Deep Fears, New Side Effect, Steroids, Chemo

Deep Fears, New Side Effect, Steroids, Chemo - Stage 4 Adenocarcinoma

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Жыл бұрын

INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS (Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Current Chemo Plan; ongoing
6 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
Targeted Brain Radiation
Our GoFundMe Link:
gofund.me/5edf81e5
The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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@Elizabeth.C.Holmes 8 ай бұрын

Anyone else here going over Jenny's video's to see her journey from then up to present day Comfort care? Peace and Blessings to the entire family.

@susieknese7694 8 ай бұрын

Yes I am. I’m so sad I didn’t see these until Jenny was so sick. She did a wonderful job. Jenny couldn’t be a burden if she tried. I’m watching each and every one of these❤

@ritaharmon 8 ай бұрын

I am😢 I just can’t believe she is gone😞 I’ve been following her for almost 2 years. I’m gonna miss her videos so much!!

@ditris69 8 ай бұрын

I miss her beautiful spirit 🥲 Today I was painting the barn and found a bundle of ladybugs in a corner hibernating for the winter and thought of sweet Jenny and her family. 💜🤍

@ChasingRainbows67 8 ай бұрын

Yes, ever since our sweet Jenny beat cancer I have found a penny almost everyday!! Each time I pick it up I think of her. I usually always find them, but now, I always think of her! Miss your videos Jenny and your sweet spirit. No more pain and suffering, you beat it ! ❤ RIP Sweet Jenny Apple 🍎🍏 lol.. for the Apple's 😊 I think of you ❤

@lynarcher8192 8 ай бұрын

Yes me. Breaks my heart. 💔

@AfterTheRain_Beth 7 ай бұрын

She was 1 in a million. A special, special lady. And so beautiful. Her KZfaq videos not only document her cancer journey but also remind us that there are good, kind, pure-hearted people in the world and that gives me hope. Fly free dear Jenny 🕊

@song4mozart 5 ай бұрын

She is once in a lifetime.

@loriann6810 8 ай бұрын

Jenny’s time here was cut short, but Kyle, the way you proposed, your wedding vows, the excitement taking pregnancy tests, the kids’ birthdays…..You filled an entire lifetime into her time here. Right from the start, you gave her the fairytale girls only dream of, but you made it real. I’ve never seen a real life fairytale until now, it’s a love that’s rare, just to see how you look at each other…..that proposal, Cinderella. Out of this world Kyle, you filled her life with dreams come true. You love her, and you loved her more than a lifetime, you gave her what a lot of us wish for. It’s like God gave you to Jenny, because he knew her time was short, so he placed you in her life, a person that would give her a full life in a short time. I’m so sorry that you’ve lost Jenny, your best friend, your soulmate. You made her time here so special, you were by her side always, you filled her life completely. You’ll always feel her around you, she’ll show up subtle ways and you’ll know….that was Jenny. I’m praying that a blanket of comfort wrap around you and your family.❤

@vidaakua8571 6 ай бұрын

That my dear is simply BEAUTIFUL. The most wonderfully apt description of the life of Kyle and Jenny. she is his angel.- and he was hers. Bless you xx

@superchatcat658 6 ай бұрын

So beautifully and perfectly said.

@maryemerick8147 5 ай бұрын

I'm watching

@cherylmaze6476 7 ай бұрын

Two weeks after Jenny passed, I find myself watching old videos so I can hear her voice, see her light shining 😊❤

@suomynonaanonymous 7 ай бұрын

same

@tatertott2390 7 ай бұрын

Me too

@battybethc8061 7 ай бұрын

Me as well. 😢

@nicoleobrien4524 6 ай бұрын

Me too

@earlenedorethy7233 6 ай бұрын

Yes

@valeriecarr6116 Жыл бұрын

I’m fighting stage 4 endometrial cancer, these vlogs are like group therapy to me. Thank you for making them. Praying for you and your family.

@gracesacres8023 Жыл бұрын

I'm praying for you and your family, as well! Don't give up! Know that it's possible to beat this ugly disease! My mom is a 34yr breast cancer survivor and my dad is a stage 4 laryngeal cancer survivor! God bless! 💛

@accordingtojoyce6651 Жыл бұрын

I have stage 4 b endometrial cancer as well, it’s papillary serous . I was diagnosed 1 year ago.. I would love to talk to you

@valeriecarr6116 Жыл бұрын

@@accordingtojoyce6651 I have endometrioid adenocarcinoma figo grade 1 stage iv, it’s in my lungs, a spot near my spleen. Diagnosed March or May of this year, all the testing, it gets blurry on the dates. Honestly it’s a shock to hear such news, I’m sure you’d agree.

@sarawheat7704 Жыл бұрын

Look into the Care Oncology Clinic. It’s completely remote. Protocol is outlined in the book How to Starve Cancer. 2nd edition is most current. I’m getting ready to enroll.

@deusvult2302 Жыл бұрын

Blessings and best wishes dear, I survived cancer 3x the last a stage IV NHL. As a P.A I was aware of the grim outlook and was given slim chances. Yet my faith got me through the massive and invasive treatments and surgeries! Rooting for you!

@heatherbukowski2102 6 ай бұрын

Jenny was such a light. A little darker without her in the world.

@monicahyland8641 7 ай бұрын

I miss Jenny , I didn’t know her, I wish I could have. She was such a beautiful woman and a wonderful mommy ,wife, daughter, and best friend to everyone around her. She was in so much pain yet still worried about everyone around her before herself. She managed to still smile even though she was so terrified. She had a special gift to make everyone around her feel good even though she was so sick. I miss this beautiful strong amazing woman ❤

@mysticraven8872 7 ай бұрын

I found Jenny's videos and her journey at the very end of her life 💔 I've been going backwards and watching her cancer journey in reverse. She was so beautiful vibrant and relatable. She wasn't afraid to be vulnerable in front of her viewers, and she showed every real emotion and experience that comes with cancer. Even though she is in Heaven, when I watch her videos I feel like I'm sitting with a friend and she brings me comfort. Thank you for being a beautiful spirit Jenny

@LAM77719 7 ай бұрын

These videos are a testament to what love truly is. Jenny has gone on to her just heavenly reward. I pray for Kyle, Ellis, Winny, and family every day.

@dpduckca Жыл бұрын

I feel so honoured “walking” alongside you. We are all here because we want to be supporting however we possibly can. There is no burden here at all! My hope is it gives you a sense of freedom to unload as desired. I walked with my Mum through cancer and she would always hold her feelings and fears inside to protect me. I tried to get her to open up but she wished to keep it at a distance. I thank God I found your channel.

@angelajones6539 Жыл бұрын

I am honored as well.

@bbgirl6741 Жыл бұрын

Ditto 🙏🏼

@cindyferrara6022 Жыл бұрын

Me too!!

@sharonbaker2775 Жыл бұрын

What a wonderful thing you’re doing for your children. You are truly an amazing woman. I had breast cancer when my four sons were already grown, but the first thing I did was purchase four “nothing” books to write to each one of them in case I would not be around for long. I still write in them and have added books for my grandchildren, great grandchildren, husband, and DIL’s. Whew! It’s a task. I’m a nine-year survivor who prays that you will be able to say that one day, as well. You’re beautiful inside and out.

@Lyn4817 Жыл бұрын

My Mother also refused to vent with me, she had a malignant Parotid tumour. She became an 11 year cancer survivor but sadly I lost her last year. Doctors ignored me for four years.

@BibleBeauty 5 ай бұрын

Does anyone else go back to old videos just to see beautiful Jenny and Sweet Kyle together..a match made in Heaven..

@brigettesmith1381 8 ай бұрын

You did beat cancer Jenny. And now you are a sweet beautiful Angel 🙏🏻❤️🌈🌹

@donnalawson9674 Жыл бұрын

I am honored to be part of a sounding board for you. As someone living with cancer I am amazed by your strength

@cleanlivingwithcindi3055 Жыл бұрын

I feel exactly the same Donna. I'm going to pray for you too.

@wanya_telborn Жыл бұрын

Me too!

@cynthiadavid5282 Жыл бұрын

Love and prayers always ur lovely ur strong u have an amazing husband and u have god love laugh live to best of yr ability

@cynthiadavid5282 Жыл бұрын

Ur husband is ur rock amazing husband father and ur best friend ur blessed with the best

@cynthiadavid5282 Жыл бұрын

Ur husbsnd rocks

@wendydarling1745 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you Jenny for peace of mind and comfort.

@laurawilliams5363 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, hang in there. This is a very hard journey. I have 2 terminal diseases and my difference is I am in my 60's. My heart goes out to you....we have some real challenges. You are doing so much the right way. Writing things for your kids is priceless.

@godislove7500 Жыл бұрын

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@brendamichel7486 Жыл бұрын

Love and light to you Jenny! And your family too. I'm Stage 4 also, and I can relate to trying to protect others from my dark side, especially to my daughter (20yo) and my mom. My mom will say "Don't say that! Don't even think that!", but how can we not? It's in our face every day. It's truly a one day at a time thing. And I've learned who I can be totally honest with and who I can't. Happy to be part of your sounding board as it helps me too. Today is a good day!

@brendahathaway2702 Жыл бұрын

Jenny your a brave young women you have a beutiful family God will get you through this journey you have alot more life to live just look to God he the one that makes the different amen 🙏

@MegaNumber0ne Жыл бұрын

My God-your heart is so pure! Your love for your children outshines everything. They are lucky to have a mother like you, with or without the sickness❤️

@christinaberger4006 Жыл бұрын

I’ve been following you since I was diagnosed with stage 3 triple negative breast cancer in March. I’m almost done with chemo then I have surgery and radiation. I already feel so burnt out after 6 months of chemo but my kids keep me in the fight. It helps to watch your videos bc I don’t feel so alone. I feel the same when it comes to feeling like a burden. Thank you for the idea for the cards. I will continue to pray for you and everyone that is fighting this fight.

@larosemurphy7620 Жыл бұрын

You a rock i wish you well

@elizabethgibbens Жыл бұрын

Sending you well wishes and many blessings. God is always with you!

@mariesullivan9154 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you also!

@eon7125 Жыл бұрын

You will do fine. 💐. Always be kind to yourself and don't rush you're recovery. God bless from Scotland.. 🙏

@lizpiccolo9437 Жыл бұрын

Sending prayers and love

@nancypatterson374 Жыл бұрын

Jenny you are like a friend I love, but have never met. I pray for you at least twice a day and think of you often. My son had surgery at John Hopkins 4 years ago for his Brain cancer on his brain stem. He has stopped getting scans, he said what is the point if it starts growing again there’s nothing they can do. He says he lives planning his future, not living to die. He is now 44 , his surgery was when he was 39. He has 2 wonderful kids, 12 and 14. I pray everyday for you and him.❤️🙏🙏🙏

@jenniferoram4458 Жыл бұрын

Jenny we - ALL OF US - should be thanking you for the privilege of being with you on your journey. You are a kind wonderful soul - this shines out from all your videos. So many thoughts, good wishes and prayers for you from people who really care about you. Sending hugs and love from Torquay in south west England. X

@juliastartsev5127 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, you and Kyle are such an inspiration for young parents, your kids must be having their best times. 💖

@franklinstephen3268 Жыл бұрын

Hi how are you doing?

@flowersandcandyflowersandc9093 Жыл бұрын

They are the best parents that ever lived.

@dab7963 Жыл бұрын

I can't wait to celebrate when she beats this. I really believe that your positive attitude will lead to you beating this. Stay strong. Don't let your mind or thoughts go to dark places.

@anabueno9823 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, I don't usually write to YTubers and, in your case specifically, I feel there's not much I can say to encourage someone who's already moving forward in such a brave and elegant way. You're beautiful inside and out! As you already said yourself, I'm pretty sure you're already beating cancer because you're living your life to the fullest and you're such a big time winner! Keep fighting, we're here for you! Much love from Brazil!! 🇧🇷😘

@juliejohnson3508 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, I’m praying for you. Asking God to give you HIS peace right now. I’ve gone through breast cancer…8 rounds of Chemo…SO SO TOUGH! You mentioning all the ick of chemo, the smells and tastes…I get it! Keep leaning in to your feelings and support! You’re doing amazing! 💕🙏🏻

@gloriamaryhaywood2217 Жыл бұрын

I, too, am a breast cancer survivor. Stage 3 triple negative breast cancer, to be exact. I had to have 3 rounds of verrrry aggressive chemo several years ago before I could even qualify for surgery! #UGH! Made me so, so sick and threw me into Frigging SEPSIS.🤒 It got to where I would start feeling violently ill just walking down the corridor on my way to the chemo room!! BUT it killed ALL my cancer cells, and today I have been cancer-free for a bit over 7 years! Here's hoping you are doing well also!💜

@kelliebach5240 Жыл бұрын

I’ve been dealing with terminal cancer myself my kids are older and so far I’ve lived two years beyond what I was told and I’ve made it now to their 16th birthdays, they are twins. I understand exactly what you mean about that knocking on heaven store feeling. Every day you give them is a blessing and you know that just like I do, but so many other people do not, and so, in a way we are the blessed ones. Believe me, I cry every day, I am in no way minimizing your sorrow, I started writing journals for the girls and have been unable to get back to them because I get too sad. I think I will try the card idea because I can just do one card at a time.

@Sedgies Жыл бұрын

Kellie. I will be praying for you. Those cards and letters will mean everything to your kids. Glad bless you for doing that for them.

@kellyhoward3282 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, thank you for sharing your journey with us. There is another girl that I follow on KZfaq. Her channel is called Tiffany Thinks. She's young like you and is going through a lot of what you're going through. I pray for you both. God can heal. Hugs and prayers!

@sigridkutz4468 Жыл бұрын

I was thinking the same thing, “Tiffany Thinks” has a lot in common with you Jenny. I think anyone going through this is so brave, all my love to you and your family

@topazsweetpeamuffin Жыл бұрын

I agree. Tiffany Thinks and Jenny are the two people with cancer I am following right now. They are so much alike in that they are so kind and sweet. They make me care for them and how they are doing. They make me feel like they are a personal friend of mine and I want to check on them daily to know how they are doing. I really wish somehow Tiffany and Jenny can contact each other because I feel they will help each other so much with emotional support. Anyway, we all love you, Jenny! You also have the kindest husband I have ever seen in caring for his ailing wife!

@kellibunny 8 ай бұрын

You beat cancer, sweet beautiful Jenny. 🐞🦋✨

@marytsang1427 Жыл бұрын

You’ve got this Jen. You are so beautiful and so strong. You are a warrior for all of us.

@wesleywade8363 Жыл бұрын

What an amazing gift you are giving to your children with those cards. My Mom had some good results with fasting and lessening the effects of her chemo, perhaps something you could ask your doctors about. She is never a burden to us and I bet your family and friends feel the same way. 🙏

@donnabaardsen5372 Жыл бұрын

It's now well known, and we'll established, that marijuana kick's the butt of chemo side effects. It's the only reason I myself approve it's use to alleviate the suffering.

@ditris69 8 ай бұрын

Can't believe that this was little over a year ago. You fought the big fight dear Jenny but the monster never took your beautiful spirit that you shared with many around the world. Kyle, your children, family and friends they are in my thoughts and prayers. 💔💜🤍

@pancakeday4866 Жыл бұрын

These vlogs are such a gift. You are so good at communicating your experiences. This is so therapeutic for people who don’t know how to put words to what they’re feeling. So grateful that you are making these videos public for us.

@jojop7773 Жыл бұрын

I'm praying too! You are no burden, those of us who follow you do so because we want to help you carry this load. You are not alone. No guilt, please! You are surrounded with love, Jenny.

@iamwinningrightnow Жыл бұрын

It's so lovely to see a loving and supportive husband. Not all husbands are supportive. You guys are lucky to have each other.

@treehugger9769 8 ай бұрын

If ever a couple were meant to be together, it was Jenny and Kyle. I wish they still were 💔

@juliefeatch4820 7 ай бұрын

It just doesn't seem possible that dearest beautiful Jenny isn't here anymore. She is sitting with the angels and our lord Jesus Christ. God bless her family. 😍

@crazylady61 Жыл бұрын

It's so very hard to watch the anguish and emotional pain you're going through, but also a tremendous honour to be able to just be here with like minded people to hopefully offer you a shoulder to cry on. We all wish above anything else that you can beat this...you're strong and beautiful with an amazing family around you, and we're all rooting for you. ❤

@jillb9545 Жыл бұрын

As a mom, I was crying right along with you. I just wanted to hug you and take some of your fears and heartache away. You are so brave. Hang in there and keep loving and living with your beautiful family. Sending you much love and support.

@Oregon-Zan Жыл бұрын

I’ve been praying for you and “Tiffany Thinks” Both of you are sweethearts that don’t deserve this horrible diagnosis. You have a beautiful heart and I just know you’re going to beat cancer. Big hug 🤗

@franklinstephen3268 Жыл бұрын

Hi how are you doing?

@DanetteVega Жыл бұрын

Those are the 2 that I follow as well. Both of these ladies stories break my heart! Especially Jenny here because of the children! The thought of leaving this world is hard enough but leaving your babies so young?!?! The thought of that is heartbreaking X a million!!

@chanaminerich9579 Жыл бұрын

I also follow Tiffany Thinks. She also is a sweet person that doesn't deserve to have cancer. I pray for both of them.

@DanetteVega Жыл бұрын

True true!!

@kinser919 Жыл бұрын

@@franklinstephen3268 Beat it, freak. This is not the place to be trying to scam people. Shame on you.

@kentuckylady7344 Жыл бұрын

Don't ever feel guilty sweetie. We choose to be here and your brave journey helps us as much as we help you. Please know our prayers are for you and your family.

@kimmij6873 6 ай бұрын

My god whyyyy does this woman have a chokehold on my heart… she’s just sooo angelic. The why is mind blowing

@kanchanandrew 7 ай бұрын

Why god 😢there are so many who don’t appreciate life nature…Jenny am so so so sorry….you have beautiful family treasure every moment

@janeschmidt9611 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, the fear of the unknown is a normal thing but you have such an amazing support system with family, friends, all of us and your medical team. You inspire me to live life to the fullest and not to sweat the small stuff. When you struggle, praying for strength and peace and going to your happy place, both physically and emotionally, will help. We love you and will always be here for you! 🥰

@nadyneingrassia1479 7 ай бұрын

Jenny, you were never a burden. We loved watching your journey and family. We miss you so much!

@elainew2230 8 ай бұрын

I'm glad to know being out here, as a viewer helped you in some small way.

@bettyfourman5438 8 ай бұрын

The nicest sweetest brave lady I have ever known. God Bless you and keep you. Jesus holds you in his hands.

@andrewgames5391 Жыл бұрын

So happy that our comments help you in some small way. It's a privilege for me.

@ruthutter1968 Жыл бұрын

There was a time when I had written letters to my children…during a very aggressive leukemia fight..that was 27 years ago Jenny! God be with you..I pray you can look back many years from now and say the same thing to someone else..💜🙏🏻💜

@tammyhilton1897 8 ай бұрын

I just love seeing Jenny . She's so pretty, inside and out and catching up on how she is doing.

@Sabouma28 7 ай бұрын

she's dead

@tammyhilton1897 7 ай бұрын

@@Sabouma28 yes, I know that. I was talking about what she already Had posted. She was an amazing woman .😭🌹🌹

@janellestuckey8477 8 ай бұрын

Jenny had her steroid “moon face” here. She took prednisone for awhile and it really gave her a round face. I feel like I knew her personally.Bless her heart, I miss he so much❤

@drayeupton1894 7 ай бұрын

We continue to pray 🙏 we ❤️ and miss you, and we are grateful to get to know you, sweet girl. You were an angel on 🌎

@laural2063 Жыл бұрын

I so totally understand your need to say "I'm fine" and go on! I am the same way - lung disease here, not cancer, but experiencing a tiny bit of your path. You are handling this with grace! You keep letting us be your sounding board, we are happy to be of service!

@brittneylyntalks 8 ай бұрын

Sweet Jenny, miss you already. I hope you are being spoiled in Heaven.❤❤❤

@gypsytears1785 8 ай бұрын

Such a unique and beautiful soul. Going to miss you and I don’t even really know you but I really appreciate you sharing your journey, all the ups and downs, you touched the hearts of many people watching. Rest in peace you fought a hell of a battle.. 🐞

@andrewgames5391 Жыл бұрын

Every time I complain, I think how irrelevant my petty grievances/annoyances are. Any yet you and Kyle manage to still somehow smile thru it all and appreciate life and your family.

@shellyvavrick1088 Жыл бұрын

I totally feel the same

@adunn5173 7 ай бұрын

Oh dear Jenny! What a sweet, brave, wonderful woman you are! RIP 🙏🏻

@staceysmith5072 Жыл бұрын

I loved how you said you are beating cancer by living your life to the fullest, wow, that was so powerful for me. Yes girl, you definitely are beating it. Sending you so much love and positive vibes., you wonderful inspiring woman x

@patriciaanglin9543 Жыл бұрын

Still praying for you sweet girl. God has got this. 🙏🏻❤️your husband is so sweet. Prayers for him also. The children are adorable. 🙏🏻❤️

@hamc861 8 ай бұрын

R.I.P.❤

@janewilding1345 Жыл бұрын

OMG Jenny - I’ve had a good cry with you this morning here in the UK 🇬🇧. You are kicking cancer and so, so brave. Writing cards for your little ones and making incredible memories with them at this time; they have a beautiful, courageous Mum and that can never be taken away. Sending love 💕, prayers 🙏 and hugs 🤗 from across the pond 😘.

@jennyapple4704 Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!

@franklinstephen3268 Жыл бұрын

Hello 👋 how’re you doing?

@karenkane3220 Жыл бұрын

Oh, Jenny! I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this! You are so strong a brave! Praying for you.

@dianethompson9210 Жыл бұрын

I do choose to be here and support you. I just moved my mother in with me last year after an emergency gallbladder surgery and she is also a two time cancer survivor. We've been on this journey for 10 years. I've seen her very sick and miserable during those times. She is not in remission, but closely monitored ever quarter with scans and monthly shots, blood work. She is 68 and feeling really good, watching her diet, taking supplements, etc. Please know we pray for you. God bless you.

@CeeceesMomma 9 ай бұрын

Your beautiful soul I wish I could come from New York to California to give you a hug🥺

@creilly3728 Жыл бұрын

Oh, Jenny, I cried with you and took deep breaths, too. I think you’re doing amazingly well emotionally even though you may not think so. I’ve had cancer twice so I am able to relate to some of your chemo experiences. It’s not easy. I’ll be praying for you as you go through this and for your family. You’re so blessed to have such strong, loving support from your husband. That touches my heart. Take care sweetie and don’t give up.

@jennyapple4704 Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your supportive words and you are so strong

@kristimartinez7528 Жыл бұрын

Hell yes.. you're already beating cancer. You got this. You can cry and be sad. We love you Jenny

@cleanlivingwithcindi3055 Жыл бұрын

UGH...itching and redness is a side effect of Prednisone. I remember suddenly finding my joints so stiff. I told my doctor I felt terrible on the Prednisone and I wanted to stop taking it. He told me that I just thought I felt bed...I needed the Prednisone. But the good news is...once you can wean off Prednisone, the side effects subside pretty quickly! Prayers for you and your family! Jenny, I remember how you feel about leaving your children. I pray that your outcome is like mine.

@Kim60610 Жыл бұрын

Jenny, thanks for sharing your feelings so eloquently. I'm a two-time survivor who's now NED. I feel like my purpose now is to support others who are going through it. I'm so glad I can be there for you, even If it's only in spirit. It's an honor to support someone with so much strength and grace. Sending you prayers, peace and light from Chicago!

@pattarrant8820 Жыл бұрын

You are a complete role model on how to live with Cancer. Thank you for showing the way to any one suffering the same or similar diagnosis . You are helping so many people to realise you must live every day to the full. Life is precious. X

@snowwhite2709 Жыл бұрын

I'm glad you get some relief being able to unload your feelings and thoughts here. I'm sure you don't feel strong, but you're stronger then you know. We're all here to support and listen to you. Hugs

@AliciaM5555 8 ай бұрын

RIP Jenny. 💖 I will miss you. 😭

@Anibanani501 Жыл бұрын

JENNY! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL and beating cancer my friend! I'm watching your journey and I'm praying! This is part of your story and God is not withholding good from you...trust Him.

@kelliewitwer9205 Жыл бұрын

I have watched a few of your videos recently. And I just want to say first I will keep you in my prayers and your family. Second I could not imagine what you must be feeling having two small kids. I pray god puts his healing hands on you. 🙏🏻❤️

@gailoherron759 Жыл бұрын

We are praying for you! Stay strong and kick cancer’s butt!!!

@barbararunnels4718 Жыл бұрын

Love how strong you are for your children and husband,Prayers for you and your Family.

@robinjanz2243 Жыл бұрын

What a beautiful gift for your family to pre-write cards for them! Such a wonderful idea for any parent! I lost my mom when I was 17 and she had made recipe books for my sister and I. I treasure that book so much and still use it all the time, 39 years later. My kids sometimes ask for one of the recipes in it so I just take a photo and text it to them and i know they also treasure seeing those recipes, written in their grandma's own handwriting. I'm praying for you and your sweet family. Sending love from Manitoba, Canada.

@SopranoFantab Жыл бұрын

Jenny, I can totally relate to the fear of « being a burden » to others. My experience is different from yours, but I get it. I validate your feelings, and I can tell you that your honest, heart-felt sharing of emotions and experiences isn’t at all a « burden » to me, or dare I say, to those of us who watch your videos. I’m just so very sorry that you have to go through so much pain! I’m relieved that you’ve got such a great support system. Your husband seems like such a supportive, wonderful companion to you, and your kids are just so intelligent and adorable! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Of course you can beat this! Those « milestone cards » are a great idea; and darn it, you’ll give them to your kids in person!!! You got this!

@janellestuckey8477 8 ай бұрын

I love going back and watching these videos. Such a beautiful collection couple. So much love ❤️

@hawaiipommom.1306 8 ай бұрын

I miss you my fellow NSCLC friends and warrior sister. I will keep up the fight ❤

@maggietaylor9475 Жыл бұрын

We’re always here for you Jenny. You’ve got this xx

@tammylimacher5198 Жыл бұрын

Sending you so much love and hugs and prayers ❤️ I am so sorry you're going through this We are here for you to say whatever you want or need to get off your chest anytime!!

@rhondagreen135 Жыл бұрын

Dear sweet Jenny, you could NEVER be a burden! When you share with us we know what to pray for. You help so many of us see the beauty in each day. I’m constantly looking for the small things to be grateful for. You have brought that to the forefront of my mind. I love every vlog. We are on this journey with you a fly on the wall cheering you on with everyone! You are a beautiful mommy, a loving wife. Praying ❤️🙏❤️

@franklinstephen3268 Жыл бұрын

Hi how are you doing?

@bridgeh4385 Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry you are going through this, Jenny. You carry it with such grace and strength that is beyond admirable. Allowing yourself those sessions of crying and purging those sad, scary emotions must be incredibly cathartic and healing so please continue to do that and not feel that doing so is in any way a bad thing. I don't think enough is said about the power and necessity of healing yourself internally alongside the external healing. Sending so much good energy and thoughts your way for good news ahead.

@angelajones6539 Жыл бұрын

Continued prayers to you both! Sending lots of love!

@kptrains Жыл бұрын

Been following your channel but only recently commented. Stay strong! You'll get through this.

@toliveischrist950 Жыл бұрын

We love you, Jenny! Praying for your healing♥️

@rhondablake3829 Жыл бұрын

Dear sweet Jenny I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏼 I think I can say for all of us that follow you we are here for you through this . You are loved and cared about by all of us. ❤️

@ohhhhmydarling Жыл бұрын

I've been watching your journey for awhile now, but haven't ever left a comment before. This week has been very hard, and it's helped me to see the weight of what you're going through in your life. No matter what, please know that you are SO right about beating cancer with your optimism and love for life. Fear (especially about quality of life and the unknown) stop some people in their tracks, but you have managed to give yourself those times to grieve while refusing to stop living. That is so, so, so much easier said than done. You and your family are in my prayers, Jenny. If anyone can beat this, it's you. ❤❤❤

@DS-vw5fr Жыл бұрын

Praying for you Jenny and keep the faith. You got this!

@sallythibodeaux7992 Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you’re going through this but I’m glad that you have a safe community where you can express yourself. We all need a safe place and I feel honored to be part of it. Every day is one more day you beat cancer, celebrate in your own way. Your family is always in my prayers.

@annlind2349 Жыл бұрын

Oh Sweety, I wish I could be there to give you a hug. You are so brave and so strong and you need to let the sadness go like a pressure release. I admire you and your caring for others around you even when you hurt so bad. Love and hugs Ann

@sherrycarlstrom2407 Жыл бұрын

Such a beautiful thing you are doing for your family. Happy it brings you some comfort to document your journey and that you have a huge community of watchers who are wishing the very best for you. BIG HUGS!!

@skurumella475 Жыл бұрын

Praying for you Jenny and your whole family and wishing you lots of strength to get through this unbelievable hard time!! I just watched your channel for the first time and it made me cry so hard because 12 years ago I was at this point writing cards to my 2 years old kid. I was diagnosed with a very rare type of cancer and less chances. But I‘m still here and unbelievable grateful for this second chance!! You got this Jenny, don‘t give up, there is always hope!!

@tatianaschoenfield9819 Жыл бұрын

You are doing the best one can do in this situation. Take one day at a time… try not to think too far ahead of what could happen… I have had friends with cancer and I always appreciated and felt honored when they shared their cancer journey with me, but I never started it, but I was always all ear.

@shazmc433 Жыл бұрын

I chose to be here and listen to you, you have my full support. I am in a similar situation as you and its good to hear we have the same feelings and not on our own, we are both strong, positive women. X

@angiebshouse Жыл бұрын

I wish I had started attending my local support group a lot sooner than I did. Having support is huge. I am glad you have the support here on KZfaq as support is invaluable especially from those who have gone through their own cancer journey. However, I also highly recommend a local support group as having the realtime one on one is another layer of support that I find really helpful. Prayers for you to have continued strength to fight this terrible disease and that your future scan shows positive results from the poisons you are ingesting to fight. Prayers you find lasting remission like I am currently enjoying.

@66NEETS Жыл бұрын

This hit me hard :/ I keep you in my prayers every day. I wish nobody would have to go through this. You’re such an inspiration your attitude is amazing. Sending you love and healing thoughts Jen pls stay strong and know you have many praying for you. 🙏🏻🙏🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻❤️❤️

@lyndamcleod2242 Жыл бұрын

Good news ,Good news, Good News,Jenny and family ! As long as it gets you to where we all want you to be!x x love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

@kathystevens8163 Жыл бұрын

You got this, stay as positive as possible... I understand it can be difficult and you need to let your emotions flow... the release is necessary. But never give up... I like that your planning ahead, for your kids...🙏🙏🙏ing all will be well and you will receive a complete healing and have a bright and glorious future... Blessings to you and your family.....⚘️⚘️

@marty1914 Жыл бұрын

My heart is with you Jenny. Prayers and a big hug. ❤️

@Taiwankiddo2 Жыл бұрын

I an so glad that you got to get your chemo this week. I am praying for you and your family. I can't imagine the fears and the thoughts you face daily. I am so sorry for all your daily battles; physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I can tell you that you are tremendously brave Jenny for sharing this journey here and for every day you live life with all you have, no matter how much or little energy that day provides. Stay strong! Keep looking up!

@heidi1651 Жыл бұрын

As someone who had cancer and lost their mom at a young age I feel for you and your kids. Live as fully and w as much presence as you can while being gentle and forgiving of yourself because cancer treatment and all that you’re going through is a lot. Your strong spirit is shining through and will always as you are not your body. You and your children will always be in relationship w each other and it will still be dynamic and evolving. I think it’s so wonderful your writing them cards to reinforce this. My heart is w you. 💕