I smoked SALVIA & HALLUCINATED TERRIBLY: STORYTIME

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Tana Mongeau

Tana Mongeau

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the story of my first (AND ONLY) time smoking salvia. don't do it. hahahaah
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@thiskidneedsmedicine
@thiskidneedsmedicine 8 жыл бұрын
I wish there was live footage for this one omg
@Mskittenlover12
@Mskittenlover12 8 жыл бұрын
Sup Kevin 😂
@sadepower8038
@sadepower8038 8 жыл бұрын
GUYS THIS KID NEEsD MEDICINE!!
@astridjorgensen7971
@astridjorgensen7971 8 жыл бұрын
same
@sophieturner813
@sophieturner813 8 жыл бұрын
+sade power HE NEED SOME MILK
@OhThatsAaron18
@OhThatsAaron18 8 жыл бұрын
hey kevin =]]]
@katielyman6449
@katielyman6449 4 жыл бұрын
Imagine telling this girl about TanaCon && Jake Paul
@eternalprosciutto4108
@eternalprosciutto4108 3 жыл бұрын
LMFAOOO
@graciebarker8819
@graciebarker8819 2 жыл бұрын
She’d believe it lol
@avl5214
@avl5214 Жыл бұрын
LMAO
@JoseSanchez-fo1se
@JoseSanchez-fo1se 3 ай бұрын
@@graciebarker8819shed play Hefner immediately
@charmcatcher5806
@charmcatcher5806 2 ай бұрын
Imagine telling her she’d tour sold out shows and find Makoa ❤️😭
@boomerok6214
@boomerok6214 5 жыл бұрын
Salvia is no joke. Unlike a lot of other psychedelics the complete loss of touch with reality when you enter sally space can be terrifying.
@savvyaranda
@savvyaranda 5 жыл бұрын
Thomas my boyfriends brother drugged him with it and to this day he still freaks out about it. it was really bad
@reneeleese
@reneeleese 5 жыл бұрын
Savannah Martinez how would that even happen? You have to smoke salvia a certain way, I don’t know how you could trick someone into smoking it.
@AQWVegeto
@AQWVegeto 5 жыл бұрын
@@reneeleese just put it in a bowl and tell someone it's weed
@Quandaledillywingle
@Quandaledillywingle 5 жыл бұрын
Bro that’s what the fuck I live for
@reginaldjohnsonrocks
@reginaldjohnsonrocks 4 жыл бұрын
You’re no longer a person, I didn’t think I was coming back. I wouldn’t give salvia to my worst enemy’s without telling them I’m sorry and I hope they’re ok afterword
@Somnifex.
@Somnifex. 4 жыл бұрын
"I lost all sense of size" _boys our time has come_
@bethanymanning737
@bethanymanning737 4 жыл бұрын
James Farrington this should have more likes
@paulwhite1162
@paulwhite1162 4 жыл бұрын
How does this not have more likes haha
@mrtoasty8387
@mrtoasty8387 4 жыл бұрын
Bethany Manning yep, he should of gotten way more likes
@MsDOMOARIGATO
@MsDOMOARIGATO 4 жыл бұрын
That's a great way to briefly describe it. Thx.
@buck3o
@buck3o 4 жыл бұрын
Going to get salvia for my wife LOL
@janaepowell9253
@janaepowell9253 7 жыл бұрын
When I clicked on this video I thought it said "saliva"😂
@gracebonk5569
@gracebonk5569 6 жыл бұрын
Janae Powell i thought that until i watched the video for the second time
@holly6352
@holly6352 6 жыл бұрын
SAAAMMMMEEEE
@sophiefrost1564
@sophiefrost1564 6 жыл бұрын
Janae Powell same haha lol
@flora7195
@flora7195 6 жыл бұрын
Janae Powell sameee
@emmajaynerafferty9704
@emmajaynerafferty9704 6 жыл бұрын
Janae Powell omg sameeeee
@arlynserrano2132
@arlynserrano2132 8 жыл бұрын
NOBODY GIVES A FUCK IF YOU READ IT AS SALIVA
@awitchunderwater
@awitchunderwater 8 жыл бұрын
thank you
@realgroovie6071
@realgroovie6071 8 жыл бұрын
finally
@ms1748
@ms1748 8 жыл бұрын
stop
@Bunnyhop2002
@Bunnyhop2002 8 жыл бұрын
Ahahhahah trueee
@verityrose7554
@verityrose7554 8 жыл бұрын
nobody gives a f*** u said that
@evalinacasarella8927
@evalinacasarella8927 6 жыл бұрын
wait...anyone else thought she smoked straight SPIT?!
@marissashoemaker5146
@marissashoemaker5146 6 жыл бұрын
Evalina Casarella Me I’m really happy I’m not the only one
@michellesmodernlife1088
@michellesmodernlife1088 6 жыл бұрын
Evalina Casarella yeah
@aphroflame
@aphroflame 6 жыл бұрын
Evalina Casarella YEA
@aliyahramlochan8309
@aliyahramlochan8309 6 жыл бұрын
MEEEE
@voidsnail
@voidsnail 6 жыл бұрын
Yeah, wasn't wearing glasses XD
@2aminnyc
@2aminnyc 5 жыл бұрын
I’ve watched this video at least 4 times already and I still watch it
@bobbyjones22
@bobbyjones22 2 жыл бұрын
Why it’s so fuckin annoying
@sarahvorsheck
@sarahvorsheck 8 жыл бұрын
I love that Tana admits she used to do stuff just to try to be cool. Not many people do that, and like girl I've been there too.
@emilyvaughan9815
@emilyvaughan9815 7 жыл бұрын
molly water guy: "Tana are you ok? Tana: longest "yeah" boy ever
@emilyvaughan9815
@emilyvaughan9815 7 жыл бұрын
then the boy turns into a tree
@marissawallen8053
@marissawallen8053 7 жыл бұрын
DEAD 😂
@weggles8
@weggles8 6 жыл бұрын
mali* and lol
@briannaw6883
@briannaw6883 6 жыл бұрын
Bella Love it’s molly😂
@lonelyheartsclub27
@lonelyheartsclub27 3 жыл бұрын
What vid was the molly water guy?
@jacquelinejones8681
@jacquelinejones8681 5 жыл бұрын
Moral of the story - Smoking salvia will give you anxieTREE
@morningbreeze3390
@morningbreeze3390 5 жыл бұрын
this deserves more likes
@anonomus8709
@anonomus8709 4 жыл бұрын
Boss Ricketts well, assuming you didn’t do anything stupid with it, like take too much
@ambikafulton
@ambikafulton 4 жыл бұрын
byeeee
@jadazava6525
@jadazava6525 4 жыл бұрын
Bruhhh AHAHA
@Teropha
@Teropha 3 жыл бұрын
no
@lennypane62
@lennypane62 5 жыл бұрын
When I was younger and watched this, I didn’t understand what she meant. But after experimenting with psychs a bunch of times and watching it now, I understand now. Lmfao. Poor girl.
@goddamnperfect1272
@goddamnperfect1272 6 жыл бұрын
“And all of a sudden... he just.. TUrNs INtO a tREe!!!!” im pissing myself right now i love tana so much
@lindseyfugitt2488
@lindseyfugitt2488 6 жыл бұрын
goddamnperfect I swear she is afraid of trees😂
@emmalopez3085
@emmalopez3085 6 жыл бұрын
goddamnperfect love this comment
@cheyc4003
@cheyc4003 6 жыл бұрын
lmaooooooooooooo
@beatekrumina9941
@beatekrumina9941 5 жыл бұрын
goddamnperfect dude me too😂😂😂
@beccalynnn2484
@beccalynnn2484 5 жыл бұрын
Hahahahahahahaha xD
@evabv1569
@evabv1569 7 жыл бұрын
"just relax, its just a drug", best thing i've heard today, honestly,
@Bestiezsince08
@Bestiezsince08 4 жыл бұрын
I was a freshman in college when this dropped and I remember watching this with my roommate and it just brings back memories man.. Like seeing how different not only my life is but Tana's too. Like wow, growth and shit is really real. Time is passing, we are really growing tf up!
@jason-kk2nr
@jason-kk2nr 6 жыл бұрын
I am Tana and I speak for the trees
@mykenzie7.g
@mykenzie7.g 5 жыл бұрын
Jason Arruda im cackling😂😂
@SarahBaska
@SarahBaska 8 жыл бұрын
TREES BITCH!!!!!?!?!!? THE FUCK!!!!!!! LMFOADCACLJAISAJ
@mary__onacross
@mary__onacross 8 жыл бұрын
Oh hey mom 😍
@hannahfazal3054
@hannahfazal3054 8 жыл бұрын
SARAH AND TANA OMG SIDBDKDND
@apostolia8369
@apostolia8369 8 жыл бұрын
moooommmm
@elenaxen9094
@elenaxen9094 8 жыл бұрын
hey guuurl
@mazerlazer_
@mazerlazer_ 8 жыл бұрын
OMG YOU WATCH HER VIDEOS. YOU GUYS ARE MY FAV
@keniapenalba4636
@keniapenalba4636 7 жыл бұрын
I really want you to include your molly water salvia friend in a video he literally sounds like such a character
@cashfrowni
@cashfrowni 7 жыл бұрын
Kenia Penalba I need that dude contacts info
@kaseyjade13
@kaseyjade13 Ай бұрын
Everyone here from 2024
@reginaldjohnsonrocks
@reginaldjohnsonrocks 4 жыл бұрын
I did it laying down at the beach at night, packed a fat bowl with my friend and we both roasted our own bowls. I felt like gravity was forcing me down and pulling me into this insane trip. The last thing I remember before blacking out was my friend saying it’s going to be ok just let it take you. I felt like he had tricked me and knew I was going to be absolutely powerless to what happens next. My reality was shattered I didn’t know where or who I was. Every part of me wanted to fight the trip because you know when you’re blasting off your no longer a person and you want to cling on to reality as hard as you can. I saw the folds, I saw layers of my reality and I couldn’t tell which layer I belonged in. I was scared I wouldn’t find my way back. Slowly the layers folded together like one of those paper Chinese fans and I was suddenly back. Salvia is no joke, don’t give it to anyone whiteout warning them that their going to be fucking terrified. Even then there’s no way to prepare for what happens.
@gamermoment4327
@gamermoment4327 4 жыл бұрын
damn dude, ego death on salvia does not sound like a good time good god man
@gpotato155
@gpotato155 4 жыл бұрын
Reginald Johnson DUDE. I FEEL THIS. Dont do drugs youll regret it
@Ahmgcats
@Ahmgcats 4 жыл бұрын
@@gpotato155 It's more common than not to do a horribly higher dose of salvia for your first trip than to start at a manageable dose. Drugs can be really fun, doing too much sucks 😂
@jessejames1590
@jessejames1590 4 жыл бұрын
@@gamermoment4327 any ego death sucks. salvia is just terrible, just looking at the black little leaves is enough to give you a bad trip before you even start.
@lizbethbercier9322
@lizbethbercier9322 3 жыл бұрын
I expierce similar thing
@BenBluee
@BenBluee 8 жыл бұрын
"Shave my head and piss on trees in public" I think I'm at that point of my life now..
@BenBluee
@BenBluee 8 жыл бұрын
Loved this video Tana 😂💙
@kallistamohl4956
@kallistamohl4956 8 жыл бұрын
me too me too
@kallistamohl4956
@kallistamohl4956 8 жыл бұрын
Catriona Johansen​ I was more saying me too to her original comment but I mean the vid was bomb too 😂😂
@sweetpeaify
@sweetpeaify 8 жыл бұрын
Same here
@Videostar11011
@Videostar11011 8 жыл бұрын
Me too.
@corinnecapitonoff4062
@corinnecapitonoff4062 8 жыл бұрын
Comments on this vid: 30% - Salvia stories 30% - What lipstick is Tana wearing? 40% - I THOUGHT IT SAID SALIVA HAHAHAHAHA
@saraneese1041
@saraneese1041 8 жыл бұрын
This made me laugh sm😂😂
@gag9863
@gag9863 8 жыл бұрын
LMAOO
@ryleemarek9938
@ryleemarek9938 8 жыл бұрын
I THOUGHT SHE SAID SALIVA TOOOOOOO
@paigeirwin4549
@paigeirwin4549 8 жыл бұрын
Lmao truueee
@siennarenshaw8487
@siennarenshaw8487 8 жыл бұрын
same i thought it said saliva
@wompyyyw0mp
@wompyyyw0mp 4 жыл бұрын
She just said like three of the conspiracy pallet shade names
@abigailscorner902
@abigailscorner902 4 жыл бұрын
NGAHUIA TIPU which ones
@karmenmatas7140
@karmenmatas7140 4 жыл бұрын
Abigail’s Corner my uber’s here is the one i noticed lol
@lilntvgirl
@lilntvgirl 4 жыл бұрын
My ubers here aka my rides here *copywrite reasons* eyeshadow shade and I gotta go (lipstick)
@dominiquemilitello5474
@dominiquemilitello5474 5 жыл бұрын
she said "fibia". Its "fibula" or "tibia". IM SO DEAD HHAHAHA
@annageeson4267
@annageeson4267 5 жыл бұрын
Dominique Militello me waiting for someone to comment this
@jessn.2665
@jessn.2665 4 жыл бұрын
Dominique Militello honestly I’ve heard even undergrad anatomy students call the fibula the fibia. Soooo
@pignose8909
@pignose8909 3 жыл бұрын
@@jessn.2665 it's bc of hannah montana in the bone song it sounds like she says fibia tibia
@TheBest6431
@TheBest6431 3 жыл бұрын
Same im a medical student i just passed anatomy class and i wa slike .... fibia? And i went thru the list of all bones in my head i guess she meant to say tibia
@cheappain273
@cheappain273 8 жыл бұрын
YOUR MAKEUP IS SO AMAZING IN THIS VIDEO I DEMAND A TUTORIAL
@jasminelu5502
@jasminelu5502 8 жыл бұрын
Yas
@LaykenImundo
@LaykenImundo 8 жыл бұрын
omg yes
@happystance12able
@happystance12able 8 жыл бұрын
I know! How does she get her foundation to match the palms of her hands so perfectly?
@oliviatomlin8912
@oliviatomlin8912 8 жыл бұрын
+happystance12able Tana already made two makeup tutorials
@jasminesings4400
@jasminesings4400 8 жыл бұрын
+happystance12able by matching her foundation correctly...
@FleetingPrecision
@FleetingPrecision 7 жыл бұрын
I don't want to be that guy but dude when i was 14 the wildest thing i ever did was stay up until 2 am on new year's eve
@cloudcity9672
@cloudcity9672 7 жыл бұрын
Same though man
@pepsyboo
@pepsyboo 7 жыл бұрын
FleetingPrecision yeah you just became "that guy"... everyone's in a different situation
@woodrowwillson
@woodrowwillson 7 жыл бұрын
FleetingPrecision holy shit your a wild man the worst thing I do is curse on roblox
@gabrielleforde6783
@gabrielleforde6783 7 жыл бұрын
FleetingPrecision Im 12, insomnia sucks, i don't slee alot.
@user-lh7uf8vk4d
@user-lh7uf8vk4d 7 жыл бұрын
I did so many bad things when I was younger lol, don't really regret it cause you only live once.
@____aaaa-tj2sk
@____aaaa-tj2sk 5 ай бұрын
Who’s here in 2024?? Also Tana tried salvia😭😭😭
@dj_k_slay_
@dj_k_slay_ 5 жыл бұрын
Innocent ass people thinking she wrote saliva 😂😂😂
@cutiepatooti53.o.47
@cutiepatooti53.o.47 5 жыл бұрын
She did tho?
@nighttimeteatimememetime7919
@nighttimeteatimememetime7919 5 жыл бұрын
What do you mean "innocent ass people", smoking salvia doesn't make you not innocent, salvia is legal
@cutiepatooti53.o.47
@cutiepatooti53.o.47 5 жыл бұрын
@@nighttimeteatimememetime7919 she meant the word looked like saliva to ppl who don't know what salvia is
@nighttimeteatimememetime7919
@nighttimeteatimememetime7919 5 жыл бұрын
@@cutiepatooti53.o.47 Ok whatever
@lemonlimes3699
@lemonlimes3699 4 жыл бұрын
@@cutiepatooti53.o.47 no, she wrote salvia.
@omgjackie
@omgjackie 8 жыл бұрын
One time I was at this party at chuck e cheese and we were passing around this balloon and I took a hit of helium and it fucked me up
@aesopbaby
@aesopbaby 8 жыл бұрын
JACKIE ILYSM
@briannaleveille1525
@briannaleveille1525 8 жыл бұрын
Hahahahaha in weak 😂😂
@lyannrabadi7214
@lyannrabadi7214 8 жыл бұрын
Omg 😂😂😂 I'm dead
@asmaabib
@asmaabib 8 жыл бұрын
OMFG SAME
@angelinanunez4683
@angelinanunez4683 8 жыл бұрын
hi Jackie
@miiasaurous
@miiasaurous 8 жыл бұрын
"if youre gonna do a drug, do acid" DAMMIT TANA IM FGHCUGIG
@mikylarussell1866
@mikylarussell1866 8 жыл бұрын
HEY MIIA UR MY FAVORITE THANKS BYE
@snowdove030
@snowdove030 8 жыл бұрын
If your going to do a "drug" do a high dose of magic mushrooms and do a video about it! Don't skimp on the fungi!!!
@MegaMollymoomoo
@MegaMollymoomoo 8 жыл бұрын
+Candice K Either that or else a good double-dipped lsd tab, hallucinations without loosing any sense of time or space, just mad visuals >_
@winifredfoster1077
@winifredfoster1077 8 жыл бұрын
miiasaurous MIAAAA OMG
@nyaweh8156
@nyaweh8156 7 жыл бұрын
Nah just do some heroin. As a first drug a hallucinogenic is not a good choice lol JKJK obvs but not the latter part of the above statement. Hallucinogens can be scare if you have NO experience with drugs, smoke a lil weed first. If you panic then you probably shouldn't do any hallucinogens. If it must be than start with small amounts of shrooms, you generally won't get full blown visions with a small dose of shrooms. You'll just get like color, light trails just kinda general waviness. Now if you wanna TRIP BALLS than I guess Salvia would be the way to go. Now shrooms or acid would probably give you a more pleasurable trip it can last for hours while with Saliva you'll have AN INTENSE sometimes scary trip BUT if you hate it and it terrifies you at least you'll know it'll only "last" for 5-15 minutes. *PSA OVER*
@isabellemoore5381
@isabellemoore5381 4 жыл бұрын
The forgetting it is a trauma response because I do it. It’s a PTSD thing
@savannahbrooke4059
@savannahbrooke4059 4 жыл бұрын
who’s binge watching tanas old vids in 2020 ! hahaha i love her so much
@rosepoland3052
@rosepoland3052 7 жыл бұрын
Conspiracy theories: what if it's an alternate universe and the drug is the only portale
@thirtythreeeyes8624
@thirtythreeeyes8624 7 жыл бұрын
If anything it takes you outside the universe altogether it may drop you back into an alternate reality though. Mandela effect anyone. Her problem was she smoked it expecting to get high, not a good idea it has a tendency to tear your consciousness away from your body and most people are way too comfortable in their current reality for that to not be an absolutely terrifying experience. Basically valley girls people with a giant ego and people who are afraid of death probably shouldn't touch salvia it's gonna scare the shit out of you they'd probably like dmt though much more mellow.
@TheRandomsChannel
@TheRandomsChannel 7 жыл бұрын
Yea that's what I thought lol I had a theory that smoking salvia was like time traveling or teleporting. I never smoked it before but honestly I'm not too sure if I want to. I'll stick to weed.
@jetaddict420
@jetaddict420 7 жыл бұрын
33 you are totally right
@coldwater6815
@coldwater6815 7 жыл бұрын
what is a portale? never heard of that
@para-mentischannelbypiggsy4240
@para-mentischannelbypiggsy4240 7 жыл бұрын
Like a hack in the matrix
@melisad591
@melisad591 8 жыл бұрын
TANA THIS IS LIKE WHEN SPONGEBOB STARTED SEEING EVERYONE AS KRABBY PATTIES OMFG😂💀
@emelymurillooo
@emelymurillooo 8 жыл бұрын
lmaoo hahaahahah
@otterlove4567vgvbvvv
@otterlove4567vgvbvvv 8 жыл бұрын
OMG YAS 😂😂😂😂😂👌👌👌👌👌
@xxiZombie
@xxiZombie 8 жыл бұрын
or in the Simpsons movie when homer started seeing trees because he left his family
@otterlove4567vgvbvvv
@otterlove4567vgvbvvv 8 жыл бұрын
Omg totally
@KarizmaC719
@KarizmaC719 8 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@stanleyblank3908
@stanleyblank3908 Ай бұрын
So honest about her feminine way and reasoning for consuming drugs
@gerardwayisafrogdad5481
@gerardwayisafrogdad5481 6 жыл бұрын
“He just turns into a tree” “Every single person around me, everything around me, the table, the rocks on the ground, the ground itself, like my shoes, my own being everything was just turning into trees” 😂😂
@mayrav.4256
@mayrav.4256 8 жыл бұрын
when she was explaining how she felt after taking the 2nd hit, she legit sounded like Marina Joyce 😂
@realgroovie6071
@realgroovie6071 8 жыл бұрын
literally same
@xNouiiille
@xNouiiille 8 жыл бұрын
YAAAAS AHAH
@bryangonzalez4176
@bryangonzalez4176 8 жыл бұрын
Exposed! 😂 jk
@haloum
@haloum 8 жыл бұрын
so tru 😂😂😂😂😂
@emilyschweitzer3268
@emilyschweitzer3268 4 жыл бұрын
i can’t believe i haven’t seen a single comment about tana saying “fibia” instead of fibula or tibia 😂
@georgiaomalley7823
@georgiaomalley7823 4 жыл бұрын
Emily Schweitzer I’ve been looking for this comment! 😂
@DannyBoy-by5bv
@DannyBoy-by5bv 5 жыл бұрын
Nobody: Tana: *TREES WERE JUST COMIN AT ME*
@42madi98
@42madi98 6 жыл бұрын
What I learned: Tana has a deep rooted fear of trees
@crystalkyla1822
@crystalkyla1822 5 жыл бұрын
"Root-ed"
@vivelise16
@vivelise16 5 жыл бұрын
haha I GET IT
@juliay3333
@juliay3333 8 жыл бұрын
I love that slight shade she threw at gabby when she said "well its not like i saw auras or something but"
@taymaevlogs5185
@taymaevlogs5185 8 жыл бұрын
huh?
@lissettfigueroa5744
@lissettfigueroa5744 8 жыл бұрын
lmaooo I caught that too!!
@Bri333cheese
@Bri333cheese 8 жыл бұрын
Julia Youngstedt that wasn't shade she's just saying she didn't see that
@juliay3333
@juliay3333 8 жыл бұрын
+BitterVoid lol chill my frend
@jasminea9986
@jasminea9986 7 жыл бұрын
how is that shade?...lol
@leannavera7342
@leannavera7342 4 жыл бұрын
I miss this Tana !!! She has no idea what her life is going to become!!!
@plachenko
@plachenko 4 жыл бұрын
I don't think the lesson is "don't smoke salvia"-- it's do your research and respect what you're getting into. Respect being key.
@maryallison2644
@maryallison2644 7 жыл бұрын
My first experience was crazy. I sat on my couch and it felt like the wall that was in reality maybe a foot away came rushing at me and the window that was 5 feet away both came rushing at me. It was freaky and scared me. But then a minute later was fine. Then a few months later I tried purple Salvia and had a HORRIBLE experience. I was trapped in my own uterus. Knee deep in my own organs, trying to get to my vagina opening so I could get out. Everytime I looked over my shoulder I saw myself. It was horrible it was YEARS ago I've had a chance to do it again but refuse that was the worst I will never try again.
@rubeslapointe4724
@rubeslapointe4724 7 жыл бұрын
I fucking cried of laughter, sorry
@alfreyonjana1249
@alfreyonjana1249 7 жыл бұрын
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
@makeupDiva211
@makeupDiva211 7 жыл бұрын
mary allison i
@emeraldmara6892
@emeraldmara6892 6 жыл бұрын
i did it a second hit too and i lost all sense of my reality too. most terrifying experience of my life
@daniellerodgers6493
@daniellerodgers6493 5 жыл бұрын
Lizzie Bowen what happened?
@jacob4884
@jacob4884 5 жыл бұрын
Last time I smoked something it fucked me up bad I feel like shits all fake and a dream and stuff like that I absolutely hate it. Kids do not ever do drugs at all
@yoimmouse2873
@yoimmouse2873 4 жыл бұрын
“Don’t do salvia just do acid” Okay Tana😂
@EastonJames
@EastonJames 8 жыл бұрын
UGH TANA IM LIVING FOR THAT LIPSTICK COLOR
@EastonJames
@EastonJames 8 жыл бұрын
Also just bought a t shirt
@SweetreatsbyGab
@SweetreatsbyGab 8 жыл бұрын
SAME it looks so good on her
@EastonJames
@EastonJames 8 жыл бұрын
Right? Like slay me bitch
@caseyscire8904
@caseyscire8904 8 жыл бұрын
+Easton James does anybody know the color?
@Maceymccreerybieber
@Maceymccreerybieber 8 жыл бұрын
+casey scire it kind of looks like candy k but don't quote me
@carolinethornton2280
@carolinethornton2280 8 жыл бұрын
I smoked salvia and everyone turned into a Door, and if they had good vibes their door was open and if they had bad vibes their door was closed. And of course right after I took the bong load of salvia/ the cops showed up to roll the party. I was tripping with my friend and we hid in the upstairs bedroom and for some reason in my mind the only way I would stop tripping was if I licked the carpet to escape the trip... So I licked the carpet and the whole world melted and then I could finally see again and everything went back to reality. NEVER DID SALVIA AGAIN HOLY FUCK.. Bad times
@carolinethornton2280
@carolinethornton2280 8 жыл бұрын
Oh and this felt like 3 hours but it was a totally of 10 minutes maybe less of trip... Ughhhh
@boogersarethebreakfastofch3668
@boogersarethebreakfastofch3668 8 жыл бұрын
THIS SHIT'S EXACTLY WHY I DON'T SMOKE. 😑
@emmaobrien1278
@emmaobrien1278 8 жыл бұрын
dont do drugs children
@YE.BO.AH.
@YE.BO.AH. 8 жыл бұрын
+Hebe Wow such a great story
@KeelyJanelle
@KeelyJanelle 5 жыл бұрын
LMFAO😂😂😂😂😂😂
@amyzissler
@amyzissler Жыл бұрын
Have tears in my eyes looking at this girl knowing what she’s done now. Queen Tana❤
@Nxpo_
@Nxpo_ 4 жыл бұрын
I smoked x80 and went into 3rd person for what felt like a eternity.
@Copilot1204
@Copilot1204 3 жыл бұрын
What's x80
@kaitlynm8093
@kaitlynm8093 3 жыл бұрын
bruh same and it sucked
@nonexistenceisbliss9528
@nonexistenceisbliss9528 3 жыл бұрын
When you're in 3rd person view that's when you know you're gonna have a bad time.
@BeautyByRi868
@BeautyByRi868 8 жыл бұрын
TANA MAKE A FUCKING "IM SORRY MOM" T-SHIRT
@tiffb17
@tiffb17 8 жыл бұрын
yessss! that's perfect 😲😲💀
@iconic6985
@iconic6985 8 жыл бұрын
True
@sophierose5994
@sophierose5994 8 жыл бұрын
YES
@j.rod8
@j.rod8 8 жыл бұрын
CAN THIS ACTUALLY HAPPEN CAUSE I NEED THIS SHIRT!!!!
@MissCuteMustache
@MissCuteMustache 8 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD YES
@SineadJerromes
@SineadJerromes 8 жыл бұрын
When you're vegan and can't stop thinking about trees
@LaykenImundo
@LaykenImundo 8 жыл бұрын
LMAO
@dulcekimberly2984
@dulcekimberly2984 8 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂
@bartwithaheart
@bartwithaheart 8 жыл бұрын
DEAD LMAO
@WildDiva500
@WildDiva500 8 жыл бұрын
Fuckin lol
@SineadJerromes
@SineadJerromes 8 жыл бұрын
+Mother Laurena Shane 💘
@gerardwayisafrogdad5481
@gerardwayisafrogdad5481 6 жыл бұрын
Can we please get Tana Merch that says “He just tURnS inTO a tReE
@Billyholdman
@Billyholdman 5 жыл бұрын
Who else is here in 2019 lmao
@lillyross8694
@lillyross8694 4 жыл бұрын
Basic Billy hola
@jasminewells8376
@jasminewells8376 4 жыл бұрын
2020
@daniiel
@daniiel 8 жыл бұрын
QUEEN OF CRAZY ASS STORIES 😂
@danielmez7313
@danielmez7313 8 жыл бұрын
right ahha
@vashipitack2769
@vashipitack2769 8 жыл бұрын
UR VIDEOS ARE FUNNY AF DAN ❤️❤️
@chloedesmond1221
@chloedesmond1221 8 жыл бұрын
truuu
@thiccfeelings3187
@thiccfeelings3187 8 жыл бұрын
Yasssssssssssss
@TheSoulIsPrismaticTV
@TheSoulIsPrismaticTV 8 жыл бұрын
For real!
@makenziesandifer9513
@makenziesandifer9513 7 жыл бұрын
"In that moment, Tana knew she fucked up" is always gonna be my favorite fucking quote ever.
@Mylifeasericaaa
@Mylifeasericaaa 5 жыл бұрын
Holy christ Tana looks like a baby here.
@jourdanhuffman871
@jourdanhuffman871 2 жыл бұрын
I can't believe I've never watched this story time. I'm deaddd because I also had the weirdest experience with salvia the first time I did it. My friends and I were sitting on a friends 2nd floor back deck late one night. I went first (cause like Tana, I was the cool hardcore girl lmao) and took 2 huge bong rips back to back and was literally instantly transformed into a puzzle piece and all my friends became puzzle pieces as well and I was a piece in the middle of the puzzle and my friends were all the pieces that surrounded me and I started FREAKING OUT because my friends (as puzzle pieces) wouldnt let me out of this puzzle so I started screaming and jumped up and ran to the side of the deck and started climbing the side to jump off the deck because in my head this was the only way I had any chance of moving myself, the puzzle piece, out of the puzzle 😭 One of my friends jumped up and body slammed me to the ground before I could jump off the second story. I came back to reality with my friend laying on top of me to keep me from moving and just as fast as it came on, it was gone. One of the weirdest experiences of my life. Only 1 of my 5 friends with me decided to hit it after watching me 😂
@willowtree3305
@willowtree3305 2 жыл бұрын
holy fuck that is intense!! You had such a similar experience to Tana except puzzle pieces instead of trees, it's almost like it's something from the universe in the plant that is trying to get a message across or something lol
@eveloesch297
@eveloesch297 6 жыл бұрын
She should wear that lip color more often
@taycharlese
@taycharlese 5 жыл бұрын
Hits Blunt facts.
@bi.fruitsalad
@bi.fruitsalad 4 жыл бұрын
I agree
@JustBlake
@JustBlake 4 жыл бұрын
Definitely
@rayman6705
@rayman6705 4 жыл бұрын
LIKE OF MY FUCKING GOD LIKE TOTALLY BITCHES! LIPS AND MAKEUP IS LIFE! 💁‍♀️
@erikaasong9350
@erikaasong9350 4 жыл бұрын
Roman Lorette 😂
@alyssstiel1323
@alyssstiel1323 7 жыл бұрын
I'M ON A TANA SPREE AT 3 AM AND I REGRET NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! edit: do you ever look back at your old comments and want to die from cringing so much?
@alyssstiel1323
@alyssstiel1323 7 жыл бұрын
Also, you could see anything...... and you saw trees?
@zeninahwilson9825
@zeninahwilson9825 7 жыл бұрын
QueenBeckiey 11:01 haha
@Juli-qe4fs
@Juli-qe4fs 7 жыл бұрын
QueenBeckiey i would regret my whole life
@alyssstiel1323
@alyssstiel1323 7 жыл бұрын
Lunafreya watching tana or watching at 3 am? the second one I did regret lol
@Gaby-ly4zi
@Gaby-ly4zi 6 жыл бұрын
yes
@HerbQuest
@HerbQuest 5 жыл бұрын
"Never hit it twice" - 2016..... "Three big hits for the best results" - 2019.
@SophieSerfaty1997
@SophieSerfaty1997 4 жыл бұрын
I had the opposite experience. I took it trying to hang too and everyone else tripped hard but me. Apparently you are supposed to hold it in for 30 seconds than exhale, i just smoked it like weed. Tana didnt do it else wrong lmao everyone else did. None of them tripped or got high. Tana was the only one that did lmao. Even though she had a bad trip its not that you aren’t supposed to take two hits. If you dont hold it in you wont trip. So she didnt even rlly take two hits cuz the first one didnt count or do anything. The reason she tripped is because she took a longer hit.
@sel8779
@sel8779 8 жыл бұрын
you all read saliva in the title wE GOT IT K
@happystance3able
@happystance3able 8 жыл бұрын
MANDELA EFFECT CONFIRMED!!!
@troyestan3888
@troyestan3888 8 жыл бұрын
LMAO
@rachel-lq4rh
@rachel-lq4rh 8 жыл бұрын
it's not the fucking Mandela effect lmao we just misread it because it's a similar word
@julissaaguilar9004
@julissaaguilar9004 8 жыл бұрын
y u mad
@princessamyia3708
@princessamyia3708 8 жыл бұрын
+happystanceable13 or maybe...just maybe she put saliva by accident and when she noticed it she changed it to salvia.
@PeaceNLiebe
@PeaceNLiebe 6 жыл бұрын
Acid or should I say 2ci made me connected with fir trees also! It’s not a coincidence your main focus was trees. Hallucinogens tend to wake us up out of our superficial consciousness and realize there is nature and this planet that we need to become aware of.
@maddyboi9245
@maddyboi9245 6 жыл бұрын
This is sort of old but this is so weird because I also connected to trees and like the sky and shit it was really weird. Conspiracy theory??
@jasminerose7148
@jasminerose7148 6 жыл бұрын
I literally had an out od body experience and OD'd on 2ci, crazy shit. I don't recommend research chemicals.
@snowjewel3982
@snowjewel3982 5 жыл бұрын
Caroline if you took acid you took lsd, 2ci is called smiles not acid...
@graciefrancoeur9573
@graciefrancoeur9573 5 жыл бұрын
acid is lysergic acid diethylamide be careful 2ci is something else !!
@user-le5uc3hw2d
@user-le5uc3hw2d 5 жыл бұрын
Caroline I kept hearing like hundreds of birds chirping 24/7 like there was a massive flock of them outside my window
@kaelibunch7694
@kaelibunch7694 4 жыл бұрын
who else is reminiscing old tana during quarantine
@jonathanriggs5793
@jonathanriggs5793 5 жыл бұрын
Weird flex Tana Mango but okay.
@aliciameyer7689
@aliciameyer7689 5 жыл бұрын
Mango 😂😂😂😂👏👏
@carol-xl6fz
@carol-xl6fz 5 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@sickomode9524
@sickomode9524 8 жыл бұрын
I read it as saliva and thought "Tana how the fuck do you smoke spit"
@dani-mf8iv
@dani-mf8iv 8 жыл бұрын
Ok same ( I love your username and profile pic)
@shelbymay769
@shelbymay769 8 жыл бұрын
|-/
@sickomode9524
@sickomode9524 8 жыл бұрын
Thanks :) Phandøm Clique
@YE.BO.AH.
@YE.BO.AH. 8 жыл бұрын
SAME! Lmfao😂
@toribrown3471
@toribrown3471 8 жыл бұрын
YOUR PROFILE PIC AND USERNAME ARE ACTUALLY ME
@ayenil1322
@ayenil1322 8 жыл бұрын
what if you were still on salvia and imagining you getting youtube famous
@booboo8451
@booboo8451 8 жыл бұрын
Salvias not like that lol
@niyarandall7348
@niyarandall7348 8 жыл бұрын
Woah
@helen704
@helen704 8 жыл бұрын
WGAT
@kiyaaa222
@kiyaaa222 8 жыл бұрын
OMKG
@sophieireen
@sophieireen 8 жыл бұрын
OMG nO
@chaneymccollum2196
@chaneymccollum2196 5 жыл бұрын
2016 tana and 2019 tana are literally 2 different people. I don’t even know how i got here but i literally remember watching this video when she posted it. I love the progress you’ve made tana ❤️
@NeonEverything
@NeonEverything 5 жыл бұрын
this tana and now tana are literally 2 different people and it's great
@brooklynrodriguez1599
@brooklynrodriguez1599 6 жыл бұрын
"DONT SMOKE SALVIA" *texts my plug to see if he has any salvia*
@alannahreynolds4237
@alannahreynolds4237 5 жыл бұрын
Where can u buy it?
@thugloaf8924
@thugloaf8924 5 жыл бұрын
@@alannahreynolds4237 Walmart greenhouses
@AQWVegeto
@AQWVegeto 5 жыл бұрын
@@alannahreynolds4237 online
@Hhej927
@Hhej927 4 жыл бұрын
Dont its tramatizing
@CDC1357
@CDC1357 4 жыл бұрын
please do not smoke salvia, just do acid or shrooms . and if you want a crazy spiritual and vivid trip art this point i think dmt would be a better idea, but that shit changes your life so please do some research
@sierrawright9334
@sierrawright9334 6 жыл бұрын
Plot twist: we are actually trees
@QueenNelly14
@QueenNelly14 5 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂 in hella weak
@IrieRise
@IrieRise 5 жыл бұрын
Salvia crushes the ego. The stronger your ego is the less you will enjoy this awesome plant.
@cameron8529
@cameron8529 4 ай бұрын
salvia doesnt "crush" your ego, it causes literal ego death, meaning you lose all senses of reality and identity and you dont know who you are. the size of your "ego" has absolutely no influence on ego death lol
@morgipi
@morgipi 3 жыл бұрын
the echo part and the guy turning into a tree happened to me when I had psychosis from simply smoking pot. I have the echo thing I everytime I smoke but this one time I smoked more than usual and my brothers head turned into a giant pot leaf
@erinelizabeth6526
@erinelizabeth6526 8 жыл бұрын
I thought the title said saliva oh my god😂
@kaitlyntrinh8567
@kaitlyntrinh8567 8 жыл бұрын
So did 70% of the comments
@alegatorr4175
@alegatorr4175 8 жыл бұрын
Same and Melanie.😍
@caitlinxo7865
@caitlinxo7865 8 жыл бұрын
SAMEE
@erinelizabeth6526
@erinelizabeth6526 8 жыл бұрын
+Crybaby. Crybaby!!!!
@lovesiickgirl
@lovesiickgirl 8 жыл бұрын
Me too😂😂😂😂
@hannabekele1976
@hannabekele1976 8 жыл бұрын
damn am I the only one that noticed that she was lowkey shading Britney Spears in the beginning of the video lmaoo😂😂😂
@hannabekele1976
@hannabekele1976 8 жыл бұрын
i am oh ok😴😂
@AlexRodriguez-ve3rt
@AlexRodriguez-ve3rt 8 жыл бұрын
Yea😂😂
@hannabekele1976
@hannabekele1976 8 жыл бұрын
+Alex Rodriguez and her "friends" name was Britney omg
@edelysrodriguez9263
@edelysrodriguez9263 8 жыл бұрын
YES 💀
@tylarakaiti7493
@tylarakaiti7493 8 жыл бұрын
What did she say? Soz I don't hear celebrity gossip often
@-IiIiana
@-IiIiana 4 жыл бұрын
can we just acknowledge that tana felt her breath reach her fibia and there is in fact no such thing as a fibia
@ariannavieira1010
@ariannavieira1010 4 жыл бұрын
in 2020: i miss old tana when she told storytimes
@TATIANA-rz7jb
@TATIANA-rz7jb 7 жыл бұрын
you experienced what is called an ego death. the reason it felt like you didnt know who you were is because you were experiencing something that is great in a spiritual sense. its what so many people who are aware of this try to experience while tripping. everything you see while tripping, is for a reason.
@dedaveful
@dedaveful 6 жыл бұрын
Tatiana Troup but why trees?
@alyssahamlett
@alyssahamlett 2 жыл бұрын
Salvia does not make you trip like psychedelic still anybody on here talking about this shit all it does is tell me you've never fucking tried it
@yomomma1459
@yomomma1459 2 жыл бұрын
@@alyssahamlett sounds like you’ve never tried DMT or had a truly high dose mind shattering experience on more common psychedelics
@angeldahmer3011
@angeldahmer3011 2 жыл бұрын
@@alyssahamlett oksy girl u never took it lol
@alyssahamlett
@alyssahamlett 2 жыл бұрын
@@yomomma1459 not gunna divulge my drug history on the internet. I have nothing to prove to a stranger, I just don't care what u think
@landonhansch430
@landonhansch430 8 жыл бұрын
I thought the title was "I smoked saliva, and hallucinated"
@kikidyer1850
@kikidyer1850 8 жыл бұрын
ME TOO
@Olivia-gc3cj
@Olivia-gc3cj 8 жыл бұрын
Same! I was like... how the heck do you smoke your own spit? Haha.
@TheUnicornMoe
@TheUnicornMoe 8 жыл бұрын
exactly and i read comments of other people who did it and i was like ok but whose saliva was it??? why does it make you high???
@ririx7990
@ririx7990 7 жыл бұрын
ME TOO!!!
@MrSmileyface987
@MrSmileyface987 7 жыл бұрын
Same lol
@user-le5uc3hw2d
@user-le5uc3hw2d 6 жыл бұрын
Her hair looks so much nicer here
@karlkokett7473
@karlkokett7473 5 жыл бұрын
I never heard anyone saying „hang“ for real
@natalie5576
@natalie5576 7 жыл бұрын
99.9% of comments: "i thought it said saliva, not salvia!!!1!!" lmao
@natalie5576
@natalie5576 7 жыл бұрын
ikr
@biancasbeautycorner
@biancasbeautycorner 8 жыл бұрын
TANA'S CRAZY ASS LIFE IS THE REASON IM SO OBSESSED WITH KZfaq also she keeps getting more and more stunning, so not fair haha
@biancasbeautycorner
@biancasbeautycorner 8 жыл бұрын
love from portugal x
@marenconaghan4942
@marenconaghan4942 6 жыл бұрын
I love how she keeps saying “it’s JUST a drug” as if being on drugs at age 15 wasn’t bad lol
@jackpez
@jackpez 6 жыл бұрын
And I look at him AND HE LITERALLY TURNS INTO A TREE
@sonyaindigo
@sonyaindigo 8 жыл бұрын
i wanna know what tanas mom said after this video lol
@alethiaeden
@alethiaeden 8 жыл бұрын
She should show her mom the video and film her reaction lmfaoooo
@keravictoria5616
@keravictoria5616 8 жыл бұрын
+Cornelia Smith YES omg
@samsempiternal6103
@samsempiternal6103 8 жыл бұрын
Yessss
@nyaweh8156
@nyaweh8156 7 жыл бұрын
Yess the weed story too where she said she was having an allergic reaction to almond milk and then her parents STILL thinks she's allergic to almonds
@hayleyjoelle00
@hayleyjoelle00 7 жыл бұрын
Sonya Velez or better yet, the most recent one with Shane 😳
@savannahoconnell5976
@savannahoconnell5976 7 жыл бұрын
The fact she just said fibia is stressing me out. It's a tibia and a fibula.
@amirasousie8852
@amirasousie8852 6 жыл бұрын
Savannah O'Connell I was just about to comment that
@MAKBDuke
@MAKBDuke 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@caileymurphy1770
@caileymurphy1770 5 жыл бұрын
For real
@nylie98
@nylie98 5 жыл бұрын
LMFAOOOOO
@autumnrose3603
@autumnrose3603 3 жыл бұрын
Salvia is no joke, it’s the craziest disconnect from the world. It’s so crazy to explain. Definitely scary once you enter the portal of a salvia trip lol
@beetoodle5129
@beetoodle5129 5 жыл бұрын
When she said everything was turning to trees, I remembered the scene from Madagascar where everyone turned to meat lol.
@lit3plumber12
@lit3plumber12 7 жыл бұрын
Protip: Salvia isn't bad nor is every salvia trip bad. Hallucinogens are largely dependant on your mood. You don't take them at parties.
@quinnrodriguez5285
@quinnrodriguez5285 5 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@enterthedragon9427
@enterthedragon9427 5 жыл бұрын
Good
@Spooky_Psyche
@Spooky_Psyche 5 жыл бұрын
Set and setting are of utmost importance when doing psychedelics/hallucinogens.
@jackbressat9721
@jackbressat9721 2 жыл бұрын
Ye man but salvias an exception becuase it only interacts with receptors that don’t have anything to do with mood altering so it’s almost exclusively dysphoric ig people can acc enjoy it but for most ppl its shit
@DweeD1516
@DweeD1516 Жыл бұрын
@@jackbressat9721 this is complete ignorant bullshit based on nothing but your own ignorant perspective. This is not true...at all...
@sarazimmerman651
@sarazimmerman651 6 жыл бұрын
"furry tree" *inserts picture of pine tree*
@tmyers951
@tmyers951 6 жыл бұрын
sara zimmerman Fir tree, not Furry.
@liamfain4153
@liamfain4153 6 жыл бұрын
.
@victoredwardo9485
@victoredwardo9485 5 жыл бұрын
the fuck that she did that is mayestik
@angel-nf5ix
@angel-nf5ix 5 жыл бұрын
sara z right i was WEAK lmfaoooo
@rinnittt
@rinnittt 5 жыл бұрын
fir tree..
@merkadioe9806
@merkadioe9806 6 жыл бұрын
When she said "when I was a broke ass bitch" i was rolling! 😂😂
@gracemartell845
@gracemartell845 5 жыл бұрын
love that this was recommended to me in 2019
@dirtworm420
@dirtworm420 8 жыл бұрын
YOUR EYEBROWS AND LIPS LOOK SO GOOODDD TANA
@dirtworm420
@dirtworm420 8 жыл бұрын
#shrubaf
@emiliannpalermo444
@emiliannpalermo444 8 жыл бұрын
Omg your makeup looks so good in this😍😍
@cind8324
@cind8324 8 жыл бұрын
IKR! love it!
@emilyrose6485
@emilyrose6485 8 жыл бұрын
YES
@erikgonzaga8132
@erikgonzaga8132 8 жыл бұрын
That skin tone difference though. 😂😂😂
@adrianarodriguez2288
@adrianarodriguez2288 8 жыл бұрын
+Makar Hyrule I think it's just because the light is hitting her face more. Idk tho
@thefourpffs5068
@thefourpffs5068 8 жыл бұрын
ikr
@hannahdickinson128
@hannahdickinson128 Ай бұрын
Loved you since this lol 💖💖💖
@savvyaranda
@savvyaranda 5 жыл бұрын
4:49 i’m glad that voice has never went away
@bugsnasty2447
@bugsnasty2447 Жыл бұрын
Salvia was probably the worst thing I have ever done in my life. Made me question everything even to this day. I'm 28 now but tried it when I was 15. I tried it twice I'll explain why but the first time I took a really big hit and had a crazy trip where I lived another life I had a family with kids and a beautiful wife. I was a 35 year old man had a daughter and a son. I remember the daughter being my little princess and actually to this day have memories of me raising her. Like changing diapers, taking her to piano lessons, birthdays. Like I loved this family so much it was all real that snap I'm back in this life. Where I'm 15 with no kids. Made me question reality and what is even real. It's crazy because I missed my family I felt like that was my real life. Like I had memories and everything. So a week goes by and I miss that other family so much that I buy some more to try to see them again. But this time ohhhhh man it was terrifying. I was a freaking key on a piano for what felt like 100 years and this guy who I never seen before but I was tiny I couldn't really see his face but was playing the piano and I was absolutely terrified that he was going to press my key and kill me. And when I say I was terrified I mean full blown panic attack screaming. I'm 28 now so I know what that feels like so it felt like that but times 3. Like I was literally there for what felt like 100 years screaming I'm total panic and fear it was absolutely awful I still feel that fear to this day. So than I snapped back to reality absolutely drenched in sweat still now understanding anything but looking around in panic. I literally felt like I was there suffering for 100 years. Like I miss my other family so much but being in that constant fear for 100 years made me not want to ever try that again. I'm like still mentally fucked even to this day I just feel like the other life I lived was the real one and this is the fake one. I feel like one day I'm going to wake up and be back there with them. I really feel I need therapy it's crazy because even to this day I miss my other family that idk even ever existed. I especially love and miss my little princess :( . It's crazy because I have memories of raising her and all. I hope I can see them all again one day. But yeah my life is fucked even to this day I don't know what's real
@irieform5442
@irieform5442 Жыл бұрын
Non-attachment my friend. Your experience shows you a constructed ego and life. You weren't supposed to idealise it but integrate it. You do realise that both lives are real in your mind, this life is a dream buddy, you're a co-creator, you have the power to create a more meaningful life in this plane if you so choose. Therapy probably would help, have you ever taken mushrooms, LSD or DMT?
@brooke9188
@brooke9188 Жыл бұрын
Jesus Christ bro I’m sorry. They’re there in your mind somewhere.
@ethanshinn9516
@ethanshinn9516 Жыл бұрын
that sounds... terrifying. I am so sorry
@mpaige
@mpaige Жыл бұрын
this is such a nightmare i’m so sorry u have to deal with shit like this…. hope u have a family some day and have a little princess you can really hold ❤️❤️
@ltamha
@ltamha Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you've been through that. The only small comfort I could offer is maybe when you reach 35 in this life you'll have the same wife and child, you might just need to wait to get it and seeing it when you were 15 could have been to keep you going in this world until then. Just an idea. Wishing you peace and that the love of your family will return to you in the future 🙏.
@elisalisaa846
@elisalisaa846 8 жыл бұрын
reminds me of spongebob where he trips and thinks that everyone is a killer Burger 😂😂😂
@saucymilly
@saucymilly 8 жыл бұрын
LMAOOO
@simplysaph
@simplysaph 8 жыл бұрын
The Hashslinging Slasher
@kyleerae6948
@kyleerae6948 8 жыл бұрын
+SimplySaph lol
@fabrosesmsp3930
@fabrosesmsp3930 8 жыл бұрын
I SAW THAT ONE XDDD
@chylador4914
@chylador4914 8 жыл бұрын
+FabRoses MSP that is legit the same comment as the one after the one before this.
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