Eeek... Love it! ♡♡♡ Can't thank you enough for everything Zubin. And thanks for all the love and support everyone!

After the big names like adya,Eckhart,Joseph g, etc this lady Suzanne is the purest most authentic "awake" person on KZfaq. I feel her more than I hear her. It's like my heart or soul or whatever the it is in me sees itself in her and connects immediately. There is presence in just her sound no words needed. What a privilege to see this video. Thank you both. Deep gratitude.

I've watched this more than twice and it makes no sense and yet it makes perfect sense. Thank you for sharing

Zubin has identified such critical points in this talk and has gone above and beyond his role in trying to maintain the flow of information for the listener and paying good attention to suzanne. Great job sir . The more i watch this the more your skills are seen . Thank you so much.

Less than 14 min in and Suzanne's explanation is absolutely beautiful ❤ The mind chatter. If I can truly learn that's not me, I'll be in a much freer place ... or that's the best way I can describe the feeling it gives me to put that down and just say it is not what is, or isn't. I am fine with or without it.

Drop-dead funny, honest, and enlightening. Some of the best silence ever. My brain is loose!

"The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek" ~Joseph Campbell

This was “beyond” good!!! Beautiful sharing. Love all these kind of conversations you have. The authenticity, realness, and openness is sooo refreshing and enjoyable. It makes me not feel like I’m crazy or on island all alone. Thank you 🙏 🎉❤

This touched a nerve i feel like i have experienced a partial death years ago but didn't really understand what was happening. So much anger was repressed it was so intense yet there wasn't room for space to be held. Triggering to witness the intense space between your stares also very vulnerable of you both. Thank you both ❤

The first five minutes of the sit down with her are pure gold.

Listening at breakfast, before work. Beautiful description, Zubin, of what it means to “die. “. So fresh and clear, right out of the oven. This is what I love about Suzanne’s channel. It’s a personal/impersonal, raw account of the dissolution of the me. Blunt and gentle both. Really exquisite. To work now. More later. Love you both! 🔥💜⭕️🫥🌻🐣🦋

The entire week should have been recorded ❤ I just love you both❤ I wish you didn’t cropped out your wife’s section ❤❤❤ this is a beautiful family ❤

This conversation cracks me wide open ❤❤❤ Infinite gratitude 🙏🙏🙏 and more importantly to see the funny side of Suzanne!!! what a blast!

It sounds like a crysalis opening up and spreading its wings. We are just a dot in the universe seen and unseen you are back at the beginning

loved this so much

Thank you! Both of you wisecracking with each other is hilarious. Discussing your experience of non duality so helpful.

❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Haven’t watched yet but two of my most respected and beloved peeps 🎉🙌 suuuuper excited to watch!!

When I read "The Primal Scream" by Arthur Janov, I first thought this couldn't be true. By the middle of the book I was "Oh God, this might be true." When I finished the book, I was "Oh God, this is true!" Basically it described the level of pain the normal person carries and doesn't know is there. The description of what you went through is similar to what happens in the 'Primal Scream." There is another description of Jidu Krishnamurti going through this as well. Back then they didn't have the term awakening, but this has been going on for years under different names. When I was going through the process I kept saying "I'm dying." But, the dying was also an expansion. It was as if the dying allowed me to expand. As if I was the world. So the dying was an expansion of self to Self. Have you read Bernadette Roberts "The Experience of No Self." It's the best description ever. What I went through is just like the process you went through, long before 'awakening' was a thing. Excellent video. You two do a wonderful job of expressing it. It is fresh for you so the expression is true to the experience. It's wonderful to see. The personality becomes like a persona you use to navigate the relative world. It's useful. It's just not who you are. Nice work!

Honestly, I used to listen to her, but I felt scared. She didn't smile, joke, nothing. Am glad she is laughing and joking. I might listen to her again. I did full stop with Emerson nonduality because I felt I know him forever. Thanks for sharing this... ❤🎉

Thank you so much for sharing this video. Beautiful, authentic talk❤.

Suzanne to me is like a tempel where even silence makes questions obsolete. The silence is the answer. So authentic, open, safe. No as if. She just is. Beautiful. Spacious.

This is great! Thanks!

My realization was very similar I think to this lady's. A lot of years ago, I realized that nothing matters, except unconditional love. And everything that is not love comes from fear. This lady is the first person to say anything even slightly similar to what I understand. Never heard of her , will make sure to look further into who she is.. Good content dude👍

Was waiting for this since you talked about it with doc Angelo. Love you all . Thank you. Am typing this before I watch the talk. Suzanne needs no introduction to most PPL watching this.

Beautiful interview... I can feel the pure love!!! Thanks ❤

This was brilliantly authentic.

I have followed you for long time .I worked in a lab for 8 years and was. Awake to this oneness the last 3 with was though covid..fun to watch the rest of the world wake one by one...when we all remember we are all one...this is when christ comes again..christ is us ..

I can see why Angelo is now saying, find a female liberated being for a teacher. It's easier to surrender and feel everything because there's the sense that it's all okay around her. There's nothing to fear, it's okay to let everything go. Estupendo!

ZDogg this has got to be the absolute funniest dharma talk I've ever

Love this video. Surrendering is so essential. There is one more aspect to the feeling of the raw sensations, which we qualify as fear, anger, shame, anxiety etc. When these sensations arise, it's helpful to be alerted to the story accompanying these sensations. More often than not, these stories are based on deep-seated beliefs, and the sense of self can hide within them. There is a story of "I being ashamed, or fearful etc". Once we fully recognize this is just a thought that we take for true, it becomes very clear that fear, anger, shame, and other emotions are ultimately just beliefs/thoughts. Everything will start to crumble after that. And then the magic happens:) Thank you for sharing this video - it was really enjoyable to watch!

Oh my God! 😃❤️ this was such a lovely conversation to witness (and I might even say, feeling like being a part of). Thank you, beautiful Beings🙏🏻 expressing the inexpressible and transmitting it even to the viewer of the video. So many things resonated with me and the smiling just kept happening here. 😊

Thanks!

love suzanne. i did a one on one w her... amazing!!!

Thank you for this. I have been watching Suzanne for almost a year. love her.

Oh, yeah, now I remember when I was awakening. Sometimes I only could make gestures with my hands or fingers, instead of speaking. Because it felt impossible to say something, although everything was crystal clear. Everything is beautiful, don't you see it? Like that. But later on, I could speak, albeit it was if my body remembered how to speak. The words came from nowhere, and it felt it was spoken, but by my mouth, not by me.

Wow, just Wow.....thanks Zdog and Suzanne

Words fall short because yeah words are made up. Under, before and through (before/after words) there is the communion of soul. Arete. Beyond words. Communication of intangible sensation. A song, music a harmony of vibrations you feel yet ... Understand - THEN try to make square peg words fit in non square holes. Words, a tool of tools worshiped by wise fools. Schools out forever ... Soul Jazz. You both performed majestically! Thank you!

Yes...already been watching Suzanne's journey from over a year ago. Sounds like Angelo knew what he was doing in recommending Suzanne come to your home. I find it interesting hearing you speak of the ”fear”. There has never been any Fear of Death here and I am now 68 and live alone and can only feel excitement about the death of self. I am wondering how much the fear you spoke about is related to fear of death? Feeling the raw energy without resistance totally resonates as someone who has done a lot of energy work with emotion and trauma. It's great this is being talked about. A big part of why I love Suzanne's video's is she speaks about the full experience this has been, more than anyone else I've heard speaking of non-dual awakening. What Im most struck by is how childlike the two of you come across and that makes this even more exciting here. I loved when Suzanne said she's taking your wife you just asked for videos!😅 That's definitely a loosening of personal desire. The experience you all went through together speaks to me about the power of transmission. What an exceptionally valuable experience for all of you.❤🎉 Zubin, do you know about the Buddhist 10 Fetters, a Buddhist process of seeing through self and the 2nd Fetter deals with Doubt.

Brilliant. Yes. Thank you.

You’re absolutely on point with the silence, that’s what I’ve noticed with her videos. Very thoughtful.

I can totally confirm what both of you are talking about.❤ Experiences this many times. (In the beginning with magic mushrooms, later also without). Ego/Identity is holding so much back, allways judging and protecting ... when it lets itself go there is so much more possible. It's sooo beautiful. 🙏

this was absolutely mind blowing. I really enjoyed you both in this conversation. Loved seeing Suzanne here. You’re such lovely and funny guys. 🙏❤️

So authentic, so energetically accessible, so grateful for this talk! Thanks plenty, there is a hope that wants to see Suzanne on here again.

Minds blowing, thank you. Just perfect!

I love you both. Thank you for sharing.

"It's (the mind) is like a bird tweeting" that really landed :)

Suzanne's silent gaze pierces the false personhood

I’m tired of feeling anxious often. I choose truth.

❤️🎶 so beautiful 🥰 This appearance here barely watches YT videos but this one was so raw and beautiful, that was enjoying timelessly until the last second of it apparently. ❤🎉🤸‍♀️

Would love the full version. Had a conversation with Suzanne a while back. She's something else.

Queen’s Bohemian Rhapsody finally makes sense to me now after listening to this!

This morning I tried focusing on the present but discovered there is no present moment, the present is already gone, in addition the future is never here, Holy Crap!

Thank You both so much. 💖💖

Your conversation is so simple and so "deep". Thank you both. ♥ Yes, it's perfect as it is.

Incredible interview 👏🏽 I’ve been on this journey for 3 years now and I’m somewhat experiencing the illusion of self more often due to practicing nonjudgmental awareness.

suzanne is the real deal for sure !!! love her style of expressing non duality

Thank you for this conversations and thank you for intruducing us Suzanne, shes incredible

The mind is a very good tool to solve problems. The mind is always looking for problems to solve. Even if there is not a problem. So, one insight is: old feelings, like trauma, envy, anger, all your history, education, beliefs are just thoughts. So not real real. To see this, is a big step. There are people who can play chess in their heads on 10 boards, against themselves. The mind is in overdrive, clocking at 240 Herz, but still nothing is really happening, because it is all just inside the brain. I think babies and animals are always living in bliss. That's why babies don't have memories of their first months, and animals don't remember not much or nothing from their past. They wouldn't even recognize their parents. If all thoughts are seen as just thoughts, all which remains is pure consciousness. So it is possible to experience the world more directly, bypassing the thought process. Because life is not a problem to be solved. So you have to see the worlds without worlds. Labelling, concepts, beliefs, hesitating, fear, carefulness. Just jump in like a suicidal person. That's not easy, because our instinct is to be careful. Never trust the world outside, danger is everywhere, and accidents lure in every corner. So we need a plan. Nobody lives fully, without lack of fear. Nobody wants to die, caused by a lack of preparation and suspicion. So, we need to have trust, trust that the world will take care of itself, and you. Trust in the unknown and surrender to the unknown future. And, amazingly, the world can run itself perfectly. You don't have to steer yourself, you don't have to change the world to live. There is not a free will, because everything happens anyway. But this is just words, theory, concepts, philosophy. Now you have to do it. By letting it happen. It's a total different concept. Forget the urge to do things. Consciousness remains, thought come and go. To see this, is 90% problem solved. Now 5his concept is in reality just a very big obstacle to get awakened. I see reality or the world like this. This is just philosophy/a concept: particles are waves/fields, waves are energy, energy is information, information is consciousness. So all things are made of consciousness, penetrating all and everything. Of course, you yourself are a part of this conscious field. It is not that the universe stops at your door of your skin. You came from the world, and you will dissolve in it. As nothing ever happened. But to do all this, practically, is another ballpark. You have to really feel/experience/see it. AN AHA moment. Satori means : slap in the face in Japanese. It is a sudden insight, awakening when you see it. It is seeing everything in another perspective/way. OK, I am tired now. Hope some of this helps in some way.

When no one speaks to no one, there isn't much to say. Thanks for the video!

The death of fixations are so beautiful. It’s almost impossible to not fixate when the dream state keeps happening until the moment the fixation is ready to let go. It’s almost right to say it’s impossible not to seek as the seeking is the grinding away of the fixations and conditioning. We walk up to this moment when we are fully ready to die, and die into the unknown. Sometimes we don’t know that we are ready. Everything before that is a preparation of some sort. It could be very painful but one could not get away from it

Suzanne has been the most help to me!!!❤

I loved how you treated talking about your kids almost like a meditation and forgot what you were talking about. That happens all the time with my husband and I.

Absolutely beautiful !

Suzanne is awsome, I'm so grateful for her

Suzane mijn hoofd werd een moment spontaan leeg moest er om lachen maar bedankt.❤

40 years ago, as a young man with no psychological or spiritual training, I stumbled into a counseling job where I was instantly working with people at a deep level on the most traumatic experiences of their lives. I have no idea where the capacity came from, but I just instinctively knew that people needed space, permission and companionship to walk into whatever arose. So I can’t describe how deeply it touches me to hear your descriptions of doing exactly this. I know, from my own experience and from working with others, the power of walking this walk. And nothing in life touches me like the opportunity to work with “others” in this way. As I’m walking out the door to work, I’m moved to write with a trembling hand that I want to bring whatever capacity still lives in me to contribute to this work. Many good spiritual pointers out there, but apparently fewer souls who can help with this delicate process of picking the silk scarf from the rose bush. How can I help? 💜🔥🤬😳🥲🫥⭕️🌻🦋

Thanks for bringing this forward. Love both of your positive vibes.

Thanks Zubin and Suzanne :)

This episode is pure heart ❤

Looking forward to listening to this episode!

SOo amazing you guys done this new subscriber ty so much for sharing this with the world

I was laughing a lot in the started when you were shit talking her stare 😂😂 and when she said that she can't keep her eyes open. That was a perfect setup for an asian joke 🎉😂 ahh good stuff

Dynamite…..awesome……incredible…….beautiful……I love this……..Zubin and Suzanne thank you both so much 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💥✨❤

I don't get it. I know it's true, but I don't get it.

I want whatever they're on 😂

Oh, I’ve been waiting for this! Past my bedtime, but starting right now… 🙏💜😎🔥🫥⭕️

The lightness of being….love that❗️ 🤔what meal did your wife cooked that Susan loved❓….a bit of a foodie here…lol

Is like zero flying given and all is perfect, I am 42 and just found out I am pregnant, my toddler is 2 and haft . I don't know if baby will stick, and I really want to, children teaches us so much, and all is perfect I am not stressing out because all is perfect 😛I call it the happening, the happening will take care of all 🙏 and is really lovely to listen to both of you, thank you 🙏

This is the best ASMR video on KZfaq

She has a lovely peaceful face

No don't "surrender to what is"... Become what things should be! One part moves all parts move!

I wish we didn't have to miss the part with your wife speaking to Suzanne! Loved it, though.

Ahhhhhh....This feels like a warm bath in honey. Sigh .. So much energy in my chest area right now .I want to kiss you both. Thank God you landed in my phone tonight .LOL. Its like I want to leap across everyone's roofs tops and yell.. Yeahhhhhh . Lol. I'm beaming ...You two are pure love on legs. Mwah .🙏🙏🙏 I feel so blown away, yet again, that you arrived in my life just after I discovered Angelo on Sunday.. Spooky shit going on. 😁🙏💕

"nothing so blinding as perception of form.'" (includes perception of "energy") A Course in Miracles

“You become more fully human.” Yes. G.I. Gurdjieff called this, “Being human without the quotation marks.” We are moving from “human” to human.

😂 Just… Wow! Thank you 🙏🏻 ❤

'It gets the hose again'. Silence of the Lambs

How do you know this isn't just chemistry??

1:04:38 wow Zubin’s wife 😮what an amazing question she asked because that’s a whole discussion for our loved ones. Wow

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The intensity of this will fade, when they see that it has worn off, but it is just as likely that they will revisit it, again and again.

What Suzanne seems to intimate is that no one can be really happy without awakening, in that “it is never enough.” However, I do know a number of people who are genuine, happy and at peace with fulfilling lives. They are clearly able to express emotion and be open to emotion from loved ones and others, even strangers. She also states that you can’t attain this openness by force of will and I am having difficulty grasping this concept as many thoughtful, introspective people I know seem to possess this ability to analyze themselves (at least the present “I”) with this openness you both are discussing. I can certainly see that pent-up emotions; anger, resentment, shame, etc. are extremely corrosive and that someone who has had great difficulty in the past with expressing these feelings will have a huge catharsis if allowed to let these feelings all go. I’m just having trouble linking that to a complete abnegation of self. If that is the case, does personality also disappear; the thing that makes life joyful, and at times, yes, miserable, but ultimately interesting, challenging and worth living. I’m rather disquieted by the notion of everyone attaining this state of unbeing, for lack of a better term. Do we really want to live in such a world? Would flat affect be the norm of the human condition? I definitely have to research and read more on this topic as I am rather a novice in this area, although definitely possess an introspective bent. I am not saying you guys are wrong at all. These are just some of my observations.

"just needed to say goodbye"

that always feels like i want to meet "her"

I asked a question to myself that in hindsight seemed contradictory... "How do I get rid of my ego?" The "I" is as much the ego as the concept of ego itself. It seems like something we are nearing until we feel we desire anything but, then it eludes us. I believe that the wanting, the pursuit of control in any fashion is the egoic drive manifesting in our minds. Is the ego our own? Or is it truly inherited by the fears of society? I'm not sure. I will never be sure, and the need for clarity might be the entire "whole a$$" of suffering...

The video is Jeff foster and some guy. The laughing video, big back in ~’11.

I understand some of this, but if someone abused one of your kids, would you tell them "it's neither good nor bad, that's the way the universe was supposed to unfold?" or "it's just nothing, it just happened and nobody did it to you"? If the universe is unfolding the way it's supposed to, is anyone accountable for anything?

Deeply resonate yet I offer challenge. If you're really free of fear Suzanne - not just aspiring to be so but really are ' - then speak out against those who give the orders to send soldiers to kill and those masses who either don't care or are afraid to say anything. And no I'm not talking only about Putin, I'm talking about Biden and virtually all in Congress and the Senate. Note my words. I'm saying if you honestly and truly are completely free of all fear. We've gotta say something. No we've gotta scream it so hard their eardrums are shattered. They KNOW as do we all this is utterly insane.

Life is The Neverending story

8:40 that stare down got me..