Just when I think I've confessed enough and made enough amends about one issue, a new issue -- no, a new string of issues comes to mind, and I have to check those out immediately, and when I find things I feel I've been less than 100% honest and right, I get thrown into yet another panic and darkness.

It’s like my mind is searching then it gets stuck on things. Especially in public. It’s annoying. I’m constantly uncomfortable

It also latches onto things that happened years before in your childhood. things you had forgotten about and that hadnt been thought about for years. Thats why it seems so real because once it was real. You can get through by facing those fears and not burying them deep inside you like you did the first time round in your childhood.

Such an amazing video. OCD does definitely latch and morph and move around, it’s overwhelming 😔

that is sooo true... OCD took whats most important to me: the love and care about myself and life. And latched onto the existential OCD that doubted my whole existence... today i understand it so well. and to me it really helped to accept the fact that one day I won't be here for real. that i am nothing permanent and one day i have to say good bye to myself... and that acceptance really made things better

"It was like being on trial 24/7." I would literally have mental pictures of a courtroom with a judge and jury all the time.

Thank you, this is a really good video. I appreciate it a lot!

That's how I can explain my perfectionism I'm not satisfied with anything. I can not sit down calm and relaxed. In the past when I did not know about ocd thoughts it convinced Me I got syphilis and made me stay inside the house living with thought I had syphilis. Unable to work or move out. And I knew the 5 blood tests I did were negative. This lasted for 1 year.

Brilliant Video Sam

Really helpful video sam !! Thanks a lot

Yes it does!!!!

Can ocd make you question every single action you do, for example that you did the Ction for bad motives? And also can it even be something that literally happened 5 minutes ago?.

Miss my girlfriend man feel like I lost her due to things like hocd real event an false memory an loads of other shite it’s horrible just rather be dead now

Then how can we do the things we love ..like I want to study good ..but it attacks on my study ..even I accept the thoughts but it makes it very difficult

i accidentally said hiv in public if someone overheard me did they follow me and eventually plan on giving me hiv ? I’m so scared

By jail did you mean like a literal jail and someone guilting themselves over something they did or you meant like the “mental jail of ocd”?