 60+ hours pure hell thank God for methadone

8:00 Phone cameras lieeeeeeee!!! Agreed. They’re so unflattering for me!

I think this is the 8 th time getting clean. I am almost 17 days sober from weed and alcohol ! I will say I am more ready than I have ever been to be sober . ❤ it took 4 years . You really showed me that being sober with trauma is possible. Thanks so much Taylor !

pls, pls girl, check out everything about psichodelic healing....

wow very good video

How are you doing now

i love this explanation of the cycle!!!

seeing this video after everything is really crazy because i can tell how badly she needed help but when i first watched this i didn’t see it

WE NEEEEED AN UPDATED ONE BBY!!! ✨✨✨ ps. An update on maybe a suboxn video considering there is such minimal sub videos on KZfaq !!

For the weight gain and regaining my appetite I had to be on Mirtazapine tablets one tablet each evening it helped me go from a shocking 6 and half stone to 9st 3lbs in only 8-9 weeks of taking them and I was able to sleep soundly right through from 10pm-8am each night ,it helped me sooo much to be eating and sleeping right cause I was once again a healthy “normal” human being so then I had zero desire to want to touch any drugs out of boredom or out of feeling shitty abt myself and everything in between there is nothing worse than looking in the mirror and seeing a thin, pale ill looking person staring back when the weight drops off so Mirtazapine was the one that sorted that part for me and a very light dose of diazepam to lift my mood too 10 2mg tablets a day at that time so yep I swapped street drugs to my anti psychotic tablet and and anti anxiety pills but I’d rather this than the life I had well done taylor Nicole dean 🤍 🤍

you probably won’t see my comment but my brother was an addict it started when he started working for someone and they would pay him in drugs and eventually pills turned into heroin and he lost his girlfriend and job & was an addict for like 6 years we thought he was doing good (he was still doing other stuff behind our backs) my mom had found out and said he couldn’t come to the house that way so he would go on his binges else where and one night he got dropped off at a party on his way home from work & passed away with his phone and necklace missing the investigators refused to do anything long story short i never understood why he did what he did or why he felt the way he always did til i started watching your videos.

I watch this video about every year it really helps seeing some improve their life and get help hopefully one day I can get better too

Your very smart for staying away from methadone. That's an entirely different hell than what you've already gone through. (Speaking from experience unfortunately)

I just hit 4 years clean. Dealing with heart problems now. So scary

I'm on Suboxone to I totally get going in and trying to look nice because I have a really hard time with that it is so hard with the showering thing 2 from going from being a drug addict just like you don't really care and do you have to relearn it all

You look lovely ♡ ❤️

I started crying, wow. You're amazing

This also help with the food addiction, Thank for sharing! ❤

You have a cool haircut :)

The porcupine is cute

Please don’t get tattoos, you are beautiful the way you are. Don’t trash your skin

Very much appreciatie for sharing, hope You stay safe, You are hope, i love You for Your time and insight, be your best version, i think we are all proud and happy for You and your experience and love for other people to Get out of the slumps and become better in all facets of life, thank You for sharing and spreading hope and selflove, a heart for the ones that feel like they have none sometimes when times are tough, i loved the fact that you have shared your story, i wish You the best girl, much love !!!

Just wanna say girl you are awesome, I’m deadass serious saying there needs to be more ppl like you, your so pure such a genuine REAL person, I seriously wish coud meet you one day honestly, been subbed & following ya journey for last few years & always return to these vids every once in awhile.. MUCH LOVE from a fellow addict in SouthJersey ❤️🤙🏻

Is it to late to take the narrow road and believe in God? I'm glad you are at peace right now. Congratulations.

Y6our teddy is wanted and needed what is his/ her name? My bear since I was younger was named lumpy.

I'm a recovered addict from specially heroin aka the drug you're addicted to. YES, WE CAN STOP USING! I'M 2 YEARS CLEAN AND I GOT OFF THE METHADONE AND SUBOXONE REALLY FAST TOO! I have no desire to go back. I thank God and if it wash for God, I wouldn't be here. I had A LOT of willpower and inspiration. So no excuses. Heroin is extremely hard to stop but it's possible.

Watching this video back after everything that happened in the three and a half years since you posted this is just so ironic and sad at the same time… So basically you didn’t have any withdrawal symptoms? You "felt great" the first two weeks of rehab when they took you off Suboxone after just three days? Girl, then you weren’t even physically addicted yet. You were really lucky and had a real chance back then to stay clean, but you didn’t take it. You rather lie about using heroin and meth to this day changing how many clean time you allegedly have every two months, always announcing content and then never uploading, you haven’t shown or even mentioned 90% of your animals since before you went to rehab for the first time in 2019 and we don’t even know which are still alive, most are apparently still in "temporary" setups since you moved back in with your parents, you’ve been proven to lie about their condition and much more. You only ever hang out with other addicts that literally post poems and songs about using and pictures of drugs (keep pretending we all didn’t see the pic your best friend Kassi posted of the spoon with BLACK TAR HEROIN on it, or the white lines on the iPhone screen in the picture when you two were out partying together the 3rd night in a row)… But you still say your besties have been clean for years. Girl, your pupils are tiny in literally every picture of yourself you post, you regularly appear posting spun sounding rants on your story about the most irrelevant stuff at 5AM after being gone from social media for weeks for the 37th time, then you went out every day for a week drinking while also claiming you can’t even stand up to film a video because of mysterious "heart issues" you also say aren’t caused by your drug abuse. AND as if all these things weren’t enough, you’re even on good terms with Jonny again who also outed you for still being on drugs by leaking messages between the two of you TWICE in the past couple months. You must be joking at this point. CLEARLY. I know addicts lie, but this is becoming absurd.

Thanks for sharing ❤️

Hey Taylor! I just discovered your channels and Instagram yesterday 1.22.2023. I love makeup and all kinds of beauty products. I really enjoyed this video and your sense of humor and special effects are awesome. I hope you’re doing well ❤.

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I love the stila liquid eyeshadow. It's amazing

Readers beware! This girls is very obviously being paid to recommend La Hacienda. It’s not near as nice nor as “renown” as she says. I went there and can give you a more practical , honest feedback if you want.

Bish imma cow bish imma cow, I'm not a cat, I don't say meow.

every1 gets noticed but me.. 🙋🏼‍♀ & i really DO got something to show ppl TOO.. (it happened so fast, & it only got worse) even-tho i haven't done such things, in like a DECADE, it's NEVER fixed itself.. my face is practically hollow now.. ppl need to know .. (to learn from my mistakes) 💁🏼‍♀ had i of grown up differently, maybe i wouldn't of lived like that thru my 20s.. makin me start fallin apart, & withering away thru my 30s, to where i probably wouldn't even make it PASSED my 40s.. 🤷🏼‍♀ maybe i WOULDN'T of got trapped into such things.. (but, it's just too bad for ME, addiction was inevitable) recovery IS possible.. but it's a shame tho, that there ARE ppl that WILL forever see u as "an ADDICT," from then on out.. ☝🙄 (atleast, that's how it's been in MY case)

a headstone is NOT a "rising coffin"

As addicts or just anyone dealing with depression/ substance abuse. W.e it is. You’re not alone /:

Great video you make me happy watching you and what you do your amazing beautiful love the crock tatt kool make me want to get 1 lol

I know you’ll never see this , but you are ABSOLUTELY drop f*cling dead beautiful!! Any one lucky enough to be a friend or associate of yours I lowkey envy.. I wish I coud one day meet you, your so cool , beautiful, smart && honestly inspiring as f*ck!!!!! 💯💯🙏🏼

Nemo was either scratching itself, or leaving its scent on the wood.

I did 8 treatment centre stays, and completed most of them. We didn’t have Sober living houses 30 years ago. I learned not to go back to Toronto, when I got out, and I needed meetings every morning and every night for at least the first 6months. That’s what I needed, after 14 years of heroin.