poetry owl yes and humans showing sone compassion for another. It makes me want to stay away from the one I really care for because when you put everything into others over half your life and this is what you get. It makes me start to sit back and wonder why would I do that anymore. I would have to be stupid, stupid, stupid. To do that again. I don’t want to hurt anyone else I was just wanting to feel something but I think even that’s fading in me. As I start to slow down and look at what I’ve become. Life has played as sick joke on me.

avi morales too bad I have God in my life. I’m still human and make mistakes still. I’d be fine if I had enough food to eat or know I had a home with actual heat, and electricity for a hot meal I could warm up. A home with electricity for some music and lights on so I’m not living in the dark. It’s not much to ask. Just want to be normal. And I’ve been like this for 2 years. 27. Years with a man you’d think he’d at least be human to me. He makes so much but gives me crumbs. I guess it’s not really my place to say anything because I signed my rights away believing he was always good to me when I just wanted love. But how can he make me feel wanted when he had all his social media or women at work telling him how great he was and how bad I was. I’ve never been good in his eyes. Honestly I can’t believe you have been going to church. My ex wouldn’t even help me when my dog got poisoned. He told me what did I expect him to do. Your rt. I believed in a man when he literally had $5 on him. 28 yrs ago. Out first date was like a month in knowing him. He took me out to eat then. I’ve never wanted anything but love. Now he makes lots more money than he even needs. But he forgot where we came from. He wanted me to be a stay at home mom. I did this and raised two great kids. But that man forgot and just started resenting me the more he was with or talking to others. So you see he’s turned my family, my kids, and any friend I ever been allowed to have all left me. So you see that’s all I do have. God is my everything. Now they just call me lazy, step over me, and never looked back as they’ve all left my life. All because I sacrificed myself for my husband and children. So nite after nite I’ve sat here alone in the dark with my dog and yes talked to God. I’m sorry but you don’t get to judge me about God. Believe me if he didn’t hear me, it’s because he’s wearing ear plugs. Well bless you. I’m blessed to be alive. Sorry for the story

@@snoopyw6589 I'm sorry Just don't give and keep praying I hope things get better and i'll try o pray for you too

möchtegernkreativ Awe, thank you ❤️

Thank you

Words are powerful.. I can Pierce the core of the heart@ Magadla Sinawo

They are really powerful🌹

Awe thank you!

Wow, thank you :)

@@MelsThoughts just always with lots of support keep going

I Am Séh Thank you! 😄

Faith Makau Thank you!!

Mel I am a poet too.Can I be your friend?

Snoopy W Thank you very much!

Isabelle Sass Henriksen Thank you 😊 and yes I am

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@@MelsThoughts Thank you Mel. This is the link to my channel, please have a look and use anyone you fancy. If you don't find any, please let me know the genre you like and I will compose it specially for you. Thanks Mel. kzfaq.infovideos

that is what i have been thinking, she has inspired my enough to start my own channel but its just so hard to be infront of the camera🙃

Farai Mushoni maybe some day 😄

Ok fine,,But did you like my idea.