Ludwig and Dr. K's Journey of Death and Consciousness

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Greetings, LudBuds! We're joined by Ludwig today, the fastest button-masher in the world. Topics discussed include using humor as a shield, spirituality, and death. Many thanks to Ludwig for coming on the show and helping us reach our donation goal for Gamers For CHOC! Check out his channel here: / ludwig
00:00:00 Intro Clip
00:00:17 Interview Start
00:04:51 Parasocial Relationships
00:18:49 Childhood
00:33:53 How Ludwig’s Father Passed
00:45:00 What Do You Have Control Over, Being Grateful
00:53:34 Death
01:12:15 Dreaming and Consciousness
01:26:25 What Happens After You Die?
01:42:55 Meditation/Closing Thoughts
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@ande5460
@ande5460 3 жыл бұрын
Wow, I feel so much closer to Ludwig after this. Dare I say, we are basically friends.
@annak3325
@annak3325 3 жыл бұрын
PARASOCIAL ALERT PARASOCIAL ALERT
@annak3325
@annak3325 3 жыл бұрын
lol but yeah i feel way more connected to ludwig watching this. its nice to see theres people like us that are "bigger" in the online world
@nectar9509
@nectar9509 3 жыл бұрын
me too, we're practically family at this point. he's my second uncle now
@cryoshakespeare4465
@cryoshakespeare4465 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you, amusing commenter, I feel we are closer now.
@dmax1
@dmax1 3 жыл бұрын
@@cryoshakespeare4465 nice humor dude, wanna get coffee sometime?
@sghost128
@sghost128 3 жыл бұрын
Damn Ludwig's so real I actually like him now. I guess I should go give him some money.
@leztim22
@leztim22 3 жыл бұрын
Ez clap
@aminemazigh5982
@aminemazigh5982 3 жыл бұрын
Scammed
@MrDylanHole
@MrDylanHole 3 жыл бұрын
he's not your friend
@sghost128
@sghost128 3 жыл бұрын
@@MrDylanHole Cannot tell if serious.
@chunkyding142
@chunkyding142 3 жыл бұрын
Midnight Commander lud made a video talking about how his viewers arent his real friends, and etc.. people just joke around with the phrase
@nollange
@nollange 3 жыл бұрын
"Yeah dad died..... but 3.0 and choir" Bro let me tell you that i fucking DIED laughing at this part
@tkdgirl3012
@tkdgirl3012 3 жыл бұрын
Timestamp
@Maaaaaax-07
@Maaaaaax-07 3 жыл бұрын
That was fast as hell lmao
@coscorrodrift
@coscorrodrift 3 жыл бұрын
then later "you forgot about the pog car"
@aaadorbubble4285
@aaadorbubble4285 3 жыл бұрын
You didnt die...his dad did
@annanewkirk2410
@annanewkirk2410 3 жыл бұрын
@@tkdgirl3012 18:50
@thoryon8819
@thoryon8819 3 жыл бұрын
"Meditation is a Mario Party Mini Game" As a Hindu, this was the greatest thing ive ever heard
@johnfake7375
@johnfake7375 3 жыл бұрын
his crossing of rituals and gaming is freaking me out in a good way
@ashleyadette4874
@ashleyadette4874 3 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry but i still dont really understand the correlation and the meaning behind that tho, does it mean like in a linear sense where youre trying your best to shift yourself to keep yourself in the middle spot? Or something entirely different If someone would care to explain that would be really helpful! ^-^
@rodneyberger654
@rodneyberger654 3 жыл бұрын
Im just writing something so i dont miss the answer i want to know that too
@milindshah4438
@milindshah4438 3 жыл бұрын
@@ashleyadette4874 Honestly it is one of the best way to describe meditation only if you have experience mario party mini game. The mini game is a small part of a large journey where if you do good in the mini game it can give you a boost. And at the same time, (hard to describe the essence of the mini game) the mini game have such simple mechanics but it is random and chaotic. Thats why the minigames at times are hard even though the mechanics are super simple.
@joecook1989
@joecook1989 3 жыл бұрын
@@milindshah4438 exactly. well said. just to add to it, good meditation is not always about letting go and letting the mind wander off...but instead it’s about propelling yourself to find that pinpoint balance of maintaining control all while letting go at the same time... which feels as you mentioned, “stressful/choatic” yet “naturally simple/organic” like a mario party mini game. “FiNiSh!” *exhales, and opens eyes.*
@SophisticatedBanjo
@SophisticatedBanjo 3 жыл бұрын
15:21 Dr K: Do you feel beholden to? Lud: ... Yep, that's our favourite English major.
@PierreBezemer
@PierreBezemer 3 жыл бұрын
there is the comment I wanted to make, amazing English Ludwig!
@elginge3115
@elginge3115 3 жыл бұрын
It was interesting I thought he was about to do the joke where he pretends to know the word and googled it but remembered that was exactly what they were talking about
@DMsubble
@DMsubble 3 жыл бұрын
im glad we all agree. lmao was about to type this
@Holthis
@Holthis 3 жыл бұрын
I knew this comment had to be here. I could already picture twitch chat spamming “ENGLISH MAJ OMEGALUL R”
@erois6190
@erois6190 3 жыл бұрын
English major btw OMEGALUL
@soggy_dev
@soggy_dev 3 жыл бұрын
"it would be regrettable to not pick a hype decision" Rephrased: "I've gotta make the mogul move"
@Giroud91218
@Giroud91218 3 жыл бұрын
I've found my evil twin
@TDPCMcpho
@TDPCMcpho 3 жыл бұрын
@@Giroud91218 holy shit your names
@aljenguden3703
@aljenguden3703 3 жыл бұрын
Nice alt account KeKW
@WanderTheNomad
@WanderTheNomad 3 жыл бұрын
One account was made Feb 2013 The other was made in Oct 2013 Coincidence? I think-
@Trollensky
@Trollensky 3 жыл бұрын
@@Giroud91218 yooooooo
@cyndurtv
@cyndurtv 3 жыл бұрын
dr: do you love qt? lud: yes. dr: how do you know? Lud: feel good.. heh
@hoolerboris
@hoolerboris 3 жыл бұрын
Time stamp?
@Zack_Taylor
@Zack_Taylor 3 жыл бұрын
Time stamp
@anthonyewolf
@anthonyewolf 3 жыл бұрын
1:05:08
@sinist3rr_dubs290
@sinist3rr_dubs290 3 жыл бұрын
He's trying not to simp 😂
@ifowl
@ifowl 3 жыл бұрын
I'm starting to think they're more than roommates..
@yellowyosh69
@yellowyosh69 Жыл бұрын
Damn... I literally cried instantly when Ludwig said, "it's a constant war when someone dies to keep them as much as you can in your life, and you can't because you will lose to time every time." I feel like he just imparted wisdom to all of us from the experience he has with the grieviing process.
@blakeerenhouse943
@blakeerenhouse943 3 жыл бұрын
“Can you tell me about your mom?” “Yeah, my Mom is pretty dope”
@marciomattos1842
@marciomattos1842 3 жыл бұрын
Lud said his mom had him sleep in her room while dad was on guest room and also mentioned his angsty older sister. Those facts made me realize how YOUNG Lud was when his dad died since he didn't realize the level of pain his dad was causing at home. Also, what a strong woman his mom had to be, OMG. Amazing mother.
@ToriKo_
@ToriKo_ 3 жыл бұрын
The thought I had was that if he might’ve been bitter and angry like Dr K had said if he had another ten years. This is based of of my experience of course and I don’t mean to be hurtful.
@BauerAzlan
@BauerAzlan 3 жыл бұрын
How come you assume that he didnt really realize the level of pain his dad was causing at home? No fronting, I'm just curious because I tend to disagree. Sure, he couldnt grasp the whole situation but even as a child you experience when a person you love (and at least it appears that lud had a positive overall relationship with his dad) turns into a stranger while drinking.
@marciomattos1842
@marciomattos1842 3 жыл бұрын
@@BauerAzlan We might have the same understanding but use different words to express it. Yes, I agree he obviously knew something was off and I think one can be really young and still notice the tension around them. What I meant to say is his understanding of the situation was most likely not very complex/nuanced although still existant.
@ToriKo_
@ToriKo_ 3 жыл бұрын
@@BauerAzlan because I didn’t realize until I looked back and compared the two
@sleekismboyz605
@sleekismboyz605 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah but wouldn't his mom have told him about it over the past 16 years?
@TheClutchMexican
@TheClutchMexican 3 жыл бұрын
Mans said "20k on the reg you know how it is doctor" "Actually I don't" Straight flexing on him😂😂😂
@ande5460
@ande5460 3 жыл бұрын
Quote from Christopher Hitches that came to mind as Ludwig talked about death. "I do not especially like the idea that one day I shall be tapped on the shoulder and informed, not that the party is over but that it is most assuredly going on-only henceforth in my absence."
@Finn-ml6cw
@Finn-ml6cw 3 жыл бұрын
FOMO at its absolute limit.
@EmberTheShark
@EmberTheShark Жыл бұрын
Damn thats a good fucking quote ...
@mama_iri
@mama_iri Жыл бұрын
That's a banger of a quote. Let me sit on that.
@Johaniona
@Johaniona 3 ай бұрын
That's EGO :) :)
@InfernoOmni
@InfernoOmni 3 жыл бұрын
wow this is so nice to listen to
@connectcontune2874
@connectcontune2874 3 жыл бұрын
I agree 💕
@jras7327
@jras7327 3 жыл бұрын
He laid it on us
@Enzay_
@Enzay_ 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Omni maybe one day I’ll see you talking with dr. K! Big fan btw!
@MJ33315
@MJ33315 3 жыл бұрын
True
@Rhavet-
@Rhavet- 3 жыл бұрын
true
@ryan6984
@ryan6984 3 жыл бұрын
"malding is within the mind" - dr. k
@VerbalLearning
@VerbalLearning 3 жыл бұрын
For some reason i hear/imagine this being said by Master Onion from Parappa the Rapper.
@WarmLoveOnToast
@WarmLoveOnToast 3 жыл бұрын
@@VerbalLearning "Kick! Punch! It's all in the mind" 🎶
@danielmackenzie6676
@danielmackenzie6676 3 жыл бұрын
"you can cut me off for a rack, thats fair" I really enjoy listening to Ludwig
@saishapilly22
@saishapilly22 3 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, this was honestly one of the best talks I've heard yet. The amount of questions I have about death and such is insane, and listening to this discussion was so interesting. I literally didn't understand so much of that, but I will keep rewatching this because holy I loved it.
@Alex-sr7op
@Alex-sr7op 3 жыл бұрын
There will be a whole other world when you experience / understand it. Or lets say another "you" ;)
@harryelliott4363
@harryelliott4363 3 жыл бұрын
I was about to sleep at 1 in the morning and they started talking about all that shit and now its 2. That was nuts, im gonna be thinking about that shit constantly now. un. real.
@LIVEvil789
@LIVEvil789 3 жыл бұрын
If you're interested in subjects like this and the fundamentals of the universe and life, look up Alan Watts. He's a philosopher and has a bunch of lectures on these and other related topics that are really thought provoking to explore. Can't really go wrong with any of his lectures you pick.
@saishapilly22
@saishapilly22 3 жыл бұрын
@@LIVEvil789 thanks for the suggestion! Will do :)
@joeldixton5627
@joeldixton5627 3 жыл бұрын
really recommend you check the twitch vod of this video, he stayed on for half an hour longer to talk about the stuff they were discussing at the end (which kinda went over luds head imo no disrespect meant)
@TheBillNye
@TheBillNye 3 жыл бұрын
Ludwig seems to have a pretty good head on his shoulders
@guyinaroom7771
@guyinaroom7771 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah he's pretty smart
@e.d.5766
@e.d.5766 3 жыл бұрын
How much did he pay you?
@JohnSmith-ox3gy
@JohnSmith-ox3gy 3 жыл бұрын
@@e.d.5766 On a path to somewhere or nowhere.
@NaionProductions
@NaionProductions 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah he does have some nice clean hair
@enigma4633
@enigma4633 3 жыл бұрын
How do you know his shoulders are real
@jacobiskandermusic
@jacobiskandermusic 3 жыл бұрын
This felt like the deepest talk of them all, and these two never got lost in the conversation. Seems like they could be good friends tbh lol
@AXharoth
@AXharoth 3 жыл бұрын
ikr dude! it gone super deep for no reason! xD
@MrDyl666
@MrDyl666 3 жыл бұрын
I think its a talent of ludwigs its why he's blown up so fast
@kelvinraj6606
@kelvinraj6606 3 жыл бұрын
And lud will be like, Im not your friend
@guyinaroom7771
@guyinaroom7771 3 жыл бұрын
Idk about the deepest, don't think you can rank them like that but still one of the deepest I guess
@tachiiderp
@tachiiderp 3 жыл бұрын
prob why lud gets so much friendly dms
@tilly5944
@tilly5944 3 жыл бұрын
I really felt Ludwig's "I have to be funny for everyone else' mindset at the beginning. I remember cracking jokes in my first counselling session, even while I was sobbing, and feeling really weird when instead of laughing like people normally do, my counsellor didn't react/ almost seemed pitying. I realised it was one of the first times that someone had seen my humour as a front that I was using to 'come up for air' too frequently, as I am very avoidant when it comes to negative emotions. It also opened up a conversation about how I feel like a burden so never tell people when I'm upset. I'm someone who is very confident and self-assured so I think it would be surprising for many of those close to me to find that out about me, but it was strangely nice but also sad to see someone going through something similar to myself.
@lantzeerie2481
@lantzeerie2481 3 жыл бұрын
It almost seems like a superpower to me. I have the opposite compulsion. To constantly show people how deep and impactful everything is. I think I might benefit myself and others more if I could lighten up more easily.
@bsixtwelve9799
@bsixtwelve9799 2 жыл бұрын
I think the problem is in when you stay on one extreme for too long. I think his need to lighten the mood constantly might make more serious situations feel trivialized.
@lazerboy4942
@lazerboy4942 2 жыл бұрын
Ay, just had this happen to me with a friend! It was weird
@maxyan5461
@maxyan5461 3 жыл бұрын
Dr. Alok “what the yogis observed” Kanoja
@karanshah5604
@karanshah5604 3 жыл бұрын
Kanojia*
@zack-cs
@zack-cs 3 жыл бұрын
“do you feel beholden to?” “what does that word mean” english major btw KEKW
@mxshellx
@mxshellx 3 жыл бұрын
He’s an English major-not a dictionary. Lol
@jacobbruen9231
@jacobbruen9231 3 жыл бұрын
@@mxshellx Yeah chat pokes fun a lot when he doesn’t know a word but English majors use thesauruses instead of memorizing every single word in the language
@yaboyjay7202
@yaboyjay7202 3 жыл бұрын
This was so amazing. I studied Philosophy, but their discussion about death and consciousness was so much better than 99% of classes I took. It was so great to see Ludwig not just going for the joke, but showing just how smart he is. His remark on the aging brain and how that conflicts with what Dr K said was fantastic. Especially sice I'm not on Dr K's side whenever he goes into this more spiritual direction, it was refreshing to see someone being able to keep up with him and challenge him (don't take this the wrong way, I love Dr K to bits and me not aligning with one belief he has doesn't change that one bit). I hope they have another talk, there were some things they just touched superficially, for example parasocial relationships and being allowed to feel bad for yourself and compartmentalizing death and grief.
@somethingfishy1960
@somethingfishy1960 3 жыл бұрын
I was about to make a similar comment. I´ve seen Dr K make implications towards philosophical idealism (or substance dualism - still don´t know which is closer to his position), but this discussion really helped to flesh out what his view is. And Ludwig made great points - especially when you consider that he seemed to be thinking about it on the spot.
@georgepantzikis7988
@georgepantzikis7988 3 жыл бұрын
@@somethingfishy1960 Dr K is basically an idealist and a panpsychist merged into one from what I can tell.
@raditzan
@raditzan 3 жыл бұрын
@@somethingfishy1960 Dr K's philosophy is distinctly different from substance dualism since substance dualism says that mind and body are separate whereas he views consciousness and matter (containing both mind and body) as separate. So he is implying that consciousness is something outside of mind and body. He actually mentioned in the video that Western thought on the subject implies that consciousness and mind are the same thing and that he believes different (substance dualism is a Western Philosophy).
@3cheeseup
@3cheeseup 3 жыл бұрын
I love Dr. K for his psychological understanding but I feel like when it comes to philosophy or spiritual stuff he's not very coherent and I feel the urge to skip these parts because I have to cringe a little when he is so confident about his beliefs.
@somethingfishy1960
@somethingfishy1960 3 жыл бұрын
@@raditzan Yes, trying to fit eastern philosophy into western isnt going to be perfect, but that is what I am more familiar with. I got the sense that he is an idialist, because conciousness is fundamental and our experience of the material only emerging out of it. But when he discribed the interactions between conciousness and the body and mind, it sounds very much like substance dualism. But yes, he draws the border between the two at a different place. Or there might even be three substances, because he also argued for the mind not being material or reducable to matter. Anyhow, while I completely disagree, this conversation was extremely helpful to better understand his view.
@theAlex2577
@theAlex2577 3 жыл бұрын
ludwig makes it hard not to form a parasocial relationship with him, he is such a good dude, to bad we will never be friends lulw
@feralfluid
@feralfluid 3 жыл бұрын
the saddest LULW ever typed
@Imbalanxd
@Imbalanxd 3 жыл бұрын
You get that thats the parasocial relationship talking, right?
@criminalchicken499
@criminalchicken499 3 жыл бұрын
@@Imbalanxd yes. It's likely he exactly knows.
@dinospumoni5611
@dinospumoni5611 2 жыл бұрын
you can like and care about someone without believing you have a relationship with him
@goobyaluob
@goobyaluob 2 жыл бұрын
It’s really interesting because throughout this talk, Ludwig often seems like he is having a hard time articulating himself in a serious manner, and I don’t know if he is fully in control of how often he jokes around, because it has become such a habit for him. At the same time, he has these amazing moments of clarity such as when he talks about always losing in a race against time when it comes to death, and those moments show that he has the capacity for seriousness, but often uses jokes or sarcasm as some sort of defense mechanism, which it sounds like he developed from his father’s passing.
@xzlool
@xzlool 5 ай бұрын
i agree with this comment the most
@iKalipso
@iKalipso 3 жыл бұрын
1:28:11 I teared up a little here when Dr. K got up front and asked about his dad. Lud is such a strong dude to keep a straight face and not cry at that moment. He got a difficult childhood and he's such a fine and funny guy. Good job my dude
@iKalipso
@iKalipso 3 жыл бұрын
@@guptadagger896 Yeah, you're right.
@nicholaszc9
@nicholaszc9 Жыл бұрын
yeah, same thing here. really beautiful ideas
@ellisurbanski527
@ellisurbanski527 3 жыл бұрын
So the story, that Dr. K told of the patient in a Koma really stuck with me. I regularly have dreams like that. Dreams that have no inconsistencies. They just feel so REAL. It's scary.
@mahyargharehdaghi9383
@mahyargharehdaghi9383 3 жыл бұрын
That's wild Holy fuck
@travis9260
@travis9260 3 жыл бұрын
Coma
@bruh1704
@bruh1704 3 жыл бұрын
KKoma fake
@bongzilla4172
@bongzilla4172 3 жыл бұрын
When that happens to me, when the dream feels like it's real, it happens in real life some time after. Which freaks me the fuck out. Happened a bunch of times.
@heyzeuscreestow9394
@heyzeuscreestow9394 3 жыл бұрын
The dreams that are mundane everyday stuff can be terrifying especially back when I was drinking heavily and doing a lot of psychedelics. The repeated false awakening dreams are quite hellish as well
@dannyg.4421
@dannyg.4421 3 жыл бұрын
I would love to see sykunno on the show but I would imagine he would be extremely nervous and maybe not give alot.
@drewherman2048
@drewherman2048 3 жыл бұрын
I think he would drive Dr, K up the wall, even if he wanted to, he really can’t break his “persona” where he’s built himself around his personality, he can’t really change it
@dannyg.4421
@dannyg.4421 3 жыл бұрын
I think sykunno keeps a ton of things to himself. I've only seen him really crack once. It might be that he just wants to treat streaming as a time to have fun and make people happy. there is sides of him we might not ever see and thats fine. I do like how he has gotten more comfortable infront of the camera because I know he really dealt with crippling low self esteem and insecurities but I am noticing him losing some mannerism slowly and looking more comfortable. It feels good to see him succeed personally. I've gleaned a few things that is none of my business but also relatable.
@Jonas-cf4oi
@Jonas-cf4oi 3 жыл бұрын
@Squalid I don't think so. He might crack, but I don't think the insecurities he shows are a big deal for him. Maybe he has some but I wouldn't think we'd know of it.
@dannyg.4421
@dannyg.4421 3 жыл бұрын
@@Jonas-cf4oi i agree. When I said cracked i mean he tries to keep personal things to him self but has gotten visibley upset once and what I was referring to was when he was having a bad day and got a bit emotional which later turns out was actually due to personal life and a bit of chat. When it comes to the insecurities I feel like he has only shared the ones he is okay to share and I dont blame him because people on the internet can be really mean and when are dealing with something that really effects you, you just don't want to be vulnerable. He has talked about stuff but if you notice its always something that effected him in the past which is easier to tell because people generally feel like there is enough distance from that versions of them selfs and the person we are today.
@unravel1918
@unravel1918 2 жыл бұрын
Too "fake and guarded" because of Asian societal pressures.
@byeCoDhelloRS
@byeCoDhelloRS 3 жыл бұрын
wow ludwig is such a charismatic funny guy. I get why he's popular on twitch man. straight up entertainer and sees a lot of things in a really healthy way.
@SparlordPrime
@SparlordPrime 3 жыл бұрын
As someone who lost my father at 17 I can relate a fuck ton to Lud, appreciate the content of both of you, watch Lud and Dr. K regularly. Keep it up boys.
@bryannguyen5633
@bryannguyen5633 3 жыл бұрын
yeah I lost my dad at 14 due to a smoking and alcohol addiction and man this hits pretty close to home
@SparlordPrime
@SparlordPrime 3 жыл бұрын
@@bryannguyen5633 I feel for you brother.
@blobfishchin
@blobfishchin 3 жыл бұрын
Ok jonah. Jk, I really hope that its something you haven't let bother you too much, and I know that you have the some potential as him!
@Niimsy
@Niimsy 3 жыл бұрын
I feel you man, I was 19 when I lost my dad
@__melker6202
@__melker6202 3 жыл бұрын
fuck. I’m 17 and just lost my father 2 weeks ago from a sudden brain aneurysm. going to listen to this thing.
@rutabo7784
@rutabo7784 3 жыл бұрын
Wow, ludwigs past is a lot deeper then I would have originally expected...
@PeppoMusic
@PeppoMusic 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I all of a sudden feel more compelled to donate money to him...
@blehm_7403
@blehm_7403 3 жыл бұрын
@@PeppoMusic simple plan mogul move form parasocial relationship from shared experience
@john81697
@john81697 3 жыл бұрын
I dunno I feel you scratch more then an inch deep into almost anyone's life and you'll be surprised what they've been through. No one really has a fully normal life.
@yellowtitan6040
@yellowtitan6040 3 жыл бұрын
@@john81697 I do lol. There are plenty of people who've had normal lives. I would even argue Ludwig's life hasn't been dark and sad. He was only ten, and it's clear it's never deeply upset him or messed him up. He seems very happy, and emotionally fine, whether or not that's because he was just ten, or maybe he just handles things better than others, I don't know, but I felt like Dr. K was trying to "make a mountain out of a mole hill" even though he said he wasn't.
@Benjamin-gv6gq
@Benjamin-gv6gq 3 жыл бұрын
@@yellowtitan6040 just because you are able to healthily push something aside at 10 doesn’t mean he has fully processed it. He could go his whole life without fully processing it and get by with humor and his life would be great and he wouldn’t need help like he said. If he processed it though he could reach a greater understanding of himself and his thoughts about death allowing him to live a better life.
@abyvs
@abyvs 3 жыл бұрын
Ive been having a lot of existential dread lately. I would feel sick to my stomach constantly. This video helped so much. Thank you Dr. K and Ludwig
@tabularasa9576
@tabularasa9576 3 жыл бұрын
Existence is painful and sad
@abyvs
@abyvs 3 жыл бұрын
Its more for me that i wont be able to do everything i want, and that i really could die at any time
@tabularasa9576
@tabularasa9576 3 жыл бұрын
@@abyvs i feel you bro ..i used to think of being dead at any time a lot ..but only after i kind of understood that death will happen to any of us (me included)..because as i child i thought i was special and unique to god (lol). But anyways death always scared the shit out of me and it kind of still does but not in the same level. Now, i am more worried about the future of myself and of the society and of the universe..because today's society f sucks so bad , internet sucks , youtube sucks ..you just cannot get anything useful out of these in my opinion. Then it is life which is f unfair - good people die , we age, our loved ones die, do we go to hell or to heaven, does afterlife even exist?!? What is reality? What is existence? Are we living in a game simulation or in some sort of an experimental lab devised by superbeings??! It is an imperfect socieity who are damaging planet and almost every year you got something negative happen (wars, epidemics..) and many fools dont think on their feet but they keep myltiplying their f useless dna.. It is also an imperfect universe, flawed biology, flawed earth, flawed everything.. And lastly nature of universe, physical rules are so neutral which is scary af..we have souls , why do we have to suffer, why should suffering be the ultimate end?! Sorry for the long comment bro..take care.
@Lenno94
@Lenno94 3 жыл бұрын
@@tabularasa9576 If you think about it, the mere fact that there are laws that govern the foundations of the universe is mind boggling. Why are they the way they are? Why is there law and order in the first place? Is it self-generated or was it made this way? Just thinking about it makes me feel curious and inspired. I'm completly in awe. About death, I'm legit more curious of what will happen. I don't fear it at all, BUT thinking about someone close to me dying is scary af.
@tiagobelo4965
@tiagobelo4965 2 жыл бұрын
@@LilliputianGYATT ah good old nihilism, fun bit about it, however dreadful it may seem at first, it can be turned into a positive. You see, if nothing matters, you have every reason in the world and outside of it to do what you truly want to, if there is no inherent meaning or reason to and for life your freedom is truly absolute.
@JacobMcDonald27
@JacobMcDonald27 3 жыл бұрын
LOVE THESE VIDEOS DOC!!! ❤❤❤
@ianerickson2210
@ianerickson2210 3 жыл бұрын
Yo wut up check mark guy
@ChacoDragon
@ChacoDragon 3 жыл бұрын
I did not think this would be the first reply I saw on a HealthyGamer video. Rugby Player reacts to a discussion on death and consciousness?
@666zlatan666
@666zlatan666 3 жыл бұрын
Cuz you're too lazy to read or think for yourself
@renegomez6679
@renegomez6679 3 жыл бұрын
You can tell Ludwig is very uncomfortable talking about his feelings. He always wants to joke and talk about surface level stuff. Which is okay opening up is extremely hard.
@AXharoth
@AXharoth 3 жыл бұрын
dude they talked about it abundantly in the beginning
@brooo4219
@brooo4219 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah the jokers usually have deep shit inside
@renegomez6679
@renegomez6679 3 жыл бұрын
@@brooo4219 For sure. I have recently been binging all of Dr.K's videos and I try to use other peoples experiences and apply them to my personal life. I have been learning a lot about myself. I'm very grateful for his content.
@guyinaroom7771
@guyinaroom7771 3 жыл бұрын
@@brooo4219 yuup the funny kid that's also kinda smart is always fucked up
@octo_contra
@octo_contra 3 жыл бұрын
on-stream ludwig and offline ludwig are supposedly very different people, certainly it's my impression that he's not particularly comfortable talking about emotions and feelings in general but I think streamer mode amplifies that in a big way here.
@jc-jg9pp
@jc-jg9pp 3 жыл бұрын
Insane to see both these channels grow up and now this 😳
@devilzelink
@devilzelink 3 жыл бұрын
It's like some cinematic universe
@jc-jg9pp
@jc-jg9pp 3 жыл бұрын
@@ezaf5989 ok?
@will_9910
@will_9910 3 жыл бұрын
@@ezaf5989 Lol
@WanderTheNomad
@WanderTheNomad 3 жыл бұрын
@@ezaf5989 You are like that Hutch fan that begged Hutch to kick Destiny off his stream.
@TannisHenriksen
@TannisHenriksen 4 ай бұрын
OMG!!!! THE COMA!!! Me too!! 9 month coma.. I had a WHOLE LIFE. When I woke up I started realizing they were never real😢. It gave me ptsd or at least symptoms of. A lot of my dreams were so so awful but amongst all that I had fallen in love with someone. I spent time with my mom, grandmother.. My entire extended family!! I had to reexperience the losses. My uncle, who was alive, had died in my second life. So under the influence of medication I literally asked him if he had died😂I was talking to him on the phone😂 I told him he was going to die because I saw him in the dreams and he had died. 3 months later, while I was in physical rehab learning to walk again, he died. 😮
@capnamazn8426
@capnamazn8426 3 жыл бұрын
I watched this expecting to have a really bad panic attack about death, and just now finishing it I feel so at ease and much more understanding. Dr. K just put so many concepts that I've known about but didn't fully understand into words and ideas that I can wrap my mind around and that brought me a lot of joy and relief
@nicholaszc9
@nicholaszc9 Жыл бұрын
im so glad about this for you (I guess it really has been a year since you made this comment, so i hope the notification doesnt scare you haha) I hope you're doing well at this moment and have expanded your consciousness even further since hearing this conversation
@mackixu
@mackixu 8 ай бұрын
I had the EXACT same experience. ❤ My boyfriend sent me this video after a convo we just had and it really truly made me feel so much better.
@noamepelbaum
@noamepelbaum 7 ай бұрын
Been going through an existential crises for months and this is honestly the first time someone has provided an explanation about consciousness that has satisfied me. Hope you are feeling better now and having less panic attacks
@renegomez6679
@renegomez6679 3 жыл бұрын
I have recently been binging all of Dr.K's videos and I try to use other peoples experiences and apply them to my personal life. I have been learning a lot about myself. I'm very grateful for his content.
@tachiiderp
@tachiiderp 3 жыл бұрын
i personally think his videos are not meant to be binged, watch one, reflect on it, then maybe watch another one next week. else theres just too much stuff going in at once.
@llamaglitter
@llamaglitter 3 жыл бұрын
@@tachiiderp People are different, and can therefore process information at different capacities as well as for different amounts of time. I see where you are coming from though, and I agree that as a general advice it would be positive to encourage people to take their time and reflect on the content of these videos.
@treakfly
@treakfly 2 жыл бұрын
Yes! I've also noticed that I'm starting to copy his way of conversing. It's really helping me to ask questions instead of feeling threatened when someone believes something other than I do. And man, I love his 'can I think for a second'. I've become a much better listener and am trying to curb my adhd mind in conversations, as to not blurt out every thought that wells up at other peoples words. It's very challenging though, and takes conscious effort. I guess that again goes to show that the mind is something that's different from consciousness.
@SophisticatedBanjo
@SophisticatedBanjo 3 жыл бұрын
I've been waiting for this for ages! Cool!
@JackDaniels-ru2xy
@JackDaniels-ru2xy 3 жыл бұрын
The way Lud talks about his Dad....I know it was a long time ago but there's this sort of emotional detatchment I'm picking up on. I feel like Lud is the type of person who would be unable to tell a sad story from his own life or in general without throwing in a laugh... maybe a joke or 2.
@eddbro82
@eddbro82 3 жыл бұрын
It's a coping mechanism. Some people crack jokes at a funeral, others bawl their eyes out. There's different reactions for different people - the way big boy Lud deal with loss is cracking a joke and coming up for air, for some that can be a way to deal with pain and for other it can be a huge insult, it all depends on the person.
@JamesBrown-wy7xs
@JamesBrown-wy7xs 2 жыл бұрын
I was wondering through it all if he might possibly be a psychopath, because he literally showed not a single ounce of sadness about it, speaking about it in the most matter of fact manner, and even seeming confused by Dr. K's clear reaction of feeling empathy for him (when he asked to be excused to get himself a tissue). On top of that, he can "snap into" his super charismatic twitch persona at the drop of a hat, quicker than your eye can even catch. So I think at least a few of the telltale signs are there, but I'm by no means a professional psychologist or psychiatrist, so my reads could be way off.
@Friska_Rexie
@Friska_Rexie Жыл бұрын
@@JamesBrown-wy7xs You're jumping to some buck wild conclusions bud. People with trauma often compartmentalize to survive.
@jorgeluiscorrea992
@jorgeluiscorrea992 Жыл бұрын
@@JamesBrown-wy7xs you must of missed the part where he said he was 10 years old when his dad died and can’t remember a lot about him anymore 15 years later
@JamesBrown-wy7xs
@JamesBrown-wy7xs Жыл бұрын
@@jorgeluiscorrea992 I didn't miss that part, but I can't say I can relate to his issue, so, as I stated in that earlier post, my reads could be way off. I'd like to think that I'd feel something for my own father if he passed when I was 10, and I imagine that I'd carry a lot of pain from the loss for many many years afterward, but, again, I haven't experienced that, so I can't say for sure. Maybe I'd react just like he did, 15 years later.
@Bourgeau281
@Bourgeau281 3 жыл бұрын
I've been waiting for this for a long time.
@blobfishchin
@blobfishchin 3 жыл бұрын
The collab I never knew I needed.
@siebs.
@siebs. 3 жыл бұрын
Man I got major goosebumps from that story of the man who came out of a coma. That story was heartbreaking.
@ninochuu
@ninochuu 3 жыл бұрын
What a nice chat with this man, he seems like he'd be a great friend!
@Lee-zp2ox
@Lee-zp2ox 3 жыл бұрын
I think this is the second one of these that made me very emotional. This was honestly a great conversation.
@andrewlocke5194
@andrewlocke5194 3 жыл бұрын
I've watched almost every interview Dr. K has given, and this one was absolutely one of my favorites. It was so insightful, interesting, deep, whatever you want to call it. Just wonderful
@ryanbanister4181
@ryanbanister4181 Жыл бұрын
I think the single biggest reason people ask creators for life advice is because after listening to you for long enough, we develop a trust with you and your judgement. You feel like a friend, and that feeling means we overlook how we're not your friend.
@justinluy8997
@justinluy8997 3 жыл бұрын
Really enjoyed the talk, this is the first ever interview I decided to share with my Dad and I thank you for that.
@hussainshah5868
@hussainshah5868 3 жыл бұрын
These videos/streams are so valuable to me and the rest of the community. Thanks Dr. K, you’re truly changing lives out here.
@Drep0903
@Drep0903 3 жыл бұрын
This talk hits so hard definitely loving every second of it
@mdoughty
@mdoughty 3 жыл бұрын
this was a joy to watch as a long time ludwig viewer and a feelings person. he truly does have a buoyant mind and it's not easy to swim deeper. thanks for the work you do. lud deserves a good cry
@samanthapilipovich5867
@samanthapilipovich5867 3 жыл бұрын
i love this channel, this one made me a bit sad because i’ve lived similar experiences. glad you’re helping people out!
@ultimatetoa
@ultimatetoa 3 жыл бұрын
This is one of the best discussions yet, keep it up!
@HaxorStrr
@HaxorStrr Жыл бұрын
Dr. K talking about Death and Conciousness in a spiritual sense has helped me relieve so much anxiety about exisistentialism and nothing mattering at all. I will go on to fulfill my own journey in this body/mind/life and make changes that help myself and those around me. Hope everyone realizes that they do matter and keep safe :)
@gyjhgyhjwoogiworld
@gyjhgyhjwoogiworld 3 жыл бұрын
Wow, the discussion on consciousness was really insightful to me. Suddenly felt like my anxiety and stress aren't as fundamental or all-important
@jackmaxwell7342
@jackmaxwell7342 3 жыл бұрын
This was an incredibly interesting conversation! Thank you so much both of you. I will be trying these consciousness experiments!
@superfanman4284
@superfanman4284 3 жыл бұрын
I watched lud’s video and now i’m coming here to watch the rest, really like this, it’s really nice to see this side of ludwig
@Echtaria
@Echtaria 3 жыл бұрын
One of the best talks I've had the pleasure of listening to. Thank you!
@NavidSensei
@NavidSensei 3 жыл бұрын
Fascinating take on consciousness. and a great talk overall.
@EchoingDeath
@EchoingDeath 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you. You have given me the hope I needed with this talk.
@simonagioe539
@simonagioe539 3 жыл бұрын
This was absolutely the best! Thank you so much Dr K! Really helped me too.
@dizzy8225
@dizzy8225 3 жыл бұрын
So from what they are saying... I should practice my pick up lines on Ludwig. Gotcha
@mahyargharehdaghi9383
@mahyargharehdaghi9383 3 жыл бұрын
No, that wasn't it chief-
@user-nw5og
@user-nw5og 3 жыл бұрын
That's exactly it chief.
@south756
@south756 3 жыл бұрын
Love that takeaway.
@pangbangdang3672
@pangbangdang3672 3 жыл бұрын
I have never felt like a youtuber is my friend, quite the opposite. I've always felt like famous people aren't real until I meet them.
@tachiiderp
@tachiiderp 3 жыл бұрын
its much different on twitch, when small streamers use to respond to many comments on twitch chat directly
@seignee
@seignee 3 жыл бұрын
^^ same tho i do hang out in smaller twitch communities (< 10 viewers) a lot more than bigger twitch communities, so i do become quite close w/ the creators.
@akillersandwich8360
@akillersandwich8360 3 жыл бұрын
Definitely one of my favorite videos so far
@slimthecatdad
@slimthecatdad 3 жыл бұрын
What a brilliant conversation. I love when Dr k talks to thoughtful people. So much content.
@ahha9005
@ahha9005 2 жыл бұрын
Man I've been to therapy for like 4 years now and looking back everyone I've been to helped me come back up for air when I needed it. I could never pinpoint what it was what made talking to them so much easier than to friends etc. but looking back it is because I don't come back up for air on my own. I would simply drown myself. So Ludwig beeing able to come back up (and Dr. K encouraging him) is a really valuable life skill.. guess I know what my next session will be about :0
@bamie16
@bamie16 3 жыл бұрын
Oh Ludwig is on, cool! Gonna watch the ENTIRE thing later, the highlight on Healthy Gamer Highlights was very interesting
@tylerheintzen722
@tylerheintzen722 3 жыл бұрын
This has helped me realize a lot about myself. Thank you!
@austinh2803
@austinh2803 3 жыл бұрын
This was really helpful and intriguing for me, thanks Dr. K
@LillieBeeXD
@LillieBeeXD 3 жыл бұрын
This was such a good conversatioooooon! Both of you were 10/10. Love Dr. K, helping me slowly and surely 'get over' my own childhood and parents, as well as the topics of comedy v gravity; definitely grew into the class clown pragmatic type like Lud too.
@itsmebougie
@itsmebougie 3 жыл бұрын
Damn this went heavy nice to see ludwig be himself a little more. good for him
@AnimalFarm8
@AnimalFarm8 3 жыл бұрын
This show is great. It's nice to hear about what some of the biggest creators are detailing with, and Dr.K has some of the most wholesome resoonses.
@glad9310
@glad9310 3 жыл бұрын
One of the best videos on this channel. Dr. K seemed so surprised a looot of times
@somistyy
@somistyy 3 жыл бұрын
Been reading a lot of stoic stuff so this talk was extra interesting!! Love lud a lot now, glad we're such good friends :0
@VioletEmerald
@VioletEmerald 2 жыл бұрын
This is SUCH an amusing conversation. It's the funniest Dr. K interview i think. I've seen so many of them now.
@Jareschannel
@Jareschannel 3 жыл бұрын
*Gamers for choc is amazing to see. love the content man, had a wish made through chocs make a wish program. its rad to see you supporting such a great hospital.*
@crispymomo2251
@crispymomo2251 3 жыл бұрын
I loved this so much, especially as me and Ludwig are very similar in terms of our childhoods and mindsets so thanks for the free therapy session I guess lol. But seriously this helped a lot. Thank you.
@Qwerty-fg1ou
@Qwerty-fg1ou 3 жыл бұрын
There convo about consciousness cleared up a lot for me. Shit makes a lot of sense now yet there’s so many new questions. Thanks for this doc
@yiklongtay6029
@yiklongtay6029 3 жыл бұрын
I am surprised Dr K hasn't managed to get an interview with Valkyrae yet. She is expressive and blunt. She would have a lot to say and a lot of insight as a successful streamer.
@imaginaererfreund3531
@imaginaererfreund3531 3 жыл бұрын
maybe her contract with YT doesn't allow her to go to other twitch channels
@BruTaliuss
@BruTaliuss 3 жыл бұрын
Afaik she said she doesn't want to have public therapy.
@TheOnlyWay2Go.
@TheOnlyWay2Go. 3 жыл бұрын
@@BruTaliuss Yea some people, while this is not a therapy session, still might not feel comfortable with the degree of vulnerability that is required to have a decent "diccussion" with Dr. K
@imaginaererfreund3531
@imaginaererfreund3531 3 жыл бұрын
​@@BruTaliuss probably a smart decision I didn't watch much of Dr. K, this session with Lud wasn't really therapie/he didn't open that much up, but I got curious and watched the session with his girlfriend QT, and yeah... if you have issues and need real therapy you shouldn't go on Dr. K
@kevjones1003
@kevjones1003 3 жыл бұрын
Such a great talk between two great ppl
@LeoPokemonBrasil1
@LeoPokemonBrasil1 Жыл бұрын
I needed this. Unironically. Thanks, Dr. K!
@styrosk880
@styrosk880 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like watching this interview after the one with QT helped me understand the difference between thoughts and consciousness more in depth. Love the streams Dr K. I can't wait to have a successful career so I can funnel money into stuff like this
@saltmomtmissad8384
@saltmomtmissad8384 3 жыл бұрын
I listened to this in podcast form and started full on sobbing. And then I hear Dr. K say he needs a tissue😭
@doloresarnikapresutto1140
@doloresarnikapresutto1140 3 жыл бұрын
This convo was dope!
@gearhar1
@gearhar1 3 жыл бұрын
I've been anticipating the day that Lud would come on your stream. I really enjoyed it and teared up basically at the same moment Dr. K did. I hope there will be a part 2 one day where you guys go deeper (if Lud wants to, of course). Thank you Dr. K.
@whatwayzup
@whatwayzup 2 жыл бұрын
The conversation about meditating while drunk or high really resonated with me. I have always described being high/drunk as very frustrating because I feel fully conscious but I can't manifest my consciousness in a controlled manner. I felt the same way when I was under anesthesia (Nitrous Oxide) for a dental procedure, I was completely conscious and I remember it vividly, I remember the conversation the doctor was having with the nurse, I remember the pressure in my gums and I remember hearing myself breathe but being unable to feel it (which was terrifying). This has been really interesting to hear.
@xenoliving3951
@xenoliving3951 3 жыл бұрын
This talk gave me a tangible concept of experience.
@RabY0
@RabY0 3 жыл бұрын
Thoroughly enjoyed this one. Thank you, Dr. K. Keep up the good work!
@emmakara8907
@emmakara8907 Жыл бұрын
One of the best talks you've had with streamers. Both cuz of the topics but also cuz Ludwig is quick to understand everything he is presented with
@RikkordForte
@RikkordForte 3 жыл бұрын
I haven't cried in a long time but parts of this finally made that happen. Take care of yourself Lud
@nicholaszc9
@nicholaszc9 Жыл бұрын
Yup, same here too, certain moments were so powerful
@sophiep.7476
@sophiep.7476 3 жыл бұрын
Wow wow wow!! You got to such an extent of depth within that time frame, this was one of the most interesting videos I've ever seen! This is high quality content, thank you for sharing that :)
@kingaspking
@kingaspking 3 жыл бұрын
Damn.. This one is reeeeally good. Starts okay, but just gets better for every minute of the video. Really like the meditation part.
@zebravizionz8152
@zebravizionz8152 2 жыл бұрын
Having a Dr. with this large of an audience talking about the importance of Vedic and yogic traditions and dealing with the self is extremely powerful and useful for anyone. Thank you so much for this talk!
@JoeSmith-db4rq
@JoeSmith-db4rq 3 жыл бұрын
Amazing session! The only thing I wish was explored a bit more was a kind of hypocritical thing Lud said pretty early on... He talked about how he didn’t deserve to be on stream because he felt like other people were more qualified (like QT) and then when Dr K asked about this, he gave the “other people have it worse so I just focus on the positives” argument. But... that argument could be used for anyone. You could say to anyone that’s been on the show that “well someone’s had it worse than you”. If QT came up to Lud after a hard day, would the advice he give her really be “yeah but other people have it harder so cheer up!”? OF COURSE NOT! He’s creating a double standard for himself where he’s giving other people more support than himself and basically just saying “man up” to himself and that’s not healthy! He’s attempting to diminish his own problems and that’s definitely something that should be addressed!
@saramurtas1826
@saramurtas1826 3 жыл бұрын
Absolutely loved this conversation! It would be very interesting to have other similar streams with topics discussed in a more abstract way as well, for people like me that need things to make sense in an intellectual way before they can give the practice a chance lol :) I left this stream with lots of questions, but also a lot of motivation to try the practices that Dr K mentioned and suggested. Perhaps a Q&A stream revolving around yogi teachings (+ experiences + scientific perspectives)? That would be really cool!
@betul6350
@betul6350 3 жыл бұрын
wow this went to places i would've never expected, especially after that starting interview..i'm kind of speechless
@samantha041508
@samantha041508 3 жыл бұрын
Damn this interview was freaking great so deep, ty both xd ! Was one of the best 👌 ❤ 🙌 I've watched yet.
@brandonijames2784
@brandonijames2784 3 жыл бұрын
Around the time when dr k. Was gaining popularity, so was ludwig, in fact I believe even months before ludwig's stream's were growing larger and larger. I was watching dr k. Religiously at that time but eventually stopped and moved on to different content creators and eventually a few months ago I found ludwig. This colab has brought me back, and mannnn do I love this shit so freaking much. Thank you Dr k. And thank you ludwig for comming on. This is a masterpiece in my eyes. I hope to see a part two one day (fingers crossed)
@treandang129
@treandang129 3 жыл бұрын
This one was honestly so good. I can’t believe this content is free to watch. Thank you Dr. K for all you do!
@coughsyrup6065
@coughsyrup6065 3 жыл бұрын
This was a seriously great talk. Especially the things that were said in the second half are things that fascinate me and things I like to think about. Really insightful. Love both Dr. K and Ludwig's energies!
@moonie11355
@moonie11355 3 жыл бұрын
Probably the coolest interview by Dr. k. Thx.
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