It's so incredibly sad to me that she did absolutely everything she was supposed to do and it didn't work. I'm so sad for her and her family. I've been watching their journey and praying she'd pull through. I've never met them but I have love for their entire family. They have such a beautiful love ❤️ I'm still praying for them all 🙏

RIP Jenny. Your now a shining star. No more pain, no more tests, no more treatments.

Is anyone else here to binge watch Jenny’s cancer journey again? My heart aches knowing all treatments and clinical trials her small body endured. Her children will look back on these vlogs and know how hard she fought to be with them.❤🙏🏼❤

Beautiful girl did everything bravely to stay alive. She fought so hard to stay with them. So sad that she will never see these children grow up but the love she has for them will stay forever. She has documented lots so they will be able to see beautiful mommy always.❤

Miss you so much Jenny. You went above and beyond. You were too good for this world anyway. You taught EVERYONE so much. THANK YOU sweetheart. 🐞

Rest in Peace sweet Jenny. You beat "Cancer" and now you're healed. We all love and miss you. Blessings to Kyle, Ellis, Winnie and the entire family/friends.

It’s still so hard for me to believe that Jenny has passed. I love and miss her. If God allowed it, I would have happily taken her place so she could have lived out her life with Kyle and the kiddos. But that’s not how God wrote this story snd so we’re left with grief at losing her but also great gratitude to have met her and caught glimpses of her beautiful,soul and life. May she’s rest peacefully in the arms of our Lord Jesus Christ.

My heart is breaking because you are the most amazing people and I've fallen so in love with your whole dear family and it's so hard see you all in pain. I continue to prayer for you every day, and will not stop praying for that miracle.

Wanting a new Jenny video and realizing that's never going the happen again is a tiny miniscule glimpse into how those who knew her must feel

So sad to see this episode 😢 She did everything possible to beat this cancer..RIP Jenny

So incredibly happy these are filmed for the babies to see their momma shine even when things got too hard. Jenny loved her family so deeply what a treasure trove for Ellis and Winnie❤😢

jenny has left such a legacy..I watch just to hear her voice..the brightest stars burn out too fast...will always remember her

Cancer is just so cruel!!!!!! It took this beautiful woman and lovely family and turned everyone into a shell of their former selves. I was so used to seeing Jenny sick, so going back to the beginning of her treatments is such a shock. What a beautiful family! Im just so sad they had to go through all of this!!!! Fuck cancer!!!!

What an amazing, beautiful person Jenny was. Her children will be so proud of her when they are old enough to appreciate how hard she tried to get well, how hard she fought and how much she loved them so courageously documented in the videos. It's heart breaking to see the outcome to such a courageous effort. ❤

Watching this 2 years later. Your body has been through so much. I pray the proton therapy buys you more meaningful time with your family and that you can find peace and rest in this life and beyond. ❤️

I knew Jenny would beat cancer, I prayed that it would be an earthly healing but at least she is now cancer free! Like so many others I fell in love with this precious family and followed them throughout this journey. Their story is one of the most beautiful love stories I have ever known, if only everyone could be half as kind as this family……..what a wonderful world this would be.♥♥♥

I didn't find you until the end of your journey. Sweet Jenny, RIP. You are beautiful!

Jenny you are such a warrior! Never doubt that you didn't do everything in your power to be with your beautiful family. I feel blessed to know you through your journey. I pray for you every day and night. We will never forget you. 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

RIP Sweet Jenny. ❤❤ Your life made an impact on people you never met.

One of the most beautiful souls out there. What a treasure she was/is! How I miss her so much. 💜😢 Winnie and Ellis will cherish these videos when they are older, even the hard videos and be so proud of their beautiful, precious mom. She fought so hard for her babies and husband. Jenny shown such a level of strength and determination that continues to put me in total awe. We miss you Jenny, you are finally free of pain and suffering, and beat cancer. Fly with all the ladybugs, butterflies and run through the flower meadows. 💜🐞🦋🌻

I pray your passing is peaceful and you will be remembered for the sweet wonderful person you are…❤️

I am completely amazed that she is smiling and explaining things like she is giving instructions on a cooking show. Her positive attitude gave her longevity with cancer.

We will miss you so much. Jenny and prayers to all the family. We love you.

I adore how Sweet Ellis, used to play with his Mommies hair, during book reading time……it soothed him, I’m sure. ❤️🙏🏼

So young. We miss You Jenny ❤❤❤

You were such a beautiful human with the biggest heart. I can pnly imagine how beautiful you are as an angel in heaven. Miss u jenny ❤

Miss you Jenny.

Just looking back at some of your old videos. You are a natural on camera. I love that about you. So authentically yourself1.

I love you, Jenny!! Rest In Peace, Sweetheart!!! Miss you!!!

Jenny has to be the one of the most beautiful angels, both inside and outside.❤ I’ve never ever met anyone as sweet, kind, caring, loving, genuine, generous, the list goes on……Thankyou for loving us, Jennie, as we loved you. 🌺🫶🏽💕🙏🏼

I didn't know about you all till about 3 months ago. I cannot believe what you've been through Jenny! Winnie and Ellis were so young when this all started. You guys deserve a break! 😢❤

I feel so bad, that she tried and tried, but all was in vain. Rest In Heaven, beautiful Jenny. I know you will be a beautiful guardian angel watching over your family until they join you in Heaven. I never knew you or your family, but I was sad to hear of your story and the terrible ending. RIP

You did absolutely everything that you should have done, you were a Warrior, Jennie. Surrounded by a tribe of people and family, that loved you. ❤

We will miss your beautiful face!!our lord took you home far too soon ,it’s always the good that get taken JENNY!!! YOU BEAT CANCER!!!! LIKE!!! THE!!!! WARRIOR!!! YOU!! ARE!!!!! God!!! Bless!! R.I.P Sweet!! Angel!!!😇 all my family and I send our heartfelt condolences 💐 to Kyle ,Ellis,Winnie & pets & all the family 😢we love you all ❤️💐🙏love from Liverpool uk 🇬🇧 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

I just subscribed..I have been catching up with your videos. I, too , received a stage 3 ovarian cancer dx when I was 44 years old. That, too, is a very serious cancer… I relate with your anxiety and side effects from chemo..and all the fears. I have 3 kids… it is a hard …lonely…road. It is scary…all of it. I know. You will make it. Trust in that.. I thought I was dying. Emotions all over the place and all the side effects from the chemo…horrible. I just turned a big 69 years old! God hears your prayers…you are going to do this…hug you babies and know that you will get better…it is just scary right now….❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🦋🦋🦋 I’ll pray for you.

I love Jenny and this family. I miss her already. I am praying for peace over her family.

Shine on Jenny God hold you forever. ❤❤

If we could all create the perfect world for us to have the ability to change things by being able to donate time...I would. This is the first time I have decided to watch from the very beginning, I had started but began running behind and missed episodes. Today, knowing that sweet Jenny is on the edge of life and her transitional journey from her to becoming a loving memory ...(if any one should be an angel, Jenny should be the head angel with wings of gold). Over time I have read for the most part wonderful, loving and encourage messages to Jenny, this beautiful young mother and loving wife. Their marriage alone is so beautiful, they love with deepest commitments and understanding of who each one is as individuals...and how perfectly they have become in the true sense of the wor, ONE IN SPIRIT. Now Jenny's journey is coming to an end, and hearts are breaking....how could anyone not just have such love for this beautiful young mother who lived each moment in her life...thinking the better way to handle her fear...and to remain the strong mother who could only slowly begin to let her children know that mommy was unwell, and God may choose to call her home and how their spirits have become as one...in love, in parenting and now and this just broke me as she expresses her fear "I'm scared"...there is so much Jenny has done to live, to continue to fight to stay...she never gave in she knew how unfair this entire diagnosis was, and that there were never going to be an answer for "WHY ME?". It is so wrong for such a beautiful, sweet sprit to have to walk alone now into the night, and say a final farewell to her devoted husband....but to have to know her children are left to go one without her, is crushing her. I often get upset at how so many people take life for granted. Or waste life in so many unnecessary ways...lost on a path of self-destruction or even bringing harm to others..yet here is this incredible spirit who for some reason I will never accept or understand...must leave all that is so beautiful and precious to her, to leave Kyle when their life and family seemed the very best life could ever give to this beautiful devoted .man and his beautiful wife...and the void her absence will bring to her babies...to all the people who she loved and who were always there when anything was needed. This certainly evokes so many emotions in me, I cannot phantom the pain those close and showed such tender love and support during this journey. ...for those who have stood with her, helped her on hard days, cheered her on and laughed with her n the rare moments she was free of any thoughts of cancer, but feeling pure happiness for all that she has in life. Jenny iisn't the type of human being who says.."I just can't do this".and get stuck..she did just the opposite ...once she cane to some degree of acceptance of this out of no where this unexpected overwhelming diagnosis was now presenting her to have to deal with...she never gave herself the time to ponder "why me?" and got stuck there, of course everyone does indeed say WHY ME.. I realized at that moment, I would be saying that a thousand times a day if I faced the total interruption of my love story with my husband and the beautiful babies we created in love. All the plans we made, knowing what it would take to be the best and most loving couple, and the parents of those sweet gorgeous babies you and Jenny gave to this world. .Makes me so angry inside then my heart gives way to the love and respect I have been so privileged to have a small peek into this delicate life journey woman, Jenny Apple. Now knowing this evening, what Jenny is now going through....and if I feel so overwhelmed and sad, my immediate love and concern is for Kyle. Your a hell of a man, together you and Jenny are MY Romeo and Juliet..and having worked in Hospice many years, I know you are indeed a man of good and great qualities. Few men and this is not to be critical of spouses who simply don't know how to handle such tremendous over whelming situations as you have done your very best to be the most loving and present husband I have ever been so privileged to be able to watch this journey of love and devotion you provided for your beautiful wife. Your love for each other is uplifting...whoever brought you up Kyle, helped you to become the incredible loving perron, husband and Dad you are. Thank you Mother for me, she loved you and allowed you to feel life on your terms and through kindness. My prayers continue...be strong.

I never met you Jenny, though I would have loved to. I can honestly say I love you Jenny with my whole heart❤️ Fly high with the angels🙏🏼✝️📿❤️

We all miss u Jenny fly high up there Jenny ur an angel now watching over ur lovely family ❤❤❤❤❤❤

You are amazing. This video give such an insight into everything you have to go through. We had no idea. These videos will help so many people who are going to go through treatment, or are just starting treatment. You are such a strong woman and we love you so much. 💖

My beautiful jenny 💘 saddened by your ending days here.but you will have the comfort of God and rhe angels xx

You tried so hard dear Jenny, but life just isn’t fair. R.I.P. lovely lady.

Im so sad the fight has ended... i see her face and still have that urge to root and hope for her to have a healing miracle! Love and prayer to kyle ellis and winnie!! ❤🙏

Indeed, she is beautiful. ✨✨✨

Watching these videos back absolutely breaks my heart. I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this. I’m sorry for your loss and your sweet family left behind. You’re an incredible person and you’ll be missed forever. 😢😢

Precious girl, you’ve been through so much. Praying for a complete recovery for you.. God bless you and Kyle and your beautiful children.

I wonder how much time this gave you ….I hope all you went through was worth it , because your little body went through so much…if it did give you time, then it was worth it ….❤️😍

I am a more recent follower but this vlog has given me a better understanding of what you have been through. God Bless Jenny❤️. You are a wonderful, kind person.

She looks so healthy in this video so sad she has passed away

You balance everything with such grace - being a full time mother, wife, and friend while adapting to the taxing challenges of cancer. I never realized how many different medications and routines you have to juggle, but you make it look easy! You truly are a warrior and I love you! 🤍

Dearest Jenny. I am teary watching this. You are a beautiful angel and in no more pain . What a precious addition to heaven you are .

A beautiful family picture. R.I.P. Jenny. God Bless Kyle,Ellis and winnie.

Rest in peace Jenny, May God be with your family

You all are a rear breed I don't think I could have done it but now she is with the son she could not see on earth you all are amazing thank you for sharing this amazing lady

Our group of 5 all watched this together. Jenny, I worked in martial arts for several years with a lot of tough guys. You are tougher than any of them including me. We are so impressed with you. Grandma says she loves you with all her heart. Thanks for sharing this.

She was/is one amazing woman. She is so strong, positive and a inspiration to anyone going through this. May-she rest in piece.

Miss Jenny so much! R.I.P. Jenny. You are missed. 😥🐞

It’s hard watching these earlier videos and seeing the innocence of both Jenny and Kyle. RIP Jenny

I just read your story down here in Australia and my goodness, what an incredibly strong woman and mumma you are. Sending you so much love and healing energy 💜💫💜

Watching some old videos.....feel so sad...Jenny was so positive and worked so hard to be upbeat. I hate how this has ended up. But hell, she's leaving such a strong example for her children. As an aside - that outfit is SO chic and looks great! (And I never knew Kyle ever had blonde hair!)

Jenny you are an amazing, loving, selfless person. Everything about you is so beautiful. You are the advocate so many women experiencing possible cancer symptoms needs: we all need to be strong advocates for ourselves and our health. It sucks that you have to be leading the charge to get doctors to listen. I’m so sad for you and your family. My SIL was so scared of chemo, she never had it. She had been misdiagnosed several times. Cancer sucks. You are an angel. God bless you and your family forever. ❤

I miss Jenny. I am just so sad.

I’m so sad watching this 😢she fought so hard 💔 I swear cancer sucks I wish it never existed she would still be alive and so would my grandmother 😢. Lord be with her family ❤

Re-watching so many of Jenny's videos. Praying for a beautiful, safe, long and fulfilling life for the kids and Kyle. ❤

I thought i had seen all the videos, but im seeing this one for the first time 2 years later. Sorry that Jenny is now on hospice care. I am truly heart broken for jenny and family. They are all so very loved and im my heart forever.❤️

What a great DAD you have! !Bless him and your famiky!😀👍

Thank you for sharing your journey! You are incredibly strong and courageous!! I loved seeing your precious babies, and hearing their sweet little voices. I'm so glad you have such an amazing husband by your side!! I love you and I'm praying for you! 🥰🙏

You are amazing Jenny😘✝️ The strength you have is truly inspiring. God bless you 🙏🏻 I am fairly new to your channel and going back to catch up on your journey. Praying each day for you 🙏🏻

Rest in peace beautiful jenny ❤️🙏🏼

Such a warrior. So much love goes out to the whole family.

What a BEAUTIFUL Young Lady…..This is ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE…..She went thru Hell but NO More…. Kyle U Sir are the BEST Husband and I Pray that U and Your Beautiful children can find some Peace…. Jenny will be with U All thru your Life….

😢 I came in late. Only saw the last year of Jenny. Such a pure and beautiful spirit! I only ask why God ☹️

So beautiful and such a beautiful soul. Brave beautiful Jenny. Prayers for all of you 🙏🏻

Rest in peace gorgeous Jenny and I will forever love and miss you ❤

Love and prayers always from North Dakota. You are strong and a true warrior 💪.❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏.

So proud of your approach with your kids. That sentence doesn't touch the pride I have for you and for the response of your gorgeous, intuitive babies. But remember they will now go through the stages of grief. I suggest you get professional help with dealing with those stages and emotions. You have been doing an excellent job keeping your inevitable prognosis realistic. Everyone who loves you is going through it too. Try to remind others, besides you 4, that you need them to be strong for you and the kids and Kyle. You don't have enough strength to lift anyone else up at this point. Sounds tough, sounds mean even, but you'll need all your strength to keep yourself in this world until it's time to go home, with God and Leo (bless Winnie's little heart for that remark❤). Praying for you and everyone who loves you. I followed another young mother who recently died, by the name of Haley Odlozil and she had some great little keepsakes for her little boy featuring her heartbeat. I suggest making these types of momentos in duplicate so that the kids can embrace these things and you can remind them that if one of these treasures can replaced when they are older if they are damaged. There's the old idea of writing letters for their weddings or graduations or childbirths, and for every milestone. You want to remind them that you will always be in their hearts until they are reunited with you and Leo someday. God bless you and Kyle during these difficult days (hopefully many, many days) ahead🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏

A lot of us visiting the early videos these are wonderful you guys became a little like family missing you

My husband had the same cancer as you. Get Palmer’s lotion and put on your radiation area everyday, except before a treatment. Worked wonders for his skin. BTW, he is 6 years cancer free. 🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗🙏🏻🤗

OMG, I love Kyle’s blonde hair! I’ve only been following your channel for a couple of months, so I watch your older videos to see more of your journey and better understand how far you have come. You are such a kind, beautiful soul, Jenny - you are in my prayers. ❤️

Jenny I truly admire you!! 🙏❤

Awe Jenny, my heart hurts but you're a sparkle in the sky 😢😢😢...

I found Jenny’s channel a few months before she passed. In the short time before, when she passed it was truly a heartbreaking experience everyone especially for her family and those babies. It’s beautiful she left all these memories for the children. They’ll understand someday how hard she fought to stay with them . Kyle your love for Jenny was truly amazing. It can’t be ever denied or put into words. But it’s something visual from hundreds of miles away over a video. Your respect and caring for Jen alone was just beyond love. I know many people have said this but I also had to commend you for being one of the kindest humans I’ve seen in my lifetime. Rest in paradise Jen. ♥️ you earned every day of eternity.

Goodness….watching thru your journey is so hard to watch at times, and other times you bring so much light and courage into your vids ……thank you for sharing this with us! Sending continued prayers from Oregon. Love you Miss Jenny Apple 💜

Awww miss seeing you Jenny xxx RIP without any more pain love to Kyle and your beautiful children love Tracy Wheeler, Scotland ❤ xxx

Thank you… I know your gone now. But I appreciate these videos. I wish I would have known all these tips when my grandparents went through cancer. This breaks my heart because you did everything you could have done. I really wish they would have listened to you sooner. Bless you sweetheart ❤❤

I pray every night for you Jenny. Stay strong.

RIP beautiful soul.Taken far too soon 😢💔

All your videos are coming up in my feed!! Love ❤️ you Jenny!! ❤❤❤. God bless you all. I se his shirt 👕 awww be kind & make great choices. Sarah M. May she Rest.I.E.P.!! I’m praying 🙏 for all 🙏🤲❤️

Sad how much she’s deteriorated. I pray all the time for this family

Keep doing what your doing! Your looking beautiful even after all you’ve been through ,I hope and pray you can beat this:)

Oh man Jenny, what a beauty! What has this horrific disease done to you 😢

You are such a courageous young woman and your family is beautiful! Your gentle spirit will help you move through all of this. I will be watching all of your videos from now on to get to know you better. Much love and healing is being sent to all of you.

This is so beautiful. Thank you for being so open and sharing your journey with us. You are an inspiration.

God Bless you and your beautiful family

I live in Maryland it’s fun snow Sometimes can bee slippery We haven’t had snow in two years I like your videos And wonderful family

Your babies are so adorable and much blessed 😇 for having you and Kyle for such loving parents. God bless you all 🌹😭😘❣️🙏🙏🙏😇😇😇😇 love you all ❣️❣️😘❣️❣️

We love you very much. I'm so sorry that the monster .was awful. Big hugs and prayers

You’re beautiful! Prayers and continued prayers from the state of Georgia. 🙏🌺

I love to see my girl, like a daughter, how i wish i could help, its brilliant to see a true and good loving family, i mean everyone, Jenny you look like you are 20, so young, full of life, and so much to live for, youre love of nature,a stay at home mum, breastfeeding, 🤱 you know what is good in life, you just didnt get a fraction of the time you should have, love you both, xx