So, so good to see you today as I have been praying and thinking of you daily as if you were my child. As a mother (of a 32 yr old) I just want to scoop you up, cradle you and say it will all be okay. I see you glowing and am so proud of you for how determined you are to identify and face your challenges no matter how hard. Renee you are so blessed so please be kind to yourself and remember to give yourself grace. You are adorable and so deserving of the peace you seek. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. We are rooting for you. Btw, you really went to town on the kitchen…it was so shiny 👍🏾.

Renee life audit is fun and all, but please consider seeking professional help through real offline therapy ❤

Never click so fast❤ thanks for letting us in and be a part of this. struggle is a part of life and it’s so refreshing to see that we’re not alone. I feel like influencer only want to show that their life is perfect and i appreciate you for not doing this ❤

You don't always have to be "working on something" and be so focused on being the best version of you. Self care is great, but it shouldn't be a constant daily focus with feeling you always have to be healing yourself. If anything that's more isolating, constantly going within sitting home reading and journaling. Really that's just rehashing everything and bringing up past circumstances. Organizing and having a clean house is great too until it becomes obsessive, like OCD. I feel like in a way these are all kind of excuses to keep you alienated from the outside world, maybe due to anxiety. Sometimes it's better to appreciate where you are now and live in the moment. Maybe focus on getting out more, being involved with your community and making friends instead of being alone so much. A part time job or hobby outside of youtubecouldd give you something to look forward to. If for some reason you really struggle with that and prefer living in your own little bubble, therapy would probably be way more helpful than journaling, etc.

Thank you for sharing your journey with us💜I think your miscarriage has triggered all the grief from the last few years. It’s ok to be sad and you don’t need to fix yourself Renee- you are whole as you are. You’re brave, strong, resilient, sooo creatively talented, a great mom, partner, daughter. We love you Renee. Praying for you and your healing journey 🌸💜

I'm always rooting for you. You are healing and inspiring others at the same time. Sending you all good thoughts!

thank you for showing the reality of what it's like! it's not always about being a youtuber and having to keep a happy face all the time and act like your going thru nothing at all. You show the raw and real parts of your life, the depression, the losses and the hard difficult times and I really appreciate and love that about you. Thank you for being you.

Rooting for you with everything I've got, Renee!

It's ok to slow down and not get things done as before the loss. I feel the same. You are so strong you can do it just don't try to do it all at once because you'll "burn out" and feelings come flooding in again (with me at least

Aw Renee, the love and joy you have and show for Bryson is truly from the Lord. This is my pray for every child to be blessed with parents like the pair of you. 🙏🏾

Hope your doing okay sweetie, losses are the most painful thing I should know but that's awesome your doing what makes you happy. She did a fabulous job with your hair❤

This video actually really helped me a lot mentally Thank you for being an inspiration for me❤

Thank you Renee. I myself is in the same energy and i want to pick myself up again and do better. This is exactly what i needed to watch! ❤

Love your hair blonder!!!

I love decluttering, it always improves my mental health so much. It's like I'm compartmentalizing and organizing all the chaos in my mind and seeing everything so clean in person does wonders!

You exude so much internal beauty simply by being courageous and vulnerable with us all. I love you for that! Thank you for being real and for sharing so much of your journey with us all.🪽✨

I love how honest you were with the life audit and how you felt after doing it and then what to do to feel better about it !! That was soo relatable and helpful !! ❤️❤️

I went on lunch and immediately clicked when I saw this! So happy to see you trying to heal and begin feeling better. ❤ Love the blonde!

I'm exactly like you in the environment aspect. If things are disorganized, cluttered, or not clean, I get grumpy. I also NEED the sun! I moved from the Pacific Northwest to Southern Utah just because I needed more sun in my life. It makes such a huge impact for some people. Now, that you've put more blonde back in your hair (😍) and you know you need time to recharge in the sun, you're on your way, but it will take time. Allow to feel everything you need to. I hope the Florida sunshine did your soul some good! ❤

I admire you so much, thank you for always showing us how you go through the hardest times 🙏 you’re raw, real and so honest I look up to you when I’m having a bad time 💜

I know exactly how you feel putting his baby items away. Every season I go through my kids clothes and see things they’ve outgrown and I have to put away. I cry every single time. First days of school, last days of school. It’s gut wrenching! Time is a thief.

Have you considered therapy? I love psychodynamic therapy, it treats you more as a whole person I think.

Thank you for sharing the fact the your working towards what you’re struggling with is alone a progress

Omg....there's Renee❣️ Luv your hair! You look amazing. Keep your spirits up. We love & support you! 🎉🥰 Yes, would enjoy the life audit series. Thanks!

I loveee the bangs on you!!

thanks for sharing with us renee, also your hair looks so good! love a good declutter as well, helps lift some of the heaviness off

the kitchen looks great, an organised space helps to organise the mind and emotions, and the hair looks Cute!

💯 to the environment affecting my mental state. Organizing lets me have control of at least one thing in my life!

Love your videos, Renee. Always such a light. ❤

LOVEEEE the bangs!!!

So proud of you Ney, a survivor, that's what you are

So proud of you and definitely can relate ❤ thank you and keep your head up beautiful

Sending you lots of healing prayers. I’m temporarily living in Texas but my home is Tampa. When you said how much you missed it I just instantly related.

you are doing so good and I am so happy for you 💚💚💚

Thanks for sharing your journey ❤❤

Sending, love, peace, abundance & much more!

You’re doing great! Little bit each day.

Grief is really hard even when done in private and you are grieving with an audience. I get you want to to be real with your audience but it's OK for you to take time for yourself if you need. ❤

Love you❤ Very grounding to get organized ….. for sure.

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Your white top fits amazing on you, you look beautifull❤

Renee, talk to God! ❤️

I love that you included laughter in the audit. It is so so important. Since you moved recently, you might not have a lot of friends nearby right now. But you and Z have each other. Remember to have fun, play, and laugh together. ❤

True peace comes from the Lord not our circumstances. That's why some people can be truly at peace regardless of what their life looks like. If we base our peace on what our life looks like or how we feel it will constantly be changing. For example I feel better when my house is clean but then the second it's not I'm off again. That's not true peace and will always leave us searching again. Something I'm working on. My bible study group is currently doing the Bible study called create in me a heart of peace by Becky keife. It's been helping me maybe you might be interested. ❤

Minimize your things to actually maximize your life. Don’t minimize your life (reference to title)

We love you Renee we are here for you! Giving you a hug girl ❤️🤗

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Heads up for the Life Audit series....

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Link to the life audit questions you did?

Hi Renee! I think what you’re doing is great! I am a health coach and during the beginning of my program we do a life audit but I call it the circle of wellness! It is a great way to bring awareness and find a starting point on your self improvement journey! Take this as a sign that you are on the right path! ✨ If you ever find that you need or want additional support and are interested in a health coach, I would love to see how we could work together! Excited for you! 🫶🏻

You are going through a spiritual warfare…I’ve seen some of your precious videos and you getting closer to Jesus. I truly believe what you are feeling is from the evil one straying you from the light and your purpose. I’m praying for you and turn to Him to help deliver you through this

Just a thought, you seem to have put your relationship with Jesus on hold. You will find much more peace and contentment when you've fully surrendered to him. Not in name only, but also following his path for your life. You've been running at breakneck speed toward things you want (and they're not all bad), but some of your choices reveal that you don't fully value or choose to follow what Scripture calls a holy life. You feel disconnected, which is normal for every person's life because none of us has done this before... but choosing to follow God in everything is a good place to start.

Ok just saying, your videos need a bit of Bryson and the puppy. Nice to see them both growing.

Yikes on that "baby" closet!

I’m suffering with loneliness atm, I’m depressed and my suicidal thoughts are so loud 💔❤️‍🩹

Would love to do this life audit too! Do you recommend any resources on how to start or framework you’re using? 🙏🏼🫶🏼

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