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Brian is one special man. He has been with you every step of this journey. God Bless you both

Thank you for all that you do. This may sound weird but what you are doing is an invaluable public service. Years from now, you'll look back on these videos and realize all the good you've done. Your honesty has touched (and will continue to touch) the lives of countless people you will never meet. It really goes beyond words. There's something truly groundbreaking about what you are doing.

Here’s one thing to celebrate for certain-the beautiful relationship you two have! If everyone were so happily married the world would be a far better place! Treasure it and never take it for granted.

I just needed to say...I have had Ovarian Cancer for 7 years now. I decided not to do any surgery. It still amazes me how wonderfully different we all are. We each get to make the right choice for our own bodies and life. I am so very proud of you for making your own choices. We all set our own path. Stay strong you are helping so many others who have just started walking this path.

Babygirl you are beautiful without a wig. Your beauty comes from within you.

I had cervical cancer at 25 and at 27 had a complete hysterectomy. It was so emotional even though I had 2 small boys at the time. I felt like I wasn't going to be a real woman anymore and so many other emotions. Girl once I healed and I did do hormones due to my age and future bone issues. Not having a period is AMAZING. Lol all those emotions about not being a real woman go away. Ik you don't have children but there are so many options these days that you can still be a mom. In 2020 I became very sick ended up with endocarditis, mersa phenomena and super high fevers 107 at times. I died at 1 point ended up in a coma for a month , had 2 open heart surgeries in 6 months spent 4 months in the hospital straight was on a vent for 3 month 32 days into being on the vent I had to get a trech. Very traumatic had a 2% survival prognosis my dr had no hope with the 1st open heart. He honestly only did it to say he tries everything and gave me every chance to live. I am so happy he took the risk because it paid off. I had everything done at Cleveland Clinic in Cleveland, Ohio. Ik how scary all this is how traumatic, emotional, exhausting, depressing and just bull shit being sick is. Keep faith and hope know your not alone and so many people are praying for you. I am here watching and happy you finishes finished chemo that's a huge deal!! Follow your heart and love life to the fullest. Feel free to hit me up can give you my email if you ever wanna just talk or someone to listen that understands what's your going through. I send all my love and strength to you.

Hi Jessica and Brian 😊 Thank you for the update. Being a cancer survivor myself, you got this!! Look at how far you’ve come! I also had a very rare case of cancer. I had a gulf ball size tumor in my sinus cavity that was a form of lung cancer!! Who in the world gets lung cancer in their sinus cavity?? I did and there is only a very small percentage in the world. But I made it…. 7 years cancer free!! You got this Jessica and keep the fight going ❤🙏🏻

No matter what surgeon has to remove, don't worry about that. Your main concern right now is survival. Don't waste your energy on doubting your womanhood or stoma bag, right now you have to put all your energy into survival. And I know you will. You and your husband are very precious people and you will fight this and later enjoy all good things life will bring your path. You guys are loved by many! Don't you forget that! ❤️

You guys are adorable. I wish you all the best.

Just FYI: when my surprise cancer diagnosis happened last year and I went to MAYO, they had me fully prepped for a permanent colostomy bag. Had me talk to stoma nurses and everything. I was in shocked tears! Then, (this is what I LOVE about MAYO), my surgeon met with some brilliant 35 year old robotic genius, and they decided together they could save my rectum! And that’s exactly what they did! Colostomy bag free over a year later! If I had gone anywhere else, I’d have a whole different life right now! Praise God for the humbleness of the MAYO docs and surgeons!

Bryan is a wonderful example of the character in an amazing man. Jessica’s spirit is so lovely and honest. Love sent to you both. ❤

I had a radical hysterectomy at 42 and because I had such horrendous periods due to endometriosis, suffered with major depression each month.. after the hysterectomy I never felt better. It did throw me into the change of life and I did have night sweats for a while but that was it. Depression lifted because of less hormonal fluctuations and for me it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I miscarried in my younger years and was never able to have children so that I struggled with for a while but I accepted that it wasn't to be in my life. It did not change anything in my womanhood so to speak. I truly wish you the best!!

You guys are in my prayers! Prayers being said! “By His stripes you were healed”❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

You two are precious! You are loved around the world.❤

That darling wig will keep the noggin warmer for sure ! You both are doing a great job with what most can’t even imagine( one of the hardest things is heading to a hotel instead home when you feel terrible ) so hats off to you for maintaining a strong onward direction! I totally believe it is all going to work out . Godspeed , keeping you in prayer.

I hope all goes well with the surgery. BTW, if you are in MN next week, it’s going to get cold. Don’t forget winter coats, hats, gloves, etc. I’m a native and I’m already mentally preparing for single digits and below zero temps. Brr!

Prayers to you both. You'll do great with surgery. Brian, please take care of your health and wellness too.

My sons treatment lasted for almost 3.5 years. It was soooooo long and I thought I would be excited for it to be finished but I was scared. It saved him and kept him alive. It also made him very sick but I was so scared to finish. He was 7 then and he’s now 19 🎉I will be praying you get you live a long and healthy life ❤ always stay positive. Always choose happy 😊

Your boo boo looks better!

Prayers for an excellent surgery outcome. I love your idea of regifting your wig.

Wow Brian you are the man!! Your knowledge of medical terms during this journey is incredible! I have worked in med field x 40 yrs and your comprehension is impressive!

I can't get over you guys' strength and optimizm that you guys are showing through all of this. We're all rooting for you and praying for you both.

Stay strong Pumpkin, praying for you ♥️🙏

I have no colon and did the colostomy bag for 4 months. Do not fret about that part. You've got this.

FWIW I had a sudden and total hysterectomy at age 42, and was pretty freaked out. But I had a good (female) gyn who made sure I got onto hormone replacement, which was a lifesaver for me, in terms of energy and mental health. (I weaned off in my 50s) Once recovered I felt better than I had before, since my ovaries had been malfunctioning and hormones were erratic. I know it's fairly terrifying at some level , but I learned that people I don't even know will take very good and careful care of me. Which let me trust the process more. I'm praying for you.

Love that you kept the “fall risk” bracelet on! 😂 my husband enjoyed wearing his for months after a fall from our fruit tree resulted in broken hip surgery. Humor will get you through ☮️✌🏼

He is a prize……you are a trooper…you are really amazing….you are my hero ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Jessica I had a radical hysterectomy at 42 and I was cut from the navel down to. I also this past February had 14” of my bowels from my Sigmoid up removed ,mine was due to 13 years fighting Diverticulitis and Christmas morning woke to an acute attack and my colon was ready to rupture. Nothing is easy, but I keep you in my prayers! Hugs from South Carolina and God Bless 🙏❤️

That was very emotional. As a retired nurse, the shot of Jessica walking with her IV pole during the last chemo just filled me with love and compassion. You are looking so much better at the end Jessica and your face healed up beautifully! Sending you a big hug, love and prayers for a good report regarding your liver and a successful surgery. Prayers for you to Brian. It is so hard to watch a loved one suffer.

Ovarian cancer is definitely no-joke. Prayers they get it all and everything works out.

Dear Jessica & Brian I have been following your journey through your Oviarn Cancer, I watched your video on signs and symptoms of Ovarian cancer. Growing up I had multiple surgeries for Ovarian cysts & my sister had her left ovary & tube removed when she was 4 years old and had a tumor the size of a grapefruit. We found out that it was genitics, my cousins also have the same issues on my dad's side of the family. You have been so informative and brave through your journey, I know God has you in his hands and your going to be okay. I keep you & Brian in my daily prayers. God bless you and Brian as you go through this next phase of your journey. Just know you have a lot of prayer warriors out here praying for you both.🙏❤️🙏

Hysterectomy at 26 and surprisingly felt better than ever. I took some anxiety meds for a while, but never lost my sex drive or femininity. I am 75 years old and had a good life. Hang in there.

Had a hysterectomy at the age of 46… I think… About two years after my husband passed away. It was giving me so much trouble, and I didn’t even have cancer. I just had polyps and cyst and endometriosis, and let me tell you I do not miss that mess. I felt like a new person afterwards with that worrisome and 23 pounds of extra weight gone from my lower abdomen. I was never one to set score by having kids so I didn’t have much fall out from that. I am now almost 60 and I would take early menopause over how ill I was back then any day. No regrets for me. I hope it’s the same for you and that you feel nothing but better and relieved and more cancer free after the surgery. Hi, got the cut from my belly button on down and even though I’m overweight now you can barely see that scar. It’s more just like a line in my skin and it’s in a part of my body. I would never show anyone else but my husband anyways.

I've had a complete thyroidectomy, hysterectomy & double mastectomy...all due to cancer. The surgeries began in 2000. With all that said, I would've given my heart to have had someone talk about this stuff with such an uplifting attitude as you both have and share with the world. What you are doing by sharing is helping others beyond what you might realize. Yes, I am cancer free but I am also organ free, LOL. I've subbed to your channel just to support you and be supported by you. I don't quite know how to explain all this. Anyway, I feel very positive about what you are going through and I truly feel like you will come through this with flying colours and a positive attitude about your future. I hope you keep sharing your journey. Be healthy, stay safe and many blessings, Morgan in Colorado.

It's so good to see you both. Way to go Jessica ♥️♥️🙏🏽🙏🏽

I had uterine cancer with total hysterectomy at 38. Menopause is the least of your worries. If you can handle chemo, you can handle anything. You got this.

Thank you for being so transparent. You’re helping many by educating! 🌺🌺🌺

I am sending love and prayers stay strong you're amazing you've got this!

I had a full hysterectomy back in 2011 (previously had colon cancer). The recovery was not too bad really. I mostly remember reading a lot of books in bed. I took HRT for three years but I didn’t seem to have any menopausal symptoms. Wishing you all the best in your recovery and yes you really have an amazing, supportive husband. You are a great couple!

From radiation I went through menopause at around 30 after I had kids but each is different. I had minor night sweats,no crazy mood swings, and did not feel less like a woman. I am now 72 and have not had vaginal dryness or discomfort. You will still be a beautiful woman. Unfortunately you cannot experience pregnancy but there will be so much more my dear. You are an amazing woman, insightful and inspirational. Bless you. Love the wig. Just finished watching and you are having quite a surgery. And your mood is amazing. Wishing you the very best.

Sending prayers for your restored health and big soul hugs to you both. 🙏🙏💕💕

I know I have not commented, but I just want to let both of you know how much I am praying for your recovery. God Bless ! Always, Sonja and Christopher

I use to clean theses rooms. I loved working on the Chemo floor. I meet so many wonderful and loving patients. God bless you both!❤ prayers continuing!❤️.

“I fell for you!” How sweet! I know you two seemed like a close couple before this, but it pales in comparison to how you are now. Very sweet to see the love and care you have for each other. And what a cute wig!!!

Thanks for sharing. I had a hysterectomy at 38 (in 2020). I did not think the emotional part of losing my female reproductive parts would affect me. It did. I highly recommend getting a counselor before surgery and keep it going for a while. I struggled for a year with the depression over this, but getting some support has really helped.

Prayers being lifted. Your beautiful marriage is a testimony to the benefits of being in a committed relationship. Together is better. Keep the positivity going you are a blessing to us ❤🙏🙏

I had an abdominal hysterectomy with Salpingo-oophorectomy and went through menopause at 43 due to severe endometriosis. Even though i had abdominal surgery, it’s nothing compared to what you will be having. The hardest part about menopause will be hot flashes. I will certainly be praying for you as you go through this surgery♥️

When Brian told you you were a fall risk as he had fallen for you! So sweet 💞 very best wishes to you both xx

Jessica, keeping you both in prayer. Your face is healing so nicely. When you smile,you are radiant. Looking at you, it is so difficult to fathom all that you are going through. Both of you are an inspiration. Your love for each other is so evident and beautiful. I am humbled just listening to the both of you and seeing how you have chosen to deal with it.

Waiting g to see wig in actual use. The little tease looked great. Fall damage has healed great !!! The fall risk bracelet was a chuckle maker. Long tiring day(s,,) will be worth it in the end.Peace, love and prayers. Grandma H 😍😇

I keep praying for you guys and you are so fortunate to be able to have Mayo for your treatment. They are the best. Brian, I hope you are planning to have someone with you during Jessica's surgery. When my husband had a 6 hr long surgery I thought I was tough enough to wait it out by myself but I wasn't. It's a good idea to have someone there to help support you during the long wait if you can.

What a beautiful couple! You are doing so much for your viewers. Both of you are such an inspiration. Prayers and love being sent from Pittsburgh. I too BELIEVE. 💕

I had a hysterectomy when I was 22 years old! It was the BEST thing I ever did. So freeing!

I can tell Brian has his hope back and that’s great to see!!! Keep it up, you both are doing great

💜Jessica you are a rockstar!!!! Brian you are a very special person! Sending you both hugs and prayers! "You Got This" 💜

Age 75 now, my total female surg was at 37...better procedures now & Mayo's is best place for you! It is a major operation & I am sincerely cheering you on!! Blessings to you both...you will do fine!😘

Hang in there baby! Covering you in prayer ❤️💪🙏

I had a total hysterectomy at 48. Your organs move around on their own, and settle in new places, so I suddenly have gas pain where I used to have period cramps. Super bizarre. I also had a huge blood clot a few days post op and thought my vaginal sleeve had opened up. Nobody warned me it might happen and I thought I was dying from the amount of blood. You also lose more hormones than estrogen, which nobody really talks about. It's an adjustment afterward for sure. I used an estrogen patch for years to slow down the menopause symptoms, but I still have hot flashes 5 years later. Feel whatever emotions you feel, no feeling is wrong!

I had a Hysterectomy in 2017. I still have my ovaries. They took out, Uterus, Tubes and Cervix. After you heal up. It's not like you feel like empty inside. Hormone wise I couldn't tell you. I had abnormal bleeding and pain. I don't miss bleeding every month. I don't have kids. The mental stuff can get to you but I know with other medical issues I had over the 5 years since that surgery it worked out the way it should. Good luck with everything.

You are smiling Jessica, and being able to laugh at yourself . That’s your strength right there. Oh and not to forget to mention that Brian is your ROCK !

Rochester MN Mayo Clinic has a lot of connecting hotels to clinic so you don’t have to go outside. Just take care of you in the best way! (Yes I’m also a rare ovarian cancer survivor.primary peritoneal cancer)

I, for one, liked the wig. It looked really natural on you. Sending prayers and hugs for you both and hoping/praying for a successful surgery. I'm going to think positive like Brian.

I wish I could take away y'all's suffering somehow. know that we're listening and that we're rooting for you on this unimaginably difficult and scary time in your lives

It is so good to see how devoted your husband is. Unfortunately, many don't get to experience what you (and I and very few others both male and female) have, with a wonderful spouse who stands by you through this journey.

Jessica and Brian, you are two special people! God Bless you! ❤️❤️

Congrats on finishing your chemo for now-- well done. i hope you can get back to feeling like yourself w/no post chemo emo slump. Cute purple hat you were wearing in chemo. Sending prayers and positive thoughts for your surgery. i think it's good news too that you are having the surgery and so many experts taking care of you.

I fell you. I would have that lovely fall risk bracelet also. In the last two weeks I have fallen. Both times I biff it on the concrete. The first required 5 stitches on my chin and then this last week my lower eyebrow was glued and steri-stripped. You will do well with the surgery. Mayo is the best. I had my last two surgeries at Mayo and did better than at my home hospital with all my previous surgeries. I to spend a lot of my time at Mayo Clinic. I’m on the kidney transplant list and I’m waiting for a deceased kidney with a lot of antibodies to match. Complicated situation is my way not the easy way. Brian is a great man and you will do well with the surgery and with all the love and support from everyone. Bless you and you will be in my prayers. Thank you for your update and sharing your journey. 😊

Hey, just watched your video about your chemo and surgeons visit. I had to have a total hysterectomy when I was 33, after having my 5th baby. And I too went through the same thought process afterwards. I felt like I had lost my female “being”! But very quietly within me God spoke to me and assured me that every single cell in my body was encoded with female genes! After that I was ok! Also, I started Hormone Replacement Therapy immediately after the hysterectomy. I have been on a HRT patch ever since then, I am 69 years old now. My prayers for you and your husband as you go on this journey!!

The two of you are truly a wonderful couple!!!!!!!!!! Looking forward to seeing Jessica cancer free!!!!!!! God Bless you both!!!!!!! sending you prayers and love!!!!!!!!!!

I love that Brian is wearing the Mayo Clinic shirt. My dad loved wearing his medical center gear (usually t-shirt and cap) when he went for treatments. Sending you lots of love. I really appreciate your videos. I have a chronic illness that I get an infusion therapy for and it always really bums me out. I totally relate to Jessica under the covers trying to hide from it!

❤️Prayers and healing thoughts sent your way❤️

Thinking of you and sending healing thoughts.

It's so good to see you smiling and laughing. Sending good vibes and prayers your way!

You are in my prayers nightly. Love your relationship and how inspirational you both are. 🙏🙏🙏

I just went thru 33 radiation treatments as well as six weeks of chemo….. take care of yourself and we’ll be here whenever you have energy to share❤

Thoughts and prayers through your journey. Love the wig.

🎉🎉🎉👏🤩🎈💐Chemo is finished! Woo Hoo. Celebrate 🥂 Brian is stylin' and so are you.

Love and prayers 🙏 to both of you xx 💐🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️💐

I had a hysterectomy at 25, zero regrets! I went through menopause in my early thirties and while it was rough, once you get passed it, things are great! Prayers for a successful surgery and recovery!

So glad you’re done - stay healthy! Thank you for sharing 😊

Big Hugs & Prayers. I had complete (what I call Radical) hysterectomy at Mayo in Dec 2009 similar open tummy - I call it my Zipper Scar (they did NOT find cancer in me). I cannot say enough Great Things about Mayo Surgical. Biggest thing I can offer is listen to the after care rest it really did take a LONG TIME to feel stronger. Again sending good vibes and prayers.

I am so very proud of you!! You are a real inspiration. Sending you both virtual hugs!!!

You are in good hands between Brian and the Mayo doctors and staff! You are surrounded by very talented and caring people! Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers! ❤❤

Hi Jessica, I also had a full hysterectomy at age 37. I wasn't able to tolerate the hormone replacement though. Years later I was diagnosed with breast cancer and had to have a bilateral mastectomy. At times, I do feel like what is left of me as a woman. I try to be positive though because I am alive and that was the goal. I'm from STL. I'm interested if Mayo Clinic is a better experience than here in STL. I pray for your whole and quick recovery 💜🙏

I had those same thoughts about my womanhood. For me, it was especially hard because I has a mastectomy at 35. I'm 55 now. I had my hysterectomy a couple of years ago. Menopause is different for everyone. Some people have severe hot flashes and some, have none at all. For me, mine are not too bad. I wish you the best of luck, sending positive vibes and hugs to you.

Good luck and much love and support.

I'm so grateful to know you both. I mean, I know I don't 'know' you, but... you know... ☺🙏

Sounds like your surgeon covered all bases and is thorough! My prayers are with you🙏

Loving the Mayo Clinic swag! Keeping you in thought and prayer

A good friend of mine had had cancer metastasis to her liver and they did “ablation” on her liver 3 times and it made the 3 places “dead tumor” … it worked for her on her liver. Love to you both ❤

Jessica your skin looks amazing! It’s so good to see you both optimistic about the surgery and rest to face the next steps no matter how uncertain they are. You are both so inspiring! Thank you for sharing all of this with us.

That wig looked soo cute!!

Hi Jessica and Brian. It,s the first time i write. I really appreciate you two. You are so honest, real and have a Big Heart. I suffer from an anxiety disorder since i was a child too. I felt myself strange all my life, so i understand you Jessica very well. We are very strong, you are, believe me. The wig is great. I like a lot that you do your own research to know the disease, that,s a good point to work with the doctors and be on control in order to make decissions. I love your sens of humor and how smart you are. I,m Happy you,re going to have surgery. They suggested It to you which is a good thing because they are able to do It. Just letting you know that i care and wish you the BEST always. Love from Madrid, Spain.

You two are inspiring....love you both x

All KZfaqrs are rooting for you and prayers, you are being so brave, what a great couple. BTW i am the wife that comments.

Baby steps back to health and your life back. Small milestones are still milestones. One day you’ll look back on all of this and wonder how you did it. God, Brian, good doctors. You don’t have to be jumping for joy but just look at it as one thing in the rearview mirror. God bless you🙏🏻

Awwww, he fell for you!!! Brian you are the best!!! My bday is the 29th so all I want is Jessica to pull through fantastically! Love you folks!

Sounds like a very encouraging plan! Glad you took the time to heal both physically and mentally. So much to process. Wear the wig, you may be surprised, it was the one thing that made me feel more like myself, especially in the cold winter months. Praying for you both to have the strength to continue on this journey,

There are places in Rochester to stay that don’t cost you anything when you have appointments. I was up there with my husband many times. You can leave donations if you like.