The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. The brightest of smiles hide the deepest secrets.

God damn it. I was doing so well... Sometimes you run into songs that mess with your emotions again.

FEAR can be two things, it's your choice about what you're gonna do: 1. The easy and failing one F - forget E - everything A - and R -run 2. The hard and winning one F - fight E - everything A - and R - rise

My whole life I’ve spent helping other people and saving their lives. I’m the one most people turn to when they feel like ending everything, and the thing most people don’t know is that the person that is the one helping is the one in the most pain and wants to end it more than anyone will ever know. The thing that keeps me going? Being able to save someone’s life and to know that maybe, just maybe, someone will save mine next. Until then all I’ve got is songs like this to speak to and have something understand how and what I’m truly feeling every moment of my life.

This reminds me so much of my twin sister. I lost her from a disease that makes her own body attack itself. We were very close to the point that we knew what the other was going to say and would finish each others sentence. I was in class the day she died. I ended up falling on the ground, clutching my chest because it hurt so much. It felt like half of me was ripped from my body. My entire class was worried about me and my two friends came over to me to see if I was alright. I took one look at their faces, and I broke. They understood what was the problem and made sure that everyone stayed away from me. Even the teacher and principal. I'm still not over her death, even though it happened back in November of 2018. I don't feel complete anymore. I think about her everyday. _I wish I could go back in time and tell her, "I love you" one more time._ _I wish I could go back in time and hug her one last time._ _I wish I could go back in time and play Pokemon with her._ _I wish I could go back in time and sing together._ _I wish I could go back in time and laugh together._ *_I love you so much, sis. Save me a spot up there, would ya? I'll see you soon, Luna._* *_Edit: I want to thank everyone for their support. It means so much to me. I broke down crying as I was reading the reply. I would also like to thank everyone who liked as well. This is the most likes I have ever gotten. Once again, thanks for the support._* *2nd Edit: Okay, so anyone who says this is fake, please leave. I've read of few of those comments that say I'm lying and have cried myself to sleep because of it. This is real and I hurt everyday because of it. After reading a few of those comments, I was ready to get my blade and cut my throat to escape it all and see her again. Please, if you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say anything. Thank you for understanding and have a good day/night.*

Heart goes out to those who are still struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts. You can make it.

found this comment on another video and thought it should be spread: I hate school - and no its not because 'i'm a teenager' and don't like waking up at 6:00 am every morning, its because the school system isn't about learning anymore, its about passing. Pretty much every teenager ever is so stressed out about school that they suffer with mental health issues, fake illnesses and even try to kill themselves - but yet nobody has thought to themselves "hey maybe our system is flawed" and instead given teenagers the reputation of 'kids that are lazy and selfish' like whats up with that? I mean, who really cares about finding the area of a stupid triangle? Teach me how to raise a family, drive a car, get a job, pay bills and LIVE A HAPPY LIFE! I'm forced to sit in a classroom for 6 hours straight and learn about things that i'm not interested in and will probably never use in my life after my exams. And what really annoys me is that teachers don't understand that some students suffer from mental health disorders like social anxiety and force them to talk in class for a high grade, or that some students suffer with depression and teachers just assume they are moody and negative all the time. Students are in tears every single night and wake up every single morning wanting to throw up at the thought of going to school, thinking that they'd rather be dead than go to school. How is that fair? The fact that i have to choose between my grades and my health is really messed up. I just want to say, follow your own god damn dreams, not what everybody else around you wants you to do. "If you don't build your dreams, someone else will hire you to help build theirs."

This song makes me cry over a relationship I never had.

*when you're not depressed but still want the picture in the video to be your wallpaper*

You reach for the sky, trying to grab the furthest star. You remember how it was, before everything hurt, before you could look at the sky and see only stars. Before you looked up, and wondered where they went. Why the left you all alone. Why it hurts, so deeply, and when it'll ever stop. You look into your empty hands, filling only with silent tears that will never fall. Never again will you hold their hand, never again will you tell them how much they mean to you. They weren't just a friend, just a sibling, a parent, grandparent, teacher, cousin, aunt, uncle, or pet. They were a part of you, another reason for your heart to keep beating. More than a memory, but less than here. You can still feel them, hear them. But they're gone. Gone, without a trace except for the bare memories once full of color and life. You never thought you'd lose them. You knew one day, they'd die, leaving you to continue on past death, but you never thought it's be so soon. You thought you still had time. You took every breath, every word for granted, only to have it ripped away when you need them the most. You cry out inside, screaming in silent pain, but nobody can hear the sound. Close your eyes, and you remember. You remember their face, their eyes. The way they looked at you, the way they smiled. You smile, and laugh a little at the happiest memories, feeling better for a second, but then you open your eyes, and you remember. They're gone. Gone, without you getting to say goodbye, even faint farewells not being enough to tell them how you'll miss them. If you feel lost, alone and torn, remember to breathe. Remember that they loved you, and you them, and they knew that. You don't have to beat yourself up over something you said, or did, that you never got to apologise for. They're watching you right now, and hoping that you'll make the most of your life, and find happiness again. *They don't want you to be sad.* They want you to know you're loved, that you matter to them just as much as they mattered to you, even now, when they've moved on. Close your eyes again, and think about them. Remember them. As long as you remember them, and never forget the good times, and the bad, they'll never truly die. They'll live on, in you, and keep your heart strong when you feel like you can't go on. Just because they're dead, doesn't mean they're gone forever.

Is it just me or is it when something is in a deeper or in a higher tone it is so much more emotional

This song is so emotional each time I hear the line ‘hold I still want you’ ‘I swear to love you all my life’ ‘I don’t want to let go, I know I’m not that strong’ Like if you shed a tear while listening to this song

To whoever reads this, the world will not remain dark forever. Theres always a light at the end of the tunnel. Hope is everywhere. Dont give up and let go. I may not know you but i would give up my life to make you happy. I hope you have a feather of hope because life will get better. Put down that knife and wipe away those tears. Throw away that rope. You're beautiful and you're worth every dime in this world. I love you❤️

Is any1 here just bc u feel like u dont belong in this world or that u are living at wrong time? Just me okey😞 Guyss update after one year. Now as time passed i feel better. These last two years were realy bad and i was depressed, i felt alone as u can read at the begining. But i changed my mindset and start to trust God more, it took me a lot of time and a lot of fails over and over again. But things did get better and some things are just in our head. To me halped that i started to eat healthier, read, try not to spend that much time on phone, stopped listening ti sad musics like this one, exrecise more, text ppl more,... Again it took me a lot of time, but if u wanna feel better is only you that can change ur feelings and thinking ( this one is important, BE POSITIVE) u just need courage to change ur self. Start with small thing and dont forget that i belive in you and so does God. Stay strong💪 I hope it helped

Losing someone you love is the worst, it hurts more when they kill themselves. My best friend of 13 years killed herself this year. I was at home and she was at hers which was 40 minutes away. She called me at 4 am and was crying her eyes out. She said she couldn't hold on anymore. She begged for help and I said I would be right over. I rushed to my car and drove as fast as I could. She hung up after saying she was sorry. I called the cops and had them rush over there. I got there before they did. I found her hanging in her closet... I still remember seeing tear stains on her cheeks. Everything was a blur after I found her there dead. I screamed, cried and begged her to come back. It's been 3 months and it still kills me. I'd do anything to get her back. I miss her 😔😔😔😔

With the Kiritsugu Background, This One Hits Differently

This song reminds me of my older brother that died in the army saving 2 kids

A way to break your heart, when it reaches 2:24 put the playback speed at .75 and finish the song the rest of the way

Girl: I'm depressed. I hate life... People at her school: You're asking for attention. Girl: *starts cutting wrists in bathroom stall* People: Oh, she's still doing it for attention. I don't care. Girl: *overdoses and dies.* People: OMG! I should of done something! but she didn't show any meanings she was depressed! People only care or think or pay attention when you're gone.

Some people enjoy the music because they ilke it Some people like me are depressed and understand the lyrics😢

Loving and fighting Accusing, denying I can't imagine a world with you gone The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of I'd be so lost if you left me alone You locked yourself in the bathroom Lying on the floor when I break through I pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me" Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you A long endless highway, you're silent beside me Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin' Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones They took you away on a table I pace back and forth as you lay still They pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me" Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you I don't wanna let go I know I'm not that strong I just wanna hear you Saying baby, let's go home Let's go home Yeah, I just wanna take you home Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you

That word "Hold on i still need you" "Come back i still need you" "Pls dont leave me" That the last word i said to my father when he left my birtday party he said he will come back but no he leave me forever😢imissyou dad

Girl: Ah, Finally, this is the moment! Boy: Will you ever leave me? Girl: Nah! Boy: Do you love me? Girl: Yes, A lot! Boy: Have you ever cheated on me? Girl: Are you crazy?! Of course not! Boy: Do you want to kiss me? Girl: Every time I get the chance! Boy: Would you ever hit me? Girl: Why are you even asking me this?! No! Boy: Can I trust you? Girl: Yes Boy: Darling Girl: Gasp No... Boy: Will you marry me? Now read it backwards

In the Darkest night, Upon the highest flight, Raised a storm, Without any form, Blew away, Into the night she decayed, Lost all hope, Not knowing how to cope, She left today, To fly again anyother way. To spread her wings, The chorus sings, Upon the lonely night, Foreshadowed by the light. Uncertain of what to come, She ran to his home, And tonight they shall roam, For in the night the monsters are there, In love and happiness they shall share, Forever together, Alone, never.

This song tears me apart every time😢

I dont talk about how this song effects me. Specifically since my best friend lives half way across the globe from me and I worry everyday if his mom will call me and say he did it, that he cut too deep and it didn't stop bleeding. This song is my favourite but it breaks me everytime I hear it

“We are made from broken parts we are broken from the start.” Sometimes being broken is better then being happy because then for once you know what sadness feels like. Alone and tired Feeling like absolute hell it’s like it’s torture for your heart because in your mind no one understands what your going through.

I'm giving up already and im not even a teen, im trying to survive all the things, but I dont think I would survive for another month. I'll come back to this if I survive. and If i dont, to all the people that are reading this, stay strong man / girl. you'll get through all your problems, dont follow my steps 🙈 dont let anyone or anything ruin your mind and dont let anyone that doesnt belong in your life, be in your life, think before you let others in, it would make a big impact in your life if you do 🙊🙈 I hope that 2021 would be a better year for yall remaining suicidal kids, stay strong in that year even if things start to go down hill in your life time, it will get better someday, you just wont know it. 🙃

🎶 *_Hold on, I still want you_* *_Come back, I still need you_* 🎶 This gave me a case of the sadness 😢

Fate/Zero fits this song so well. The main main character has gone through much pain, and still keeps pushing through all of it.

Don't want to live To scared to die No time to cry No time to live No time to die All there is left is to do is crumple up and cry Don't leave the world from a few bad days or even years. Things will get better. You are here for a purpose. If they die of naturel cause you know they were meant to be a angle and fly to the heavens to make sure you have a good life and are safe. Take my hand and we will find the light. The light of life the light of hope. Together we can fly away from the problems without being lost on the journey. Stay with me Don't leave You didn't even get to say goodbye

This gives me courage to fight myself...I have split personality disorder and it's really difficult. Glad I could find such songs😊

2019?): Love this versionn🙂

I lost my Best friend to a four wheeler crash in August... I can't get over it... So I keep crying... And people tell me to get over it and I get mad and scream asking how? His name was Nate and I want him back.. ;(

"Hold on i still need you" "Come back i still need you" "Pls dont leave me" I miss you.. Mom..

Everytime I think of committing suicide I listen to this song and think how it will affect my parents. Even we don't have a good relationship I know they still love me.

To a dear someone who's precious to a someone whose alive Thank you for being with us To a dear brother whose precious ,amazing but i didnt know that until you were gone Thank you, goodbye.

Once there was a little girl let's call her Lilly One day Lilly asked her mom "Why do the best ones die?" She had asked her mom said " If you were in a garden what flowers would you pick?" She said "The good pretty ones...." Edit: If you want to talk to someone im open^•^

everyone talking about how sad this song is (it is sad ) while i'm siting over here admiring the picture

I love this.. why does it have a dislike and so little views? nO WORRIES DARLIN; I ALONE SHALL GET YOU TO 1MIL

this reminds me of my mum, she passed away when I was 6, on the 28th of August, is 7 years without my mum. It’s been a hard journey, I got used to waking up everyday without a mum, I don’t remember her. I just really wish I could say goodbye, or I love you one last time , she doesn’t know how much I love her. 💔

when I 1st listened to this song it made me cry and cry hard as I have been to that dark place knowing that feeling of thinking your on your own and also the idea that the world would be better with you gone and believe me I have tried many times but then like a lot of you have said that I have seen though out the chat there is so many of you that go out your way in helping people like me and from the heart thank you but the big thanks goes to you Miss Fuji for making such a beautiful song

No matter How Good your Heart is Sometimes...u have to start treating the people the way they treat you This world Makes some people feel rejected and that's how I feel

In memory of my best friend. I will never forget.

This song makes it more sad with Iri and Kiritsugu as a cover.

You used the one picture I couldn't ignore ever in my life. Kiritsugu Emiya lives in my heart forever

*hugs everyone* it maybe hard but always remember the good memory with your love ones your friends and show them you want to help them anyway you can show them that you care...

...and I found the song that always messes up my emotions again.... ...

Ehy you guy who is searching for the anime name, I am here for you: This anime is called Fate Zero. Thank me with a like 👍😊

This reminds me of when i was in deep depression because my parents were always fighting i also got blamed for things my siblings did. I lost someone dearest to me she died she understood me she was kind and caring. On top of that I alwys cry myself to sleep when things happen like this.

Man! I just love listening to this type of music when I'm depressed 😭

Me: hold on,I still want you..come back i still need you. I swear to love you all my life. Other Me:. .........

Why is it always when i try to be happy about something listening to music and then boom one sad song and am crying again for no reason

I've had these thoughts and depression for a bit ik if I harmed myself it would hurt my parents and I just couldn't have the thoughts of them hurting..so guys always think of who you have before doing these things you don't want to do. And even if you have nobody you have yourself ♥️. So always think of others before completing these actions. Stay true to yourself! ❤️

Note: I just found this song, amazing. Looking down at the ground, the tears and rain mixing, the person who knew everything was gone, died in the bathroom, remembering old memories. Falling to your knees the tears started to get worse, closing your face as if it was just a dream. You shivered not from the cold but the crying, uncupping your face you screamed bloody murder. "Please! It hurts, take it away!" You screamed, but no one was there, without them it felt empty, the world wasn't a world it was just a thing...

this reminds me of my friend... i lost him...and that time it was chrismas everyone was happy but me..yeah...i was smiling....laughing....but in the inside...i was crying...i go home my grandmom asked bryx are you ok? you dont look good and as i answer i look at her and she looked at me and i told her im just tired..but my heart truly said...im tired of being alone tired of losing someone..and before i leave her alone i hugged her soo tight like i missed her soo much....then i go to my room change my cloths then lay down on my bed as i cry...everytime i remember hes name everytime i remember the time we had fun everytime we fight everytime we lose each other everytime we help each other...i-i looked outside oh my window i saw my other friends playing they looked at me and wave then smile....as i wave back at them as i smile back at them i remember him there playing with us and i just fall to my knees as i cry..i fell asleep and dreamed about him and me and my freinds walking around..and i woke up crying sitting clutching my chest...and....and..hes smile just pop up on my head..and lots of lots of tears flow down on my eyes...i...i missed you my friend.. i wish....i wish i can go back the time we're playing i wish i can go back when we're fighting i wish...you here on my side again...i missed you soo much...usup

A perfect world, where they were happy together. Only for it to come crashing down infront of him. They always said theyd do anything to protect him, right..? Even if it meant the end of their own life.

Kritsugu fought for protecting people ,he wanted peace more than anyone,he sacrificed everything,had to leave his child ,he beared the curse of angriya mainyu for five years But in the end he found a ray of hope Which kept him alive, Emiya.😟😞😞😭

this song reminds me of a late friend of mine... how does a 11 year old girl make that kind of decision? #stopsuicide

"Let's go home." -Kaneki Ken

I forgot this song was sad and started singing along and then i remember and started crying while singing along...

This song is so beautiful. It reminds about the day when my parents got divorce. Five years have passed since that day and I feel some kind of sad I didn't know this song before.

Is it just me or did everyone forget that this is Stefan Salvatore's farewell song ? Just me ok ...

I think this is the first time I have been reduced to tears....this is so amazing♥️

Hey Hey Hey Hey Wanna see a magic trick? *Whispers* playback speed 1.25

Perfect and amazing song! Had me in tears

A smile doesn’t always mean a person is happy that smile could be hiding a glow of tears

this reminds me of my childhood crush, we were neighbours but when i moved i lost contact and i never got to say goodbye i regret it so much it kills me i hope one day ill see him again

This sounds like it's talking about someone who's mourning the loss of a loved one, maybe through mental health ? It gets me every time I listen to it, such a good version

I was enjoying it so much I started crying. I love the song but it hits the feels when you put it into deep Nightcore🖤

One of the best most hard hitting song. Thanks..

then heared this song.. i wish i was never be bullied because that nightmare was still in my, Heart.. 😧

I always imagine my hubby saying this and then I just fall into tears listening to this song helps millions because I’m suicidal so listening to this song just reminds myself that I’m still needed in my life

May God be with those who feels alone.

The best song to start the new year with ❤

The picture fits this song so well if you know the context behind it.

Reminds me of how my BF probably feels all the time.. ;( (I love this version more than the original)

Love this song and the picture is amazing

This actually sounds good

The picture makes me want to punch something and cry hysterically

everything about this video gave me back the feeling i lost long ago, tho sounds like my friend. amazing job

This is beautiful

This song is really good it reminds me of friends keep up the good work

i love it!!

This song reminds me of my best friend who past last year November.. It happened when I was at the library borrowing books for her. Then her mother called saying that she had a disease.... After a few weeks, she started to breathe heavily... The next day when I was out with another friend, I got a call from my mother saying that she was dead....... At that time I was shock, I didn't know that it was going to happen today... As my father always say.. "A coffin is for dead people... "I haven't got over her death tho... I really want to see her one least time and hug her and say "I love u bestie" *or either spend more time then her in my whole entire life... * Hope u have a great time up there Ella.... -Renee

Treasure every seconds you spend with the people that you love especially the person who is special to you, so at least you can have a smile on your face when that person is left.

It is great bro

This song Got me the Shivers the first time I heard it

This song hits me all the time man😭 beautiful tho❤️

OMG This Hits Hard 😢 I've heard this song a hundred times and I didn't understand the Lyrics until now. Now I truly understand the Lyrics. I listened with my heart and soul and not my ears.

Beautiful beyond comparison

Beautiful

I hold my chest when it started so beautiful ♥️

This video is so touching TY night core for your cover

This is what keeps hitting me and telling me anything can happen. This hits home hard

This song hurts it reminds me of my dead granddad who died from heart attack and i wasntthere because he doesnt live were i live i got two trains to go see him at this hospital i can still see him Every night i look out my window to see a big star and i know its him :(And i cry everytime i see te star or listen to this song

This reminds me of myself when i killed my old cheerful self and become sadistic because i was betrayed definitely my worst choice

Love that deep voice !!! 😍😍😍 And the lyrics remind me that there are still very few people who would mourn for me if I were gone.. This prevents me from killing myself and keeps me fighting even though I have run out of strength... Because I don't want them to cry and endure all the pain.

I like this, keep up the good work.

Didn't know how this would fair compared to original and normal nightcore version but I'm surprised, this is still good c: