I'm beginning to realize that the person I fell in love with was not a real person at all. She was a character built to pull me in. I think that's the hardest part - it's hard to grieve the loss of someone that never truly existed in the first place.

A monkey doesn't let go of one branch without having a branch in hand already.

It's quick because that person was already there! So many times I had suspicions of him cheating. If I confronted him about it - rage fits! Confirmed...

The new supply can have him. I feel sorry for her, because I know what she will go through and what the end result will be.

I actually feel sorry for the New Supply because she has no idea what she's getting herself into. Like I did, but thank God I realised in time before Iost myself for good and left.

It is just a "show" The new supply is just another source of supply, the flavor of the moment...

My "husband" has been with other women my entire relationship. Each time I have confronted him I've been told "I'm looking for trouble". I always backed down because of the gaslighting and the fact that I never had any real proof...only my intuition. When I finally got the proof, I have tried on multiple occasions to kick him out but he refuses to leave. I am now looking for a place and I hate myself for being stuck in this situation because this was MY apartment and he has not paid so much as a dime for the rent. He cares so little for my feelings that he actually carries on his multiple relationships right in front of me, always yelling at me to "shut my mouth" or "stop looking for trouble" when I say anything, and so I have to endure this until I can find a place that I can afford. I get the pleasure of watching him get dressed up and put on cologne to go see his girlfriend....every Sunday. Every week he "stays late" at work and never gets paid..... but I am never allowed to say something, God Forbid I don't answer the phone when he calls or give him the loving response to his bullshit texts about how much he loves me..... I can't stand it. These videos are so helpful for me because I have been blaming myself for everything.

We were in what should have been our honeymoon phase, when I was replaced, he left emotionally, but stayed physically to abuse me.

I went through numerous devaluation cycles over thirty years. Once I realised what was going on I decided to dump him so I did. He had already picked up with a woman from Tinder he is 56!! I am recovering well with wonderful family and friends support… he has no one except …the new supply. I have distanced myself from his family gently and I have him blocked all contact through solicitors. I feel FREE

The desperate desire of the Narc is to leave you high and dry, that's what he gets satisfaction from, don't let him!! It's a game!

Ladies and gentlemen what goes around comes around Not that we are looking for revenge because we’re not but when you intentionally try to hurt people God don’t like it and it is so far you are going to go 🙏🏾

They're doing all the right things and the things you've asked for because they are love bombing the new supply. We let them know what women/men need and want, so they mask it for the new supply. Their relationship will fail because people are different and part of intimacy is emotional growth, knowing the person and having empathy, something they don't have.

The final betrayel and abuse was his new supply is a young woman sitting in prison for the next 5 yrs. He kept telling me they were just friends. Compared her to me, yeah right, a lifetime drug addict trying to hurt me and make me jealous. I left him. I don't play his sick games done with this.

With mine it was a deliberate attack to hurt me in a very malignant way to destroy my self esteem. Here’s a little story: When I was with the narcissist I conveyed to her that one my favorite hobbies was music and playing guitar. I didn’t play in a band but I played and practiced frequently because I really enjoyed it. Well guess who the narcissist picked as a new target after the discard…..She picked a guy who played guitar in a cover band that played the same music I liked to play. So I got to experience all that love bombing and pictures of them together at his shows and her saying things like I love the way he plays guitar , he’s so amazing etc… It was absolutely brutal to see that as I was going through the trauma bond withdrawal. I swear to God I was ready to kill. It twisted me up so bad that I was seriously considering revenge. And I’m talking violent revenge. That’s how dangerous and hurtful a narcissistic relationship can be. I stopped listening to music completely for almost a year and didn’t even look at my guitar for like 2 years. I’m over it now and realize how childish it all was but when I was caught up in it it was torture. I eventually had to block her and deactivate all my social media. I unplugged from everything and just focused on healing myself. It was quite an experience. I will never allow myself to go through that again.

I don't know much about what my husband is doing with the secretary from his work other than he's shacked up with her. I'm not on social media thank God. Honestly, I'm so hurt that I don't want to see him or hear about him until divorce court. I need major healing

It’s been two years, and I dreaded this I thought to myself I’m never going to get over him I’m not going to move on… but, now I’m starting to notice that’s not the case it’s the fact that he was a false sense of self I really fell inlove with myself and in the process lost myself the more I remember who I am and my core values and beliefs of course growing and evolving but, the more I know learn myself again and enjoy the process the better this will become and it won’t be a race to get to get over him but, a race to enjoy the process and be grateful it’s over and he’s actually out of my life and having him in my life was a blessing I know now what I don’t ever want again I will not settle again no matter who the person is and I know what a narcissist is and how evil people are present in this world doesn’t have to be a demon they can be a attractive guy with a true face I say all this to say Trust your Intuition and you got this ladies and gentlemen I’m a mother and a believer that if you just shift your mentality anything is possible seriously you will get over them! They’re falsified and you don’t deserve this ❤ Peace and Blessings

If ONLY he would find a new supply. This time his love bombs aren't working on me and he's getting super angry. I just want peace in my life. I wish he would leave me alone. 😪

Excellent video! The ex, who used to be a recreational hunter and fisherman for the majority of his 65 years, is now a vegetarian for the new supply. They are camellions.

Also ask your friends to not share updates &/or ask them to block/unfriend them

This behaviour is actually why I finally went no contact. It’s not that I wanted him back but the fact that he went out of his way to try to make me feel bad about this new relationship, that really repulsed me. I realised that even friendship wasn’t possible with him and I never looked back. I highly recommend to just pay them no attention anymore. It feels great. :)

So what your saying is a narcissist would dress and act like a cowboy or cowgirl and act like they like that lifestyle if the person they persue is country even though the narcissist left their last partner that was into the urban lifestyle? And they pretended to be into the urban lifestyle? Lol if that's so they are just nuts! Crazy!

Ben, you made me laugh at the oh this is my 20th relationship but this is the one!! I remember when we started dating 15 years ago I was absolutely appalled how many women's earrings and jewelry and such-and-such were up under his bed I remember that being a red flag but I didn't listen To my gut!

Yes its so hard and then he will come back when I feel better but the struggle is so hard 😪 💔

Yep, new supply look out. Be glad it's them and you're off that chain. Loved the production. That's true, happened to me. Best I never took that shit seriously. 💯thumbs up 👍👌👏 BEN AND HOORAY!

In the end they get it too trust and believe that

I just had that experience. Should fly to my girlfriend and she canceled it and I found out I was replaced. She playing the victim but for me it was a “bless” said goodby and wished here luck and blocked all communication lines and deleted all pictures of here on my systems. Than she still send some flowers with a little message with “feeling sorry and I love you” just a narcissistic game. I already find more rest and peace so the bad thing brought something positive as well 😮

Always amazes me one would be proud of having a supply. Don’t think it helps the narc as they always stay in their shell and go even deeper. Always good for a good laugh ! Stay strong narc s!

My ex Narc. Would proudly tell me he upgraded! My quality of life was evidently shown that I was the one who really upgraded😂. He couldn't deny that so felt the need to tell me in order to take a jab at me. LOL , it didn't work!

Thank you so much for sharing this information. It helps tremendously! I thought I was crazy especially when trying to explain to others that it feels like he stole my hopes and dreams, went and did everything I wanted and then rubbed it in my face. My friends said that I was jealous. That of course was another layer of trauma not getting any support from friends and being criticized. A complete mind F*** all around. He stole my character traits and basically became ME to seduce the next person and used it to continue to hurt me. All I ever did was try to love this freak and have healthy communication.

A zebra doesn't change its stripes what they did to you will be done the same way to the next

I enjoy your videos because your speaking the truth and I will ALWAYS give you a thumbs up on all your vids

They are the same everyday. Same way , different day

It’s brutal and unfathomable! Going black was the best way to heal.

That beach / mountain / triangulation example was deep!!!

After my ex narc discarded me one day he was living with her the next day i seen the narcissist with his new supply today after 3 mths of him discarding me it reallyripped my heart out dont know ben why i still feel like this thank you for your videos they are really good

Thank you Ben. It all boils down to SMOKE AND MIRRORS. End off!

In some ways I got it, but thank you, something about how you explained this made it make sense. They may be seeming to give the new supply everything *I* wanted, but are they giving them everything *they* want? I’ve seen the vast difference between their private personality and their social media facade more than often enough to know the answer.

I had Dr. Jekyl for the most part in the beginning. It was natural to keep wanting that person. After awhile it was just Mr. Hyde. Where my ex worked a lot of the guys had “work wives”. I know at work he was super nice Dr. Jekyl so I realized he can turn it off and on

This was a good video

I was the new supply but I just got discarded and everything you’re saying I’m going through right now. I was in doubt for a long time about how this relationship was being played out.

Your vids have helped me process my 14yr situation quicker 🎉🎉🎉

Feels like betrayal after they ask for you to stay. Just nutty to me.

Exactly! I've been wondering if it was all me! He has his ex next door that is his best buddy.

They ARE Flesh & maybe ,blood? BUT they are a LIVE creature,BUT YOU ARE LOOKING AT A Shell of a human,sooooo,You will & can RUN from this Toxic Poison as FAST as my short legs can RUN... To a counselor to start & will do your Healing journey,.it can be done,you can do this,hard work,but you Are so worth to heal & still go on to love yourself & still love Humanity.❤ God grace you,Let God do HIS job & forgive them.,not you,Ist YOUR most earned healing.God Bless Us All. AMEN!✝️

thank you for this great explanation. 98%-99% you said perfectly happened to me. now i understand deeper,, and get confirmed that i had been through with narc r/ship. i was discarded after 14 years of marriage and within 3 yrs after, he got 2 replacement supplies . the transactions cycle become faster and faster depending how long the new supply can stay in "the hell" . and the best thing was ex got financially supported in getting new supplies by his pure devil parents .

Great video content Ben, just so honest so helpful, so confirming of Narc thinking, thank you 💟💟💟🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧

Thank you

Thank you so much....I really got a ton out of every point you made....not checking social media at all is what is allowing me to heal!

Carl used to tell his family n friends how wonderful I was . He praised me up all the time. Never wanted to leave me behind always wanted me with him. Told me where he goes I'll always be with him except for work. He always made me feel I was a princess, very special, the best of anyone he's ever been with and so on.......until he started realizing that I was starting to catch on to him being Obsessed in having to look at every woman and was of trying to be noticed. Later i noticed that He would even take me to places where he was attracted to other women. It didn't take long for me to catch on to what he was doing. I paid more attention to what he was doing and realizing it wasn't about me. It was ALL about him. Next thing I know is his daughter Shawna wants nothing to do with me. Her and her husband and daughter brley loved me so much that Shawna wrote carl a letter about how happy she was that Carl found someone who really loved him and how she will not have to worry about him because I did soooo much for him and enjoyed everything together. But somewhere something changed and she demanded that CARL Never brings me around there home again. What a mess. He didn't care about what she said and took me over anyway. I told him That, that is not a good idea but he drove over there anyways . When she seen his truck pull into the driveway she called him and I heard her say I told you never to bring that F..ken B...H over here . He said to her if kathy is not welcome then I'm not welcome you'll never see me again then pealed out of the driveway. I could go on and on with his sneaky ways. To this day I don't know what happened to why she wants nothing to do with me.

I never look at their social media. She said she just hasn't found the "right person" after 4 marriages and been with men and women. She's 48 and won't ever see reality so I stopped torturing myself and I suggest you guys do too. It's hard but you gotta get this out of your life.

My narc left me 4 days before our wedding date with stage 4 prostate cancer

❤❤❤This is the truth....take heed...cant get clearer than this...

I did ask him how many girls you been with he said he didn't want to tell me then he put his head down and told me 150

Oh shit shes stuck

I want a front row seat for that😂

Just started my 7 day challenge today...Thank you Ben....

This may be your best video yet!!

It hurts so bad I cry everyday I really thought my partner loved me and they discarded me like I was nothing after a year and half 😢 I tried to do everything right.why me but I went no contact but I am still hurting.

I cannot believe that one who want to know if the new supply is better where is your confident whether he with her or she with him what different doesn’t make where is your confidence

The next supply may be a person who was abused in the past so they look like a night in shining armor.. looks for a codependent person

Please explain whats happening when mean controlling super narcs end up being puppets for the covert/ sociopathic new supply.

Two and a half years interacting daily with such a person. It's beffudling. He lost his partner in life (me) and his friend and partner in business when his mask came off. Anyone who sees them for who they are, won't want to stick around someone who completely lacks in morals and ethics. We're both grieving a huge loss but for the best. I'm almost healed and his best friend started a new business as his direct competitor. You've got to love karma!

I feel bad for her, my kids really like her, and I know she's getting the treatment I got after the love bombing but the difference is they are married and she's from another country. Completely isolated from her friends and family. She's not working, so she's isolated from everyone except him and my kids when they visit every other weekend. I've never met her, but she treats my boys well and I pray that she's ok.

Say it again Ben, was already formed. I did the kicking. Best to read writing on the wall! But he still won't go away. I block, he has a way to reach my line. I keep my distance. You just can't trust them.

Hi Ben, how quick do they get bored with the new supply and start looking for new supply again?

They were around the whole time!!@#

This is excellent content, thank you. Nice Shirt👌🙏✨

Spot on! 100%

He doesn't have social media or posts anything. People knowing about his adulterous behavior ruins his image and secret clearance. Hes afraid of exposing himself to the many women hes cheating with. He's paranoid like that.

i don't know why His new supply reached out to me...he must have given some narrative ...I tried to warned her but she is still with him...god bless them..

Good video

My ex narc has to bring his girlfriend with him every time we exchange our daughter.

01:49 “Im a self aware narcissist” lol so this is just for supply 😂

My ex narcissisist discarded me a week ago 1 day after he was living with the new supply thank you for videos❤

Correct.

Mine approached him at a pizza shop in front of me. Then i saw them at our hiking spot her and i met at and hiked together everyday a month after we broke up. Acted like i didnt see her even though she was in his car 2 vehicles over from me. She was trying to hide from me seeing her as i had to walk right past them. That same week she contacted me and we talked all day on the phone with her asking me if i wanted to be friends with benefits. She denied being with someone new smh. Shes a serial cheater that clearly wants to sleep w multiple people at the same time..

My ex told me "Everything that you wanted I'm doing it in my new relationship"

Could a narcissist move in a best friend as a supply instead of a romantic relationship? I left mine and a week after she had moved in a girlfriend of hers from out of state. And they appear to be living it up on trips and activities.

I went through it all ..so tru

What about the pass supply cause my ex narc kept recycling her in and out

Who keep Vaseline in the car 😂

When I was able to move out of Carl's place, his new supply Becky would call and ask is she still there, is everything okay..... he made sure I heard her. I told him tell her I'm leaving soon...... when they were saying there good byes they told each other love you so that tells me he has been with her for awhile. And I've just moved out not even a week . He and the lady next door to us also had something going on . That's another sneaky story. Carl told me I'd better not be talking to her husband about anything or else .Come to find out her and her husband separated ,and I didn't say anything I gave it to the Lord to take care of it , and apparently he did.

Do they do the same thing with each person? I mean, all supply one after the other have to face the same thing or the chain breaks sometimes?

The female narcissist that I was with off and on for three years, I broke it off in May 2023, about 6 to 7 months later she was with another person very involved. would she still be considered a narcissist because she did have quite a few traits it just took her 6 to 7 months to get somebody else. And I know she’s love bombing him. They are not on social media and she’s kind of keeping it hush-hush a bit, so is she still considered a narcissist?

I have voice recordings where he is discussing our issues with work colleagues. When I confront him, he doesn't know I have proof, he says...I know it is a issue for you, so I would never do it. I need to get out, but I don't know why I can't make the final move. I am emotionally so drained and don't see the point in living anymore.

The dangerous that they believe that they will be faithful like me one day, all what you said is true about covert narcissist, they do not take any responsibilities, they will go to the next supply as it is easy but not necessary is beautiful, mine is American converts to Islam to have 4 wives, crazy but that's the true. He is marrying her in our country so he can get status and can cheat on her. I am sure he would tell her that he is muslim and can have four wives as some points

That's so fcked... i always told him i wanted to go to the beach but in the 4 yrs i was with him he told me he had a fear of starfish so he was always adamant on not going. AND he was always broke so I guess he "withheld" that too during our relationship. There were things that we were meant to do like hiking and he ended up doing those things with someone else/his church friend group without me. I broke it off cause he emotionally cheated again. He went straight to another girl

I fell in love with Mr. Right then I had surgery which he insisted on being there for. He treated me like complete shit disregarding my healing process then goes way to see his Mom for the weekend and sleeps with his ex. Comes back and confesses to me and apologizes but ask for a month to figure it out. I threw him out of my house and my life. He came back 2 months later and begged for another chance stating had to go back to know what he really wanted. Sorry, but that’s true. Sorry but that straight bullshit you don’t have to sleep with someone to know that you want to be with them. My stupid ass took him back moved in with him as he requested to only find that nine months later, he was trying to get back with another ex I then realized months after I was not happy, and I needed to lead the relationship he is still hovering, and I am done, I don’t understand why I fell for the bullshit. I guess my love was real and his wasn’t yet he still tells me he will always love me. What is wrong with people?

He got a fwb in early December a week after I broke it off with him and then rubbed it in my face 3 months later. Gross 🤮

I feel so bad for the new supply…

Damn

Why would he be 'keen as' for me to be his cleaner? Is that his way of trying to keep tabs on me or what the fuck? I'm trying to figure out why

Glad I'm not on FB

What if you say have them, and no longer want them? And you mean it? Will that bother the Narc once you go no contact and they realize you mean it?

Why shpuld I see things if they are blocked?

How should I see the new supply if I am in contact???

I don’t even know what’s going on…….

She was not whom i thought she was. Such a liarface.

Wtf is wrong with them?

Who? Who cares 🥴😅