I've been going to therapy for about 3 years and im still at a point where stuff like that will suddenly hit me out of no where. I have child hood memories but i dont know if they're real either, its nuts! Im also always blindsided by when people (also my therapist) says "you're doing so well". Life is weird lol but still mostly fun!

Dude, this is such a good video!! I only have a handful of memories from ages 0 to 9, but just a couple weeks ago I had a traumatizing phone call with my mom and afterwards was finally able to cry for the first time in a long time, and as I lay in bed, suddenly memories from my childhood I didn't know I had started popping up out of nowhere. I thought I started the healing journey when I was 17 but I'm 24 now and realized even though I've worked really hard on myself over the years, I'm still just barely scratching the surface of things my body & mind need to heal from. I'm scared trauma is a battle I'm going to have to fight till the day I die, and I think I'm grieving the person I could've been without all of it, but maybe something will end up right in the end if I keep going. I hope everyone has a good day, and I hope your channel grows!!

i had a similar experience, my memories came crashing when i was like 15. The body keeps the score was a book that opened my perspective on trauma and healing. Wishing you all the best!

Good video. idk what else to say but didn't expect this level of video from a channel with 133 (now 134) subs. Will definitely try to stick around.

Hope ya doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️

Hope everyone doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️

Found you entertaining and decided to sub 🙏🔥

Gaze into my trauma lol