I don't like it, i don't feel accepted by this group and i wanna go home.

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NathanTalks

28 күн бұрын

My music: nathanrice.bandcamp.com/
#selfimprovement #singersongwriter #selfdevelopment #therapy #childhood

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@chalpy690 11 күн бұрын

I feel what you mean bro. I have the same every time i try new things, or got put into new things. You are not alone on that one, and its great to realise and think about those things because they make us grow as humans :) Enjoyed the video

@spoopyidk 24 күн бұрын

Love your shirt, bro. AiC rules.

@Voeris1 25 күн бұрын

I know the feeling.. it was the worst for me when they sent me off to a summer camp for a month or more. I remember I cried myself to sleep one night I wanted to be home so bad… But for smaller things you have to *try* to engage, to make an effort to socialize or make friends or get along.. only then can one start learning. I think something that could help is remembering that home is still there and you will return there after to rest safely and recharge. It’s not going anywhere. And people can change, behaviors can change… look up neuroplasticity. Best of luck friend.

@nathanricetalks 25 күн бұрын

@@Voeris1 Hey, thanks for the comment! I know the feeling with the summer camp, haha. But i think it's crucial that we force ourselves in those uncomfortable situations from time to time. I'm actually gonna make a video to touch up on your comment right now! I agree on your thought that home is always gonna be there! That's a soothing reassurance. Best of luck to you too!

@Voeris1 25 күн бұрын

@@nathanricetalks Exactly! we have to force ourselves sometimes.. and yes sometimes it will bit us in the 😳(we don't have to take too much meaning from it), but sometimes it won't, and those times it will be worth it.

@Bawkr 25 күн бұрын

I keep encountering A-holes and then I go back to being by myself. Online groups, family & past friends in real life. I just focus on my goals for the most part while trying to achieve a balance although I don't think not being near people on a regular basis really is balance. I'm not lonely I just know that it makes me somehow different socially being away from people for so long. The internet background voices and typing to random people in the comments doesn't really cut it.

@nathanricetalks 24 күн бұрын

I get you! I notice it aswell. When I'm away from people for a certain amount of time, it is hard not to lose all of my social skills tho. When I'm interacting with them on a daily basis it's all so effortless.

@Natty183 23 күн бұрын

The relationships I had weren't healthy, were one-sided and I learned that both my sister and my dad have used me as a scapegoat my entire life. Learning how they both lied about me and had this insane idea of who I am was shocking but it shouldn't have been lol. I left because I was getting stalked and all friends and family turned on me and kept parroting the same three lies that were demonstrably false and I could prove it, but they all turned into these weird zombies and then my dad tried to entrap me. Every single person in my life acted like they knew something about me but wouldn't say it and they literally turned into demons and screwed me over in their ways. I'll never trust another "human" ever again.

@Bawkr 23 күн бұрын

@@Natty183 It wasn't exactly the same for me but I have experienced similar patterns, although I just sort of changed my opinion, white lied just to let bygones be bygones because I knew if I said what I was really thinking there would be trouble but I communicate very seldom and keep that pretty abrupt now. They treat me a bit better but I stay cautious of them trying to set me up. Distance has healed it but if I were to remove that distance I think they would take advantage of me again.

@Natty183 22 күн бұрын

@@Bawkr I live in my Suburban. It got really hard recently and my father texted me and said I could come and stay with him. I thought about going back and I would be exactly as you said if I did. The program has repeated too many times for me to interact seriously with it anyway. But I can't. It makes every part of me scream out, "No!" Lol. So... I'm going to just keep going and try to find a safe place to rent (which is a saga in itself lmao) and yeah, duck that. I hope you are able to keep your space. I'm starting to notice it all transmute now that I'm not in it and it does give you super insight. And the peace!!! The peace!!! Even when it's the hardest and I think I'll be on the street for real it's still better than all that "help" comes with lol

@Bawkr 22 күн бұрын

@@Natty183 That's hardcore. I lived in my Aveo during the daytime for a while in the dalles Fred Myer parking lot. I live in my dads ole trailer right now fortunately. Use whatever resources you can find I guess, nearby opportunities etc. Maybe trailers on Facebook marketplace.

@ehihoba 24 күн бұрын

i feel that man, nice shirt!

@unmanifest6307 23 күн бұрын

We’ll surpass these chains

@DroolRockworm 23 күн бұрын

Bro no idea why this tiny video with no views was recommended to me front page KZfaq maybe KZfaq knows what it’s doing but I gotta say, you are funny. Like this is genuinely funny. It’s probably not meant to be but I found myself laughing at the plain way you are phrasing this stuff

@nathanricetalks 23 күн бұрын

glad i could brighten up your day! :)

@ritar6997 24 күн бұрын

This is all about beeing a highly sensitive person, I guess...

@darrelltregear756 24 күн бұрын

Do you have ADHD or autism because I am exactly the same and now I don't even try now I enjoy being left alone and don't put pressure on my self.

@nathanricetalks 24 күн бұрын

No, not that i know of.

@darrelltregear756 24 күн бұрын

@@nathanricetalks get checked out for ADHD or research it .

@nathanricetalks 22 күн бұрын

@@darrelltregear756 As a matter of fact, i won't. I think knowing about a potential "sickness" will just make me focus on it and make me lose my sense of taking responsibility for myself.

@TickleMeTimbers 26 күн бұрын

we suffer from a real lack of ritual in our lives, and by that, I mean think about the dancing and singing that used to be part of our past, for thousands upon thousands of years humans have had regular dancing and singing. I believe this is why many people go out. i was the same as you, but once I started to go get friends to go to the club, or going occasionally and making friends out, and singing and dancing, things got better for me.

@nathanricetalks 25 күн бұрын

@@TickleMeTimbers thanks for commenting! There has to be some truth to what your saying, it only seems logical since we used to live in tribes. Which would explain why i never felt this way when singing. I'm actually gonna make a video based on your comment rn.

@wewillrise3663 24 күн бұрын

You probably engage in more rituals then you realise