he was the right one, but at the wrong time 💔.

“But I wish you’d understand how much pain it is to have to watch someone else you love...love someone else... just...like...*snap* that.”

When your first lover was your guy best friend 😔

My dad once said that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away It wasn’t a lie.

My first love moved 6 whole states away. We kept in touch until one day I got a call from his dad telling me that he had passed away. Its been 6 whole year and he still has a big piece of my heart. I just wised I said goodbye. 💔😭

“i still think it’s unfair. how she gets to have your love but i’ve been the one who’s always there.” i stg i felt that in a whole different level 😪💔 (like if you did too)

I said: “we should stop”. And he said: “ok. Whatever. We should stop.” And my heart was broke. I didn’t think he would say “whatever”...

I see all of your stories you all are commenting on this video, and I appreciate it. I read most of them, the ones that I can see. My comments are a safe place for everyone to share! Thank you all for the crazy amount of support you all give. I love you all!

Dear First love, hi mom, thank you for carrying me for 9 months. Watching my heart develop and hearing its beat. Thank you mom for loving me for 14 years. You are my hero. 💞

My first love passed away to cancer last year and I feel like I can't ever fall for someone again...

Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel.

After 4 years I still love him. And today he told me, that he feels the same way about me. But still, we’re not together.💔

My first love died 2 years ago 😭😭 I miss him everyday

dear first love, you broke up with me today. you said that i could do better. you said you were tired of leading it on. you also said that i was perfect. beautiful. that you loved me. did you lie?? was i not enough?? we talked about getting married when we’re older. about our kids. about anything and everything we could. yet after all of our talking, and sharing, and the love we both felt, you gave up so easily. dear first heartbreak, this is such a weird experience. i never thought that i would have to let you go. but life still goes on. mine is just without you.

Anyone else thinks that she sounds like Billie Eilish? No. Just me? Ok

when she said ''I wish you were still here but you aren't and that was my biggest fear'' hit hard :(

Dear first love , Where the hell are u bro ? Come get me ? I’m still a single Pringle

Dear 1st love I saw you with her and remembered all the times you said there wont be a next girl and heard you say I love you to her the same soft way you did to me not even a month ago I was your everything

Dear First Love, remember when we used to hang around on the telephone Talking for 6 hours straight about everything that came into our mind? Remember Meeting me first at School, smilling at me when you came out the room and my Friends were laughing behind the Corner because they`ve never seen me this nervous? Remember going on a date in a Cinema and me asking if you would like to hold my Hand? Remember calling me every day until we finally get together? Remember visiting your granparents over Weekend, going out Eating with your Family or driving to my house late in the evening to see me? Remember when I used to get jeaulous About every Girl you talked to because I wouldn`t feel worth it to be with you when they are just so Pretty? Remember me crying in your arms? Remember me driving with you car in GTA almost destroying it? Do you remember me crying when I ended Things because I was just so terribily wrong About my Feelings and calling you a week later, begging on my knees to get you back? Remember this month full of "I love Yous"? Remember leaving me on a Monday, 2 weeks ago because you didn`t love me anymore? That was when I realised that I messed it up so terribily not showing you enough Feelings, not appreciating the Things you did for me. Maybe I wasn`t Ready. But in These 8 months you`ve given me a reason to smile when I wasn`t Feeling like it at all. And I want to say thank you for all the love and affection you gave me. Eventhough we are not Talking anymore, because I try to hate you for the fact that you just don`t seem to be as hurt as me, I want you to know that I miss you. I know we`ll probably never be the same around each other anymore but you deserve someone that makes you feel the way you made me feel and not the way I made you feel. Just make sure you don`t Forget me the way I want to Forget the pain you cause. I miss you.

There’s a difference between someone your crushing on and someone you love. Someone you crush in doesn’t last long it’s just someone you think you have feelings for when you really don’t you just both share the same similarity’s. A person you love is someone your constantly thinking about constantly there for constantly talking to... I may be young we all are but I know a few things or two. When you love someone you’ll know. 🥰😭

Dear first love, I truly loved you. You know I did. Your smile could make my whole day better in seconds. Your eyes are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I know you loved me too. At least at some point I know you did. I never thought that our thing would end, because you, my love, were my whole world. Our love story is epic and I am so thankful that it happened. But at the end we both needed to learn to let go. Thank you for loving me when I needed it most. "I love you enough to let you go"

here’s my story... When I was 11 I made a twitter, found this boy, we connected, yet I was so so young but it lasted 4 years, we had a connection. An emotional connection, I was there for him, he was there for me. From day in and out we spoke everyday, from what we did, what we ate, how we slept, how we feel, all that. Of course years go by and we catch feelings, but of course distance is an issue. He found someone in his town, fell in love with her, but we still talked. He told me he couldn’t let these 4 years go just because he has her. Long story short she broke his heart. I was there to bring him back together. I always liked him, so badly to where I decided to be homeschooled just so I can talk to him all day, all night. Soon I realized this isn’t just a crush, you love him, it was hard to take in because I was sooo young but how am I suppose to feel when someone has just been there for me? I’ve been there for him, I’ve put him back together, and he’s done the same. I later find out that she didn’t break his heart, he broke hers because he was in love with me, but he didn’t accept it because of the distance of course. It was that love that just made me incredibly happy. If my day was to go bad I’d just say “I have him at the end of the day, it’s okay” and there I go, hop onto my phone and just chat with him. This year he vanished, I don’t know what happen to him. I still check the app where we use to communicate. It’s been 8 months, I don’t know how I’ve done it. I cry, a lot. I feel so so alone without him. But whatever happen to him or wherever he is, I hope he’s okay. I pray for him all the time, every night. I hope he’s still alive and has found someone. I hope all his emotional pain has somehow gone away, I hope he’s found someone to talk to when he feels like leaving this world, I hope he finds someone who’s able to deal with his crazy mood swings, I hope he’s happy. I hope he’s alive... (if anyone reads this and asks if he has social media, no, he doesn’t) Update (if anyone cares): i’m doing better. I still get those urges to check the app where we use to talk, but i do know that if i do it will lead me to false hope and i’ll hurt myself all over again. as for my love life, i met someone, we’ve been together for 6 months. i’m so happy but i still am hurt. i have fears more than ever. i fear getting hurt again, i fear giving someone my all and getting left, but i have to understand that he isn’t my ex and that he’s different, as of now my life is great. i’m great. i’ll update if anything else happens. to those who’ve gone through this, i’m so sorry. time does heal. (Update: (if anyone still cares) it’s now been 8 months with my person, today is new years and i’m glad to say i’m still with my person. he promised me forever and now we have promise necklaces🥺 (so cheesy ik) i had a dream the other day about my ex, in my dream he was in there telling me to go check the app we use to talk on. when i woke up i was so tempted to check it, but i didn’t. i’m still so happy. thank you to everyone for your support and kind words. Update many years later: it’s been many many many years. the person in this story, i still haven’t found him :( and the other boy i talked about, we brokeup almost 2 years ago. life is good. my love life sucks though😅 thank you to all the kind commenters! glad that i’m not alone, and to those who’ve found me on social media and reached out. thank you! praying he’s okay

It’s weird not being single for so long and you meet your first love and your life feels empty but you have to remember your first love isn’t your only love

I wish i could thank my first love for teaching me the true meaning of love

I can understand I feel empathy for this. My first love... Who I still love...

Dear first love, You broke me. You ripped me apart and when I found someone who treated me the way I needed, who loved me and saw past every scar, you took advantage of the situation. Your hand in my hair or my arms pinned above my head as you claimed my body as your own. You took something that I was going to give him, now I barely tell him I want him without feeling your lips on mine.

Don’t give up girl , my first love was at the age of 14 and I’m 38 now and currently dating my first love ❤️ it just feels so right. You never now .

Dear first love and dear love of my life. I miss you everyday. And i can‘t Let you go. But it breaks me. I miss your voice. I miss our Talks. I miss your laugh. I miss sleeping in your arms. I miss all the moments we had together. I miss your „i love you“s. I wish I could be the one to make you happy. Loosing you is the worst. And even if I hurt myself for having hope .. I still do Hope. So one day when you‘ll come back.. i‘ll be happy again. I forgot how greatful I should have been for you. You were my smile. You were my happiness. You were the one for me. But for now I have to say goodbye. I Wish you the best. Even if you left me and took away my joy, my everything. I love you and I‘ll always will. The pain will never Go away. The hole you left inside my heart hurts just so bad. I wish you could be here and it could be like it was before. My biggest fear became real. You looked at me without the look full of love like you usally did. I know I did things wrong. I wish I could change it. It‘s just to much. I hope you come back. But for now goodbye.

dear first love... i still miss you, but i have to move on... missing you, replaying the memories and recounting our love will only halt my path to self love. i need to pick up the pieces of myself and stop thinking about you. there is nothing in this world that will make me stop loving you... but this is goodbye.

"I saw you look at her, but l have never seen you look at me like that."

Dear first love, This feels like a dream, or more like a nightmare You broke up with me 3 days ago and didn’t even give a reason why You just said, “I’m just not feeling it anymore” “It’s not you it’s me” That hurt A lot But what hurts more is the fact that I can’t go a minute without thinking of you Your eyes were the bluest blue in the world You smile and laugh were contagious You could brighten my day with a single positive comment We had all those inside jokes Now it’s over And I’m broken to a million pieces 💔

Dear first love, its been 10 months since you left me. I thought I was going to be okay in just a month or so but turns out, you’re still the one.

Dear first love, Or well, the love I consider my first, I don’t know why we had to go so bad. I don’t understand why you had to do the things you did. We loved each other. I mean, you saved me from a toxic relationship. I didn’t know you were just going to be another one. But in the beginning it wasn’t. We loved, hard. I told myself that I wouldn’t fall for another one states away. And then you came into my life. You were my exception. We talked, everyday, about little things. We sent each other random messages in the middle of the night, talking about how much we loved each other and how we thought we were perfect for each other. Why did you stop sending them? When I continued, why did you stop? When my love grew strong, even as the cold December nights came with memories that I burned away with my passion and love for you. When I stared out the window at Christmas, wishing you were with me. Why were you starting to think that we would never see each other? Why did you start to give up? Why did you run off after New Years and sleep with her? Why didn’t you admit it was cheating? Instead saying ‘how could it be cheating when we are only talking?’ And somehow, I believed that. And I gave you another chance. I don’t know why I did that. I don’t know why I stayed. The months that followed, I was breaking. I was slowly destroying myself, Believing your lies. Giving you chances and my trust. Believing when you told me you loved me. Yet all you did was beg to see me. Was just having me not enough? You said we couldn’t date because you wanted to see me first. That was on you. Was it just so if you ran off with another again, you could never be known as a cheater in your own mind? And when I tried to see you and everything fell out, why did you say I didn’t want to see you? Why didn’t you believe me when I said I was dying without you? Why did you stop doing the things that made me smile, and instead starting doing the things that hurt me every night? Why did you let every argument sit for hours until I broke and said I’m sorry, even if it was never my fault, to have me feel that guilt and pain. To feel bad for everything. Why did you never apologize, for anything? I know that all of your friends will believe your story. Believe that I was always in the wrong, that I never wanted you. But I know it’s a lie. I loved you more than anyone else. I thought we would be forever. Even with all the pain you put me through, I was heads over heels for you. Until I cracked, and fell apart. I know my truth. I know how I loved you, how I gave you too many chances. How you hurt me, with never the mutter of a sorry. How you played with other girls and got mad at me when I was upset over it. But I loved you, Didn’t I? I think now it’s time to let you go. Completely. I can’t keep wanting what we had before it went bad, because that can be found again with someone better. It doesn’t have to be you. I still hope you remember what I told you when I left. How I told you your wrongs to me. And I know I made mistakes too. But.. I know. I’ve learned, and I’m growing. Will you? Goodbye, Brenden. I hope that you’ll change for the better So when you find the girl of your dreams. The girl I thought I was for you, You will treat her in ways you never treated me. And I hope one of these days, I’ll stop thinking about you. And I hope that one of these days, when I say goodbye, I’ll mean it.

"I still think it's unfair.... how she gets to have your love but I've been the one who is always there" damnnn sis

Dear first love, you broke my heart into a million pieces. You shattered me to the point where it’s almost impossible to put me back together I knew you for 8 years, and you still didn’t catch on to how much love I felt for you. You took advantage of my feelings for your benefit. You made a special moment become my regret. I’ll never forget you I’ll never stop loving you but it’s time to let go.

“I still think it’s unfair how she gets to have your love but I’m the one that was always there. You won’t see who’s was always there. I wish you were still here” Omg I felt that 😭😭😭😔

Dear first love, It’s been two years and every time I think about someone I love your name comes to mind. I can’t let you go because we never really said goodbye. You hurt me so much and I still somehow miss that because at least then I was still in your presence. I never said I love you nor did you say it to me but after all this time I’m saying it - I love you and goodbye

dear first love, i miss the times we'd call hours on end, connect, text every day. but now you clearly want nothing to do with me, and i just wanted to say i miss you, i truly do, and i always will. the love i had for you will never fade and i don't think i can fall for somebody else as hard as i fell for you. -milla

God I miss him so much. No one understands the pain I feel. I miss spending every single minute of every day together laughing. He was my happiness. But now it’s gone. It feels like he ripped my heart out my chest and left with him still holding it. I miss being happy.

"you just dont know what its like to watch someone you love love someone else just like that " especially the end that killed me IM DONE HAVING FEELINGS ):

"sure, i hurt you badly but i've done nothing but attempted to right my wrongs." that one hurted ;//

When you love someone for the first time it is so hard to let go if them ❤💔

Here's my story... When I was 15 I met this boy, he knew one of my friends and she introduced us. We became close friends and saw each other every day. I caught feelings but I was too afraid and I rejected him when he tried to kiss me. He kissed one of my friends instead... They starter to like each other and he friendzoned me. A few months later, he blocked her everywhere and even though he kind of already broke my heart I decided to let him in once again. I fell in love and one night he told me he had feelings for me, I didn’t say anything, once again I was too scared. On the 7th of June I told him something I shouldn’t have and he ignored me for a month. One day he called me and apologized, but I told him to stay away and our friendsship and everything we could've been was suddenly gone. He was an asshole sometimes, but damn, I love that boy more than I can ever explain. It's been almost a year since I saw him and I'm trying to move on. He moved on a long time ago but It's seems like it's impossble for me, mostly because I know that the day I decide to move on means that I'm accepting a life without him. Time does heal and one day I know I'll fall in love again but I know I'll never forget him. Ps: I'm so sorry for my terrible english, I'm from Scandinavia

"i still think it's unfair that she has your love , even though I was always there." Hit me hard . 💔

I had ex boyfriend from turkey for 2 weeks, we knew each other from site, but he cheated on me from that site also. It make me hurt, when we love someone with sincerely, but they cheated. It's not fair for me💔

You never really get over your first love, and you can’t ever stop loving them.

listened to this when me and an ex broke up and 2 yrs later we got back into contact again and we both never moved on and now we are actually back together :)

dear first love, we started as best friends, but then i came to crushing so hard on you that i cant think of anything else but you. you talked to me all the time last year and you always laughed with me. i couldve never asked for a friend like him. he didnt really care that i liked him as a crush, he didnt mind. he was always so happy w me but when i looked at him sometimes, i wondered, "why does he like her and not me." and i got so lost. as time went on, he started acting strange. different. a little distant too. over the summer, i didnt see nor talk to him at all. yeah, it was nice to take a long break, but i missed him more than imaginable. I cried every night because i lost him. eventually i realized that he was gone. when i got to school a few weeks ago, I saw him. he looked different. he looked at me different. like something went wrong, something got lost.. my heart breaks to the way he looks at me like that. i have been saying hi, and today when i did, he gave me this smile. a smile of happy. a smile of hope that maybe he will be back to at least talking to me again. every night i say to myself, "i tried. all i want is him to come back." I know nothing is going to be how it was. he will never be my best friend nor will he laugh with me. that hurts, but at least maybe i can have hope that he can at least talk to me again and not just ignore me in the hallway. im going to try. and i hope this can be a positive message for anyone else who has lost someone in their life not knowing why. if you have, try. try to get them back. if they mean the world + more to you, they are worth it. so are you. get them back. if you cant, at least try. get what you can. this is your life and you only get one. do what you want to do before someday you regret it. be strong. i believe in you. i do.

I wish i would have told you that i loved you in middle school but now it's been 6 years and not a day goes by without me thinking what if i told you i love you will we still be together or would it fall off when we hit highschool maybe it's good thing that we didn't date but who knows I haven't had a GF because I can only think about you GOD!! can you please just text me back and say you're fine please

Love...It is the purest sense of all senses is the the worst feel to hurt the heart.Even we were broken,I still love her very much and sometimes I spend restless nights as thoughts about her and our unforgettable memories...Thank you for great memories

It’s Isent love that hurts you, it’s the person who dosent know how to love hurts you.....

“Shh hear the song, this is going to be the song we dance to at our wedding”

My first love, we never dated but i loved him so much he broke my heart...i still care about him a lot and want to be his friend but we rarely talk...it still hurts to see him with other girls...but im better now but they say you never forget your first love and i think its true...he made me feel like the happiest person ever then all of a sudden he made me feel like the saddest person

You speak the deepest intensely most moving words that I relate to. I freaking love you. I left your voice recordings with my ex.

Dear first love, Thank you for leaving me for a teacher at our old high school and really showing me the type of person to stay away from in a relationship.

Dear first love❤️ It's been 4 years but I couldn't stop thinking about you since then. Even though it's your fault,I'm here to accept you back in my life and ever since we broke,I'm left here all alone thinking only about you.The only memories I have of you is in my mind and m afraid that it will fade away after sometime,where I'll be more lonely again. But I Hope that one day will be our day of happiness 💞

Dear first love, Why is this so hard? Why can't we go back to the we used to? All this drama has pulled us around and has told us what to do. Like we are toys, and I'm done. I'm done being told that we're a problem. I'm done crying when people yell at me cause of you. I'm done being ignored because people say You dont talk to anyone but me. So you give in... you leave me alone to be with the people that cause this drama and heartache. You laugh and say they are your friends while I have no one. So, here I am. Feeling so alone but I'm surrounded by friends... just not you. You dont even know what's happening in my life anymore. Is it my fault? What should I do?... A couple months later... I told another guy I love him, he makes me happy but I still wish it was you. We have late night talks that make me smile. He respects me and actually cares... he doesnt ignore me. The drama thrown at us isnt tearing us down like it did with us... because we're fighting it together... I feel like I should be happy but I still think of you at the end of the day. Wishing we still have what we did. My heart is tearing itself apart... I wish you would've given me reason to stay. Love, The broken hearted

Dear first love. I'm sorry for not being what you wanted

Dear first love: I wish I was good enough I wish you cared Every time you walk into the room a smile comes to my face Although you’ve hurt me deeply I wish you the very best I love you.

I used to cry to this all the time months ago over a boy that left me behind with no explanation

this poem is more than perfect. i am so glad there are people out there who are strong enough to share what they experience and let people know that they are not alone in how they feel. thank you for being one of those people and sharing your amazing poems with the world.

Dear first love, you hurt me hard. you made me feel like i was crazy for having thoughts of you cheating. i was so blind and stupid when it came to you. With everything u did and how u treated me, i will always love you. i keep running into things that remind me of you. i still have dreams of you, i seen your bsf in target, i found a couple memories in my room. i dont think id be able to be close w you again because of how hard you hurt me. i was so depressed and i lost myself. you were so important to me. i cant fully move on because im still holding on to the thought of holding you, laughing w you, the way you looked at me, the way you touched me. I will always laugh at the jokes we had, the memories we made. i will always love you. it sucks that no matter how painful it was, i would still pick up your calls, talk to you for hours and hear you talk about your new gf and give you advice. u called me cause i listen to you. cause i gave u good advice. i could never trust you again. i love you still, i wont stop loving you. but im starting to feel alright. i found a new guy. he treats me better, im so happy with him. he makes me feel loved. I will always love you and i wish you the best. even if im not your first love, you are mine. goodbye.

Oh y do u keep making me cry...every 1am or 2am..I'm watching ur videos..who is here in 2020?

Dear first love, I was too young when I fell for you. I loved you as much as someone my age possibly could, but we couldnt work out. We both cared. Idk if you cared as much as me, but it has almost been 7 months. We haven't talked. We hurt each other and I know I will never be the same

Dear first love, I loved you with all my heart but, instead of loving me like you said you did, you broke me in ways that no one has ever done. I thank you for our happy memories but, now their all covered in the black ink that’s been leaking from my broken, dainty little heart. You showed me what it feels like to be loved, then you ripped that feeling away when you took my heart, tore it into pieces and walked away. It’s okay though, I’ve forgiven you for what you’ve done to me. I hope you’re happy with how miserable you left me. My therapist says I need to open up and tell her how I feel but, how can I open up when I feel nothing but darkness. I’ve blocked out all my feelings and now I’m numb. I’m just waiting on death to come knocking on my door to finally, take me home.

I found this Amazing, i don't know you but i feel the pain in yoyr voice, sometimes Love is the least thing we want but life isn't complete without it, just like d hair, because it polluted at the moment those not mean we should stop breathing, i have been hurt so much time that i want to hear so Motivational words thats how i landed here now i even cry the more.

It hurts when you love someone so much and the they just tell you ,they don't anymore and then watch them with other girls in your face but in the end you still love them forever

"i still think its unfair... how she gets to have your love when i've been the one who's always there" i felt that

The love of my life, my first real love, broke up with me 2 days ago. He promised me he wouldnt leave, he promised me he would never hurt me, he told me that he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and marry me one day, he told me we would last forever, but i guess he was wrong. We argued alot over dumb stuff, we cried, we woukd break up for an hour or more and get back together. Each time we argued or broke up, i was the one who fought to get us back together, maybe i just couldnt let him go, i loved him too much, i was happy with him. But i guess all that fighting was worth nothing because no matter how much i told him i loved him and that i wanted to be with him, he still left me for his ex, the girl he told me he didnt like anymore, the girl he cheated on me with after a month of dating but i still forgave him because i loved him, he told me he didnt want her, he told me i was perfect for him. But i guess he lied to me, he went with her after almost 5 months of us dating. I know it was only a little and i know we're so young, but when its love it comes at any time in your life, but for him it just didn't come yet. So he left and this time i didnt fight because if he really wanted me he would stay, he wouldn't of left, he wouldn't of lied. So i just wished him the best and told him it was ok because i just wanted him to be happy, even if i wasnt. But i just wish he didnt leave🥺😔

So universal! So painful and beautiful all at the same time. Keep crushing Girl! 🍒❤️

If he the right one he will always come back to you choose you even when he’s with someone else he won’t be for long whatever was meant to be in your life will come back. Same how she said the thought of giving my love to someone that isn’t you. It’s like you know someone else can love you better or is better but deep inside you will always love that special person and know they are meant for you but just can’t see it right now it isn’t in there right state of mind if this it then it is your duty not saying it’s your life purpose okay but it is your mission to .... ....if you really believe that boy you love is somewhere inside that she’ll it should be your mission to save him..do it!

This is so true me and my first love met in June 26th we got together 3 days after we broke up a month and a half later, he got with the girl that I disliked so much and me and him were best friends he said even though we wasn't bf and gf anymore I'll always have a place in his heart... In December he said he loved me again and I didn't believe it then the second I did he got with my girl best friend literally I said so u like her I thought he was gonna say no I love you but he said yeah I like her alot... In February he started to block me and stop talking a new girl came they had something but then he ended it he keeps getting with girls on and off but no matter what he said in the past all our memories he thought I was to crazy for him I wrote a book about how I felt more like a diary and I let him read it he said he loved me too and I still write in it but he doesn't want to read it. Today April 1st I asked him on my friends account why he hated me he said the reason he left was because I talked about him a lot and he didn't want the attention it killed me for a year and a half why did he have to leave after all these memories and laughs it was because I loved him so much I gave him money, presents for every holiday but it was to much💔

Dear first love, i love you. i always will love you. you held me up and helped me reach for the stars every day. you were always my reason and motivation. because of you i woke up every morning, because of you i got out of bed, because of you i tried to keep myself together. because of you i fell apart. it's been a year my love. ik we won't work, your there and i'm here. ik she will never read this... but :/ ppl say you can't know love at 13 years old. but this was different then anything i've ever felt. ive told many ppl i loved them, but i was all in with this girl. i didn't just love her i was in love with her. it's been a year and i still write about her, i still see her smile; her eyes💔😭😩. and her fucking laugh man... i can't put it into words. i cry, every day. there isn't a second i don't think about her, i still wear the promise ring she gave me. she doesn't care about me... i hate seeing her hurt i wanna know about what's wrong, but that isn't my job anymore. sometimes she will just call me randomly and she'll be laughing and i'll just breakdown inside. i'll keep smiling and talking to her but i lose it after i hang up. i pray for her. i want the best for her, and i truly and deeply want her to make the best of her life. i just wish i could make it a good life with her. i know im 13 (almost 14) but i truly thought i was going to marry her. i wanna move on and i wanna forget, but i can't let go. ive tried everything i tried throwing her stuff out, ive tried deleting her off every social media. all the pictures and messages on my phone, i can't, she is still my safe place. she is the first person i wanna call whenever something is going wrong; but then i realize she doesn't give a fuck.😭💔🥺

Dear first love distance has grown us apart I was so stupid to believe you when u told me how distance or time couldn't keep us apart But you know what hurts the most is that I never got to take my heart back and I keep on letting you back for you to just crush everything I've built each and every time it hurts me to say this but I think I'm better off without you

I will probably never get over you. She took d words out of my mouth.

You were the right person at the right moment. You were the one that taught me to love, to let my guard down, to break my heart. I never realised I needed my heart broken to become more complete

please stop leading me on if i'm not what you want💔 i want you. i want all of you😢 i love you and i swear i would do anything and i mean anything for you to want me again. but i hope you're happy with her😭😭

Carried away from touching Lyrics.. relate so bad..! 😢😰💔😔

She needs an big ol hug foreal someone give her an compassionate hug

Am i the only one that’s single yet this made me feel really emotional as if if experienced

(This isn’t for my first love but to the boy who in trying to get over after he rejected me) Dear Daniel, I hate you but also love you. Is this what falling for you but not getting caught feels like? I feel numb. I feel numb when you talk to other girls. I feel numb when you laugh with other girls. I feel numb when you hug them. I know I’m not as pretty or smart as them or have the “perfect body” as them. But no matter would have always put you first. I know you have another girl. I hope she says yes when you ask her out. I hope you and her have a good relationship. I will feel numb and hurt the whole time but if it means seeing you happy is all I want even if it’s with her.

Dear first love, It was great at the very start, fell for each other like we didn’t have another care in the world. We were in our own little world, nobody could stop up because we only had eyes for each other. I loved every second but it was always in my mind when this would end, I’ve hadn’t been in love for years and this was different, refreshing and special. I will always love you with all emotions. I know you like the girl who has the brown hair, fresh smile and the extrovert attitude but she’ll only last so long, where I would be yours forever but you can’t see it. Maybe the universe is doing a good thing where we don’t become as one. When I told you I love you and you went sorry for giving you that impression, I knew it was over, I cried and what did you do, played video games laughing, on FaceTime to her. Was it worth it? You’ll always be my first love. My first real connection. I love you to the moon and back. If we can’t be together in this life then I hope we are in the best part Yours truly, Mya

This hits me, I confess to someone and reject me. I have made my own poetic, talk about her how I feel. I smile, feels, love and affection for her. She made me happy, then she doesn't open her heart.

Words hurt we need to watch what we say but we must fight for those we love we need to listen and learn to love like GOD loves us have faith makes you strong and I will fight for those I love till my dying breath I will stay strong

wish i had the courage to send this to my first ex boyfriend

dear, first love we met about 2 years ago on the internet and i fell hard you admitted you loved me too then you ignored me and i think that hurt the most. It’s funny how the person you thought could fix you can break you the most.

My internet bf lives in the Netherlands while im here in Croatia,we met in roblox a long time ago. We connected really fast because we both get abused by our parents sexually and emotionally and suffer from depression we help each other. It broke my heart when he once said that he cant cope with life anymore . It just breaks my heart that something might happen to him,he basically is saving my life .I want to meet him so badly but since my parents are abusive i cant even ask them how was their day, lol so i cant even imagine them reacting if i asked them this... This really made me cry because i suffer everyday to survive and he is my only hope , thats why i need him to be next to me. I want to get a job as soon as possible and when i turn 18 i would buy tickets and go meet him. I LOVE YOU LEON!!you saved my life, God bless you for being the kindest human being i ever met i hope we can meet oneday i love you so so much,I dont want to lose you.

Just do me a favor (if this goes south for any reason idk) don't apologize for thinking that you failed at something. It's not you're fault, at all, you were just doing what you thought was right for you so thank you for sending me this young lady.

I am so lucky that I am still with my first true love he is my world I love him more than anything

Dear first love, today is your birthday, and I hope you never leave me. Only God knows if that wish will come true.

We are always gunna have the strongest feelings for our first love... 💔love will come to us at the right time. Just because you love someone doesn’t mean your IN LOVE...

Love still exist n yes it will last till the end .... Though we may be apart, if that's how it's meant to be, so be it..the pain is immense... helpless the soul is, the heart only cries, what more needs to be proven...

Dear first love You still are my everything and when I say I love you I don't just say it being it's only affection, it means I don't want anyone to hold you because that means their holding my world.

Dear first love, You’ll never see this But I’ll always love you I remember us talking about always staying together I never thought of the day we would brake up I wish our break up didn’t go the way it went You had your best friend tell me in a group chat I told you to do it in person But no you had him do it I’m sorry I know I hurt you But it wasn’t me It was the other boys Not me I’m so sorry I still think of you but I’m wasting my time I’ll never forget you That will always bring me pain I should’ve listened to everyone I should’ve just ended when they told me to But I didn’t I caused myself the most pain The brake up has brought me better people People that care and love me more than you ever could And because of those people I am the person I am today And once again Im sorry But I also say thank you for bringing all theses amazing people into my life

Dear first love, In the future I’ll smile, but you won’t be the reason anymore 💔

Go strong gal,,,you gave it all no regrets,,,wait upon God,,you did not waste your time either,,,it was what was there for you to do then,,,stay strong,,open and consious,,,God has not closed you out yet,,He never give's up on us at any one time,,,do not give up hope too...keep up hope,,there's much good instore for you,,,for us all too...

I was so scared to hurt him,but in the end he did the most damage to me💔

Fell in love with best friend who likes someone else,

Fate mocks us indifferently ! Right love at wrong time and wrong love at right time... I had come across many but he's the one i chose. Falling for him was my superpower and not letting him go was my weakness. Guess what, it was one side love. He left me saying " You are compassionate, you better stay away from me". It's been 4years and there is been never a day where his thoughts dont cross my mind ! I hope he realizes it soon.

I never thought that one day I'd be able to let him go.There was a time when I was scared of losing him.Whenever I thought I'd lose him,tears rolled down my eyes . Finally I let him go not for my happiness but for his happiness. You can't force anyone to love you.I wish him the best!