Targeted Brain Radiation Struggles

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The Apples

The Apples

2 жыл бұрын

March 18, 2022
Today was a struggle for me mentally. Hoping tomorrow will be better. I am grateful to have completed today's treatment.

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@Elizabeth.C.Holmes
@Elizabeth.C.Holmes 8 ай бұрын
Anybody else here in 2023 knowing Jenny is now in Heaven, pain free, and watching over her family? Watching these videos is giving me great insight into the strength and courage of Jenny’s cancer struggles. Bless this family.
@LaurenAnyone
@LaurenAnyone 7 ай бұрын
I can’t stop watching them because I really miss her :( I was so wishing the treatments could work. I never knew her but she is such an inspiration to me
@Elizabeth.C.Holmes
@Elizabeth.C.Holmes 7 ай бұрын
@@LaurenAnyone I am getting a lot from the videos and yes they are inspiring. I hadn't given much thought of life being precious and something worth fighting for until I saw Jenny fighting for hers. I could have easily traded lives with her to give her a long life with family. Now I will honour the gift given to me and make the most of it. I believe the treatments did work as in they gave her more time, just not the amount we all hoped for. I wish you well Lauren. Are you healthy and doing ok?
@terrisreet8189
@terrisreet8189 6 ай бұрын
Watching all of these really makes me see how hard this was on her. And how sick and in pain she was. Then when she cries and is depressed, I'm just thankful that she is well now. Our sadness is for her family and all of us. Not for her. She's happy now.
@bluize567
@bluize567 6 ай бұрын
Jenny mentioned Kyle's mom. I haven't heard them speak of his family much. God's blessings to this family❤
@user-sb5kf3md7n
@user-sb5kf3md7n 5 ай бұрын
Yes, but it’s actually 2024 now and I didn’t come across this family until recently. Jenny inspires me to get through my own cancer journey, even though I don’t have lung cancer. Kyle is the BEST husband and father and he took care of her through the good and the bad. He’s amazing! Rest easy sweet Jenny. ❤️
@charlenekeillor1373
@charlenekeillor1373 2 жыл бұрын
Please don’t ever be embarrassed or apologize to your KZfaq followers. We are here to encourage you and to be a shoulder to pour your hard times to. You’ve got this 🌸🇨🇦
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, that's so sweet!
@kanchanandrew
@kanchanandrew 7 ай бұрын
🥰🤗
@amandamiller7926
@amandamiller7926 Жыл бұрын
Jen, I'm terminal 2 years now and there's nothing else my TEAM of doctors can do but I'm letting you know that being angry and hating all of this GARBAGE is 100% normal!! Don't be hard on yourself and ask why. It's very simply because it's evil garbage!! I'm praying for you Jen!
@Nutty8114
@Nutty8114 11 ай бұрын
🙏
@ven0006
@ven0006 9 ай бұрын
Hope you are going ok? Xo
@amandamiller7926
@amandamiller7926 9 ай бұрын
@@ven0006 awww, you're so sweet! I'm doing as best as to be expected. I'm hanging in there. XO
@ven0006
@ven0006 9 ай бұрын
@@amandamiller7926 well that’s so good to hear. You are so very brave. Sending love x
@amandamiller7926
@amandamiller7926 9 ай бұрын
@@ven0006 Thank you dear!
@cathylynntorres645
@cathylynntorres645 2 жыл бұрын
You truly show grace in the face of horribleness. Absolute horribleness. I wonder why I was ever in a bad mood over something insignificant. I wonder why I ever complained about a little illnesses or injury. I wonder why I was ever anxious or depressed in the midst of pure joy. You are a beacon of light to shine upon us all. I pray so hard for you dear,dear Jennifer. I believe in the POWER OF PRAYER and the POWER OF POSITIVE THOUGHTS. You are the most kindest and selfless person who is loved by so many, who are all praying for you. ALL MY LOVE, ALL MY HOPE!
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Auntie Cathy! I will take all of the positive thoughts and prayers that I can get. I love you!
@LindaFromMySelfCareStudio
@LindaFromMySelfCareStudio 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for not censoring your emotions. People need to see all the things if they are to understand (as best they can) what cancer patients go through. Also, I think it would have been weird for you NOT to have been crazy nervous. Cancer is scary. Being bolted down is scary. Those freaking scanners are scary. And getting your brain zapped is scary! I think every single emotion you felt was warranted, and normal. Your kids are precious. Your family is beautiful. You are courageous. Thank you for sharing.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
You are so kind. You are right, it is normal to feel this way during everything going on. I try to be open to share what it's like. 💕
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
You have nothing to be embarrassed about. Everything you're feeling is so valid. Laying flat for an hour, not being able to move, the pain, the mental part of it.
@candicemorrison304
@candicemorrison304 Жыл бұрын
Your fear is your human nature! Shows you're still alive! Feelling fear is a big part of the human experience! Cancer and cancer treatments are hugely unnatural!! Your body is reacting correctly! 🫤 Sending you so much love from Boston!🥰
@marciajones2993
@marciajones2993 2 жыл бұрын
You’re so much braver than you know. Do what you have to do to get through these awful treatments. I lost my 38 year old Brother to liver cancer. Cancer sucks. Love and light to you all. 💙❤️
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear about your loss, and thank you for reminding me of the bravery that I possess.
@vanessaburckhard3081
@vanessaburckhard3081 10 ай бұрын
Kyle is the best husband for you ❤️. He thinks of ways to help you like when you have a hard time walking, he thinks of ways to make your challenges easier ❤❤ ❤🙏🙏🙏..
@marymazzoni2079
@marymazzoni2079 2 жыл бұрын
You did it. One day at at a time.
@suesmith3744
@suesmith3744 2 жыл бұрын
I am a nervous wreck both before and after an MRI scan , what you have just been through sounds absolutely ‘ effing horrendous ‼️. I’m SO sorry , cancer is such a wicked wicked disease . Bless you and your family 💐
@marytsang1427
@marytsang1427 2 жыл бұрын
It is great you are sharing your struggles. It helps others who will go be starting this journey. You are a true warrior.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
The electric scooter is a great idea!!
@RissyMH
@RissyMH Жыл бұрын
Omgosh!!! I seriously don’t know how you did that!!! I’m so claustrophobic! I would definitely go straight into a panic attack. Jenny, you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. I had to go to my colonoscopy a couple weeks ago and i completely broke down! I mean… a puddle on the floor. I was sobbing and trembling. It was horrible! Honey, you are amazingly strong! We are so proud of you! Btw…during mri i ask for a wedge foam “pillow” under my knees. So I’m in a.chair position. It takes the pressure off my back. Maybe that could help? ❤
@CrystallyLavender
@CrystallyLavender 6 ай бұрын
Jenny was so hard on herself for feeling what she feels, but the truth is any human being facing what she was facing would feel all the anxiety, anger, extreme fears, and anything and everything that a person would feel in the exact same circumstances. So wish she didn’t apologize or felt embarrassed by by any of the stuff she was going through, including whatever feelings she had. She dealt with it the best anyone could in the same situation. Hope you’re a happy angel up there, Jenny. I’m so sorry you passed away so young, it’s so unfair and sad. My heart still breaks for you, your perfect husband Kyle, and your beautiful children.
@brendaholder746
@brendaholder746 2 ай бұрын
Love you Jeannie,
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you, Jen. You did it. You faced this fear. I love you. 💗🌙🤟
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
I love you too!
@JillyBean1968
@JillyBean1968 2 жыл бұрын
You came up in my suggested videos…now I know why…God was leading me to pray for you. 🙏🏼🙏🏼 You are an incredibly strong young lady.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your prayers, they mean so much to us.
@darlenepietzak9847
@darlenepietzak9847 2 жыл бұрын
Don't get down on yourself. Your feelings are normal. I finished treatment for breast cancer and I worried a lot and cried, mostly when I was alone. You are fighting for your life and have young children to take care of. I don't blame you at all. You are a beautiful young woman, you are strong and I know going through treatments and chronic pain made me stronger. You and your family are in my prayers. So vent when you need to, rest when you need to and enjoy any time you are feeling decent. Hugs coming your way. ♥️🌹
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing Darlene. It's always encouraging to hear from other people who have experienced cancer. I will stay strong and keep fighting for as much time with my babies as possible. Thank you for your prayers 💕
@karenkane3220
@karenkane3220 Жыл бұрын
You are so strong, so brave! Don’t apologize for anything!
@Tomas-major
@Tomas-major 2 жыл бұрын
Jenny, be kind to yourself xxxx Please be kind to yourself and yes I do understand xxx It’s so hard and cruel, close your eyes and try and take yourself to another place if that is at all possible for you, if not try Valium.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Rachel!
@bettiegross1767
@bettiegross1767 Жыл бұрын
Otis mentally challenging. I felt the same. Jen, you’ve got this. It is hard however you are a warrior and you’ve got this. Fight, fight, fight! Love you sweetheart.
@Sunny-cj5ic
@Sunny-cj5ic Жыл бұрын
You did do it! You’re precious and it’s not fair but your story is so remarkable. You’re truth, emotion and vulnerability is unmatched. Thank you 🙏🏾 😊 best wishes of recovery & remission soon!
@sandrawicks7164
@sandrawicks7164 Жыл бұрын
Bless you beautiful lady you are a fighter , sending you big hugs. Don’t give up. Sending love sandra You have a wonderful family xxxx
@pancakeday4866
@pancakeday4866 Жыл бұрын
I’m glad you are letting all of your feelings out. That is so healthy. Your feelings are valid,
@crystolsykora1677
@crystolsykora1677 10 ай бұрын
You are so amazing Jenny! Thank you for being so candid. Watching your journey is so heart warming. Your Relationships are so wonderful 💜
@tinacollins2055
@tinacollins2055 2 жыл бұрын
I will never understand why the treatments for cancer are sometimes worst than the cancer itself. Why can't there be a way to kill cancer gently so the patient doesn't lose their quality of ife.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Yes, I agree with you.
@julieford6204
@julieford6204 2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing Kyle it's very touching god bless you and your family
@vanessaburckhard3081
@vanessaburckhard3081 10 ай бұрын
I understand all those feelings you have. It is so heartbreaking to see you defeated💔🙏❤😭. Don't feel guilty about what you're feeling. It's natural to have these feeling's. You wouldn't be human if you didn't. Just remember how much your fans love you and your family and will pray for you and your family everyday ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏.
@pamnemer8836
@pamnemer8836 2 жыл бұрын
Your children are so precious and adorable
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you 💕
@marytsang1427
@marytsang1427 2 жыл бұрын
Sending you tons of hugs and love to you for a speedy from that damn cancer.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@pamnemer8836
@pamnemer8836 2 жыл бұрын
Jenny you r so real. Iam so amazed. God bless your tender heart9
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
Yes, Vanessa 💗 I'm so grateful for the community of people loving on you.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Me too!!
@nancern53
@nancern53 2 жыл бұрын
Oh, Jenny, of course you’re anxious, angry, upset, etc. You are going through a very traumatic experience. Anyone would feel like that! You WIll get through this! You WIll! You have so many people praying for you and sending you well wishes.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your kindness.
@feliciamurphy6244
@feliciamurphy6244 2 жыл бұрын
My Father had cancer in his throat and lymph node. He kept his radiation mask. My son, nieces and nephew all used to call it his Spider-Man Mask🦸🏼‍♂️which is fitting since he was kicking the bad guys 🦹🏼‍♀️ (Cancer) butts. It's still in the entertainment center. He is now cancer free. I'm Sending prayers 🙏🏻 to you and your family. Stay strong 💪🏻 and kick that 🧠 cancer's butt.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Your father is so inspiring, I love that the kids call it the spider man mask! Such a positive way to look at it, I’m still not sure what I want to do with mine. Thank you for your support!
@bettiegross1767
@bettiegross1767 Жыл бұрын
Remember……..we get worse before we get better. It is hard however, Kyle is like Ron was, always meeting my needs. We’re praying. Love you.
@IreneRattray
@IreneRattray 8 ай бұрын
Scary when unable to move and knowing rays are going through the area they are targeting. I know that other people are scared under mri. Jenny your honesty and vulnerability helps us all. Love you and Kyle.
@kathyropa6174
@kathyropa6174 2 жыл бұрын
You two are such an amazing couple. Always stronger together. ❤️🙏🏻
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Aww, thank you so much, we like to think so 😊
@aruvielevenstar3944
@aruvielevenstar3944 8 ай бұрын
As a former nurse I am actually shocked that the treatments are so horribly cruel and painful. Why don’t they just sedate you, because having cancer is already awful and having all those cruel treatments is just want you can’t have anymore 😢❤
@shirleyhurtt2986
@shirleyhurtt2986 2 жыл бұрын
Praying for you Jenny…for Peace…for Comfort…for COMPLETE HEALING. Love, Hugs and Prayers 🙂🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻(((❤️❤️❤️)))
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@letitbesummer6536
@letitbesummer6536 Жыл бұрын
Please don’t beat yourself up about feeling that it’s so hard and you don’t understand why you can’t suck it up all the time - you can’t be strong all the time. You don’t have to expect that from yourself. This is one of the hardest things that anyone has to go through and you have a right to have any feelings along the way. Praying for you Jenny Love from your northern neighbor. 🇨🇦
@cuttypie30
@cuttypie30 Жыл бұрын
You are not alone I love you both. I know one thing. Is don't give up what you love. Lavender tea might sooth anxiety. And self care. And don't let cancer to hold you back. I know you can fight this. I will fight with you. ❤
@themadw0manintheattik
@themadw0manintheattik 8 ай бұрын
Oh Jen. You remind me of myself with the panic attacks and medication. I'm glad I went back to see your earlier vlogs. My legs tremble like your hands do. I like how Kyle is just like "sure I'll expose myself to radiation." Even now you make me laugh. Happy baby during radiation lol. Rest easy.
@tammymanton3801
@tammymanton3801 8 ай бұрын
Jen your so Brave ,I just love you guys❤😊
@buc512
@buc512 Жыл бұрын
You're not negative.you're honest .
@trinamartinez4669
@trinamartinez4669 2 жыл бұрын
You got this. Although your scared and anxious you did it 🙏🏿❤️
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 😊
@karendudley1927
@karendudley1927 Жыл бұрын
Don’t be so hard on yourself. You can hate cancer everyday and be fighting it too💕💕🙏🏻🙏🏻
@ButFirstCoffeeSuzyOberholtz
@ButFirstCoffeeSuzyOberholtz Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad to see you be angry and even embarrassed. I am that way somedays. I try to hide it. But sometimes you can’t hide it.
@patriciaanglin9543
@patriciaanglin9543 2 жыл бұрын
Don’t be hard on yourself. I personally see a strong person. I don’t know how I would be in your position. God bless you. I’ll pray for you that you hear nothing but good reports. 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for the kindness and support
@susierichard4585
@susierichard4585 6 ай бұрын
So good to hear the truth thanks for sharing💝💝💝miss you Jenny you were so brave
@wendyhoward2699
@wendyhoward2699 9 ай бұрын
You have a right to be a basket case. But, don’t be too hard on yourself. You are a wonderful person, Jenny. Blessings.
@DBAMA-wm9jw
@DBAMA-wm9jw Жыл бұрын
You did it..You have every right to Angry. To hate the whole thing. All your feelings are normal. God bless you.
@lidiawroblewska1184
@lidiawroblewska1184 2 жыл бұрын
I am praying for you! ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@missdaisy5736
@missdaisy5736 Жыл бұрын
Love you and it took a minute to realize this video was 11 months. When Kyle said he was getting you the ride around scooter. Then I realized this video was not recent !!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
@donnamariedunn3944
@donnamariedunn3944 2 жыл бұрын
You have every right to feel like you do. Anxiety makes you feel worse , but it's hard to control. But, you did it! You got through this first one even th you had pain, fear and anxiety! I also have fears of side effects and I felt like I was the only one. I'm afraid of meditations and won't take them. I went through chemo. You are braver then you know. Love and hugs🐻
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! You are brave too!
@donnamariedunn3944
@donnamariedunn3944 2 жыл бұрын
@@jennyapple4704 ❤️
@wilmabriggs1771
@wilmabriggs1771 2 жыл бұрын
Jenny, you are so brave !!! 💞💞
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@vanessaclerke4390
@vanessaclerke4390 2 жыл бұрын
I’m praying for your healing Jen x
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!💕🙏
@josianejojo2605
@josianejojo2605 2 жыл бұрын
Healing on ur way n God bless u always
@shirleyhurtt2986
@shirleyhurtt2986 2 жыл бұрын
What are we going to do with you Jenny? (Your words 🙂). We are going to love, love, love you and PRAY, PRAY, PRAY for you. You are certainly allowed to vent…get it all out. Great therapy! 🙂🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻(((❤️❤️❤️)))
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
You're the best!!! 🥰
@lynnhettrick7588
@lynnhettrick7588 8 ай бұрын
28:00 Happy Baby pose is the best. Big hugs to Kyle and the whole family.
@Natalie-ym8pj
@Natalie-ym8pj 7 ай бұрын
Winnie lol. The look of fear over how Gigi combed her hair!! God love you Winnie. Mommy is always with you
@shannontorres214
@shannontorres214 11 ай бұрын
14:54 Your not negative your just venting and being real! So, you don’t have to say sorry or be embarrassed! Your poor little body is going through so much! Give yourself grace 😊
@princessbuma7661
@princessbuma7661 2 жыл бұрын
Its hard because of all the anxiety behind it. I am a Leukemia survivor. PLEASE from a fellow person who has gone thru this PLEASE see a therapist! You really need to take care of your emotional health. Also think about it for the 4 of you. The kids and hubby could also benefit from talking to someone. This was something I so wish had been suggested for my family 😞
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your advice from experience. We set up therapists for all of us last year. We definitely see the benefits of therapy and we're so grateful for all that therapy has done for us and continues to do for us. I hope you are doing well in survivorship.
@branejane800
@branejane800 2 жыл бұрын
Just a quick note to let you know that you are in my prayers and most positive energy. Kyle, Ellis and Winnie, too! 🙏💕🌿🐬
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Jane! Thant means so much!
@bettiegross1767
@bettiegross1767 Жыл бұрын
Don’t say you’re sorry. It is fine to have bad days. Love on Kyle, that will help a lot
@marilyngoossens1379
@marilyngoossens1379 2 жыл бұрын
You’ve got every right to feel angry Jenny, sending you loads of love and hugs xx❤️🇬🇧
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your support! All the way from the UK?? Amazing
@williamcarlyon6048
@williamcarlyon6048 11 ай бұрын
i am praying for you i am hopeing this passes and you get well i love you
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
Yay for the little wins!
@debbiesanderson9466
@debbiesanderson9466 2 жыл бұрын
I’m new to your channel but just wanted to send you hugs and best wishes from the uk 🇬🇧 xx YOU GOT THIS !!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👍👍👍👍👍🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!!
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
Of course you hate it, Jenny. Of course it's hard. It's a big thing. It's a really big thing.
@Sunny-cj5ic
@Sunny-cj5ic Жыл бұрын
I like that UT (Tennessee Vols) shirt that Gigi had on!! GBO! I’m a knoxville native!
@carolecheitowskyj4074
@carolecheitowskyj4074 10 ай бұрын
Jenny, why don't you ever talk about your mom? Is she your stepmother? You always talk about your dad. Just wondering.
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
Oh no! The radiation day switch! Ugh, I'm sorry. That's hard. Cancer messes things up. You will have better weeks where there's no radiation and you'll get to live it up. I'm glad you got to vent and chose to be honest with us.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for loving all sides of me 💕
@traciebryant162
@traciebryant162 2 жыл бұрын
@@jennyapple4704 Always and forever
@bettiegross1767
@bettiegross1767 Жыл бұрын
That is great idea. You may end up in a medical medicine………and I would get to say “ that’s our girl. She’s a warrior.
@SpiritsEnchantments
@SpiritsEnchantments 8 ай бұрын
Hugging a giant teddy bear is the perfect solution! Why don't these medical geniuses suggest to patients that they can bring a large stuffed animal or a body pillow? Why can't they try to make it as comfortable and not scary as possible? I'm so sorry you have to deal with this, Jenny.
@areyoukidding1431
@areyoukidding1431 2 жыл бұрын
Do not move, cough or open your eyes for a hour plus lay flat which would hurt. How is that possible. Just saying that makes you need to do all of that. I'm surprised they didn't say don't breathe for a hour. That sounds awful.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Isn't that the truth!
@mollyhoisington7230
@mollyhoisington7230 7 ай бұрын
Kyle looks so much younger in this video 😢. Bless his heart and the stress he’s gone through….hang in there Kyle….❤. So sorry 😢
@gingergreen5986
@gingergreen5986 2 жыл бұрын
Praying for you. Cancer sucks!
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! It does suck!
@joyce9523
@joyce9523 8 ай бұрын
Love you jenny❤
@CeeceesMomma
@CeeceesMomma 9 ай бұрын
You can complain all you want Jenny. I think you have a right. It's ok. ❤
@normanelson9136
@normanelson9136 Жыл бұрын
I liked that flash of anger.
@marciacapell1541
@marciacapell1541 7 ай бұрын
From listening to her tell what is done during a radiation treatment on the brain, ive decided no to that type treatment. Thats a very important video and Iam not willing to try to survive with loss of quality of life. Its not worth it. But her courage was mightier than she ever realized! I only had stupid breast surgery but they still made me do a small amount of radiation. But my head wasnt trapped for an hour in a scary mask either. But if it ever does get worse pallitive care only. ❤
@chrissybackes1942
@chrissybackes1942 2 жыл бұрын
Why did you need to do brain chemo? I’m a little slow in understanding It’s ok to have to vent, I can’t imagine what your going through but you are strong and it’s ok if your scared! Trust Jesus with all your heart and peace will come in your heart
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
The cancer started in my lung and spread to my brain. Chemo doesn't get in the brain enough to kill the cancer so I had to do brain radiation. They found 5 tiny spots in my brain and I will get scans in June to see what is going on in my brain. I am definitely trying my best to trust the plan and have faith. 💕🙏
@giovannimaisano9194
@giovannimaisano9194 2 жыл бұрын
Hi Jenny... This is my second comment. The first comment was on your last day of radiation in march♡ Great video! I was wondering as well WHY chemo for it spreading to brain. Mine did too, and they said Chemo does not pass the blood brain barrier. Unfortunately doctors put ME on immunotherapy ( TRY to avoid that , I had serious side- effects and it did serious stuff. I won't say, bcuz if Dr's talk to you or suggest, I would JUST make sure your Dr's WATCH you closely should side effects start. Mine were SO severe I ended up in ICU) I'm NOT saying NOT to do it! I JUST am REALLY scared and saying be careful. I don't ever want anyone to go thro what I did, or happen to someone ELSE ,is all. Your Dr's may discuss, bcuz it does reach brain, tho it doesn't HELP e everyone and that's all:).... With Radiation... I FEEL for you I was terrified of that darn head mask and hated being bolted down so tight to table for 45 minute sessions, i was frightened and shaking , they said to stop shaking. Told me you are not allowed to move :( ya ok,. and NOW hoping I myself will BEAT this cancer nightmare! BUT we all are anxious, scared, it's all part of this and so seriously hard, and ONLY WE who are going through it ,truly know HOW HARD this all is... We ALL are hear to support you and I have you in my prayers Jenny♡ ♡ love and prayers always to you and your family! You are a TRUE inspiration to ME and so many! Love and light♡ Take care Mary
@paulinemuirhead4604
@paulinemuirhead4604 11 ай бұрын
Cuddling a teddy defo works I have 2 do the same when I am scared
@susanboatman7913
@susanboatman7913 2 жыл бұрын
Hang in there, my prayers are with. Cancer is not easy. Sounds like the tech need to be trained to be more empathetic
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your prayers!
@juliagraybeal3951
@juliagraybeal3951 2 жыл бұрын
Could you have Zane’s?
@juliagraybeal3951
@juliagraybeal3951 2 жыл бұрын
Zanax ???
@jeanettesmith765
@jeanettesmith765 2 жыл бұрын
Try to find joy in each day even though it is hard.
@JOEYZReAcTiOnMYHOSPICEJOURNEY
@JOEYZReAcTiOnMYHOSPICEJOURNEY 2 жыл бұрын
Hi guys and kids and lively animals. I started at video 1 And up to this one. I binged lol Praying for all on the regular. I am sad too. I am angry too. But....I am also positive! Your kids are good and amazing. Your husband is a saint. You are beautiful and too much for words Hey apply for medicare disability. (Which you will get) It shouldnt take long at all. Than have doc write rx for your scooter. You need it as you cannot all far at all! You will get it free. Numonics is my place, but there are lots and their all free. Your new friend Joey
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Hi Joey, You are so kind! Thank you for all of your sweet words and prayers. Also, thanks for the disability tip. We will definitely be looking into this. I hope all is well 💕
@sadie4me2
@sadie4me2 2 жыл бұрын
🙏
@sundayafternoon6532
@sundayafternoon6532 Жыл бұрын
You maybe should try the "tapping technique" before your treatment to help manage your anxiety during radiation
@girlsbasketballharvey2312
@girlsbasketballharvey2312 2 жыл бұрын
Ask them for a blanket. Our hospital has blankets they keep in a heated drawer feels like they take then right out if the dryer.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the tip 💕
@pamnemer8836
@pamnemer8836 2 жыл бұрын
Hi Jenny and your sweet husband.
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Hello 👋
@marymazzoni2079
@marymazzoni2079 2 жыл бұрын
I feel angry too!
@shellydavis855
@shellydavis855 2 жыл бұрын
Y'all are the dynamic duo How long have you been together?
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Aww, thank you so much, we have been best friends since 2008 and we have been married since 2014. We started dating in 2012.
@crystolsykora1677
@crystolsykora1677 10 ай бұрын
What about a weighted blanket??
@JOEYZReAcTiOnMYHOSPICEJOURNEY
@JOEYZReAcTiOnMYHOSPICEJOURNEY 2 жыл бұрын
PS take a pain pill 30 min b4 your hard surface tests and or an ativan!
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
ok, thanks for the tip!
@miss_kim59
@miss_kim59 2 ай бұрын
I met you all very late in this so im back here. ❤
@rennierad
@rennierad Жыл бұрын
@JOEYZReAcTiOnMYHOSPICEJOURNEY
@JOEYZReAcTiOnMYHOSPICEJOURNEY 2 жыл бұрын
PS how is flowers doing?
@jennyapple4704
@jennyapple4704 2 жыл бұрын
Flower is doing so well. She is getting around better than we hoped and she is back to herself spirit wise.
@kathyropa6174
@kathyropa6174 2 жыл бұрын
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️
@chrisdubois8980
@chrisdubois8980 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤high Jen love Chris❤❤❤
@suzandobreuenaski8134
@suzandobreuenaski8134 7 ай бұрын
❤😢
@DutchieThePitty
@DutchieThePitty 2 жыл бұрын
🥰
@leeannconnolly1955
@leeannconnolly1955 Жыл бұрын
They have really nice e- bikes with three wheels put a child's carriage carrier on the back you both get one and your son his own small bike and it looks like you all just a family who likes to bike.
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