Ty! It annoys me so much with the random music😭

THANK YOU FOR NO RANDOM MUSIC😭😭

TY oml i rlly needed one without the rando music 😭💀

0:46 genuinely so terrified of looking back on myself in this way in the future. im so constantly self conscious and aware, performing for people in fear of judgement even when im completely alone, i dont know if i can handle the thought of having to start performing for my older self too- i hope she looks back on me with kindness

0:00 is how I feel with that tiny voice...

How tf do i feel so empty that i cant even make vent art 💀

Vent: I’m an empathetic person. Probably too much for my own good. I feel strongly about injustices I want to protect the ones I love and care for And I care for all my friends. But This one friend Pisses me off Bc they don’t do anything to help themselves They have anemia And have pills for it. But they refuse to take them Yet still complain about being tired/ feeling like they’re about to faint They’re gender fluid But don’t tell us their newest pronouns And get upset when we forget to ask They say they don’t feel emotions But say they keep grudges They say they need to lose weight When theyre already close to becoming anorexic Bc they don’t eat proper meals Or any meals sometimes They’re violent towards me and my other friend (especially her) But when we bring it up to them they say it’s their love language They don’t accept help They get annoyed when me and my friends try to help They push us away They ignore us when they want They don’t care about our emotions They don’t care if they hurt our feelings And it hurts me To think that someday I’m going to have to protect my other friend feelings from them. Edit: I would say they’re toxic But I can’t leave them Because they need help. If not now, then when things get so bad that they’re in genuine danger.

I busted my knee and I have to get stitches. I don’t know why I’m here, you guys make me feel safe.

Thx you so much we needed this!! Small vent lol I may not be myself, I may have two many personatlities that clash and make me want to destro everything in my path. I could never be just one person, I doubt I could even be a person. I’m not original, every aspect of my being is copied and stolen from things I enjoy. I feel insane but also strangely calm. I don’t think I’ll ever truly be happy, happiness are for those who deserve it, I have not earned my place in this world. Sorry about such a dark vent lol 😅😅

i cant really do anything. recently ive been spending majority of my time just doing nothing and rotting in my bed because i don’t have energy to get up and talk to people. i dont know what’s wrong with me and even my mom doesn’t know. ive tried therapy and i couldn’t even go back to it because i got scared. i know im not supposed to feel upset but i can’t help it i always get destructive whenever im angry and end up spacing from people. im not going to get better, i know im not going to get better anytime soon either. everyone has it worse and im just complaining about the small things and i feel so selfish because i don’t necessarily have any major trauma so i have no excuse for feeling like this. i feel so dumb and annoying whenever i ask for help because it’s always the same thing every single time that nobody would want to hear im always so clingy towards people and end up hurting them or genuinely being annoying and im scared to tell or show people how i really feel because i don’t want to be judged and im so sick of everyone leaving me. im always going to be stupid and never understand anyone or anything and i guess im okay with it now because there’s nothing i can do im so narcissistic and annoying i can’t see how anyone deals with me. i hate eating and i can’t help but spit up as soon as i finish it just grosses me out so much. i don’t want to get better because i want to see how bad i can get

when at school theres a art project that i have to draw my own face and writes all about me hoby.. fav foods.. drink.. talent but. somehow i dont know what to write?what is mh hoby? what is my talent? drinks?? i dont even remember my own face its not that i cant draw but i dont remeber my own FACE i always draw my face different because i dont like my face now i dont remember my own face.

can i please vent? someone on roblox insulted me for talking to myself. that same person told me to SLIT MYSELF. i didn't even do anything. I told someone in the server about it, and they confronted the person. I HAD SCREENSHOTTED PROOF. that person (that told me to slit, which i am going to call A) said they didn't tell me to slit. i said they were lying. SOMEONE BELIEVED THAT A WAS TELLING THE TRUTH. they began to bully me more. i left the game. mind you i am LITERALLY 9 YEARS OLD. NO ONE CARED. it happened today, by the way.

Tysm i hate how im literally fvking choking myself and the random ass music is playing

11:21 I would love to here them talk for hours on end actually

i hate myself sm i feel like throwing up i’ll never be good enough for anyone heheheheh i fucking hate being an empath bc it makes me so fucking nauseous every fucking time im literally gonna cry myself to sleep 🎀

sometimes i hate myself. i cant ask for help because i feel dumb and annoying when i do. i cant speak my emotions because i fear the outcome. i cant cry so tears run down my straight face daily. wtf i wrong with me?

I really want to vent, but I want to check rn if that's alright?

I watch these because i want to know what some people feel so i dont be the "bad guy" in their lives, but i've noticed that i relate to a lot of these... is that normal?

Vent under this comment if you need i wanna come back and read all your comments doing my beat to leave one on each of you guys comments 💜

Thank you for no random music, I already planned my death, I love everyone and I hope everyone has a good life!! 💗

I was doing so good

Im 6 days clean :D

..you know? I always think my mom had it worse or ** surely lived worse but i started to remember and i don't think is an over react when it come to almost two S'A, my parents neglecting me, the nurses torturing me, no having empathy and wanting to die since 5 or 6 years old (i don't really remember what age i had when i do my first attemp but i know it was after the hospital so is was like around these years) and surviving to much times to death

FINALLY

I'm so so sorry to ruin all the thank yous but id like to vent because a I have fake friends called let respect their privacy by calling them "N' "J" and "M" so M always says I'm not doing something right and "N" tells me to kill myself and "J" is always using me for foods which i dont really cause I'm tryna loose weight and I haven't been eating well then they still call me fat and yeah that's it (sorry for being dramatic)

Hey everyone, come here. Vent to me, People. I know you need to, make it long, short, detailed, blurry. Tell me.

vent ❤ I HATE MYSELF I WISH THAT I'M DEAD I'm ok😊

Does anyone know what the song is at 5:56?