Harris: I’m gonna jump off a building Me: do a backflip

"Age is just a number" And Hell is just a giant oven

As a victim of sexual assault I know how it feels to go through this. You are so brave to be sharing your story

6:12 "You don't owe anyone anything." Thank you. I want to give you a hug. I just got out of such a terrible uncomfortable relationship like this and needed to hear that. I've just recently began healing from it.

*"I don't like that section of the mall anymore...."* I- God, bless your soul.

“You are not responsible for the joy of others” -Jaiden Animation

Illy, I’ve been in a “grooming” situation like this a couple years ago before. I watched this video and I recognized what the groomer was doing, I blocked him. Now I still come back to visit every once in a while, and remind myself to keep myself safe. I just turned 13, and I sent this video to my friend when she told me about a 22 year old guy asking her for pictures. Thank you for bringing awareness I love you Illy

Reminder: people who sexually abuse others usally aren't very developed emotionally so remember you are a lot more developed then this person is, they probably just spent his teenage years doing nothing to develop his brain You are FAR more powerful both physically and mentally

“I don’t like that section of the mall anymore.” Holy shit. That hits different.

"You better be buffer than Mr. Clean with that attitude." -Illyssa, 2018

Thanks for making this, I was talking with a 20 year old woman over discord and she always seemed super nice but recently she kept talking about coming to my country for college and I’m only a 16 year old lad, this video helped me realise what she was trying to do and luckily I never shared any personal info

I was a sexual assault victim back in year 6 by my bully who didn’t get a punishment for it and then I saw this video and I felt so seen, thank you so much illy, you are so brave for speaking out about this and putting your foot down when you couldn’t do it anymore.

H-hate him A-an evil guy R-really disgusting I-ILLEGAL DOOD S-supposed to be in jail I would like justice☺

I can’t believe I breath the same oxygen of him

People like that man make me loose my faith in humanity. Then people like you go and restore it. You keep doing what you're doing, Illy.

3:41 makes me giggle so hard , i love how she can still make jokes and stuff during a hard time. its so nice for you to be this honest about things like this.

“So he drove us to a parking garage.. “ *I dont like that section of the mall anymore* Don’t tell me that didn’t make your heart drop to your stomach. Because it did for me, and Jesus Christ I hate the feeling

my heart shattered when she said that about the parking garage.

Girl, i watched this series when it first came out four years ago. I didn't know it at the time how similar our situations were. Took a global pandemic for me to leave and several months after to go no contact but things are better now. Thank you for making this video series. You helped me open my eyes and realize what was happening.

That story about the cop just made me mad. Like you said after telling the story, you deserved and needed help. I'm glad you got out of that. And I hope this video has helped other victims.

this is why we don’t use the term “toxic” lightly.

"sweetie, stalking is a big word." That's what the police said to me when I was in a similar situation. Illy, thank you for telling this story. It's good to know we're not alone in the word. All the love, darling.

I feel terrible that someone so young could go through something so horrible

I was unknowingly SA’d by my parents and groomed, I didn’t know that it was happening. But it did. Not including the manipulation, and other types of abuse. I am proud of you for leaving.

*She was in KZfaq rewind* I’m so proud

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore". This just broke me. It's so messed up.

I hate the phrase sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt me

I was sexually assaulted by my cousin when I was younger and I remember thinking that it must mean he loved me. My sister used to laugh at the idea of me loving my cousin. My cousin's sister who saw it all happen would laugh at me and make me feel bad for letting it happen. My dad had no idea that it was happening, but he happened to get into an argument with their mum (his sister) so we stopped seeing them. The next time we saw them was at my grandad's wedding, about ten years later. By that time I had realised what my cousin had done to me, but I had never told any of my family. My female cousin made a joke about it and I just remember having to try so hard to keep it together. A couple of years later me and my dad had met up my aunt and uncle for a quick hi. My uncle went on about me as a baby naked in the bath, it was disgusting. The way he talked about it, it felt very paedophilic. I just wanted to leave that conversation as quickly as possible. After that talk, me and my dad got into the car and I told him how uncomfortable my uncle had made me and my dad just blamed me, as I was the one who had wanted to catch up with my aunt. A little later on the car journey my dad spoke about my cousin, saying how great he is, and I told him what he had done to me when I was younger. All my dad said was that I should have told him when it happened, which I retorted, saying I didn't understand what had happened then. It was extremely frustrating. Since then I have told my sister too and she just got all awkward when I told her. The same happened with the guys I have dated. It made me feel like I was blowing the whole thing out of proportion, but I also couldn't get rid of this feeling of violation. Eventually I told my best friend about it and she was really great. She made me feel validated, and helped me try to get help for it. I am so grateful to her for making me feel valid. I still haven't told most of my family about what happened. But I feel like most of them wouldn't care and would just see it as me trying to cause issues. Sometimes I want to talk to my cousin and tell how violated and betrayed he made me feel, but I also think he wouldn't care. I also worry that he might have done this to other people, but I don't want to ruin his life if it was just me. He is 6 months older than me so I have been told it could have just been because he was a child himself. At the time of the assault I was dealing with going through puberty very early so I had developed breasts a lot younger than other kids. I also have autism and have always been more trusting of people older than me. I had really adored my older cousin because I felt safe with him. My parents had just divorced and I was always being told to take a side. Normally when I visited family too I would end up having to look after my younger cousins as the oldest, so having one cousin older than me on my dad's side had always given me some relief. Now I am worried when he is in the same room as my cousins as I don't trust him (thankfully this happens very rarely).

“YOU BETTA BE BUFFER THAN MR CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE”

"That's toxic as shiiiiiiiiiiiiii-" -JaidenAnimations

i got very lucky.. my cousin sexually assaulted me and my parents found out. i didn’t tell them then his parents found out he got in trouble and thankfully no one else did. here i am, today, suffering through ptsd, haven’t dated a man ever again lol. i met a really nice police officer and he honestly helped much more than anyone has. i thank you for sharing this. and hope that no man ever bothers you like that again. stay strong, we love you

Illy, thank you for sharing your story and raising awareness. I watched this series when I was 11. I’m 15 now, and by no exaggeration, you have saved me. I’ve made many friends online and had multiple encounters where my “new friends” told me never to tell my parents. I immediately blocked and reported them because you taught me to. I didn’t learn this in school. I learned it by watching this series. Thank you.

Little does harris know there are over 1.75 million people willing to take him out >:)

He don't protecc He only attack But most improtantly he needs to jail real quick no cap

I dont think i have the words to even express how courageous you are for sharing this story as this turned out to be majority of your teen years. I know you're in a far better place now but im honestly shocked people like Harris exist. Keep up the good work with the animations, they motivate me to try them as well even though mine suck 😅

No matter the scar, if it's metal emotional or physical, you are so strong for surviving that I'm so happy you are safe. Scars mean you went through something tough in the past, survived it, and came back stronger, and I am so proud of you, Ily ❤

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore". Damn, that hit me hard. Im really sorry for what you had to go through

The 6.6k dislikes are all of Haris' fake accounts...

“I no longer like that part of the mall” I’m so sorry:((

I’m so sorry Illy ☹️ no one ever deserves this. You didn’t deserve this. I hope he is rotting in a jail cell.

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore." I have never heard a sentence with so many raw emotions put behind it. I CAN NOT imagine being in a situation like this.

“Stick and stones will break your bones, but words won’t hurt you. Right?” Verbal and mental abuse is still abuse. Everyone should remember that. Please.

this happened to me in 2021, luckily his friend reached out and got me away from the situation, i’m so glad it didn’t get worse. ‘relationships’ like this rlly fuck you up as a person

I was in a relationship somewhat similar to this when I started high school. The guy constantly asked me for pictures and threatened to kill himself if i tried to break up with him. I'm lucky that someone I trust found out about it and the relationship didn't go any farther.

Let this be a warning children- in a relationship you are supposed to feel safe, you need to feel like the person really cares about you and they respect you.

Honestly, that cop... *is as bad as Harris*

I'm so glad you feel comfortable sharing this story, I hope you get your justice girl

I was in a toxic relationship for 3 years 13 years old till I was 16. And assaulted by some others at 17 I'm in my 20's now in a better place but Sadly nobody but the people in my life believes me The people I cutted out now doesn't believe me and it hurt me. I cannot share my story much in public because I have no proof and having no proof...sucks

*WHOS👏BACK👏FOR👏THE👏CHAOS*

"Age is just a number." Execution is just a time limit.

I am so sorry this happened to you at such a young age.. as someone that has almost been in a situation like this I completely understand how you felt.. this situation is really scary, especially at such a young age.. I’m so so happy you were so brave to tell this story

“And I don’t go to that part of the mall anymore”😕

“Age is just a number” So is a prison sentence 🥰

I just realized his hair is devil horns...

People don't know how hard it is for people to do this.... I dealt with someone like this when I was 9 and he was 13.... when I told people... no one believed me either... I am proud to see others who went through similar issues speaking out. Our voices must be heard

ive been in a similar situation before (a lot more complicated on the emotions but a shorter time by a lot) and seeing this video still sends chills down my spine. it's still crazy that you have the courage for speaking out

I'm still so fucking infuriated that Illy never got justice, not even her having a better life, friends and support system in the present can quench that anger. It's so unfair...

"i don't like that section of the mall anymore" hearing you say that made me feel so sick inside.

hearing you say “i don’t like that section of the mall anymore,” hearing your voice get emotion made me cry. no one fucking deserves this shit, and i’m so sorry you had to deal with all of this.

you are so brave for surviving and telling the story! I am so glad you were able to escape, what he did to you was discusting and im glad you were able to get yourself out of thte mindset and being straightforward to him! you deserve to be happy.

Y'now...if he's still got those pictures, he's a criminal.

"back for the chaos" >implying i ever left

Please keep educating us on this you just saved lives

I wish this had a Persian subtitle because this happens to a lot of Iranian woman because law and society are against relationships out of marriage

Harris: I’m going to kill myself Everyone including illymation: good 14:48

He ruined this girl's freaking life not just childhood he gave her these memories no one should suffer like that

The fact that she sounds so sad and at one point she sounded on the verge of tears breaks me

Thank you so much for realeasing this series because it is a very educational and made me and a lot of other people more concious of these kinds of situations. You are so brave for talking about it especially since videos have come out of people defending Haris and I watched there videos and thankfully found so many comments defending you. You deserve to be helped :)

"YOU BETTER BE BUFFER THAN MISTER CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE"

Dad: BILLY, WHY DID YOU SHOOT HIM! Me: He's Harris Dad: Shoot him again Billy

Once, this happened to me once. I feel of what it was like being terrified, it was pain, i still feel the pain..

I'm so sorry Alyssa no one should go through something like this. :(

u know. im gonna say it. *the law needs to do a better job*

“You’re not responsible for anyone’s happiness!” - Jaiden Animations, 2019

I love seeing videos like these especially when it comes to online grooming. I was groomed several times online but got into 'relationships' with two people and it definitely did some damage to me, even to this day. It kinda makes me feel seen that both of our stories took so similar, makes me feel like I can conquer the pain :) thank you for sharing your story!

“My gut was like.. GURL THIS IS WHACK” 😂😂

THAT ENDING AS ME MORE ON EDGE THAN INFINITY WAR

Thanks fo sharing this story Ily! Your so brave for sharing this story! Your helping so many teenagers out there!

No one ever deserves to be abused

“You better be buffer than mr.clean with that attitude”

Like Jaiden said: NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYONES HAPPINESS!

being taken advantage of is my biggest fear. I feel so bad that you had to go through this, people shouldn't have to go trough this or be worried about it happening. it's just horrible.

so brave telling this story. I feel for you illy

Just noticed Haris's hair is drawn to look like devil horns Clever

When you said “and he drove to a parking lot...............I don’t like that part of the mall anymore”it made me so sad I could here the pain in your voice

The fact that he's still free out there, is just horrific, dimented, demonic, crazy, unhinged, insane, ridiculous and disgusting. This video really made me realize that I myself was being manipulated, I'm so grateful that I stopped it before it got sexual

I'm so, SO sorry you had to go through this. Just remember even though when things happen in the past, they can still affect you, and I know it's hard to forget things like this, but keep your head up. Don't let that control you. Your biggest fan, Tilly

You have no idea how amazing it is to see someone brave enough to put a monster like this on blast! MAD props to you!

I feel like I'm more disappointed and angry at the cop because it was his job to protect you. It was his responsibility to take this seriously, but he didn't. He refused to listen and condescended a very serious issue that could have turned much much worse. When people in power like him don't believe survivors of abuse, they have blood on their hands. He doesn't deserve to be a cop.

Girl, from one abuse victim to another … here is a big long internet hug. This was a ride and took me right back to the memories of my ex… hope you’re well these days ❤

Thank you so much for your bravery. We stand by you, you make us feel seen and give us hope for justice. Never keep fighting illy, we stand by you.

To all haters :3 YALL BETTER BE BUFFER THAN MR CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE

“It’s okay, you just made a mistake.” That’s what my mom told me after I told her that I had been a victim of abuse and pedophilia. Illy, thank you for helping me not feel so alone.

Thank you for sharing your story. I am sorry this happened to you.

You have just made others that may have gone through, be going through a very huge help by posting this. Let there me more of you that speaks out about this.

4:03 I know this is serious but... *”YoU bEtTeR bE bUfFeR tHaN mR.cLeAn WiTh ThAt AtTiTuDe-“*

I got chills when you said "I don't like the part of the mall anymore..."😨

I am late but I am so sorry that happened to you.. no one should have to go through that. And the fact they didn’t even listen to you at the start says it all. This isn’t talked about enough. I hope your doing so much better❤️

Im glad you posted this video because it’s important to tell others about these types of things and make sure others know they’re not alone you are an awesome person ily ❤❤❤

Haris sounds like harass Coincidence *I think not.*