My dream died, and now I'm here

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Sabine Hossenfelder

Sabine Hossenfelder

29 күн бұрын

This is my contribution to bring the "you" back into KZfaq #uinutube
You can support me on Patreon ➜ / sabine

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@veritasium
@veritasium 25 күн бұрын
After finishing my PhD I went to a university-led session on ‘What Comes Next.’ What I heard sounded a lot like “now, you beg for money.” It was so depressing to think about all the very clever people in that room who had worked so very hard only to find out they had no financial security and would be spending most of their days asking for money. I realized that even what I thought of as the ‘safe path’ was uncertain so I may as well go after what I truly want. That led me here.
@davidj4266
@davidj4266 25 күн бұрын
This. This I had to see for myself - the money begging approach, the insecure job of 2 or 3 years and then beg for more. I was disheartened with this also. Having a family and the need to be secure, I took my PhD into industry rather than academia. Unfortunately, I didn’t get paid for that extra achievement and feel like I’ve never fully reached my potential. All because I couldn’t get the proper assurance behind the question of, ‘and then what?’. However, getting a PhD is enjoyable and certainly fulfilling. But be prepared to do something different afterwards.
@WhoCares-zn8gp
@WhoCares-zn8gp 25 күн бұрын
Couldn’t agree more here. I feel somewhat fortunate to have shifted my perspective in pursuing my physics PhD program as a time to learn, have fun, and then move to industry. It’s rather disheartening watching hardworking people pursue the academic dream, while making all kind of sacrifices (both personal and those related to academic politics), just to aim for a position that may or may not work out.
@jamskinner
@jamskinner 25 күн бұрын
Find a job in applying your knowledge.
@fruz1378
@fruz1378 25 күн бұрын
@vishwanathhalkeri9839
@vishwanathhalkeri9839 25 күн бұрын
I just finished middle school and wanted to be a physicist, now I'm rethinking my dreams
@Tubeytime
@Tubeytime 22 күн бұрын
The real tragedy is that you almost didn't post this video. People NEED to know what kind of world we live in. This was more valuable than 99% of commencement speeches.
@seraphinclaire4297
@seraphinclaire4297 22 күн бұрын
I am the 422nd person that liked your post.
@skippy6086
@skippy6086 22 күн бұрын
I gave up physics to become an electrician. ZERO REGRETS. 👍
@mutantmagnet
@mutantmagnet 22 күн бұрын
This has always bothered me when I heard about people with masters degree doing work vastly different from what they worked so hard for and I was left wondering most of the time, how is this happening. This was very illuminating and I'm seething.
@estherstepansky5256
@estherstepansky5256 22 күн бұрын
@@skippy6086 I need an electrician frequently which is why I became one too. I have never needed a physicist and one reason I opted not to study it in college despite it being fascinating.
@MrCesarification
@MrCesarification 22 күн бұрын
No offense, but she did a video on why capitalism is awesome not long ago. Many of us have been saying this for years. This is not news to LOTS of people.
@bbacher95
@bbacher95 3 күн бұрын
"The bureaucracy must expand to meet the needs of the expanding bureaucracy."
@ToTheStars327
@ToTheStars327 14 сағат бұрын
Yep, also sounds very german to me.
@yvonneglanville2094
@yvonneglanville2094 5 күн бұрын
Also a physics PhD. Fighting for funding and fighting against petty administrators pushed me out of experimental condensed matter physics. Now I'm a high school teacher. I applied to corporate jobs but when you are so specialized and the job market is up and down it is really difficult finding work anywhere in the world. I had trouble fitting into the machinery.
@FallNorth
@FallNorth Күн бұрын
A place where I worked, 3 of the software developers had Physics PhDs. Only so many places for them in research really when you think about it.
@melchezi8818
@melchezi8818 5 сағат бұрын
Somewhere theres a kid that is so glad you are his teacher. Somewhere theres a kid who recalls your teaching and recognizes your efforts. Somewhere theres a community that is glad you are part of it. Add infinitum.
@aerozg
@aerozg 22 күн бұрын
Hearing your story reminded me of that Franz Kafka quote: “I was ashamed of myself when I realized that life was a costume party, and I attended with my real face.” I am glad you stood your ground after all. We need more people like you, and not just in Academia.
@jessemalone8083
@jessemalone8083 22 күн бұрын
Excellent quote.
@TymexComputing
@TymexComputing 22 күн бұрын
At the Time of Franz Kafka There were yet no socialist Euroland countries promoting some bulshit agenda , but it was starting at that time. Global democracy is a scam.
@Dennis-zk4bn
@Dennis-zk4bn 22 күн бұрын
Except that anyone with integrity leaves academia because it is a rotten swamp in which only shrewed and greedy people thrive... The higher up you get in the organization, the less integrity they have. Especially in the highly prestigious institutions. The corruption and self-interest is rife and little to no meaningful science is done anymore, so anyone with integrity leaves. Scientific discovery has almost completed stopped in regards to large discoveries because research there isn't profitable...
@networknomad5600
@networknomad5600 22 күн бұрын
There's no good reason to wear a mask and lose your integrity. You can use your actual self, you just need to know your boundaries and have actual confidence.
@thebearded4427
@thebearded4427 22 күн бұрын
Any business or undertaking these days is a emotional marathon, and anyone who puts their real self on the starting line will lose the emotionally draining commitment. Kinda the whole reason emotionally dettached people are more successful and why it seems like no one cares in business meetings.
@soggytablet4852
@soggytablet4852 27 күн бұрын
Your willingness to call 'bullshit' by its name is one of the reasons I watch your channel. Hats off, carry on!
@paintspot1509
@paintspot1509 27 күн бұрын
Its a good way to make money.
@Elo-hv3fw
@Elo-hv3fw 27 күн бұрын
@@paintspot1509 it's an excellent way to be truthful..
@Celeste-in-Oz
@Celeste-in-Oz 27 күн бұрын
Agree. My PhD was made that much harder by the need to sift thru 100’s of bullshit papers (pointless, poor quality and written simply to fish for citations) that Sabine calling it, is very satisfying!
@enemdisk6628
@enemdisk6628 27 күн бұрын
This
@Elo-hv3fw
@Elo-hv3fw 27 күн бұрын
@@enemdisk6628 BS is a name. Welcome to am. Engl
@claudiabrugman6842
@claudiabrugman6842 8 күн бұрын
Sabine, a brilliant summary of a common PhD experience. Much like my own. Thank you for pulling back the curtain.
@vincentzevecke4578
@vincentzevecke4578 6 күн бұрын
Sabine, she is damn right
@JupiterThunder
@JupiterThunder 5 күн бұрын
I did a PhD. The main finding of the work was that PhDs are a waste of time (which wasn't actually a new finding).
@manoo2056
@manoo2056 3 күн бұрын
​@@JupiterThunderit just keep the wheel turning and you learn a lot in the process like what drugs work best to write XD
@Anonymous-rj2lk
@Anonymous-rj2lk 3 күн бұрын
No, Sabine, you have not failed, its the system that have failed you.
@hendrikbruns3580
@hendrikbruns3580 Күн бұрын
Unfortunately it's still people that suffer, not the system.
@AtrozGrima
@AtrozGrima Күн бұрын
My psycology therapist would say otherwise. Its not the worl that must change for you. I know, a partial minded view but most people would support that claim.
@thekids7667
@thekids7667 19 сағат бұрын
No she failed.
@Anonymous-rj2lk
@Anonymous-rj2lk 18 сағат бұрын
@@AtrozGrima its the easiest to always blame yourself even though you met all the criteria required to not fail, but this claim fails the logic test, so there must be an outside factor that intervened and sabotaged you, and in Sabine's case it's the system. how come a post grad in physics cant find a job in research?? sounds ridiculous to say its her fault after she did everything the system demanded.
@MTheoOA
@MTheoOA 12 сағат бұрын
Capitalism wasn't good as she thought
@kevind.mccarthy2450
@kevind.mccarthy2450 28 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing Sabine, we love you!
@martacollell
@martacollell 28 күн бұрын
Yeah!! we do! ;))
@jrodgers33
@jrodgers33 28 күн бұрын
My thoughts exactly!!
@arnoutsmit8951
@arnoutsmit8951 28 күн бұрын
Me too ❤
@user-oi5nu2nn7p
@user-oi5nu2nn7p 28 күн бұрын
Thank you Sabine! You are a great educator and human being.
@memegazer
@memegazer 28 күн бұрын
I want to push back that it's not token capitualation that results in the glass ceiling for women. And programs that require diversity and representation do not reenforce outdated world views, but I respect feeling frustrated that they are not a comprohensive solution either. I refuse to take away the victories of civil rights champions of the past that forced the hand for those capitulations, even if there is still more work left to do.
@user-mu5yq7wq4y
@user-mu5yq7wq4y 28 күн бұрын
Dear Sabine, No, you have not failed. That you're not doing the "bs" scientific works doesn't mean that your dream of becoming a scientist failed. You're one of the best scientific minds, and your contribution to the field shouldn't be underestimated. You succeeded. Your dream is being materialized in a bit unique but beautiful way.
@SabineHossenfelder
@SabineHossenfelder 28 күн бұрын
Thanks for the kind words, really appreciate that. It makes it all worthwhile. ❤️
@GenXCoder
@GenXCoder 28 күн бұрын
Yes Sabine, please keep challenging the status quo and hopefully we will return to caring about true scientific inquiry and not how to milk grant money to stuff institution's pockets.
@djbabbotstown
@djbabbotstown 28 күн бұрын
I hope you’re making some of them youtube bucks at least Sabine. Keep em coming.
@dinninfreeman2014
@dinninfreeman2014 28 күн бұрын
​@@SabineHossenfelderit sounds to me that the academics failed you
@paulmichaelfreedman8334
@paulmichaelfreedman8334 28 күн бұрын
the greedy swines get their claws into everything, they don't care about what goes on, they are just there for the $$$. And as usual, literally everything and everyone else suffers.
@Nipredil
@Nipredil 8 күн бұрын
I hate that the caption says you failed. I also had to change careers, my dream also died, but we didn't fail. How is this failing? You reach 1 million people with a video, you love doing this and you adapted to a messed up situation. You use your knowledge to something good and useful and that is more than many people can ever reach.
@PGilbert
@PGilbert 8 күн бұрын
I didn't expect to hear "my" story being told by someone else on youtube! Thank you for being so brave!
@B76SkyWarrior
@B76SkyWarrior 17 күн бұрын
As a grad student, I had a professor plagiarize an entire term paper of mine which he used as a chapter in his book. My complaint to him and the department fell on deaf ears. I was told that my worked belonged to the professor because all grad work belonged to the professor who taught me. What a bunch of garbage.
@Greengeist05
@Greengeist05 16 күн бұрын
Holy Sh!t… does this mean that plagiarism is a feature and not a bug of the academic landscape?!?!🤬😳
@freshmanenglishhelp
@freshmanenglishhelp 16 күн бұрын
Did you get any credit/mention in References as a contributing graduate student?
@AnotherEmi
@AnotherEmi 16 күн бұрын
That's absolutely crazy! Surely that would be illegal??
@taylermontgomery2004
@taylermontgomery2004 16 күн бұрын
My University (as most in America) expels fraudulent plagiarists, but I've never heard of professors being fired for the same reason. Do you have a link to your original publication online for us to compare his book to?
@B76SkyWarrior
@B76SkyWarrior 16 күн бұрын
@@freshmanenglishhelp None at all
@ApprendreSansNecessite
@ApprendreSansNecessite 28 күн бұрын
My jaw dropped. That was a very powerful testimony.
@user-ec3rm9wr1n
@user-ec3rm9wr1n 28 күн бұрын
Hahaha we exist 😂😂😂 .....
@meisbackforever
@meisbackforever 27 күн бұрын
​@@user-ec3rm9wr1nwho?
@andersfant4997
@andersfant4997 27 күн бұрын
No real news though.. Its how it works
@EvgeniBelin
@EvgeniBelin 27 күн бұрын
​@@andersfant4997 this may be obvious to insiders. But it was news to me
@user-ec3rm9wr1n
@user-ec3rm9wr1n 27 күн бұрын
@@andersfant4997 if you were trans and rich and your father is billionaire things would be different
@Obilix1991
@Obilix1991 4 күн бұрын
Never doubt yourself in this respect. You've just encountered the true face of the current academic establishment. You spoke nothing but the plain truth not more, not less, unfortunately.
@gototcm
@gototcm 4 күн бұрын
She is absolutely spot on. And kudos for putting your kids first. We need more Sabines.
@soroosha
@soroosha 28 күн бұрын
That's exactly why I never went back to academia after my master's. It was all about what to do to get that extra grant. Everyone (including myself) was writing bullshit to get grants. I used to want to become a scientist since I was a child. The reality killed that dream for me too... I totally get it.
@Joker22593
@Joker22593 28 күн бұрын
Same here. Publishing has so much metagaming, that it's not producing good work. My thesis adviser told me to split my paper up into 3-5 papers, publish them separately and have them all cite each other to inflate my impact numbers. I knew academia was bullshit as soon as that was suggested.
@SabineHossenfelder
@SabineHossenfelder 28 күн бұрын
You did the right thing.
@irifhir
@irifhir 28 күн бұрын
The institutions are failing, and in order to save the scientific knowledge to go down with it, we need people teaching straight to the public, and not only the raw science, but all the epistemological nuances around it. You are a brave and inspiring person! Thanks ❤
@bootstraphan6204
@bootstraphan6204 28 күн бұрын
When the questions you want to find answers to (buy doing science) collide with "will said answers make line go up?" Will your quest to unlock the mysteries of the universe be profitable? Isn't as much "reality" as it is "Capitalism". You, as an individual, might have as much luck changing the laws of physics as you would changing the effects that Capitalism (specifically the profit motive) has on doing science.🤷‍♂️
@StefanLopuszanski
@StefanLopuszanski 28 күн бұрын
But what's the alternative that already exists? Universities have huge issues but they still do focus on topics you'd never see a fully commercialized industry indulge. It is an evil but a lesser evil. What else is there?
@rwarren58
@rwarren58 28 күн бұрын
A bit too much? Perhaps the best video of the year. Thank you for being you, Sabine. - Sacramento, USA
@lucassiccardi8764
@lucassiccardi8764 28 күн бұрын
Best video in the channel, IMO.
@eclectictech
@eclectictech 27 күн бұрын
Bringing the issues to light is one small step towards the possibility of changing them in the future.
@legbert123
@legbert123 27 күн бұрын
She has been promoting this channel for years dont listen to the narrative she is pushing. She has been ALL about being a youtuber for years now for sure her work has dropped off look at the amount of time she puts in this channel!
@legbert123
@legbert123 27 күн бұрын
you sweet summer child@@eclectictech
@legbert123
@legbert123 27 күн бұрын
A bit too much? this is the worst example of a video this year. Sabine has been pushing this channel at the expense if actual research for years now any science realeated issue on this channel is fraught with innaccurate information and borderline lies.
@seanoslin5299
@seanoslin5299 4 күн бұрын
I have a lot of respect for you. Keep up the good work.
@bweb6
@bweb6 7 күн бұрын
As a former PhD candidate now currently working in industry, this really resonates with me so much. Thank you for being so open and honest about your experience. There is a rewarding, worthwhile life to experience beyond academia.
@sercem7314
@sercem7314 22 күн бұрын
"I am failed", something we rarely hear on social media, while everyone tells success stories here. Bold statement
@gregh5061
@gregh5061 21 күн бұрын
Hi failed, I'm dad
@Noqtis
@Noqtis 21 күн бұрын
@@gregh5061 Hi dad and failed, I'm Sigma DeLigma
@aliceglass828
@aliceglass828 21 күн бұрын
failed is a bold statement indeed given she has a phd and raised two children
@gregh5061
@gregh5061 21 күн бұрын
@@aliceglass828 people have different standards for success I suppose. You could have two noble prizes but if your goal was to cure cancer and you failed, you'd consider yourself a failure, I guess.
@aliceglass828
@aliceglass828 21 күн бұрын
@@gregh5061 no shit sherlock
@angelicarosegalvan
@angelicarosegalvan 23 күн бұрын
Hi Sabine, I’m a third year PhD student in bioengineering and I just want to say thanks for making this video. You’re the only person who I’ve heard describe exactly how I feel about academia. My dream has died too and most of the time I feel crazy because no one else seems to feel the same way, but thank you for making me feel less alone. You are brave and lovable ❤️
@SamRossman
@SamRossman 23 күн бұрын
Same, while it sucks I hope you also value that you figured it out early in your academic career and not a decade and a half later….
@ramseygo121
@ramseygo121 23 күн бұрын
damn I'm just about to go into bioengineering😭
@takoja507
@takoja507 23 күн бұрын
All this makes me happy that I'm "just" a practical nurse (as we call it here in Finland) and never had the drive for academy studies. I'm in a job that I really like and enjoy, even tho money ain't great, no stress etc at all tho :)
@thierryfaquet7405
@thierryfaquet7405 23 күн бұрын
@@ramseygo121 it's fine, but do it for industry, not academia.
@calamitysangfroid2407
@calamitysangfroid2407 23 күн бұрын
I'm in my second year of an evolution/genetics PhD. My lab group and the biology faculty is pretty communal and this sentiment of cynicism is common around us. We're kind of aware this is all one big passion project, and some of us might become rockstars but others are like those Disney channel celebrities who disappear after 5 years and show up working at a small town car dealership. Not sure if anyone's actually considering continuing in academia. A lot are looking at industry or government employment (our department is marine and conservation biology, in a country where seafood and agriculture are major exports).
@MD-wm1jg
@MD-wm1jg 4 күн бұрын
Thank you for your honesty. I have similar experiences in academia. But once one is disillusioned about it, you can focus on things that really matter and not follow the social pressure.
@CHARLOTTEMURACKA
@CHARLOTTEMURACKA 8 күн бұрын
This is what turned my away from astronomy as a late teen. In the past few years, I was questioning that decision, but you've confirmed that I made the right one.
@realdragon
@realdragon 4 күн бұрын
Well I didn't turned away from astronomy
@bedlambreakfast5548
@bedlambreakfast5548 26 күн бұрын
"He got angry, and I laughed at him..." I love it.
@lukewest4691
@lukewest4691 26 күн бұрын
@SF-fb6lv
@SF-fb6lv 26 күн бұрын
My respect for you hit a new high when I heard you say that!
@josephjanitorius797
@josephjanitorius797 25 күн бұрын
My admiration for Sabine shot up 10-fold when she said that (and it was already very high)! I wish more people had her guts.
@luizamaralphd
@luizamaralphd 25 күн бұрын
Probably the most german part of this video. Loved it.
@Pcarnevaaa
@Pcarnevaaa 25 күн бұрын
Literally iconic
@selohcin
@selohcin 12 күн бұрын
"The moment you put people into big institutions, the goal shifts from knowledge discovery to money-making" is the key quote of this video.
@Frank-ej8hd
@Frank-ej8hd 12 күн бұрын
No, the goal shifts to "sustain the institution (aka bureaucracy)".
@jmanwild87
@jmanwild87 10 күн бұрын
@@Frank-ej8hd which mostly involves making money to be fair
@JediYutu
@JediYutu 10 күн бұрын
Uh Sabine, pensions and health benefits, are very important to "normal" American working ppl too. 😂
@kingofsiamgt
@kingofsiamgt 9 күн бұрын
I disagree, everything on earth is about making money in some form, so this statement is quite anodyne. There is something else going on in academia besides greed - proof is that everyone who works there is poor.
@leahsander5490
@leahsander5490 9 күн бұрын
- Sabine "Capitalism is good, actually" Hossenfelder. One more example of why natural scientists would be well served to occasionally listen to a social scientist.
@annebright3852
@annebright3852 3 күн бұрын
As someone who's been struggling with the trajectory of my career, I thank you whole heartedly for posting this video. You are an amazingly strong person.
@AtlisWerks
@AtlisWerks 6 күн бұрын
As an ex-researcher for a German uni institute, your description of how the system works was spot on.
@Walter-Montalvo
@Walter-Montalvo 28 күн бұрын
Not too much, it is just right and honest. Don’t ever change!
@SabineHossenfelder
@SabineHossenfelder 28 күн бұрын
Thank you from the entire team!
@chronixchaos7081
@chronixchaos7081 28 күн бұрын
Well done you.
@berniehaberemeier2053
@berniehaberemeier2053 28 күн бұрын
Given the system appears to be so broken, and given it’s the people’s money at work, what could the people do to demand change? Does this have to stay broken forever?
@ConwayBob
@ConwayBob 28 күн бұрын
@@berniehaberemeier2053 -- Excellent questions! To which I humbly add one more: Is the academic establishment even worth trying to fix, or do we need to replace it with something better?
@siraaron4462
@siraaron4462 28 күн бұрын
​@@berniehaberemeier2053spreading awareness helps. (Knowing is half the battle) But I've seen various proposals that would change the incentive structure to support good science; rather than Shitposting in scientific journals for grants. As for how to get people to adopt these new incentives? I think things will have to get worse before they get better. People are going to keep doing things just the way they are until they can't anymore.
@donaldquicke547
@donaldquicke547 28 күн бұрын
I am a professor but totally understand the terrible rat race. i was once writing an academic book (rather well known one now) but my HoD knocked on my office door one day and told me that the university didn't value scholarship any more. i retired as soon as was financially able to, and moved to Thailand. never been back. Take care, Donald
@esecallum
@esecallum 27 күн бұрын
thailand? is that not a dangerousplaceto be for a white man?
@memyselfandi8544
@memyselfandi8544 27 күн бұрын
Sawasdi kap. You and Sab have stumbled into the invisible walls of a technological house of cards. Science is supposed to be a process of discovery where we chose the most accurate way to describe observations, but that depends on who “we” are. We are not what you think we are. We are more like the subjects of the virtual world in the Matrix. Controlled with lies and a brilliant characterization of the world, however, it is built essentially on lies. We struggle not against the flesh, but against spiritual principalities in heaven and hell. It’s all about control, this world. God is. Choke di, farang.
@elbuggo
@elbuggo 27 күн бұрын
RE: the university didn't value scholarship any more I guess they are looking for foundations for their latest propaganda projects. Research is subordinate to policy. Findings that are contrary to their policies, or their imagined ideal world, is not appreciated.
@ibubezi7685
@ibubezi7685 27 күн бұрын
@@elbuggo _"101% of sociologists confirm that their research proves that climate-change is 102% manmade."_
@fantabuloussnuffaluffagus
@fantabuloussnuffaluffagus 27 күн бұрын
@@ibubezi7685 I always get a kick out of people who loudly proclaim "all the scientists agree on climate change", as if science was a democracy and the facts should actually care what scientists think.
@mrsmilesaway
@mrsmilesaway 3 күн бұрын
It takes a lot of courage to post an honest to goodness video like this. I am not a scientist but I follow the science news and I've realized myself that what you talk about here in this video is the reason we've not had a major breakthrough in science in the past 50 years or so. But hopefully more scientists like yourself will speak up and stand up to academia and we'll see some real progress soon.
@CustardBustard
@CustardBustard 22 сағат бұрын
I'm glad you are here as yourself than somewhere else trying to fit in. That would have sucked for all of us.
@maritrnning5357
@maritrnning5357 22 күн бұрын
I just loved it when you said NO to work for that professor, THATS what I call true integrity 🤩
@Broken_robot1986
@Broken_robot1986 22 күн бұрын
Yeah big balls for that, props.
@pimpilikaa
@pimpilikaa 22 күн бұрын
@@Broken_robot1986 yes, pukaaluwo
@LaplacianDalembertian
@LaplacianDalembertian 22 күн бұрын
Science is Dead, only China and Russia care about it.
@Snake369
@Snake369 22 күн бұрын
that was definitely baller. absolutely nothing unreasonable either.
@krishnamoorthysankaranaray4057
@krishnamoorthysankaranaray4057 22 күн бұрын
"The moment you put people into big institutions the goal shifts from knowledge seeking to money making." Very well said.
@LA_HA
@LA_HA 22 күн бұрын
What is the background of the university president? Is it Philosophy or Education-focused? Or is it Business-centered?
@wendyleeconnelly2939
@wendyleeconnelly2939 21 күн бұрын
@@LA_HA It might not matter. It might be comparative literature. The system is so entrenched. The one university president and his/her pet projects may have only slight impact on what is expected and what gets done.
@LA_HA
@LA_HA 21 күн бұрын
@@wendyleeconnelly2939 True and that's what I'm saying. The choices given in the type of candidates has a lot to say about what is going on within that institution. This is directly tied to what's happening in the PS/K-12 school system. What's happening there? In short, traditional values and education have been replaced with "progressive" values and disinterest in educating school children due to CRT and leftist ideological organizations that openly brag about how they're not in the education business anymore. They're in the political business now and going forward. This is Taught to students, who then go to college, graduate with this mentality and belief system, and then become college employees and professors. The connection is there for anyone who takes a moment to look. Except there's a problem... Thinking isn't taught. In fact, it's banned
@geneduffy
@geneduffy 21 күн бұрын
⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠@@LA_HAwrong, for instance CRT is a college course. Next progressive values I guess by that you mean critical thinking skills and a focus on S.T.E.M. It’s funny because traditional values and education immediately brings to mind religious schools where if the science doesn’t fit your 1500 year old horror anthology than the science must be wrong. Also what do you mean by traditional education , the humors, leach therapy, miasma, aroma therapy, chiropractors , or maybe phrenology. I am however sorry that conservatives long ago lost in the market place of ideas I just wish you guys would stop trying to sell people on your SECOND lost cause movement. We are not going to go back in time there is a reason progress is the root word of progressive. This time of traditional thinking wasn’t so great by the way most people call it the dark ages where positing a new theory might get you thrown in ye olde gaol maybe just for suggesting a non heliocentric view of the universe.
@LA_HA
@LA_HA 21 күн бұрын
@@geneduffy [Edited for clarity] Thank you. I'm so glad you did exactly what you did. Otherwise, I would have wasted my time thinking an actual conversation was possible. Good Day
@fluxpistol3608
@fluxpistol3608 2 күн бұрын
You've done more for science on KZfaq than many have anywhere else in "academia". Keep up the amazing work! This is where you belong. Leading the science 3.0 revolution.
@cesarmenor-salvan9535
@cesarmenor-salvan9535 26 күн бұрын
As a scientist struggling with the broken academic science system, I resonate with all that she said and it's totally spot on
@johnboze
@johnboze 25 күн бұрын
Start with some real science and you will NO LONGER STRUGGLE: Vacuum Ambient EM Field Dipole Theory aka Quantum Inertial Dipole Theory aka Graviton Theory aka Dark Mass / Energy Theory aka Vacuum Zero Point Energy Theory aka PLANCK PARTICLE THEORY is T.O.E. postulated by the Germans and brought to fruition by US DoD via Defense Contractors like Lockheed that solved TOE so the Pentagon gave them cart blanche on CASH to designed and build working Quantum Field Densification Drives aka HFGWGs and they solved during technical material science issues during SDI STAR WARS Weapons Programs of the 1980s and 90s and the result is "UAPs" aka Hypersonic Weapons in the news for years! Work EM FIELD DRIVES have been flying for MORE THAN 4 DECADES! Now You Know Too! #FiringRoom1
@casualnerdjason6678
@casualnerdjason6678 25 күн бұрын
When I was a grad student, I saw how the brilliant, wonderful postdocs were worn down. Not by their bosses or their science, but by the system. And after 4+ years as postdocs, they were still earning less than brand new public school teachers. We love our science but have to make a living, too.
@justbeegreen
@justbeegreen 25 күн бұрын
It’s the same for public school teachers - the system burns a human out.
@elonever.2.071
@elonever.2.071 25 күн бұрын
@@casualnerdjason6678 You have the background for understanding physics now you need to take your knowledge to the edgy side of physics that is making great strides in understanding the workings of our reality. Materialism is as dead as the Big Bang is now. The new frontier is of a Conscious Universe where observation collapses the wave function into particles and atoms which creates matter as we have seen over and over again in the double slit experiments. Good luck on your journey. Remember it is always better to abandon a sinking ship early rather than later.
@shidiskas
@shidiskas 25 күн бұрын
Its also my story!
@landondyer
@landondyer 23 күн бұрын
My dad was a scientist, and I watched his constant struggle with politics and funding. He had a stress-related heart attack at 50; he survived it, but was never the same afterwards.
@womenwelove
@womenwelove 22 күн бұрын
it's sad that happened to your dad
@asia1174
@asia1174 22 күн бұрын
“Was”, did he retire or quit? And I’m sorry your dad was out through that kind of stress..
@margarethamaartje3716
@margarethamaartje3716 22 күн бұрын
That is so sad! Im so sorry for your dad
@binbows2258
@binbows2258 22 күн бұрын
@@margarethamaartje3716 perhaps he died.
@imeldahaloho4798
@imeldahaloho4798 21 күн бұрын
I'm sorry for your dad! Hope his heart recovering and he takes care of himself better. Nothing is more precious than our health, not even our job or idealism.
@GeraldL8
@GeraldL8 23 сағат бұрын
Hey Sabine, I'm a postgrad engineering student. Thank you for this video. I've liked and subscribed.
@jacobharrison5330
@jacobharrison5330 Күн бұрын
Thank you so much for keeping it real. I wish everyone could hear this message, especially before they enter college!
@GaynorOFlynn
@GaynorOFlynn 24 күн бұрын
With 1.2M subscribers you have a real job! A real role, a real voice to teach what ever you want to teach! Genius!
@eoinoconnell185
@eoinoconnell185 24 күн бұрын
Yep. The funny thing is, she has more subscribers & viewers than most TV shows. Highly successful.
@Frolova3434
@Frolova3434 24 күн бұрын
That’s certainly more attention than papers get
@CrimeaRiver
@CrimeaRiver 23 күн бұрын
Until, of course, KZfaq shuts her channel down for some obscure reason.
@molybdaenmornell123hopp5
@molybdaenmornell123hopp5 23 күн бұрын
​@CrimeaRiver But people have heard of her now.
@mackyj7801
@mackyj7801 23 күн бұрын
Yes her brand imagine is valuable, once you get to her level on KZfaq, type of content ,influence tv networks come chasing you.
@buybuydandavis
@buybuydandavis 27 күн бұрын
Pournelle's Iron Law of Bureaucracy: In any bureaucracy, the people devoted to the benefit of the bureaucracy itself always get in control and those dedicated to the goals the bureaucracy is supposed to accomplish have less and less influence, and sometimes are eliminated entirely.
@wadehines9971
@wadehines9971 27 күн бұрын
In isolated islands, visionaries who understand this law gain power and work hard against it. But it's a Sisyphean task.
@wallacegrommet9343
@wallacegrommet9343 27 күн бұрын
Witness the ratio of administrators to teachers in the California State University system. 18 to 1 in against the instructors!
@JNobleDaggett
@JNobleDaggett 27 күн бұрын
@@wallacegrommet9343 That's a bit deceptive. Some of those administrators support instruction. Some support research grants. Sabina isn't complaining about research load as much as research priorities.
@brianlemberger5022
@brianlemberger5022 27 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your experiences. Brave people such as yourself need to be honest about the state of physics and academia in order for it to change.
@gregorseidel8203
@gregorseidel8203 27 күн бұрын
Nice quote, I did not know this. To be fair, in my experience academic management did care about science, in so far as it relates to their own interests at least. Since the issues in academia (and academic publishing) go beyond each individual institution, however, I suppose it's easy to assign blame elsewhere and perpetuate the system rather than even try to change it. This perpetuation is, incidentally of course, also to the personal benefit of academic management.
@mike42441
@mike42441 22 сағат бұрын
Agree 100%, Sabine. It's more about grant $ than research outcomes in higher ed. Glad you're doing your own thing. No one can take that away from you, and of course, you have us always!
@gto531
@gto531 10 күн бұрын
The magic of youtube algorithm bought you to me. Thank you for this lovely video. After finishing my PhD, I was on the academia path. I spent 2 years as a research assistant professor and realize that University treats us like business units. The overhead is over 50% of the grant. They also make you teach or otherwise there is another penalty. It was miserable. I am glad that I have gotten out sooner than later.
@BruceBoschek
@BruceBoschek 28 күн бұрын
Thank you for posting this! I am 82, left the US for Germany in 1965, earned my PhD with work at a Max Planck Institute and after a 12 year stint at the MPI I got a pure research position at a major German university. I was an electron microscopist, so a lot of people needed my help. I managed to publish 100+ papers and never had to write a grant proposal. I finally became disillusioned with science in general and just wound up helping others with their research. I also struggled to help my female coworkers get the credit they deserved for the work they did. Science was always more of a hobby for me. I write this just to say, your mileage may vary. I'm sorry you had such a bitter experience, but you have taken the bull by the horns and certainly have a greater scientific impact now than if you had just gone on in research. I love your videos and your sense of humour. Liebe Grüße aus dem kühlen hessischen Vogelsberg.
@MrQwertyman111
@MrQwertyman111 25 күн бұрын
I believe I had the pleasure of reading one of your papers. Good to see people of science remain around it, even when retired. All the best to you good sir!
@BruceBoschek
@BruceBoschek 25 күн бұрын
@@MrQwertyman111 Thanks kindly.
@Arcgateway
@Arcgateway 27 күн бұрын
And it's the story of a successful science educator who touched millions and made the world a slightly better place. Thank you, Sabine.
@kimalmon
@kimalmon 2 күн бұрын
Wow, honesty! How refreshing. Do not ever not post anything, dear lady. You are a freaking warrior.
@Briardie
@Briardie Күн бұрын
We need people like you, with integrity, to stand their ground. We do not need more of those spoonfed the required narrative, who quietly agree with the expected beliefs of such establishments and organisations, who demand obedience. Too many know what they are doing or think is wrong, but do it anyway, just to fit in or, remain quiet, thinking of their mortgage or their future retirement. Worldwide that has been the problem for so long. Time for change. Thank you for showing what the word honour truly means. Something no man can give you and no man can take away.
@joefearn9694
@joefearn9694 19 күн бұрын
I achieved my PhD in philosophy when I was in my 40s. I'm an ex miner. After graduation, I became a security guard until retirement. My PhD was a classy route to poverty. So I'm glad you posted this. Dr. does look good on my drivers licence.😅
@sundayoliver3147
@sundayoliver3147 19 күн бұрын
I appreciate "my PhD was a classy route to poverty". It's the case for so many.
@garydorfner6695
@garydorfner6695 19 күн бұрын
The wife of the US president is also a Doctor. She's a school teacher with a doctorate in education and demands that people refer to her as "Doctor". The title is meaningless.
@inertia179
@inertia179 19 күн бұрын
Why didn't you become a university prof?
@Blade.5786
@Blade.5786 19 күн бұрын
What a coincidence, I'm also an ex-minor
@titandarknight2698
@titandarknight2698 19 күн бұрын
@@garydorfner6695 Not really meaningless. She just isn't a doctor in the common sense.
@TharkysOlafson
@TharkysOlafson 26 күн бұрын
Unfortunately, this IS a universal story in academia. It's the dirty little secret that never seems to be talked about. Despite all that, I'm glad you have found a place for yourself and choose to share your thoughts and opinions with us all. Thank you for putting this video out!
@ronankelly4471
@ronankelly4471 25 күн бұрын
It is spoken about, but those outside the system .. do not get heard. Listen carefully to what she says. While a bit harsh to say, she *did* know what they were doing was wrong, and she played along with it, until they bit her.
@TmyLV
@TmyLV 25 күн бұрын
Fenomenal true exposed. Dear Sabine you are so great, worry do not, you have imense quality and you are an exceptional person. The reward will come and one day you will be happy with the output, I am sure you are happy with what you are doing now and be pleased cause it is giving you satisfaction, you do very nice, it is another road in your career. One foot on the back one step ahead. Many people know your works and they follow your career and path and they like you the way you are.
@artichoke60045
@artichoke60045 23 күн бұрын
It's not really a dirty little secret. There are lots of ways to observe it, even as an undergrad if you work in someone's lab, some people who will confess especially if you ask the right questions, maybe not in physics departments because physicists have that personality. Sabine came from a family of accountants, they had some idea that money makes the world go round. Although the exact nature of academic research is something you have to experience it to understand. An outsider who doesn't know the field at an expert level won't know how much garbage is produced that serves merely to clog up the intellectual pipeline.
@Verpal
@Verpal 21 күн бұрын
@@ronankelly4471 I don't know if I can blame Sabine though, she is but a human like us, and human need food on the table, especially for their family. I would like to imagine Scientist are just normal people who aren't particularly noble, nor should we expect them to be.
@ninomeloni3455
@ninomeloni3455 4 күн бұрын
Your scientific integrity and joy are touching. You make a big difference as a scientist and as a woman.
@dimodimov5735
@dimodimov5735 2 күн бұрын
Thank you for the honesty ! I wish you all the best!
@rbrbrts
@rbrbrts 15 күн бұрын
Near the end of my PhD, my advisor wanted me to take a paper I wrote for PRL and write a longer one for PRC and I told him I didn't feel like there was really anything more to say for our work. I later felt bad as he ended up not getting tenure which left me in a weird state as I finished my degree without a local advisor and thus no advocate or mentor at the university. I ended up set loose as soon as the paperwork was signed on my diploma. I ended up like a lot of physicists, working in finance, and after getting married and having two children, there really wasn't any going back. Plus the realization that my notion of what academia is like was really, like yours, more of a romantic dream rather than the reality. I don't really miss academia, I miss what I thought academia was supposed to be.
@pillsber
@pillsber 10 күн бұрын
Perfect response-and almost exactly my same story: the idea-or dream-is very different than the reality. I never finished my Ph.D because of this.
@Ducktility
@Ducktility 9 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing. What role are you currently working in finance?
@EyanZ1997
@EyanZ1997 9 күн бұрын
How did you made your skills as a physicist applicable to finance? It’s obviously transferable to those that know but employers don’t always fall under that category
@rbrbrts
@rbrbrts 8 күн бұрын
@@Ducktility I really just do software development, but in a financial context for back-end calculations.
@rbrbrts
@rbrbrts 8 күн бұрын
@@EyanZ1997 Well, in the mid-1990s when I finished, that was not really true. Physicists were desirable for implementing numerical models, especially if they had software skill. Since I worked for two years in software before grad school, and did a lot of modeling in grad school, it was an easy sell.
@jamesmarie1083
@jamesmarie1083 27 күн бұрын
I'm a PhD. physicist who never really had any hope of a career in academia. I really appreciate your honesty and telling it like it is. I have always found academia to be pretentious, arrogant, and intellectually stuffy. Thank you for making this video. You've earned my respect.
@jeravincer
@jeravincer 27 күн бұрын
And you’re a man?!?
@FernandoChaves
@FernandoChaves 27 күн бұрын
So, what do you do?
@Happyduderawr
@Happyduderawr 27 күн бұрын
Only academics use words like "intellectually stuffy" hahaha
@glennwoodruff2398
@glennwoodruff2398 27 күн бұрын
Hopefully you didn't get a job as a "Calibration Technician" for a company that does NIST certification of equipment. So many physics majors with BS degrees seem to enter that job market.
@jarnoldp
@jarnoldp 27 күн бұрын
I was a PhD student, but I only finished with my masters. This was due to the lack of consistency between classes and the PhD exam. They would put problems on there that even the professors could not solve. They had an extra credit point system to wear a few published papers prior to the exam, you would be given credit towards the exam. There was at least one student who never took the exam and passed because they had enough papers within two years. and this is only because the professor was putting that graduate students name on the papers, even though they just started.
@jonathanhernandez4304
@jonathanhernandez4304 3 күн бұрын
So nice of you to share this, it was the right thing to do. Your experience is valid. Thank you. More people need to truly listen and understand the depth of this. The gatekeepers limit science.
@RonnieMurphy-hw8rz
@RonnieMurphy-hw8rz Күн бұрын
Thank you Sabine. There are some great channels on youtube, and yours is one of the best.
@iqvoice
@iqvoice 23 күн бұрын
This matches up exactly with my 16 years at NASA. A colleague of mine called it "playing the doctor game", because all the PhD's were battling each other for the few secure jobs while the majority languished as grantees.
@millanferende6723
@millanferende6723 23 күн бұрын
"Science" (Which means "through the knowledge of")...literally means being open to truth, wanting to explore the actual truth and to want to know the truth.
@millanferende6723
@millanferende6723 23 күн бұрын
The other one, opposite one (cannot name the term because of the censor), is the desire for money, grants, more grants, desiring to promote a problem rather than a solution to keep a job, propagating biases and being afraid to look in another direction out of fear of being chastised and reprimanded.
@la-gl4uh
@la-gl4uh 23 күн бұрын
You sound like you were a contractor instead of a government employee. Why didn't you hire on with the Federal Government?
@r13hd22
@r13hd22 23 күн бұрын
She got what she gave out to Kaku and others in his field daring to tell them that they were wasting resources that should go to real fields of study.
@atendriyadasa6746
@atendriyadasa6746 23 күн бұрын
This is precisely how The $ystem weeds out scientists w/ character standing on principle vs. those who'll readily sell out (i.e. produce & publish the results The $ystem wants). 😉
@jerril42
@jerril42 23 күн бұрын
You have not failed, "The System" is failing us all. Thank you Sabine for trying to broaden our horizons. Hopefully this brave outreach will start some meaningful conversation.
@mehranshargh
@mehranshargh 22 күн бұрын
The sad part is that "the system" is made up of us, the academic people. We prioritize money, greed, and power, and in turn, make the life of other lower-level people miserable. Then, we blame "the system".
@ChaplainDMK
@ChaplainDMK 22 күн бұрын
Same with NGO's honestly. A lot of people, social sciences degrees and similar stuff, who are so passionate to work with communities, with underpriviliged people, to try to approach existing issues with new techniques, are absolutely annihilated by the grant-money procedure. Just write billions of pages of bullshit, measure absolute irrelevant stats, write mind-numbing reports, and end up wasting 75% of your energy and time on all of this, and only 25% actually doing what you want to do and are actually applying for funding.
@generaltheory
@generaltheory 22 күн бұрын
The really important part is that forum cretins will keep parroting "Peer reviews!" when such "trusted" institutions don't even have the minimal digital literacy, and I mean Harvards, too. Total rebuilding of scholarship is inevitable.
@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp
@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp 22 күн бұрын
Go for a PhD in "The Art of Sustainable Bullshit" and you will be a winner.
@mehranshargh
@mehranshargh 22 күн бұрын
The sad part is that the system is made up of us, the academic people; we prioritize money, greed, and power, and in turn, make the life of other lower-level people miserable. Then, we blame the system.
@user-vl2ib6yy2x
@user-vl2ib6yy2x 22 сағат бұрын
I'm REALLY glad you posted this video. The same thing happened to me, post-PhD, only in the humanities (and I grew up as a faculty brat, so I had happy expectations of the academic idyll ahead). My solution has been rather like yours, which is to say, off-grid intellectual entrepreneurship. Fact is, what you (and people like us) do is, as you say, more useful to humankind in the end, and doesn't squander our short lives; it's also truer to the intellectual enterprise for most of its history -- well-funded and outward-bound university careers turn out to be an artefact of public spending in (most of) the twentieth century. Weirdly, I have to feed my kids by doing biomed papers for the pharma publication mill. I retrained for this field partly because I like science too, but mostly to support a family. My unified theory of everything is that we're in end-stage capitalism, and probably always have been. It produces things that we use, but it's a barbaric way to be. So ... I hear you, and I thank you for doing what you do. And please keep doing it.
@Wildcatbeer
@Wildcatbeer 2 күн бұрын
I found your video randomly and I am definitely NOT involved with the sciences in any way. But I'm glad you posted your story. You did well in getting back up every time life hit you. You have my respect and my sub.
@Catcherinthecorn
@Catcherinthecorn 27 күн бұрын
I love your honesty. My brother got a PhD in theoretical physics from an Ivy League university and he felt the same way you do. He left academia a while ago and works in software now, but he still does his physics and math research every day in his spare time. I admire him a lot.
@tatjana7008
@tatjana7008 27 күн бұрын
And thats why number of patents in Western countries decreased in last years. Chinese mastered it team work long time ago and thrive because of it, while here its all divide and conquer of talented motivated people
@Lavabug
@Lavabug 27 күн бұрын
@@tatjana7008 What? US issued patents are a historic high. Also the number of patents issued has zero connection with fundamental physics research - the measure is peer reviewed publications.
@tatjana7008
@tatjana7008 27 күн бұрын
@@Lavabug first of all, Sabine is not from US, she tells about experience in Germany and Europe. Second, number of confirmed patents is much important then applications, and China leads there. Third, science is interconnected and discoveries in fundamental physics might influence practical applications as well. Thats why I do theoretical computer science, because it can influence every branch of science. About papers and publications, many chairs in my university interconnected with industry, and they often end up in patents.
@allan710
@allan710 27 күн бұрын
I also left academia, I really didn't like the way it works.
@Lavabug
@Lavabug 27 күн бұрын
@@tatjana7008 The US issues more utilities patents than any other country, and many Chinese enterprises seek US patents as well. Practical applications have little to do with fundamental science, they are an accident. If you're using patent number to measure scientific progress, you have no knowledge of how science works or what counts as innovation. Patents only measure commercial products, not the generation of knowledge which far outpaces what patents indicate (I am a former patent examiner).
@richardcoughlin8931
@richardcoughlin8931 27 күн бұрын
Speaking as retired full professor (social sciences) at a research university in the in USA I fully support your decision. You play a vital role as a public intellectual helping to educate non-specialists about the state of scientific inquiry in the physical sciences. Your KZfaq videos reach many more people - several orders of magnitude - than typical research publications read by a handful of specialists. So I say Bravo! Keep up the good work.
@lighthousesaunders7242
@lighthousesaunders7242 27 күн бұрын
You've gotta admit, from the respected Popperian POV at least, social science should almost never be called a science?
@matteogirelli1023
@matteogirelli1023 27 күн бұрын
truer words were never spoken
@amihartz
@amihartz 27 күн бұрын
@@lighthousesaunders7242 "Respected Popperian" bro hardly any academics of philosophy take Popper seriously. But yes, if you take Popper seriously, then you have to reject sociology and economics, and some of biology and climatology would also be on shaky grounds.
@link01uk
@link01uk 27 күн бұрын
Bravo
@paintspot1509
@paintspot1509 27 күн бұрын
The problem is these videos get hijacked by conspiracy nutters, rather then anybody who could do anything about the issues she raises
@michaelduncan6287
@michaelduncan6287 4 күн бұрын
At 65 and working on my second masters,,, NO I didn’t use the first one either, I'll pass on the PhD. Follow your passion, I serve as a volunteer in our local Honey Beekeepers Association teaching beginners and intermediate Beekeepers to be successful with their bees.
@shininio
@shininio 5 күн бұрын
Just wanted to say posting this video was the right thing to do. Thanks for sharing something so personal but so relevant in today’s discussion about academia.
@simonburrows
@simonburrows 27 күн бұрын
The wrong incentives always lead to the wrong results. Thanks for calling this out!
@SabineHossenfelder
@SabineHossenfelder 27 күн бұрын
Thanks from the entire team!
@eddierayvanlynch6133
@eddierayvanlynch6133 27 күн бұрын
Well said, Simon. Sad, but well said.
@ksenobite
@ksenobite 27 күн бұрын
Yeah, spending days in YT 😂then playing victim card because life isn't easy. But she's not the only one, YT star physicists love to shine, but end up bitter and angry since they don't hand out Nobel prizes for clicks. And calling others bs (the terrible system that gave you free education) is easy, not so easy when its own
@orionbetelgeuse1937
@orionbetelgeuse1937 26 күн бұрын
now we can talk about how a certain "99% consensus" about some stuff involving the climate was obtained
@amigalemming
@amigalemming 26 күн бұрын
@@orionbetelgeuse1937 If you question the "99% consensus" you can easily estimate the chance of getting a proposal accepted. :-)
@lowelllarsen5947
@lowelllarsen5947 27 күн бұрын
Got fired from a job you didn’t have! What a world we live in!
@suestreet9934
@suestreet9934 27 күн бұрын
I’ve had a rejection letter for a position I never applied for. I wish now that I’d kept it.
@dgalicen2876
@dgalicen2876 27 күн бұрын
Now THAT'S a badge of honor to wear proudly! And so is your astuteness in pointing it out. 😊
@kadmow
@kadmow 27 күн бұрын
@@suestreet9934 -I got an approval for a gambling licence I didn't apply for - lol...
@segevstormlord3713
@segevstormlord3713 26 күн бұрын
Power-tripping is extremely common in academia.
@Zen_Power
@Zen_Power 26 күн бұрын
Should have reported to him to hr and have him dismissed.
@MichaelBlackstone777
@MichaelBlackstone777 Күн бұрын
I am very glad you DID post this video. I loved it! Thank you, Sabine. I suppose I should tell you why I loved it... I can hear you psychically asking, "I'd love to know..." I find you authentic, genuine, knowledgable, smart, refreshing, funny, refreshing... all in all, you are quite entertaing to learn from.... I don't get that very often from someone. Thank you!
@nfa001
@nfa001 10 күн бұрын
Sadness, a touch of bitterness and anger and plenty of self-awareness; it's relatable, not just you for sure and not just physics.
@user-hw3vo3hf2r
@user-hw3vo3hf2r 27 күн бұрын
"I think I owe you an explanation" - No you don't, but I am glad you did give it anyway and I found your perspective very interesting.
@RobG.-pf7fo
@RobG.-pf7fo 27 күн бұрын
Also a retired academic. I had decent employment, was intellectually challenged, had more free time to accomplish what I wanted than I ever would have found in any other job, but at the same time was always disappointed by the lack of collegiality and any sense of cohesiveness in the department. The milieu - populated with tremendous egos, some earned, some not so much - made for a very lonely existence. I did my research, taught my courses and went home, spending as little time on campus as possible. There were very few friends to be found in such a environment. I loved my students - the only real saving grace. Thanks for your videos.
@mattinykanen4780
@mattinykanen4780 26 күн бұрын
Is it the doctoral defence which turns ourselves so offensive afterwards?
@tiro0oO5
@tiro0oO5 26 күн бұрын
Hey, sad to hear that. This sounds like bad luck, but you are definitly not alone. I build a new team at a company, interviewed many phd‘s. The easiest way to get them excited, was telling them that they would work with others on a common goal. I could literally see the spark in their eyes, as if they saw light for the first time after 3 years. I myself got lucky, my time during my phd was great. Insanenly interesting topic, bde ent success in my work and outstanding colleges.
@fly_8659
@fly_8659 25 күн бұрын
The only way to get a sense of cohesiveness was to threaten to merge the department... the only time Architects seem to get along is when you suggest that the department might be replaced with a double degree of Arts and Engineering.
@bill8216
@bill8216 7 күн бұрын
@@fly_8659 hehe good story.
@ThatAbleDisabledGuy
@ThatAbleDisabledGuy 17 сағат бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your story!! You’re giving me the courage to chase my own dreams, even if that’s not in academia.
@nathaliewharton9288
@nathaliewharton9288 2 күн бұрын
Working in academia as a law researcher and lecturer, I had the exact same experiences, thanks a lot for making that video!
@ref8893
@ref8893 28 күн бұрын
As a father of daughter with a phd, so much of this rings true..... thumbs up !!
@crs1456
@crs1456 27 күн бұрын
After 18 years, this is my first comment (and likely last comment) on KZfaq. Thank you for posting this. I don't work in academia, but so much of the world feels this way. I have always admired your forthright courage, and I am saddened that somehow, academia cannot find a way to benefit from your tremendous intellect, talents, and convictions. Good luck out there!
@paintspot1509
@paintspot1509 27 күн бұрын
This is just a single person's opinion on a huge field.
@TheMelik85
@TheMelik85 27 күн бұрын
THIS IS ACADEMIA.
@donnasummer6285
@donnasummer6285 27 күн бұрын
@@TheMelik85 unfortunately
@EinsteinsHair
@EinsteinsHair 27 күн бұрын
crs, sometimes I understand your reluctance to comment. I have left reasonable, helpful comments, and someone took them the wrong way. On occasion I tried to follow up, but too often got more anger back. Now I generally ignore angry comments, and move on with my life. I have seen other KZfaqrs talking about some of the problems with academia. There are comments to this video in which they talk about leaving academia for other careers, such as medical, software, or industry. Unfortunately, nothing unique about this video.
@danielh.9010
@danielh.9010 27 күн бұрын
@@paintspot1509 Unfortunately, many in academia share the sentiment of Sabine. Just read the comments by fellow scientists.
@michalpaucula7694
@michalpaucula7694 5 күн бұрын
It would have been such a shame, had you not posted this video. I think your experience needed to be told and you're such a refreshing voice to listen to. Everything happens for a reason and I feel you are making the right impact. I stumbled upon your video by chance but it immediately made me want to subscribe to your channel.
@AhmedHussein-qb9eb
@AhmedHussein-qb9eb 8 сағат бұрын
It's 10:23 AM where I'm settled right now, and I want to say that it's a blessing to come across your video at the beginning of my day, as it was a blessing that you did NOT decide NOT to post this video. Alhamdulillah (الحمد لله, Thanks to Allah) I came here; your words did ease many old (and recent) pains in my heart!
@rileyhoffman6629
@rileyhoffman6629 27 күн бұрын
You lasted longer than I did... finished my PhD (having survived broken bones, deaths, years overseas research, changes in Committee, and a mother who said, "...but you are still unmarried") I quit academia and moved to Italy to milk cows and make wine. Now I write novels. I do miss the intellectualism. but not the politics. Love you, Sabine!
@kurkenfruit
@kurkenfruit 27 күн бұрын
Very interesting! Thanks for sharing. I took a gap year between getting my bachelor’s and going to graduate school. It’s now been a five-year gap year because I thought better of it after meeting lots of people already in the meat grinder. I sometimes wonder where my career would be, but I’ve found myself on a path more interesting and worthwhile to me.
@Weberbros1
@Weberbros1 27 күн бұрын
Care to plug your novel?
@rileyhoffman6629
@rileyhoffman6629 27 күн бұрын
@@Weberbros1 heck yeah! Thanks! Rachel Hoffman, SALTINE (Otis Books, 2021) No self-help, no politics, no trauma: just humor and humanity for smart adults who need a mental vacation...
@__rikaisuru
@__rikaisuru 22 күн бұрын
@@rileyhoffman6629 that's the best pitch I've ever heard for a book in this day and age!
@jinfin221
@jinfin221 7 күн бұрын
In the end you won.
@Mavendow
@Mavendow 27 күн бұрын
Glad you left the ending in; that sums up everything you said in one sentence. _"Societal pressures too often make me unable to speak, but here at least I can choose what I say."_
@berniv7375
@berniv7375 27 күн бұрын
This is by far your most brilliant video.❤
@07Flash11MRC
@07Flash11MRC 27 күн бұрын
That conclusion is no true. YT's terms and the algorithms decide what you can and can't say and or write on this platform.
@penponds
@penponds 27 күн бұрын
We will in fact, never know if Sabine can actually choose what she can say on KZfaq until the point she get’s regularly de-monetised or de-platformed. Rumble is where she’d be if in fact she did want to comment in a non-KZfaq compliant way. Sabine is simply just operating in a field that is less socio-politically contentious. She’s far too intelligent to imagine her sitting in Plato’s cage with her back to the light, which makes that final statement very puzzling. Rather than underscoring her position, it undermines the viewer’s confidence that she truly understands the assaults on freedom of thought and expression and journalistic investigation that so very very many are experiencing right now.
@kadmow
@kadmow 27 күн бұрын
@@07Flash11MRC - edit that comment, to make it say what you intended... ??
@Racistobama
@Racistobama 27 күн бұрын
The fact that this statement is apparently no longer in the video is incredibly suspicious. I assume Sabine was either was forced to edit it or did so out of concern that those "societal pressures" were going to come to bear on her.
@Branpanman
@Branpanman 5 күн бұрын
I was married to a PhD, and everything you spoke about here rings true to what I experienced during that time... we're certainly better off with eyes open, doing what actually makes us happy now, aren't we? More power to you, Sabine!
@markwignall7454
@markwignall7454 18 сағат бұрын
I have major respect for you. Your honesty is to be celebrated
@drtmvoss
@drtmvoss 22 күн бұрын
I am glad you posted the video! As a female academic approaching retirement (and not with a pension), I can definitely relate to what you experienced. With 24,614 comments as of my posting, it is unlikely that you will see this, but THANK YOU.
@swingambassador
@swingambassador 22 күн бұрын
Sorry about your pension
@82jp
@82jp 22 күн бұрын
I see you and you deserve better
@eroraf8637
@eroraf8637 19 күн бұрын
I see you.
@alex49
@alex49 27 күн бұрын
Thank you for your work on KZfaq. You touch millions of people, some of which will become the next Einstein thanks to you. I'm excited every day about your next video.
@sjl197
@sjl197 27 күн бұрын
As an unemployed former multiple postdoc, I feel her pain. This emotional and actual support here above is epic. I wish I too could give such financial gift. The honesty in the video was refreshing, the absurdity of academia failed her, not the other way around. It’s bull****
@markandbeck
@markandbeck 27 күн бұрын
@@Elo-hv3fw Just like He Who Shall Not be Named made Harry Potter.
@elbuggo
@elbuggo 26 күн бұрын
Unfortunately Albert was a HUGE HUGE fraud. Weird so many bright people are unable to grasp that. Read Phyllis Schlafly's book.
@davidg4288
@davidg4288 24 күн бұрын
@@Elo-hv3fw Yeah, that guy.
@venussavage
@venussavage Күн бұрын
10^3 pardons for reiterating: You didn't fail. Becoming more genuine and integrated emotionally is the loftiest of all achievements, IMO.
@violetamaury1837
@violetamaury1837 7 күн бұрын
The fact that what you are describing is an experience universal enough for me to relate to the point where I am specheless (have in mind I am in the other side of the world in the completely diferent field of social sciences) shows how important is for people like you to share their experiences THANK YOU!!!
@lloydy3250
@lloydy3250 23 күн бұрын
I'm a gardener with a lay interest in physics. Gardening is no bullshit in an otherwise cynical world. It makes for good health both physical and mental. I already had enough bullshit as an undergrad. The boffins careened off into ideological space and lost touch with the natural world, and all the brain-work made me depressed, so I started digging holes, moving rocks and planting shrubs, and this is a much happier place. I'm glad you escaped that miserable, dishonest path and took the path of truth. It is an inspiring story, and I'm a big fan. Most inspiring comments section here, too.
@GregorShapiro
@GregorShapiro 23 күн бұрын
Gardening is dramatically helped by cow manure and bullshit is not shunned either. (The REAL bullshit, not the bullshit bullshit!) ;-)
@george1187
@george1187 23 күн бұрын
Hear , hear !
@yourface07
@yourface07 23 күн бұрын
Good for you lloydy! I wish you great success
@gldfsh_
@gldfsh_ 23 күн бұрын
I’m actually thinking of going this route! It’s nice to hear someone who’s done so!
@soulscanner66
@soulscanner66 23 күн бұрын
The fact is, the amount of screentime required in any academic pursuit is unhealthy unless it is rigorously managed.
@fatma6888
@fatma6888 26 күн бұрын
I literally cried being an unemployed, phd graduate woman with two kids..and refugee..Beautiful, heartwarming, heartbreaking video!
@johnnyBrwn
@johnnyBrwn 26 күн бұрын
Damn, I'd be destroyed if I was unemployed after getting a PhD.
@dinok7630
@dinok7630 23 күн бұрын
Meh, academia is so wide there are plenty of bullshit degrees, phds following them. If I got my phd in social studies or whatever I wouldnt be shocked that I have no job. On the other hand if you get a phd as an engineer in STEM or something similary hard (the real rat race), I would maybe even kill myself.
@timmyjones1921
@timmyjones1921 11 сағат бұрын
Wow I'm Very Proud Of You Sabine.
@trilingual6725
@trilingual6725 4 күн бұрын
This is very eye-opening re how academia works, Academia's loss is our gain via KZfaq--thank you so much Sabine!
@illinois_b
@illinois_b 28 күн бұрын
Perhaps the most honest and refreshing video I’ve ever seen on KZfaq. Thank you for sharing.
@hanksnow5470
@hanksnow5470 25 күн бұрын
All I can say is that at my University where I am an Emeritus Professor of Physics, we discuss at the coffee break practically every new KZfaq that you post. I am sorry for the problems that you have had getting an academic position, because you really deserve one considering your intellect. But you are probably gettiing more readers than you would with academic publications. Keep up the good work.
@Thomas-gk42
@Thomas-gk42 25 күн бұрын
For me as an interested layperson and follower of SH that´s really interesting to hear, thanks. I assumed that just she would be muzzled in the established physics community.
@hardopinions
@hardopinions 25 күн бұрын
@@Thomas-gk42 people are not "muzzled"... the problem to get academic position you are basically judged if you bring in money, either via notoriety (so students because you got some prize or somethign) or via grants. As young scientist, you are generally handicapped for both. Academic position, unless you are tenure track somehow (rare like unicorns), has very little job security and that job security is tied to how much money *you* bring in. If you can consistently bring in multiples of money than they pay you, you may be offered a tenure position. Heck, you can say almost whatever you want as long as money keeps flowing to the "institution".
@radagast25a
@radagast25a 25 күн бұрын
Outside of academic textbooks, the average academic publication gets less than 10,000 readers - so yes, she has far more viewers and listeners here than she ever would have.
@Thomas-gk42
@Thomas-gk42 25 күн бұрын
@@hardopinions Thank you for your explanation. Tough I´m self-employed craftsman, I was always fascinated by astrophysics and QM. Since I read Hawking´s "Brief History of Time" and Weinberg´s "The First three Minutes" a long time is gone. Sometime, I intuitively "felt", that something´s going wrong in the foundation of physics and lost most of my interest. All these highly sepuculative fantasies about multiverses, susy-particles, axions, extra dimensions..., kinda infaltion of infaltion theories. Then two years ago I stumbled randomly over Dr. Hossenfelder´s book "Lost in Math" in which she explains and reasons very accurately what I, with my lack in math knowledge, just could "feel". Since then I follow her work and couraged engagement. Tough I love to pay my tax for new insights in the understanding of nature and our existance, I think, if people like me loose their interest in science, the anti-science crowd will increase, and then hard times will begin for science. For me it´s a shame, that in so many years, no one did fund the interesting table experiments about the measurement process in QM, that SH suggests since many years now. Wish you all the best.
@Thomas-gk42
@Thomas-gk42 24 күн бұрын
@@hardopinions Thank you for the reply.Tough I´m self-employed craftsman, I was always fascinated by astrophysics and QM. Since I read Hawking´s "Brief History of Time" and Weinberg´s "The First three Minutes" a long time passed. Sometime over the years, I intuitively "felt", that something´s going wrong in the foundation of physics, and I lost most of my interest. All these highly speculative fantasies of multiverses, susy-particles, axions, roled extra dimensions..., kinda infaltion of inflation theories. Then two years ago I randomly stumbled over Dr. Hossenfelder´s book "Lost in Math" in which she explains very accurately what I, with my lack of math knowledge, only could "feel". Since then I follow her work and her couraged engagement. Though I love to pay my tax for new insights in the understanding of nature and our existance, I think, if people like me loose their interest in science, the anti-science crowd will grow, and then, hard times will come for science. For me, it´s a shame, that for such a long time, no one did fund the interesting table experiments about the measurement process in QM, that SH suggests since many years now. Wish you all the best.
@opticandersonopticanderson3364
@opticandersonopticanderson3364 8 күн бұрын
You are my hero, Sabine! I used to criticize you making vblogs that are not physics related. However, after your explanation in this video, I am absolutely OK with whatever topic you want to cover from now on. You are a true scientist. 👍👍👍
@faviolamolina3904
@faviolamolina3904 4 күн бұрын
I feel very touched with this video. I come from a very similar background. Not only "I'm a woman", but I'm also latinamerican with a non-white skin color. By luck, I got a very good grant, my PhD experience in Germany was better than yours. I had very kind and helpful supervisors and fellow students. But yet, the money making academia is what it is. I was also disappointed that science wasn't about discovery, being rigorous on getting the best quality of research. After the PhD everything was harder. Then I realized that being "slow" at publishing had stopped my career before realizing it. Being woman/dark/foreign are stop overs in latinamerica. Thanks for sharing this video Sabine
@cognitronz
@cognitronz 27 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. We love your style, your humor and your honesty! The world needs more of you.
@legbert123
@legbert123 27 күн бұрын
100 bucks well spent
@lyrapuff7502
@lyrapuff7502 27 күн бұрын
@@legbert123you clearly know nothing about her channel and the things she's working on man o.O
@parodynet3004
@parodynet3004 27 күн бұрын
@@legbert123Lmfao, so salty that you have to scroll down and talk shit about a person enjoying and supporting a content creator. It's his/her money and instead of being a douchebag, you could have used that time to actually start looking for a job!
@Usefulmusic
@Usefulmusic 25 күн бұрын
@@legbert123 What a nasty man!
@petewest3122
@petewest3122 25 күн бұрын
@@lyrapuff7502 Such as?
@inf2380
@inf2380 23 күн бұрын
Female biologist over 40 from Germany here. That's exactly how I see it. Not only from my own experience, but also from that of many acquaintances. At the beginning, you're quite happy that you can do what you like without being bothered. By the time you write your thesis at the latest, you realize the difficulties of the system that you describe. I was also irritated by the inaccuracy with which results are produced, at least in biology. As soon as you are in the system, you also see the incompetence (technical, organizational, human) of other researchers. I often had the impression that some were simply in the right place at the right time and were just willing to play along with this application circus. As a woman, it's particularly difficult if you want to start a family. It's hardly possible without help, including financial help, from grandparents. I know some who have made it at least some way, but only with the help of their parents. Yes, the system is weak. I've seen many excellent young researchers leave because they didn't want to play this game. Nevertheless, I have also met nice, very competent colleagues who have made it - but very few.
@Coolbunny-
@Coolbunny- 23 күн бұрын
"I was also irritated by the inaccuracy with which results are produced" THIS, ohhh you can't image how this makes me angry.
@gdiwolverinemale4th
@gdiwolverinemale4th 23 күн бұрын
In the beginning, we were all ignorant and delusional. Then the realities of this world became apparent. Why be bitter about it?
@AnglophobiaIsevil7
@AnglophobiaIsevil7 23 күн бұрын
You're supposed to be able to have a husband bring you, the mother the resources to give birth and raise your child. We have always been able to do this until the petrol dollar was invented and bankers realized they would need more workers or the system would crash too soon. One parent gets the resources and contributes to society. The other parent raises the child and contributes to your family. Corporations have demanded that both parents be tapped for work and our children have suffered dearly for it. In Ireland it's actually in their constitution that should this ever happen they have a right to dissolve the gov and start over(should a mother ever be forced to work in order to raise her child as this is the entire point of society, we know we can make a society where only one parent needs to work and so any society where 2 must is a failure and they KNEW THIS). I don't think they enforce it or they just give welfare checks to them. Regardless, only serfs and indentured servants were made to have mothers work. We have been enslaved and told it was empowering.
@lovepeoplehu9883
@lovepeoplehu9883 23 күн бұрын
At least you are an independent, strong empowered wahman❤
@SchalaZeal1
@SchalaZeal1 23 күн бұрын
I thought scientists were infallible? Sounds like we've been sold another lie by the atheists.
@thespiritschild
@thespiritschild 3 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing! We need not only more people like you, we need to be like you!
@informitas0117
@informitas0117 2 күн бұрын
The commitment to having rain hit the table to hit the emotion of the video is commendable. Never mind those are video artifacts.
@bernardhenin
@bernardhenin 25 күн бұрын
Sometimes, when you jump off a cliff, you don't fall, you fly. Enjoy the view and thank you for your honesty and integrity.
@mickb9678
@mickb9678 27 күн бұрын
Sabine, this was not "too much," as you said. It helped me. I just quit a job after 23 years of international travel, and I really synch up with what you said about the travel and the psychological displacement from one's own life. It took a massive toll on me, and I'm a single man without the reproductive priorities and family needs that you had. Even so, depression, broken relationships, and a sense of not belonging anywhere became chronic and damaging, not to mention the constant jet-lag and the lack of appreciation. And like you, I noticed that my institution primarily served to perpetuate itself, not do good work. Thanks for posting this! I think you did the right thing, and I finally did too.
@rickvandijk
@rickvandijk 27 күн бұрын
Awesome, and I can totally relate. After 20 years in corporate business, and therefore sustaining it, three years ago my conscience had enough. I quit, changed my life around and became a professional gardener. Best decision ever. You will find your path, I’m sure. All the best 🧘🏻🤘🏻
@observingyt6159
@observingyt6159 2 күн бұрын
Very enlightening. I am a mature student age 30 studying towards a Mathematics degree with the Open Uni. I struggled in school but was diagnosed with Autism at 25 so I think this impacted my school time. It's interesting to hear from someone who has studied to your level.
@sarahgough5953
@sarahgough5953 8 күн бұрын
First of all, this is an awesome title for this video lol. A similar thing happened to me... I went to graduate school to study neuroscience and wanted to make the world a better place through science. After 4 years, 4 rotations, 1 failed project, and a ton of personal issues I became disillusioned with the whole "publish or perish" culture and how much money plays a roll in these processes. I'll never forget a post doc telling me to just falsify data because my project needed to go forward. Lol I was shocked, I didn't do it but Idk if that was the right call. Either way now I'm a science teacher and actually making an impact :). Thank you for sharing your story Sabine, you are a badass in every way and an inspiration. Thank you for your work, your diligence, and above all, your honesty.
@vincentzevecke4578
@vincentzevecke4578 6 күн бұрын
You make impact on kids than writing research grants for university
@sarahgough5953
@sarahgough5953 2 күн бұрын
@@vincentzevecke4578 thank you!
@michaelrogers4834
@michaelrogers4834 27 күн бұрын
Sadly, your diagnosis of the problems with academic research institutions is spot on.
@Lamarth1
@Lamarth1 27 күн бұрын
Actually, it's worse than that. There are other parts of the system that she hasn't yet looked at closely enough to realise how rotten they are. Most people don't reset their expectations for the parts they can't see to keep in line with the parts they can.
@johndor7793
@johndor7793 27 күн бұрын
@@Lamarth1 what parts?
@paintspot1509
@paintspot1509 26 күн бұрын
​@@Lamarth1 nonsense
@darkmatter21_xx
@darkmatter21_xx 26 күн бұрын
​@@johndor7793gotta be a flat earther or something Lol
@amigalemming
@amigalemming 26 күн бұрын
@@johndor7793 For instance the Perpetuum Mobile that allows scientific publishers to generate revenue from thin air.
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