Good

Better after watching this 😊

More connected after listening to this. Thank you. Blessings and comfort to all who need it

You have helped open my mind and my soul, thank you!

absolutely correct !

Thank you! I will continue to make them :)

hahaha true that 🚀🚀🚀

100%. Loneliness is a subjective feeling. There is power in knowing that it's subjective. It means you have the power to seek out the connections that edify you!

Hmmm! Interesting family dynamic. You mentioned your dad is an HSP, no? My dad is an HSP and mom has narcissistic tendencies. At this point, this quality about her has no power over me. I’ve come to terms with it fully and am able to see her for who she is without expecting her to change, but it’s been a journey, I’ll tell you that. I can relate to the sense of grief you must have felt when you realized that the mother you had expected/ believed you should have had - isn’t there. There’s grief in that that only you can fully understand. I feel like I’m at the point in my spiritual development now that I can look back on everything that’s happened and feel perfectly settled about it. Had it not been for the conditions of my past, I wouldn’t be where I am now (internally speaking). I realize spiritual development unfolds differently and at different points for different people. Earlier this year I became close to someone who was far more spiritually/emotionally developed than me. I couldn’t understand him then, but I feel like I would (at least a little bit better) now. Had he pushed his beliefs on me then, I probably would have been put off it. Thankfully he didn’t. He remains one of my greatest inspirations to date (and we don’t even talk anymore). ^ that is to say - perhaps your siblings will come around one day.. could you be detached from either outcome? (Rhetorical question .. I get the impression that the most spiritually “woke” among us would find content in almost any situation)

@@JulianneKeu 130am. Bedtime! I'll write when my brain's fresh and in order :) Again, thanks for the relatable topic.

same boat here , take advantage and get too know yourself you be surprised how enlightened and pleasant your own company can be , nothing less then that , your much stronger then what you think you are this i promise you , keep being you and smile as much as you can

I'm doing well! Recently reread The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. Was much needed. Have you read it?

@@JulianneKeu That book has been on my list to read for quite a while now! I have had a few friends recommend the book to me..

Did you gain further knowledge reading it the second time?

Curb your magical thinking. you may really have brain damage from drinking.

I hear you. I've been depressed more times than I could count.. did a calculation recently for a recent video.. I've spent over 50% of my adult life on antidepressants and other prescription meds. Things do change though. Look into microdosing!

@Julianne Keu i stopped with all psychiatrical meds at the beginning of 2019 at one point i was taking like 3-4 of them at the same time including antidepressants, anticonvulsants and antipsychotics (not for psychosis just depression). All on max dosage...i improved alot when i stopped them and it took me like a year to tapper them off slowly...After stopping then i managed to stop smoking and had a radical change in diet (switched from trash food to a 100% natural diet. No sugars of any type) But while in many areas i improved other major areas also took a hit...i lost 100% of my self-esteem and i became way less sociable on top of what i already was... rarely even socializing online. Tried mushroom for the firs time last Saturday...went with a macrodose of 1.5 grams .. didn't had any magical insight or anything but afterwards some things changed i had the afterglow and was more present and became very organized...not depression free though but it did helped quite a bit ... Yesterday i took just a little bit probably around 0.7 to 0.5 and i will do that every 3 days to try the microdosing... Im also looking for a psychologist willing to work with me on a proper therapeutical macrodose which is quite a high dosage but i don't have the courage to do it alone by myself plus i think i would benefit more if done with therapy But the social isolation is quite extreme i lost all my friends and the isolation happened for years...the cognitive decline is extremely noticable to the point of me going to neurologists because i was afraid i was developing some type of dementia due to a severe brainfog..my health started declining in other aspects as well like i have a mysterious condition that left me full of lymph nodes (yes its scary and i also went through unimaginable stress due to that) and its been like 2 years on that...had biopsies and everything.. nothing...feels like my body might be self destructing which doesn't help much too and i wouldn't doubt much of this could be linked to social isolation :(

@@JulianneKeu btw your channel is amazing and i loved all the topics you been approaching. Definitely can see you been putting alot of effort..i know the beginning is hard and very slow but trust me you have the content and the quality of big channels (which is not common for a small channel)..im willing to bet that if u keep up your channel will grow alot

I don't think looks are the issue... I know plenty of attractive people who also feel chronically lonely. You left a comment here so I'm assuming you were inviting some sort of feedback. There's my honest opinion for you. Dating for the most part is a numbers game. Do the internal work required + treat it as a numbers game, and I'm sure you'll find what you're looking for one day soon.

Not necessarily! Not if we can be open about our vulnerabilities (but then again.. easier said than done) :/